#monophobia

[shadowxamyweek]

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#monophobia #shadamy #amy rose #shadow the hedgehog #shadowxamy

[sweetpeauserboxes]

[id: a light pink userbox with a pastel pink border and pastel pink text that reads “this user has severe monophobia.” on the left is an image of a pink heart. /end id]

#monophobia #soft aesthetic #soft userbox #soft userboxes #softcore #soft #cute userbox #cute aesthetic #cute userboxes #cutecore #cute #pastel aesthetic #pastel userboxes #pastel userbox #pastel #pink aesthetic #pink userboxes #pink userbox #pink #userboxes #userbox

[venting-with-jitty]

I have monophobia, scared of being alone & abandonment, & all my friends know that. So one day they all ignore me FUCKING GREAT?? Now this was a few weeks ago but i just thought ab it. I hate ppl who like to trigger ppls fears I'VE TOLD THEM THIS MILLIONS OF TIMES 2! So why fucking do it? It scared me so fucking bad & made me feel not real. Yes, ik i sound childish but imagine u have a fear & everyone triggers it. IMAGINE!

#venting w/ jitty #vent #fears #phobias #monophobia #autophobia #fear of being alone #fear of abandonment #ignored

[ashensgrotto]

Monophobia

I've been struggling with writing a bit lately and I think it's because I'm stuck at the moment.

I get moments like these when I'm not completely at my best and a lot of internal fears, sadness, and anxiety rebuild itself within my mind and I start wondering if where I'm going is where I want to be or asking myself a lot of 'are you sure?' questions. I sometimes end up doubting myself, too, in the process.

But, I did want to write something since I've been quiet for a while, so I wrote kind of a short poem/story thing about the internal works of my brain - to give you an idea what it's like inside my head.

Don't know if anyone will read this but... eh, why not?

Also: Autophobia, also called monophobia, isolophobia, or eremophobia, is the specific phobia or a morbid fear or dread of oneself or of being alone, isolated, abandoned, and ignored. This specific phobia is associated with the idea of being alone, often causing severe anxiety.

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There are days when I am surrounded by clouds of fear; fear of hatred, fear of regret… fear of abandonment.

It’s on these days that I often peer out of my darkness and see the world as something that I cannot touch. 

I see families and friends, connections made by smiles and laughter, grief and pain… love and hope.

I fear that if I were to take a step out of my confinement, I would instantly have backs turned toward me.

Those words of my past - ugly, crazy, disgusting, weird - would all come back and leave scars on my already battered heart.

I fear I cannot love nor be loved, I fear that I will never be accepted… that I will forever be alone. 

That I must walk this life alone.

So I leave my words outside my hiding place, stories of lives I wish I could live… in the hopes that maybe someone would knock on my door.

If I were braver, I would take the first step. If I was stronger, I would have protected myself… If I was smarter, perhaps I would be more than what I currently am.

But for now… I’ll continue to hide in the shadows, protecting what little of my heart remains… writing the lives I wish I could live, and listening for that first knock on my door.

Maybe someday… I will feel like I belong.

#grotto business #tw: fear #monophobia #short story #short poem #tw: self deprecation #personal thoughts

[mysticmagics]

okay kinda rambly vent here so

I just need to throw this out to the void that is tumblr TW: mention of suicidal thoughts

I feel alone within my own friends. The actual feeling I get from this is like. . . really hard to explain, but it's kinda a mixture of grief, fear, and jealousy. I end up pushed to the back nearly every time something happens. And yes, I get it, my friends' parents are strict and I'm a bio male, I won't be invited to some stuff, but that doesn't excuse everything. Like the constant ignoring of any of my shit I say or do or post in the group chat. Rarely am I acknowledged and I'm never given a reason to why. And it's not like before when I made things people weren't interested in, I am quite literally making stuff for them and getting nothing. And this is like, one of the biggest contributors to my ongoing feeling of. . . y'know, wanting to commit suicide. I can't even go out to a wedding on a cliff because I'm afraid I'll jump off because I'm alone. Not nearly as bad as the family stuff, but it's kinda getting there. I would write more but as I write this my heart is like actually hurting from grief and guilt so- If you need elaboration, I can make a second post or smth

#vent post #i need help #monophobia

[maybe-a-lee]

Vent

(feel free to scrol pass this if you are not intrested, I just wanna talk a bit)

Now, if you know me, you know about my monophobia.

Remember the new guy in my school I told you that gives off huge ler vibes? Well, we have been really close for the past few weeks. We were talking a lot and hanging out a lot. I was feeling like finally someone was giving me the attention and love I wanted, without having something to win off of it.

Last week, I didn't go to school, cause I was sick ok? And yesterday, I returned. And bro wouldn't even look at me, and he was pissed at me for no reason! And for a weird reason all the rest of the friend group was somehow distant from me.

I have been thinking about it so much... I had a crisis yesterday... Just the thought of not being able to hold a friend close to me was poking my mind all day long, even at night! I just feel so... alone... I dunno, everyone is in a friend group and I am... just existing there... I have no idea what I did! Legit, I was just sick, we didn't even talk while I was sick. I dunno what I did wrong, what I keep doing wrong...

I am just afraid I will lose everyone... I have legit only 2 real friends... And I don't know what to do to keep someone near me... I keep screwing up without even knowing what I did to make it better!

#no tickle post #monophobia #istg whyyy?

[brightsstar]

Does Eclipse have any irrational fears, like how in canon Moon and Lunar hate mannequins and dolls and Sun hates bugs? Like would he share some of those irrational phobias with his brothers or does he have a different irrational fear other than his autophobia (apparently thats the word for fear of abandonment in phobia terms)?

Both Autophobia and Monophobia work. They're both similar phobias, and technically he has both. Fear of abandonment, and fear of being alone. The monophobia stemmed directly from his autophobia. All the nightmares and night terrors he gets brought that on. Those are the only phobias he really has though

#fnaf security breach #fnaf #regretful eclipse au #sun and moon show #sun and moon show au #re eclipse #autophobia #Monophobia #bright answers

[forkalamari]

Monophobia: (n) the fear of being left alone.

His backstory:

Monophobia is the Mickey from Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. He used to play all day, have fun with friends, and connect with others around the world. He wished it would last forever.

But obviously, it didn’t.

People grew up. And as they grew up, they grew out. Grew out of his cartoons. Grew out of needing to learn these things. Grew out of their “best friend.” And he HATED it. The solution? Trap them in the show. Force their souls to be guarded by his friends.

He could now learn with them forever.

Fun Facts:

The monster form ISN’T his real form. He turns into that when he gets mad or uses a lot of power.

He’s convinced Goofy, Minnie, Daisy, Donald, and Pete that this is how things have to be, and gives them certain horcruxes that contain his victim’s souls.

Due to both his rage and people stopping watching him, all that remains of his world is the Clubhouse.

His favorite food is crackers and finely aged Roquefort specifically.

#mickey mouse #horror #not really #kinda sorta #creepypasta #mickey mouse clubhouse #monophobia

[nagisasstuff]

Wholesome!Nagisa headcanons :D

• nagisa has a notebook and books collection

• nagisa learned how to knit from hara and mostly knits crochets and sweaters

• nagisa has a sock collection and mostly consists of animals, flowers, and knitted socks that were made by hara and kurahashi

• the girls have nagisa come shopping with them and sometimes have a mini fashion show

• when nagisas frustrated he taps his pencil into the desk to make a rhythm

• nagisa sneezes ADORABLE think of fluttershy and the girls are jealous of him for it (jokingly)

• nagisa has a mini bookshelf

• when nagisa was still in the main campus he had a hard time deciding his sexuality

• nagisa can sing but was too shy to do it in public so he only hums songs, that is until maehara made nagisa do karaoke with him

• nagisa is the class angel and cinnamon roll along with isogai

• nagisa is touch-starved because he never got real affection only the manipulative type

• nagisa loves hugs

• sugino made the nagisa protection squad

• the girls are jealous because of how soft silky nagisas hair is (jokingly)

• everyone gotta had a crush on nagisa

• nagisa has hoodie, sweater and vests collection

• nagisa wears leg warmers and arm warmers if it's winter (him and kayano match together sometimes)

• nagisa has monophobia and abandonment issues

• nagisa stutters when nervous

• nagisa is banned from card and reading games when it's 3-E game night

• since nagisas bloodlust is so unhealthy after using some bloodlust nagisa coughs and if nagisa used a ton of bloodlust he passes out

• nagisa is demisexual

• nagisa admires almost half of the class because of there confidence, talent and skills

• nagisa has a book that contains everyone in 3-E's personal information name, height, birth date, weaknesses, strength, personality you name it!

• nagisa has a diary and mostly vents

• nagisa could enjoy cross dressing if it weren't for his mother

some of these are inspired!

#assasination classroom #assclass #nagisa shiota #animals #snakes #blueberry #blueberry boy #cute #cute boys #hinano kurahashi #sexuality #questioning #hiroto maehara #yuuma isogai #touch starved #kaede kayano #monophobia #tw abandonment #abandonment wound #fear of abandonment #parental abandonment tw #abandonment issues #snake boy #demisexual #demi boy #tw mention of abuse #parental abuse #headcanon #headcanons

[ask-monophobia-incarnate]

Uh. . . Hi. I'm Mono. Nice to meet you. . . I guess.

Welcome to my ask blog. Mystic set it up for me so. . . ask your questions.

I'm not here for long-term roleplay, nor to. . . do nsfw. Dirty jokes are fine though. You can call people pussies, I won't get mad.

Don't ask about the uh. . . mask. Or the hidden eye. Or the theme of blue even though I'm black and white.

#ask blog #asks are open #ask me anything #asks open #anon ask #in character #mono #monophobia #blue #it's important #>:3 #the colors mean things

[silver-tangent]

Technically I’m not afraid of being alone. I’m afraid of not being as alone as I think I am…

#monophobia #autophobia #late night tangent

[thebekashow]

Hehlooo I got Bob the 4 FNAF books I have read before-

FrOm ThE fUtUrEeE-

Enjoy Bobba :3

He will gladly! After he wakes up.

(Shaggy belongs to @theogratking )

It's okay bob! It's just a dream :[

#eremophobia #isolophobia #monophobia #Autophobia #thebekashow #art #bob velseb #spooky month au #bob velseb au #spooky month #spooky month bob velseb #q&a #ask bob velseb #ask bob the chef #shaggy gay #shaggy #theogratking shaggy gay #theogratking oc #theogratking #nightmare

[tapchitamlyhoc]

Hội chứng sợ bị bỏ rơi (Monophobia) là một dạng của rối loạn lo âu. Nó khiến con người luôn cảm thấy sợ hãi và lo lắng về việc bị bỏ rơi và phải đối mặt với những tình huống một mình. Có rất nhiều biểu hiện cho thấy người đang mắc phải hội chứng này và cũng có nhiều cách giúp chẩn đoán và điều trị hiệu quả.

#hoichungsobiboroi #monophobia #tapchitamlyhoc

[mysticmagics]

(just some silly sketched out lore for a silly woman)

#mono #monophobia #oc #original character #digital art #song lyrics

[letstrytonotgetbanned]

I’ve never talked about intrusive thoughts to anybody and my therapist asked about it today and I was like ‘holy shits it’s real I can talk about it’

#intrusive daydreaming #instrusive thoughts #agoraphobia #monophobia

[zayveeur]

Being arospec but also an autophobe is... interesting.

#arospec #aromantic #autophobia #monophobia #lgbtqia