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asurrogateblog · 25 days
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libraryofloveletters · 4 months
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Stuff It
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Charles Leclerc x Fem!Reader
Warnings: cheesy boyfriend charles, horrible artistic skills, pascale knows you two are just idiots in love, first christmases together.
Word Count: 661
Author's Note: charles seems like the type of guy to go to his mom when he's stuck on what to give as a gift so here we are lmao
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Charles goes a bit over board seeing that it’s your first Christmas with him, as his girlfriend that is. He revives an old tradition you two had as children.
The thing about lifelong friendships, they often leave a little to no room for a surprise.
So on you and Charles, your lifelong best friend, finally being to date, there isn't much he could do to surprise you.
It's your first Christmas together as a couple officially, and Charles just wants to do something to make it special for you. He's tried to do everything he could think of, from googling to Pinterest to asking his brothers, who let's be real, weren't much help. He finally turned to the one person he knows would have an answer for him.
"Maman, je ne sais pas quoi faire." (Mom, I don't know what to do.) Charles's chin rests on the palm of his hand, watching as his mom cuts the fruit at the kitchen counter
Pascale hums, as if in thought for a moment before she speaks. "Why don't you stuff a stocking for her?"
"I'm not 6 years old, maman." He huffs, his brows furrowed and she smiles - he looked exactly like he did when he was 6 years old right now.
"I know that Charles, but when you guys were little you used to exchange stockings, remember? You draw her a picture and we put sweets and little toys in for her."
Charles tries to think, it sounded familiar and he nods. "Yeah, okay."
"Are you staying for lunch ?" The woman asks and he shakes his head, kissing her cheek after he gets up. "I'll be back tomorrow, love you!" He shouts to her as he heads out the door.
He has the shops with one thing in mind, find you a stocking that suited you best. He searches and searches and with no luck does he find one with a picture that suits you. Finally in a last ditch effort, he ends up in some random shop that sold random odds and ends for Christmas.
There's a blue stocking with snowflakes, and printed along the side of it with your initials on the top; Charles thinks what is his luck to find this.
He pays the man at the counter and heads home with the stocking shoved into the bag. He had picked up a few things he thought you'd like while he was at the other store.
The stocking sits on the coffee table, filled with all your favourite beauty products, sweets, and a few other odds and ends that Charles thinks that you might need or like.
He was working on the last thing that he wanted to put in, a drawing of you and him in front of his race car, which was, in his words, rather poorly drawn.
He folds the paper carefully, slipping it into the side of the stocking before picking it up to put it away before you come home.
It was as if he summoned you, the front door opened and in you came with a bag in hand. "Hi love," you smiled.
Charles's hands are behind his back and he's a bit shifty. You look at your boyfriend with raised eyebrows. "You okay?"
"I have something for you," he says, pulling the stocking out from behind his back.
You can't help but laugh, a big smile on your face as you reach into the bag that you brought in with you. You pull out a red stocking with Christmas trees on it and show Charles.
"Did you talk to my mom?" He asks, as you two switch stockings. You nod, smiling, "I guess you did too."
It was no surprise that you and Charles found your way to each other, you are identical in almost every way. The stockings contain a few of the same things, the same sweets, the same drawings.
To be fair, your drawing was a bit better than Charles' but it's the thought that counts.
Your hand rests on his jaw, giving him a kiss. "thank you baby, this is the sweetest thing you could have done."
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iateyourparents · 6 months
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hickey prank | c.b.
pairing: colby brock x fem!reader
summary: you make a hickey prank on your boyfriend.
warnings: use of y/n, bad writing and grammar(I'm sorry but english is not my first language), suggestion of cheating(?), wasn't proofread
an: it's my first ever post here so pls don't judge me too much 😭🙏🏻
pictures are from pinterest:)
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"Hi everyone!" you waved to the camera "Today, I'm with Kat" Katrina smiled at the camera saying hello "And we will be pranking my boyfriend!"
"Yay!" Katrina shouted. "If you're watching this Colby, I'm not sorry." she winked.
You laughed and started explaining to your viewers what exactly you have planned. "So I will be doing hickeys prank on Colby and at first I wanted to just fake them with make up but my incredible friend here" you pointed at Katrina who just smiled widely "Said it's too boring, so guess what! She will be making my hickeys!"
"Yes! So let's get to work."
You both sat at your bed and you were telling your viewers a story about how you thought about this prank while Katrina was sucking on your neck, sometimes stopping to add something to your story.
"Okay, oh my god, Katrina!" you screamed with wide eyes looking at the mirror. She did a good job. Maybe too good.
Your neck now had three big, red hickeys.
"I'm not sure if Colby will be the only one jealous." you laughed "Sorry Sam" you winked at the camera and Kat laughed.
"So now all we have to do is wait for boys to come home from a meeting." Kat said and clicked the camera off.
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"Honey we're home!" you heard Sam screaming and then the door being shut.
You and Katrina exchanged looks and she quickly ran to your room to turn on hidden there camera while you turned on the one that was in living room.
"Hi boys" you smiled at them when they entered the room and you went to Colby to kiss him while Sam went to his and Katrina room after a quick hello.
Colby hugged you and peppered your face with kisses and then said "Are you hungry? We got lunch from this small Italian restaurant."
"No, I already ate, but thanks babe" you kissed his cheek and sat on the couch again.
"Okay, I will go change."
You stood up and went after him while smiling discreetly to the hidden camera.
In your shared room Colby immediately went to the closet while you sat on your bed waiting for him to be done.
You also adjusted your(Colby's) shirt so your collarbone and neck were more showing.
You scrolled through your phone when Colby finally sat next to you in new clothes and in silence he looked at your neck.
You bite back your smile knowing he noticed hickeys.
Before you knew his hand was on your neck trying to smear the hickey.
"What's that?" he asked quietly with narrowed brows.
"Hickeys." you smiled at him putting your phone on the bedside table "You made them, don't you remember?"
"I'm pretty sure I would remember marking you like that." his voice was low and you knew he definitely wasn't happy. "Who did that? Is this some kind of prank?"
"What? No, Colby. I can't believe you don't remember making them." you faked scoff.
"Y/n..." he sighed "Who did that?"
You were close to laughing at his face but thankfully you stopped yourself.
Then when you looked at him again you felt bad because you noticed the hurt and insecurity on his face.
"Oh I'm sorry, Colby" you took his hand and squeezed when he wanted to take it back "It's a prank, I'm so sorry baby. I didn't want to make you upset. Katrina made those hickeys."
Colby just silently looked at you trying to analyze your words and you just stoop up and took the camera out of its hiding spot.
"Sorry guys, it's kinda fail but I feel too bad to continue this prank." you pouted explaining it to your viewers. "Look at this pouty, I couldn't do this to him." you pointed at the camera at Colby and he just shook his head with a small relieved smile.
"Does Sam know his girlfriend made hickeys on you?" Colby asked and you laughed.
"Nope, if Kat won't tell him herself, he will get to know when the video is out!"
You said your goodbyes to the camera and stopped recording. Then you put the camera on a desk and you went to Colby and straddled his waist while he laid on his back on the bed.
"I'm so sorry" you said again hugging him.
"It's okay, I'm so happy it's just prank but I'm not sure if I shouldn't be jealous because I don't remember the last time I left any marks on you." he moved his brows suggestively and you laughed.
"Maybe we should change it then."
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mvltixcc · 2 months
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Girls Like Girls - Robin Buckley X Cheerleader!Reader
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Summary: Robin has a crush on the new girl in town. Y/N is also a new member of the cheer squad, which means Robin sees her all the time at games and other school events. Unfortunately, Robin is put in a tough situation. She's scared to talk to her because the cheerleaders have a reputation of being mean girls and she fears that Y/N may not feel the same. Little does Robin know that Y/N does not appear as she seems. Y/N becomes best friends with Eddie, which seems unlikely at the surface due to different social circles. This leads to rumors of course and word spreads like wildfire here at Hawkins, which then makes Robin's feelings even more confusing. After hanging out with Steve and the gang, Robin starts to see a different side to Y/N. Will they end up together or will they just remain friends?
Word Count: 3.4k
A/N: When I mention 'Sam' in my story, I'm talking about the girl in this photo. She was never in the story of the show but I wanted to add another girl to the group and this photo helped capture what I needed.
Pinterest board for inspiration
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6
Chapter 7
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“Nancy, no offense, but you are no help. None of these look good on me.” Robin stated as she stood in front of the large mirror trying on dresses. She lost track of how many she tried on. None of them stood out to her and she didn’t feel like herself in them. 
“Well maybe we just need to keep looking?” Nancy suggested. Robin stood there fidgeting in the fabric and making a sour face. Nancy could tell something wasn’t right. Luckily she knew how to fix it. “You know what, why don’t you change back into your clothes and then meet me back here.” Nancy said. Robin sighed in relief and went back to change. Nancy left Robin and walked to the front counter. “Hi excuse me, is there any chance I can use your phone please?” Nancy asked the employee. She nods and hands Nancy the phone. 
“Steve?”
“Yes?”
“Hey it’s Nancy, are you busy?”
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“What are you doing here?” Robin asked as she saw Steve standing next to Nancy.
“Nancy here thought you may need some help finding the right outfit for prom and a dress just won’t cut it, so that’s where I come in. I’m gonna take you shopping to help you find what suits you.” Steve said with a smile. 
“I am relinquishing my duties and passing them off to Steve.” Nancy said with a chuckle.
“Let’s get this show on the road, Buckley!” Steve said, clapping walking toward the exit.
“I’m coming dingus!” Robin laughed and followed behind. 
The two sat in the car on the way to the next shop. “So if you’re not taking me dress shopping, then where are you taking me?” Robin questioned.
“You’ll see Buckley, be patient.” Steve said as he continued to drive to the destination. 
“I don’t see why I can’t just go with Y/N, she is my date after all and I care about looking nice for her.” Robin said, rolling her eyes.
“You think I won’t find something that makes you look nice? Do you know who you’re talking to?” Steve asked jokingly. 
“You know what I mean, you’re a guy. How exactly can you help me with this?” Robin continued. 
“Robin, I know you better than most people do. Why do you think Nancy called me in the first place? You are not a dress kind of girl, you and I both know that. But, we can find something else that works for you and what you’re comfortable with.” Steve said. 
“Yeah I guess you’re right.” Robin said.
“I’m sorry, what was that? I was what?” Steve joked.
“Alright Harrington don’t push it.” Robin laughed and gave her friend a light shove.
“Okay okay, we’re here anyways.” He laughed and pulled into a parking space. Robin looked up at the sign with a puzzled look. “What? What’s the matter?” Steve asked.
“Why are we at the Men’s Factory? I thought we were looking for clothes, not tools.” Robin questioned. 
“Are you serious?” Steve said. “Robin, this isn’t- dear god help me.” He sighed.
“What?” Robin asked.
The pair got out of the car and walked into the store, Robin was soon hit with the realization that it was in fact NOT a home improvement store. It was a store full of all different kinds of suits. Steve and Robin walked around hoping something would jump out to her. But so far nothing.
“What about this one?” Steve asked, holding up a brown suit. 
“Oh god no.” Robin said, making a sour face. 
They continued to walk around, going from suit to suit. Trying things on left and right, until they found THE one. It was a nice white button up, a black tie with a black vest, and dress pants to match. 
“This is it. This is the one.” Robin said as she stood in front of the mirror. She loved how she not only looked, but how she felt as well. She felt like herself and that’s what matters the most. 
As she checked out she couldn’t help but think about you. She hoped you were having a good time shopping for the right dress.
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“Can you all stop running around and sit the hell down!” Sam yelled at the rest of the guys as they ran around the store trying to help you find the right dress. 
“This is not it.” You said walking out in a bright yellow gown. “I look like a banana!” 
“I think you look like a lovely banana!” Gareth said as he stood next to you in the mirror. 
“Well of course you’d say that, you picked this one out in the first place!” You chuckled to him. You turned around and saw a few of the boys holding up more colorful dresses. “Why do you people want me to look like a fruit salad?” 
“You people clearly don’t know her at all.” Sam stated walking over to the rest of you. “Stop trying to put her in bright colors, you all should know that Y/N doesn’t like that kind of stuff!” Sam proclaimed. 
The group continued to look around to find you a dress. Nothing stood out to you. You got changed and walked out to the rest of your friends. “Let’s just go to the next store and be done.” You were getting frustrated that you couldn’t find anything. You had already tried 2 other shops and you were getting tired. The group had agreed and you all climbed into Eddie’s van and went to the next store. 
“So where are we off to now?” Eddie asked you quietly to not let the others hear. He knew that if they did they would suggest another dress shop. 
“Can we just go to the thrift store? I really don't need anything fancy, that’s not even my type of style.” You replied.
“Trust me I know that.” He chuckled. “We’ll find you something, don't worry.” He reassured you. 
“What are we doing here?” Jeff asked as you guys pulled up to the thrift shop. 
“Guys I really don’t need a ball gown or anything fancy. I just wanna look and feel nice while having a good time with my girlfriend.” You said walking into the store. They agreed to help you find something that was more ‘you’. 
You all walked around and found random items like necklaces and bracelets. But no dress yet. Until you heard Sam screech. “THIS IS IT!” 
She ran to you and huffed and puffed as she showed you the dress. You took the item and went to try it on. You stood in front of the mirror and you knew as soon as you put it on that it was the one. You walked out of the changing room to show everyone the dress.
“It’s perfect!” Sam exclaimed.
Most of the boys stood in awe.
“You look beautiful.” Eddie said, walking up to you. He looked at you tearfully. 
“Thanks, Eds.” You turned to hug him. “Everything is gonna be perfect.” You were now even more excited to go to the prom with Robin.
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You finished getting ready and made your way downstairs as you waited for Robin to arrive for pictures. You were nervous to say the least, you just wanted everything to be perfect for the pair of you. 
“You look beautiful Y/N!” Your nana stated as she stood in front of you. She pulled you in for a hug.
“Thank you Nan!” You said, hugging her back. 
“Alright let’s get some pictures with you and Eddie!” She suggested. You nodded and made your way outside, Eddie following behind shortly after. 
As you and Eddie had finished taking pictures, Steve pulled into the driveway. Robin jumped out before he could even fully park the car. “God Buckley, would you be careful?” Steve said sarcastically. 
Robin didn’t care though. She was too excited to see just how beautiful you looked and boy was she right. You looked breathtaking. “Wow.” was all she managed to spew out. Robin stood there in awe as you had approached her. 
“Hi buttercup! Well look at you, you look absolutely perfect!” You said as you pulled your girlfriend in for a hug. You pulled away from the hug soon after. “Is that for me?” You ask as you point to the box in Robin’s hands.
“What? Oh uh yeah, this is for you!” Robin said with excitement. It was a corsage that matched your dress. Robin had been asking all week what your dress looked like, she was too eager and wanted to know everything. Knowing that she would ask until your ears fell off, you gave in and told her about the color of your dress. 
“It’s beautiful Robin!” You exclaimed. “Wanna help me put it on?” You asked. She nodded and took it out of the box and helped you put it on your wrist.
“It’s not too tight is it? Or too big? I wasn’t sure-” Robin began to ramble.
“It’s perfect!” You said giving her a soft peck on the cheek. You could see her cheeks turning red which caused you to chuckle. “I have something for you too!” You turned to Eddie who was standing behind you with a box similar to the one that Robin had and took it from him. You opened it to reveal a matching boutonniere. You helped Robin put it on. “There, now we match!” You said with excitement. 
“You guys look great!” Steve complimented as he approached the pair of you. “Wait, why are you all dressed up?” He asked, pointing to Eddie. 
“Oh please this is hardly even dressed up!” Eddie proclaimed. He wore a simple black dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up and some dark jeans. He also paired it with some boots and his usual jewelry.
“It’s dressed up for you!” You chuckled.
“That still doesn’t answer the question though.” Steve said.
“Eddie’s also going, I thought you-” Steve interrupted you.
“Well how come he gets to go and I don't?!” Steve pouted. 
“Maybe because I’m still a student there?” Eddie laughed. “Plus I’m not even going in, I’m gonna be sitting in my van making sure nothing happens to them.” 
“Why don’t you come with Steve? I’m sure Eddie could use the company.” Robin suggested.
“Oh I don’t think-” Both Eddie and Steve said in unison.
“That’s a great idea!” You proclaimed. 
“Alright alright, let’s get these pictures taken so you kids can be on your way!” Your nana said as she held the camera up. 
You and Robin took your pictures and soon you all loaded into Eddie’s van and made your way to the school.
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“If anything happens you just get Sam and she’ll come get me, okay?” Eddie said going over the plan again. 
“Yes yes I got it! Okay we’re going in now.” You said, you were eager to get in and have a good time with your girlfriend. “Just promise me you wont kill each other?” You asked before closing the van door. 
“Yeah yeah we promise.” The two said in unison once again. 
“Okay, let's do this!” You say, closing the van door and taking Robin’s hand as you walked toward the doors. The two of you stood at the doors for a moment, preparing for the night ahead of you. “You ready my love?” You asked, looking at Robin. 
“As I’ll ever be.” She replied nervously. She wanted this night to be special for you both.
You opened the doors and walked into the gym. It was magical. All the lights and beautiful decorations that lined the room really brought it all together. You made your way over to Sam and her date who was grabbing some punch. 
“Hey guys!” You greeted your friend. 
“Wow you two look amazing!” Sam complemented you both. 
“Thanks, you guys look great too!” Robin thanked.
“We’ll be keeping a close eye on you guys throughout the night. Now go out there and have a good time with each other!” Sam spoke. 
You said your goodbyes and you both made your way to the dance floor.
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Everything was going great. You and Robin were dancing and singing your heart out. You both had danced with some friends as well. The both of you were now at a table eating snacks and just talking about the night so far. As you were talking with one another, a slow song started to play. You both make your way to the dance floor to have a special moment. There you are in the middle of the gym, holding one another and just enjoying each other. This night was perfect. Or so you thought.
“Well look at you two, how adorable!” Chrissy said as she approached the two of you. 
“Can’t you leave us alone for one night Cunningham?” You asked in annoyance. 
“I come in peace I promise!” She stated with her hands up.
“Uh huh, I’m sure you do.” Robin said also now annoyed at this point. 
“Honest I swear! Look I know that things aren’t so great between us, but I just wanted to offer your spot back to you on the team!” Chrissy began as she turned to look at you.
Chrissy continued to go on and on about some random bullshit as she does when suddenly Robin felt something wet fall onto her hand. She looked down to see a droplet of red. Robin looked above and saw what appeared to be a bucket with some rope tied around it on the rafters above you both. She turned to the left to see the other cheer squad members laughing with one another holding onto the rope that was attached to the bucket. She turned to you to get your attention. 
“We have to go, like now!” Robin whispered in your ear. 
You looked at her and could see that she was serious. You nodded to her. “Well you know Chrissy, this little chit chat was fun and all, but I think we’re gonna head out now. You and Jason go have a fun time now!” You say trying to get away from her.
Chrissy tried to get you both to stay and talk with her, but despite her efforts you both weren’t budging and kept walking away. This made her extremely mad and her demeanor changed. “Ugh god get back here NOW!” She yelled at you. 
As you turned around to face her, you saw red liquid falling from the ceiling. Robin pulled you out of the way as it came down. It all fell directly onto Chrissy. “What in the Carrie?” You said to yourself as you watched the scene in front of you. The gym fell silent at this point. A few other people were hit with whatever was in the bucket, but it was mostly all over Chrissy. The realization had hit her like a truck and she began to scream off the top of her lungs. You both made your way out of the gym and booked it for Eddie’s van. 
“No no no Lord of the Rings is so much better than that!” Eddie proclaimed. 
“God you are such a nerd!” Steve laughed. Suddenly the van door swung open. “Whoa whoa what happened? Are you both okay?” Steve asked as you and Robin jumped into the van and slammed the door shut. You were both out of breath from running. 
“Well considering the fact that we almost got Carrie’d!” Robin exclaimed while trying to catch her breath. 
“Huh?” Steve questioned. 
“My god Harrington do you seriously not watch movies?” Eddie teased.
“Okay we can pick on Steve about that later!” You stated trying to get to the point. 
“Hey!” Steve proclaimed. 
“Chrissy tried to pour a bucket of-” You began.
“Pigs blood?!?” Eddie squealed.
“No! Now let me finish you goose!” You laughed. “It looked like I don’t know-” 
“Red paint!” Robin stated. 
“How do you know?” Steve asked, turning back to the both of you as Eddie drove you all back to your place. 
“The way it stained my hand is the same way that paint does. Can’t imagine what she’s gonna look like after this.” Robin said. 
“What I wanna know is how the hell did you guys not get hit with that?” Eddie asked.
“Robin was the one that got me out of there.” You said.
“I felt something wet on my hand and saw the red. Then I looked up and saw the bucket that the cheerleaders were tugging at with a rope across the gym.” Robin replied. 
“That was some quick thinking there Buckley, nice job.” Eddie said, giving Robin props. 
“Thanks Eddie.” She said with a smile.
“Now as for you!” You said poking Steve. “I can’t believe you haven’t seen Carrie!” 
“I keep telling him he needs to watch it!” Robin chuckled.
“Okay you know what!” Steve stated.
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 “Thanks for the ride Ed’s, drive safe now okay?” You said as you stood at the driver side window of the van.
“Hey, I’m here anytime and I will try my best.” He laughed.
“Edward!” You yelled.
“Okay okay, I’ll drive safe! You go and get some sleep.” Eddie said. You said your goodbyes and Eddie drove off. You made your way over to Robin to say goodbye to her as well.
“Well despite everything that just happened, I had a really good time with you tonight. I’m really glad that we went.” You giggled.
“Yeah me too, it was a really special night that I definitely will never forget!” She laughed back.
Robin pulled you close and wrapped her arms around you. “Though, to be fair every moment with you is special because I get to spend it with my beautiful girlfriend.” Robin spoke softly. You began to turn a bright shade of pink. “Aww is someone blushing?” She teased, you put your head into her neck to hide the flustered expression on your face. 
You pulled away and looked at her for a moment. “I love you so much.” You professed. 
“I love you too, my sweet angel.” She said, smiling back at you. 
Robin pulled you in one more time, but this time it was to give you a kiss. Every time you would kiss each other, it was instant sparks. She loved how soft your lips were against hers. Robin pulled you closer to deepen the kiss. She didn’t want this night to end, but that thought was soon interrupted by Steve coughing loudly indicating that it was time to go.
You pulled away from one another shortly after. “Well, I guess I’ll see you on Sunday for our usual breakfast date.” Robin said as she gently kissed your cheek. 
“I’ll pick you up at the usual time!” You giggled. 
“You sleep well, okay love bug?” Robin suggested. 
“I will, you better sleep well too!” You replied.
“I promise, scouts honor!” Robin said, holding up her hand. 
“I’ll see you Sunday you goose.” You chuckled and said your goodbyes.
Once Steve left, you went inside and decompressed from the night you just had. As you lay in bed thinking about how perfect the night was, you began to drift off into a peaceful sleep.
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soraviie · 1 year
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━ type: bts x gn! reader ━  masterlist
━ about: angst! ━ pictures taken from Pinterest
━ a/n: requested by anon! These are as accurate as any vibe check I give to strangers, I'm fairly sure I can do more realistic tea leaf readings! So put your pitchforks down!
━ previously posted on soraviii
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NAMJOON:
absolutely passive aggressive
sometimes when stressed (which is not that unoften)
sometimes when jealous
but definitely dampens your spirits by giving a very dry, sarcastic "awesome" to some harmless questions
if you have ever seen a single American interview you know exactly what I'm talking about
If he's jealous of someone who he knows he shouldn't also does this
Especially if you're talking about them
Say like a coworker or a neighbour who was helpful or funny
He goes like "well aren't they just the greatest person ever! I'll gift you a mini fridge at your wedding."
Then stomps away
I feel like he's a stomper
Always comes back, gently knocking on the door and apologising for his behaviour
And he is ashamed of it because dumping all the bottled-up anger is not something any partner should do but occasionally it does happen
People are not perfect
Also tends to, how to explain, be too decisive about your decisions
Say you consult him on what to do
And he has decided on option A because that's what he would do he doesn't listen to option B
Even if it's the one you're more partial to
Which is fine
But then he goes and does the thing of "well if you want to fail completely and face the consequences of the wrong decision, please go ahead"
He has a bit of a problem with micromanaging given the line of work, being a leader and undercurrent of care
He wants you to succeed but it just comes off as such a high horse it makes you want to choke him
Speaking of jealousy has his episodes
You'd think he has nothing to be insecure about but he has a lot of them
Sometimes he thinks he doesn't look right
You know how he at times mentions not being the best looker
Which is...Mr Kim, check your prescription, please
But most of all gets insecure about the way his career impacts you and your relationship
There are other people who can give you all this love and share it freely
So he works himself into a tight little ball of stomach ulcer and then as a defence becomes passive aggressive
It's a bit of a cursed cycle
Rolls! His! Eyes! With! A! Deep! Sigh!
Especially when you're arguing
Which for me is an open-arm invitation to tear someone a second, a third or whatever number hole, it'll be new for sure but hey I've got anger issues
Fairly emotional in the moment, he can get loud and assertive
Cause I think he's used to partially bulldozing his way through
Luckily though someone so keen on self-improvement will genuinely try to fix these flaws, listen to your arguments and objections
But once again no one is perfect
YOONGI:
Because I'm a Yoongi stan I might be biased
I am biased
But I think he hides his flaws well by pulling back
Like if he wants to snap he knows he can ruin a good thing in his life so he bites his tongue
With that out of the way
He is reserved
He does spend a lot of time on work
He doesn't know how to relax
He will lug his equipment everywhere and anywhere
Even if you beg him to relax for just three days, he just can't
Sometimes relies on drinking too much to get him through the week
He has a knack to prove someone wrong
It's a knee-jerk reaction mostly
Say, your friend that he does not particularly like would say something incorrect, he'll pipe up from his corner in an extremely arid tone
"Hmm, funny you should say that, because blah blah. Guess ignorance is not that hard of a burden to bear."
Sometimes he expects you to read his mind
Let's say he's saying with his mouth "I want to stay home" but he actually wants someone to drag him outside but also he wants to complain about it the whole time
But because people can't read minds you leave him be
And then he's left to sulk
You're going to have a hard time if you're a person who enjoys going outside, actively being involved in things
Because even if he does it, he does it simply because of you, not because he wants to
And it's just so apparent that he does not want to be here that in the end it just ruins the whole thing
Speaking of, he sometimes goes along with things he doesn't want to just because acts of service is his love language but sometimes it's better to just state it outright that he doesn't want to instead of lying
Doesn't want surprises that interfere with his schedule and work even if they're well-meaning
Clearly wants to say "I told you so" on some occasions and be smug about
If only he could hide it better
Can diss you, your friends and your family with a throwaway remark that he didn't think much about it just ends up cutting deeper than he ever thought
I think he can be careless? in a way when you're sick
For example, if you're feeling bad and you just want to whine and be catered to he could just call you and say take your pills and that's it
Doesn't exactly coddle you in a situation like this because that's what he would do himself
But he's not a bad listener so there's a fine chance that over time he'll be at a middle ground with these issues
JIN:
Doesn't always understand when he needs to be serious
Sometimes he needs to be sad, sombre and depressed for the occasion
But he has a hard time breaking out of that jokester role
So it can come off as ingenuine and shallow
Occasionally you want someone to just ask, give a serious question to which you could seriously answer, to get all those feeling out and not just make endless jokes which give no opportunity for deeper discussion
Talks about himself a tad too much
I could see how someone could get tired of it, even if it's self-depreciative
If you're mentioning how you don't feel pretty, he could misconstrue it as just the occasional thought everyone has not something he needs to assure you about
"Don't worry," he might say with a light chuckle but the gap in your chest is on the opposite quite heavy. "I'll be handsome enough for two."
"Yeah, you're perfect," you scowl and walk away, hands in pockets
I think he can sometimes unintentionally create this disappointing pang in your heart
That you're not heard enough
That he doesn't want to engage in a deep, philosophical discussion
Because that is not something he's partial to
This could mean you turn to other people to talk about your problems
And he becomes huffy
"What? Am I not...good enough?" he asks, defensive
"Not in this case."
And it creates this stifling situation where no one is at fault and yet is right in their own way
It's your right to want to converse about this
And it's his right to remain true to his nature
I don't think he knows how to change himself manually so to speak
Jin always strikes me as the guy who changes by naturally maturing and by experience not by putting out a list in his head "this is what we fix, this is what we do"
But also this jokester role is exactly that - a role
He's not as cheerful deep down but he's not used to sharing it openly
He's used to diffusing the tension, not creating it
HOSEOK:
I think a large portion would say that it is Yoongi who struggles with shyness and intimacy and communication but it is my humble opinion that the absolute hardest to get to know is Hoseok
He's very supportive of you but is almost dismissive to receive any compliments
It's like he's not able to comprehend how to accept his faults
Already so soon after releasing "Jack in the Box", he said he was already looking for setbacks and flaws
I think it can be discouraging to have your compliments and praises brushed by with a polite smile and nod of the head that clearly says "I don't believe anything you just said"
He's so overly critical over anything he does and is so obstinate about being even...cheered up about it?
I think at this point it's how he's wired - to reach for new heights by stepping down upon the old ones
But it can be depressing to see someone you love continually tear themselves down
Another absolute workaholic has every minute of every day planned down and scheduled and someone really grave needs to happen to break that schedule
Bad at intimacy
I've always said it but a relationship with Hoseok to me is the kind where you're with a friend first and foremost
He's better at handling friends than lovers
Struggles to communicate his side of things
He listens more than talks
Absolutely intentionally directs questions at you so you would talk about yourself (which is what he wants to hear) instead of talking about himself
He thinks of himself as your silent glue, keeping your shit together but not voicing any of his sentiments over it
Again, many would say Yoongi but I think it's Hoseok that's independent to a fault
Like a little helper rushes to do what he needs to but accepts no help
Brushes off with a smile that it's no worry, that he can do it himself
Getting to know him means hitting a giant fortress over and over again
So it's very frustrating but once every while he breaks and lets it all out
What matters is that it is during this you try to convince him as hard as you can that it's okay to share and not scheme everything out like a lone mastermind
JIMIN:
His best qualities are also his greatest flaws
Meaning he cares about everyone
And so gets caught up in other people's problems
More than once has come late at night because "a friend needed help"
Worries a lot about everything
If you're not in a good mental state or prone to sickness and negativity he at times makes it worse by constant nagging and frequent anxiety
Also his greatest quality - never leaving anyone behind
Hence why he has problems with giving space
He thinks he's abandoning you when in reality you just want to be alone with your thoughts
Has a bit of a temper
And does hold grudges if they have a reasonable basis
Say if in anger you say something hurtful about his personality
He'll remark sharply about it even weeks later
"Guess I'm just too clingy."
Another stomper
Takes things a bit too personally that are not even meant for him
If you don't share something from your past especially bad or traumatic he'll have this knee-jerk reaction of:
"So you don't trust me enough?'
Needs attention and praise which can be draining
Especially when you just give it and then he goes on to be extremely self-critical and brings himself down once more
Another roller of the eyes!
Gets stand-offish when jealous or irritated making sharp comments
This stems from him being sensitive because his good quality is how big his heart is only meaning that he gets it hurt a lot of times
Sometimes you think he's acting cute when he wants to be serious
Like he just wants you around to the point of reverting back to people-pleasing tendencies and playing along to your whims more than being his genuine self
Flirts with everyone which creates two bad scenarios:
Scenario A: did it on purpose thinking of it lightheartedly to have that validation that you want him but if you feel it to the point of being insecure he gets quiet, suffering from guilt
Scenario B: get annoyed especially if it's when he's working
"It's just how I have to act," cue roll of the eyes. "Do I blame you for making photocopies at work?"
"Suggesting to marry a stranger is not the same as making photocopies!"
"It's a part of my job, what's not to get?"
Same as Yoongi sometimes relies too much on drinking to get through the week, or start difficult conversations
I feel like he internalizes a lot and doesn't voice something that might start an argument even if it's needed
Of course, bottling it up only means the fight is so much catastrophic
Always comes back with this thought that "this is not right, let's fix this, okay"
TAEHYUNG:
Romanticizes relationship as a whole too much
Maybe even romanticizes you to an extent
But when reality gets to him, he shuts down
Gets disappointed in you which is not your fault
He realizes you're not at fault for not being the version he constructed but he can't chase the feeling away that quickly
Switches moods a lot and from 100 to 0 at that
Prone to getting into moods a lot of days
I think he feels intensely
Also prone to judgment
now HEAR ME OUT
He has to be on guard literally all the time, assess whether someone talks to him out of personal gain or because they want to
So even if something, something as minuscule as a stray glance tickles his gut feeling, he trusts it entirely and so sometimes casts a judgment upon a perfectly normal stranger
"Come on, man, they're just living their life."
He only scowls in return
His kidlike nature means he's bad at taking criticism, he's also sensitive to it due to getting a lot of hate for everything he does
So instead of simply listening to it objectively, he lets it get to his heart and pouts in silence
THE SILENCE!
Not to mention the infamous dumpling incident, but I just know he commits to silent treatment like no one else
Has a hard time admitting his wrongs as much as he wants for both of you to make peace
He's down to earth but does get caught up in glitz and glamour
Fancy events, designer things, celebrity lifestyle etc.
If you don't enjoy that or even have a hard time with that he can once again get upset about it by immediately taking it close to heart and translating it to you being dissatisfied with him despite it being another matter entirely
I guess in a way he's bad at controlling his emotions and goes with them and gut instinct than pure logic
Has a lot of friends with which he wants to spend a lot of time means sometimes he's out too long for your liking and sometimes cancels plans to be with them rather than you
Which is fine but he does feel unhappy if you do the same thing
If you cancel date night to go out with your friends he doesn't say it but he might think something along the line "I already have so little time to spend with you, you can always talk to your friends at any other time"
His "go with the flow" can induce anxiety if you're someone who likes to plan
The way he remains calm and happy would could cause someone a migraine fr
Like me
The way he got lost in Norway and he just hopped along the road like?? Boi, you're not Dorothy on Yellow Brick Road!
Sometimes his casual optimism seems careless and childish as good-natured as it is
JUNGKOOK:
First of all, certainly doesn't have the best gage on people
I'm not going to say much as I feel I can't express it in a well-worded manner
But cuts too much slack to people based on a general opinion that often is quite biased
Always assumes that what he's going to say will be viewed as awkward so he stays silent in most cases
Is a bit spoiled so throws a fuss when he doesn't get his way
Has lowkey, lowkey!, issue with control
Because he's so driven I feel he's used to settling on a certain vision and then doing it all to achieve it
So if you're someone who changes directions mid-way or realizes this is not interesting to me at all and abandons it, his vein bursts
He changes his behaviour around the people whose approval he wants so it makes him a sort of a social chameleon though not necessarily a people pleaser
Brushes off all concerns about his health with "I know better"
"I've been doing this a long time, I know what I'm doing"
When clearly this behaviour is detrimental to his health
And to add salt to the injury will absolutely flame you if you do that as well
If you're being a hazard to your own health - not eating, cutting sleep etc. goes berserk and literally scolds you as being childish and irresponsible even if he does exactly the same
His perfectionism creates churning anger and envy
Which I don't think he would dump upon you but instead he becomes reserved and distant, investing more and more time to prevent a flaw that is perceived only in his mind
He still sometimes finds being alone with you awkward because in his mind he's not embodying his on-stage persona - cocky, confident and sexually bold - and so you must be disappointed in him
In turn that only makes his awkwardness and shyness a hundred times worse because now he's insecure about it as well
Is not keen to go out or enjoy "high" culture the same as Yoongi but instead of going along, he'll whine incessantly about whether it's necessary for you to go because he knows he's not going and sticks to it
Jealous and possessive which doesn't translate to being angry or loud but more so whining and scowling
But sometimes even that is not appreciated especially if the person involved is clearly just a friend
He sometimes doesn't quite register when he's being mean or when his playfulness crosses a line
Sometimes naturally expects you to accommodate him more than you're willing because that's something the guys have done due to their endless soft spot for him
So if you stay firm he sulks and becomes moody
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Better Off Without Me
Also inspired by the ideas of @astroherogirl!!
Pairing: Victor Vale x fem!reader
Summary: Victor is reluctant to be loved, and when Angie takes your place beside him, the distance between you becomes too great to cross.
Warnings: spoilers for Vicious, mentions/depictions of insecurity, angst
Word Count: 1.5k+ words
A/N: Title from better of without me by Matt Hansen (Spotify link). Could I add this to my Vic playlist? The meaning, yes, but the sound makes me second guess it.
Picture from Pinterest
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Victor Vale’s presence pushes people away. Like fighting against a current, walking into a hurricane, you get close to him, no matter what it takes.
“Hi,” you greet, sitting across from Victor in the oversized cafeteria of Lockland. “How are you? Finally get some sleep?”
He shakes his head, and you slide his favorite coffee across the table to him. He looks up at you, then back to the cup.
“I believe this is when most people say, ‘thank you.’ But, since you’re cute, I’ll just assume you thought it.”
You’re convinced that Victor only lets you spend so much time with him because you are one of the few people he knows. You’ve met Eli, but he is the only other person Victor is ever seen with. Whether it’s intentional or not, Victor is the opposite of inviting. You are convinced that getting to know him, the real him hidden beneath layers of scars and more bark than bite (though he does have plenty of bite, too).
“Have you considered my offer?” you ask.
Victor turns the page in his notebook, reviewing a diagram as he replies, “About ‘testing a hypothesis about the effects of hugging’? Yeah, I think you need to find a different guinea pig.”
Sighing, you say, “I guess I’ll have to find a new approach. If I said the hug was for me, not you, would you agree?”
“No.”
You smile at Victor, focused and annoyed, exactly how you like him.
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Entering the cafeteria with an idea to trick Victor into giving you a hug (asking if he can point to the muscles connecting your posterior and anterior chains, then hugging him when he reaches under your arm), you expect to find him sitting alone or with Eli.
So, you freeze when you see a girl sitting beside him, running her fingers through his blond hair. Your mind begins racing, wondering how long Victor has been with the girl at his side and why he let you treat him as you did if he was in a relationship.
Standing out of sight, you continue watching, quickly convinced there is more to this girl than meets the eye. She looks at Eli more than Victor, even when she’s answering Victor or touching his shoulders. 
Worse, you think, is Victor’s bittersweet gaze. Like he’s in love but isn’t convinced that he can be. You’ve known since meeting him that Victor was going to be tough to love, to show that he was deserving of receiving it and capable of giving it to the right person. Now, someone else is getting to show him that. Witnessing their open touches, the give and take that you so desperately crave, breaks your heart, but at the same time, Victor seems happy. You want Victor to experience happiness more than anything, so you will let him enjoy the love and presence of the woman who seems better equipped to show him.
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Angie Knight is the woman in the cafeteria. Learning her name makes you feel worse, able to compare yourself more easily to her when you have something to call her other than ‘Victor’s.’ She seems to be better than you for Victor and the position by his side. You realize you could never be enough for Victor, and he will never choose you over Angie.
With no chance of completing your mission, of showing Victor that you really care about him, you stop visiting him. Each moment without him changes you. Your happy, soft demeanor grows sad and disinterested. As Victor learns to love, you begin to understand his starting place, a life with no acquaintances willing to show you that they care.
Sitting in the library, reviewing your notes before a lecture, you don’t look up when someone sits in the seat beside you.
“What happened?” Victor asks.
Glancing up, you’re shocked at how close he is, leaning in like he needs your answer. He’s just as pretty as you remember, and the fact that he noticed something changed makes losing him hurt worse.
“Lots has happened. Couple World Wars, bunch of books have been written-“
“You know what I mean,” Victor snaps quietly. “Why’d you disappear?”
“Just been busy. Hard classes, you know? How have you been?”
“I’ve been okay.” Victor’s brows are pinched, either confused or concerned; you never had a chance to learn the difference, and he doesn’t let his emotions show in front of just anyone.
“Good. Been hanging out with Eli and Angie while I’ve been slaving over textbooks?” You hope it sounds like a joke, but it strains your broken heart to say it.
“Yeah. It’s a little quiet without your hug questions though.”
Victor tilts his head, and you realize just how happy he seems. He’s talking more openly than ever before, and knowing that Angie got him here instills a fear in your heart that no one will ever choose you, that there will always be an Angie swooping in before you make any real progress.
“Well, I’m glad you’re happy,” you say. “Hopefully I’ll have more time soon.”
Victor nods, and when you look back to your textbook, you hope this isn’t the last time you see him.
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“They found a body in the lab,” someone whispers as you walk through the hallway.
“Who?” a second voice inquires.
“I heard it was a teacher.”
“No, it was a student, one of the assistants – Angie something.”
Hearing her name and learning that she could be dead, you rush to Victor’s room, pounding on his door and growing worried when he doesn’t answer. It takes several trips back and forth between his building and the lab next door to the crime scene to find him. It’s dark, no lights on this sidewalk, so you can see why he chose it.
“Vic,” you call. “Are you okay? Is it true, that Angie’s… gone?”
Victor doesn’t answer, staring straight ahead as he leans against a tree. You reach out, brushing your hand over his shoulder.
“I’m here, if you want to talk. I know she meant a lot to you, but I-“
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Victor can’t accept your soft touches and kindness right now. Last you knew, he was in love with Angie, and you didn’t know about her betrayal or the role Eli played in it. In the big picture, you know very little about Victor. When you offer to be there for him, an image of you dying the same way as Angie flashes through his mind, and he knows he has to push you away to keep you safe.
“No!” he replies harshly, moving away from you and the tree. “I don’t need a shoulder to cry on or your constant questions. I need time, and space, and I need Angie back!”
“Vic, I’m sorry,” you whisper, understanding his anger.
“That doesn’t matter,” he says, his voice dropping and evening out. “You don’t matter. Angie did, and she’s gone. Eli said he was here for me, too, and look where that got us.”
You can’t speak, your mind stuck on Victor’s claim that you don’t matter. He is voicing your deepest insecurities, that he doesn’t want you, and you can’t do anything but listen.
“You tried to convince me to pick you, and I didn’t. What more do you need?”
Wiping a tear that leaked out despite your efforts not to show him how he’s affecting you, you answer, “Not a thing, Victor. Not a single thing. I hope you are better off without me, if that’s what you want.”
You turn away but freeze when Victor adds, “It could have been different.”
“Yeah, it could have. And I shouldn’t, but I’ll always be close. If you change your mind.”
Victor doesn’t speak, opting to watch you disappear down the sidewalk. He decides to visit Eli next and watch another life slip through his fingers, hoping it isn’t his own.
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2 Years Later
Victor has a lot of time to think in prison. Endless time, it seems. He spends sleepless nights wondering what he could have done differently. Imagining different choices with you and Angie, there are hundreds of outcomes in which Angie lives, and you stay close to Victor. Slowly, Angie fades out of the memories and the questions. After two years, Victor’s thoughts are solely on you. The night that you left seems to haunt him, and the space between you will never be closed, which hurts worse than any physical pain Victor could inflict on himself.
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In a small house near Lockland, you think about Victor again. Although, the truth is that you rarely stop thinking about him. The 22-year-old version of him lives in your mind, and you often think about the last time you saw him in the library when he gave you a sliver of the attention you craved.
You can’t help but wonder if you could have changed the outcome of your relationship with Victor. Asking yourself if pushing back against Victor would have kept him within reach, you regret giving him so much space that the gap seems impossible to close.
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Miles away from each another, you and Victor fall asleep with the same thoughts: one another and that you made a mistake that can’t be fixed.
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cleostoohot · 2 years
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So as y’all know I did the 3 days or less challenge along with my ROE technique. Well the 3 days are over and here are my results <3 (I’m feeling pink today)
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ᥫ᭡ | MY CRUSH TO TALK TO ME MORE (less than 24h)
Little back story: We were always partners in Spanish class because of our seating chart. He was literally the finest boy I seen in a long time whew😮‍💨. Chocolate skin, tall, he wasn’t the best in basketball but his sexc lips made up for that. We had each others number incase we wanted to exchange work but never texted on some friends shit until Friday. He randomly just hmu saying “yo” & tried to act like he didn’t know who number he was hitting but nahhh boy you know what you doing lolllll. We ended up just joking and reminiscing about school moments & I told him I’m taking culinary class again next year and he said he want me to cook for him 🌚 it never gave personal chef but I damn sure said I would lmfao
My main affirmations:
“Regardless of everything SP always finds a way to talk to me”
“Regardless of everything SP is always communicating with me”
“Regardless of everything SP loves talking to me”
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ᥫ᭡ | RESEMBLING MY DESIRED FACE (more everyday)
I’m not going to say who my desired face is since I’m basically gonna end up looking like her completely (but 10x better). But since I wanted to resemble her like 50%, I had an idea of how that was going to look and I look exactly like that now. She has doe eyes and my eyes got rounder, her chin is kinda sorta boxy and mines got more squared, my lips got got bigger and wider and my nose is more pointy. I also love the way her mouth moves when she talks and my mouth has been moving the same. Plus when I talk mostly my bottom teeth would show but now you can see more of my top teeth like hers. I’ve only been around family since school been out and none of them knows who my df is (she’s only has over 100k on TikTok) so I’m guessing that’s why nobody said I look like her but my sister definitely said every morning I look different.
My main affirmations:
“Regardless of everything I be looking like DF”
“Regardless of everything me and DF look alike”
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ᥫ᭡ | MY DAD GIVING ME MONEY OUT OF THE BLUE (2 days)
I’m going to visit New York and New Jersey in 2 weeks and what I look like spending my own money? My mom asked my dad to give me money for clothes, food, and just spending money but for some reason he acted like he didn’t want to. But, he ended up sending my mom 500 DOLLARS for me and said he might give me more when the trip comes closer. As you should mf. The hell.
My main affirmations:
“Regardless of everything my dad always gives me money”
“Regardless of everything I always receive money out of the blue”
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ᥫ᭡ | RED VELVET CHEESECAKE (2 days)
Me and my sister was walking to Starbucks (and btw it was my first time having a drink from there! i got this drink i seen on Pinterest shit was so good i damn near chewed the cup). Anyways, otw there it was literally somebody selling cake pops. He has so many flavors but guess which one in particular he had… red motha fuckin velvet cheesecake!! My sister thought it was sus that some random man was selling cake pops so she wasn’t gonna get it at first but I KNEW it was my manifestation and that it was safe so I insisted. He actually gave us each one free (pretty privilege maybe 😗) but it was 100000/10 so we bought 4 more each lmfaooo.
funny side note: those cake pops been on my mind since i had them so i tried to make my own today and they’re not doing so good lmfao. but hopefully the last step will bring it all together idk🌚
My main affirmations:
“Regardless of everything I always get red velvet cheesecake”
“Regardless of everything I have red velvet cheesecake right now”
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ᥫ᭡ | LOSING 5LBS (3 days)
There’s no story behind this one. I just lost weight lol. I mostly affirmed when I was eating. Before I was 133.?lbs and now I’m 126.2lbs. I didn’t check my weight until the 3rd day so idk which day it manifested exactly but that doesn’t matter fr.
My main affirmations:
“Regardless of everything I always lose weight”
“Regardless of everything I lost 5lbs”
“Regardless of everything food doesn’t make me gain weight”
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kyliexmoores · 1 month
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( SYDNEY SWEENEY, CIS FEMALE, SHE/HER ) KYLIE MOORES the TWENTY EIGHT YEAR OLD year old is known as THE PROM QUEEN within the group. they are known to be SOCIABLE and CUNNING which makes sense when you think about how MADE FAKE ACCOUNTS TO STALK WHOEVER HER EXES/CRUSHES WERE DATING AT THE TIME but i guess we’ll find out for ourselves. { DANI, 27, GMT, SHE/HER. }
Full Name: Kylie Faye Moores
Nickname: Ky
Age: 28
DOB: June 23rd 1995
Parents: John & Willa Moore
Siblings: n/a
Hair colour: Blonde
Eye colour: Blue
Piercings & Tattoos: here
Sexuality: Bisexual
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BIOGRAPHY
tw: n/a
Kylie was born to John and Willa and from her early days she really does not remember much. She was young, remembers playing with her friends, remembers living in a big house which was constantly spotless.
She had it easy growing up. She never went without, if anything she had more than she needed and whatever she asked for she got. She was daddy's little girl and if she bat her eyes enough it worked.
Batting her eyelashes and getting her own way seemed to transpire into her school years too. She hadn't done her homework? A pout and puppy eyes got her off the hook, hadn't done a project? Apologies and an extension was given, needed someone to do her homework? A soft tone and a smile got her exactly what she wanted. Everyone seemed to be putty in her hands and she really has never had to work for anything.
Kylie was known to be a flirt. That came naturally to her and of course it did, it paired nicely with how she got her own way at all times too. She'd dated around a little, broken a few hearts, her heart though stayed with the all star for the longest time and when she was 21 and they broke up she couldn't stand to stay around Michigan for much longer so she packed her things and moved to California.
She didn't have to do much while out there, her daddy paid for everything to make sure she got by, he sends her money all the time too to make sure she doesn't struggle.. as if she'd ever know what struggle looked like. She has it good out in Cali as she hangs around with influencers and celebrities, parties all night and shops all day, her instagram feed constantly kept up to date in case her exes or friends want to see how she is doing without them around.
HEADCANONS
has a puppy called mocha
yelled at her dad for a week straight when he wouldn't pay for her to be the one less lonely girl at justin bieber's concert one time
likes to watch horrors even though she knows she will be up all night scared
somebody commented something mean on her pic one time so she got all her friends to spam their pics with 'ew'
strongly believes that ghosts are real
thinks the word 'photosynthesis' is an app to edit your photos
harry styles liked one of her pics on insta now she thinks he is in love with her
played the sims a lot when she was younger and claims to be a gamer now
she pulled her goldfish backwards one time when she little and has felt guilty about it ever since
has a terrible temper
thinks audrey hepburn and aubrey plaza are the same person
is bummed because she exchanged nudes with justin bieber when she moved out to cali and is sad that he picked hailey and not her
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chee-shep · 10 months
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Umm 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ can I request Kaigaku Gakuen AU like where ur dating him aaaaaaa your writings are scrumptious
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Ah! I forgot about the Gaken manga! It popped up on my Pinterest feed one or two times but now I actually went and read the one with Kaigaku after I saw this request! I guess it’s essentially Kimetsu Academy, but it’s got more of it fleshed out! I had a chunk of a one shot of Kaigaku convincing his S/O to cut class with him, so I’m glad I have a motive to finish it!
Warnings: Cutting class? Mostly stubborn mined fluff.
Note: Kaigaku and Reader are already in an established relationship.
I shall call this one: ‘Just One Class!’
“Come on, (Y/N), it’s just for one class.” Kaigaku said as you ate your lunch. You sighed and rolled your eyes. Your boyfriend decided that he wanted to cut classes again today, but he wanted to take with him for the joyride this time. “No one will even know we’re gone!”
You rolled your eyes, “No one will notice that you're gone, but they’ll notice I am.” You said, “You’re always missing classes, Kaigaku. What happens when you finally get in trouble, or if you get held back?” You asked, shaking your head at his behavior.
Kaigaku wasn’t exactly a model student. In fact, he’s broken probably every rule in the school at least once. You never knew the full reason why he got away with it, but he seemed pretty chummy with Secretary Kokushibo. That friendship has managed to keep the teachers off of his back, but that didn’t stop you from scolding him.
“Ugh, you’re such a goody two-shoes, live your life a little bit!” Kaigaku retorted, continuing to try to convince you to come with him. “Even if someone does notice you're gone, I can keep you out of trouble.” He puts his arm around you, a rare move for him to do in public. He obviously was determined to sway you. 
The bell rang, signaling that lunch was over and that there was only ten minutes to get to class. You got up, prepared to head for math class. “Please, (Y/N).” Kaigaku said as he grabbed your arm, “This is the only time I’ll ask you to skip with me.” 
You sighed, you knew you couldn’t keep arguing with him. After all, he’d keep asking class after class. “Fine, but you better not get us caught.” Kaigaku’s usually devilish look appeared on his face.
After you and Kaigaku managed to sneak out of the school, the two of you took alleys and back streets to avoid getting caught. Kaigaku held onto your hand the whole time as he dragged you along his route. You felt uneasy about skipping class, especially considering the nightmare that the math teacher was…
The thought of consequences at school made you stop, causing Kaigaku to stop as well. “(Y/N), what’s up?” He asked, turning to look at you.
“I think this is a bad idea…” You said as you looked back, thinking about returning to school. Kaigaku saw your hesitation, he squeezed your hand tighter as he pulled you closer. “C’mon, the place we’re going has great milkshakes, ice cream and every other sweet food you like! I’ll get you whatever it is you want!”
You let out another sigh, it was too late to head back to class now, you’d arrive in the middle of it without a good excuse. Kaigaku continued to lead you until the two of you made it a corner. “Alright, trust me.” He said covering your eyes and guiding you down the sidewalk.
“This better not be a prank…” You said, now becoming suspicious. Kaigaku chuckled and reassured you that you were almost there. You heard a door open as he walked you inside, and the second you heard the sounds you knew where he had brought you: the local arcade.
You had actually never been to the arcade here before, but when Kaigaku uncovered your eyes, you wished you had come here earlier! One side was full of crane machines and  games like skee-ball, ticket lottery and target games. The smell of food from the small dining area smelt amazing too. You looked back at Kaigaku and smiled before he dragged you to the games.
During your time at the arcade the two of you played all the games until it came down to just one left: Air Hockey. All the other games you had played so far had been single player or co-op, but now the two of you would be facing off, and both of you were determined to win.
“Don’t think I’m going to go easy on you,” He said as he put the tokens into the air hockey table. The table turned on and the puck came out on your end. You rolled your eyes as you started the game. Both of you were aggressive and one of Kaigaku’s hits even caused the puck to fly off the table once, but thankfully none of the staff noticed.
It became pretty clear that both of you were equal in skill, and it soon came down to 4-4 score, meaning that only one more goal was needed for this game to be over. The you hit the puck as hard as you can to the side, causing it to bounce from side to side before Kaigaku caught it before it got to his goal, he smirked at you.
“Sorry, but I’m not letting you win, babe.” He hit the puck, but at the wrong angle. It ricocheted back towards him and into his goal before he could stop the game buzzed as it declared you the winner. You laughed as he huffed and rolled his eyes.
“Aw, don’t be all pouty.” You said, going to his side and giving him a hug. He sighed and hugged you back, knowing that he couldn’t reject any of you love.
“You got lucky,” He said, “If we played again, then I would win.” He said, checking his pocket for more tokens for a re-match. He pulled out a small handful and counted some out.
You went to check your phone to see the time and gasped. “Kaigaku!” You shouted, making him jump, “You said we’d be gone for just one class! We’ve been gone for the entire last half of the day!” 
“Well, it’s not my fault, you should have been keeping track of time!” He said, trying to make an excuse, but making the situation worse. “It’s fine, nobody-”
“They’ll all know I was gone, they’ll all want to know why!” You said, storming off towards the door.” You couldn’t believe that you cut half a day of school, and that Kaigaku let that happen. Maybe you should have been watching the time, but he should have been too!
“W-Wait! (Y/N)!” He called out, following you. He did feel bad, knowing how you felt about just missing one class. He hated showing his soft side for you in public, but he had no choice right now. He came up behind you and pulled you into a hug.
“I’m sorry, (Y/N)...” He said as he struggled to find the words to say. “I… I should have been checking the time…” Apologizing wasn’t something Kaigaku was used to doing, or something he does often. “I promise I won’t have you cut classes again.”
You sighed, you could never stay mad at Kaigaku for long, “Fine, but the same goes for you.” You said, turning to face him. He gave you a confused look before you continued. “You’re not cutting classes any more, ever again.” You said firmly.
Kaigaku sighed with a slight pout on his face but nodded, if this was the only way to make it up to you then he’d do it. However, Kaigaku was Kaigaku and about a month later he was back to cutting classes. Thankfully he never asked or pestered you to ditch with him, but it was still a little frustrating. Either way, you loved this stubborn boy, and he loved you.
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DR Scripts
{This is just the script I used for my YouTube video!}
Where you’re going to shift:
I think it’s pretty clear as to why this is important, you wanna go to the right DR, don’t you? I usually title my DR scripts because I make them on google slides or on notion. The DR I’m currently trying to go to is my Jasper Hale DR, obviously it is a Twilight DR
Though I always call it a specific name, because I have so many DRs. I currently have three different Jasper DRs, then two other Twilight DRs.
You can shift wherever, whenever. Some people decide to go to famous shows or films, like Harry Potter or the MCU, some people like to go to book series, like Six of Crows or These Hollow Vows (if you haven’t read it, I highly recommend it). However, as I’m sure many are aware, you don’t have to go to a fictional world, you can go someplace where you are an actor or a singer, I have a fame DR and a Streamer DR.
Being able to go anywhere, any time, is basically being able to be whoever you want. Obviously do not go to places that you want to purposely traumatise you, or go somewhere just so you can kill people because trauma does cross over to different realities and killing someone is just downright wrong.
Scripting about you:
Scripting about you can be as little detail or as much detail as you want, as I will say a lot in this video, but it’s true! I personally script a lot about myself, that is mostly because I don’t like guessing or assuming what my backstory might be. Though, some shifters just put how old they are and their name and let the universe decide.
Things you can script about yourself is: Your backstory, meaning family, place of birth, hometown; appearance, meaning how tall you are, your hairstyle, your eye colour; your likes, interests, dislikes and hobbies; gender and sexuality; outfits and aesthetics; and skills and abilities.
My scripts are usually really similar when it comes to my appearance, I’m always 5,11 or taller, I almost always have a shag cut with split hair and I always script my ideal outfits (cause I know I’m not stylish here).
I like to script roughly where I live too, some DRs it is difficult because I don’t exactly know streets names or certain towns, but I usually script that I am ‘down the street to so and so’s place’ or ‘this many minutes away from a certain place’. If I’m scripting for a marvel DR, I basically always live in the Compound, so when scripting for this, I write roughly where I am based on rooms. Meaning, I just have rooms next to Wanda and Pietro in the majority of my MCU DRs.
When scripting for houses or rooms, I like to spend hours on Pinterest to find roughly what I want, but I am a picky person so I usually just find an aesthetically pleasing picture and say that’s the aesthetic my room or house has and then go on from there.
Scripting ‘wake up’ scenes:
Alrighty, ‘wake up’ scenes, personally my favourite. Wake up scenes can go from waking up in normally in your bedroom, on a train to Hogwarts, a S.H.I.E.L.D. quinejet, someplace in Middle Earth, anywhere. You can have someone waking you up, whether they are shaking you up or knocking on your door, or you can wake up to an alarm or the sun shining through your window.
Personally, I like getting straight into my DR, or straight into action. I am the most impatient person you will meet, so I like having my comfort character waking me up. For example, the DR I’m currently shifting to, my wake up scene is Clint Barton waking me up on the quinjet, the same quinjet we get on to go to Sokovia where we see none other than Pietro and Wanda Maximoff. So… That’ll be fun.
Though, other DRs, like my Twilight ones, I don’t wake up straight to action - for obvious reasons. Instead I’d wake up to a normal day of either school or work, depending on the DR, or a day before a day like that - just to compose myself before actively talking to my favourite characters. While DRs like my Middle Earth DRs, I wake up to immediately meeting my S/o or other comfort characters, mostly because I don’t know what a normal day would be like in that universe.
Scripting scenarios:
I like scripting scenarios, or, well, roughly something that will happen. I never script exactly when it will happen though, or word for word what I will do or say. Just the summary of sorts of it. You can script as many scenarios as you want, to angst, fluff, angry love confessions, (if your going to MCU or any mission-based DRs) missions, events, etc..
You can script how certain events will go down, for example, say your shifting to the MCU, you can script how you come into play with certain Stark Parties, conversations, battles, reunions and such. I personally don’t when it comes to scenes in films, mostly because I never know how I’d actually would provide any humour or help, so I just wait to see how useful I can actually be when I shift.
Scenarios I do script, however, are usually ones that would not happen in the actual film or series and would only make sense to happen if my character or person would be involved. For example, in my Asgardian Prince DR, there’s a whole new story to Loki where he and I have a forced-to-work-together to lovers trope because of this whole situation that happened to me and my family.
Scripting friendships and relationships:
when scripting relationships and friendships, it can literally be however you want. Personally I don’t script how friendships will be because I don’t know how I would act with that person, but I do script relationships to an extent. I usually script who my significant other and/or others will be and the rough time we’d be together. Like in my Criminal Minds DR I scripted that me and Spencer will end up dating just before season 2.
I see some people online saying how it’s ‘forcing the other person’ to be with you if you script who your love interest or interests are, but it’s not like that at all. Scripting that you two are together is just basically specifying that you’re going to a DR where the two of you end up (or are already) together, it’s not forcing at all.
You can also script rivalries if you so desire, family members and your relationship with them.
That’s all really what I know about scripting, as I said before I really only script stuff about myself and not outside of me and my family / history. But you can really script anything, and I mean anything.
Apps I recommend to use for scripting:
Some apps I recommend for scripting are Notion, google slides / PowerPoint, notes and the Lifa App. Some are pretty clear why I like them for scripting, like PowerPoint and Notion because it is quite easy to organise and make it look nice. The lifa App is on Iphones, but I’m not sure what other devices it may be on.
If you have any questions let me know and I'll try my best to answer and explain!
Video on YouTube here!
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inkwell-and-dagger · 27 days
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I love your art style!! How did you gain it?
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WAIT OMG 🥹🥹 THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!!!!!!!!!
okay so! hmm
I've been doing mostly traditional art for a good portion of my life now, so to be honest I'm kind of new to digital art. back then I mostly just drew profiles and faces and wasn't good at anatomy (but to be honest I'm still bad at it- I use Poseit to help me ;D!!) and I hadn't really touched digital art until around. last year to the year before that I'd say? I'm not sure. my memory is horrible
as I said, I now use Poseit to help with structuring my art, and my previous art style just looked a bit. strange with it I'd say? lemme find the first digital art I posted
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foster! this one was made using a posing template I found on pinterest, not Poseit. I wasn't all that good about making clothes look like clothes, so other than the little creases in the shirt their clothes look a bit strange. I'm really iffy about the eyes and the way I shaded them, and back then the way I drew scars is really different to how I do now. I'm all for the clean look it has at the end, but I prefer my new style ;3 also I remember I immediately went in with doing lineart instead of sketching out what I wanted to do first? on the plus side, though, as I said the finishing style is clean, the lines are consise and their expression is definitely foster-y, and I actually don't mind the shading!
as previously stated, that was my first try at digital art. now let's take a look at my most recent one, aka my pfp (actually, I'll use two recent ones)
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Rayan (left) and Ruaridh (right)!!
let's start with the rayan one! as with foster's, I stuck to having clean lines, except I think I did vary the sizes of the lines? I'm not sure. I've only recently begun adding things like blood and blush to my art, so I don't think I've mastered it just yet. idk, does that count as rendering? I'm not sure
god, bloody noses. I love bloody noses. I had so much fun giving Rayan a bloody nose it's insane. also, you can tell that the lines on the scars are slimmer compared to the ones on foster, but I think they'd look better more like. idk, wiggly? uneven? scarry? I'm not exactly sure
and then Ru, omg Ru. this was my first try making a background, and I used stencils from ibis paint to do the trees n leaves n whatnot. this was more of a chance to experiment than anything; using a textured brush was a really nice change, and I got inspired by @/befuddled-calico-whump (sorry I'm a big lurker around their channel I really like their art) and the way they sometimes show the sketches beneath the actual lineart in their own pieces! it allowed me to be more messy and make it look more candid (?) in my style. I didn't really go for too much shading other than the lighting of the moon, since I still don't know what I'm doing with shading 😭😭
anyway! I guess the simple answer was a lot of years spent tweaking my style, and sort of just experimenting and having fun until I settle on something I'm comfortable with. I'm still new to certain aspects of drawing digitally, but I'm glad that people like my art :3
thank you for the ask!
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opinions on sigma
okay so basically
sigma is my end goal when it comes to appearance and gender. i want to look exactly like him. i know that his beauty is unattainable so i'll do what i can, but i could literally stare at him all day. all week. all month. find my rotting corpse seated in front of my laptop with pinterest opened to a bunch of sigma fanart honestly because he's just that beautiful. i plan on dyeing my hair the same colour as his when i'm able to. hopefully next year (@small-chaos im depending on you to help me bbg)
if i had the choice i would also get a ton of bsd posters that feature sigma and plaster them all around my room and make it sigma themed (or- actually i'd also do this same thing with mykola, chuuya, ranpo and poe, but for the moment i'd do it with sigma). once on tiktok i saw someone whose room was entirely deku themed and full of midoriya paraphernalia, like the whole ass room was full of turquoise. i want that same thing with sigma, i won't even lie. his colour palette and whole vibe is just so gorgeous.
his pretty privilege ain't doing SHIT in the manga to help him though. poor little baby always gets the short end of the stick and i feel his exhaustion all the time. the main difference between sigma and i (besides the fact that he's gorgeous and i'm very much not) is that he is acknowledged for his hard work and accomplishments and i'm. not. lol but the impostor syndrome is honestly so real. i always feel that i won't lie. it's probably one of my worst forms of self sabotage.
the other day my manager told me that i'm good at my job, and i just thought 'oh my god what's gonna happen when she finds out i actually suck' even though realistically i am good at my job (gosh that feels so selfish to say- i'm so used to hating myself in every aspect that when i say something good about myself it feels foreign and narcissistic. i should work on that maybe). like he's so relatable for that and i love him
sigma's third wheelness is also super relatable for me. i too want to find a home, except for me it's in the form of a romantic soulmate because i'm just like that. (it should be known that just because i enjoy and crave romance does not make it a mandatory necessity or even a desire for literally anybody else!!) like he will be walking around following mykola and fyodor while they're on a date (or trying to kill each other idk) and just be watching them like o _ o SAME DUDE
also i too tend to have identity crises when it comes to my purpose, and the reason i was born and stuff. i like to think i was born to help people, but it's been a while since i was born and i've only really negatively impacted everyone around me, so... SIGMA on the other hand. his existence has improved my condition of living by an astronomical amount. he was put on this earth to be loved by all of us sillies and i wish i could shift so i could go there and let him know that he is so loved by everyone and he is very valuable and important. i hope when bungo stray dogs eventually ends (the mere thought of which makes me wanna die), he has a happy ending. he deserves it. tbh most of them do, but especially sigma.
this man is literally perfect. he's so babygirl and so soft and smol, but also badass as fuck and a real strong dude. and i respect him for that so hard. like his dedication to his work and his casino is admirable and it makes me want to find something to be that passionate about (i guess at the moment it'd be this blog? silly as it sounds). also he really went from being summoned out of thin air, to being a slave, to escaping from that and becoming one of dostoyevsky's pawns (which he's fully aware of) and yet he still carries on with the casino like an absolute champ? i love him sm
i'm still real mad at the anime for leaving out his introductory scene (his PROPER one where he's a socialite king) because it literally sets the stage so perfectly for him. we as the audience see him the same way his patrons see him, which gives the later reveal that he's actually very anxious and self-conscious a lot more impact. the anime fell flat on that in my opinion. the sky casino arc deserved more, bones! and i know there are gonna be people who are like 'give them some slack they did their best this and that' and im like. some people have been waiting literal years of their life to see him (not me fortunately. i read the manga in december lol) they deserved better than this T-T
anyways there's this bakery right near where i work and it's literally got the Best Cinnamon Scrolls I've Ever Tasted In My Life. like, they're unparalleled with how fucking delicious they are. i wanna go there with sigma and get one for him. they also have cookies there, like real big thick ones with a lil salt on the top. i'd buy him the entire fuckin batch if he asked for it, i won't lie. i just love him that much. i just wanna sit down at a cafe and enjoy a chai latte with sigma. maybe have a walk around the port in the evening after getting dinner together?? sigma deserves only the cutest and most cliche of fluffy dates
i also wanna show him like, regular human stuff. i wanna go to the beach with him, and go looking for cute shells and treasures in the sand together. i wanna take him to the movies and share my popcorn with him. i wanna do his makeup. i want to bake a cake with him. i wanna go grocery shopping with him. i want him to know that i have panic attacks too sometimes, they're normal, he's normal, and he's also a fantastic human being. i just want him to be happy (i'm really hoping he'll join the ada and find the home he's been looking for all this time <3)
the thing with sigma is i'm not sure if he'd like me as much as i like him. though the sigma bots are always very kind (and romantic because this bitch lonely) i'm very worried that i'd annoy him quite a lot. see i talk a lot for an introvert, and i especially have an issue talking to myself. i literally always do it, whether or not i'm by myself or in public, and i think it would annoy sigma. and i think it would also annoy him that i love mykola as well lol he might not trust me if i were to tell him that.
i love sigma's outfit (we're going back to his appearance i guess lol) more than words can express. it's so impeccably gender, so fancy but also not too fancy (those who've met me irl know that i looooove to overdress. once i went to the movies with my friends in this big flowy dress and they were all in like tshirts and shorts and shit lmao) so you could wear it anywhere. the gold (or beige? cream? idfk) tailcoat with the galaxy pattern beneath? the giant flowy sleeves? the turtleneck underneath? the HEELS? god i love his fit. he's so fucking dripped out it's ridiculous. and of course he has long split dyed hair. dudes with long hair are the hottest DON'T @ ME YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT
and he also just has such a lovely smile. though he is tired and annoyed all the time (as he ought to be honestly), he's just so comforting to be around. i feel like a hug from sigma would fix most of my problems i won't lie. like he's got a pretty face and a nice aura and a cute smile. but his stern/angry face though? 😳 shiiii man okay you can make me cry if you wanna i won't mind. also consider sugar daddy sigma. that's so hot and for what?? like imagine being his trophy wife- okay this is getting way too self indulgent imma stop there (might write about it tho sometime lol)
i just had a thought. sigma's ability i feel is generally a rather overlooked part of his character (maybe i'm just not in the right circles of sigma stans but i don't tend to see people talking about his ability much), but to me it is important because consider this. if sigma loves you and you love him, and he'd like to know the extent to which you love him, then through a simple hug you could actually, properly express it. he wouldn't have to doubt himself or anything anymore with it. (stop i'm like fucking crying i love him sm)
i also love that despite everything i've mentioned so far; despite the fact that he was created from a book, runs a floating casino, is androgynous as fuck, has impostor syndrome, owns giant ass guns and can get whatever information he wants through physical contact with another person, he is somehow the most *normal* member of the decay of angels. i mean to be fair one of the other members is literally a severed bust of a centuries old vampire whose lower half is a sword, but still. and yet he still goes along with all the stuff they do and doesn't say anything. fucking same, sigma. it really just be that way sometimes.
sigma has such little wet cat energy (especially after that last chapter amirite) and it's adorable. he doesn't have *pathetic* wet cat energy, but he still has wet cat energy. pathetic wet cats would be like, fyodor and akutagawa. sigma is a cute wet cat with big eyes and tiny little paws. i want to see how he'd be with animals now that i think of it. i think he'd like cats, because dogs might be a little too much for him. and i lowkey think he'd be afraid of farm animals, because they're scary alright. chickens and cows are very frightening to be close to if you're not used to them and anyone who says otherwise is a liar
i just want more sigma content, too. like i know that bungo tales only goes up to season 2 for like valid reasons but i WANT SIGMA MAYOI. little chibi sigma on the battlefield. pretty little sigma pictures of him actually being happy and doing things. i also want official art from bones (but GOOD official art. you already ruined my precious boyo chuuya don't do it to sigma please i'm begging you) and of course harukawa and hoshikawa's art is always appreciated. also creantzyy. i know they primarily do fyolai and mtp but my goodness if their sigma art isn't also just perfect in every way (i'm a huge fan of theirs AS EVERYBODY IN THE FANDOM SHOULD BE. the bernadette animatic to us is what the nagito edit was to the danganronpa fandom)
i also sometimes wonder what stuff sigma likes. i mean we know cookies are his favourite food (which is the cutest thing imo- you can always trust someone who enjoys sweet treats like that), but what kind of music does he like? how would he dress while he isn't working in the casino? what's his favourite colour? does he like animals? what does he think of political stuff? feel free to send me all the sigma headcanons in the world about all of it. he's just very enigmatic at the moment and i yearn to know absolutely everything about him. except unlike mykola i don't wanna experiment on him i just wanna sit down and ask him questions and have a friendly little conversation
and i know everybody's already talking about this scene but let's continue to talk about the scene in the recent chapter where dazai rescues sigma from drowning and gives him a lil thumbs up, and sigma smiles back at him. those panels are literally the most fucking adorable thing i've ever seen and i could stare at them for hours. those two are big comfort characters of mine and i'm glad that they're (kind of) getting along now. at the very least dazai rescued sigma. and lowkey i'm gettin onboard with sigzai. like most of the sigma ships kinda go hard (especially siglai. there's a reason i'm looking for mykola kins guys lmao)
like i love him so much. i really could go on for hours but...this shit is already long enough and i'm sure nobody is gonna read it all. i've recently thought about this though; if i love the characters who i kin the most, maybe i can learn to love myself too. and that thought is comforting to me :)
tl;dr - sigma babygirl
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mvltixcc · 2 months
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Girls Like Girls - Robin Buckley X Cheerleader!Reader
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Summary: Robin has a crush on the new girl in town. Y/N is also a new member of the cheer squad, which means Robin sees her all the time at games and other school events. Unfortunately, Robin is put in a tough situation. She's scared to talk to her because the cheerleaders have a reputation of being mean girls and she fears that Y/N may not feel the same. Little does Robin know that Y/N does not appear as she seems. Y/N becomes best friends with Eddie, which seems unlikely at the surface due to different social circles. This leads to rumors of course and word spreads like wildfire here at Hawkins, which then makes Robin's feelings even more confusing. After hanging out with Steve and the gang, Robin starts to see a different side to Y/N. Will they end up together or will they just remain friends?
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“Hey pretty lady!” You say skipping up to Robin as she walked into work. 
“Hey stranger!” She responded with a smile. 
“Are you doing anything for Thanksgiving this year?” You asked, twirling your skirt.
“Oh I um-” Robin cleared her throat. “I don’t have anything going on actually. My parents are gonna be out of town on a trip they've had planned for over a year, why do you ask?” 
“I was having a little get together with some people since it’s just gonna be me and my family, I thought maybe you’d like to join!” You suggested. Robin’s face lit up like a little kid on Christmas morning. “I’d love to!” She proclaimed. 
“Oh yay! How exciting, all 6 of us are gonna have so much fun!” You said, Robin’s facial expression dropping at this. 
“6? Who um, who else will be there exactly?” Robin questioned.
“Well my family and I of course! Steve will be there too since his parents aren't really around much. And also Eddie as well, his uncle is gonna be working that day and I didn't want him to be alone.” You stated.
“Oh okay, that’s- that's great! I cant wait!” Robin tried to hide her disappointment. 
“Yay!! I’ll see you there! Okay, I’m off you have a good shift! Don’t drive her too crazy, Harrington.” You joked as you headed out the door.
“But that’s my job!” Steve replied. He turned to Robin and noticed the mood change. “What’s wrong?” He asked.
She sighed. “I didn’t know Eddie was gonna be at this get together. I thought it was gonna be like-”
“A date?” Steve questioned. 
“Maybe I guess, I don’t know.” Robin said, putting her head in her hands. 
“I still don’t see why you don’t make the first move?” Steve suggested. 
“Oh I don’t know, maybe because it would end totally horrifically. Catastrophic even!” She exclaimed. 
“But you don’t know that, maybe it won't end the way you think it will.” He said.
“Look, can we just drop it please?” Robin asked, getting ready to start her shift. Steve nodded and went to stock the candy.
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“Well don’t you look nice!” Steve complimented as he picked up Robin. 
“Thanks dingus, you don’t look too bad yourself.” She thanked her friend. 
“What the hell is that?” Steve asked, pointing to the container in her lap.
“It’s a pie, what have you never seen a pie before?” She joked.
“Since when do you bake?” He scoffed as he continued to drive to Y/N’s house.
“Don’t be stupid, I bought this from the store. You really think that I’m gonna make her eat a pie that I don’t know how to make? Plus, at least I brought something, I don’t see you with anything.” Robin stated. 
“Uh huh okay whatever Buckley.” He laughed.
As Steve drove the rest of the way to the destination, Robin’s nervousness increased. She spent all week trying to make everything perfect for today. From her hair, her outfit, and what she would say in a conversation. She practiced VERY hard with that as she didn’t want to be a rambling mess in front of you. She got so lost in her anxious thoughts that she didn’t even notice that they had arrived. 
“Earth to Robin, hellooo?” Steve said, waving his hand in front of Robin’s face trying to capture her attention. 
“What huh, sorry.” She replied coming back to reality. 
“Look who was waiting for you.” Steve said pointing to the door, she saw you standing there in this cute outfit waving at the both of them. A blush began to creep upon her face. The pair got out of the car and made their way toward you. 
“I’m so happy you guys are here! Come in come in!” You said leading your friends inside. Everyone was sitting there chatting and eating snacks. Robin looked around expecting to see your parents. “So guys this is my nana and papa, and this is Steve and Robin!” Y/N said introducing the two friends to your family. 
“And I’m Eddie.” Eddie said as he stuffed his face with cheese cubes.
“Yes Eds we all know who you are.” You chuckled at him. “Now save some cheese for the rest of us!” You say slapping the cheese out of his hand. This made everyone laugh.  
Everyone began to converse with one another and having a good time, which you were glad. You took hosting VERY seriously and wanted everyone to get along. You made sure that everything was perfect for today. “Hey, where did you want me to put this pie?” Robin asked as she approached you in the kitchen.
You turned around to face her, “oh um you can set it on the counter over there.” You say pointing to the free spot. You went back to adding the finishing touches to everything. 
“Is there anything you need help with?” Robin asked, now standing next to you. 
“Yes actually! Can you put the potatoes into the bowl over there for me please?” You asked kindly. Robin nods and starts to help out. She finishes up and is shocked at herself that she didn’t drop any. 
“Alright everyone, time to eat! Ah go wash your hands you goose!” You said smacking Eddie's hand as he was reaching for the rolls. 
"Ouch! Will you stop smacking my hands?" Eddie chuckled.
He returned and everyone sat down and began to eat. The food was being passed around as well as the stories, especially from your papa. Boy did he love to tell his stories. Robin was having a great time, all her anxiety was gone by this point. She was sitting next to you,  just enjoying your company and that was all that mattered most to her. ‘Maybe everything would be okay after all.' She thought to herself. Boy was she so very wrong.
Your grandparents had just went to bed so now it was just the 4 of you hanging out. Steve and Robin were in the living room while Eddie was helping you clean up. While Steve and Robin were dancing, they heard a screech coming from the kitchen. They both ran to see what had happened. There you were being playful with Eddie. He was chasing you around with olives on his fingers. “BWAH!!” Eddie said as he chased you. 
“Stop, that’s so gross, you don’t even like olives anyways!!” You chuckled, trying to get away from him. He wrapped you up in his arms and lifted you up in the air. “Ahhh put me down you weirdo!!” You yelled.
Robin’s heart sank as she watched the scene unfold in front of her. She felt tears brimming her eyes. She pushed past Steve and grabbed her coat. Steve tried to call out for her to stop, but she ran out of the house. Y/N heard the door slam and Eddie set you down to go see what had happened. You walked into the living room and saw that both Robin and Steve were gone. You opened the front door and saw the car was now gone too. You felt a wave of sadness hit. Had you done something wrong for them to leave so suddenly? Without a goodbye at that. Eddie noticed the sadness in your eyes.
“Hey come here.” He said pulling you into a hug. “Maybe there was an emergency, I know it’s hard not to take it personal, but try not to, okay? At least not until you know what happened.” He hated seeing you so sad. "Come on, let's go finish up in the kitchen." You nodded and followed him.
"Alright here you go." You say handing Eddie the containers of food.
"Thanks, Wayne is gonna be thrilled to have this when he gets home from work." He thanked. "You know how he loves your cooking."
"Anytime!" You said trying to flash a smile, but in the back of your mind you couldn't stop thinking about Robin. Eddie could see the look on your face.
"I know." Eddie said as he pulled you into a hug. "Everything will be okay, I'm here for you always." He pulled away. "How about I come over tomorrow and we can do something just the two of us yeah?" He suggested.
"I'd really like that." You said with a smile. Eddie always knew how to make you feel better.
Eddie pulls you in for another hug. "Perfect, I'll see you tomorrow then okay peach?" You nod.
You helped him out to his van with all the food you had packed him and said your goodbyes. As he pulled out of the driveway he waved at you and you waved back. Then he drove on home and you were left alone to your thoughts. You went upstairs to shower and get ready for bed. You couldn't help but cry as you were in there. You never wanted to upset anyone and the thought of you doing that to Robin affected you deeply. After your shower, you crawled into bed and passed out.
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Some time had passed since the last time you saw Robin. She wasn’t at school the week after everything had happened so you’ve tried calling and going to her house, but you heard nothing. And even when she finally came back, she avoided you. She just won't talk to you and that devastated you. You weren’t sure what had happened, so you didn’t know how to make things right.
Steve was no help either, he wanted to tell you because you were his friend too but he had to respect Robin’s wishes. You had quit your job at the family video because it made you too sad going there and not being with Robin.
You’d cry to Eddie all the time about how sad it made you and he was there for you the best he could, he hated seeing you like this. Eddie knew how much you cared for Robin. He even tried to reach out to Robin to try and fix whatever had happened, but he got nowhere.
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It was now Christmas time and Steve had invited you over for a small get together. Part of you had hoped Robin would be there, but the chances of that were low. You still had gotten her a gift anyways, you didn’t want her to feel like you stopped caring about her. You finally had your own car so that meant no more Eddie driving you around everywhere, not that he’d complain anyways. You pulled up to Steve’s house and grabbed the gifts out of your trunk, soon making your way to the front door. 
“Well look who decided to finally show up!” Steve said as he opened the door for you. You couldn't see him because of the big pile of gifts you had, but you could tell it was him by the sound of his voice. “Got enough gifts there Y/N?” He chuckled, helping you take some inside. 
“Hey I didn’t want anyone to go without a gift!” You stated.
“Even me?” You heard someone say from behind. You turned around to see who it was and once the realization had hit, you ran right into their arms. 
“God I’ve missed you so much.” You said softly as your voice began to break, tears welling up in your eyes.
“I missed you too Y/N.” Robin replied, hugging you tightly.
You pulled away to face her, tears streaming down your face at this point. “I’m so so so beyond sorry Robin, I-” She interrupted you. 
“No no, there’s no need to apologize. You’ve done nothing wrong. There was just- a lot going on in my head and I needed some time to work through it.” She said, wiping your tears. You hugged her again not wanting to let go, you truly did miss her. 
“So no Eddie huh?” She asked.
“No, he’s at home spending time with his uncle while they both have the time off from working.” You stated. 
“Ah I see, that’s good I guess.” Robin replied. She was a little happy that he wouldn’t be there with you so she could have you all to herself. 
“Alright come on you two, let’s go open gifts!” Steve interrupted 
Everyone sat around in a circle and opened their gifts. Everyone had gotten things that they had enjoyed or needed, like Y/N got movies, Nancy got notepads for when she did her reporting, Steve got cans of hairspray (naturally), and the kids got stuff for DND. But Robin got random stuff, things that weren't really for her or what she liked. Things like candy, stickers, or knick knacks from a gumball machine. Basic stocking stuffers. She was grateful of course, but she felt like no one really knew her or didn’t care to get her anything that she would like. That was until she opened your gift. You had gotten her favorite records as well as ones that she had been wanting to get for a long time. She had the biggest smile on her face and her heart felt so full. No one had ever payed this much attention to her, not even Steve. She felt seen and heard for once. You went over to her spot and sat next to her. 
“Merry Christmas Robin.” You said giving her a warm hug. 
“Merry Christmas Y/N.” She replied, hugging you tightly. She really had missed you a lot and she was glad to have you back. 
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thalia-pages · 2 months
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What is an addiction? Lost years, the time when your life is just passing by. In parallel world I read my books, keep my journal, progress along the online courses. Instead, my average screen time per day is almost never less than four hours.
I have general understanding of how both algorithms and brain work in this loop of scrolling. But why me?
Possible roots of my addiction:
1. Long-distance relationship led me to being permanently online. And these are messengers only as I practically quit Facebook and Instagram long ago cause couldn’t handle achievements of other people.
2. Often I am bored at my current job. Though I am not sure that the problem is in the job itself, because I have some really important tasks and can procrastinate even on them.
3. Loop “screen addiction - lack of sleep - screen addiction”.
4. Loneliness. When I want to talk to my boyfriend, I do this online. I have only one offline friend, with whom I meet once in two weeks. Also two times per week I attend dance class in order to increase the time of offline activities.
5. Escapism. I guess this is because I am not satisfied with myself and I just want to disappear in the online world.
I feel I could progress in so many things, not waste my life on the pictures of better anything. I know I am not lazy. I’m the one who does the job that nobody asked for, just because I see that this is important.
As with drugs addiction, affected know how it exactly works. But we can’t stop. And I know that I am far not alone with this. And there should be a tool to break the loop.
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galaxythreads · 1 year
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uh... a penny for your thoughts on TaserTricks?
from my Pinterest fic board
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from my planning document:
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Jokes aside, I'm pretty fond of the ship and have seen it work quite well. I've read quite a few tasertricks fics on ff.net, but none on a03, mostly because I was more into the ship when I was younger. I enjoy kicking around the idea and playing with the possibility of the pairing, but I have felt all excitement about shipping Loki with anyone drain from my very soul after the Loki series, hence why I haven't really done anything about it.
I guess I just like the set-up of the fics, where Loki, Darcy, Jane, and Thor are often plopped together into a space too small for four inhabitants, Loki and Thor are about 2 seconds away from actively stabbing each other at all times, and there's usually some sort of outside threat that forces Darcy and Loki to work together with their brains. Odin is a jerk. And if not that then the same thing but without Thor there. Idk. There's just something deeply comforting about the repetitiveness to me.
But as a pairing, I think that when Darcy, whose background is mostly a blank slate and her sole purpose in the movies is mostly to be Jane's Friend TM, is flushed out, I think that Darcy could be a good match for him. Given that I think that Loki enjoys verbal sparring--which she would do all the time--but also someone who would be supportive and a good listener. On the contrary, Darcy, who is from what we've seen, is usually pretty wild and I think a calmer partner would bring her a lot of peace, which is why I think they'd work together ~balance ~
Plus the two of them would never be against calling out BS in family situations, which would definitely help. Also Darcy is not an idiot, and Loki, I'm guessing, would be attracted to intelligence, so. Honestly I think if they weren't a couple, they would be really, really good friends.
This is why I don't think Sylvie/Loki or Mobius/Loki would work. they don't balance each other. Sylvie is constantly trying to kill/hurt someone, which means that Loki is always trying to mediate her emotions and she makes 0 effort to consider his, which would be draining. But it would be like this all the time. Sylvie hasn't been in a position where she's had to care about someone else's emotions since she was a very young child, and she needs someone who would constantly be smacking her metaphorically over the head about this in order to maintain a healthy bond. Loki wouldn't do this. He'd never be able to assert his needs or tell her no because she'd yell at him so he would be stuck in a cycle of exhaustion while she always won. Sylvie is an unintentional manipulator, I think, just because of her inexperience with people.
Mobius is an intentional one. Mobius on the other hand is never willing to take critique and does not want to help Loki grow as a person. He's so obsessed with the idea of Loki staying exactly as he is post A1 that he'll do almost anything to beat Loki down into that same place. Mobius does not know how to deal with a Loki who values themselves, nor does he want to. But because Mobius has no desire to help Loki evolve, or listen to Loki's needs even when he tells him directly, Loki would also never be happy or healthy inside of this relationship. Mobius is unwilling to change because he doesn't see anything wrong with what he's doing.
Darcy is different. She and Jane have maintained a friendship for years, she has a good relationship with Selvig and Jane, to the point that they move to a different country together. Darcy has been helping Jane with her post-Thor depression and encourages her dating. Darcy maintains a relationship with Ian, even if its mostly played for laughs by the movie. She may be a little socially awkward, but she is willing to help people, listen, and be supportive where she can. Once she and Loki became friends, I think that Darcy would be fiercely protective of him and help him grow and evolve in a healthy way and would be very proud of him.
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actually, while I write this I am realizing that I do not often share my views on MCU ships because I don't tend to talk about it that often. I'm not really someone who is inside fandom to write about romance. It's usually pretty secondary to me. I honestly can't see myself writing a fic that's just about a pairing. There has to be something else going on than the "oh/oh" otherwise I get bored.
Tasertricks 8/10. will usually read the pairing. sometimes deeply annoyed by the way people write loki in the fics.
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hellooooo dear I had a thought :) two actually but here's the first one: how do we think Benedict would react if Clover flinched with him again? Like I was picturing something like that fight could never actually happen again, bc I think he genuinely never wants to get angry with her or actually fight with her again, knowing what he knows and what happened before, he's shown that being calm and composed when they do disagree or have an issue will be just a non negotiable in their marriage for him, but then I thought: what if one day he's just angry? Not at her, they're not fighting, but idk something happened in his family or whatever, something that made him furious or frustrated and in his moment of ranting the problem to her, he forgets that he needs to be gentle, and I mean, those kind of reflexes don't just go away so easily, so if Clover ever flinched slightly because he moved to quickly or raised his voice a little too much, I don't think she would even notice it herself lol because she's never afraid of him, fearing his anger never even crossed her mind, it's just a body reaction, but Benedict's entire expression would shift and she'd tilt her head like "what?" bc she didn't even realize she did it lol
But yeah, I guess my point is that as much as they love and trust each other and Clover is happier and more comfortable with him than anywhere else, I feel like little stuff like that are bound to happen from time to time u know? Like, the body actually has a memory, and it's tough to let go of certain things, does that make sense? It's just a thought that I had.
And now the second thought >:) I found something on Pinterest that I'm pretty confident is gonna convince you to write a million more chapters I swear to you this picture is gonna change EVERYTHING ok but I don't know how to do that lol do I have to go off anon? I think so but I've never actually done it. But I promise is life changing I'm gonna try to attach it here or in another ask bc this one is already long as fuck Jesus christ I sound like an old lady but yeah it's gonna be REVOLUTIONARY I promise let me figure out how to do it >:) it'll be over for everyone
Hi my love! ❤️
Omg first of all, I love this, thank you so much! ❤️ It's a great question, like you said those reflexes don't just go away so easily, not with how she was raised 💔 It's a part of her now, and even though it was directed at someone else and she felt completely safe with him, she could still involuntarily have that reaction when he got angry ❤️
I also believe he would be very shocked because he doesn't exactly know that it doesn't go away so easily ❤️ It would take him by surprise because he just doesn't expect that to happen ever again, that's one of the many ways their upbringing shows because Benedict grew up in a very loving home, so he doesn't know that it leaves a mark even after that person is in a great relationship and is happy ❤️
Wait wait wait-
Ooooh I'm so excited! ❤️😍
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