hey. have you all heard about this. they’re making a squid game reality tv show. like an actual squid games. have you heard about that. did you hear about amazon also planning a disco elysium tv series, and a life is strange tv series? of course we already have rings of power and then over on HBO we have the last of us and then wherever that shit halo show is streaming. and don’t forget all the star wars spin offs whose taglines are “the revolution will be televised” while being streamed by one of the worst media companies of all time who uses their billions of dollars to support bigots in the government and create military propaganda. have you heard about the booktok industry plant? have you heard about that author who gets their agent to spoon-feed them tropes so they can write the most soulless, bland fanfic that they can then repackage as a YA novel (she’s a new york times best-selling author btw) have you heard about all of that?
the creative industry is so discouraging right now. sometimes i really struggle to find any motivation at all when i see the way certain stories are treated - completely bastardized, milked for all their worth (and then beaten like a dead horse just for good measure) or otherwise you have creators that clearly could not care less, nothing but a cash grab with a pretty coat of paint, usually piggybacking off of trends or just using a pre-existing media (because then you already have a pre-existing fanbase. easy money!) and i’m not going to pretend like i understand how all of it works, what the process is from book/game to movie deal to netflix show but i will say i hate that this is the “goal” now, that this seems to be the expectation with so much art these days, whether the creator wants it or not.
it’s all just so... bleak.
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Last AU WIP of the week!!
This is gonna be one of the most difficult frames to finish lmao
Also the quality is extra crusty but that's okay/silly
[More rambles undercut]
Long story short this thing has prespective and BGs since I barely do both and it's good to practice, but on the downside it's gonna be taking a long long time to do (tldr I re-sketched the panel to make linearting easier)
Finished 1/6 panels so far tho!!!
The others are simplier other than the first two so I should take as much!!
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Nah nah nah, Shadowheart is a woodland girl and then she became a Fundie before cutting off her. bangs and being an Ex-Fundie.
Lae’zel meanwhile? Working woman, traveling across the planes, a professional and worldly.
Clearly, Lae’zel is the Big City Buisness woman who’s car tragically breaks down in small hallmark town were local town girl who can recite the bible from memory suddenly discovers that shes a Lesbian
I can get down with fundie/ex-fundie Shadowheart, it wouldn't really be Shadowheart without a bit of religious trauma now would it
Big city Lae'zel on the other hand? I can def see the vibe, its not my vibe, but I can see it none the less
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hey tlou fandom i have a psa. guys. as a mental health worker who serves many ppl whove committed violent crimes the way u talk about joel's violent side is very fucking weird. i am seeing people say that what kept living after his attempt on his own life wasn't really joel, saying that he doesn't care about the world, that he's heartless except for ellie. u guys got the wrong fucking message out of this show. the message is not that joel lost his ability to be a good guy after sarah died and therefor he did violent things to survive. the point is that joel is just a person who witnessed a horrible thing that made him try very hard to turn off the part of him thats a good person, and did violent things to survive and those things hurt him now. it is not that ellie is the only thing he is capable of caring about because he just needs a daughter. its that ellie allows, encourages, & requires the caring and good parts of him to resurface while still recognizing the bad parts. she allows him to hold the dichotomy because she requires that he is caring to her and violent to those who want to hurt her and that allows him to accept the contrast within himself.
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(repost) [the astrology of pedro pascal] - hard moon aspects (major) | moon opposite saturn
hey y’all! in this series we’ll be covering major hard/challenging aspects (squares and oppositions) to pedro’s moon. minor challenging aspects to his moon (semi-squares/sesquiquadrates and semi-sextiles/inconjunctions) will be covered in an upcoming series, as well as the rest of the major and minor aspects to the rest of his planets, and asteroids in his chart! i also want to note that when it comes to these aspects, they have to be examined through the lens of the entire chart, as they’re influenced by a myriad of factors within it.
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moon opposite saturn (within 9.0°)
with the opposition, there is a polarity between the planetary bodies and they are at odds with one another. the moon represents our subconscious feelings, our feminine (light/yin) sides, how we show up emotionally, how we crave nurturement, as well as our home and familial dynamics. it’s also indicative of our mother/maternal figures, our relationships to them, and how we perceive them to love and nurture us. saturn is representative of long-term goals, how we approach those goals, and more specifically the restriction and difficulty we face in meeting these goals. most often you’ll hear saturn referred to as the “teacher” or the “father” of the planetary bodies, it is the “bar” you set for yourself.
moon opposite saturn is one of the most difficult aspects in astrology. there’s an internal struggle to find harmony between one’s emotional needs and their responsibilities. for those with this placement, they crave fulfilling and nourishing relationships, but there seems to be various obstacles between themselves and feeling loved and valued. they crave affirmation and seek validation from others, and can feel isolated or lonely when they aren’t receiving it. they may find it difficult to express or share their feelings, and could be perceived by others to be emotionally aloof or distant. softer aspects in their charts will be their saving grace, as those with this aspect can feel pessimistic and overly-pragmatic too often.
as with all moon aspects, the connection to the mother/maternal figure will play a crucial role in how an individual approaches relationships in adulthood. in the context of the moon opposite saturn, the father may also play a role as saturn represents the father/paternal figure. the parents/guardians may have been authoritarian, demanding, cold, distant, struggled with illness, or were absent in some way shape or form. this can also manifest as the parents/guardians being at odds with one another. there could have also been an authority figure or teacher who held high expectations that the native may have felt they could never measure up to. these standards tend to be something they carry with them as they age, they may seek validation from those in authoritative positions, all while loathing the way they feel constricted by them. they can be over-workers, and can be overly critical of themselves and their own work ethic as a result. this could also simply manifest as feeling self-reliant or unsupported as a child.
depending on the level of emotional support these natives were granted in their childhood, they will either maintain healthy, productive relationships in adulthood, or stagnant, difficult relationships instead. in their youth, they may have been hindered emotionally or struggled to express themselves in a childlike manner, resulting in fears of rejection or abandonment. their partners could find that they encounter wall after wall when attempting to emotionally engage with these individuals. they may avoid being vulnerable as a means to maintain a sense of “authority” in their relationships.
their saturnian traits tend to manifest in these relationships, they could expect their partners (and loved ones in general) to be just as self-reliant as they are, or they could attempt to control them under the guise of “knowing what’s best for them.” this approach will often lead them to limiting themselves from new opportunities and connections, and there should be effort taken to maintain an equal amount of give-and-take in their relationships.
they must evolve past their fears of growing close to others. they may find that it’s easier for them to connect with people who are much older than them or much younger. this is an aspect that tends to get easier with age, so long as they’re putting in conscious work towards healing. those with this aspect would benefit from therapy and self-help practices. eventually, they will grow to become more secure in opening up to others, and find the balance between their drive for success and need for stability and comfort, leading to emotional liberation. these natives are extremely determined people, and have immense drive to accomplish their goals despite whatever roadblocks or barriers they may face.
as always, if anyone has any of the placements or aspects mentioned in this post i’d love to hear how it personally manifests in your own life and how it impacts your personality, or if anyone has anything to add in general feel free to reach out and let me know!
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