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thoughtfulseason · 10 months

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man i am SUCH a mastermind 😏

#i literally posted a story of how my muscles ache thinking one girl who goes to practice will see and tell my coach that i’ve been practici #ng alone #which she wont cause she’s super insecure #but still i AM a mastermind even in the end it doesnt always work out

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longowatchrepair · 5 months

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#spoilers #alan wake spoilers #alan wake 2 spoilers #alan wake 2 #alan wake ii #the final draft #remedyverse #dr casper darling #casper darling #thomas zane #matthew porretta #ilkka villi #anyway they're fucking off camera right?#am i alone in thinking that?#bc zane had darling giggling like a school girl here #alan wake 2 ng+

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asoftepiloguemylove · 11 months

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some days i want to spit me out, the whole mess of me, but mostly i am good and quiet

Heather Havrilesky Ask Polly: Help, I'm the Loneliest Person in the World! / unknown / unknown / The Smiths There Is a Light That Never Goes Out / unknown / unknown / Marina Tsvetaeva On Love / Christa Wolf (tr. Jan van Heurck) Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays / Celeste Ng Little Fires Everywhere / Camille Rankine Emergency Management

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idontfuckingcareanymoreeee · 7 months

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I am worthless

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livelovecaliforniadreams · 1 year

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A lot of people had thought that that was improvised. That give a cookie get a cookie. Get a cookie give a cookie... That that was improvised. But it wasn't. It was written. Just the cross section of you know great directing, great writing, and great acting. -Zooey

...I remember Jake like actually like real tears. Like getting emotional in that moment... -Eric Appel

Commited. -Zooey

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aoitakumi8148 · 17 days

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[Left behind] 𝟘 of 𝟙.

...𝓗𝓮 𝓕𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓒𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓼𝓮𝓭 𝓗𝓲𝓶, 𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓣𝓸 𝓗𝓲𝓶 𝓦𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓮...

The world you showed me made me happy... It's slowly turning redder and redder ~ Where does love begin?

#Aoi Takumi #blog #my gifs #NEOWIZ #ROUND8 STUDIO #Lies Of P 2023 #Lies Of P #2023 #game #NG+#Winter Holiday Edition #license version #v.5 #PC #/#*...𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗶𝗿 𝗖𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿...#𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺...#𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱...?*#//#...being whole... consumed... willing to do anything... anything #strive to inhale deeply x I can't... you wouldn't let me #treat the tachycardia of the missing organ... or forgive me for it... could never repay you ~ but... I will always... 'cause you are all...#if this -lash- is hopelessness... it ain't painful but ours alone #/ each of your emotions is precious to me... I ain't ashamed of the 1 that urges me...#to open up... to desire to nestle against your chest... to...#I understand... why I love you & I understand... why I love you so unprecedentedly #/ trying to measure the size of the -Krat mark- left on me months back is a deadlock #*𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗶𝘀 𝗻𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗮𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹*

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sometimesdesperate · 2 months

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Katara/Zuko would have made for a better story. Sorry, but that's just a factual statement.

They compliment and challenge each other so much better than Aang and Katara do, or Zuko and Mai. They're on equal footing, unlike Aang and Katara. And having Aang end up with Katara after he had to let her go in the crystal caves completely negates his sacrifice there. Plus, Zuko ending up with Katara would be better symbolism for his redemption arc and how he has changed, as opposed to Zuko returning to the girlfriend he had before he became an exile.

Sokka/Zuko will always have my heart tho.

#Also Katara and Zuko are better foils than Zuko and Aa/ng.#their being foils depends on the honor storyline #which for Zuko is the entire point #while Aa/ng goes through it for five minutes before Yue and Roku reassure him.#The only thing that reveals about either of them is how alone Zuko is by comparison #something that's already been highlighted over & over #meanwhile Katara and Zuko have:#both lost their mothers to the fire nation #both abandoned by their father #both forced to leave their homeland while it still exists #fire bending v. water bending #both have mastered peripheral bending skills #blue spirit v. painted lady #parallel family make up.#all of these reveal and highlight a LOT about them #Anyway. Essay over.#rewritten to try and keep this from popping up in tags it shouldn't #also can we please stop acting like shipping fictional characters is some moral/ethical indicator

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jrueships · 7 months

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sucking his dick while putting on your puppy eyes will NOT heal him. mating dolphin sounds will. get up girl

#off ur knees.#now .#why does it look like aaron has a long #d*ng #that or he put his period pad on the wrong way #it's ok arod i would be scared of tampons too #u are not alone in your struggles #i am #as the women say a #male ally #IM SRRY IM KIDDING IM SREY jaren. my disease #i got it from jaren

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undefeatablesin · 7 months

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Finished LoP. Technically.

#sin speaking #(technically as in i got past the mandatory final boss. but the optional final boss........eeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhh)#(a night of failed attempts has had me questioning if that best ending is worth it at all LMAO)#(one more try tomorrow. if i'm still a failure after that then we are cutting our losses KSKDKFLSLF)#(i am glad i even managed to get to the end lets not get greedy now)#(still! its been a fun ride even for someone like myself who is not the best at these games)#(the thought alone of the ng+ difficulty for this game tho gives me hives so i dont think ill be doing that LMAO)#(back to yharnam for me...where I belong)#(i do have a lot of thonks about this game tho so maybe ill write up a cohesive review about it some other time but rn i need some tea)#(HAS MY ART BLOCK GONE YOU ASK? no not at all i feel like my brain needs defrosting)#(hows things for you guys lmao...)

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rollo-o-rollo · 5 months

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Rollo, mah boi, was putting off such loving puppy dog eyes yesterday.

May all your puppers be happy today!

#we just had our first snowfall (a whoppi ng 0“ of scattered snow-dust) and our dogs are LIVING for it #happy dog #rollo-o-rollo #edited photo #its dangerous to go alone #take some Rollo love!

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pepprs · 6 months

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ok so. today i am going to

fly (and travel at all) by myself for the first time since making the emergency return home from br!ghton bc of c0vid 4 years ago (extremely distressing and scary experience). and fly by myself two weeks after a mixed bag of a conference experience / plane ride home that included a massive scary depressive spiral that i had someone there to help me through as much as they could but it wasn’t enough which was absolutely not their fault but was deeply distressing to me at the time. so im about to be in a very similar environment but this time that person won’t be physically with me and it’s going to wreck my brain in multiple directions in part bc i have not yet recovered from the depressive spiral. i am still in it. lawl <3

ride in an uber by myself for the first time. ride in an uber at all for maybe the 5th time. as a very short young woman. which i have been expressedly warned by my parents not to do. lol <3

check into a hotel by myself for the first time

walk in a big city by myself for the first time (technically slightly untrue bc wjen i was last in ch!cago 5 years ago i did power walk from the hotel to the conference venue (like a block away) on the last day bc i was pissed about a situation but that was like… a block and i saw ppl i knew walking in that area. this time i will be in the same city and know no one at least for today

give myself a self care evening at the recommendation of my therapist…. for the first time. (maybe after i take a walk which i will do specifically when it’s still light out to see what the area is like). tonight no one i know will be in ch!cago yet and i have no plans to do anything. im going to play video games and draw and sing and give myself space and time to just enjoy being by myself and see how it goes

#purrs #conference tag #chicago #im very very very scared. that i won’t be able to handle it. i have craved solitude but also don’t know if it’s something i actually want o #if it’s a product of my circumstances. i am not used to being completely alone like that like whenever ive had it there have always been #other ppl in the building that ive had to be cognizant of and that will be true of a hotel too but bc i don’t know the people i will feel #less responsible to them . like obviously im not goi ng to sing at the top of my lungs but i will feel like i can sing which ive never felt #like i can do when ive lived with roommates or at home kinda. idk. my therapist was challenging me to experiment with fear by asking myself #if im really in danger or if im just uncomfortable / about to experience something ive never done before and right now im so extremely #anxious but what i am about to do is not inherently dangerous and i need to recognize im just experiencing something new and do it scared.#like im literally terrified i can’t describe how scared i am in a way that does it justice. but i am going to be okay. and when i tell #myself that i make it so.#trina vega voice im a woman…… [about to be] in ch!cago….. who’s SCARED!#i also have no idea how to be in a big city and be safe. like what do i do if im followed or if someone tries to attack me or something.#obviously the chances of that are extremely slim but ive had it hammered into me that if i am alone in a city that’s what’s going to happen #to me bc i am such a ~weak and defenseless small young woman~ lol. but bc i believed the fear and have had very little experience in citie #i have no idea how to navigate them or to be safe which creates the problem. like it makes it true that i am weak and defenseless bc i have #been shielded from being able to learn how to be smart and strong and cognizant of my surroundings. and i am so angry about it and hope tha #i will SHATTER that sense when im there and come away from it w confidence ive never had before #like i don’t have… pepper spray or anything like that. idk if that’s a thing ppl actually carry on them or if it’s just a thing ppl say. i #genuinely have zero idea at all. and i really really hope i won’t be in a situation where i’ll wish i had some. i doubt i will be but still

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riddlingwife · 17 days

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[long sigh] i think choromatsu's back to the f/o list

#he's dy*ng alone without me.#i love my failwife so much oughhh

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idle-bug · 2 months

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Taking a shot before cvtting is like the perfect foreplay I stg alcohol hits my bloodstream and my brain is just like ????alcohol??? Well pain comes next right?! Omg I can't wait I LOVE pain :D !!!!

#there is a reason i only drink alone :D #and with jake but he doesnt count #🐊#🔪#styroblr #cvtaddict #cvutting #988blr #i want to cvt #self h@rm #cvtting #cvtt!ng #cvt

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multiversal-pudding · 5 months

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Ok actually hot take

In my personal Mingoes Edit of Spirit Hunter NG, Rosé shouldn’t flirt with Akira, she should flirt with Aunt Natsume-

#spirit hunter: ng #aunt natsume #mulan rose #Like- c’mon she’s a single mom she’s a good mother she owns the bar Rosé likes #like. I know it’s more the devs but leave the teen alone you didn’t deserve to be done like this #besides their dynamic would be so fun!!-#I mean- the horror writer x spirit hunter who might be a spirit herself is Right There!-

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spiritofjustice · 3 months

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I’ve been watching a couple videos on really awful but popular dark romance books and the more I watch the more I become convinced that romance was a mistake. It’s time to move on from love. Forever

#psy's no punctuation posts #i watched a video recapping Twisted Love and I genuinely mean it when I say hearing abt what the love interest does n how he acts #made me feel sick. genuinely ill. I’ve never had such a visceral reaction to a book like that LDNDN #also I’ve just been realizing lately how deeply alienating it is to not be interested in romantic content in books #like overall #y’all know I like ship stuff n the dynamics they can offer. i am obviously not opposed to that #but goddamn it. i fucking hate reading romantic stuff #how can these people all be alloromantics and can’t write fucki ng . romance #i can’t write romance but at least I’m honest about it LDNDN #like idk it’s a small thing but once it occurs to me how obsessed the world is with romance. i feel rather alone #idk it may also be 4 am existential unease talking

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