Death By a Thousand Cuts but it’s Lucien reminding himself that it’s okay, he’ll be fine eventually. What’s another cut or another heartbreak? He’s survived this long. He’ll be alright. He’s a fox. He’s a gentleman. He’s the jack of all trades that people constantly underestimate. And really, what’s another disappointment? He’ll be fine. He will take all his pain, all his resentment, all that stress, and all that loneliness and yearning and shove it deep, deep down where no one can touch it or see it. He makes sure he dresses well to kill his time and he’s most definitely lost his way home. But he can pretend he’s okay even when he’s not. Even when he’s bleeding from places nobody can see. He’ll be alright, it’s just a thousand cuts.
My biggest fear for the next ACOTAR book is a Tamlin-esq character assassination of Lucien’s character. I don’t think it’ll happen but if it does I will be devastated. If she turns him into an asshole in order to get us to accept Elain’s rejection of him I will cry. 😭
im fucking SOBBING at someone calling rhysand a femboy that man would NEVER. he’s literally the opposite of a femboy and i think he would rather die then dress or act femininely
Anyone else exited that we will get Az winning his 200th snowball fight potentially in his pov of the elriel book?
He lost the snowball fight after the Elain necklace situation, so wouldn’t it be so nice for 1 year later for him to win it just to come home to her, a complete opposite to the last one when he had to turn her down and spend the next day putting ice and rocks in snowballs for Rhys
Plus from a writing standpoint we’ve had teasing from Feyre and Rhys but we have yet to see birchin sex so hey Sarah can u maybe give the winner a treat once everyone else goes home pls??? Feyre and Rhys fucked on the table in the cabin and it’s probably still covered in their paint so I’m sure it’s fine for Elain to surprise Az in there, and if anyone’s worried about germs she can just sit on him I’m sure he wouldn’t mind oh god why’d I have the visual of Cass walking in on them and that’s how he discovers elriel oh god if someone walks in Az better hid her with his wings
His total is currently at 199 so if we don’t get that win I’m gonna be really sad and it would’ve been pointless for her to mention it when we have no idea what the other totals are at
Ps. If the steam in the sauna doesn’t curl around their bodies like his shadows I’ll cry, I think post-winning for 200th time sweaty sauna sex is needed