#shawn mendes live tv

[wowevenmoreloveonearth]

You know what? I have become a gaylor sympathiser

This is going to be a long post, sorry! Please read the full post before even thinking about commenting.

Over the past few days I’ve seen a few posts on my dash about taylor swift and her fans that have left a bad taste in my mouth.

I know that a lot of people think that some fans of her are “trying to make her gay” and I just wanted to put the record straight and defend some people after actually looking at what’s going on. And I know I’m probably opening myself up for tumblr’s poor reading comprehension but before I start I’m going to say this:

I do not think taylor swift is a lesbian

Ok? Now let’s have a conversation.

First of all from what I’ve seen most of the fans who talk about Taylor swift and queerness do it from a point of literary analysis and learning queer history. This is a huge part of the community and lots of people have said that they never would have learnt so much about queer history without reading taylor swift’s works through a queer lens.

Adding on to that point, it seems a little hypocritical for the gay site which loves queer readings of books, tv shows, songs, musicals, films etc to be bullying a pretty small group of people who are mainly doing queer readings of lyrics. Especially when those people get near constant death threats. Instead of bullying these people (who don’t think or do what you think they think and do) why don’t you go outside and think “does this affect me? No. Do I agree with them? No. Am I going to cyber bully them because of this? No.”

Secondly, for the people who believe that any speculation on a real persons sexuality is 100% wrong. I used to think this too but I have changed my mind a bit about this recently after stopping and thinking about it properly. I’m not trying to change your mind at all I just want you to stop and think for a minute.

If you only get mad when speculation is queer in nature, then maybe think about that for a minute. Why is it totally wrong to think a person might be queer. We probably do it in our daily lives with people we know and they likely do it with us, back in the day that’s how queer people found each other-by speculating on sexuality. Would you be upset if you found out someone that you know thought you might be queer? I wouldn’t, maybe you would but if you would, why? Why is it terrible to think someone might be queer (this is NOT about hounding a person to admit to being queer like shawn mendes, this is just thinking in your head and on your small blog that the person will likely never see). Also this is literally the website where we talk about historical (real people) being gay even when they would have never said something to the equivalent.

An addition to this point before people start saying in the comments is that this is NOT the same situation as with kit connor. The issue there was people assuming that he was straight and taking that role away from a queer person. Speculating that he was queer was the opposite of what happened in that situation. So this is not an example of what happens when you speculate queerness.

Final things to say:

1) don’t believe every post you see with someone looking insane about taylor swift being gay, a lot of them are fake.

2) before anyone says “they should listen to real queer artists instead” most of them very much do. There’s a lot of fans of Hayley kiyoko, girl in red, Janelle monae, tegan and sara, zolita, kehlani etc.

3) there are some queer flags that are there. Sorry but there are. Hairpin drops, lavender, the ladder, flag colours, songs about women, friend of dorothy reference. Whether they are intentional is a different matter.

4) shipping real people is not what is happening for the majority of the people in the community. Also this comes back to queer vs straight again. Plenty of swifties ship taylor with men she’s been seen with and no one goes into their inboxes and sends death threats even when they are the ones making taylor swift all about the men she may or may not have dated.

5) taylor swift has never stated her sexuality. I know this may be hard to belive based off of how some people act, but it’s true. She has made vague statements which could have many meanings but she has never clearly stated anything. When gaylors get upset with taylor it is not because she said she is straight, it’s because they are getting death threats and doxxed and she seems to either be unaware of it (which is unlikely given how she seems to be a little terminally online) or she doesn’t care enough to tell her fans to stop.

6) if she does explicitly say she’s straight then there will probably be disappointment in her use of queer history and flags and her potential queer erasure (as we saw with lavender haze, with straight women describing their relationships as lavender) and centring herself in queer spaces (like the you need to calm down music video) but no one will be angry that she’s not gay. And a lot will probably be grateful that she actually explicitly stated for the record to absolve any confusion. The main issue would likely be other fans ramping up the death threats and bullying.

In conclusion: these people who do queer analysis of Taylor’s work are not trying to out her or make her gay etc. if you don’t understand it that’s fine it’s clearly not for you and you can go quite easily without seeing any of it. It’s not illegal to read works through a queer lens and if it means more people know about queer history then I think that’s a very good thing.

I changed my mind after looking at what a lot of people are actually saying rather than what people perceive them to be saying and maybe you will too?

Just be kinder to people online please and if you don’t like what people are saying block them and do not engage!

#taylor swift #long post #gaylor #gaylor swift #friend of dorothea #friends of dorothea #lgbtqia

[runningfrom2am]

hiii bestieee! I wasn't planning to send you a request this quick but I HAD to get this idea across!

A drew fic based on 'lost in japan' by shawn mendes! (Yes, a song fic request 🤭)

PLOTLINE IDEA: so the reader is far away from drew, and one night, impulsively, drew gets on a flight and comes to the reader because he was missing the reader a little too much than usual

LYRICS TO INSPIRE YOU:

All i'd take is one flight, we'd be in the same time zone

Do you got plans tonight, I'm a couple hundred miles from Japan and I, I was thinking I could fly to your hotel tonight, cause I can't get you off my mind

Do I gotta convince you, that you shouldn't fall asleep, it will only been a couple hours, I'm about to leave

BECAUSE COME ON THIS IS SOMETHING DREW WOULD DEFINITELY DO

anyways please please take as much time as you need! I already know the fic will be SO GOOD!! love youuu <3

AHHH FINALLY HERE IT IS!! im so obsessed you have no idea, thank you SO much for requesting this one i love it!! i hope it’s everything you imagined!!

lost in japan (d.s)

you're getting ready for bed in your small apartment, which for you, meant going back and forth between cleaning, working on lesson plans, and watching TV for hours on a friday night since you didn't have to be up early the next morning. typically, you'd be up quite late after a long week of teaching english to japanese students every day.

you love your job, truly, teaching and travel were your passion, and this opportunity has been amazing- but that didn't necessarily mean you couldn't get a little burnt out. you're homesick, more than anything. you miss your family and friends back home in north carolina, not to mention the beaches, and the sort of small town vibe that was nowhere to be found in tokyo.

you're just finishing up doing some dishes when your phone rings, and you're quick to dry off your hands and pick it up, furrowing your brow in confusion at the contact that's popped up. drew was busy, he was always busy, but you had been missing him, too. "hey, drew." you answer with a smile, quickly turning down the volume on the tv.

"hey! y/n, how's it going?" he asks, unbeknownst to you, chewing on his nails as he sits in an airport in another country.

"i'm well..." you answer, tilting your head a little bit. you're happy to hear his voice, of course, but still surprised. "what about you? how's filming?"

"it's good! i've got a bit of a break for the next couple weeks." drew answers, bouncing his leg and looking around the crowded room.

"that's good! you deserve a break." you smile, sitting down on your bed now. "what did i do to warrant the pleasure of a call?"

you talk to drew often, of course, being good friends since you met in university. you both had overlapping english classes and instantly clicked, and were luckily able to maintain contact even after he "made it big". he insists he would never forget about you, despite you joking about it regularly.

"well i was thinking, since i've got this break, maybe i could come visit you for a week or so." drew answers nervously. "i did want to surprise you, but i realize i don't know where exactly you live and tokyo is a big city so you might be hard to find." he rambles on a bit, waiting anxiously on your response.

"oh! uhm.." you reply, completely caught off-guard by his suggestion. you'd love to have him, but as you look around your small studio apartment, you're not sure there's room for company. not to mention, it would be a little embarrassing. you try to stay on top of cleaning, but it's hard to organize with little space.

"it's okay if you don't want me to come! god, i- i'm sorry, y/n, i shouldn't have thrown this on you so suddenly-" drew quickly backtracks, shaking his head at his own stupidity. of course he should have given you a bigger heads up.

"no! of course i want you to come!" you're quick to ease his mind as you sit up in excitement. "my apartment is just a little... tight, that's all. i was just thinking of where you would sleep. but of course, you're always welcome. when were you thinking of coming? i just need to organize a bit."

"well..." drew chuckles a little nervously. "do you have any plans tonight? i'm kind of already at the airport. i just couldn't get you off my mind today, decided to just go for it and hope you're okay with a guest."

you freeze up a little, in a bit of shock as you blush. he was thinking about you?  "oh! uh, yeah! i can meet you at the airport. what time do you leave? what time do you land?" you ask, standing up and looking towards your closet. you're getting ahead of yourself- it will obviously be a long flight, but now you're nervous. you've always had a bit of a crush on him, which was kind of an understatement.

"you don't have to do that." drew instantly protests. "i think i'll land around two-thirty tokyo time. i'll just take a cab, if you can send me your address and be up to let me in?"

"nonsense, drew, of course i'll come meet you." you giggle, already shuffling through your clothes as you look at your alarm clock. it's only eight, so you can try and get some sleep before you have to go. "i've got no classes until monday, i'll have a quick nap and meet you at the airport at two-thirty."

"sweet! that'd be awesome." drew replies, smiling to himself. he's so excited to see you, more and more recently he's been thinking about you. truly missing you, and he figured he'd take a leap of faith and come visit- especially since he knows you've been lonely. maybe, he thinks, he'll even be able to tell you how he feels. how he's always felt, and he'll be leaving japan finally able to call you his girlfriend. "so, uh, i guess i'll see you tonight, then?"

"see you tonight." you agree, absolutely giddy with excitement. "have a safe flight!" you quickly add in, almost forgetting your manners with the flood of adrenaline in your system.

"thanks, y/n/n. see you in a bit!" drew smiles, hanging up. perfect timing, too, they're about to start boarding.

you stand at the almost empty arrivals area of the tokyo international airport, anxiously watching the escalator and waiting to see drew after months apart. you had put on some of your nicest casual clothes, not wanting to look overdressed, but not like a mess either. after all, you had six hours to plan the outfit, considering you couldn't sleep for even a minute.

you look down at your phone again, checking the time for what must be the hundredth time since you left the apartment. two fifty-three. his flight landed on time, according to the screen on the wall, so he should be walking out any minute. you get a pit in your stomach, you're so nervous.

drew has the same feeling as he tries to blindly follow the other people who got off his flight, unable to read any of the signs directing passengers to arrivals and baggage claim. it's a long walk in a big airport, but it feels a million times longer since he's anxious to get to you. he comes to the escalator, seeing a few people waiting at the bottom, his eyes scanning for you, who he quickly finds. he feels his heart rate increase and he smiles, adjusting his bag in his grip, already feeling his hands getting sweaty. that's when you notice him too.

you smile wide, giving him an excited wave. you're practically shaking with excitement, or nerves, but you're just happy to not be so alone anymore. he gets to the bottom and gets off, quickly making his way over to you, you cringe a little when he drops his bags and opens his arms for a hug, you really wanted to hug him, of course, but culturally you know you'll get stares and disapproving looks. "hey!" you grin, immediately reaching out and blocking his arms. he furrows his brows in confusion, his eyes flashing with disappointment.

"sorry." you chuckle, awkwardly moving his arms back to his sides. "it's kind of rude to hug in public." you explain, looking around and hoping no one is offended. luckily only a couple people noticed, and they avert their eyes when they see you correcting him.

"oh, uh, i didn't know that. sorry.." drew blushes, avoiding your eyes for a moment.

"you're fine." you insist, trying to cheer him up. "i missed you, i'm glad you're here."

"i missed you too." drew replies, smile returning to his cheeks now. he doubts it will leave the whole time he's here.

"uh, do you have bags?" you ask him, gesturing toward the baggage carousel.

"nope, carry on only." he says proudly, lifting his bag off the ground and throwing his backpack over his shoulder.

"oh, perfect! then we get first dibs on a cab. follow me." you smile, turning and walking towards the exit. god, you hate making small talk, but the silence in the quiet airport is killing you.

"so, how's work?" drew asks, trying to hide the nervousness in his tone. he hasn't seen you in person in close to a year, and even then you were both so busy you had to squeeze in coffee on a lunch break when he happened to be filming close to home.

"it's good! i really love it." you nod, glancing back at him as you guys step outside. "the kids are all so sweet. it's a great opportunity."

"that's awesome. it sounds like fun." drew nods, looking around to try and get a bearing on his surroundings. it's humid out, but not hot.

"it is, yeah." you say. "one sec, i think this one is free-" he watches as you wrap your sweater tighter around yourself, walking up to a cab and waving to the driver as he unlocks the doors. you turn and wave for him to join you, and he walks up and opens the door for you, letting you in first.

you say something to the driver in japanese, drew assumes you're telling him your address, and quickly after that you guys are moving.

you don't talk much on the drive, again, it's polite to stay quiet, so when you do you only whisper. it's about a half hour drive to your apartment, and you get out, looking up at the familiar building quickly before thanking the driver and paying him.

"i can pay you back, how much was it?" drew says as you fumble with your keys.

"seven-thousand yen." you answer, giggling and looking up at him as you push the door open, knowing that means absolutely nothing to him.

"uh, in usd?" drew chuckles, following you in.

"don't worry about it." you giggle and lead him up the stairs to the third floor where your room is.

"it's really small-" you pause before you open the door. "and a bit of a mess so i'm sorry, we can find you a hotel tomorrow it was just a bit short notice."

"i don't care." drew shakes his head, smiling down at you. "we just get to spend more quality time together, hey? it's fine."

"okay bigshot, suit yourself." you chuckle, shaking your head as you open the door. you both shuffle in and you try to get out of his way so he can put his stuff down, and the second he drops it on the floor his arms are around you.

you freeze for a moment before hugging him back, leaning your head on his chest. "i've been thinking about this for months.." he mutters, taking in the scent of your hair, your skin, just you.

"me too." you whisper back, gently rubbing his back.

"no, like- you don't understand." he says, pulling away only a little to look down at you. "i- shit." he chuckles, shaking his head slightly in embarrassment. "i've really missed you. i think about you all the time, the best part of my week is when i get the chance to call you."

“me too.” you repeat yourself, blushing a little as you don’t know what else to say.

“well, come on, no, you’re living your dream out here.” drew laughs, gesturing around you only to return his hand to your back.

“so are you.” you raise your eyebrow at him and he shrugs.

“yeah, well, not really. my dream isn’t complete without you.” he bites the bullet, hoping you’ll understand what he’s saying. he chews a little on his bottom lip as he locks eyes with you, scanning them to get some kind of grasp on what you were thinking, or feeling.

your cheeks burn furiously as you briefly look down, unsure really what to say. “well… me too.” you giggle, laughing at having to say the same thing again.

a small smile flickers on drew’s lips and he reaches his hand up, hesitating to place it on your cheek and gently lifting your jaw to meet his eyes again. he hears his heart beating in his chest, and so do you, as he very slowly at first leans in. his lips meet yours so gently it’s like he’s scared he’ll break you, making you smile against his lips as you kiss him back. almost so much that it makes the task at hand impossible.

“i’ve been wanting you to do that for years.” you admit, staring into his blue eyes as you pull away only about an inch.

his forehead stays pressed against yours as he smiles, his breath tickling your lips as he speaks. “that sucks, because i’ve wanted to do that for years. you should’ve said something, y/n/n.”

it’s safe to assume now that you won’t be needing the bed you made for yourself on the floor.

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list of songs hyunjin has played on his lives/recommended:

note: im probably missing some & i couldn’t put links to all of them cause apparently tumblr has a link limit 🤨

lauv: julia, lonely eyes, invisible things, paris in the rain, never not, im so tired, the story never ends, i like me better

offonff: photograph, cigarette (ft. miso & tablo), dance, bath

beyoncé: crazy in love (remix)

billie eilish: i love you, &burn, idontwannabeyouanymore, ocean eyes, before i go, tv

honne: day1, la la la that’s how it goes

christina perri: a thousand years

shawn mendes: mercy, treat you better, in my blood

dvwn: phobia

dpr live: jam & butterfly

jehwi: dear moon

leehi: rose

bts: dna, waste it on me, make it right

colde: where love begins, string (ft. sunwoojunga), the museum, wa-r-r, your dog loves you (ft. crush), control me, a song nobody knows, im in love

got7: miracle, hard carry

justin bieber: lonely

josef salvat: call on me

taemin: criminal

night off: sleep

sam kim: make up (ft. crush), like a fool, sunny days summer nights

niki: lowkey

iu: the visitor, lullaby, knees, love poem, give you my heart, my sea

cha ni: starlight

sia: snowman

akmu: happening

sunwoojunga: run with me

the black skirts: everything

korea cracker: ocean (ft. hoyeon kim)

cosmic boy: can i love?

penomeco: no.5 (ft. crush)

yerin baek: blooming memories, limit

10cm: so…., however

day6: i’ll try, love me or leave me, when you love someone, you were beautiful, congratulations, zombie, days gone by, afraid

dean: d (half moon), instagram, what 2 do, bonnie & clyde

exo: first snow, the eve, love shot

sam fischer: this city

jukjae: do you want to walk with me?, lullaby

ph-1: nerdy love (ft. yerin baek), as i told you

baekhyun: love again, un village

amine: blackjack

young k: come as you are, guard you

flume: say it (ft. tove lo)

twice: dance the night away, fancy

ariana grande: thank u, next

hajin: we all lie

about: it has to be you

caroline says: winter is cold

h.e.r: u, wait for it

bol4: to my youth

monday kiz: winter is as i wished

paul kim: the road, additional

sweden laundry: the winter

jung seung hwan: in that winter

chungha: gotta go

zion.t: no make up, snow

airman: gloomy star, i’ll be your spring (ft. j_ust)

motte: dont run away

seventeen: a-teen, super

khalid: location

lukas graham: 7 years

imagine dragons: believer

bo kyung kim: dont think you are alone

jung ilhoon: spoiler (ft. babylon)

davichi: falling in love, 이 사랑

coldplay: everglow, viva la vida

lyn: my destiny

jus2: focus on me, long black, senses (jpn version)

crush: beautiful, you and i

ed sheeran: lego house, perfect, photograph, beautiful people

croosh: why

20 years of age: x

tori kelly: paper hearts

seulgi: always

luna: do you love me? (ft. george)

wisue: someone’s shining

epik high: eternal sunshine

jp saxe: if the world was ending

seori: fairy tale

bruno mars: marry you

the weeknd: earned it, die for you

jung seunghwan: its raining, an ordinary day, dear

sam tinnesz: play with fire

post malone: motley crew

jihyo: stardust love song

kim feel: your voice

sung sikyung: solar system, heejae

younha: stardust

wonpil: a journey

taeyeon: invu, some nights, toddler, drawing our moments

nct dream: boom

ha hyunsang: 3108

huhgak: memory of your scent

se so neon: nan chun, a long dream, midnight train, stranger

umi: remember me

tvxq!: mirotic

johnny balik: honey

red velvet: psycho

new jeans: hype boy

christian kuria: losing you

cigarettes after sex: k.

dpr ian: nerves, no blueberries, 1 shot

samm henshaw: broke

woodz: drowning

kelly clarkson: underneath the tree

kimmuseum: to you who cant sleep

taylor swift: betty

lana del rey: young and beautiful

harry styles: watermelon sugar, she

pink sweat$: honesty

masego: tadow

olivia rodrigo: vampire

troye sivan: youth, for him

kai: mmmh

2pm: my house

oasis - wonderwall

oasis - hey now

mac miller - that’s on me

mac miller - everybody

nothing but thieves - amsterdam

bren joy - sweet

back number - i love you

puma blue - already falling

mac ayres - roses

mac ayres - next to you

bruno major - old soul

#hyunjin song recommendations #<- so i can find it later for updates #i spent like 3 hours writing this and putting the links shdjdndb #maybe anon from yesterday finds this helpful!

[abisbookshelf]

100+ songs that remind me of buddie: the ship between evan "buck" buckley + eddie diaz from 9-1-1 (tv show)

photograph - ed sheeran

sucker - jonas brothers

fix you - coldplay

clarity - zedd & foxes

everybody talks - neon trees

earned it (fifty shades of grey) - the weeknd

cardigan - taylor swift

august - taylor swift

the 30th - billie eilish

sunsetz - cigarettes after sex

sweet - cigarettes after sex

K. - cigarettes after sex

love of my life - harry styles

i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys

the way i loved you (taylor's version) - taylor swift

everything has changed (taylor's version) - taylor swift & ed sheeran

fine line - harry styles

watching him fade away - mac demarco

jealousy, jealousy - olivia rodrigo

apocalypse - cigarettes after sex

sofia - clairo

we fell in love in october - girl in red

ribs - lorde

i love you so - the walters

until i found you - stephen sanchez & em beihold

golden hour - JVKE

crush - cigarettes after sex

karma - taylor swift

bags - clairo

getaway car - taylor swift

don't blame me - taylor swift

issues - julia micheals

heavenly - cigarettes after sex

memories - conan gray

lay all your love on me - ABBA

head over heels - ABBA

ceilings - lizzy mcalpine

all i wanted - paramore

i love you - billie eilish

heather - conan gray

what a time - julia micheals & niall horan

make up your mind - florence + the machine

look after you - the fray

sparks - coldplay

king of my heart - taylor swift

false god - taylor swift

rumour has it - adele

the great war - taylor swift

maroon - taylor swift

gorgeous - taylor swift

lovers rock - TV girl

why'd you only call me when you're high? - arctic monkeys

beautiful boy (darling boy) remastered 2010 - john lennon

daylight - david kushner

halley's comet - billie eilish

can't feel my face - the weeknd

shameless - camila cabello

ME! - taylor swift & brendon urie of panic! at the disco

all too well (10 minute version - taylor's version) - taylor swift

this love (taylor's version) - taylor swift

enchanted (taylor's version) - taylor swift

midnight rain - taylor swift

the 1 - taylor swift

kiss me - ed sheeran

mine (taylor's version) - taylor swift

lavender haze - taylor swift

hits different - taylor swift

afterglow - taylor swift

lover - taylor swift

red (taylor's version) - taylor swift

i don't wanna live forever (fifty shades darker) - ZAYN & taylor swift

style (taylor's version) - taylor swift

"slut!" (taylor's version - from the vault) - taylor swift

daylight - taylor swift

wildest dreams (taylor's version) - taylor swift

how you get the girl (taylor's version) - taylor swift

you are in love (taylor's version) - taylor swift

golden - harry styles

say yes to heaven - lana del rey

lover (remix) - taylor swift & shawn mendes

training wheels - melanie martinez

scott screet - phoebe bridgers

glue song - beabadoobee

kiss me - sixpence none the richer

something just like this - the chainsmokers & coldplay

still into you - paramore

those eyes - new west

can't take my eyes off you - boys town gang

angeleyes - ABBA

because i liked a boy - sabrina carpenter

sleep it off - niki & gabi

never felt so alone - labrinth

chemtrails over the country club - lana del rey

only love can hurt like this - paloma faith

my love mine all mine - mitski

moment in the sun - sunflower bean

you're losing me (from the vault) - taylor swift

paris - taylor swift

the lucky one (taylor's version) - taylor swift

snap out of it - arctic monkeys

labyrinth - taylor swift

starlight (taylor's version) - taylor swift

company - justin bieber

never really over - katy perry

i lived - onerepublic

the night we met - lord huron

heart to heart - mac demarco

rises the moon - liana flores

about you - the 1975

fight or flight - conan gray

deja vu - olivia rodrigo

you found me - the fray

paris - the chainsmokers

murder on the dancefloor - sophie ellis-bextor

want to want me - jason derulo

hands to myself - selena gomez

late night talking - harry styles

astronomy - conan gray

the only exception - paramore

can't help falling in love - elvis presley

the boy is mine - brandy & monica

last dance - scratch massive & maud geffray

ur so pretty - wasia project

34+35 - ariana grande

good days - SZA

falling in love - cigarettes after sex

keep on loving you - cigarettes after sex

marry you - bruno mars

walk me home - p!nk

people help the people - birdy

now that we don't talk (taylor's version - from the vault) - taylor swift

suburban legends (taylor's version - from the vault) - taylor swift

open arms - SZA & travis scott

movies - conan gray

let the light in - lana del rey & father john misty

margaret - lana del rey & bleachers

need you now - lady A

i miss you, i'm sorry - gracie abrams

sex on fire - kings of leon

end of beginning - djo

21 - gracie abrams

only you - cheat codes & little mix

mr. loverman - ricky montgomery

lust for life - lana del rey & the weeknd

saturn - SZA

lover (live from paris) - taylor swift

dress - taylor swift

waiting room - phoebe bridgers

kiss you - one direction

someone to you - BANNERS

little freak - harry styles

i hear a symphony - cody fry

do i wanna know? - arctic monkeys

till forever falls apart - ashe & FINNEAS

1 step forward, 3 steps back - olivia rodrigo

like real people do - hozier

out of my league - fitz and the tantrums

somewhere only we know - keane

when we were young - adele

maps - maroon 5

young and beautiful - lana del rey

touch tank - quinnie

i found - amber run

invisible string - taylor swift

epiphany - taylor swift

daylight - taylor swift

ivy - taylor swift

sign of the times - harry styles

adore you - harry styles

sunflower, vol.6 - harry styles

let me love you (until you learn to love yourself) - glee cast (version)

somewhere only we know - glee cast (version)

yellow - coldplay

pretty boy - the neighbourhood

the beach - the neighbourhood

whatta man - salt n pepa & en vogue

endgame - taylor swift, ed sheeran & future

delicate - taylor swift

break up with your girlfriend, i'm bored - ariana grande

forever winter (taylor's version - from the vault) - taylor swift

wish you were gay - billie eilish

ivy - frank ocean

i like me better - lauv

toothbrush - DNCE

best friend - rex orange county

no control - one direction

here is the link to the playlist on spofity: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/7mpIWOTplXGR7vR4gT34Yi

if you have any other recommendations for songs please let me know and they will go straight into the playlist. also, please don't be disrespectful and this is a reminder that these are my opinions, i hope that you enjoy the playlist!! 💌🤍💋

#buddie #911 abc #911 show #911 spoilers #911 season 7 #911 on abc #911 fox #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #buck and eddie #buddie 911 #tommy kinard #buck and tommy #buck x eddie #eddie x buck #gay #bisexual supremacy #bi buck #bisexuality #bisexual buck #bisexual #i ship these two so hard #evan buckley x eddie diaz #911 buddie #9 1 1 abc #gay couple #gay love #fanon #if you dont like it dont make it a problem

[melonsmysteriousmonarchy]

Shawn Mendes x Reader ~ Long Day Cuddles

Y/N's POV

I came home after a long day of schoolwork, coworkers being nasty, and just wanting to sleep. My boyfriend was at the studio and probably wouldn't be home until 8 or 9 o'clock tonight. It's already 2:30 now. Maybe it wouldn't hurt to take a small nap? I am too exhausted to climb into my own bed right now. I got inside our shared appointment and hung up my backpack before placing my shoes on the shoe rack. I pulled off my jacket and hung it up by the front door. I walked over to the couch and put a pillow on the armrest before turning on the tv to Y/F/S (A/N: Your favorite show) and laying down with my head on the pillow. I didn't even bother changing into my pajamas since I am too tired to walk to the bedroom. I pulled the throw blanket hanging on the couch over myself before watching the show. After a while, I felt myself getting sleepy....

Shawn's POV (A/N: Surprise?)

I looked at my phone to see it was 9:05 at night. I put my phone into my back pocket before saying goodbye to my manager, Andrew, my bandmates, and my friends. I went to the store, picked up a pizza for dinner for me & my girlfriend, picked up some other things before driving home. "Welcome back, Mr Mendes." The front desk person said. "Thank you." I said, smiling before walking to the elevator. I pulled out my key card and leaned against the elevator, looking at my phone. The elevator dinged and I walked out before heading down to my apartment. I opened the door and shut it behind me. "Y/N? Honey, I'm home!" I called out. I placed my bag and guitar case down before pulling off my shoes and jacket. I put the pizza inside the fridge and the other stuff I got away before deciding to find my girlfriend. "Y/N?" I said and looked over to the living room to see the most adorable sight ever. My beloved girlfriend was laying on the couch with her clothes still on, sleeping without a care in the world. I shook my head and went to the bedroom to change into my own pajamas. I walked over to where Y/N was and smiled. "Y/N? Time to wake up, love." I said, tapping her. "Come on, honey. You can't sleep on the couch." I said and she groaned.

"I know. Wrap your arms around me." I said and she sleepily wrapped her arms around my neck. I wrapped my arm around her back and underneath her legs before lifting her up bridal style. She snuggled into my chest and I kissed her forehead before walking to our bedroom. "Sweetheart, you can't sleep in these clothes. You gotta get up." I said and she whined tiredly as I placed her down so she was sitting on the end of the bed. "I know but these clothes gotta be uncomfortable." I said and she laid against the bedsheets. "Honey." I chuckled. "I'm too tired to move, Shawnie...." She said. I walked over to our shared closet, pulled out a pair of her pajama shorts & my big oversized t-shirt before walking over to her. "Hold onto me." I said and grabbed her forearms before sitting her up. She leaned against me and I lifted up her arms. "Upsy daisy." I said and pulled off her shirt & bra. I pulled my t-shirt over her head and pulled it down. I helped put on the pajama shorts before lifting her up again to put her on the bed. I laid her down on her side and pulled the blankets over her body. "Can you stay and cuddle?" She whispered and I smiled. I climbed onto my side and pulled her to my chest. I kissed her forehead.

"Sleep tight, Y/N."

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A/N: The day I am posting this is the day after Shawn's 25th birthday!! Happy late birthday to the man who is amazing! Thank you for giving me and your fans such great music, giving us hope, and for being the best human being!

I do not know how much I will be able to post since I am starting my SENIOR year in less than two weeks and I also have to get a bunch of stuff done (I know). But thank you all for sticking with me and for being paitent on waiting for a new story or a new imagine for this book. I love you all so much, you are my children. I will see you all when I post a new update or a new story or a new imagine. Bai!!!!!

#shawn mendes #shawn mendes x reader

[lnfours]

summer loving (six) ⎸ t.h

⌙ summary: your mom and tom’s mom grew up together, swearing that their kids would be life long friends. and it was true, the holland boys were a special part of your life. but on the annual trip to their beach house this summer, everything feels different. and that’s because it is.

⌙ au: based on the book and tv show ‘the summer i turned pretty’ by jenny han. childhood friends to lovers

⌙ wc: 2.1k

⌙ warnings: angst, shawn deserves better :(, fluff, language and a lot of whiplash

⌙ pairing: tom holland x fem!reader with a lil bit of shawn mendes x fem!reader

masterlist ⎸ chapter five ⎸ chapter seven ⎸ listen

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“happy birthday!”

you opened your eyes to kat jumping up onto the bed, a gift bag in hand as she climbed next to you. you groaned, grabbing the pillow from under your head before squishing it over your head, covering your eyes and ears. 

“on come on,” she laughed, “it’s your birthday!”

“so?”

“so as your best friend, i have to make sure you’re having the best day of your life!”

you groaned, “then tell me how to stop feeling guilty about basically lying to shawn.”

she sighed, pulling the pillow off of your face. you squinted, adjusting to the light in your room once again as she looked at you sadly. the two of you had a long talk the other night about how tom was still on your mind and how it wasn’t fair to shawn that you’re with him while constantly thinking about another boy. 

it was confusing, because on one hand, shawn was the best guy ever. everything you could possibly ever want. but tom, he’s the one that has your heart. wether you’d like to admit it or not. 

“i wish i could,” she sent you a gentle smile, “it’s better to be truthful then to lie to him.”

you nodded, sighing again, “i know.”

“when do you plan on… ending things?” she winced as she asked the question, not wanting to upset you more than you already are. 

“i guess i should do it soon,” you said, “i don’t want to keep dragging him through this.”

she nodded, “you should probably call him.”

you nodded back at her, biting down nervously on your bottom lip. you never liked breaking someone’s heart, not when you cared about them the way that you care about shawn. it wasn’t fair to him to keep things from him, it was for the better. 

you grabbed your phone and sent him a text. 

y/n hey, can we meet on the beach? i wanna talk to you

you felt a little piece of your heart breaking before you hit send. you locked your phone as kat changed the subject. you weren’t really listening to her though, just going through everything in your mind about how terrible you felt.

it wasn’t supposed to be this way. you were supposed to realize that shawn was way better than tom by a long shot, fall in love, and live happily ever after. but no, as always, tom holland has a way with sneaking into your mind. you always find yourself coming back to him, even when you shouldn’t. 

you were pulled from your thoughts when your phone buzzed on your thigh. 

shawn hey! yeah, i’ll be there in 10 happy birthday by the way ❤️

you smiled softly, another wave of guilt taking over you. 

thank you ❤️ see you soon 

kat stopped talking when she saw you typing on your phone, “are you listening?”

“hmm?” you looked up at her, “sorry, go ahead.”

“what i was saying was maybe we should go shopping before your party later,” she said, “you need a cute suit to go with the gift i got for you.”

your raised an eyebrow, “do i?”

she nodded, handing you the light blue gift bag with white tissue paper sticking out at the top, “mhm, open it.”

you sighed, “i told you i didn’t want anything.”

“i don’t care,” she rolled her eyes playfully, “just open the damn bag.”

you obliged, opening the bag and removing the wrapping paper. you pulled out a light green bikini, floral patterns in different shades of green all over it. you smiled, “thank you.” 

you leaned over and gave her a hug, she smiled back at you, “of course.”

“i’m gonna head to the beach to talk to shawn,” you said, “but after i get back we can head into town.”

she nodded, “a little retail therapy never hurt anyone.”

you chucked, throwing a sweatshirt on over the tank top you slept in.  you tugged on a pair of sweatpants and slipped on a pair of flip flops, “wish me luck.”

she smiled softly again, “you got this. it’s for the better, remember?”

you nodded, shoving your phone in the pocket, “yeah, better.”

you made your way downstairs, thankful that everyone else in the house was still asleep. you made your way out the door, walking towards the beach. you sat down in the sand, sighing to yourself as you looked out at the rising sun against the ocean. 

this was your happy place. 

you heard someone walk up behind you and sit down. you turned and saw shawn as he smiled at you.  

“hey,” he greeted.

you sent him a tight lipped smile, “hi,”

“everything okay?” he asked genuinely, eyes filled with wonder and concern. you sighed, looking back towards the ocean. 

“no,”

“what’s wrong?”

“everything.”

he frowned, “what’s up?”

you took a deep breath, “you’re just a great guy. i don’t deserve someone like you.”

he furrowed his eyebrows, “yes you do.”

you shook your head, “no, i don’t.”

“yes you do, y/n, i don’t get what you’re talking about.” he reached out and grabbed your hand. you sniffled as you looked away, shaking your head. 

“i don’t want to break your heart, shawn,” you said, looking back at him as a tear rolled down your cheek, “it’s not fair to you.”

his eyes softened, “break my heart?”

you nodded, licking your lips, “yeah.”

“it’d be an honor to have my heart broken by you,” he laughed softly, “you don’t give yourself as much credit as you should.”

you sighed softly as he wiped your tears away, “i don’t want to lie to you anymore.”

“about?”

you were quiet for a second before you mumbled that god forsaken name, “tom.”

he nodded, pulling you closer into his side. you laid your head on his shoulder, his falling ontop of yours, “it’s okay, i knew all along.”

you looked up at him, “what do you mean?”

“i talked to sam,” he said, “he told me that you and tom have been playing cat and mouse for a while. tom thinks he doesn’t deserve your love, and you think that he’s not into you because the two of you are too blind to see that it’s always been you two since the beginning.”

you felt your mood start to switch to anger for a split second, “what else did he say?”

“he mentioned that the two of you almost kissed in front of him on the first day,” shawn’s voice was soft, “and part of me knew this was going to come at some point. i see the way he looks at you and the way you look at him. you’re both in love, but too scared to admit it.”

you bit your lip, looking back out towards the ocean, “i’m sorry.”

“it’s okay,” he reassured, “i’m just glad i at least had a shot with you.”

you chucked, “i like to think that in another life, we wouldn’t have ended this way.”

he laughed softly, shaking his head, “me too.”

“are we okay?” you asked, “i don’t want to lose you as a friend, too.”

he nodded softly, “we’re okay.”

you smiled and leaned your head back onto his shoulder. you both sat there as you listened to the waves crash against the shore. the sun started rising higher into the sky, and when it got bright enough you ended up standing on your feet. 

“thank you for understanding,” you smiled softly, “you deserve the best.”

he smiled, “you deserve to be happy,” he motioned towards the house, “so go be happy. i’ll always be here.”

you nodded, wrapping your arms around his neck before the both of you went your separate ways. on the walk back to the house, you thought about what shawn and sam had talked about. about how sam spilled your feelings for tom, and about the almost kiss. it made your blood boil, it wasn’t his place to say anything. 

once you got back to the house, you saw sam outside as he waxed his surf board. you walked up to him, smacking him upside the head. he flinched, rubbing the back of his head and turned to look at you, “the hell?”

“you told shawn about the almost-kiss between tom and i on the beach? and told him about the fact that i like tom?!”

he sighed, putting the wax down, “i did.”

“why?”

he ran a hand through his hair before he rubbed the back of his neck, “i don’t know,”

“you don’t know?!” you crossed your arms, “what do you mean you don’t know?”

“i don’t know!” he flung his arms up, “i guess i was just jealous because tom always gets what he wants but i never get what i want.”

you furrowed your eyebrows, “what do you mean?”

“i mean,” he sighed, cutting himself off, “of course he gets to have you because it’s tom. it doesn’t matter that anyone else wants you, because you’re already his.”

you stared at him blankly, “so you tried to ruin my relationship with shawn by telling him about the fact that tom and i have been back and forth for the past couple months and that i’ve had a crush on tom for years, all because of what? you’re jealous?”

he looked down at his shoes, “yeah…”

you scoffed, “unbelievable.”

he felt bad for trying to ruin your relationship with shawn, he really did. he watched as you walked back inside, slamming the door shut behind you. you raced back up the stairs, ignoring the “happy birthday”s from the moms, your brother and paddy in the kitchen. you went up to the wooden door, knocking on it. you saw sam standing at the bottom of the stairs, seeing that he had followed you inside to try to apologize. 

you were met with brown eyes, a smile on his face, “happy birth-“

you shook your head, grabbing him by the strings on his hoodie and kissed his lips softly. he reacted quickly, his hands moving to your hips as he kissed you back. sam’s eyes were just as wide as yours.

you pulled away, your eyes wide as he smiled softly back at you. you looked towards the steps, seeing that sam was no longer standing at the bottom of the steps. you heard the slam of the back door, causing you to sigh. 

“are you-“

“yep,” you nodded, looking back at him, “bye.”

you didn’t give him a chance to say anything else as he watched you walk quickly towards your room and close the door. you leaned up against the door, sighing loudly before looking over at kat.

“i fucked up.”

she furrowed her eyebrows, “what did you do?” 

“i kissed tom.”

her eyes widened, “just now?”

you nodded slowly. she bit back a smile, letting out a soft laugh. 

“was it everything you’ve ever dreamed of?”

you rolled your eyes, shaking your head, “i’m not answering that question.”

“i’ll take that as a yes.”

after a few hours, everyone had arrived for your birthday party. you smiled, thanking people for coming. you were wearing your new bathing suit from kat, a drink in your hand as everyone talked. you felt someone tap you on your shoulder, turning around and seeing sam standing behind you. 

“can i talk to you for a minute inside?”

you nodded, telling the girl you were talking to that you’d be right back. you followed him inside, walking into the dining room. 

“what’s up?” you asked, taking a sip of your drink. 

“i just wanted to say i’m sorry,” he said, “it wasn’t cool of me to talk about you and tom to shawn. i’m sorry for everything.”

you nodded, “i’m sorry, too.”

he waved you off, “it’s okay. i’m just going to have to live with the fact that we’re always just going to remain friends.”

you sent him a tight lipped smile, “i’m sorry, again.”

“it’s okay, i promise,” he smiled softly back at you, “are we cool? can we just pretend that this never happened?”

you nodded, “i’d like that.”

he smiled and opened his arms for a hug, giving you a squeeze. you smiled back at him, hugging him back tightly.

just then, your mom came into the room, “there the two of you are!”

you pulled away as she continued, “we’re singing happy birthday,” she smiled, “come on.”

the rest of the party you walked around and continued talking to others before you felt tom grab your hand. you apologized to the person you were talking to as he pulled you into the house, ignoring your protesting from behind him.

“what’re you-?”

“just shut up.” he mumbled, pulling you closer before kissing you softly. you tensed under his touch, but kissed him back. 

“what was that for?” you asked, breathing heavily after you pulled away. he shrugged, smiling as he backed up away from you. 

“getting you back from earlier.”

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[taylorrepdetective]

do you think the cnn article may have not come from her team? Something about it comes across very deuxmoi-like. Feels like a leak from someone who does not have the full picture. Idk the shawn mendes thing feels weird

Anything is possible. But this would not be something we usually see and then there would likely be some kind of response. This guy at CNN is a real, actual journalist. He may not be super bright or know anything about queer flagging, but he’s not just gonna post this story, and the CNN editors approve it, and then go on live TV if the source is Taylor’s hairdresser. Or even someone like a Mahomes. That is not how CNN works. Can CNN be dumb sometimes and get stories wrong a lot? Yes! Can they spin things in ways to get more viewers, or to push an agenda dictated by their billionaire owners? Yes! And below I will explain that this is what they did, but not by having some sort of fake source.

Let’s look again at the actual quotes that are in quotes from the swift “associate”.

“Because of her massive success, in this moment there is a Taylor-shaped hole in people’s ethics,”

“This article wouldn’t have been allowed to be written about Shawn Mendes or any male artist whose sexuality has been questioned by fans.”

“There seems to be no boundary some journalists won’t cross when writing about Taylor, regardless of how invasive, untrue, and inappropriate it is - all under the protective veil of an ‘opinion piece,’”

That’s it. That all the associate said. It is 100% about journalistic ethics and overstepping boundaries and sexism. By the NYT and about this particular piece. “In this moment.” The rest of the CNN article is ‘fill-in-the-blanks’ by the reporter who erroneously said she has said she’s straight, when we know she has never said that. So the rest of the article beyond the quotes is the reporter interjecting his opinion of the situation.

They mention journalistic ethics. Sexism. “This article wouldn’t have been allowed” is pointing directly at the editors who decide which opinion pieces (or any article) get printed. Being invasive. All with specific regard to this piece that is “under the protective veil of an opinion piece.” The only mention of fan speculation is that this piece was written about fan speculation and the problem is with the piece, NOT fan speculation. The “associate” does not say “she’s straight” they do not say “fan theories and speculation are invasive and unethical”.

And since I am quite confident in my opinion that Taylor is in fact queer, I take all of this to mean she’s pissed that the NYT is taking things too far and potentially outing her. And she may be pissed because it is a bad time for it for her and she might have let it slide in 2018-October 2023, but right now in her early 2024 WAG era where she has her masterminded plans all set up for rep and debut TV and TS11, it might just be a terrible time for it.

Maybe. I don’t actually know.

But I did see that “Taylor swift gay” google search results are at their highest point since kissgate. So you can understand why she usually doesn’t say anything.

#I am re-evaluating because is what we saw after a response? they do find ways. #still think it’s a good idea for the media to cool it. UNLESS they have permission. which they might. but we wouldn’t know.

[marie-swriting]

More Than A Frienship - Shawn Mendes

Masterlist

Romance Masterlist

Summary : You’re friend with Shawn but he kissed you while you’re in a committed relationship. You try to avoid him to not lose yourself in your feelings.

Warnings : Angst, kind of cheating, fluff ending. English is not my first language so there might some mistakes you can tell me, if you see them. Tell me if I missed any warnings !

Word count : 1.5K

French version on Wattpad

French version on Tumblr

Song Inspiration : Bad Kind Of Butterflies by Camila Cabello

“Shawn, I’m begging you, stop calling me” You whisper into the phone.

“Please listen to me before hanging up. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that. I don’t even know why I kissed you. Please, believe me when I say I don’t want our friendship to change.” He pleads.

“It changed the moment you put your lips on mine.” You muttered harshly.

“Y/N, please” he tries to hold you back.

“Give me some time”

You just hung up when Dean, your boyfriend, comes into the living room, a bowl of popcorn in his hands. You try your best to act normal despite Shawn’s call, even if it’s complicated. What he did last week is still bugging you. You didn’t think you’d react like that because of his touch. No matter how hard you try, you can’t forget the feeling of his lips on yours. But you also can’t forget the guilty feeling when you look at Dean’s angelical face. You two have been dating for a year now and you love him. Everything is good between you. At last, until Shawn’s action.

“Who was on the phone ?” he asks you.

“My mom. She wanted to tell me tonight there’s If I Stay on TV” As soon as this lie escapes your lips, you feel your stomach hurts because of the guilt.

“Do you want to watch that tonight ? It’s your favourite movie.”

“I got it on DVD, we can watch it any other day.”

“You sure ?”

“Yes. we’re not gonna change the movie at the last minute” You laugh trying to hide your nervousness. “We said we would watch your favourite movie, not mine so let’s put Fast And Furious”

“As you want, sweetheart” Dean says before kissing you.

Without a surprise, you can’t focus on the movie for more than a minute. This kind of film is not the one you usually watch and your mind is set on the same person. Shawn. You’ve been friends for six years. You’re friend with Brian, so you quickly met him. You bounded easily. You’re good friends.

At least, that’s what you thought until last week.

You don’t really know why but Shawn kissed you and since then, you can’t seem to stop thinking about him and his lips felt against yours. You’re ashamed of what you felt during the kiss. You’re with Dean and yet, you can’t get Shawn out of your head. When he kissed you, you felt butterflies in your stomach and when you talk with Dean, you feel them, too it’s just not because of love. It’s because of the guilt you feel every time you think a little bit too much about Shawn and to feel the good kind of butterflies with the one that is supposed to be your best friend. You’re a horrible person, you think.

“Y/N, is everything okay ?” Dean questions you, getting your attention.

“Yes, I’m fine. Why ?”

“You seem deep in your thoughts.”

“Sorry, I was thinking about something. Nothing important, though. Don’t worry.”

You’re ashamed to realise you can lie this easily. He’s not suspecting anything. He trusts you and you betray him. How could you do that to him ? He’s always been there for you since you two met in senior year of college, after he moved to Toronto. And how do you thank him ? By thinking about another man.

You need to stop dwelling on what happened with Shawn. You need to forget what happened and tell him to never do it again because you love Dean. You can’t find yourself in a situation where you’d have to choose because you wouldn't be able to. In every case scenario, you’d lose someone and it's the last thing you want. 

The vibrations of your phone get you out of your thoughts. You look discreetly at who sent you a text. Obviously, it’s Shawn.

Text from Shawn, 11:02 p.m :

I don’t want to lose my friendship with you. We can just forget what happened. I don’t even know why I did that.

You answer him carefully so Dean doesn’t see it.

Text to Shawn, 11:04 p.m :

We forget everything. You’re my friend and I don’t want to lose you either, but give me a few days, please.

A week has passed and it’s getting worse. You’re more distracted and you’re starting to distance yourself from Dean. You’re not capable of looking him in the eyes anymore. You know he feels something is happening, but you can’t help it. You don’t even know how to avoid it. You tried your best but you have to come to the conclusion that it became more than a friendship with Shawn. Yet you don’t want to lose Dean. Unfortunately, you know you’d have to lose one, or worse both of them. 

“We need to talk, Y/N” Your boyfriend states. “It can’t keep on going like that. I can see that you’re becoming more distant with me and it kills me to realise I’m losing you slowly. What’s happening ? You know you can tell me everything. We can fix things together.” he tries to reassure you.

You don’t have the strength to fight so you give up.

“I need to tell you something” You say, not looking him in the eyes. “Please, sit down next to me.”

“Y/N, you’re scaring me.”

“I’d understand if you hate me after what I’m gonna say. I’m lost Dean” You admit, tearing up. “I love you, I do, I just can't help myself wanting someone else. And I don’t know what to do because I don’t want to lose you nor him.”

“What do you mean ? Who is the other guy ?”

“He kissed me and since then I can’t stop thinking about him. I tried to not think about it because I love you, but it’s becoming more than a friendship with him. And I’m so mad at myself for making you suffer. I feel sick in my stomach for hurting you. I promise you I love you, Dean.”

“And yet, it’s him you want. I can’t believe it !” He storms, standing up. “I gave everything in this relationship and you want to dump me for a guy who kissed you once ? Who is that dude anyway ? I have the right to know his name !”

“Dean, pleas-” You try to say but he cuts you off.

“His name !”

“It’s Shawn” You confess, even more ashamed. “Please don’t do anything to him. He’s already feeling so guilty for what he did.”

“Thank God, he has remorse ! And here you were saying that he was ‘just a friend’. I can't believe I believed you !” He shouts angrily walking to the main door.

“Where are you going ?”

“I want to have a discussion with him.”

“Dean please” You beg him, holding his arm. “You have the right to hate me but don’t hurt him.”

“And you’re defending him ? He ruined our relationship and you’re defending him ?! That's the best one yet ! It’s over, Y/N” He states harshly. “I don’t want to see you again. Leave.”

Tears running down your cheeks, you go into your old shared bedroom and pack your stuff. You try to do it as quickly as you can despite your shaking hands. Fifteen minutes later, you’re ready to leave the apartment you shared with Dean. You find him in the living room, holding his head with his hand, his shoulders shaking at the rhythm of his sobs. You hurt him so much. You feel terrible. You look at him, cheeks wet with tears. You don’t dare to say anything, too scared to hurt him even more so you leave the flat in silence, looking at him over your shoulder one last time. One year of dating and six months of living together ruined because of you and your selfishness…

You take your car to drive to the man who has been driving you crazy for a very long time. Once you’re at his front door, you don’t know if it’s a good idea anymore. Maybe you shouldn’t have done that. What if he doesn’t want you ? After all, you told him you wanted to stay friends and you’ve distanced yourself from him for the past two weeks, too. Without thinking, you knock on the door and wait nervously. He opens the door two minutes later.

“Y/N ?” Shawn exclaims, surprised. “What are you doing here ?”

“Dean broke up with me and I don’t know where to go.” You told him, showing him your suitcase.

“Come in. You can sleep here, of course. Why did you guys break up ?”

“I couldn’t lie to him anymore and he noticed that I was fading slowly. I told him everything.” You inform him, tearing up again. “I know I told you we were friends and that I wanted it to stay that way but I can’t help but think about the kiss we shared.”

“But I thought-”

“I know” You interrupt him. “But it’s because I didn’t want to admit it, I just can’t explain, it made me realise that it’s more than a friendship that I feel for you.”

“I wanted you to tell me this for so many years,” He says, caressing your cheeks while you smile.

“And I hid those feelings from myself for so many years. I care about you a lot, Shawn.” You confess, getting closer to him.

“Y/N, you just got out of a relationship” The brunet states slowly, taking a step back. “I don’t think we should start something right now.”

“You’re right.”

“But I promise you, I care about you, as much as you do. We should just wait, you know, take the time to understand what is happening to us, then we’ll see.”

“Works for me.”

Masterlist

Romance Masterlist

{This is my side blog so I'll be answering comments under the username @marie-sworld}

#shawn mendes #shawn mendes x y/n #shawn mendes x reader #shawn mendes x you #shawn mendes one shot #shawn mendes imagine #one shot #Spotify #marie swriting in english #marie swriting with camila cabello #marie swriting with romance

[mrs-johansson]

Y/n Fleur Depp biography and discography

Y/n Fleur Depp 04.15.1997; London, United Kingdom

Portrayed by: Dove Cameron

Parents: Johnny Depp, Kate Moss

Siblings: Lily-Rose Depp, Jack Depp, Lila Moss

Pet: Bucky; black cat

Lived: London, birth - 19 yrs; Los Angeles, 19 yrs - present

Exes:

- Harry Styles June 2015 - January 2019

- Dylan O’Brien April 2019 - October 2020

- Megan Fox February 2021 - May 2021

- Jordan Poole August 2021 - November 2022

Producer: Romeo, Phil

Manager: Jenna

Assistant: Chloe

Fandom name: Fleurs (flowers in French)

Main Previous Albums:

California 09.15.2017

Shameless (Camila Cabello)

You are in love (Taylor Swift)

Nonsense (Sabrina Carpenter)

“Slut!” (Taylor Swift)

This Love (Taylor Swift)

test drive (Ariana Grande)

main thing (Ariana Grande)

Used to This (Camila Cabello)

Concentrate (Demi Lovato)

Crowded Room ft. 6LACK (Selena Gomez)

California (Lana Del Rey)

Groupie Love ft. A$AP Rocky (Lana Del Rey)

someone like u - interlude (Ariana Grande)

Daylight (David Kushner)

Get Me Started (Troye Sivan)

Overseas 04.04.2019

Dress (Taylor Swift)

Strange Love (Halsey)

Young God (Halsey)

Style (Taylor Swift)

TV (Billie Eilish)

Video Games (Lana Del Rey)

Therefore I Am (Billie Eilish)

Angel (The Weeknd)

Rolling in the Deep (Adele)

cardigan (Taylor Swift)

everytime (Ariana Grande)

Into you (Ariana Grande)

London Boy (Taylor Swift)

New York (Ed Sheeran)

Acts of Love 09.09.2021.

Fever feat. Angèle (Dua Lipa)

Fetish feat. Gucci Mane (Selena Gomez)

Cross your mind (Niall Horan)

BRIGHT (Zayn)

Dark Paradise (Lana Del Rey)

honey (Halsey)

Monster In Me (Little Mix)

Bad Reputation (Shawn Mendes)

Body Say (Demi Lovato)

The Sound (The 1975)

Pretty Boy (The neighbourhood)

Looking for Somebody (To Love) (The 1975)

Bad Drugs (King Kavalier, ChrisLee)

Blank Space (Taylor Swift)

About you (The 1975)

Reflections 12.19.2022.

All Of The Girls You Loved Before (Taylor Swift)

motive feat. Doja Cat (Ariana Grande)

fake smile (Ariana Grande)

Talking Body (Tove Lo)

New Romantics (Taylor Swift)

Call It What You Want (Taylor Swift)

west side (Ariana Grande)

One Of Your Girls (Troye Sivan)

Fantasize (Ariana Grande)

Good for You feat. A$AP Rocky (Selena Gomez)

Reflections (The Neighbourhood)

Memories (Conan Gray)

…Ready For It? (Taylor Swift)

Lavender Haze (Taylor Swift)

GOSSIP feat. Johnny Depp (guitar) (Måneskin)

You Get Me So High (The Neighbourhood)

Awards:

Grammy Awards:

Record of the year - Rolling in the Deep

Song of the year - Rolling in the deep

Best Pop Vocal album (Overseas)

Record of the year - Blank Space

Pop Solo Performance - Blank Space

Best pop solo performance - …Ready for it?

Best Pop Vocal Album (Reflections)

#lisa x female reader #lisa x reader #lisa manoban #gxg

[silverslipstream]

Flash Fiction Friday!

So yeah, I decided to enter @flashfictionfridayofficial this week! I decided to write something completely off the top of my head - I've been reading David Levithan's Boy Meets Boy recently and was inspired to write a little smidge of queer romance. It ended up being a lot longer than I envisaged, but it's still under 1,000 words, so... Result!

Without further ado, here's the story of two best friends ringing in the New Year together in an unexpected way. Enjoy! (Note: Owen and Elliott are named after the poets Wilfred Owen and T.S Eliot. Just an interesting little detail!)

Prompt: Can We Kiss?

Lighthouse

Owen isn’t quite sure when he started feeling like he’d been cast adrift from his own body, but surely this house party is responsible. Shawn Mendes’s new hit is blaring from some nebulous middle-distance: he can’t tell whether it’s inside this house or inside his head. He takes another sip from the glass of cranberry vodka in his hand. The alcohol is sharp and sour: it rolls like a fist down his throat, and it’s all he can do not to gag.

Suddenly, like a lighthouse after weeks at sea, Elliott appears at the end of the hall. Owen lurches forward toward his best friend, ignoring the chorus of indignant complaints from the partygoers around him. Elliott sees him and snorts.

“You’re drunk.” It’s not a question. Owen can’t remember ever thinking about it, but suddenly drunk seems like the perfect word.

“As a glass of water,” he answers confidently, and a ripple of laughter shudders outward like a shockwave across the room.

Elliott shakes his head and claps him on the shoulder.

“C’mon, O. You stumble around all night, you’re gonna miss the countdown, and it’s not long now. In fact,” he says, checking his watch, “we’ve got thirteen minutes. You can’t come to a New Year’s Eve party and not celebrate the countdown. What would be the point?”

“Wait—since when was it New Year’s?”

Elliott side-eyes him with a lopsided grin, as if holding in a laugh, and Owen can’t tear his eyes away from those lips. For some reason, he doesn’t care if Elliott notices. He doesn’t care if everyone notices.

“Fucking hell, you’re properly wasted, aren’t you?”

Sometime later, Owen’s sitting on an armchair in the living room. How long has it been? He can’t remember exactly how he got here, but it can’t have happened too long ago, because nobody’s counting down yet. Countdown. That’s important!

The living room is traditional suburban British fare: family photos on the mantelpiece, a hideous red and white patterned rug, a flat screen TV nestled between two DVD shelves. It’s much too small for the amount of people in here. Try as he might, he can’t remember whose house this is supposed to be.

As if by magic, Elliott appears next to him, perching on the arm of the chair. His thick black hair is mussed at the back, and he’s wearing an oddly exposed expression. Something that got caught between satisfaction and confusion and doesn’t know which one to hide behind.

“Gemma Atkins decided she couldn’t wait for the stroke of midnight,” he says wryly, an embarrassed flush colouring his cheeks.

“You gonna go find her again for a second round? Y’know, at the countdown?”

“Nah. She’s probably saving the countdown kiss for Josh.”

Owen snorts derisively. “Yeah, her and every other girl within five miles.”

All the weight in Owen’s skull seems to have moved to the back of his head. Suddenly, he’s looking at the pockmarked pattern on the roof, watching the strobe lights play over the bumps and ridges, leaning back into the comfiest headrest he’s ever known. The fingers of his left hand find someone’s knuckles, and without thinking, he slips his thumb under the other hand’s palm, tracing little circles into the warm and slightly sweaty flesh.

Elliott looks at their joined hands with a quirked eyebrow, like it’s a toddler asking a particularly foolish question.

“Well, that’s a bit gay, isn’t it?”

It’s probably meant to sound sarcastic, maybe even mocking, but Owen can’t detect any malice in Elliott’s tone. Instead, it sounds drily observational, like an affirmation.

“Yeah.”

His head feels like it’s full of pins-and needles; there’s a strange sensation of being pushed into the armchair. Elliott’s hand is still warm in his, and for some reason, his best friend isn’t pulling away. Some joker starts counting down from thirty, and gradually people join in.

“Aren’t you gonna… y’know, find someone to ring in the New Year with, Elliott? I’m good here. This chair’s super comfy.”

Elliott looks at him and chuckles. It’s a light, soft sound, like windchimes, and Owen feels like he could dance to it, pirouette through a ballroom forever if only Elliott would keep laughing.

“No.”

The countdown reaches fifteen: now every kid in the room is chanting. Owen leans in.

“Well, if you’re not gonna go find some girl to kiss, can we? Kiss, I mean?”

“Well… yeah, go on then,” Elliott says. “Only because you’re drunk, and because you couldn’t kiss a girl if your A-levels depended on it.”

“Wow, do you tell that to all the boys you kiss?”

“Only you, O.”  

“C’mere, then.”

He slides one hand around the back of Elliott’s neck, and the other snakes around the small of his back, turning Elliott to face him. His best friend leans in, and Owen can’t help but catch a whiff of cologne. This is the closest they’ve ever been. He wonders briefly if Elliott can hear the blood thumping in his ears.

“FOUR! THREE! TWO! ONE…” screams the room.

And suddenly Elliott’s closed the gap between them, and the kiss is simultaneously gentle and electrifying, and Owen feels like he’s floating through the roof. Elliott tastes of Kopparberg and rum, and for some stupid, intoxicating reason, it’s the best kiss he’s ever had.

It’s over before it’s really begun; Elliott breaks the kiss and almost headbutts him by whipping his head around. Owen lays a hand on Elliott’s. The other boy stares back, questions flaring in his eyes.

“It’s all right, mate. Nobody’s watching,” he says, and relief washes over Elliott’s face.

“Yeah, well… don’t get used to it, alright?”

“Yeah, yeah. We both know you’ve been dying to snog me all night.”

They laugh again, and Owen could swear they’re sitting in another dimension now. Someplace he can’t name.

“Whatever, O. Happy New Year.”

“Happy New Year, Elliott.”

#flash fiction #flash fic friday #new year's kiss #writeblr #writers community #queer romance #just a spur of the moment bit of gay fluff idk why I wrote this but it exists now

[justinmitchellfan]

Mercedes varnado X shawn Mendes love story smut warning ⚠️

Title:I feel like I'm drowning

Chapter 1

August 12 of 2019 in shawn Mendes's hometown of Toronto Ontario Canada at the Scotiabank arena as he does a tour stop as shawn Is on his tour bus chilling and laying on the couch in the living room as he is on his phone as it is 9:45pm as he is alone on the tour bus then he hears a knock on the door " who is it says shawn Mendes as he hears a familiar voice " it's your girlfriend honey says mercedes then he gets off the couch and he goes towards the door and he unlocks the door and he opens the door as his girlfriend mercedes jumps on him as she wraps her legs around his waist and he puts his hands on her hips " couldn't wait to jump in my arms babe says shawn " to have some time with you honey says mercedes in her baby voice as she wraps her arms around his neck

Then he closes the door and locks it as he carries them to the couch as his girlfriend mercedes compliments her boyfriend " you are so handsome baby says mercedes in her baby voice and shawn smiles " thanks honey says shawn then he sits down on the couch with his girlfriend on his lap as he feels his girlfriend tugging on his shirt as she whispers in his ear " I love you honey says mercedes in her baby voice " I love you too baby says shawn in his baby voice " what are you doing baby says shawn as mercedes takes off his shirt and throws it on the floor " I want to make to you honey says mercedes as she caresses his cheek as they smile at each other as she leans towards his ear " I want us to have sex honey says mercedes whispered seductively

" you want to have sex with me says shawn " will you be returning on raw tonight says shawn " I am baby says mercedes " let's wait and have sex back at the hotel honey says shawn " if that's what you want then we'll have sex back at the hotel then but I don't want to wait till we get back to the hotel babe says mercedes then shawn reaches down and he pucks up his shirt amd he tries to put the shirt back on but mercedes throws his shirt back down on the ground " cant we please have sex now honey says mercedes " I want us to wait till we get back to the hotel love says shawn as he pucks up his shirt once more and he puts the shirt back on and he looks back to see his girlfriend pouting as she gives him the puppy dog eyes " don't give me the puppy dog eyes right now honey says shawn

" fine and I will be returning tonight on raw says mercedes " after that, we'll have sex back the hotel honey says shawn " I'll be watching your return tonight on raw on tv tonight baby says shawn " I'm happy that you'll be watching me return on raw tonight honey says mercedes as she gives her boyfriend shawn a hug and shawn hugs back " I love you honey says mercedes " love you too babe says shawn then mercedes looks at her boyfriend " you have very beautiful eyes baby says mercedes and shawn holds his girlfriend in his arms and mercedes runs her hand through his hair " do you really want to wait for us to have sex back at the hotel honey says mercedes " I'm sure baby says shawn

Then she starts playing with his hair as she leans close to his lips and then she stops playing with her boyfriends hair as she wraps her hands on the back of his neck " why don't we have sex right now baby says mercedes in her slutty voice " c-can't y-you wait t-till we get b-back to t-the hotel babe says shawn as he stutters as he slowly starts to get very hard in his pants as mercedes starts grinding on his hard bulge " let's not have sex right now honey says shawn as he tries not to moan " I don't want to wait baby says mercedes as she smashes her lips onto her boyfriends lips as they aggressively French kiss " I want to have sex anyway baby says mercedes in her slutty voice as she continues to grind on his very hard bulge " please stop baby says shawn as he begs his girlfriend " no cause I'm not stopping says mercedes

And 20 minutes later as they continue to aggressively make out as shawn is very hard in his pants and starts throbbing and then 5 minutes later as there is a knock on the door as it interuppts their aggressively make out session as mercedes pulls away from the kiss " who's at the door says mercedes " it's your friend bayley and its time for you to make your return on raw says Bayley " I'll be right out says mercedes " I'll be waiting out here says Bayley " sure thing says Mercedes

[loveisalwaystheanswer]

Music Tag Game 🎶

Rules Music taste is a very telling thing. Create a new post and name 1-5 your favourite songs in each category. Don't be afraid to be too obvious! Tag users you want to get to know better. Don't forget to have fun :)

Last songs you listened to: Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad - Def Leppard, The Funny Feeling - Phoebe Bridgers, Cathy Come Home - Flyte, Friday I'm In Love - The Cure

Best songs from your favourite TV show/movie: oh gosh, I put Peaky Blinders Soundtrack on a pedestal, so I'll have to narrow my choice to 3 songs: All My Tears - Ane Brun, Strange Weather - Anna Calvi, David Byrne, Abattoir Blues - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds and all the other songs that remain unnamed xD

Favourite songs about love (happy or not): Lover - Taylor Swift ft. Shawn Mendes, I Can't Help Falling In Love With You - Elvis Presley, Heart Like Yours - Willamette Stone, This - Ed Sheeran and much much more

Songs that could be the soundtrack to your life: Alibi - 30 Seconds to Mars

Songs that always make you want to dance: Let's Dance - David Bowie, Real Love Baby - Father John Misty, Hips Don't Lie - Shakira (yes, guilty)

Songs that always make you want to cry: I'm Ok - Christina Aguilera, Run - Snow Patrol, Dark Paradise - Lana Del Rey

Songs with the best lyrics: The Animals Were Gone / Accidental Babies - Damien Rice (he's very eloquent about love and pain, no wonder cos' he's Irish), My Tears Ricochet / The Lakes - Taylor Swift, I guess I can just write these two names. Amazing songwriters.

Songs you want to listen to when you're alone in the car: Girlfriend (Dr. Luke Mix) - Avril Lavigne ft. Lil Mama, I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor. And it doesn't even matter I don't have a car!

Songs that bring you back to yourself when your life is a mess: Ain't No Mountain High Enough - Marvin Gaye, Tammi Terrell and almost any Taylor Swift's song

Favourite instrumental songs: Spiegel im Spiegel (Version for Violin and Piano) - Vladimir Spivakov & Sergej Bezrodny, Rise - Hans Zimmer, New Moon - Alexandre Desplat, Una Mattina - Ludovico Einaudi, Arrival Of The Birds - The Cinematic Orchestra

Songs that make you feel like you're invincible and very cool: Lose Yourself - Eminem (yes!), Woman - Harry Styles, but I think I just need to be happy to feel myself invincible

Guilty pleasure songs you're embarrassed to admit that you like: I'm too old to care about stuff like that, but let's say Famous - Kanye West

Songs that can describe your current mood: Vienna - Billy Joel or People Help The People - Birdy

If you wanted to be serenaded, what songs would you prefer: Love of My Life - Queen, Fly Me To The Moon - Frank Sinatra. God help that guy if he doesn't have an ear for music.

Songs you'd recommend everybody to listen to (you can explain why if you want):

No Light, No Light - Florence + The Machine (because Florence's voice is so ethereal, magical and she can make you feel like you're flying)

Hey Jude - The Beatles (no further explanation)

Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen (this is a very interesting and unusual song to listen to, something out of any genre. A pure masterpiece)

Butterflies and Hurricanes - Muse (I can literally name any of their songs and I won't miss, just like with Radiohead)

Happier Than Ever - Billie Eilish (for those who love beautiful vocal. Billie's soft vibrato and the second part is a powerful crescendo)

tagging: @runnning-outof-time @zablife @aranoburns @i-just-look-at-pictures @jonathancraneswife444 @filmonaut @notyourriddler @tommyxgrace-always @carlfranzen @sassyrebelrockerprincess @l1-l4 @shelundeadxxxx @doraviolet @peakysgrace @grace-werethesame @peakyv @rousie @achurni @twvstedsouls @moral-terpitude and @springsteens @violaobanion (hello, my tumblr superstars, i just live in hope :)) and anyone else who wants to do it. No obligation, go to it if you’re keen! 

#tag game #i tagged some users who liked my previous post about the game #i was writing the answers longer than i was writing the rules lmao #it's unbelievable we're living in the world where so many amazing songs exist #it's so hard to choose #sorry for the delay #let's play!

[gaelcastr]

PREPARE TO GET STARSTRUCK! Acabamos de ver GAEL CASTTRO passando pelo tapete vermelho! Com seus TRINTA E UM anos, ele é um CANTOR, COMPOSITOR, MULTI-INSTRUMENTISTA conhecido pelos seus fãs por ser muito OTIMISTA E CARISMÁTICO, embora há quem diga que nos bastidores ele possa ser bastante ARROGANTE E INFANTIL. Você ouviu o que os tablóides andam dizendo sobre ele? Não? Ah, eu te conto! Estão dizendo que ELE ENGRAVIDOU UMA EX-NAMORADA! Será que isso é verdade? Hm… esperamos que não comprometa os seus futuros projetos porque realmente gostamos de vê-lo no topo!

INFOS BASICAS

Nome. Gael Pereira Castro.

Data de Nascimento. 16/08/1991 (31 anos).

Lugar de nascimento. Rio de Janeiro, Brasil.

Astrologia. Sol em leão, ascendente em sagitário, lua em cancer.

Orientação sexual. Heterossexual.

Identidade de gênero. Homem cis (ele/dele).

Inspiração Musical. Shawn Mendes.

FC. Chay Suede.

PROJETOS COMO CANTOR

Handwritten (2015)

Illuminate (2017)

Gael Castro (2018)

Wonder (2020)

PROJETOS COMO ATOR

Brianna Santana (2008, paródia de Hannah Montana): Gael interpretou Jamie.

Lemon Mouth (2011, paródia de Lemonade Mouth): Gael interpretou Charles Duarte.

BIOGRAFIA

Gael nasceu na Zona Sul do Rio de Janeiro. Com um pai produtor compositor e apaixonado pela musica nacional, o filho foi criado basicamente dentro da escola de samba Acadêmicos do Salgueiro. Ainda criança dava para ver a aptidão musical do garoto, já que conseguia aprender a maioria dos instrumentos de forma invejável.

Sua fama começou no YouTube, tendo sucesso com vídeos onde fazia versões de músicas gringas em pagode. Sua carreira deu uma guinada em 2007, quando um agende de um famoso canal de TV que estava atrás de colocar mais diversidade nos programas teve contato com o seu canal no YouTube. Logo Gael estava embarcando em um avião para Los Angeles, onde faria uma participação especial na série adolescente mais famosa da época, Brianna Montana.

Quando seu contrato com a emissora terminou, ele embarcou na carreira solo como musicista, adquirindo prêmios e reconhecimento internacional.

PERSONALIDADE

Gael é conhecido por ser uma pessoa divertida e leve de estar por perto. Ele está sempre animado e de bom humor, aquela pessoa que acorda cedo com um sorriso no rosto podendo até irritar algumas pessoas, mas ele não consegue evitar. Em 2007, quando chegou em Hollywood, tinha até uma inocência perante a industria, ainda não estava acostumado com a sua vida sendo vigiada o tempo todo e por isso acabou criando uma fama de boylixo logo no inicio por causa de uns erros que cometeu. Tenta não dar muita atenção pra isso, pois ele e as pessoas intimas suas sabem que esse rótulo não é bem verdade e muita coisa foi apenas a narrativa que a mídia escolheu. Ainda assim, ele tem seus defeitos, é extremamente arrogante, infantil, inconsequente e muitas vezes se sente intocável, coisas que refletem nas festas que frequenta regadas de álcool e drogas que muitas vezes escapam para as redes de fofoca e só ajuda a compor sua fama. A verdade é que Gael é o tipo de pessoa que não faz mal a ninguém, não de propósito, pelo menos, com um otimismo radiante e muito carismático, faz amigos por qualquer lugar em que passa.

HEADCANNONS

Para conseguir sucesso internacional, ele deixou sua origem no samba um pouco de lado, sendo essa uma idéia de seu produtor. Gael ainda pretende voltar para o samba um dia, mas quer ter um lugar mais consolidado em Hollywood primeiro. Ainda assim, semanalmente faz uma live tocando samba para lembrar aos fãs que o estilo ainda não foi esquecido.

É apaixonado pela sua cachorra chamada Alcione, uma Chow-Chow preta.

É conhecido por tocar todos os instrumentos que são usados nas suas músicas, fazendo a gravação de cada um por vez. Só usa outros instrumentistas em seus shows, pois acha que o som fica melhor se tocado ao vivo.

Sabe tocar violão, guitarra, baixo, violino, flauta, piano, gaita e literalmente qualquer instrumento de percussão.

Por mais que pareça contraditório com o seu estilo de vida, Gael é extremamente católico. Vai a missa pelo menos uma vez ao mês e nunca sai de casa com o terço que sua vó lhe deu.

Sempre carrega um pandeiro na mochila/bolsa caso surja a oportunidade de tirar uma onda.

WANTED CONNECTIONS

baby momma. um ex-namorico que gael teve está gravida, e mesmo antes de falar com ele sobre a possibilidade de ser o pai da criança, foi a mídia divulgar a noticia. gael não negou nem afirmou nada publicamente, está esperando a possibilidade de fazer um teste de dna.

ex namorada. ficaram juntos por uns 3 anos, essa foi a única mulher que gael realmente amou. ainda tem sentimentos por ela e fica mexido toda vez que se encontram, sendo MUSE a única mulher que consegue fazer com que a sua máscara de galã caia. como começaram, terminaram e como está a relação deles agora pode ser decidido com u player.

casinhos atuais. (2/3) que gael é mulherengo, todo mundo sabe. sempre mantém uma média de três mulheres que está se envolvendo atualmente, mas sem nenhuma intenção de chegar a namorar ou assumir alguma delas na mídia. isso tudo é deixado a claro para elas, já que não tem intenção de ser babaca com ninguém, por mais que as vezes a fofoca vaze diferente.

@celenc começaram a flertar em festas meio como uma brincadeira, que evoluiu para uma ficada e agora se tornou algo recorrente. qualquer evento que os dois estiverem presentes, vão acabar escapando da multidão para algum lugar mais reservado quase como um ciclo vicioso, mas é tudo brincadeira.

@tiettando se conhecem de anos, sempre apoiaram a carreira um do outro e agora com uma parceria lançada, é claro que boatos sobre envolvimento entre gael e tietta sempre existiram e seria mentira dizer que eles não são verdadeiros, os dois mantém uma relação de amigos com benefícios.

ex casinhos. (3/?) por mais que só tenha tido uma namorada oficialmente, teve muitos outros envolvimentos desde que chegou em LA. a relação dos dois e se o caso chegou a aparecer na mídia ou não fica para ser decidido com us players.

@glmoregrl (2008) tinha acabado de fazer sua estréia em brianna montana quando a produtora sugeriu que gael chamasse angel pra sair. uma garota bonita como aquela, ele não viu porque não aproveitar a oportunidade. logo que começaram a sair, as revistas teen viviam postando fotos deles e a disney os fez assinar um contrato que manteriam um relacionamento de pelo menos um ano para fins midiáticos. por mais que aquilo parecesse meio estranho, imaginou ser algo normal em hollywood e inocentemente aceitou. porém, como um adolescente vivendo pela primeira vez o glamour de los angeles, ele logo se cansou de angel. no mesmo dia em que o contrato acabou ele mandou uma mensagem para ela dizendo que queria terminar e no dia seguinte já estava nas páginas de fofoca que gael castro tinha sido visto aos beijos com outra mulher. na época ele ficou muito mal falado como boylixo, e hoje em dia reconhece que realmente foi.

@taliasfm (2015-) gael e talia tem o famoso relacionamento on/off, isso porque são duas pessoas que não se fazem bem e sabem disso, mas mesmo assim acabam caindo nos mesmos maus hábitos. quando estão juntos, a relação deles é basicamente baseada em drogas, álcool e festas, algo que não é saudável para nenhum dos dois. era ele que estava com talia quando ela foi internada a força pelos seus avós, coisa da qual em sua opinião era completamente desnecessária e foi ele que a ajudou a organizar a festa quando ela saiu. muitos fãs o culpam até hoje por isso, por mais que talia já usasse drogas muito antes de conhece-lo, enquanto outros romantizam mais do que deveria a relação tóxica dos dois.

@corneliarn (2019) gael sempre deixou claro que não queria nada sério, pelo menos era isso que suas palavras diziam. porém, seu discurso era contraditório com suas ações, já que enquanto estavam juntos passavam basicamente o dia inteiro lado a lado. não é que ele não gostasse dela, mas não era reciproco com a intensidade que cornelia gostava dele. talvez ele tenha estendido essa relação mais tempo que devia e com pouca consideração com os sentimentos dela.

união brazuca. (1/?) sempre fica animado quando conhece alguma outra celebridade brasileira que faz sucesso internacional, ou mesmo quando está começando a se aventurar em terras estrangeiras. alguns não passam de uma ajuda na divulgação e dicas de carreira, outros se tornam amigos intimos.

@tiettando gael amou a música de tietta logo no primeiro álbum e não esperou para divulgar nas suas redes sociais. assim que teve uma oportunidade de ir para o rio de janeiro, não esperou para mandar uma mensagem a ela afim de conhece-la e os dois se tornaram bons amigos. ele deu todo o apoio na sua jornada para música internacional e está sempre divulgando seus novos lançamentos, chegando a fazer uma música juntos agora.

os maus elementos. (2/?) fama e dinheiro podem subir a cabeça de qualquer um, com gael não foi diferente. logo que começou a fazer sucesso na carreira solo passou a se sentir invencível, o que o levou ao álcool, drogas e até algumas passagens na polícia. esse é o grupo de amigos que gostam de fazer as mesmas coisas, se tornando más influencias um para o outro.

@ceciwhite os dois tem uma amizade meio 8 ou 80. quando estão juntos, são os melhores amigos, não se desgrudam, podem ser vistos em parceria em todas as festas. mas basta um incomodo pequeno acontecer pra fazerem um escarcéu. brigam feito crianças e prometem nunca mais olhar um na cara do outro, mas assim como crianças isso nunca dura muito tempo e logo já estão juntos de novo na próxima festa.

@ahininyourarea a amizade é recente, mas já está dando o que falar no fandom do beast boys e arrecadando haters para gael. isso porque o brasileiro tem estado presente até demais nessa nova fase de rebeldia de i.n, sendo considerado uma má influência para o idol.

concorrência. (1/4) por terem um estilo de música parecido, essas pessoas se tornaram concorrências diretas de gael, chegando até a disputar os mesmos prêmios. ele não necessariamente os odeia, mas sente uma competição muito forte, impedindo de ter qualquer interação cordial.

@huntsearsnod

parcerias. shawn mendes tem diversos feats em sua música. se o seu personagem tem como inspiração musical algum desses artistas, podemos pensar sobre como foi essa parceria e qual é a relação deles.

inspiração musical com anitta ft. jão: pilantra - 2023

inspiração musical com ashworth: treat you better (remix) - 2016

inspiração musical com astrid s: air - 2015

inspiração musical com camila cabello: i know what you did last summer - 2015 ; señorita - 2019 ; the christmas song - 2020 - @danieladiaz

inspiração musical com camilo: kesi - 2021

inspiração musical com ed sheeran: diversos - @dalgli3sh

inspiração musical com gryffin: i can't have you (remix) - 2019

inspiração musical com jessie reyez: youth (remix) - 2018

inspiração musical com julia michaels: like to be you - 2018

inspiração musical com justin bieber: monster - 2020

inspiração musical com KAYTRANADA: where were you in the morning? (remix) - 2018

inspiração musical com khalid: youth - 2018

inspiração musical com leon bridges: why (remix) - 2018

inspiração musical com loote: mercy (remix) - 2016

inspiração musical com notd: there's nothing holding me back (remix) - 2017

inspiração musical com seeb: stitches (remix) - 2015

inspiração musical com surf mesa: wonder (remix) - 2020

inspiração musical com tainy: summer of love - 2021

inspiração musical com taylor swift: lover (remix) - 2019

inspiração musical com teddy<3: under pressure - 2018

inspiração musical com zedd: lost in japan - 2018

extras. relações desenvolvidas diretamente com os players.

@amcrfatti amigos de personalidades opostas, ninguém esperaria que se dariam tão bem, yin-yang, o gato preto e o golden retriever.

@ificouldjump eram muito amigos antes da sobriedade de mason, sempre juntos como parceiros de álcool e festas. quando maze decidiu parar de beber, gael apoiou a decisão, mas o afastamento dos dois foi natural já que ele não era a melhor das influências.

@gravechocada foi pra makayla que sua ex foi divulgar a gravidez, saindo a noticia primeiro na choquei antes mesmo dele saber de alguma coisa. ela está tentando tirar alguma informação dele, mas por ordens de seu agente a única coisa que pode responder é "nada a declarar".

@jsmarrero se aproximaram por causa da música e do senso de humor, se tornaram o que chamam de amigos musicais. não é difícil encontrar alguma live onde os dois estão tocando juntos só por brincadeira.

@parapalola se aproximaram por serem ambos percussionistas e compartilharem essa paixão. gael adora mostrar pra ela sons, ritmos e instrumentos brasileiros e já até a levou para o carnaval no rio de janeiro uma vez.

@hereisjay gael sempre admirou o talento musical de jay e quando ele saiu da banda, não perdeu tempo para convida-lo a fazer uma parceria. o problema foi que, ambos orgulhosos e arrogantes, principalmente quando o assunto é suas criações, começaram a ter muitas desavenças criativas e acabou que a música nunca foi gravada, já que não conseguiam concordar em nada. até hoje existe um rancor entre os dois.

@cashxyes os dois sempre foram muito amigos, mas de uns tempos pra cá tem se olhado com outros olhos e um sentimento diferente vem se aflorando.

@averyxpetterson seu interesse na garota começou como qualquer outro, apenas uma mulher bonita que gostaria de se envolver, mas quando levou o primeiro fora sabia que o motivo de avery fazer isso não era por não se sentir atraída, mas sim por um cuidado com a imagem que ela preza muito enquanto ele claramente não liga. desde então, ela virou um desafio que gael precisa conquistar.

@danieladiaz com três parcerias lançadas e sendo vistos frequentemente juntos, é óbvio que a mídia está sempre especulando sobre um possível casal. o que a mídia não sabe é que daniela nem de homem gosta, os dois são de fato apenas amigos íntimos e dão muita risada sobre os rumores que espalham sobre eles. gael até alimenta um pouco, apenas por achar engraçado.

@dionnc depois de gael ter feito uma música para a trilha sonora de hearattack, ele e dionne foram vistos juntos algumas vezes fora do set. nada além de uma nova amizade estava acontecendo ali, até porque, ele sabe que a atriz namora. mas é óbvio que com sua fama, a mídia acabou distorcendo completamente a história.

@jxdeil ambos criaram uma proximidade devido a semelhança entre suas carreiras (vindos do YouTube) e o estilo mais alternativo que Jude coloca nas suas músicas que Gael admira.

estou aberta pra qualquer outra relação de amizade ou inimizade, só brotar no chat e desenvolver.

[bitchloveskcbaseball]

Nine People You Want to Get to Know Better

thank you so so so much for the tag @agentnatesewell!!!!

Last Song: I have pretty much had Shivers by Ed Sheeran & Last Night by Morgan Wallen on repeat lately. They are just so damn catchy. Plus, the major M vibes I get off of Shivers doesn’t hurt either lol ... Also I’m currently rocking out to Stitches by Shawn Mendes as I type this out, so I guess that is technically my last song lol

Currently Watching: When I’ve actually got my TV on and turned to something that isn’t sports, I’ve been binging How I Met Your Mother. And am totally living now that Barney and Robin are engaged!!! I’ve been more invested in their relationship than Ted finding his wife lmao

Currently Reading: It’s been quite a while since I’ve read a book, but I am technically in the middle of reading Wrong for Him by Christi Barth (book 3 in the Love Lottery series). I am also in the middle of another series, Bellamy Creek by Melanie Harlow and I think book 2, which is Make Me Yours, is up next. I also got into some Thomas Hunt feels this week and so I did a replay of Red Carpet Diaries on Choices. And, of course, my Wayhaven fever is still going strong, so I am working on my A route as well (although it admittedly hasn’t gotten far, considering the RCD replay lol)

Current Obsession: Wayhaven. Wayhaven. Katalynn and Mason. Oh ... and did I mention Wayhaven?

tagging @nathanielhsewell @anotherbeingsworld if you guys would want to do it (no pressure, of course!). And anyone who might see this and wants to join in! (I know it’s not 9 but I’ve never been much for rules lol)

[butterflyrry]

disclaimer: sending this to multiple blogs!

so planned parenthood put out a statement about roe v wade being overturned and dozens upon dozens of celebrities who are supporting were listed including kendall jenner, phoebe bridgers, paul mescal, selena gomez, madison beer, olivia rodrigo, joey king, dylan obrien, mistki, ariana grande, billie eilish, demi lovato, hailey bieber, miley cyrus, madelyn cline, shawn mendes, wallows… LITERALLY ANYONE YOU CAN IMAGINE. name them and they’re on there. not just a-list celebs but d-list and c-list as well. of course not everyone is on there which is understandable. gotta remember there are people actually work. lol.

but since olivia cockburn is so girlboss, feminist… why isn’t her name on there? if anything, i expected her name to be on there… has she even made an effort besides her little ig stories? she made max. 10 ig stories about it like the women’s activist she believes she is but why not engage in these organizations like these other celebrities (who are far busier with ACTUAL work? juggling multiple projects at a time i mean billie??? ariana??? olivia fucking rodrigo??? madelyn cline who is literally filming a whole tv show right now??? are on there lol ????)

it’s just so odd to see her skipping around europe with (pr stunt or not) boyfriend and seeing her blatantly ignoring this situation that most definitely affects her lol. unless she thinks her skin color protects her from old white men wanting to control a woman’s body… and that boyfriend who we all know and love - also does the bare fucking minimum. and yeah im calling him out too. harries ate up that single post he made and think he’s doing more than what actual activists are doing.

and no he’s not “working on the promo of his new album.” he’s galloping around rome and italy with another incompetent human being who is equally ignoring this situation bc again i believe it’s their white [celebrity] privilege that lets them parade around carelessly.

if he was working then we wouldn’t be seeing him at all, huh? if she was working, maybe we’d actually know who she was before this stunt.

and no i’m not asking him to drop everything and give a national speech but consider this 1. olivia, ur harry styles’ “girlfriend”, right? that’s a thing on it’s own babe lol remember camille rowe? yeah. 2. harry, ur fucking harry styles. open ur mouth. i know u said u left school at a young age but critical thinking skills?? do better with the voice you have. your fan base are 95% women who will suffer from this issue and 100% listen to what you have to say.

harry styles [and olivia wilde] is not the type of person we should be supporting imo. i don’t support him as i did before but ofc still care about him and love him (although i’ve unfollowed him, pleasing and anyone related + disconnected from him completely besides tumblr bc im on here 24/7, and pretty hard to scrub him clean lol)

but to each their own! i hope to know yalls thoughts lol if you wanna share ofc.

Olivia is a fake feminist who is more concerned with fame, money, and attention than she is with anything else. She also was raised with wealth and privilege so she knows nothing of the problems that people outside of her socioeconomic background face. Moreover, I don’t think she cares.

Harry has never really taken a major stance on anything and will just do an obligatory post or statement. I don’t think he doesn’t care but he’s just not putting himself out there for any particular cause. That’s pretty much his approach to everything…be ambiguous enough that there’s something for everyone.

Personally, I don’t care, though. I’ve never been particularly interested about what celebrities think about politics or current events. Even if I like them. They are celebrities so they really have no idea what life is like for regular people and how certain issues affect our lives. So, in my opinion, their opinions are pretty much meaningless.

Anyone else have thoughts they’d like to share?

[melonsmysteriousmonarchy]

Shawn Mendes x Reader ~ Snowy Days

I woke up the next morning and looked outside to see that it was snowing outside. Living in Toronto, Canada, this often happened. Luckily since I knew about this snow storm yesterday, I went grocery shopping and bought a few extra items in case the power went out. Seems like it didn't today. Being the fact it was 10 degress Farenheit or -12 degrees Celsius, the apartment was probably going to be freezing. Again, luckily, I bought myself and my boyfriend some heating blankets. Always keeps us nice and warm and toasty. I looked over to see the boyfriend sleeping with his arm around my waist, cuddling me close. The warmth is always so precious. "Hey." I heard, looking up to see Brian, mine & Shawn's roommate/friend, at the door. "I turned up the heat since it's snowing. Also I was going to go hang out with Megan (his girlfriend) but again, it's snowing." He said and I nodded. "He's still asleep." I said and he nodded. "I'll be in my room." He said and I nodded as he left. I looked over to Shawn and saw him stretch before rubbing his eyes. "Good morning." I whispered and he smiled. "Morning to you." He whispered back before pecking my lips. I sat up before putting my slippers on. "Where are you going?" He asked. "Going to the bathroom." I said. "I thought you had school today..." He said. "It's cancelled for today since it's snowing and it's 10 degrees outside." I said, going to our shared bathroom.

After doing my thing and brushing my teeth and doing my routine, I changed my pajama shorts to pants and put on one of Shawn's crewnecks. I put on some fuzzy socks and my slippers before heading to the kitchen. I saw Shawn doing something at the stove while Brian was sitting on a stool, drinking a cup of steaming liquid. I walked over and wrapped my arms around Shawn's back. He turned around and kissed my forehead before wrapping an arm around me. "Today should be a lazy day, don't you think?" He asked me and I giggled. "Of course. A lazy, cuddle, and relax day." I said. "Here's your F/H/D (A/N: Favorite Hot Drink)." Shawn said, handing a mug to me. After finishing breakfast, the three of us walked over to the couch and before sitting down and watching a TV show we all liked. After we were done, I sat next to Shawn, cuddling as him and Brian decided to play some video games. Later on that night, we had some pasta and I took a hot bath with Shawn before snuggling to him. I love snowy days so much.

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A/N: Sorry it's so short! I hope you enjoyed this imagine about Shawn Mendes and snowy days! I had an idea and I'm glad on how this turned out! Thanks for reading and I'll see you all next time! Baiiii!

#shawn mendes #shawn mendes x reader