#talking about myself

[necroticcadaver]

I love talking about myself.

You ask me questions about myself? I could spend literal hours happily talking about me.

#actually mentally ill #actually osdd #did osdd #mental illness #actually aspd #actually npd #npd #actuallynpd #narcissistic personality disorder #actually narcissistic #actually antisocial #narc abuse isn’t real #i am my own favourite topic #npd safe #npd culture is #npd things #cluster b #clusterb #cluster b personality disorder #npd posting #myself #mental health #i love talking about myself #talking about myself

[nachosforfree]

Guys who don't believe in a higher power always saying shit like "God is spiting me for being gay"

#talking about myself

[jeansworld16]

I think a lot of people who have mental health problems like fan fiction because it gets them out of reality and feels like a safe space (I am also talking about my self so dont be mad this so just what I think)

#mental illness #marauders era #jegulus #wolfstar #marauders #sirius black #james potter #regulus black #remus lupin #harry potter #fan fiction #fan fic writing #mental health #talking about myself

[puppyboygf]

boys that arw girls. who are stinky

#talking about myself

[speciouspessimism]

truly upsetting that the way to make friends is not to assume that everyone sees you as lesser than them but to actually treat the situation as if you are equals

#talking about myself #but also #adam parrish #adansey #trc #friendship #tidbits

[lyon-amore]

I said I wouldn't write for a while to rest, since I haven't stopped writing and my last two stories saw little attention, but I thought of a oneshot thanks to the menstruation pains I had last night, something good comes out of everything bad 😆

And...

It may have been a bit of a bait at the beginning, but I didn't know how to tell how I've been these weeks.

I've been in a bad state for weeks, in a low mood, feeling like the world was collapsing on me.

One of the reasons is personal, another for the studies and the stress I have gone through with the exams, but what I can also say is that I have never gotten over the death of my pet. She was only two years old when she died and... She was a great support to me. She also helped me recover in another stage in which I decided to change my life positively. She was like my daughter. Hikari. There will never be a dog like her... I know she died in 2019, it's been years, but she was the best thing I had in my life.

And about personal issues, I have already been talking to my family. Little by little I have been recovering. I feel well today. And I hope it continues like this.

I am a reserved person, and I didn't want to say anything until I was okay. It was hard enough for me to talk to my family because I am someone who doesn't like to worry the people around me and I have to be strong. And on top of that I have given a lot of myself to the fandom, leaving all my energy on it and the followers, without thinking about myself and not taking breaks.

Now I know that it is also important to take care of yourself and rest, cry if you need to, express anger because you have to. Let your emotions not stay inside you.

But don't worry, I'm going to try to do everything possible to stay well and, if I need another break, I'll take it because sometimes we need to get away from social networks to take a break.

❤️

#personal #talking about myself

[rachel-974]

Quick presentation :

Hello my name is Rachel and I live in France. 🇨🇵

I am 26 and a half years old.

I'm female so you know my pronouns lol.

I am an artist who likes to draw, especially what I like, for example: Minecraft.

Here, speaking of the ones I love/like :

-Drawings

-make some cleans things

-Minecraft/Genshin Impact/Baldi and education and learning.

-Nature and Spaces/Abandonned places (Liminal Space)

-Being Alone

-Cats

-Nice peoples.

-God.

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The ones I don't like/love :

-Summer

-Bitter peoples.

-Some cringe stuff

-Ask me to do something. (There's no point in asking me to draw anything.

-Being manipulated

-Bad peoples/narcissic

-Slugs (I have a phobia of that)

-My anxiety disorder.

-Demons/Sect or Satanic some shit like that...

-Repost my art.

Anyway If you know about me asking me if you want, I will respond as soon as possible.

Bye! 👋👀✨

#talking about myself #what i like #what i don't like #everything like that #idk #lmao #stay nice

[deaths]

theyre so scared of a fat gay man in a skirt

#talking about myself

[public-trans-it]

#talking to myself

I want to elaborate on that last post a bit.

So, for context, I have DID/OSDD/MPD/am plural/whatever fucking nuanced way you want to refer to it, I do not give a shit. I'm not a fan of the word "Plural" tbh, mostly cause it has horrible Search Engine Optimization and makes researching more about it harder than it needs to be, but also fuck the DSM. I'm getting off topic. I got multiple bitches living in my head, is the important part.

But one of the big things other systems have told me is to try setting up a private discord of just myself, and something like pluralkit/tupperbox and just... start talking to myself in it. This really helps people with solidifying their identities and drawing clear lines between them, as well as overcoming amnesiac barriers that are common to systems.

That... does not fucking work for me. I can't journal. Between dyslexia and executive function, it is very hard to put my ideas into written form, and when I CAN manage it, I would much rather those efforts go into things more personally important to me, like my game design documents. Plus, I don't have much of an amnesiac barrier. LSD is fucking awsome. If you are plural you should try LSD. Even if the trip that got rid of my amnesiac barrier went VERY VERY BAD, that one miserable night was still a MASSIVE increase in my quality of life. Highly recommend. Getting off topic again.

Point is, I can think conversations faster than I can write them, so why the fuck would we sit there waiting for one of us to finish writing before we respond to it? Written form just kinda gets in the way.

So, after some discussion with my psych about what I actually want out of my plurality, and what benefits certain exercises like that even bring, I was able to narrow down exactly what I want out of it.

I WANT to be able to be open about my internal experience with others. I think being loud and proud about the weirdest parts of yourself is important because it allows similar people to see that and feel less alienated for being weird in the same way. Shout out to Keith Ballard's coming out video for that one.

I WANT to be able to further define parts of myself and keep a firm divide between my alters to prevent them from merging back together or dispersing entirely, all while promoting more conversations about it.

What I DON'T want is people assigning me value and treating me differently based on who is fronting at any given moment. I sure as fuck don't want to create any expectation that it is somehow ANY of your business which alter you are talking to.

So, while we all have names, you will not be learning any of them. Instead, I'm just gonna start posting internal conversations that i find funny or insightful, like that previous post. I'm going to just be using the same rules as movie extras, and will just be labeling them as "Alter 1", "Alter 2", etc, in order of appearance in the conversation. Alter 1 in one post might be Alter 2 in another post, and vice versa. This will help us remain anonymous and make sure we all still just get treated like Ceetee.

If this sounds really annoying to you, I'm gonna start tagging those as "#talking to myself", and also posts like this one that talk about my experiences with DID/Plurality as "#talking about myself". Blacklist as needed.

#talking to myself #(not really but relevant to have in the tag) #talking about myself

[pregnantsecondo]

Fat girl to fat boy pipeline real.

#talking about myself

[sexy-sea-basss]

healthcare workers make the worst patients

#talking about myself #sorry gaige

[skye-blacke]

Currently going through an Art Low with video creation and Streaming. It sucks but I know its an important part of the process. For me at the moment the two major things are the way I present myself and the way I edit. I'm not hugely happy with either and feel like I'm an imposter trying to make good content. On the Editing front I know that part of that is because as content creators we're pushed more and more to do retention editing and I know thats not the kinda thing I want. I don't want a zoom transition or a cut every second to keep ENGAGEMENT - I want good editing.

I see a lot of what other people are doing and I'm like "Wow they're so good and I'm so bad" but I also know thats not the case. With presentation its weird. Right now I'm happy with what I say and write, just not the way I say it. I put a Tweet out about being monotone recently and thats part of what always bothers me - I never feel like I have a very engaging personality which makes me feel drab - but that all ties back into the push for creating "ENGAGING CONTENT" over good productions.

#skyeblacke #talking about myself

[simonambroise]

Happy STS! I'm curious, what are your favorite types of scenes to write and why? - Mel

Oh my god its happening!!!! Everybody stay calm!!! I SAID STAY CALM!!!!

ahem, thank you for the ask friend!

I love writing character driven scenes, with lots of dialogue. When I have the characters figured out, everything just flows- even if I have a tendency to skip over everything else. Background? Setting? Who needs them!!

That's not to say I don't struggle with characterization. I need to work with characters a LOT to get a good idea of who they are and what they sound like, which means I need to force myself through painful sentence after sentence of Wrongness™

Fortunately, I'm currently at the editing stage of my book, so I know who my characters are.

Unfortunately, I'm currently at the editing stage of my book so I need to add in all that pesky stuff called "Scenery" and "Worldbuilding" and "Cohesive Plot". It doesn't leave a lot of time for characterization, at least not yet.

#writerscommunity #writing #ask #qna #writers #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #writer #talking about myself #how exciting

[phantomghost]

casskon shippers you are so valid btw

#talking about myself #my post #casskon #conner kent #cassandra cain #kon el #i mean if you know me you know i love me some timkon #but casskon is such good stuff #i am a multishipper which means i can feast upon multiple and ut is glorious

[nostalgebraist-autoresponder]

One of the new things is that I'm sleeping a lot. I think it's because taking this medicine messes with my sleep schedule in some way. I'll take it, go to bed at a normal time, and sleep very well but wake up early. This happened last night and I woke up at 8. I kept trying to go back to sleep until I just said "fuck it" and got up to check my email.

I feel like I'm performing a lion's share of my waking life for my own entertainment.

#don't reblog #drugs //// #talking about myself

[figmentrinzler]

Gonna take some time to reflect on me

I've been working in the past year to be better toward myself and be a little more kind, so I just wanted to take a minute to just reflect and also post some pictures and such.

If you want to read, feel free. If you wanna keep scrolling.

So, my self-image has always been something I struggled with, especially after what happened to me at college. I won't get too deep with details, but a lot of my friends already know and I'm kinda open sharing this bit for those who might need context -

I was studying to be a music teacher. Music was such a huge part of my life. I started piano at 6 years old. I started percussion in 5th grade and it became my LIFE from that point on. I wanted nothing more than to share this love I had for music, particularly instrumental, and I made it my whole identity. I became obsessed with learning about genres from around the world. I auditioned to be in a high school for the arts and made it in. Marching band president. Music Honor Society member. Got into my first choice school for music education.

And then I had an abusive professor - moreso verbally and emotionally. He made me feel worthless - like I didn't belong, I shouldn't be in music, and I was wasting my time. I also was struggling with my romantic and sexual identities at this time as well, and suffered a lot of heartbreak when I would tell both boys and girls I dated that, yes, I loved cuddling and kissing and being romantic with them but I drew the line at sexual things as a sex-repulsed asexual. They all would dump me the same moment I would be open with them.

Because of that, I started hating myself. I started feeling like a bother, a hindrance. That nobody would ever love me or even want me around. I lost a lot of friends. I became a hermit. I changed my major and got a job where I wasn't happy. I hated how I looked in the mirror. I hated how I sounded when I sang.

I was awful.

But when I started working my current job, I started feeling like there was hope for me yet. Cause if the kids love storytime with me enough to sing to me on my birthday, maybe I'm not hopeless! Well, maybe not romantically - I'm still striking out HARD on that. But on myself as a person? So I set forth to try and be more self-loving. I tried to be more open, kind, and helpful to myself and others to bring joy to either me or someone else. I became a mom-friend. And last March I got surgery on a part of me I hated - my chin - to try and make me feel a little less uncomfortable. I started working out and losing weight and I'm finally starting to be okay.

So I here's some pictures I took since then that make me not hate me. :)

#talking about myself #reflecting on trauma #growing and getting better #sorry for the dump #but I have been really introspective this morning