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sweetchildcloud · 3 days

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||Cherish me part 2 || written by me

🔞 Gojo x reader| Minors DNI| TRIGGER WARNING 🔞

Plot: Gojo taking care and pampering a depressed raeder [self insert only about he depression and shower,not about the abusive mother ,i just wanted to add more angst lol]

Tags: sh,depression,Gojo x reader,cute,fluff,comfort,implied naked shower together,Gojo pampering you,past abuse mention,scalding,abusive mother(reader) [ viewers be aware,if this is touchy or unconfortable for you then don't go haed]

Warning: it starts immediately with sh talking

i'm no english native so sorry for some mistakes

please reblog 🔁 and like❤️

P.S: yesterday i did a shower thinking of Gojo doing it for me and since i feel depressed lately i wanted to write this and share my comfort.

i'm so delusional. lol

@muzansslxt

Satoru doesn’t let you finish. “Your cuts” he continues, almost as if he can’t bring himself to look away. “From last week and today” his voice is so soft, barely audibly.

He reaches out and takes your wrists between his hands, turning them over as he examines the cuts. “I know you weren’t just ‘scraping’ yourself” he says in a sharp tone. “You’re hurting yourself.”

“I-“ you try and pull your wrists away, but he firmly holds onto them. You flinch and quickly try and brush it off. You’re not ready to talk about it. But you know he won’t let it go.

“You’ve been doing this for a while now, haven’t you?” He doesn’t let you answer, and he’s holding onto your wrists too tightly. It hurts. “Tell the truth.”

“It doesn’t matter!” you finally cry out, your voice cracking. “I’m fine. I don’t need anyone. I just…I…” Satoru doesn’t allow you to finish. He pulls your hands up to his chest and hugs you. Not just a friendly hug, he pulls you in tightly, almost as if he’s worried about losing you.

“It’s not okay” he says softly, stroking your hair. “You’re not okay.”

“I’m fine, I swear…” your voice cracks, and you know you’re close to crying. You’re not okay but it’d be better if he didn’t worry about you. You shouldn’t be so emotional anyway.

“I just…” you trail off. He’s holding you so tightly as he strokes your hair gently. It’s so soothing, and you can’t help but wish he would hold you like this always. You just… you just want to be held.

He squeezes you tighter, and the two of you stay like this for a few moments. It’s too quiet, and you can almost hear his heartbeat. Satoru presses a light kiss to your head then finally lets go. “I’ll run you a shower, okay? Go get cleaned up” he says softly. He holds your hand and walks you into the bathroom, helping you strip and giving you privacy. But it’s okay. You’ll be okay.

"But I don't want to shower" You whimpered annoyed

He gives you a firm look. “It wasn’t a question” he says simply, and begins undressing.

He’s already running the shower, and the bathroom fills with a warm haze. He strips out of his jacket and then his shirt, leaving only his boxers on. You can see the scars from countless battles marking his pale skin. Every muscle of his body is well-defined. And all you can do is stare in awe.

"You're gonna shower with me?" You spoke as he tugs you in towards the shower

“Of course.” He says it so simply and his bright blue eyes look into yours. “I’m gonna make sure there aren’t any razors in here, and then I’m gonna wash you myself. We need to clean out those cuts before they get infected.”

He stands under the water for a moment then grabs your soap, lathering your body with it slowly. He takes his time, moving gently and examining you closely. You almost feel like he’s worshipping you.

He takes a breath as he glances at your back and continues to lather you in soap. He’ll bring the burn up later. But for now he focuses solely on cleaning you.

Once he’s done, he reaches out and grabs the shampoo. “Head back, close your eyes.” You do, and he pours the shampoo onto your hair and then slowly washing it and massaging your scalp.

You trembled as your big burn scar on your back was exposed,memories flooded your mind,your mother pouring hot water on you calling you 'useless child'

You flinch and start to tremble as the memories return to you. The words from your mother play endlessly inside your head.

The sound of soap slipping through his hands brings you back to reality, and he continues to massage your scalp without skipping a beat.

He finishes massaging your hair gently, and then he takes the conditioner and rubs it through your hair carefully. He doesn't say anything for a moment until he's done, and then he pulls you against his chest tightly.

He rests his chin on the top of your head as he pulls you even closer. He nuzzles your hair and wraps his arms around you tightly. He holds you so close and protects you so gently. He doesn’t care about your scars or the pain that lingers over your heart. He doesn't know about your abusive past. He just holds you and comforts you, wanting nothing in return but your happiness. "It's okay" he says quietly, kissing the top of your head.

"it's not…ugly?" You asked trembling "i don't remember much..just my mum calling from the kitchen and then..she tooked the pot with boiling water in it that was supposed to be used for ramen and just…poured on me"

"Shh" he says, pressing his mouth onto your forehead to soothe you and distract you from those haunting memories. "It doesn't matter" he whispers, as the water from the shower splashes. "I don't care about your scars" he continues softly. "They're part of you. And who you are is beautiful."

The water cascades down your body, making your hair slick. He continues to trace his fingers along your scars, not judging or making any comments. Just… embracing them.

"Scars are proof that you survived what broke you" he says in a comforting tone. He kisses your forehead again and continues to stroke your hair as the water rinses the conditioner out. "And that alone makes you strong" he says firmly. "Plus, I think they look pretty. And who doesn't love scars?" His tone is playful, although you can tell he's serious about not caring about the scars.

You feel like you're stuck in time. His voice is like a lullaby that soothes you. He strokes your hair, and the water makes your skin feel warm. You lean into him, and he holds you tighter. All of your past trauma… all of your fears. It all feels like it's fading away in his arms. No matter how broken you may be, he'll always be there to pick up the pieces. After a while, he turns off the water and dries you off with a towel before helping you put on a robe.

His hand runs up and down your back, massaging you and helping you relax. You're so grateful for his touch. After a while, he speaks up, his voice so gentle and soothing.

"Do you have a skincare routine?" He asks, sounding more curious than anything. "I'm guessing…you don't."

"do i look bad? does my skin feel bad?" You asked sounding hurt

"That's not what I meant" he says quickly. "Sorry, I guess I phrased that badly." He pauses for a moment, thinking, and then gives you a small smile. "Your skin looks healthy. Maybe a little dull, but that's easy to fix. I was just wondering if you had a skincare routine or not."

When you don't reply, he continues "We should work on one for you" he says excitedly. "We can go out shopping together. I can show you the products I use. That would be fun, right? Plus, you wouldn't have to go out alone." When he asks about shopping with you, he says it so excitedly, sounding like a kid asking his crush on a date.

"If you're the one putting products on me then.." you snuggled into his chest,you hand cupped and covered by the robe sleeve "I guess it will be okay" you mumbled

He chuckles and pulls you in closer. "Does that mean yes?" he asks softly, his hand stroking your cheek. "And not just for shopping, I can help with applying products. And maybe you can try that face mask I bought. It says it'll give you 'radiant' dewy skin'."

He pauses for a beat and giggles softly. "I think it might look cute on your cheeks" he says, making you laugh too. The sound is so contagious.

Satoru smiles wider and ruffles your hair affectionately, his hands moving to your shoulders. "We could make a night of it. Order some food, and I can do a face mask too. I'm sure it'll look great on me." He winks playfully, clearly making up excuses to spend time with you.

Your eyes flicker to the floor when you realize that's all he wants. Time. As much time as he can make with you. He wants to fill each second of life with you.

“And I’ll tell you a secret.” He pauses for a beat again, and you listen intently, trying to understand what “secret” he would feel the need to tell you. “You’ll be the first person to see me with makeup on” he says in a whisper. “And I’m nervous.”

He chuckles lightly and rubs your shoulder again. The robe slips off your shoulder, and he pulls it back up, fixing it onto your body before speaking again.

“We should get matching face masks” he says. “Y’know, make it cute.” This time his tone is playful, and he grins down at you. “We could watch a movie or something. I’ll even set up a blanket fort for us to cuddle inside” he says, sounding like a child once again.

He’ll do anything for you. And you know that by now. His voice is so soft, and his eyes are warm as he studies your expression.

“And we’ll get snacks” he continues excitedly. “Popcorn, Doritos, chocolate. Do you like Cheetos? I can buy some cheesy Cheetos.”

He pauses, waiting for a response. It’s always cute to see him so giddy. “We’ll make a mountain of snacks out of the blanket fort and lie in it all night” he says, his voice full of wonder.

“I…I wanna make a memory with you, y’know? We can do anything you want.”

He rubs your shoulder again and then your hair. “So, what do you think? Wanna have a skincare night with me? We’ll make it a date night or something.” He leans in and kisses your forehead. “And then we do the blanket fort the next time. You can decorate it however you want, and I’ll follow along.”

“And then you can tell me all about your scars” he chuckles, rubbing the back of your neck. “We can talk about anything you want.”

A few moments pass, and you don’t say anything, feeling lost in thought. Eventually, you speak with soft voice. “Yeah…” you say, feeling oddly giddy inside as if you’re a kid on Christmas morning. “That would be really nice, actually.”

He smiles and tilts your head up so that he can look you in the eye. “Then we have a date” he says, making his voice sound very enthusiastic. “It’ll be a big skin care night with movie and snacks and…”

“And more snacks, right?” you ask, and he nods enthusiastically.

“I’m gonna do a whole night dedicated to you” he continues. “We’ll focus on your skin, get some good food, and cuddle in a blanket fort.”

Your heart feels like it’s pounding through your chest as you think of all the things he suggested. “It sounds amazing…” you hesitate before continuing. “Do you promise it’s gonna be…c-cute?”

“It’ll be the cutest” he says with such conviction that you don’t know how it could be possible. “Trust me, everything we do together is bound to turn out cute.” He grins goofily and strokes your cheek gently.

“It’ll be a date night of just us. I can’t think of anything I’d rather be doing.” He pauses for a moment and looks you in the eyes again. “Nothing would be cuter to me than just spending the night with you.”

You grin sheepishly as you stare back at him. Your stomach twists in knots and your skin flushes. His words are simple but you melt at their sincerity.

His bright smile, his eyes filled with a soft kind of love. Just the way he stares at you and speaks to you fills you with butterflies. You know that he means every single word; there's no deceit in them.

In the silence between you, you realize just how important he is to you. You can't imagine a life without him in it.

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sydneys-adamu · 2 years

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feel like shit, just want hawk and demetri’s enemies to lovers arc back

#don’t get me wrong I love that their friends again obviously #but we all have to admit we miss the passion and energy and painful honesty their rivalry brought #like we were so close to one of them angrily confessing their love I-#where’s the excitement :( not here no more #let’s go back to psychoanalyzing the binary boys pls I miss those days #this is just for me but I’ll add the tags #demetri alexopoulos #eli moskowitz #hawk x demetri #binary boyfriends #cobra kai

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waterberry-strawmelon · 5 months

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Henry Oak saying “I’m a polyamorous white guy, of course I know Dungeons and Dragons” proves yet again that Will Campos is the funniest person on this fucking podcast

#dungeons and daddies #dungeons and dads #dndads #will campos #henry oak #i could add more tags but whatever. I’m fucking DYING I literally started cackling in the middle of the sidewalk #I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO SCREAM WITH ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!#(Also unfortunately I’m reminded yet again that season 1 is just inherently funnier and more entertaining than season 2.#I get a lot of people are die-hard for season 2 but I just can’t get through it—it’s like slogging through a tar pit most episodes #and I think that’s cuz for me personally the dnd podcast has to be funny first and emotional second #and season 2 feels like the reverse #Like. The season 1 pc’s were BUILT to be funny #But the season 2 pc’s were built to expand on the season 1 narrative. See the difference?#ANYWAYS this bonus episode reminds me I’ll always have season 1 :’D #And the bonus content #And whatever they do after season 2 (assuming it gets better haha!)#mine #just some thoughts

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mysticdevils · 4 months

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HANNIBAL (2013) / SUCCESSION (2018)

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puraiuddo · 17 days

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personally i'm excited for tf:one, but strange old mechs lying in caves distributing t-cogs is no basis for a system of government (or a reasonable explanation for why the race of transformers is able to fucking transform).

listen the movie's not out yet and i'm sure the issue's more complex than that, but all the same i'm going to make fun of that particular artistic decision.

#tfone #tf one #transformers one #transformers #maccadam #tfo #also i will stack as many memes as i want to and you can't fucking stop me #purs post #i guess i’ll add back my og tags that:#to me it seems like it’s probably a matter of low caste slave labor getting their tcogs literally removed #and alpha trion is just conjuring up new ones to replace the ones that were destroyed #or at least i really fucking hope they go that route

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turtleblogatlast · 1 month

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hey!!! this is less of an ask and more of a fic rec tbh 😭 but have you read 'I May be Invisible, but I Still Look Good" by Dandy over on Ao3???? It's after the movie AND Leo-centric and like he gets cursed so his spirit is ripped out of his body. It's like 125k words of wonderful storytelling

OH- but for an actual question, do you have and fic recs?? or any AU's you think people should go check out?

I tried answering this before and it erased my reply orz

ANYWAY YES I HAVE read this and I absolutely love it with every fiber of my being.❤️ 100% one of my top fics to read in this fandom that I even go back to for a reread more than once. The characters are perfectly done and the set up for the story is believable with a fantastic payoff, highly highly highly recommend to anyone who hasn’t read it yet.❤️

As for recs, I’ve always been terrible at giving recs since my memory is very bad especially for ones I haven’t read in a while.😭 Off the top of my head I can recommend (note these are practically entirely Leo-centric since he’s my special guy you understand (the others aren’t forgotten at all though!!!) - and most of these are very very well known so you’ve likely already read them…):

[Note many of these are unfinished and may remain that way - please no one harass the writers for more, let them write at their own pace if they choose to write at all]

- The Neon Void by sugarpastels is absolutely incredible, the dramatic irony of it all as we follow Leo in the state he’s in and see just how broken all the Hamatos are by his “death” is just 👌👌👌 The fact that this places with one of my favorite tropes aka “Leo being in the Prison Dimension longer than canon” is just so good. Genuinely a thoroughly gripping tale that I highly recommend. It’s not complete yet (a lot of this list isn’t) but what is there is so amazing please read (though you most likely have read it already haha)

- little kid with a big death wish and firefight by remrose are another two you’ve likely seen but by god are they worth the read. Firefight isn’t done yet but it and death wish are so amazingly well written and really go into how trauma affects people differently and how ties with family can be tested in traumatic situations. Hard subjects definitely but very maturely done. (Also I misread firefight as firelight for way too long before I realized it-)

- Power Up and Times Five by pickedcarrotsandradish are both unfinished but I can’t care because what we were given is so good that I’m fine with them as they are. Both deal with Leo’s insecurities and bad feelings about himself and, very importantly, the fics go into how these insecurities establish a base for Leo’s very real flaws and how those flaws push him to act the way he does. Very interesting and compelling stuff here!! Power Up especially does really cool things for the boys’ mystic power ups, especially Leo’s, and I loved reading about the ins and outs of what they could do.

- Race Against Life, Death, and the EPF by Cass_Phoenix is just so engaging to read??? Like I love the entire set up for it - it’s feels so fresh and like you’re in Leo’s desperate situation yourself. I was so excited whenever a new chapter came out because the atmosphere was so well done.

- A Mixed Bag by GreatlyBlessed is SHOCKINGLY not Leo-centric for once haha. It’s not completed, but again, like the others above it is so good that I recommend it anyway. This story is actually a crossover between four sets of TMNT (‘87, ‘03, ‘12, and Rise) and the dynamics set up in it are SO fun I love it. Team 2 is my fave because you have literally all my faves on that team how could I not?? I also highly appreciate that everyone gets a chance to shine and that there’s no bashing at all, they’re all just very much in character and it’s refreshing to read ❤️❤️❤️

There’s a LOAD more that I could recommend I’m sure but I don’t remember them off the top of my head at the moment.😭 If I remember I’ll come back and add them in!

(Forgot about AU’s- honestly there’s some that I see and catch up on when I see them but there’s just so many that it’s a bit difficult to keep track of sometimes! I’d have to go around and fully look through many before having a solid answer haha! The ones I do see are always so well done though, I may come back and add them here if I remember 😅)

#non au ask #it’s killing me to not remember them all orz #I swear there’s so much more #‘are they all Leo centric’ yeah LMAO #maybe one or two are more ensemble but yeah haha…#my special interest hyper focuses on my fave sorry 😭 he’s also just the most fun for me to read personally #but yeah I’ll come back and add more when I remember them lol #wracking my head to remember #gonna tag this as #turtle fic recs #so I can find it again later

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quinn-pop · 4 months

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magolor does not know how to be a real person part 5

bro has vulnerability issues so bad he can only laugh at them

#the cup thing is just a joke i wrote out … of a chapter i havent written yet B)#to be apart #idk why i forgot to add some of the usual details but life is too short i don’t care #kirbyposting #my art or something #doodling is rlly more a part of my writing process than anything it just helps me process ideas #magolor #Kirby #gooey kirby #meta knight #sailor dee #queen ripple #are ya winning son #metadad #<- implied. sorta. this is clear enough to tag right #sad metadad lol #oh btw the cup joke was just mags teasing mk #because of course he would #there’s a little ramble i could go on but i’ll spare the rant #anyway if anyone’s curious i’m at chapter 28 with 54k words lol #gonna be honest i’ve felt a little unmotivated to edit and post (to be transparent yeah it’s probably mostly just #that my last 2 updates were met with near silence? not much helping it but apparently seeing responses matters to me #a little more than i thought? with things like this that are such a time investment. Yknow. easy to get discouraged)#but i’ve been having fun with it so you’ll see them eventually #and ofc thank you for reading my tags ramble lol #byebyee

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mattodore · 5 months

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tagged by @wldestluv-rs and @rottengurlz <3

OCS as OBSCURE ASSOCIATIONS with Matthias

ANIMAL: wolves / cougars / birds of prey

COLORS: silver / ice blue

MONTH: april… it’s his birth month

SONGS: he has a playlist, but some personal favorites for him are temptation by michelle gurevich, bring me back a dog by iamx, and total depravity by the veils

NUMBER: 9

PLANTS: aconite / thistle / dogwood

SMELLS: saffron / amber / wood / leather / powder (et cetera, et cetera... matthias wears strong cologne so i could go on and on for this one)

GEMSTONE: apatite / hematite / snowflake obsidian

TIME OF DAY: 5-7 am

SEASON: winter

WEATHER: a hail storm—freezing rain that stings the skin and hail that cuts it open

SKY: dawn

PLACES: drowning under the bloodied ice of a frozen lake / walking through a garden atrium with humidity that plasters his clothes to his skin

FOOD: ciasto ze śliwkami

DRINKS: red wine

SEASONINGS: pepper

ELEMENT: water

ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: aries

MAGICAL POWER: resurrection

WEAPONS: torn knuckles / belt / wire

SOCIAL MEDIA: this is the doesn’t-like-technology guy… there’s seriously zero associations i can come up with here. he’s meant for sending heated love letters and waiting an unbearable fortnight for a response.

MAKEUP PRODUCT: lip stain

CANDY: jawbreaker

METHOD OF LONG DISTANCE TRAVEL: trapped in a casket in a dark hearse / kidnapped and thrown in the back of a trunk

ART STYLE: classical realism / baroque

FEAR: drowning / sleep

MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: hellhound

PIECE OF STATIONERY: a heavy paperweight that’s just a chunk of raw stone

THREE EMOJIS: 🐺🩻🩸⏳🍷📖♟️

CELESTIAL BODY: eris

tagging @birdietrait, @hell-dusk, @stinkrascal, @veone, @void-imp, @zohrou, and @rainymoodlet

#river dipping #oc extras #matthias evanoff #echthroi #paused catching up on my mentions to do this last night after i saw nene tagged me in this only to fall asleep as i was looking up gems 🚶#the chamomile tea i drank hit me out of nowhere #but yeah…#weapons: belt/wire……. he’s a strangler 😁#was going to add dog to the animals list but like......... wolves are dogs anyway and it's like okay okay dog motif we get ittttt #staring at these answers for a couple minutes to make sure i don’t wanna change anything like i’ve done with theo’s multiple times now 🧍#think this is good…#SO GLAD i just opened my activity before i posted this!! ty for tagging me in this too becca MWAH MWAH MWAHHH 💏#holding hands with both of you and skipping around #i’ve got things to do today but i’ll come back in a few hours to finish going back thru my activity 🧑‍💻

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albino-parakeet · 3 months

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You know what, what’s the point of a playlist if you don’t share it.

My HGSN Playlist, (yes I know the title can mean differently without context. It’s on purpose)

A warning it’s purely based on vibes, specfic scenes and was made for fun. (A lot of sad acoustic guitar sorry)

(What some songs make me think of specifically under cut)

Torrential Downpour - Fireweather: Hikaru’s death but specifically when he’s just laying in the rain and kind of accepting his death until he starts thinking about how alone Yoshiki will be once he’s gone.

pen.penelope- Forest Gods and Mnemosyne - Zihvya:

Something about these two makes me think of the times when “Hikaru’s” true form has burst out and kind of just encompasses the page(s).

My Love is Sick - Madds Buckley:

I’m just gonna put some of the lyrics here cause all I can think of is Yoshiki lol

SUICIDE HOUR - COCAINEJESUS

The intro bit to this song is the only reason it’s in the playlist. It reminds me of how “Hikaru” acted in the earlier chapters, him desperately trying to replace Hikaru to the point that when Yoshiki finally spills the whole “You’re not him”. He just can’t handle the rejection and explodes.

Closer Look:

The flashback Yoshiki had about the last time he saw actual Hikaru alive, where he just makes a silly face telling him “It’s a secret”

The Heavy Snow - NASTYONA

Yoshiki comparing “Hikaru” to actual Hikaru. I feel like I imagined it at this point but I swear there’s a panel where Yoshiki is like listing off how Hikaru acted. Calling him unfair and etc. It’s that scene in particular.

#the summer hikaru died #hikaru ga shinda natsu #music playlist #I’ve been listening to it while at work and zoning out #Do half of these choices fit? Maybe not. But they make me think of these boys doomed by the narrative.#The temptation to add JerryTerry’s “Kiss Me (Kill Me)” to this playlist is so hard to ignore.#There’s no right way to listen to it. Just shuffling is fine.#My taste in music is very predictable lol #hgsn spoilers #guess I’ll add that tag

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goldkirk · 2 months

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I opened Pinterest for the first time in months.

That made me realize a lot about how bad I was actually doing and how much of a Waffle House Index use of Pinterest is for adult me, apparently.

I hadn’t realized it had grown that foundational to me in a healthy-brain-exercise-and-hobby-joy way. Nice to know moving forward! It’s another sign I can keep track of and use to spot correlation/indicator patterns earlier my behavior.

I love this kind of thing, it makes me so excited!

#personal data hacking is my passion #someday I’ll tell a story about the most notable times I tracked things or hacked my own mental processes from childhood to now #including the fear of spiders and bed wetting and behavior changes and posture and heart rate and cursive and putting kitchen items and #trash away as soon as I’m finished using them instead of never ever or ages and ages later #I’m so proud of that #you have to give it time and still commit. chaining thoughts and routines and behaviors really works #we are not separate brains and bodies and external environments #anyway I’m gonna go haha I used up he last of my energy burst on Discord and here and I need to go rest and lie on the floor and probly doze #love you all be back soon bye mwah!#add to journal #trauma evolution #my Waffle House index #this is going to be a fun new tag I’m so going to have fun with this and I bet it’ll be a helpful example reference for other people too #more than just for future me!#so excited so proud of myself so happy so grateful for hope about me really trusting that my ability and my behavior and my performance #are able to and going to yes keep getting better #long many-milestone path-journeys of potential #like when I was a little 6-7 year old kid-team athlete looking ahead at a concept of a future with me over time getting #stronger and cleverer and faster and slicker and calmer and even happier and more and more capable and able to accomplish!#a gift. all this time I didn’t think I’d have and have been living anyway is such a gift.#knowing that I truly have future time to grow and explore and change and improve in even though I still can’t FEEL or IMAGINE that future #time yet. also a gift.#the time I will one day realize I can imagine a future and imagine myself alive? will be a gift.#breath is a gift. experiencing life is a gift. other life is a gift. rhythm is a gift. motion is a gift. awake is a gift. color is a gift.#such a great expanse. all of it new. all of it eternal. all of it me. all of it nothing I’ve ever known before. all of it all of it #all of it. gifts.#gonna go have floor time now. this would be such a nice time to re-re-regain my ability to cry!#mwah I love you future me. take care of your hand and thank u for writing all this down 💛#hey little star whatcha gonna queue?#my poetry

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mymelodyisme · 6 months

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Is this a repost? Yes. Do I care? Yes. Will this get 🚩? MAYBE.

*dabs violently*

#sdv shane #stardew shane #stardew valley shane #Mr tumblr man please don’t look this way 🫡 you don’t see this #lowkey I always wondered if it would get caught by the system so let’s see!!! experiment time children #I’ll never draw his head that pretty again #I’ll TRY #should I put it back in my art tag #HMM #nah cause I DID post it before #oh if you’re unfamiliar with me but have seen like strawberry shane i CAN draw more humanly proportions I’m just silly #no I’m actually just bad and insecure about it but that’s OKAY NOTHINGS PERFECT BABES *DABS AGAIN*#oh I also forgot to add my second motivation #i hope this replaces the wallpaper in my most popular posts on top ya know the three boxes so we get wildly different Shanes in each square #hehe it’s consistent enough in style but all three are so different too

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night-triumphantt · 1 year

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Kiara + outfits

Uhhhhh, this was v fun yall should try and guess which parts of her outfits are stolen from Yazan XD

#oc: kiara #kiara kingston #the white one was inspired by a really cool guitar I saw on Pinterest and Valen has a matching one for ther performance together #whatever that is we dunno XD #Yazan also has something #less dramatic tho bc hes on drums and also didnt want to be uncomfortable (his words) DFSFSDFSD #my art #artists on tumblr #my art triumphantt art #original character #love how only one of these features a guitar #when all the stage ones should technically #maybe I’ll come back and draw all the cool guitars and add them to a reblog or something #also does anyone know how to tag things? and if you do let me know bc #i dont know wtf a tag is #if you made it this far hi!#u can have the answers for what’s stolen #the ac/dc sweater; the oni mask shirt; any number of the silver rings tho one of them is just a matching one; the jacket w the gold wings #and #the jacket for the event XD #notorious thief indeed #also the silver (white gold) name necklace is the one edith got her when she started wearing more silver (bc shes a thief) LOL #and bc yazan wears silver so when she steals well XD #the gold one is from rook so it never really comes off and neither does the other one #she wears both and tucks the non matching one underneath her shirt or w/e #My sentimental ass child

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peronasbeloved · 18 days

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more cuddling even though i’ve drawn basically this exact thing before because it’s like 90 percent of my fantasies

#i have fallen asleep to. like. halloween oldies playing in another room while it’s raining while thinking of us cuddling…. aughgh #it literally helped me fall asleep the other night #ghostcat #perobats #fictional other #self ship #self shipping #self ship art #oc x canon #🖊️💕#i will add more tags in the morning ironically drawing this made me sleepy and it’s late anyways #i mean i’ll add more tags if i need to idk that seems like. enough? i don’t need to over tag everything #it storms where i live esp around this time of year and it gives me major anxiety so trying to imagine it as us cuddling during a stormy #night makes me feel a lot better #couldn’t rlly get a rain effect on the window just gave up lol sorry #🌙🌧️💞

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hatoddity · 8 months

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Sorry for being gone for a little while!! School just started a few days ago for me and I’m trying to get back used to it. But here’s a few more monster au doodles, now w/ alien maya fey and some cringefail wrightworth(narumitsu?? Idk)

#Ace attorney #monster au #Narumitsu #kinda?#I’ll make better gay lawyer drawings I promise #School is just kicking me in the teeth rn and I’m so tired #Tommorow I have 3 quizzes #ITS DAY 3 WTF #Miles edgeworth #phoenix wright #maya fey #forgot to add character tags oops #I’m so tired

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omaano · 2 years

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I take serious issues with Cobb Vanth, and most of them are centered around his way too pretty face and limbs that spill absolutely everywhere >.<

I bet you didn’t think I’d follow through on my promise to add him to my The Mandalorian-Hades mashup project, huh :P

Finished BobaDin Hades AU

Finished DinCobb Hades AU

Boba WIP - Cobb WIP - Din WIP

#Cobb Vanth #Wip #dincobb #I can add this to the tag because you all know what this is all about by now #and there is a tiny din figure in the background now #you can’t say I’ve grown comfortable with this project :P #I very much suffer still because goddamn Cobb’s face just doesn’t agree with me #I’ll have to dedicate a month specifically for drawing one Cobb a day or something because this cannot stand #my art #work in progress #the mandalorian fanart #now if only I could be trusted to write up a dialogue for them #I wanted to use an idiom but after 10 minutes of intense googling I sadly realized that it doesn’t exist in English and now I’m sad #Hades AU

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cerealmonster15 · 3 months

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listen people can have their differing opinions that’s cool I just Personally Feel Like it’s just so mean to be yelling that feedback such as likes on posts and a kudos on fics are “useless”. What do u mean. Why. are ppl not expressing their feelings in a way that makes them comfortable ? ?

Like I Understand i guess in the sense of you don’t get to hear peoples opinions. I also feel kinda lonely and stuff when it’s quiet feedback but calling anything useless sounds so WEIRD to me ??? What is the goal. And also yea they do something still I’m pretty sure????

Take ao3. Isn’t sort by kudos an option on there? If your goal is to be seen more or whatever then if people are looking for high kudos fics, then people giving ur fic a kudos isn’t useless yeah??

And then tumblr. People keep saying “likes do nothing here there’s no algorithm” or whatever but that’s not really fully true. On your standard dashboard, sure, likes “don’t do anything” to move a post around on there. BUT that’s not the only place people find posts. If u are looking in the tags for posts, im p sure the default is to sort by popular posts. That’s, as far as I understand, a TOTAL NOTES count. Likes are included. Likes help ur posts her higher in that “popular” zone. I have several posts that have ended up in there in some small ship tags BECAUSE of all the likes, which does still have people seeing those posts now and then when they’re in the tag.

AND I’m pretty sure it’s a similar mechanic for the for you page. I’m sure we think people don’t use that feature but I’m pretty sure people do/ maybe new users. This is more of a theory on my part lol buttttt. I’ve noticed a few rare times where I’ve made an addition to a reblog on someone else’s post, there will be a stretch of time sometimes where random people that Do Not Follow Me keep liking/reblogging the post via my addition. WAY more times for it to just be a stray person wanting it from my addition without comments under (and I don’t think people do that when they’re only liking the post lol). And the few times I’ve accidentally had my for you tab on, I believe it does show via other people’s reblogs lol. So that’s just my way of saying total note count INCLUDING LIKES probably does put posts in peoples eyes on the for you tab / my experience tells me people do use that feature so it’s not just sitting there dusty lol.

Anyway I like mostly understand why people want reblogs and comments, like I do prefer them too bc I like when people tell me what they r thinking (however sometimes people do not add their thoughts in the tags either and that is just how it is!). And I also understand some people maybe just don’t know that others like that kind of feedback and need to hear it first to feel encouraged. I think I just personally do not like the tone that a lot of posts have when they talk about it. When ur calling likes useless bc idk it’s not the right kind of feedback u wanted so it’s inferior ?? 😭😭😭 I also feel like that intense vibe like, idk if this makes sense or if other people felt it too, but it negatively shifted my own perception too? Like. I thought likes were fine. But now with how intense people are about them and not meant if likes bc they just don’t count in ur eyes, now when people like instead of reblogging, I just think of all those posts and I’m like “hmm ok is my post bad did I make a bad post bc everyone says the likes aren’t good so if I’m getting likes I made A Bad Post. It’s Pity Feedback” <- which is SO unhealthy and also tbh has a lot more to do with my own issues that are just getting influenced here so it’s not all on those posts lol. I just Also Have Extra Issues 🫡

Ok jeeze I don’t wanna sound soap boxy tho so I’m NOT letting people rb this aJsndjfcjfjfjcjfj and ppl can absolutely have different feelings and opinions about the situation it’s fine. this is just. how I feel ✌️

#I don’t wanna invalidate how ppl feel about it #and I hope ppl won’t invalidate how I feel either lol …#it just makes me SAAAAAAD it bums me out #I dont wanna feel like it’s all a numbers game #I just wanna share sillies :(#IT JUST FEELS HARSH!!!!!#sometimes I like a post so I can reblog later with tags #but I don’t always remember to do it #and then I’ll see a post that’s like #YOU HAVE TO REBLOG DONT LIKE AND RUN #and then I’m like well. I was gonna like and come back #but o don’t want u to get mad at me #but I don’t have time to add tags rn #so I guess I will just not interact at all ????#it’s way too stressful. why are there RULES 😭😭😭😭#and this is all coming from someone who reblogs and comments like mad. I go crazy #I am not a likes and kudos only person lol #but. it is in defense of them. don’t we all share our love differently #is that a crime 😭😭😭😭#ok I’m fully distracted I gotta go bye

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