#the meds.... my everything

[shegananigans]

everything stays... but it still changes

#wc #warrior cats #thunderclan #yellowfang #cinderpelt #leafpool #hollyleaf #jayfeather #alderheart #flipclaw #the meds.... my everything #mine #fanart #oodles of doodles #spotted didn't get in because she died too early to teach anyone anything :pensive:

[foreveretherealseviltwin]

Stobin Appreciation Week 2023 by @dailystobin!!!

Day 4 : songs/lyrics/poems 🤍

spongebob // The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket // A little life, Hanya Yanagihara // Ribs, Lorde // Normal People, Sally Rooney // Frog and Toad, Arnold Lobel // Stuck with me, The Neighborhood // Just Kids, Patti Smith // (pic) Troy and Abed (quo.) Winnie the Pooh by @/catbandits // Ryan O’Connell // Written on the body, Jeanette Winterson // Trista Mateer // Smoke Signals, Phoebe Bridgers // Grief Lessons: Four Plays by Euripides, Anne Carson

#med school has been quite literally kicking my ass and I can’t bleieve I forgot about stobin week! #I’m so sorry thsi is late admin skdnfkdjkfjc #ANYWAY created a whole ass web weaving post for da besties😭 #i love them so much forever. youre everything to me platonic soulmates🥺🥹 #thank you so much for hosting this WE ALWAYS NEED MORE STOBIN CONTENT!!!!!!!! #stobinweek2023 #stranger things #steve harrington #robin buckley #stobin #platonic with a capital p #platonic stobin #web weaving #*mine

[ashinaisshin]

Sunlight Altar

#dark souls #dark souls remastered #gamingedit #dailygaming #solaire of astora #dsedit #ds1edit #edit:gif #edit:all #changing to light armor made everything 200% better #maybe its bc im coming from newer fs games but the med roll in dsr just doesn't do it man #why did i only realize this 2/3 of my way through the game

[virusmeds]

school Halloween party but they cosplay as the Breaking Bad cast

some clones watched the show and some have no fucking clue whats going on and were forced by the others to get in the costumes loll

never let me enjoy 2 things at the same time cuz you get insane stuff like this

other silly memes under the cut vvv

#clone high #clone high reboot #clone high season 2 #clone high fanart #clone high gandhi #clone high topher #clone high abe #clone high joan #clone high cleo #clone high harriet tubman #clone high confucius #breaking bad #me when 2 interests consume my brain an the saem time (everything connects soemhow) #topher bus #meds art

[crybaby-bkg]

cw: Bakugou dies but comes back to life, “comes back wrong” trope, implied fighting, angst

When Bakugou died, you’re not sure how you went on living. Grief had taken over your life, sat you in the passenger side while it cruised off the highway into icy waters. And even then, you couldn’t find the energy to drown.

It’s why there’s a sudden uptick of energy when you’re promised to have him back. Some top scientists contact you months after his death, tell you to hurry down to the headquarters labs, come and rejoice for what you’re about to witness. And you’re horrified, to say the least.

“This isn’t my husband.” Are your first words when you walk in, watch the figure on the other side of the glass examine its own hands. It looks like your husband but—but his hair isn’t the right shade of blond all over. His nose bridge had a slight bump after a scuffle with a villain. He had a scar on his hand but—but it never looked like it was to sew a pinky beside the other fingers.

“Is that really my husband?” You ask next in disbelief, slowly entering the room. Bakugou’s head snaps up, his eyes a little brighter than you remember but—they hold so much emotion. So much memory, so much panic, so much guilt.

“I left you.” He mutters, his voice raspy and ragged, and you wonder if it’ll always be like this now. It makes you cry a little harder than it should, but you only embrace each other. He’s cold and his shoulders don’t hold the same mass and his back doesn’t carry the same scars. There’s one, jagged and rough, running down his back, and you think, you think that’s where they slipped a new spine in.

“Welcome back home.” You tell him, weeks after meeting him again, new and not totally—Katsuki. He’s stiff and he doesn’t immediately take off his boots when he enters, and it worries you. Makes you think if you’ve just let a stranger into your home, one that has stolen your dead husbands face. Makes you wonder if he’ll be as loving as Katsuki once was, or if he’ll become your monster looming over you with the guilt of not being able to rest anymore.

“I’ve missed you so much.” You whisper against his mouth one night, a little while after he’s moved back. You don’t know why you lay under him, why you let him nestle himself inside of you, why you let him hold you against his chest. Katsuki always ran his hands over your cheeks and neck whenever he held you like this, but this…man, only holds himself up with his hands resting beside your head. It’s alien, how he looks at you, how his hips are methodically measured with every thrust, how he kisses you every 8 seconds. You wonder if he’s more robot than Frankenstein monster.

“Why did you come back to me like this?” You ask him one night, barricaded in the bathroom away from him. You can hear his sobs on the other side, his pleading to be let in. He tells you he never wanted to come back if he had to be like this, that he’s sorry, please let him in, he misses the warmth of your skin, he’s never been so cold before, he’s never liked the cold.

“Is this considered cheating?” You ask yourself aloud one night, when Bakugou is forced back to the lab when he becomes too…un-Bakugou. To sleep with a man that is your husband in every way but? Your husband has been dead for a year now, and yet you stroke the chin of the man that tries so hard to be him everyday, but fails so miserably at it every time.

“I’ll come back to you right this time.” Bakugou promises to you when he’s strapped down to leave for the lab and before he’s sedated. But you don’t believe him—you never did. Your husband is dead, and this animated corpse has been nothing but a cheap mockery of everything you’ve lost and something you will never truly get back.

#I was writing this and then checked my dash and saw another post about this #and felt so guilty and almost didn’t post it aidjdkfj #but I love this trope too much to delete it!!!!! #I’ve written about this in my published book before and it’s one of my favorite things I’ve ever written #there’s just such a deep heartache about having to grieve someone #and then the grieving process being interrupted by the one you lost #and battling with their death even though you still look at them everyday again #but it’s just not right?? it’s not the same?? #they have the same face (kinda) but it’s truly not hem #not them* heck #it reminds me of a convo I had in a psych class about making a new cloned version of yourself #where the question was ‘is the clone/new version still you? or are they an entirely new person now?’ #and at first I said they’re still me you know? they have my face n body n memories #but my prof told me no!! after they have been cloned they are sentient and are now their own person making new memories apart from you #and I thought that was soooo interesting and it makes me fall in love w this trope every time #you’re my person but only a version. you’re who I love but a newer person. you’re not them. you’re everything I’ve missed about them #so heartbreaking I LOVE ITTTT #sorry I’m rapping it’s the sleep meds kicking in #okay bai #bakugou treats! 🍬 #—new treat in the streets! 🍫

[harrykim]

It's strange, thinking there's a piece of your life you don't know anything about.

7.11 Shattered | ID in ALT

#voyedit #star trek #trekedit #voyager #star trek voyager #chakotay #kathryn janeway #chakotay x janeway #med #edit #theyre my everything. #heart and hands

[puppyeared]

adhd is when you shoot for the moon but you forgot the rocket fuel and by the time you realize it everyones already on the moon and then you panic and crash into the sun and it explodes

#my meds stopped working and i didnt know thats something that can fucking happen apparently??? #like i knew eventually my body can get used to medicine that the effect kind of dulls but for some reason this time around i thought #that my body just decided to become lazier since the meds were already working anyway. cuz thats the thing as soon as smth is made #easier for me even if its the thing thats supposed to make the disability less disabling i get too relaxed and end up fucking up anyway #so i assumed my fucking cells worked the same way LMAO. they still technically work like i can feel my energy spike when it kicks in #but everything else like focus and memory went down and i thought oh so its just a me problem then. my habits are getting worse #even though ive been doing everything the same like setting reminders checking my schedule. hell ive been setting MORE reminders #to make up for the memory thing and i didnt even realize i just knew i had to compensate since it feels like my memory is getting #worse again. and i only figured this out bc my brother showed me an icecreamsandwich video with him talking about the EXACT FUCKING #THING IM GOING THRU WORD FOR WORD #i have to bring this up with my doctor next week so maybe i have to take different meds. i wonder if this will be a recurring thing #i guess one thing that hasnt changed is that im still slow as hell and stuff only comes to me 5 hours after the fact #its 6 in the morning and i only JUST realized that the word froyo is probably short for frozen yogurt #yapping #adhd

[sihtricfedaraaahvicius]

Take me.

Note: a tiny little story to help with the drought😮‍💨

Warnings: 18+! fluff/smut.

pairing: Sihtric x you (f)

summary: you and Sihtric were reunited after a battle. 

wordcount: 653

Masterlist

Sihtric's mismatched eyes were glazed over. His lips curled into a dazed smile while his rough, warm hands wandered your bare skin as you laid underneath him. His body weight pleasantly pressed onto you as he was positioned between your thighs. His hair was dishevelled, after your fingers had tugged his braids when you felt the warmth of his lips onto yours, kissing you intensely and deeply until he had you undressed and picked up in his arms, carrying you to the bed.

The warrior had missed you, his wife, immensely when he had been away to fight what would be unbeknownst to you both his last battle, for peace was within close range. As soon as he had returned home on horseback and his eyes had landed on you in the cheering crowd, he dismounted and allowed you to leap into his arms. You had buried your face in his neck and your fingers curled around his leather armour. Sihtric; your husband, your sanctuary and the keeper of your heart had returned to you without any grave injuries, and no more time was wasted. No words were spoken for your eyes told each other everything one needed to know, and your lips immediately locked into a fiery kiss, pouring out the happiness and relief of being reunited again.

And now Sihtric gazed down into your eyes as he was on top of you, unclothed and scarcely covered by the warm furs. His hot, ragged breath feelable on your face while his tattooed fingers tenderly brushed over your warm cheeks. He then leaned in and kissed softly underneath your ear, his tongue stroking your skin in between teasing kisses and kittenish nibbles, dragging his lips down to your pulse point. Your breath hitched when he sank his teeth delicately in your neck, marking you with his endless love while he teased your folds with his arousal, readying you to take him after being separated for far too long.

His growls sounded low and heavy in your ear, making you tremble with anticipation and desperate to feel him inside you and to be as close as you can possibly be, never wanting to let him leave you ever again. You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his neck, inhaling his earthly scent as he lifted your leg and hooked it around his waist.

'I missed you,' he breathed in your ear and bit the soft skin.

'And I missed you,' you murmured against his shoulder, 'I love you.'

'I love you more,' Sihtric whispered, to which you softly protested.

He chuckled in your ear, and you gasped when he abruptly sheathed inside you and kept still, wanting to feel your walls clench around him. You mewled, desperately, begging him to move. But Sihtric took pleasure in hearing you beg for him and he wanted to hear more before he would give you what you wanted.

'Please, Sihtric,' you rasped, 'give me more.'

'More?' he laughed quietly, his lips grazing your ear as he spoke while he moved with slow, deep strokes, 'you want more?' he murmured.

'Please,' you begged and clawed his muscular back.

'Please,' Sihtric mocked, lovingly, 'you're so sweet when you beg for me,' he whispered and pushed hard inside you.

He stilled inside you again and hummed softly, watching you with a satisfied grin as you almost cried out for him.

'So beautiful,' Sihtric whispered, smiling, and he pecked your lips, 'so desperate for me,' he kissed your lips again, then grabbed your chin and his eyes darkened, 'I will give you more, my love,' his voice soft and playfully threatening, 'but I don't want to hear you whine that it's too much. I know you can handle me,' he murmured against your lips and chuckled again, 'mhm, and you will take me all the way, like the good and devoted wife that you are for me.'

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#i had a shitty day and a weird mental week #i am going to rearrange my furniture now before i go insane #this may be the only fic i'll post until next week #i'm really struggling atm no matter how badly i want to write.. it's just not working out #surprised i managed to get this written tbh #anyway #sihtric kjartansson #the last kingdom #tlk #sihtric #sihtric x you #sihtric x reader #the last kingdom fic #sihtric fic #idk what the planets are doing rn but can they stop making me feel awful and hating everything i write #and can my adhd demon stop lurking bc i am exhausted. it's that time were even my meds are not working well enough at moments #maybe i need a break #maybe i need a good [censored] #who knows #just make it stop i beg 🥲 #and also those posts that are going around again about reblogs vs likes??? #yeah that's a real mood #part of my struggle atm is hugely influenced by the lack of interaction lately and i hate that it affects me #i just really feel like my writing is shit lately and am constantly comparing it to others #not to be a cry baby lmao i'm just *deep sigh* feel like i'm losing it?????

[rileyclaw]

@marichatmay day 14: movie date

#they did in FACT do everything wrong #write what crimes you think they did to deserve being banned from a parisian cinema #marichatmay2022 #marichat #chat noir #my art #marinette dupain cheng #miraculous ladybug #ml #i have barely drawn this week my drawing muscles are Weakened #i spent the whole week on meds and ASLEEP

[orpheuslament]

hiii my family is really struggling rn why dont you check my store & get urself smth cool

#my mother hasnt gotten paid in two months & im leaving for canada in like three weeks so everything i make goes to either groceries or #stuff i need for my trip. i also need to buy my meds + hormones but that can wait ig #dante.txt #hannibal #tagamemnon #joan of arc

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #knife kirby #knives #kirby makes stuff #cursed image #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #y'all I was well enough to cut out the rest of the extra stickers that have been sitting on my desk since january. #I'll probably be listing the leftover stickers and prints from kirb2k on kofi tomorrow <3 #I'd only meant to do it 3 entire months ago :v #like I cannot fully convey just how incredibly ill I've been. #(I have a lot of extra stickers cuz I ordered 2 sheets of 14 individuals and they sent me 5 sheets for some reason I think) #also his eyes are weird cuz I just got a new bootleg kirby in the mail and he was even more jank than the product photos promised :D #(everything else I ordered has been as pictured so far so best possible outcomes all around lol) #honestly kinda mad that improving my condition was This Friggin Easy tbh #although thank god it has finally improved. #like the med we raised is available otc and I absolutely could've raised the dose myself if I wasn't too sick to think. #(we are still adding another med once the pharmacy fills the new prescription but even this is. night and day.)

[httpiastri]

guys??

are we not FREAKING OUT rn??????

#time to learn about fe i guess #this is so freaking cooool im??? #im so happy for him :((((( he deserves this so much #everything's going so well after he left mercedes 😭😭 lmao i love it #and the berlin weekend is one of the few when i have nothing planned ??? so ill be able to watch 😁😁😁😁 #my dad will hate this pic of him tho #also crazy how hes gonna be teammates with a new swede 🥺🥺🥺 it's a sign #(of what idk) #men också lol SÅKLART har grabben en bild med en biltemakörv-hatt i sin sommar-dump från förra året #ikoniskt #jag må vara en dålig svenne men jag kände lowkey inte igen honom 🙃 #men så kuuuul #paul aron #f2 #formula e #fe #formula two #formula 2

[actualredleader]

I hate having to ask for this, but it's not for me. It's for my baby Morris. On Sunday night, he had to be rushed to the emergency vet and was found to have 3 slipped lumbar discs leading to him being unable to use his back legs. We were sent home with steroids and pain killers, told to give him crate rest and monitor him. The following Tuesday night, his condition worsened. We returned to the emergency vet was were given 5 more medications. We are currently unable to afford any transfers to the animal hospital, and were told to keep him on his meds and monitor closely at home for any signs of improvement. If he worsens, then we will have to see a neurologist to discuss surgery and possibly putting him down.

I've owned Morris since I was 16. He's been with me through everything. He's been my constant through loved ones deaths, near homelessness, abuse, assault, and other traumas. I don't want to just give up on him. He's my baby. He still has a fight in him. I've started a GoFundMe to try to raise any money to cover estimated cost for surgery and treatment for him. ALL funds will we going towards helping him get better and recover. Please please please help us out, I can't lose my cat. Anything is appreciated, even if it's just sharing this around.

#gofundme #fundraiser #cats #cat #animals #vet #tord talks #emergency #urgent #help needed #boost #idk what to all tag here but please please help us i cant lose my baby #anything counts its just rough and ive already spent everything i have to get him seen and his meds

[astriiformes]

Feeling a distinct "please clap" emotion after doing over 100 pages of reading today along with helping Scribe complete a thick packet of surprise disability paperwork, attending class earlier this morning, and renewing various prescriptions, all on maybe 4 or 5 hours of actual sleep and while only partially medicated.

(Also we still don't have a kitchen, but that's an ongoing crisis)

#and i still have to write an essay prospectus and ideally also a short reading response tonight #but i have my meds for tomorrow at least. so that's good #everything one step at a time i suppose

[having-conniptions]

Trying to put my feelings for Tommy Kinard into a post but all I can manage to put into words is AAAAAAAAAARGHHH and PLEASE and THANK YOU and then AAAAAAAAAARGHHH again

#im over here like marry me destroy me hold me gently throw me around smile at me just once please or give me that intense stare #i want to explode into stardust #i swear if i get adhd meds and they make me feel stuff less intensely i dont want them #bc my brain is so deliciously stimulated by everything thats going on up in there rn #911 abc #911 spoilers #bucktommy #tommy kinard

[sergle]

had to go to the vet today bc Theo (cat) has a HUGE fuckin cyst on his neck (pastulio), also had to fix someone's commission, also had to call my doc to try and get my meds refilled and he didn't answer the phone and is probably too technologically incompetent to ever call me back so I'll have to try again, also we all struck out getting a personal loan to pay for the kia engine eaeaauUUHhhh

#sergle.txt #keep my money up... keep my pussy up....... #it's good everything is good. i'm normal. i sit at my desk very straight and do work and my heart doesn't race with panic #I SURE COULD USE SOME FUCKIN. MEDS. THAT HELP WITH PANIC ATTACKS. #FUNNY HOW THAT WORKS..... #if his stupid italian ass could just answer the phone... #edit: Theo is going to be just fine though don't worry about mr. theo