#that post keeps me up at night

[shiirotas]

POV: If Akira had told Touma she was pregnant with Mahiru

#servamp #touma taishi #taishi touma #akira shirota #shirota akira #mahiru shirota #mine #based on @yarrayora's one post #YOU KNOW THE ONE #that post keeps me up at night

[absolutelybatty]

Horror movie fans are so funny because you'll bring up the biggest actor who's in 10,000 iconic roles, and they'll go, "Oh, the guy from Blood Burger 4: Keep Flipping." and that's the only thing on their filmography that they've seen.

#i did not sleep more than a few houes last night because I keep trying to hack up a lung #also the power went out while i was typing th #oh its back #batty speaks #anyway this post is about me

[bixels]

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

#mlp #yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia. #yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show #but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!! #i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse #in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character #personal #delete later #unless you like this analysis stuff #i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did #cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her #mother and father as a teenager #i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased #but i'll put some in the tags #involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity #anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention #(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff #long post #regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at #a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up

[naturecalls111]

#black leg sanji #red leg zeff #one piece #comic #fanart #sanji vinsmoke #< the tag I use more often so just for easy navigation on my blog. #my dog of 17 years passed the other night and god knows I suck at processing things #I wanted a way to distract myself but I couldn’t Really distract myself so. #when I woke up after drawing this comic I hated how I wrote the end part #my brain was muddled so words weren’t coming to me the way I wanted it to #I was going to change it before posting it here but that feels… disingenuous. so I’m keeping it #my puppy’s name was Sunny. it’s silly of me but it makes me feel even closer to one piece now #anyway sorry for rambling #I miss my big baby

[daydreamerwonderkid]

Literally every "Talia Adopts Jason AU":

Bruce: YOU KIDNAPPED MY SON AND PUT HIM IN THE LAZARUS PIT-

Talia:

Ngl I do get a kick out of seeing this argument go down in this particular AU.

I also love how completely unapologetic Talia is every single fucking time. Shit's hysterical. I love it so much. She really just exudes "God forbid a woman do anything" energy and I love her for it.

#bruce wayne #talia al ghul #jason todd #talia adopts jason au #jason al ghul #batman shit post #batman shitpost #batman fanfic #batman fanfiction #dreamer queue #post edited for better formatting cause that shit keeps me up at night

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

come get yer juice (aka some 'stocks i never posted </3)

#throws this at you all and runs #IM WORKING ON NEW SCRIBBLES POST-UPDATE ITS JUST. SLOW GOING #spoons are gone you see! #wait actually. the repressed one i doodled last night #BUT OTHER THAN THAT ITS SLOW GOING #but ohhhhh im so ill. theyre so real. #before i was skeptical but the Evidence Is Stacking Up All Too Well. #might make a post about it bc there's. so much #scribble salad #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #ive been in the trenches for so long... so so long.... #AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BE HERE. #im still so insane about them yall dont even KNOW #by the time this posts i will be At and In My New Job #may these sillies keep me going through the day...

[ofbakerst]

when watson tells him he has to return to the hotel to console a dying englishwoman, & holmes knows this may be the last time they will see each other, his face softens into the slightest of wistful smiles, like he's seeing all the things he loves about watson, his kindness, bravery, loyalty, trust, and then he just turns to go! like he's already said his own secret little goodbye that watson doesn't know about & now it's time to move on to the next thing

#wrote this post in the middle of the night actually bc the thought of it was keeping me awake lol #had to persuade myself not to stay up & make the gif #whether anyone else even sees what i'm seeing idk #the final problem #gifs #said i was going to try not to get too sentimental but yk

[cloudemojie]

me when i have a really important exam coming up but my brain decides that mizuki akiyama

#project sekai #mizuki akiyama #prsk #pjsk #proseka #silly art tag #wow two drawing in one week creativity finally hit me again after 2 years of burn out #i as going to post this last night but tumblr keeps not showing my posts in the tags whats up with that #like i had to post this 3 times to work #they hate to see nonbinary lesbians winning #it looks kinda weird but it was only supposed to be a silly anatomy study #art

[katnissandpeetamellark]

Snowjanus Text Posts (I have more coming babies🖤)

#Snowjanus #Snowplinth #Snow x Plinth #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #TBOSAS #thg #the hunger games #hunger games #coriolanus snow #Sejanus Plinth #Sejanus x Coriolanus #Coriolanus x Sejanus #Their Dynamic keeps me up at night #Text post #Funny Text posts #Coryo I guess ISN'T exactly like his post but I just think he's a lonely loser. He just doesn't exactly realize it lol

[charrfie]

#im so sad it was such a good ask blog too but my mood has been so severely impacted by it i literally could not handle it anymore #big surprise your favorite character being put through constant and severe turmoil is emotionally damaging. who wouldve guessed #it makes me sad people are so fucking mean too :^( #<- in relation to some of the asks folks send in to guide stories along #like sure cute aggression yeah whatever but some of yall are straight up cruel for no reason. ill never understand it #i really wish i had the heart to keep following this blog bc its such a huge and beautiful passion project... but im sensitive:^( #even if its fictional #sorry to the mutual i had to break </3 wahhhh #late night personal posting. goodnight #laika originals #oh should i tag this as uhhh #vent #? kind of not really im just talking here

[mysticdevils]

HANNIBAL (2013) / SUCCESSION (2018)

#pls ignore how low quality these became dkfksnrrj #screaming crying throwing up #ITS THE HANNIGRAM TO TOMGREG PIPELINE IM TELLING YOU #hannibal #succession #hannibal lecter #will graham #tom wambsgans #greg hirsch #hannigram #tomgreg #keeps me up at night #they’re in love your honor #al posts things #if you know the owners of these pls lmk i’ll add it in the tags #will add more tags later #i always say that yet i never do it #just found this in my drafts #figured i’d share #nbc hannibal

[misspoetree]

[24/24]

❄❄ kp + text post advent calendar ❄❄

#kp + text post advent calendar #aaaaand that's a wrap! #keeping this calendar going till the very end was a struggle sometimes ngl but I had incredible fun coming up with something new every night #(sleep-deprived 1 a.m. me is so much funnier than regular me it hurts 😭) #and I'm really glad you guys had fun too <3333 #wishing you all happy holidays - I hope you can enjoy yourself! <3333 #kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche + text post #text post meme #userboots #ondreamytracks #vegas theerapanyakul #pete phongsakorn #pete saengtham #kinn theerapanyakul #porsche kittisawasd #porchay kittisawasd #tankhun theerapanyakul #kinnporsche arm #kinnporsche pol #kinnporsche yok #kinnporsche big #because the kinnporsche brain rot is still real

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

*sighs* precious baby version of night and his mentally drained brother/dad got me dropping everything for a quick doodle<333

au by @dreemurr-skelememer

#my art #utmv #resetmare #dream sans #nightmare sans #nightmare #dream #ughhh idk i don't like how any of these came out >:'D #i mean they're a lil rushed i guess- but eh it's good enough to post hhh #i wanted to add so many more scenes but goshh i need to keep up with my studies at this point before i fall behind HGFVG #sketching the first lil drawing made me think of myself as a kid nagging my parents with so many weirdly specific questions xD #that or night is probably talking dream's nonexistent ears off about a story he read or his crazy day playing with the animals outside- #man what an adorable and sweet kiddo! nothing is wrong with him or his imaginary monster friend :) <333 #(but seriously tho..dream is so sleep deprived he'd just chalk up seeing tentacles move around the house as hallucinations hh :'Dc) #augh i just love this concept (dadmare/dadream in general) so muchh like YESSS gimme more of the anxious angsty brother stories<3333

[fireflysongbirdperson]

#jewish voice for peace #free palestine #palestine #free gaza #save gaza #palestinian liberation #signal boost #social justice #stop apartheid in palestine #save the people of gaza #adding tags to your posts helps people find them #end settler colonialism #settler violence #social matters #social media #things that matter #things that keep me up at night #things that happened today #tumblr fypage #jews for palestine #jews for ceasefire #solidarity with palestinians #solidarity #genocide in gaza #gaza ground invasion #genocide in palestine #palestinian resilience #justice for palestinians #genocide joe #from the river to the sea palestine will be free

[pizzadatez]

listen idk how many people can relate to this but i can't stop thinking abt. f/os that are touchy without even realizing it.

like !!! they always have an arm slung around your shoulder , or a hand placed on your back , or sometimes their fingers will barely graze over you because your presence is just so magnetizing to them. whenever you sit next to them there's a slow shift as they lean into you, gradually, maybe snaking a hand over yours or settling their head against your arm ...

... but then the moment anyone calls attention to it they're confused. maybe they'll be hanging out with a colleague or you'll just bring it up in random conversation , but when someone points it out they have to pause and self-reflect. me ? touchy ?? what are you talking about. when did this happen. (as if they haven't been non-stop holding your hand for the past 30 minutes)

#self ship #self shipping #fictional other #selfship #selfshipnet #━━━━━━━ #| ☁️ posts #| 💭 imagines #| 💙 silly central #━━━‌━━━━ #i think i talked about this in the tags of one of my reblogs but #i havent seen any imagines like this so i figured i'd share the love hebhbhbhebhehbehbe #because oh my god this keeps me up at night IN A GOOD WAY. BUT THIS KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT #this is mostly abt h.utz because im Actually insane and also he's very casually touchy in the show so. it checks out bshehesehseghesehseheh #but i can't use his tag because im UNCREATIVE. AND HIS TAG IS JUST HIS NAME. but im not letting this appear when you search his name #maybe one day i'll revamp my f/o tags ...lol

[pansylair]

symbiosis

#ok one more post for the night #made up this creature in 9th grade haha #called a hungi and its a polar omnivore #it was for a project and i think the teacher liked it so much he asked to keep it for an example #good job 14yo me