#thank you so much for sticking around

[ladycibia]

Hi, you don't have to answer this or anything, but just hoping you're ok and things are going well. It's been a while - and this is absolutely not a guilt push at all - just a hope that you're ok and looking after yourself, whatever you're doing. Be safe xx

local gremlin returns to infamous website after three months of inactivity

H-hi there! TwT Thank you so much for your concern and for taking the time to write to me such a sweet message, I really appreciate it and I am so, *so* grateful.

I’m sorry I disappeared for so long; I actually wanted to post a boring life update at the beginning of September but my PC broke and I lost tons of stuff, including my programs (+ my printer) and the long text I wrote for that occasion (lucky you). I have this habit of not posting anything unless I have something “creative” (= stupid drawings) to share, so I ended up disappearing (again) from social media.

But I’m fine! I mean, I’m fine, now; last year was pretty tough because of work and I couldn’t even get a proper rest during summertime as I was busy with the move and – well, I’ve got to admit I didn’t have a great time back then. Unfortunately, I’m one of those people who don’t react well to changes (I remember crying because my parents changed furniture once XD) and it took me a while to get accustomed to my new accommodation. But, as I’ve already said, I’m fine now! I started a new job (in my old school! …which is…strange, as I hated my school XDDD) and I can’t wait to enjoy my winter holidays! I mean, the last time I was able to draw something was two months ago and only because I got sick TwT ;;;; and I started colouring them *now*!! It’s the same old story: I miss drawing and I wish I could be more productive, but every time I have a little free time I end up doing my housework or sleeping (or just working again). But I’d like to snap out of this attitude and just be more active even if I haven’t drawn anything! Not on a regular basis ofc, but, you know, from time to time…! Anyway, thank you again for your kind words 💖wishing you the best! ;w;

#thank you so much for sticking around #<333 #ask box

[percywinchester27]

*Waves nervously* Hey, guys! It’s me... back again :)

Firstly, thank you so much for the kind messages. You folks are some of the sweetest peeps around, no kidding. I actually did make a long post explaining everything about a month back, but tumblr being tumblr glitched and the post was lost forever to the tumblr abys when I hit ‘post.’ I didn’t have it in me then to rewrite the whole thing. The gist of it is:

1. My grandmother passed away (That bit everyone knows because it was the last post I made)

2. Two days after that, I decided to mess up my life even more and end a ten-year-old kind-of relationship. People who have been following me for a while now would know about it.

3. College life got really, really hard all of a sudden. The academic pressure, unnecessarily severe HOD and crushing work burden basically left me with no time to write or be here. 

4. This was my first time living by myself in a new city and I have no shame in admitting that I underestimated how much effort it is to keep yourself alive, pay the rent by yourself and adjust to living in a whole new city.

5. I got sick in the middle. Really sick. Lost 12 pounds kind of sick. It sucked.

Long story short, I feel like a different person from the one who posted the last chapter of ‘The New Mrs. Winchester.’ The girl who envisioned the story had fallen out of love long ago and clung to the series by making it a coping mechanism, to continue living in denial, afraid to spit out the words that would end the relationship. The reader in the series had a man who understood her trauma, and treated her the way she needed to be treated... and I didn’t have that in real life. The series had become an escape of sorts. But the more I wrote it, the more resentful I felt for what the reader had and what I didn’t. That’s never good, right? Starting to envy your own creation?

Then my grandmother passed. And you know that reckless self-destructive urge to wreck everything when even one thing goes wrong? Yeah, that’s what made me pick up the phone and end it. I did it by text because my voice wouldn’t hold and I couldn’t stop crying. I think I cried for hours in my tiny room. Then the next day I had to leave for a study trip so I didn’t even have the support of my friends... no shoulder to cry on. Back then, I thought I deserved to feel the pain, deserved to be alone and deal with it myself because I was hurting a good soul. It was a dark time. Everything seemed to be falling apart. 

In the end, he was quite nice about it, and we ended it like two mature people with nothing but best wishes for one another. I hope he is happy in the country he wants to make his home. 

It’s been five months since. I am doing so much better now. I have adjusted to the losses and recovered about ten pounds ;) I’ve also started seeing someone new. He’s very good to me :)

For the summer months, I’m back home. Agreed there’s a 45 hours a week internship, but I don’t have to fend for myself day in and day out. So, while there are no promises... I’ll do my best to get back to writing! I am hoping to get some of my writing inspiration back... So fingers crossed? ;)

If you’ve stuck around till here.... once again, thank you for not ditching my ass in the five months of radio silence. You guys are truly something.

Love always!

-Ana xoxo

#personal #hiatus end hopefully? #thank you so much for sticking around #y'all are awesome #about me

[vibingandsimping]

are there any plans to do bg3 matchups (or other matchups) again?

also, get better soon!! wishing you a speedy recovery from the med swap

Once I finish up this round! I believe there are… six more? People keep sending them in and I feel SO bad that I either have to respond and say they’re closed or scrap/ignore them til the matchups are open again.

I will post the last matchup and wait a few days before reopening it so I can post some other writing! To answer the question, yes, I do plan on reopening matchups. So glad you all like them! I know I don’t (typically) do them in the way I see is popular so I was shocked when everyone sent so many in.

Thank you so much for the sweet words. To update you all… the birth control seems to be working. It’s a little early to tell but my previous one made me chronically nauseous. This one hasn’t had any noticeable side effects! My prozac made me nauseous for the first week but after that it’s been good. I am starting to notice an uptake in my mood (minor but definitely noticeable to me) and I am waking up earlier! Symptoms of what I am being treated for have not become as present as before!

#my asks #anon asks #matchups #update #announcement #personal #seriously I love you all #thank you so much for sticking around #I know this has been surprisingly long but I have plans soon

[alexandergenesis]

:0 wow, Hi? Have a Jade

#Thank you so much for sticking around #Jade Harley #Homestuck #My Art

[mienar]

close-ups of a commission i did a while back! 🌱

instagram | shop | commission info

#artists on tumblr #animated illustration #animated gif #digital art #2d animation #backgrounds #environment art #environment illustration #myillust #cozy #rainy days #there were so many details in this commission that i rmb thinking to myself that they could be like b-rolls in a film heh #so i cropped it to 21:9 to get that ✨cinematic look✨ and it turned out so cool!! #i'm sorry for being so inactive for so long ;-; i really havent had the time to make new art #things are calming down for me now that i can get back to making more art #thank you so much for sticking around all this while ;; please know that i really appreciate it like really really really! #i hope you'll like this! :D

[crushing-on-nico-di-angelo]

you know the distance never made a difference to me.

@whimsybrain // @diabolicjoy // 10.6.21 — silas denver melvin (@sweatermuppet) // sue zhao // 亲爱的, 2021, @disasterzoo // @the-ghost-king // @1anonyymous1 // @fluffysheeps // mountain dew commercial disguised as a love poem, matthew olzmann // @jeichi // terms of endearment, silas denver melvin // unknown // on coming out to my mother as trans, joan angel // what mary magdalene said to the young transsexual, elle emerson (@transsextual ) after clint smith // unknown (angel to me), hozier

#ghost #i love you so much #i adore you #every day im more grateful than anything that you entered into my life #happy birthday (its not your birthday but this is why i made it) #i hope you know how much i love you. #thanks for sticking around. #i cant say enough how much i love you #and admire you #and think of you #mi vida my darling saint sebastian #the boy i have written over and over again in my siken book #my love. happy birthday.

[ryllen]

Look what came through the mail today! The letters & ( •̀ω•́ )σ 3 little gremlins from letterstoear.

Just wanna say i adore the flower stickers on the letters too much, they are that much worth mentioning.

#letterstoear #nui #twst #twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #malleus draconia #twst grim #mod posting #okay but i love squishing the bears with my thumb; they just have the right thickness to be pressed on #i really like the flower stickers; they look like romantically artistic wax seal #the letters are pleasantly nice #i love the part where cheka personally request for an audience with yuu thru sebek 🥺🥺🥹🥹 too cute hnggh ....... #sebek becoming our little mailman for our little invitation aw 🥹 for those who wanna know the context of the letter; #i requested a letter from sebek that he sent home while he was away accompanying malleus on other country duty #my other favorite part is just him simply opening the letter with 'My love' #i'm sealed 🥹 the first paragraph is written so sweetly #i enjoy reading the letter slowly outside in peaceful afternoon today; i ran it through together with sebek nui #this will be my treasured keepsake from now on 🥹; it seriously made me miss letters and wish i have someone to send this kind of letter to #it was a bit funny how the envelope sebek's letter came from is sticked with the guys from free! sticker fhsdsh 🤣😂 #and me with the white haired guy like WHo are u?? fsjdsdjsd (´つヮ⊂); but it's a really nice service #the thank you letter came with such a cute and yummy folding paper; thank you for the stickers too #i feel like there's a bit whoopsie on grim's winky eye fshfh like i think the sharpie just blurs the separating space '<' supposed to have #and just combine it all together into one angry eye; and sebek bear's eyes are just a little bigger than i expected it to be #but the more i look at them i think they are just having a little individuality & still cute #i embraced it all together while knowing the fact none of handmade thing would always be the same one with the other; hehe sebek nui has fr #i kinda forget that there's this kind of clip earring fshd; because i always get the ones that work like screw from aliexpress #i know that the literal clip one would just be literal meaning of pain fsh; just like the magnet one my father once got me when i was a kid #it was painful but pretty; tho i lost it quickly bcs magnet easily get loosed once one part of it moves around when u touch ur hair or face #anyhow i had a pleasant day because of this; thank you very much ! sebek nui said 'thank you' too! ‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. ❀ ✿ 𖤣…

[birdietrait]

JJ Cleary + Anya Katz (mini sim dump)

the happy couple from my attempt at the random legacy challenge (now deleted from my blog) <3 i would love to see them in your saves, so feel free to tag me if you want!

all cc included, one outfit for each category

don't claim as your own or put them behind a paywall

download here: google drive

#ts4 #ts4 download #ts4 sim download #ts4 sim dump #simblr #ts4 simblr #releasing them into the wild #i loved playing w these guys <33 hope you enjoy #and thank you so so much for 3.5k and for sticking around for a whole year 😭

[rainymoodlet]

oh, and an update on alsace? still confused 🦇

#ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 screenshots #ts4 vampires #ts4 challenge #ts4 legacy challenge #;tjolg3 #;tjol3 #sim: alsace #|| #he is so fuhschluggina’ handsome with his hair up hoo #i hope everyone is doing well!! thank you for the love on my new nsb 🥹 #its weird bouncing between so many gps but i’m freeing myself of the #story post pressure ocd 😂 #he’s just here… lookin’ gorgeous #but i think he’s a little more confused abt the fact that he’d really like #for rowan to stick around 👀 hmmm #maybe he’s not as much of a loner as he thought!! #and yes… that is moonpetal 👀 intriguing…

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Names revealed and returned. (context)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #red vs green saga #ouyang zizhen #jin ling #lan sizhui #lan jingyi #Nameless red disciple #*Tin can crumpling sounds* #[The Nameless Red Disciple] has forfeited their name. Ouyang Zizhen is green now. #Thank you to everyone who participated in the poll! Everyone campaigned very hard! I am glad to see the final result was rather close B'*) #Nameless red disciple is sticking around still but to a lesser extent. They need to go on a gender quest now #I hope most people saw the red vs green poll. Or else this is even more wild and wacky than intended #This comic changed so many times and I'm still not sure it's as funny as I hoped it would be...oh well. #Jin Ling may one day need to go on his own gender quest but thats many years in the future #for now JL is so out of the loop on everything. He is aware gay people exist and thats it #I was looking back at old comics and noticed that LSZ and LJY were frequently standing drawn very small in the bg reacting to things #so heres a little throwback to that era B*) #This fills in for the part where the juniors fight the living corpse hoard. So there's at least a sliver of canon timeline going on #We're getting so close to the end of season 1! In retrospect I have spent too much time on this arc *even with* cutting out several comics #it's all a learning process!

[bigshotautos]

Hello! I've been following your account for quite some time (since about very late 2021 I believe) and it's one of the main things that got me into Deltarune.

I finally got a tumblr acc and I just wanted to say that I absolutely adore your art, it's such a huge inspiration and really enjoy your content in general :)

I love your use of shapes and the backrounds, but my favourite part are the exaggerated expressions for sure

OHHHH THANK YOU THIS IS SO SWEET.... a fellow oldhead spamvil fan you've been hanging around the puppet and clown hangout porch a while now.

i ran out of doodles so i whipped one up. hope you have a good one!

#i didnt draw spamton screaming in terror in a while . #i have so much motivation to draw when i have to draw shit for christmas. #thank you so much for the ask and sticking around this long !!!! teehee. #asks #my art

[graveposting]

me when

me hwhen the------

the brainworms-

#i was thinking about fic ideas but this would have needed too much setup #writing a fic is a commitment you gotta stick around from the beginning to the end and #drawing the thing as one picture however is #uhhh #something something i really don't know man #just inject the gravecest straight into my veins already just fuck me up thank you #art by me #gravecest #coffincest #tcoaal #the coffin of andy and leyley #technically safe for work but let's be real here #not safe for life #how's that gun taste andy #did you realize that's what she meant when she said she'd blow your brains o- #what do you mean that's even better #oh wait i forgot to tag the characters too #ashley graves #andrew graves #this image was so powerful it had to be dithered or else it would have killed everyone who looks directly at it #nsft

[risestarkiss]

i just wanted to say i love all your ramblings, they really make me appreciate this show more even tho its little tidbits :')

Thank you...thank you SO MUCH! 😭💜

#answered asks #yes this show is amazing! #keep watching the show!!! #plus I have so much more content planned for you guys it's not even funny #LETS GOOOOOO! #thanks for sticking around 😭 #rise analysis #rottmnt analysis #rottmnt #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt2018 #tmnt 2k18 #tmnt 2018 #save rottmnt #unpause rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #save rise of the tmnt #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles

[b4kuch1n]

Hi! it's dember and some stuff has Happened and I am now in need of a buffer between now and lunar new year. so I'm opening for

digital ink commission

How this works is

comms will open for one hour at a time or until 5 pieces are in the queue, whichever condition comes later

I will edit and reblog this post when it opens or closes, so if you're not sure if I'm taking comms or not please click through to the original post to check!

I will take commissions via email to [email protected]; please include visual or textual references as well as your PayPal email in your inquiry.

a confirmation email will be sent out once your commission's added to the queue. I reserve the right to turn down any commission I receive (in which case I'll also tell you via email)

payment will be through PayPal - please wait for the invoice before paying - and made in full before I start on your commission.

there will be no sketch revision. please keep this in mind when preparing your references

UPDATE 30/12/2023: Commission closed! Thank you very much for the support!

#bakuspeech #commission #art commission #commission info #gods. this headache is Not one I anticipated. it'll be alright but we're gonna have to tough it out for a bit #hey if you send in a commission thank you very much. I hope you have a good day #once again it might take me a hot sec to get to ur comm bc 1/the queue might be long and 2/I am still bit shit from the flu #so I'm just gonna be. a bit slower than usual. sorry #anyways I'll get back to this in an hour and tally it up. thanks for sticking around thanks for hangin out if uve been hangin out

[blinkpen]

ftr i am still planning to GTFO this whole damn town, because my brother agrees that mom is just turning into grandma and i have NO interest in repeating the cycle, to ever truly heal and be free, i will have to cut myself off from her, but now that my brother has my back on the matter, i feel like i can put up with this and strategize properly/have more time to formulate a plan vs trying to form one on the fly While homeless/hotel n couch hopping, and like. i was ready to do that, and i am NOT unpacking that suitcase, it remains ready to Grab and Go in case i'm being too optimistic or if something Turns again

so any money people sent last night, don't worry, it is still going toward that, it's being set aside and will be used to get me wherever i end up going. once i have that figured out more exactly, then i'll feel like i can make a gofundme in good conscience.

#thank you all for sticking around #this is never an easy time of year for me and this family has So Much Going On current and in the past #but man this year was. well it was sure the 2023 equivalent of All That #fuck 2023 man

[sentientstump]

mindless

#i got 2.6k recently thank you all do much! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) #im all over the place recently so im glad yall are sticking around! #hylics #hylics 2 #somsnosa #wayne hylics #dedusmuln #pongorma