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Halcyon - Ch. 2: Just Didn’t Think You’d Remember
You and Joel reconnect. A continuation of Halcyon from the prologue through ch. 1, a modern no outbreak AU TLOU fic found on Tumblr here.
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Pairing: Joel Miller x Female Reader
Warnings: Modern No Outbreak AU, No use of Y/N, Slow burn, 18+ only, Minors DNI
Length: 4.7K
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There was a child staring at you. 
It took you half a second to process that fact, the alcohol from the night before making your head pound and stomach turn. It also didn’t help that you didn’t really know any children so you weren’t sure you’d ever woken up by one sitting just inches from your face, watching you intently. At least, not recently. It wasn’t exactly something you were expecting. 
“Hi!” she said brightly. 
“What the hell…” 
“I don’t think you’re allowed to say that in front of me,” she cut you off, still watching you intently, her curls bouncing as she cocked her head. “At least my dad tells my uncle that all the time when he says that. Why are you on my couch?” 
You lifted your head a little bit and dropped back on the pillow when it made your stomach turn. You were under a vaguely familiar crocheted blanket in a room you absolutely did not recognize and you had no idea where to even begin. 
“Well, kid…” 
“Sarah,” she cut you off, still smiling. There was a gap in her smile and her front teeth were still a bit too big for her face. 
“Sarah,” you repeated. “I don’t even know where I am so you might know better than me…” 
“My dad’s friends who sleep over usually stay in his room,” she said, sitting back from you a bit. She was perched on the edge of a dated coffee table, her skinny legs sticking out straight in front of her from a pair of bright blue shorts, a matching jersey with a soccer ball on the front of it on top. “He tries to act like I don’t know about them though. So it’s weird you’re out here, I don’t usually get to meet his friends.” 
“Right,” you said, propping yourself up on your elbow. Your head spun. You felt fully clothed under the blanket so you didn’t think you’d had sex with anyone. Which, since you didn’t remember fucking anyone, was a good thing. But that meant you’d wound up at some guy’s house - a guy who had a kid - and didn’t know how. Or why. Or who. “And… Who’s your dad?”
 “Hey, Baby Girl,” Joel rushed over, bending over to get on Sarah’s level. “Pretty sure told you to eat breakfast, not bother my friend…” 
“I’m not bothering her!” She protested, turning her big brown eyes to you. “Am I?” 
You were about to agree with her but Joel didn’t give you the chance. 
“Do you or do you not want braids for the tournament?” He asked. “Because I’m not gonna have time to braid all that hair of yours if you’re sittin’ in here, goofing off, instead of eating your cereal. So. Gotta pick. Goof off or braids. Which is it?” 
She sighed heavily. 
“Braids.” 
“OK then,” he said, straightening up to his full height. He somehow looked even more massive from your position on the couch as he stood next to a little girl. “That means you gotta get movin’.” 
She got up with a huff and tilted her head back to look at the ceiling as she stomped away. 
“Never let me do anything cool,” she muttered. Joel just shook his head and smiled a little, watching her for a moment before he turned his attention back to you. 
“Sorry ‘bout that,” he said. “Told her to let you sleep…” 
“No,” you shook your head a little and sat up, your stomach churning. You blinked for a second, the light from the windows still holding that soft, hazy quality the early morning sun had. “S’fine…” 
You started piecing together the night before, at the bar. Joel coming up to you, the two of you having drinks that devolved into doing shots and, at some point, you forgot your address. You didn’t remember ending up at his house, though. 
And you certainly didn’t remember him saying anything about a kid. 
“How you feeling?” He asked, his hands in the pockets of his cotton sleep pants and an amused smile on his face. “You seemed to be having a hell of a time last night.” 
“Been better,” you replied. “Jesus, I am not 17 anymore…”
Joel laughed. 
“Yeah, tell me about it.” 
“Hey Dad!” Sarah called from another room. You winced a little at the sound, your head pounding. 
Joel looked up, toward where her voice was coming from. 
“What’s up, Kiddo?”
“Do I have to eat the apple, too?” 
“Is it on your placemat?” He called back to her. 
She sighed, so loudly you could hear it. 
“Yes.” 
Joel shrugged, even though you were the only one who could see it. 
“Well, there’s your answer,” he said. “C’mon, you’re about to go run for hours, you need fuel. Eat at least half the apple, then I’ll braid your hair.” 
He looked back at you. 
“Coffee?” 
“Probably good,” you said, trying to find the will to get to your feet and looking down at the blanket that was now half on your lap and half on the couch. You realized why it was familiar now. You’d passed out under it many times, it had been the blanket that Mrs. Miller kept draped over the back of the furniture in the living room. It had just been a while. 
Joel held out a hand and you considered it for a moment. Joel was offering you a hand. To touch you. Though, you realized, you’d probably touched him at least some the night before. You were a cuddly drunk. But still. It was Joel. The guy you hadn’t even spoken to in more than a decade, the guy you’d spent just about all of high school in love with, the guy you lost your virginity to on prom night like some kind of inane cliche you’d tell one of your students to rethink if they turned it in as a piece of writing. Touching him felt monumental. 
You took his hand. 
He tugged you to your feet and you draped the blanket on the end of the couch before trailing behind him to the kitchen.
Sarah sat on one side of the table, intently reading the back of a cereal box, 2/3rds of an apple sitting on a paper towel next to her bowl. You sat across from her, hoping you didn’t look too haggard and ridiculous, and Joel went to the coffee pot on the counter, pouring two cups before adding milk and sugar to one. He stirred it and set it in front of you before sitting at the head of the table with a mug of his own. You just looked at him for a moment. He frowned. 
“What?” He asked. “Take it different now?” 
“No,” you said, picking it up and taking a sip of it. “Just didn’t think you’d remember.” 
He shrugged, taking a sip from his own cup before leaning over to look at Sarah’s bowl. 
“Need two more bites of apple and four more shredded wheat,” he said, checking his watch. “And we’ve got 20 minutes before Emily’s here to pick you up.” 
“She’s always late…” 
“Not countin’ on that,” he said. “Come on, kiddo.” 
She rolled her eyes but made a show of taking another bite of apple before going back to the cereal box. 
“What do they put on the back of cereal boxes now, anyway?” You asked. “When I was a kid there were puzzles and things.” 
“Stuff like that,” Sarah said. “But they’re stupid and easy. I’m trying to figure out if they just took a picture of one shredded wheat and used it over and over or if there are different ones.” 
You stifled a laugh and raised your eyebrows at Joel who just shrugged. Sarah took another bite of apple - an almost laughably small one - and looked away from the box to look at you. 
“So what’s your name, anyway? And why are you at my house? And…” 
“Eat your cereal,” Joel cut her off. She sighed but obeyed. “And this is Goldie. She’s a friend of mine from when I was a kid. We hung out last night but it was too late for her to drive home and be safe so she stayed here.” 
Sarah frowned and swallowed. 
“Goldie is a weird name.” 
“Sarah,” Joel scolded. 
“What!” She looked at him. “It is!” 
“That’s because it’s not actually my name,” you said. “It’s just what your dad and his family call me, like a nickname.” 
“Oh,” she said. “OK. How come I haven’t met you before?” 
You glanced at Joel who looked back at you, seemingly at as much of a loss as you were. 
“I’ll tell you if you eat two more shredded wheat,” you said. She scrunched her freckled nose for a second before obeying. You resisted the urge to laugh again. “I lived pretty far away until recently. I just moved back, so I haven’t seen your dad in a very long time.” 
She nodded slowly and swallowed before dropping her spoon in her bowl and tilting it toward Joel. 
“Have I met the dad requirement?” She asked, sass and sarcasm evident. 
“We’ll accept it because of the time crunch,” he said. “Run and brush your teeth - actually brush ‘em don’t just run the water - and grab me two hair ties, your brush, and the gel.” 
She shoved her chair back from the table and ran off, pounding up some unseen stairs and slamming a door behind her. 
“Jesus, need to bottle her energy…” Joel groaned, rubbing his eyes before taking a sip of coffee. You just stared at him. He frowned. “What?” 
“Oh, I don’t know, Joel,” you said, incredulous. “Maybe the entire child you have that you didn’t think to fucking mention?” 
He winced a little at that. 
“Yeah, sorry,” he said. “Kinda thought you’d sleep through gettin’ her out the door. You were pretty damn out of it…” 
“You said you weren’t married!” You hissed, going back over the conversation from the night before that you could remember. 
“I’m not,” he shrugged. “Don’t need to be married to have a kid.” 
“OK but where’s her mom?” You asked, keeping your voice low. 
“Your guess is as good as mine,” he shrugged again. “She left years ago. Been just me and Sarah since she was about four months old.”
“Joel,” you gaped at him. “You’re a dad. To a kid.” 
“Yeah,” he laughed a little. “Tends to happen when you have one…” 
Sarah came storming down the stairs and ran over to Joel, hairbrush and gel in hand. 
“Alright,” he said, standing up with a groan and taking the supplies from Sarah. “Couch, let’s go. We got maybe ten minutes, ain’t doin’ that zig-zag part you like…” 
“But Dad, they’re always late!” She groaned, heading for the living room. You picked up your coffee and followed, watching as she flopped on the couch where you’d spent the night. “There’s so much time!” 
“You are not making anybody any later,” he said, balancing the bottle of gel on the back of the couch before starting to separate her hair into two parts with the brush. “Hair tie.” 
He held out his hand and she slid one off her wrist and dropped it into his open palm. He took it and tied half of her curls off to one side before focusing on the other side. 
“You excited for your games?” He asked as he started near her forehead with a chunk of hair, his large, thick fingers moving with almost surprising deftness through her curls, adding more to each strand as he went. 
“I think so,” she said. “Coach keeps acting like we’re going to win but I dunno. We’re playing the Lightning for round two and they kicked our butt last time.” 
“That was a few months ago, right?” He asked, working his way down her head. “Y’all have gotten better.” 
“I guess,” she said. “But so have they, right?” 
“Maybe. Maybe not. Hair tie.” 
He held his hand out again, half of her hair now gathered in a French braid that reached the top of her shoulder. She pulled another hair tie off her wrist and handed it to him. He tied off the braid and moved on to the other side. 
“Gonna behave yourself today?” He asked. “Listen to your coach and Emily’s mom?” 
“Yes,” you could hear her eye roll from across the room. 
“Good,” he said. “Expect you to be on your best behavior…” 
“But I like my worst behavior.”
“Yeah, I bet you do,” he said, finishing the matching braid on the other side of her head. He squeezed gel into his hand and smoothed it over her hair. “Mean it, Kiddo. Be good. Watch that mouth of yours.” 
As if on cue, the doorbell rang and Sarah jumped up, running to answer it. There was a little blonde girl waiting on the other side of it and a woman who looked like a harried, older clone of her was standing at her back. 
“Hi Joel,” she smiled. “Hope we haven’t kept you waiting!” 
“Not at all,” he said. “Right on time. Sarah, got your stuff? Grabbed your lunch?” 
“Oh crap,” she darted past you, back toward the kitchen, and came running back with a lunch bag. Joel picked up her duffle bag from the entryway floor and put it over her shoulder. “OK, got it!” She smiled. 
“Good,” he kissed the crown of her head. “Alright, have fun, Baby Girl. Kick ass, play nice.” 
“Kick ass, play nice,” she repeated before leaning around him. “Bye, Goldie!” She looked back to Joel. “Bye, Dad!” 
The woman - Emily’s mom, apparently - looked you up and down and you smiled tightly at her. You just heard her turning to Sarah when Joel closed the door as the group headed to the car. 
“So who’s your dad’s friend?” 
You flinched as the door closed and Joel turned to look at you. 
“Breakfast?” He asked. “I do got shit besides shredded wheat. Looks like you might need some grease to soak up that liquor.” 
“I seem to recall that you’re the one who wanted to do shots,” you replied. “But yeah, I won’t argue with food.” Your stomach churned. “Or I think I won’t, anyway.” 
Joel jerked his head toward the kitchen and headed that way, you trailing behind him. He just nodded at the table and you sat down, holding your coffee cup in both hands. You watched as Joel got eggs and bacon out of the fridge and started cooking. It took effort to not look surprised. You weren’t sure Joel had even knew how to boil water when you knew him. Of course, that had been a while ago. And he apparently had a kid to look after so he had to have picked up a few things. 
“So,” you said after a few awkward minutes. “Last night…” 
He nodded and took a swig of coffee. 
“What about it?” 
“I don’t remember all of it,” you said slowly. “And I’m pretty sure we didn’t but… did… did we…” 
“You askin’ if we fucked?” He looked at you brows raised. Your face got hot and you nodded, resisting the urge just run away now and pretend you’d never met Joel Miller to begin with. He laughed once. “No, Goldie. We didn’t fuck. I tend to prefer my women aware enough to actually know what’s goin’ on, thank you very much. You weren’t exactly clearin’ that bar.” 
You relaxed a little. 
“Thank fuck for that much,” you took another sip of coffee and Joel put bagels in the toaster. “So… You’re a dad.” 
He laughed a little and cracked some eggs in a pan. 
“I’m a dad.” 
“How’d that happen?” 
He looked at you for a moment. 
“You telling me a fancy college professor doesn’t know about the birds and the bees?” He teased. “When two grown ups love each other very much…” 
“I will come dump coffee down your shirt.” 
He laughed and shook his head. 
“Just happened,” he said after a moment. “One of those things, I guess. Not like it was on purpose but…” 
“How old is she?” You asked. 
“Turned 11 in July,” he replied. 
You did a little math in your head and you laughed once, loud, before clamping your hand over your mouth. 
“What?” He frowned at you. 
“Oh that’s rich,” you shook your head, sitting back fully in your chair. 
“What?” He asked again, looking genuinely confused. 
“If she turned 11 in July, that means the last time I saw you, you had a knocked up girlfriend at home,” you tried to stifle your laughter and failed. “Oh man and you were on MY ass about my life choices…” 
“Hey, I was right though,” he pointed the spatula at you. “Fuck that guy.” 
The toaster popped and he pulled the bagels out, smearing cream cheese on them before putting an egg on each one, followed by some bacon and a slice of cheese. He finished it with salt and pepper and put a plate in front of you before sitting next to you. You just stared at the sandwich for a moment and he frowned. 
“What?” 
“How do you remember this shit?” You asked, looking back up at him. You remembered trying to convince him to even try a bagel sandwich with cream cheese when you were hung over teenagers on a Saturday morning and Joel reluctantly agreeing that it was delicious. 
He shrugged. 
“You had good taste in breakfast sandwiches.”
You took a bite and moaned a little in spite of yourself. Joel looked at you, brows raised and mouth full and you felt your cheeks get hot again. 
“Sorry,” you said. “Just been a while since I had one of these.” 
“What, fuckin’ Brad not much of a cook?” He asked. 
You laughed a little. 
“Not of things like this,” you said. “No.” 
He nodded slowly before setting his sandwich down. 
“Alright,” he said. “Two options. One, we get you an Uber so you can get on with whatever you famous fuckin’ authors do on random Saturdays.” 
You rolled your eyes and Joel ignored you. 
“Two, you wait until I can get my truck runnin’ and then I drive you home.” 
You frowned a little. 
“What’s wrong with your truck?” 
“Needs a new radiator,” he said. “S’why I’m not going to Sarah’s tournament today, just got the part delivered yesterday, haven’t had the chance to fix it. Can help, if you want.” 
You smiled a little. 
“Like old times.” 
He smiled back. 
“Yeah, something like that.” 
“Well, as it happens, famous authors don’t do much on Saturdays,” you said. “We pretty much sit at home and procrastinate on writing.” 
“Sounds like bullshit.” 
“It is. But it means I am free to hand you wrenches.” 
He smiled. 
“Then let’s go, grease monkey.” 
***
Well that hadn’t been how Joel thought the morning was going to go. 
You’d been dead to the world when he got Sarah up. You’d always been a heavy sleeper and he doubted that had changed much in the past 15 years. When you passed out on his couch in the afternoons as a kid, an atom bomb couldn’t wake you up. When the two of you would sneak out to go get drunk and star gaze at the park, you’d fall asleep curled against his side and he’d have to be the one to set alarms on his shitty flip phone to get you both up. You slept right through them. 
So when he’d found you talking with Sarah on the couch, he hadn’t been sure what to do. 
But you’d solved that problem for him, taking the fact that he had a child he hadn’t told you about in stride. At least until Sarah was out of earshot, anyway. 
And Joel wasn’t about to tell you that you’d done the math about her conception wrong. That, when it came down to it, you were the reason he had a daughter in the first place. 
It was surprising, how easy it was to fall into your friendship again. Like no time had passed, like the last time you’d spoken to him it hadn’t devolved into screaming and tears.
“Gimme the 3/4 inch wrench,” he held his hand out below the front of the truck and watched what little of you he could see as you rifled through the tool box on the ground and dropped the wrench into his waiting palm. “Thanks.” 
This felt like old times, too. His truck in high school had been a beater on a good day. The damn thing needed some kind of work every other day, it seemed. But you were always happy to be there for it, handing him tools on demand and reading him questions from his upcoming history exam in between. He got so good with cars that he worked on yours, too, when you finally got one. Your shitty sedan needed just as much work as his shitty pickup but he liked feeling like he was doing something that was keeping you safe. Like he was doing his job, making sure your car wasn’t going to break down on you. 
“So,” he said as he waited for the coolant to drain. “Divorced, huh?” 
You sighed. 
“Yup.” 
“What’s the appropriate thing to say?” He asked. “I’m sorry or congratulations?” 
You laughed dryly. 
“That’s a great question. I’ll let you know when I figure it out.” 
“Flathead.” 
You took the wrench from him. There was a clattering sound as you dug through the toolbox again and then you put the screwdriver in his waiting hand. 
“Can I ask what happened?”
You sighed again. 
“I’m still not sure I really know,” you said. “Things seemed fine. Great, actually. I’d just sold my book and was promoted to a tenure track role at the university and things just kind of… I don’t know, devolved? I almost wish it imploded so I could figure out what the breaking point was. It more just faded.” 
He wasn’t sure if he could say he was sorry without lying. He pulled the air intake duct and held the screwdriver out. 
“Pliers.” 
You traded out the tools and he went to work on the coolant hose. 
“I’m sorry you were hurt,” he said after a minute. “How are you doin’ now?” 
You were silent for a bit. 
“Divorce is a strange thing,” you said eventually. “I was married for 10 years. I know that he started Lipitor last year to keep his cholesterol under control and that he likes his french fries just this side of burnt and that he gets up like clockwork at 3:45 a.m. to pee. But I have no idea what state he’s even in right now. I know all these things about him but I don’t know him at all any more. It’s like he’s all that’s ever happened to me and like he was nothing to me at all. I’m not sure what to do with that.” 
Joel held out the pliers. 
“10 millimeter wrench.” 
You traded him tools again. 
“He why you’re in Austin?” He asked eventually. 
“Something like that,” you said. “I couldn’t stay teaching at the same school, not when… He’s getting married again. We haven’t even finalized the paperwork but he’s already replaced me and I couldn’t just sit there and watch it…” 
Joel slid out from below the truck to look at you for a moment. 
“He’s a fucking jackass,” he said bluntly. 
“Thanks,” you smiled a little. “Anyway, Anna’s here. She’s been needing some help for a while so I figured why not now, you know?” 
Joel slid back beneath the truck. 
“Sure,” he said, removing the fuse box. 
“Can I ask what happened with Sarah’s mom?” You asked after a moment. 
He held out the wrench. 
“Flathead again.” You traded the tools out, your fingers brushing his skin. He worked on the fan assembly. “And you can, just not that interestin’. We were seeing each other, pretty casually. Shit happened, she got pregnant, I panicked but she didn’t want an abortion so I tried to get my shit together. Then Sarah was born and… fuck, it’s like everything made sense, you know? She was perfect from the first damn second. Like everything I ever fucked up was supposed to get fucked up in just that way so she could be here. Her mom didn’t really feel that way, though. Think she thought it was gonna be easy for some reason and it wasn’t easy, not at all. 
“Scared the shit out of me when she left,” he continued. “Didn’t tell me where the fuck she was goin’ or what she was doin’, just vanished. Took me a few days to figure out she wasn’t dead but she basically told me she’d sign all her parental rights away. She didn’t want to be a mom and even if she did, she didn’t want to be a mom with me. So me n’Sarah moved on.” 
You were quiet for a moment. He held out the screwdriver. 
“Keep that close,” he said. “Need the 11 millimeter socket.”
You took the screwdriver and gave him the socket. 
“I’m sorry you went through that, Joel,” you said after a moment. “That must have been really hard…” 
“It took us a while to figure each other out,” he said. “But… I dunno. Worked out in the end. Think it was supposed to be just me and her. Works best that way. Now if I could get the rest of my life to go that damn smooth I’d be set. Flathead again.” 
You gave him the screwdriver and the two of you were quiet for a bit, the only sounds the sounds of Joel working on the truck. 
“What’d you think of Curtis & Viper 8?” You asked after a minute of not quite awkward silence. 
“Oh lord,” he laughed. “That training montage?” 
“Such bullshit, right?” You laughed back. “I know they weren’t really going for realism but there’s a limit, even for those…” 
“Should get drunk sometime when we’re not hung over,” he said. “Watch it again, I’d kill for your commentary on that shit…” 
“Oh you have to be drunk to watch that again,” you were still laughing. “But I’m in.” 
Joel smiled, even though you couldn’t see him. 
“Cool.” 
The time it took to replace the damn radiator flew by and, before too long, he had a working car again. But you were still at his house hours later, the two of you talking about nothing and everything at all. Eventually, you checked the time and sighed. 
“I should really get home,” you said. “Actually get changed, I probably smell.” 
“Nah,” Joel replied. “You forget that I played football with Josh Samuels, talk about smell…” 
You laughed at that and Joel relished the sound, the seemingly unbridled joy you had when you laughed like that, how he wanted to give you whatever you wanted just to make you laugh like that again. 
“I’ll drive you,” Joel said. “Assuming you can remember your damn address this time.” 
Joel drove you to a tree-filled area not far from the school, the neighborhood full of old builds and lots of reasons to keep the trees, your house a little bungalow in dark brick and ivy. He had the strange urge to go inside and check and make sure your electrical was run properly, that you had working heat for the coming winter, that you had some food on hand. 
“Thanks, for everything,” you smiled a little. “I had fun. A lot of fun.” 
“Me too,” he smiled back. “I’m glad I ran into you, Goldie.” 
You opened the door part way but froze with your hand on the handle. 
“Can…” you looked nervous. “Would it be OK if we did this again sometime? Maybe not the truck care part but the other parts. But I’d be fine with truck care, too.” 
“Sure, Goldie,” he smiled. “I’d like that.” 
You smiled. 
“Good,” you said. “It’s really good to see you, Joel.” 
“You too, Goldie.” 
He watched you walk up to your front door and let yourself in, staying outside until he knew that you were safely back at home.
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A/N: Y'all, I love having Joel dad. Him and Sarah are just two peas in their little pod and I'm in love with them.
I hope you liked this chapter! I'm really enjoying these characters and I'm so looking forward to exploring everything they mean to each other and everything they've been through both together and apart.
Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoy the ride. Love you!
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Hallo!! I have had this stuck in my brain for so long but I just love the idea of a reader who knits or crochets as a hobby and them making little Christmas gifts for the 141? Like a bright green crocheted version of Prices hat or a knitted mask for ghost. I just think they deserve hand made gifts so they know they're cared for 😌
A/N: I love a good holiday drabble
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Soap
"What's this then?" He asked, leaning against the doorframe. It was early in the morning and you were lucky enough to get holiday leave. You just had to deliver everyone's presents. Soap's room was next to yours so he was first.
He held the clumsily wrapped package with an amused smile.
"Open it."
"It's not Christmas yet." He said, shrugging.
"Soap. Just open the damn thing." You wanted to see his reaction. He tore at the paper, and his smile grew as he revealed his gift. A knitted scarf made to look like the Scottish Flag.
"I'm never taking it off," he said, wrapping it around his neck. "Did you make this?"
"Yeah, I just had some free-" You were interrupted by him hugging you around the waist and lifting you up into the air.
"I love it." He said, spinning the two of you in a circle.
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Gaz
Gaz was the next stop. You found him eating breakfast in the mess. You slide into the seat next to him.
"Mornin'." You said, stealing a piece of toast from him.
"Morning to you too, little thief." He said, jokingly slapping your hand away. "You leaving today?"
"In a couple hours but I had to do some things first."
"What are these things?" He asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Delivering this." You handed him a tissue paper-wrapped bundle.
"Fuck, I didn't get you anything." He said rubbing a hand over his head. "You gotta warn me about these things."
"You don't have to get me anything. Just open it now."
He smiled and shook his head as he unwrapped it. It was a pair of mittens, knitted with dark maroon wool.
"You're always complaining how cold your hands are." He slipped them on and cupped your face.
"I'm still getting you something when you get back." He kissed your forehead. "You're making me look bad.
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Captain John Price
You knocked on his office door, a light blue bag covered in snowflakes in your hand.
"Come in." He called. You went in. "Aren't you supposed to be home?"
"Trying to get rid of me?"
"You being home means I have one less person to worry about." He leaned back in his chair. He was looking at the bag.
"This is for you." You were shyer about this one than the previous two. You set the bag on his desk. He smirked and took the bag. He laughed as he pulled out the tissue paper. It was a green bucket hat, maybe a little more feminine than you had intended but it was too late to make changes. He took off his hat and replaced it with your handmade one.
"How do I look?" He smiled.
"You look good." You giggled.
"Thank you, dear." He reached into his desk and pulled out a candy bar with a red ribbon tied around it. He tossed it to you. "Have a good holiday."
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Ghost
You were afraid you wouldn't be able to find him in time. You had to loop back to the other three and only Soap had the vaguest idea of where he could be.
"Try the roof?" He shrugged, offering to pass the gift on if you couldn't find him in time. No, it had to be in person. You were anxious. He had never been cruel or even outright mean to you but he was intimidating, to say the least. He was also who you knew the least.
Soap was right. He was on the roof. A cup of black coffee in one hand, cigarette in the other. You close the door just loud enough that he could hear and have time to pull his mask down.
"Thought you were gone."
"I have to leave right after this, actually." You approached slowly. Your gifting hand outstretched like how'd you let a dog sniff you before going to pet it.
"After this?" He turned to look at you. He paused when he saw the gift. 'Don't bite me, please' you thought.
"For you." You handed him the little wrapped package. He set his coffee down and gave you his cigarette to hold. He was the most gentle with the wrapping, slowly undoing the knotted bow. He pulled against the tape, careful not to rip the paper. It was simple. Just a plain black balaclava.
"Most of yours are polyester and this is cotton so it won't be as harsh on your face." You explained quickly. He was flipping it over in his hands.
"Did you make this?" He asked, standing.
"Yeah." You resisted the urge to ask if he liked it. He pulled you into a one-arm hug.
"Thanks, kid." He clapped your shoulder. "Now get out of here."
He took the cigarette back and sat back down. You hurried away, taking one look back before slipping back inside. He had the balaclava in his hand, just staring at it. You got a quick glimpse of him living his mask over his chin to rub the cotton against it before the door slammed shut.
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I’m curious have Els and Michael ever done GQs couple quiz? I was just watching them, and I got to wondering about them. Lol 😂, cause Travis and Kylie’s was an absolute mess, but I loved Teyana Taylor and Iman and of course Nip & LL.
I loveeeeeee GQ's couple's quizzes, they are hilarious. They 100% have done it! And here's my attempt cause in my mind, they give a more relatable and fun Ciara and Russell (if you saw their's?) LOL Thanks, Anon!
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“Hey this is Michael B. Jordan.”
“And Charlotte Elsbeth Jordan, and we are playing GQ’s Couple Quiz.” 
“You ready?” He asked, his hand resting on her thigh. 
“Born ready, I’ll start.” Charlotte lifted up the questions to make sure he couldn’t see them. Little did GQ know, they had a wager going on who knew the other the best and Charlotte was not about to lose. “Ok, this is a soft ball starter, when’s my birthday and what’s my sign?” 
Michael rolled his eyes, “May 4, which makes you a…” he paused. Charlotte knew he had to think about that one because Michael could care less about Zodiac signs and astrology. “I’m 95% sure that’s a Taurus so I’m gonna go with my gut on that one.” 
“Yea, I’m a Taurus… a textbook one too.” 
“I don’t know what that means, Els.” 
“I’ll explain it to you later. Aight, that’s two points for you cause that was two questions. Oh this’s a good one. What’s my dream travel destination?” 
“The Maldives.” He answered quickly. 
“Yep. You know I’m waiting for you to plan that right?” She asked with the sweetest smile that made Michael want to abandon the interview and take her there right then. “I kinda thought that would be our baby moon but no such luck.” 
Michael chuckled and shook his head. “You know I thought about it?” 
Charlotte's jaw dropped. “So where's my proper baby moon at?? Because I haven't to sink a single toe in the sand of the Maldives." Her tone was one of playful confusion. "Wait til he tells y'all where he took me to instead of the Maldives??"
Michael bowed his head as his shoulders shook with laughter. "It's gonna sound bad in comparison BUT I didn't think it was safe to go that far and her doc didn't agree. So we went to a gorgeous resort in Cabo." He raised his hands in surrender. "You already had my nerves shot for those 9 months, wasn't gonna add to that."
She let out a cackling laugh. “I had your nerves shot and you were getting on mine so glad we didn’t add that stress to it. Cabo was a lot of fun though.” 
“Yea it was. Babymoon #2, Maldives - I promise."
Little did she know, Michael already had it planned for her upcoming birthday.
"Well that means I'm never going, I guess," she mumbled. Michael had routinely been talking her ear off about having another baby, as if two rambunctious twin boys were not more than enough for them. But he desperately wanted a baby girl.
"That's a conversation for later but But don’t worry, Maldives are comin’. I promise.” Charlotte did a little happy dance in her seat. “Aight, next question.” 
“What’s a hobby of mine that most people wouldn’t know?” 
“You love to bake. And my training regime hates it,” he joked. 
“Yes! I would’ve also taken crocheting but I haven’t done that in a while. Oh this one is hard. What was the first musical I performed as a lead in?” 
“Ok I gotta work it backward in my mind.” 
“Actually, I’ll give you a bonus if you answer that one and name all the shows I’ve been the lead in.” 
“Okkkkkk. Most recent was The Lighthouse, got my baby her first Tony, of which I know there’ll be more. Before you left New York, you were the lead in Chicago. Then you were in the company of a couple shows. At Juilliard, you were the lead in Oklahoma, one of the few freshman to get a lead in a spring production,” Charlotte did a mini bow to the camera as she laughed. “But you were the lead in every spring show every year so Oklahoma, Funny Girl, Rent, and Kinky Boots. But your fist lead role was senior year as Cinderella in your high school production.” 
“Damnnnnnn…” They shared a high five. “That deserves hella points cause that’s hard as hell. I’ll give you two for that one. What am I scared of?” 
“Spiders and scary movies. Pretty sure if I ever did a horror movie, that’s the one premiere you wouldn’t go to.”
“Correct, you’d be on your own buddy. Ummm, oh this is a good one, what’s my favorite food? You’ve had this question before though.” 
He laughed. “And I learned that it wasn’t my bolognese - utterly heartbroken by that by the way - but it’s still pizza. All the girl eats is pizza.” 
“Correct. Oh this’s hilarious,” she laughed. “Who is my celebrity crush?” 
“Mannnn..." Michael grunted at the mere premise of the question. "Well, obviously me but I will say you went into a deep fan girl space the time you met Denzel and George Clooney.” 
“I mean every woman watching would revert to their 16 year old fan girl self in the presence of those two. But correct. Denzel is actually a friend now, we have him and Paulette over for dinner a lot so I’ve chilled out significantly. Um who’s my favorite actor?” 
“Me.” 
“He’s a bit conceded,” she joked to the camera. “Bonus point if you get whose number two on that list?” 
“Mahershala Ali.” 
“Good job. But you’re number 1 all day, baby.” 
“Oh I wasn’t worried about that at all.” 
“Ok, last one, what’s my favorite sleeping position?” 
“When I sleep like draped across your chest.” 
Charlotte made a buzzer noise and shook her head. “The question was MY favorite, not yours.” 
“That ain’t your favorite too??” 
“Absolutely not,” she doubled over in laughter at the pure look of offense on his face. “I’m sorry, baby but like when you’re at your Adonis or Killmonger weight, you are hella heavy. My side of the bed is basically also his.”
“It’s been 6 years, why you ain’t say shit?” Michael was genuinely surprised. 
Charlotte shrugged. “Cause you sleep best that way and I like that it makes you happy.” Her tone signaled that she was not simply saying that for the cameras but she actually meant it.
“That’s really sweet, babe. So what’s your favorite?” 
“Umm when we’re traveling and apart, I sleep on my stomach with like one leg half out of the covers… and in the middle of the bed so I can like sprawl out.”
“Noted. Ok how’d I do, baby?” 
“11 points… that was pretty good! Pretty sure I’m not gonna do as good but let’s see.” 
“Aight. Oh ok, how many movies have I been in?” 
Charlotte’s mouth fell open. “Ok that’s not fair! Did you pay someone to write these questions?? That’s hella hard. Um… are we counting the ones where you were just a cameo?” 
“Why not and I’ll give you a bonus if you name the first movie I was lead in?” 
“Ok if we’re counting cameos, I’m 95% sure it’s 20 or 21. And your first lead was Fruitvale Station, though you could make a case for Chronicle but that was more of an ensemble cast so I would go with Fruitvale.” 
“Damn you’re good! I don’t even know the number exactly but 20 sounds right so you get both points.”
Charlotte wiped her hand across her forehead and said “Whew. Cause it wasn’t looking good for me for a sec.” 
“What’s my least favorite food?” 
Charlotte laughed. “You have a visceral, and do mean, visceral hatred for Brussels sprouts.” 
“Correct. Hate them so much. Umm in the similar vein, what’s my ideal cheat meal when I’m training?” 
Charlotte smiled. “Whew, ok you got a lot but I feel like it depends on where we are? Like when we’re in Philly, it’s a cheesesteak, easy. But when we’re in New York, it's pizza from Prince St. and those cookies from that bakery in Lower Manhattan… can’t remember the name. And honestly, when we’re home, you love a huge breakfast spread and anything with carbs. Oh and donuts from that spot in downtown.” 
“Damn Els! You get two points for that. Very spot on. Umm how do you know when I’m mad at you?” 
Charlotte laughed. “Well, we don’t really argue much but when you’re upset it’s fairly easy to tell cause you call me Charlotte, which he literally never does any other time.” 
“Correct. What’s my biggest pet peeve that you do?” 
Charlotte grimaced. “Umm when I don’t take my health or safety seriously… or as serious as you would want me to. That causes like 95% of the rare arguments we do have.” 
“Yep. Oh this one is kinda hard because I don’t think you can ever remember the date. What day did I propose?” 
Charlotte leaned into the arm of her chair. “Oof that is hard. Well the world thinks we got engaged in June around the Tonys cause that’s the first time I wore my ring in public. But fun fact everyone, we got engaged in March. That week was a blur of you know… trauma and near death experiences,” she chuckled, her joke falling flat with her husband. “It’s been six years, we still can’t joke about it??” 
“Nah we can’t.” 
“Well, I’m the one that almost croaked so I feel like I can joke about it a little,” she argued with a smile. “But anywhoooo, you proposed on March 5. Wait, no! March 6 because it was like 2 am the Thursday after the premiere of the show on our balcony in New York. Best night of my life.” 
He leaned forward and kissed her hand and winked at her, causing her to blush. 
“Good job. What do I consider to be our first date?” 
She chuckled. “Ok well we have different opinions on this but you consider our first date to be that steakhouse we went to after filming one night in Philly. But I consider our first date to be our actual first date, that art walk in the summer. I don’t think I ever learned why you think Philly was our first date?” 
Michael merely shrugged nonchalantly. “Cause that night made me fall in love with you. From that date forward, my heart was yours. The art walk was just when you finally caught up,” he winked at her, shaking her knee a bit. 
“You never told me that. Stop saying these sweet things and making me want to cry,” she moaned, wiping away a stray tear. 
“She cries at basically everything,” Michael fake whispered to the camera causing Charlotte to playfully scoff. 
“Next question!” 
“What’s my favorite nickname to call you? Bonus question if you tell me which of the ones you call me is my favorite?” 
“Your favorite to call me is honey bee but you call me Els the most, which I love. And umm I don’t know the second one, everyone in the family calls you Bakari so I doubt that’s it. And baby is so basic? I call you ‘love’ a lot but I don’t know… you tell me.” 
“I really like it when you call me ‘Kari.” 
In her utter confusion, for a moment, Charlotte forgot they were surrounded by cameras. “That can’t be right,” she laughed. “I called you that like once in our entire relationship when we wer-“ she stopped herself mid-sentence as she realized he was teasing her and she was about to put alllllll their business on front street. “I really hate you, you know that right?” 
He actually almost fell out of his seat in laughter as Charlotte shook her head and covered her face with her cards in embarrassment. 
Her mind floated back to once years ago when Michael made her squirt for the first time. He had been fucking her so hard and for so long she could barely formulate thoughts, let alone sentences. And as he demanded she scream his name over and over again, she shortened it to Kari out of pure necessity because she could barely say more than a syllable at a time. He teased her relentlessly afterward. 
“Impossible.” He winked at her. “Ok let’s get this back on track. Who’s my favorite athlete?” 
“Forever and always , Kobe.” 
“Right. What’s my favorite thing to cook?” 
“Bolognese… and you got good at some other homemade pasta sauces like pesto during the pandemic that you still like to do.” 
“Right. Aight, last one, oh this is a good one, what has been my favorite role and movie I’ve played in my career?” 
Charlotte mused for a moment. “Oof that is actually hard. I mean the easy answer is Adonis because you’ve spent the longest with him and I think you’ve valued watching your own career and who you are growing and evolving along with him? And you know, you got me outta that deal which is pretty great.” She joked. “But I think Killmonger and Black Panther will always hold a special place in your heart. Not just because of Chad but because that role was a stretch in terms of who he was and the darkness in him. He challenged you in a lot of new ways as an actor, I think And because of the cultural significance of that movie and the bond it created with Ryan and the entire cast. I’ve never seen you or quite frankly any cast with as close of a bond with each other as you all do. I mean I’ve watched you do 100 press tours and that was the first one you were genuinely sad to have end. And you know, while I would love to see Killmonger back, I think even if you never get the chance to pick that character up again, I think the experience of that character will stick with you forever.” 
She rubbed his arm gently as she spoke. 
“Yea you get a point for that. Not sure which of those I would choose either but the reasoning for both is super spot on. I think that’s, you know, what I value most about those two roles and projects specifically. Those are definitely the top two. Good job, baby girl. “That’s it! Who won??” Michael immediately inquired of the producer behind the camera. 
“You actually tied so you both win.” 
They leaned in and kissed each other. “Good job, baby. I guess we both have to pay up.” 
“Fine by me,” Charlotte winked at him. 
“Wanna tell us what you all wagered?” the producer asked. 
The couple laughed and shook their heads. “Nope, nice try though.”  
Michael winked at his wife before the producer yelled cut.
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Thanks for the ask!! I love these so much lol
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Previously on Living a Nightmare;
Riley received an AMAZING chance card and jumped all the way to the top of the comedy career! He quickly became an overnight sensation and is now a one star celebrity! This is definitely Riley's biggest accomplishment and it means we'll have to spend a lot less time at work as the legacy progresses which I'm happy about!
Immediately after being promoted, Riley was flown out to Del Sol Valley to film his very FIRST comedy special titled "Hot and Heavy". It was a resounding success! "Hot and Heavy" was one of the most popular comedy albums of the entire year, and Riley has the plaques and posters to prove it. His life has skyrocketed in a very short amount of time. He's got a beautiful girlfriend, a job that he loves and grand ideas for what the future holds for him.
Monica decided she was ready for more and autonomously asked Riley if she could move in! They're both so infatuated with each other and don't want to waste any more time not being together.
Under the cut you can find some a lot more info on the gameplay aspect of the legacy and my future plans for the Burns family!
First of all, I had to extend the short lifespans just a LITTLE bit. Short is TOO short y'all, I can't. I still made them shorter than the normal lifespan. Lifespans are as follows:
Baby: 2 days
Infant: 6 days
Toddler: 8 days
Child: 11 days
Teen: 14 days
Young Adult: 18 days
Adult: 25 days
Elder: 8 days
We'll play out this first generation with these lifespans and see how it goes, I may have to adjust it a bit but I'm not sure. I really did not realize how difficult this challenge was going to be, because I get attached to my gameplay sims very fast. They're all gonna DIE so quickly, pray for me. I'm honestly excited to see how much progress we can make in a short amount of time though.
As far as future plans, I'm completely over Strangerville and it's annoying NPC's. I did not beat the Strangerville story and I was using a mod to toggle the story on and off, and sometimes I would forget to toggle it and it's just so frustrating. there should ABSOLUTELY be an option in the gameplay settings to turn the story off.
We are officially going to be moving to Chestnut Ridge! I figured it would be fun to try out some horse ranch gameplay and own a huge ranch. We're going to be taking out a loan in order to afford it, and Riley is going to keep working for a while as a top comedian before he retires and dedicates all of his time to the ranch. We're going to be attempting to survive by selling nectar, breeding horses/doing competitions, and farming! Monica may also pick up crocheting or cross stitching as a side hobby. Maybe canning?! I haven't done any canning at all yet! I know it makes little to no sense for them to be moving to a huge ranch from a very rundown home, but since Riley shot to stardom so fast I like to think he realized the first thing he wanted was a nicer home.
I think it fits Riley PERFECTLY. He's always wanted to make his own nectar and being a country boy at heart, Chestnut Ridge won't feel too far from home. Monica is also an animal enthusiast and VERY excited to get some animals, so it's going to be great for both of them. They've been doing some house hunting lately and they've almost found the perfect place. I've already moved some of their friends to Chestnut Ridge and given all of the original Chestnut Ridge townies little makeovers! I also added a couple more sims to the world just to fill it up a bit more. Riley and Monica will be making TONS of friends I'm sure. There's a bunch of couples ready to have babies at the same time as them which I'm excited about, gotta make sure our kids have friends!
I think that's it for now, but I did just want to say thank you so much to anyone who shows any kind of interest in following along with my gameplay. I know I've been widlly inconsistent and have rarely been posting gameplay, but I truly believe that's about to change as I dive back into this legacy and get things rolling again!
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goldenavenger02 · 5 months
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i said "i love you" (you say nothing back)
After defeating the Hoarder, Nya finds out exactly what Cole means when he says that it feels like the earth is screaming. Meanwhile, Cole knows that his and Geo’s time is running out.
“We’re gonna need to head out first thing in the morning,” Nya explained as she followed Cole around, the two of them on their own journey to find two sufficient air mattresses for her and Sora to sleep on for the night, but she had a much more pressing matter on her mind, “so, you and Geo?”
“What about Geo?” Cole asked, kneeling down next to a pile of junk and starting to dig through it.
“I just think it’s nice that you found him and the others, that you had others after the Merge,” Nya shrugged as she got down beside her best friend and started to dig through the pile of trash beside him while a much simpler time came to the forefront of her mind, “remember that true match machine?”
“Oh my god,” Cole laughed despite the thin lines of pain around his lips that Nya could only see in a certain light, “I nearly forgot about that stupid thing.”
“What, the machine that resulted in you and I going on one date? Where afterwards you said “I’m not talking to Jay, but you can’t pick me”? How did you forget that?” Nya couldn’t contain her laughter as they stood with zero luck and continued to walk, no longer in fear of the Hoarder now that it was trapped in a jar.
“I still can’t believe that was the last piece of the puzzle.”
“Yep, one date with me. That’s all it took for you to realize that you were gay,” she grinned, but it was quickly replaced by a frown of worry about where her yin was bubbling its way back to the surface of her mind, “I hope that the others find him.”
“Hey,” Cole’s voice was comforting as his hand rested on her shoulder, forcing her attention to him, “we will find him. One of us will find Jay, I promise. I mean, you and Sora found me in a place that, according to most people, doesn’t even exist. That’s gotta mean something.”
“I wish you would come with us.” Nya sighed, pulling an air mattress pump off of the top of a pile of junk, relieved to find that it was only slightly dented and battery powered.
“You know I can’t. Not until I can find a way to bring them with me,” Cole sighed, examining the device, “it would kill me to leave them-” the cry of anguish as he dropped to his knees forced a horrific scream from Nya’s lungs.
“Cole!” She rushed over and knelt down before pulling her best friend into her arms, “Cole, what’s-”
“Get Geo.” Was all he said before his eyes fluttered shut and his body went limp in her arms, making Nya’s stomach churn with worry; she tried to lift him so she could get him back to the Rookery, to find his boyfriend like he said to do, but despite her own share of muscle from the years of being a Samurai and then a ninja, he was still too heavy for her.
So she did the only thing that she could think to do and started to yell out, “Sora! Geo! Riyu! I need help!”
Nya’s heart pounded painfully in her chest as she looked around at the others surrounding her; Bonzal was crocheting, her boney hands working slowly but expertly with the light blue yarn that was reminiscent of her own gi. Fritz and Spitz were sitting on the ground, gluing together popsicle sticks into what she assumed was a log cabin, similar to how she had done it when she was their age. Sora and Riyu had gone out to resume finding mattresses for the two of them to settle for the night, insisting that since they had found a pump, a mattress had to be close by.
Nya couldn’t help but wonder if Bonzal’s crocheting was nerves or not with how slow she was working; she couldn’t help but remember her boyfriend’s anxious movements, his hands working nervously on all sorts of projects and inventions if only just to calm his overworking mind.
If he had been with her in this current moment, Jay would focus on trying to comfort her own nerves, using his own words to ground himself, but she didn’t dare wish for him to be there even in the comfort of her own mind, not even a good experience with a Dijin could change that.
With how at ease the boys were, even if they weren’t outwardly showing their nerves, Nya couldn’t help but wonder if what had happened to Cole was somewhat normal for the children he was now practically calling his own, for the skeleton who outwardly didn’t care for much but her craft projects as well as her weird collections and for Cole’s boyfriend, who was in the room just down the hall, tending to him.
It wasn’t that it was unexpected for Cole to have a boyfriend; ever since he came out to her, Nya was aware of the persistent crush he had once had on her brother as well as the brief romance that he had shared with Plundar. If she was being completely honest, she had been expecting it for a long time just like she knew the others had been expecting her to get back together with Jay.
But she couldn’t stop herself from wondering about Geo, the outcast of Shintaro that had found his way into Cole’s heart. They hadn’t spoken much to each other aside from the explanation of his own elemental powers, not that it wasn’t either of their faults given the attack from both The Hoarder as well as Dr. LaRow.
Admittedly, Nya couldn’t help but wonder if it was just her wanting to get to know the Munce, or if some part of her was still guarded from the mess that had been what had gone down with Harumi and Lloyd and as a result, wanted to protect the others from going through anything like that again.
She was so lost in her own mind that she hadn’t even registered Geo, slowly opening the creaking, wooden door until he approached the line of her vision, “how is he?”
“He’ll be okay,” Geo’s voice was steady, like anything about Cole passing out for seemingly no reason after expressing earlier in the day that it felt like the earth had been screaming ever since the Merge was okay.
“How are you so calm about this?” Nya questioned with a raised eyebrow, “this isn’t normal and not just in Ninjago. It’s not normal at all.”
Geo didn’t answer at first and Nya assumed that it was due to the fact that he was refusing to acknowledge her question, but she was surprised when Geo led her over to a small table pushed into the back of the room and handed her a hot mug of steaming chamomile, a scent she instantly recognized from her days working at Steep Wisdom.
“I don’t like scaring Fritz and Spitz,” Geo admitted as he passed her a small dish of sugar before taking a sip of his unsweetened tea, looking right at the young boys as he spoke, “they’re just kids. Kids who look at Cole the same way that they look at me.”
“So they’re your sons?” Nya pressed while sweetening her tea.
“In all but blood,” Geo affirmed, “the four of us, we were all rejected by our biological families, so we made our own and when Cole fell from the sky, we only assumed that he was like the rest of us.”
Nya nodded; she was instantly brought back to those cold autumn mornings in Ignacia where her feet would be so cold that she would instantly go to Kai’s bed and snuggle up to her furnace of a brother; even when he complained about her cold feet on his warm legs, she knew that he was grateful that at least he could provide warmth.
It had just been the two of them surviving together, hoping that the other villagers would take pity on them to the point of at least offering them a warm meal if they didn’t buy some of the extensive stock of weapons that only dwindled as they grew up.
In a weird way, she had been thankful for being taken by the skeleton army; after all, it wasn’t like they hurt her and afterwards, they had the guarantee of comfy beds and warm meals while Kai continued his training to become the master of fire.
“So, what happened out there?” Nya questioned, now that the chamomile was starting to calm down her anxiety and replaced it with the need for answers, “and why are you all so calm about this?”
“I know you said that this isn’t normal, and you are completely in the right, but it has become our normal,” Geo explained, stopping to take a sip of his tea, “a few weeks after Cole arrived, he fought the Hoarder for the first time. But when he used what he calls his “earth punch”, he confided in me later on that the earth struggled to obey his mastery and it felt like the ground was in agony.”
“So the pain is from his earth punch.” 
“Not exactly,” Nya couldn’t stop her eyebrow from raising in confusion, but after being in so many confusing conversations throughout the years, she knew when it was better to remain silent, “after that day, he started to develop these migraines, he told me that he always hears the cries, but that he can drown them out. But some days, like today, it’s too strong for him.”
Nya swallowed in sympathy; after she had been brought back from the sea, she had been forced to go through the withdrawal of the lack of elemental power she had seen both Kai and Lloyd go through in the past. It had been painful to say the least between getting used to her own body again as well as the usual flu-like symptoms that came with having the elemental energy ripped from one's body.
But consistent migraines like that, long after the event that originally caused the internal turmoil, that was new to her; not impossible, but new. Just like everything else that she had learned within the past few weeks since she reunited with Lloyd.
“Is there anything that helps him get through the bad days?” Nya asked, pushing a loose strand of hair away from her face where it had fallen out of her ponytail, only to be disappointed when Geo shook his head.
“Not much. We haven’t been able to find any sort of medicine or herbal remedy to decrease the pain, but physical contact helps him ground himself, so it’s something.”
That was something that didn’t surprise Nya at all. Cole was always the first one to give and accept hugs to whoever might need one ever since she first met him; she had a particularly strong memory of the two of them holding onto each other tightly after a conversation about ghosts and newfound powers. 
But as Geo spoke, every word rattled inside of her mind and filled it with the fact that Geo was not deceptive and had zero malicious intent for her friend. Rather, he may very well be the best match she had ever seen for Cole.
“Then you should go be with him,” Nya insisted, putting her now empty tea cup down on the table, “I’ll clean this up and make dinner.”
“Are you sure?” Geo questioned as she stood, taking his empty cup with her own towards the sink, “you and Sora have a long journey ahead of you tomorrow.”
“Geo, you are the first person I’ve met that has truly loved Cole,” Nya put her hand on the Munce’s to ensure that yes, she had his attention, “and right now, you are the one he needs. You’ve helped him through this before, I would have no idea what to do.”
Geo nodded as he stood, and Nya could have sworn that she saw a shiny tear trickle down his cheek but he made no move to acknowledge it as he walked back toward his and Cole’s shared bedroom, only stopping to turn back toward Bonzal and say, “help Nya with dinner if she needs it.”, before disappearing behind the wooden door.
Cole knew that if he stayed perfectly still and kept his eyes closed, the migraine would pass. It would take time and he would be bedridden for the rest of the night, but he knew that the throbbing in his mind and the subtle churn of his nauseated stomach would pass.
In the years that had passed in the Land of Lost Things, he got used to the throbbing of the scar that had come from the rift in the sky sealing around the left side of his skull. 
He knew that any of the other ninjas would have been just as freaked out as he had been when it had started, he also knew that it had been foolish to believe that it had just been from the lack of adrenaline from fighting the Hoarder that first time.
But, he had Geo to get him through it by letting him rest his pounding head on his chest and the comforting squeeze of his arm around his shoulders. It didn’t stop the pain, the nausea or even the fainting, but it was enough for Cole to ground himself and know that he would get through it just like he had before.
“Hey,” the tender whisper broke through his thoughts, resting his gentle hand on Cole’s bare shoulder which gave him the strength to open his eyes in the pitch black room, “how’re you feeling?”
“Honestly?” Cole couldn’t stop his voice from trembling as he spoke because even moving the muscles in his jaw sent a flash of pain through his head, “like shit, the migraines…” he hesitated, but given the little of Geo’s face he could see through the makeshift blackout curtains that covered their windows, Cole knew that his boyfriend knew exactly what he was gonna say, “I think they’re getting worse. The screaming is getting louder.”
Geo’s mouth was pushed into a tight line, the face he made whenever he was deep in thought; Cole had seen it before, when the two of them discussed the Hoarder with Bonzal to try and figure out what exactly it was and how to stop it for good, as well as when the migraines first made their appearance and Geo had tried everything to remove the pain before it was decided that they should just try and manage the pain instead.
“You should go with Nya, Riyu and Sora tomorrow,” Geo finally spoke, and despite the pain, Cole immediately sat up in protest, “Cole, lay back do-”
“I am not leaving the boys, I am not leaving Bonzal and I am not leaving you,” Cole shook his head and fought back the wave of nausea that it caused as he grasped onto his boyfriend’s hands, “you four can’t leave, I can’t leave you.”
“Ninjago has more sufficient medical technology-”
“But Ninjago doesn’t have you,” Cole cut him off, his vision trying to dim around him due to the overexertion, “I need you, Geo.”
“I don’t want you to leave, Cole,” Geo’s voice trembled as he set a gentle hand on his chest, forcing his throbbing head onto the pillows, “but I also don’t want to lose you.”
Cole sighed as he chewed on the edge of his lip; he understood everything Geo was saying and he knew that his boyfriend wasn’t pushing him away because he no longer wanted him around but more so that he couldn’t find another solution to the problem and he knew that, in the depths of his mind where only the truest honesty inside of him was, he knew that the only solution had to be stopping the Merge Quakes.
“I love you, Geo,” Cole sighed as he moved to allow the Munce to get in bed beside him so he could rest his head against his chest, knowing that if this was the last night that he would be with Geo, then he was going to make sure that it ended on a good note, “and I swear that as soon as all of this is over, I’ll come back and bring you four with me.”
“I know you will,” Geo spoke softly before pressing his tender lips to the top of Cole’s head, wrapping his arm around his shoulders, “and Cole?”
Cole turned his head to look into Geo’s shiny eyes, feeling his own tears start to build up from both the migraine and knowing that this could very well be the last time that he shared the night with his boyfriend.
Despite all of that, Cole couldn’t help but smile when their lips met, the familiar sensation of nothing but pure love bringing his attention away from the pain for just a few moments before Geo pulled away and said what he got his attention for in the first place.
“I love you too, and if you can’t get back to us…” Geo stopped to push away Cole’s sweaty, raven-black hair away from his throbbing scar, never putting his fingers directly on it.
“Don’t finish that,” Cole pleaded, gently taking Geo’s purple fingers in his own hand, “I will come back to Bonzal, to the boys and to you. We’ll go back to Ninjago, and you guys can meet my dad,” he started to ramble, which he knew was from both the exhaustion and the migraine taking away his focus, but he had this conversation with Geo before deep in the night after they had their first kiss.
“And if we decide that Ninjago isn’t for us, we’ll go live with your friend, Queen Vania, in Shintaro,” Geo continued, pressing more soft kisses against Cole’s head while speaking, “and we’ll keep raising our boys where they’ll be as safe as they can be and where Bonzal will have so much thread and yarn that she’ll never run out of things to crochet or sew.”
“And when they’re a bit older,” Cole stopped to yawn, his eyes fluttering shut as he continued to mumble, “maybe we’ll have another one. I’ve always wanted three, you know.”
But as he let his eyes stay shut and his mind started to wander into dreamland, he heard Geo speak for just a few more moments.
“A girl, who we’ll name her after your mom,” one more kiss pressed to his forehead followed by a “good night, Cole” and after that, Cole couldn’t hear his boyfriend speak anymore.
He thought he heard the voice of Master Wu calling out to him, pleading with him to follow him, but it quickly faded to an empty void.
Spitz had burst into tears as soon as he heard that Cole would be leaving, his sobs turning into sniffles after Cole hugged him with a little bit of super strength and insisted that he would be back as soon as he could be.
Fritz was just as sniffly as Spitz when he hugged Cole tightly, but was much easier to cheer up with the promise of meeting the others, especially Kai, and the promise that he would be brought back the newest in ninja action figures.
Bonzal didn’t say much before leading the boys away, she didn’t even hug Cole, but when she stuttered over “bring me any bones you find, rock boy,” he knew that she was pushing back any of her emotions so he and Geo could have a proper goodbye without Fritz asking more questions about the dragon cores or Spitz becoming inconsolable about Cole leaving again.
But when the door closed, leaving the Master of Earth and the Munce alone, neither of them could break the silence as Cole pulled the backpack of his few things over his shoulder. He was still exhausted from the migraine that had overtaken him the day before, but the pain was gone and the screaming was quieter now.
Unfortunately, that also meant that his departure from the land he had called home, and the people he had called home for the last few years, was very real and not just an argument between him and his boyfriend.
“You be safe,” Geo’s voice broke through the seemingly impenetrable silence that had filled the living room as he rested his palm in Cole’s, the small burst of powers forming a brief heart shape around their hands, “you come back to us.”
“Geo,” Cole swallowed harshly, his mouth dry as he did, “tell me to stay and I swear, I will unpack this bag faster than the elemental master of speed,” Cole knew that he wouldn’t since he was the one who told him to leave the night before, but he was pleading just the same as his voice trembled into a honest stutter, “I-I love you.”
He should have known that Geo wouldn’t say another word, but the last thing he expected was for Geo to let his hand fall before walking with him toward the entrance. Cole wanted to take his hand again, to drop his pack and insist that he was staying, but that’s when Geo spoke one more time, pressing his hand to Cole’s cheek as he did, his eyes full of earnestness.
“You have to leave.”
And with that, Geo removed his hand from his cheek and turned around toward their bedroom, leaving Cole to stand in the entryway by himself.
His shaky breath filled the room as the water in his eyes started to fall, but he lifted his arm up, wiped away the tears, pulled the backpack tighter onto his shoulder and forced himself to walk out of the Rookery for the last time.
Despite that, he couldn’t stop himself from turning around for a brief second to try and get a glimpse of Geo from the window, only to remember that the blackout curtains were still up; so he continued walking toward Nya, Sora and Riyu to tell them that he would be going to follow Master Wu’s voice instead of coming with them.
But he knew that he wouldn’t tell Nya the reason that he was wiping heartbroken tears from his cheeks and if she pressed, he knew that he would have to lie to her only so she didn’t release any of her powers on the Finders.
‘I will return,’ Cole told himself as his eyes caught onto the small group in front of him, ‘and we’ll all make it back to Ninjago.’
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spaceanxshark24 · 6 months
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Redo of the Just Dancers headcanons!
-Brezziana is afrolatino and speak fluent spanish, confusing the others with speaking it from time to time. Wanderlust also knows spanish (gotta be multilingual if you need to speak to literally everyone!)
-Jack was learning Spanish as he’s part latino (based off of @caitlynnrosespn post), but Night Swan switched it to Ukrainian in her sense of perfection.
-Mihaly definitely has been yoinked by a couple of doorknobs cause of their earbuds.
-Sara definitely has shared art, headcanons and fics from our world. I mean, who wouldn’t?
-Sara definitely crocheted a plushie of discoball to remind herself of the Just Dancers whenever she isn’t able to go to the danceverses.
-(We’re getting to some of the kinda dark parts now) Jack Rose and Wanderlust have generational trauma. Always wanting to do more their expectations that are set before them, especially since they’re both a prince and need to protect their people since it’s their born purpose to.
-Sara and Jack never knew what a true family felt like until they met the other Just Dancers. Sara lost her family when since she was little and Jack lost the meaning of it growing up, found it in JD23, and lost his family again after JD24.
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Hiiii, I saw that you said you liked answering questions, and I’ve been brainrotting so hard on your TTSBC fics, so I wanted to ask, is there anything that you have been wanting to tell us about the world that you haven’t had the opportunity yet?
Oooooooooooo....
I GOTTA HAVE A THINK
How about some fast facts that have been scattered around other posts here or there all smushed together:
Grian's pistols aren't guns, they're fake props for him to shoot glamor bullets through so humans don't realize glamor is a thing
The avians all have incredibly high spice tolerance and very much enjoy spicy food. Etho can't handle it at all which is why they've been forbidden from cooking family meals off the cuff and are forced to follow one of Docs recipes to the letter if they wanna make anything they expect Etho to consume.
Xisuma is head of over-city relations at the labs, which basically means he's in charge of managing shipments moving between bedrock.
Scott knits and crochets, it's a hobby he picked up from his Grandmother and it's one of the few things they can still talk about pretty easily without things getting to fiery.
Cub very rarely listens to actual music in his noise canceling headphones, more often he listens to soundscapes. Like a forest, or the beach, or white noise.
Scar keeps a pair of Cub's favorite brand of noise canceling headphones at his own apartment just in case of emergency. They have their own dedicated power outlet and he always makes sure they are fully charged. Luckily he hasn't had to use them very often, but there have been bad days where he's been grateful he got them even though Cub insisted it was overprotective.
Hopefully these were fun for you! 💖
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randompajamaalt · 7 months
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okay I’m gonna go on a rant real quick(spoiler alert it’s not real quick)
So you know how in Simon’s episode everyone’s talking about how he wrote the fionna and cake stories? And just not letting him live them down? That must suck so much because hearing everyone talk about them like he wrote them makes him feel like nobody can recognize just how different he is from ice king. Everyone thinks of them as the same person, like Simon is just the ice king but boring and not as fun. Even Finn talks about the stories to Simon like Simon himself wrote them, not the ice king, and it makes him feel awful. Like he just can’t get away from it. He’s traumatized, genuinely, and everyone around him is treating him like the ice king is better than him. Can’t be fun.
and I have a lot of headcannons for simon(I mean what did you expect), but a lot of my main ones are stuff like he doesn’t feel cold as much anymore, and he accidentally takes near-freezing showers when he’s zoned out or dissociating purely because he doesn’t realize. And another thing is I think he can’t even take normal showers anymore- the normal hot water feels suffocating, and he overheats too quickly. That’s actually a thing I have personally- in middleschool I went on a week-long field-trip like thing where I had to spend a week camping in the dead winter with a team of 15 other kids and it really messed me up. I felt cold like I never had before- I’ve gotta say I haven’t felt much cold like it since. I almost got hypothermia multiple times. And since then my body temperature runs a bit lower, my hands don’t circulate well so they’re always near ice cold, and I take cold showers because I overheat too easily. And I think simon also has a lot of those things, but like- boosted. To an insane amount. He was the ice king for a thousand years, so it makes sense. I think his house is always ice cold and he doesn’t realize it. I think he has to buy special sheets and pillow covers and blankets optimized for summer and high temperatures because normal ones overheat him. I think he practically dies whenever summertime rolls around and just sits in his house 24/7 with the AC on max. All that jazz. And don’t get me wrong, the idea of Simon cozied up in the wintertime with a bunch of blankets is wonderful, but to me I think he would do something of the opposite. Whenever you look in Christmas photos of him and the gang, everyone else is bundled up and he’s in a tank top or a t shirt or something to that extent. And yes, I know he wears a lot of jackets and long sleeved things in the show, BUT! BUT! What if this is for other reasons. Could be a work uniform or a work-provided wardrobe. Could be the only thing you could find, just pulled off a scarecrow. Could be something forced on you by your weird alternate universe yassified clone. Etc, etc, you get the gist. I think once he opens up more you see him with far shorter sleeves in pictures and just in general. Also, when we see Fionna shivering in the Winter King episode, Simon doesn’t bat an eye when he’s wearing thin tattered clothes and NO SOCKS OR SHOES. ON ICE. That takes either insane willpower and pain tolerance or just flat out cold immunity. Also I think it would be really cute if whenever an event calls for a Christmas sweater Marcy sews or crochets him a custom sleeveless one <333 their dynamic is amazing(and you cannot convince me Marcy doesn’t crochet)!! I might end up just drawing a bunch of stuff where Simon is wearing tank tops because why the heck not. Also he likes Big Bang theory and he watches it with PB and Marcy sometimes LET ME LIVE. also I think he used to watch it a lot with Betty as well. I’m sad now
Sorry that was longer than planned Uh- yay simon!! I may or may not draw/write something inspired by this, who knows
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nnschneider · 7 months
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Halloween Crochet Project
Last year, I made an octopus balaclava which became my first Tumblr post.
This year, I saw a Medusa knitted hat on here and said to myself, "Make That."
So I did.
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I didn't follow the instructions for the knitted project because I went with crochet instead. (I am scared to learn knitting in the round, and don't want to buy more needles.) I made a ton of crochet snakes. 🐍🐍🐍 So many snakes! 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍 And then I attached them to a beanie. Then I realized I didn't have enough snakes and had to make even more. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍
The snake pattern is below. Basically, rows 1-8 are the head, rows 9-11 are the neck, and all the rest is the body. As these are attached to the hat, I didn't need to do the tail.
Magic circle. SC × 6. Slip stitch to close the loop. Tighten the ring. (6 st)
Increase: Ch ×1, (SC × 2 in a SC, SC × 1 in a SC) × 3. Slip stitch to close the loop. (9 st)
Ch ×1, SC in every SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (9 st)
Increase: Ch ×1, (SC × 1 in a SC, SC × 2 in a SC, SC × 1 in a SC) × 3. Slip stitch to close the loop. (12 st)
Ch ×1, SC in every SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (12 st)
Decrease: Ch ×1, [ (SC × 1 in a SC) × 3, SC 2 Together, SC × 1 in a SC] × 2. Slip stitch to close the loop. (10 st)
Decrease: Ch ×1, [ (SC × 1 in a SC) × 2, SC 2 Together, SC × 1 in a SC] × 2. Slip stitch to close the loop. (8 st)
Decrease: Ch ×1, [ (SC × 1 in a SC) × 1, SC 2 Together, SC × 1 in a SC] × 2. Slip stitch to close the loop. (6 st)
Ch ×1, SC in every SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (6 st)
Ch ×1, SC in every SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (6 st)
Ch ×1, SC in every SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (6 st)
Ch ×1, SC, HDC DC, DC, HDC, SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (6 st)
Ch ×1, SC in every SC. Slip stitch to close the loop. (6 st)
Repeat 12 & 13 until your snake is long enough.
The body as I did it has a bit of a wave to it to give it some natural movement, but go with whatever makes you happy. I also stuck pipe cleaners in them so I could try to position them later. It wasn't as effective as it initially sounded; it gave them more shape but not to the point where I could make the top layer stand up and look menacing.
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The first row was 8 snakes. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍
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The second row is 10 snakes. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍
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The third row is also 10 snakes. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍 I can feel the weight pulling the hat back so that it rests higher on my forehead. I suppose this means I need to balance it a bit. I had put pipe cleaners in all snakes in the first two rows but decided to only bother with them in the front 4 by row 3 because the pipe cleaners weren't as effective as I wanted. I probably should have not bothered with pipe cleaners in the bottom rows and done more with them in the top rows.
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The fourth row is 9 snakes. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍 And the snakes are shorter on top than the bottom rows, so they take less time and less yarn! The cap is feeling loose but the weight distribution is relatively good so it's not sliding off my head. I'll probably feel more secure if I bobby pin it in place.
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Enough snakes! Something like 10 or 13 on top. I feel like a fricking Gorgon. 🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍🐍
But am I done? No. Gotta gild that lily.
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I added bead-y yellow eyes and forked yarn tongues to the snakes because it adds.
The tongue was fun and easy, just knotting the yarn until it was a good (variable) length and then changing up the last knot to make the forked tongue seem more or less forked.
Oh, and. The snake heads each have a top and bottom, but the bodies have a little wiggle and don't all lay flat and easy. My point is that it's not obvious which side is the top side for sewing on the snake eyes, especially when a blob of yarn noodles is laying in your lap. I had to put it on and then stand in front of the mirror, marking the top sides with safety pins so I would know which ends were up.
True confession: I'm running out of momentum to finish the snake eyes. I plan on wearing this to hand out candy so I don't need to gild every snake, just the ones ppl will see.
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And if my kids get any costume ideas (they don't beg from door to door anymore but they do get into the spirit), I'll have bandwidth to work with them.
As a couple's costume idea, I need my husb to coat himself in gray face paint and stand as still as a statue.
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clint barton as your older brother headcanons :)
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type of writing: headcanons / scenario
word count: 685
request: yes / no
original request: "Hi! I love your teen avenger series so far, it's amazing! Do you think you could do headcanons for being Clint Barton's younger sibling? Thanks ❤"
dynamic: clint barton x younger sibling!reader
characters: clint barton, a little barney barton as well, maybe some kate bishop, lucky the pizza dog ofc
a/n: THIS TOOK ME SO LONG IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY IM SORRY :( but tysm for it!! gotta love clint barton :D also, requests are open, so send an ask any time!
taglist: @thecloudedmind @nutellani
(fill out this form if you'd like to be on my taglist!!)
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having clint barton as a big brother really prepared you for anything
and when i say anything i mean anything
he once snuck up on you while you were at the grocery store
IT WAS SO MEAN OMG
like he literally hid behind one of those displays of chips
and then jumped out when you passed him
he was fr laughing so hard
then this old lady told him that he was rude so he got what he deserved
when it was just clint and barney, barney made clint learn sign language so that he would communicate with him
and so when you were born, barney was determined to have you learn it too
little did he know, clint had discovered bad words.
one thing led to another, and let’s just say the sign language clint taught you didn’t exactly mean what he told you it meant
barney was so mad omg but it was so funny
i feel like clint likes to invite you and barney over for dinner
not that barney comes bc that man is out doing who knows what
but he always gets pizza
like every single time he gets pizza
and he buys way too much
you once asked if he could get something else
and then once you got to his place, there was pizza on the table
smh
an important part of your relationship is that whenever you’re around, lucky ignores clint and only listens to you
and he gets super annoyed
like he’ll try EVERYTHING to get his dog back
but it doesn’t work :) 
you also have a really good relationship with kate
the two of you meet for coffee every once in a while just to gossip about clint
because let’s face it, the only person who has more blackmail on that guy is barney
i think clint would be a pretty protective older brother
he definitely calls just to check in on you
except sometimes he’ll call and do voices
i feel like clint would do a lot of voices
like celebrity impressions or accents
and so you’ll answer the phone and he’ll be trying to sound like bruce springsteen or something
and it’s always a really bad impression too
but he’ll try to have you guess and then he’ll tell you what it was after
and you always go “oh ok. i definitely heard that. yep.”
and then he just hangs up.
but he always calls back don’t worry :) 
clint also frequents antique shops.
but he doesn’t buy stuff for himself because he knows he’ll break it
so he swings by your place a lot with the most random stuff
sometimes it’s cool
like one time he gave you this lamp that looked like a taxi sign
but then once he gave you one of those really creepy baby dolls
from like the forties or something
and he just dropped it off by your door and ran away
and then he sent you a text like “check the front door…”
IT SCARED YOU SO BAD
you called him to yell at him but he wasn’t listening because he was laughing so hard 
you have a lot of eating competitions
barney used to take the two of you out to eat when you were younger, and you would both get four ice cream sundaes
and barney would just roll his eyes because he knew what was coming
you’d try to eat them as fast as possible
it usually ended with someone getting sick or with ice cream all over their clothes
and barney would just be sitting there, eyes closed, wishing he didn’t have such weird younger siblings
but don’t worry, he secretly loved the two of you :)
i like to think you knit and crochet stuff for clint a lot
and at the time he won’t look that excited but then he’ll wear it every chance he gets
you made him this purple hat thing and he literally won’t take it off
but he has to find something wrong with it, so he says it’s not warm enough
but you know that’s a lie!!
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therosebunpost · 9 months
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Oh to be Steddie's crafty GF~!
So, im touching on this topic in my Steve x Manic Pixie Dream couple story, of course, but I just wanna take a moment to gush about this idea.
Like, making things for them would be lit. My first thought is making Sports merch for Steve!! Shirts, hats, shorts, whatever. You either hand dye it to match the team colors or upcycle already existing things to add some personality to it.
Oh!! And upcycling his old clothes! Bet, you take some of his old polos and make dresses out of them by adding fabric to it! I think he'd love seeing you walk around knowing that shirt used to be his once upon a time. You just look so cute, and he'll even buy a new matching polo. (Listen, Steve feels like the type of dude who would 100% be down for matching things. I just feel it in my bones.)
Personally, I headcanon that Steve isn't very artistic. Not that he doesn't get it or he doesn't like it, no. It's just, he's never really felt the need to pursue it. He'll join in on activities involving crafts, but he's more interested in the social aspect rather then the craft itself. Likes watching others be creative and supporting them in doing so!! He loves watching you and Eddie in your elements, offering support and opinions when he can but ultimately just vibing.
Speaking of our dear Metalhead, craft buddies!!! You can not convince me that man hasn't got a crafty bone in his body, because he absolutely does! Now, I feel like Eddie is the embodiment of those cross stitch/embroidered pieces where you expect some wholesome, grandmotherly quote but instead its "This isn't a whore house, its a whore home." Or he'd 100% be the one who makes something vaguely (lets face it, theres no subtly) phallic or vaginal shaped. My dude is putting dicks, butts, boobs and coochie where he can, if he can.
That aside, I do think he's very artistic and actually does have things to say with that talent. Be it music, his writing, or any art medium you'd think he'd pick up. Sure, there's goofy stuff, but mixed in are some deeper meanings. Messages about the world and his life. I also think that stuff is really good. He puts a lot of effort into it, even the joke stuff. Hell, especially the joke stuff because "obviously you gotta make the boobs sit correctly or else the whole bit is thrown off, Steve!" (Steve reacting to that art just sounds so funny to me. He's supportive but also how can they bring anyone over anymore when there's a painting of a weed leaf hanging over the couch, or the goofy art of butts in the bathroom???) Also, I do think Eddie would happily make you both things. In fact, thats his love language. He's written you both songs, made patches for clothes, has even helped you in making custom Sports merch for Steve. Beyond just crafts, I also think he likes fixing things. (Even if Steve tells him he'll just buy a new one, Eddie likes seeing if he can fix it.)
Okay i think I got on a Eddie craft rant right there, but!! Back to you!! So, I imagine you've helped Eddie make props for campaigns, screen printed shirts for Corroded Coffin, and Hellfire, and also just thing's he likes. Custom band merch, book merch, all the merch!
As for your own crafts for yourselves, they love seeing what you come up with! If you make clothes, they absolutely want to see them. If you make jewelry, they admire it on you all the time. If you do something else, like crochet or knit, they love watching your hands as you work with the yarn. If you cook or bake, you bet your ass that they want to eat it, whatever it is. Steve is just so in awe of your ability to create something out of thin air. Eddie is constantly inspired and finds a muse in both you and Steve.
Just, being the crafty GF of them sounds nice~
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Well-Earned Rewards
Relationship(s): Cassie Perez & Cordell Walker, Larry James & Cordell Walker
Tags/Warnings: Fluff, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Crochet, Crafts, Gift Giving, Surprises, Backstory, Teasing
Summary: After a tough case, Cordell gifts Cassie with a hand-made blanket and a not-so-kept secret
A/N: Just a cute little things I wrote in between working on heavier fics. I hope you like it!
Taglist (if you would like to be added, let me know!): @theladywyn, @ihavepointysticks, @klaatu51, @itsjessiegirl1, @neptunium134
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Cassie stared at the blinking cursor on her currently blank report form. After spending almost a month on this intense case, her brain felt both too full of information on in and completely devoid of any understanding of what had happened while she was working it. She’d almost called in sick that morning just to give herself time to decompress but she’d already done that yesterday and James wasn’t going to give her a break on the paperwork. At least he wasn’t going to put them on a case anytime soon.
“Morning, Cassie.” Walker plopped in his seat, setting a tote bag down next to him while he booted up his computer. “Missed you yesterday.”
“Yeah.” Cassie sighed. “Needed a little time to process that case. I mean, I knew cartels were crazy but….”
He nodded. “Yeah, it was pretty intense, especially for your first case like that. You definitely earned that day off. And speaking of earning-” He reached into his tote bag and presented her with a neatly folded blanket. “To celebrate your hard work on this case. We really couldn’t’ve done it without you.”
Cassie gasped and took the blanket. The soft yarn pillowed in her hands and she ran her hands lightly over the circular pattern. “Walker…. You really didn’t have to get me anything…”
He shrugged. “Like I said, you earned it.”
“Well, I know what I’m cuddling with tonight.” Cassie set the blanket near her bag. “Where’d you buy it?”
“I didn’t. I made it.”
Cassie’s pretty sure her brain managed to short circuit despite already being in a non-functioning state. “You…made it?”
Walker nodded. “Yeah. I worked on it during our off time during the case. Well, technically I started it a little beforehand but still.”
She shook her head. “I’m sorry, I’m just- You made that. You just… crocheted a blanket? During our off time?”
He chuckled. “What? You think because I’m a six-foot-four Texas Ranger with a cowboy for a dad that I can’t do yarn-based crafting? That’s awfully biased and stereotyping of you.”
“Well, no, that’s not- I’m just surprised is all. I figured if you ever made me something it’d be some woodworking or metal….”
His chuckle turned into an outright belly laugh. “Cassie, I can’t use a hammer to save my life. I barely built the rocking chairs on my porch with August’s help and I broke two of my fingers in the process. And I’m not gonna be messing around with an open flame with my luck so if you’re asking for a welding project, ask my dad.”
“Okay, that’s…fair. But still. I didn’t expect…crochet. There’s gotta be a story there. What, were you a Mama’s Boy growing up?”
“She wishes,” he muttered. He rubbed the back of his neck.  “No. Just- I had a bit of a wild child streak in my teen years. A lot was going on and…. I went a little off the rails. I actually almost got arrested once- which is a story I won’t tell unless I’m at least five beers and one whiskey deep so you’re buying- and after that Mom and Dad figured I could use something more…productive to focus my energy on. Dad put me to work more on the ranch. Mama introduced me to crochet. I had a knack for it and it was…relaxing. So I just kept at it and it kind of became my go-to destresser.”
Cassie nodded. “I get that. That’s what dance was for me and my brother when we were younger….” 
She sat up a little straighter and made her face as serious as possible. “Now, what was this about a delinquency on your record, Ranger Walker?”
He chuckled and shook his head. “Nope. Five beers and a whiskey. That’s the cost.”
“You do know I could just as Geri-”
“No, you can’t! She won’t tell the story right!”
Cassie started to laugh but it petered off when she saw James enter the bullpen. “I see my two finest rangers are hard at work.”
“Oh, Cap!” Walke reached into his tote again, this time pulling out a sweater. “For you.”
James smiled and took the sweater. “You really are talented with a needle. Now, if you could apply the same dedication to your paperwork….”
Walker reached his hand up. “I can take the sweater back.”
James clutched it to his chest. “Just turn it in when you’re ready. Preferably sometime this week.”
“Sure thing, Cap.”
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I fantasize every single day about having my own house, decorated in a bright flourish of colors and filled with fun silly knickknacks and the comfiest furniture. I'll have a dishwasher and a washer/dryer set, and enough windows to let the light in. I'll have ac and heat, and a fan just in case. The lamps will have fun shapes, like flower bulbs, and there will be a clock that makes noises every hour like the one in my parents house.
My bed will be a queen size, and it's gonna have fun sheets and covers and maybe even something crocheted for the top (I would have the money to buy someone's work, to pay them what they deserve.) I'll put up glow in the dark stars on the ceiling, and do wallpaper on some walls and paint on others. No carpets, but a couple of rugs and mats with pretty patterns.
One of the rooms will be a small library, only half- filled because I have so much more I want to read. It'll also have a work desk maybe for my computer and a sketchbook, and there's plushies peeking out off some of the shelves.
There's gonna be a basement, and that's where all my art stuff will be. An art studio, but it's not fancy, and it's going to be messy as all hell, but I'll get to work with clay on the wheel again, paint things on a big canvas, or just draw. Maybe accidentally drink paint out of my mug. There'll be a fan in the basement window to keep the air down there from becoming too bad.
I'll have one dog and one cat. The dog will get training and get to go to a groomers and he'll protect the house but also get so many kisses and snuggles, and when I walk in to get a cat I'll ask who's been there the longest and who needs the most help, maybe an elderly cat, and I'll love it forever. It'll have toys and a cat tree and two litter boxes. I'll make time to walk the dog every week, and we can go to a dog park for many zoomies.
I want a guest bedroom that's clean and always ready to go, so my friends will always have a safe place to be if they need it. They can come over for fun times and we can make food together, and some of them will get antsy and ask to do dishes with me cause they want to help, so I'll rinse off the dishes and they can put them in the washer, or vice versa. They'll never have to, because they're my favorite guests in the whole world, but I'd never let them stew in anxiety over a couple of plates.
I don't have a green grass lawn. I hate mowing. There's gonna be flowers everywhere instead, and I'll have a bunch of written notes about where the sunlight goes and how much shading there is so I can make sure each plant gets the proper amount of light. I'll have a list in my big binder, all the flower names and where they are and what they need. I know it'll take me years to get everything set up and grown, but it'll be a really big reward to have butterflies and birds. There will be a big multi-feeder like my grandma has, and a squirrel feeder opposite side of it to keep them separated. I want a gooseberry bush so I can make a pie. I'll have a composter. I'll have overwhelming amounts of zucchini and sheepishly offer them to my neighbors every year. I want to be friends with all my neighbors.
I'll know all the people in the neighborhood and their kids, I'll say hi and give them food and be a part of the community. When the kids go out and play on our street like I did as a kid, they'll be safer cause I'll be an adult worth trusting. My dog will always be happy to see them and I'll never be mean and yell at the kids when they get too rowdy. If a neighbor wants to be left alone I'll leave them be, but I'll make sure they know I'm here if there's ever an emergency or they need a working phone, like our old neighbors did for us.
I'll have a ramp and no steps to get into my house, because I want my friends on wheels to be able to easily get inside my house. If I gotta have stairs inside my house, I want to someday afford one of those wheelchair lifts so they're not stuck to one floor. The floor space will be clean and open enough for the chair to zoom everywhere. I'll have a shower that's handicap accessible like the one in my family home now, along with a huge bathtub. I'll make my home accommodating in all the ways they suggest so I can have my friends be safe and comfortable when they're with me.
I could have a pond out in the back, like my grandparents did. Get toads every summer, get some fun plants to make it a diverse ecosystem. It would be lined with big rocks and the birds would like it, even if the water isn't clear. Could also get a bird bath. I'd take my grandmother's books about identifying birds with me, so I can learn about which ones are coming to my garden. I'd learn about all the different insects scuttling through the dirt.
There'd be two medical kits, one in the bathroom and one in the kitchen. Everything would be organized so I don't have to go rummaging through drawers at 3 am for a bandaid.
It wouldn't always be the cleanest place, because I know myself, but once a month I could hire a cleaning service and pay them to help me. It might be a little awkward at first, but I'll be very nice to them and check to see if I can leave a tip for the hard work, and maybe offer them zucchini bread.
I don't watch TV, but I'd probably have a small one in the living room that has a DVD player, perched in one of those wood shelves that have cupboards filled to brim with movies and shows and even music I like. I'd have them on in the background while I do things, cause I need the audio. I won't have to pay for streaming sites because every show I love I can hold in my hands.
I can never bring myself to hang my clothes up in a closet, so I'll have a couple baskets of clean clothes I can look through. I'll learn how to iron. I'll be able to pay to have my clothes tailored to fit me. The closet will have Legos in it instead, or some very soft nerf guns, or board games I know I love. I'll make messes I won't clean up for a week, but I'll be able to build a Lego city with my friends when they come over or build marble towers.
I'll host tea parties where we can have fun and dress up in pretty clothes, and costume parties where my friends can come and show off their cosplays. There'll be good food, maybe potlucks. I'll learn how to be a good host and maybe my friends will make friends with each other sometimes. Every holiday and season will get its own special flag that I'll hang outside my house. I'll have a welcome mat at the door.
I'll have pictures of my friends hanging up on the wall. I'll have paintings from artists I love. I'll have figurines and interesting rocks I found.
I'll have my friend's favorite sweets in the pantry for when they come visit. My fridge will always have food in it. There's vanilla ice cream in the freezer. The fridge won't have any fancy computers and alexas inside, none of my stuff ever will, but it'll have a long lifespan and be easy to repair.
I'll have the family piano and my violin case on top of it. My guitar will be safe in its stand. They'll all be clean, tuned, and well cared for. I'll never be forced to play an instrument ever again, but I can always pick them up again, and it'll be my choice.
There will always be clean water. I can walk around my whole neighborhood safely. I can go to the park and climb something. A grocery store might even be within walking distance! (But there will be a bus line that can take me there if not, or maybe a train, if the future is kind.)
The roof will be well tended. I might have solar power and a backup generator. The house's siding will be nice and clean. I'll have a nice fence that doesn't go too high so I can chat with my neighbors if they like.
I'll have a calendar on the wall to mark off each day, and even if there will be bad days (cause there will always be bad days) at least I know that I lived through another one. And that's definitely good enough.
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Pouches! A loose guide
I love making little pouches, they take up so little yarn, and there are endless ways to make one. Hopefully this guide will inspire you to make some little pouches of your own!
vague recipe-esq instructions and examples below cut!
You will need:
yarn
the means and know how to turn yarn into a rectangle (be it knit, crochet, or any other method)
a bit of fabric for lining
sewing needle & thread, and a smidge of know how
ribbon or a button (only a maybe on this one (depends on your pouch))
Step 1: Make a Rectangle!
You can knit or crochet it. Most of the pouches in this post as examples were knit, with crochet closures, because that's my favorite way to do it. I like 2 row stripes, or mosaic knitting my rectangles for a bit of visual interest. Mosaic knitting is a technique where you strategically slip stitches while changing colors every 2 rows. I recommend it especially if you are wanting to try out knitted colorwork for the first time, as unlike other methods of knitted colorwork you don't have to worry about floats or working with both colors at the same time. The mosaic knitting charts I use are from Gannet Designs.
Since little pouches are one of my relaxing projects I don't plan them out really, I just make a rectangle and mess around with folding after the rectangle is done. Different ways of folding the rectangle will result in different proportioned pouches, find the shape you like best!
Step 2: Sewing/ Lining
Knit & crochet will stretch, so to prevent losing any treasures I put inside I like to line my pouches. Lining is also a great way to practice your hand sewing so you aren't too rusty when it comes time to repair your favorite shirt that just got a tear.
you can:
sew pouch together
sew lining together
sew lining and pouch together
or
sew lining to pouch (inside out, flip right side out before sewing final edge to hide raw edges)
sew pouch together
or
Sew pouch together
flip pouch inside out
Whip stitch lining to pouch (fold edges of lining to hide raw edges)
Step 3: Closure
If you want to plan out you pouch ahead of time, you can incorporate a flap or drawstring holes while you are making your rectangle.
For knit drawstring holes *knit 2 together, yarn over* where you want the drawstring to be.
For crochet, *half double crochet, chain 1, skipping every other stitch*
I think it looks nicer if there's a bit of fabric on the edge of the pouch after the drawstring hole row. For my drawstring pouches I tend to add all the drawstring stuff at the very end. I crochet around the mouth of my pouch for a couple rows, do the drawstring row, a couple more rows, then finally a round of chaining 5 or more and slip stitching in the next stitch for a fun ruffle at the edge.
you can also knit an after thought drawstring, similar to the crochet one I describe (a few rows, drawstring row, a few more rows, a fun bind off). You will want to work in the round, so having familiarity with dpns or the magic loop method will be useful.
Flaps are also an option! and there's a a lot to explore. Just make any shape, rectangles and triangles are both great picks, but you can get super creative with flaps. Find a beautiful crochet leaf applique? Perfect flap! Circle? Why not! A rectangle where you cast on and bind off stitches on one side for a chunky fringe? I only just thought if it as an example and now I think I gotta try it, cus it sounds super cool!
Step 4 Extras!
Pockets have all the same fun & potential as flaps
String beads on your yarn before you make your rectangle. You can add the beads as you work in a pattern or let it be more random, either way you have a lovely glitzy pouch! You can also add beads to the ends of your drawstring
Give your pouch a face, arms, legs, tail, wings, to turn them into a fun and functional companion for your adventures.
make a long rectangle for a carrying strap, or smaller loops to loop the pouch onto a belt of off the strap of a larger bag. You can make extra long friendship bracelets for a strap that doesn't stretch, and marcrame has a ton of potential for cool patterns!
Examples!
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okay so uh. venting here because my vents in my discord server are so common no one really pays attention anymore (so fucking stupid because then they expect me to respond to theirs.)
tw/cw; verbal abuse, threats of physical abuse, mentions of eating disorders, and emotional abuse (maybe mental to!! gotta love my mom.)
honestly I'm so fucking done. I'm tired of this, I just want a break. I need a break. it's been fucking 6 years and 3 months, I can barely do this anymore. i literally hate my mom, she's exhausting. short context; she started fat shaming and verbally abusing me when I was 7 (which was also around the time that I started getting heavily bullied. yay.) and surprise, surprise! it's still going on. I don't even know what I did, it was like just one day she switched completely honestly. she's rarely physically abusive thank God but when she is then it's questionable. either random shit like smacking me for no goddamn reason or shoving an entire plate of buffalo wings and ranch in my face because I asked her to give me a second and she "didn't hear me" and thought I was being "disrespectful". (this happened last year around Christmas time and the next day she acted like nothing happened and said it was MY fault.)
I literally never do anything wrong, I do my homework on time and if I miss a day then I make up for it and I do extra, my rooms always clean, I always help take care of the dogs and other animals, I help clean and cook, and other small things like getting things she can't reach, watching the dogs when she goes out, helping when my grandfather falls (despite him being a pedophile.) yet all I get in return as a thank you is fucking abuse. pure and utter verbal and emotional abuse for no reason while she favorites my brother. it's so fucking stupid honestly I'm tired of the threats from her saying she'll literally beat me for no reason, she'll get rid of my dog (I say mine because he's only here because I beg her to keep him because he was around when my now dead dog was, and he means a lot to me.), or saying she'll burn, throw away, or cut up my crochet, clay, resin, and knitted projects that I spend weeks to months on. and if it's not that then it's the verbal abuse, calling me rude names and fat shaming me for simply eating a little more than usual, or blaming me for shit I didn't do, yelling at me for no reason, calling me rude shit when I cry, telling me she'll "give me something to cry about" and raising her hand like she'll hit me. yet she wonders why I flinch so much around her. or why I stay in my room, or don't want to talk to her. every time I bring this up to her in a mature way she'll just tell me I should be "grateful" because she's a "great mom" and that IM the abusive one. and, just to clarify, I rarely talk to her. if she asks me anything I literally just answer with "okay", "mhm", "no", or "yeah I know".
change of subject, so, I have POTS syndrome and that means my heart rate changes drastically and my blood pressure drops when I change positions from sitting to standing or from laying to sitting, and when I push myself to do more difficult things like running or lifting heavy things (the change in blood pressure and heart rate can make me really dizzy or I can just straight up whiteout. it's scary when that happens but I've learnt to deal with it for the most part) and she uses that against me along with my autism, saying they're my fault because I "wasn't born this way" and it's my fault because I'm "so overweight". heads up, my heart doctor literally TOLD HER MULTIPLE TIMES that symptoms of POTS show up in the teen to young adult age and have a chance of going away, and for the weight? literally an endocrinologist told her multiple times that my weight is fine and she shouldn't focus on that, because guess what? the things affecting me the most right now is high testosterone and my slight Insulin resistance WHICH RUNS IN BOTH SIDES OF THE FUCKING FAMILY. and quick mention, I'm the healthiest out of my entire family. yet she'll still obsess over this shit. it's tiring, I've already had an eating disorder when I was around 10 because of the heavy fat shaming which lead me to STARVE MYSELF. then I got better from that and she started restricting my food to less than what I NEEDED so I had to hide food in my room to eat when I'd get hunger pains FROM NOT EATING and if she'd find them when she'd search my room? threats of physical abuse, yelling, verbal abuse, and her yet again bodyshaming me and calling me a hog or a pig.
on the topic of weight loss or eating disorders, I've lost over 27 pounds in the span of 3 months. not by choice, but because of her forcing me to work out. when she's been told by two different doctors that my weight ISNT THE ISSUE. it's fucking disgusting. she's disgusting. disgusting and a piece of shit. I just want to be happy, I want to feel appreciated and loved again instead of like I do now. I can't even fucking remember the last time I had any type of affection that wasn't from people online, I'm tired. I'm just so, so tired. I need this to end soon before I end up doing something stupid again. I don't want to fuck up again :(
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Wip Wednesday round up! I grabbed current photos of every single one of my projects I have any intention of finishing.
I've been getting the new project zoomies. Hopefully by having an easy visual of exactly how many unfinished projects I have will stop me from making any bad decisions.
Starting with Blanket 10. Basic granny squares crocheted with value acrylic (mostly or all big twist value).
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I'm not a crochet guy but this granny square blanket is coming along. Working on square 109/121. I'm both excited for and dreading for joining all these.
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Shawl 14 | Pattern | Yarn
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My poor Evenstar has been neglected. I've knit mayyybe a row in the past two months. It's still very fun to knit but my brain is just in a different head space (blankets and plushies).
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The Never Ending Hat. Knit with some random acrylic light fingering weight yarn.
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I cast on this hat in July and it's just taken me this long for 3 inches. Black yarn plus 1x1 rib plus tiny yarn equals a bad time. I planned on this hat being all 1x1 rib but it's just not happening, at least I can knit this yarn in stockinette while reading/watching a video.
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Shawl 13 | Pattern
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I've actually been working on this one! But every row is over 500 stitches so it doesn't really Look like I've done all that much. I have put it down for a bit because the next row goes up to over 750 stitches and it's painful to think about. But after I finish that increase row, I'll be starting the border!
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Shawl 11 | Yarn 1 | Yarn 2 | Pattern
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I haven't really gotten a lot of work done on this. I gotta pick it up more when I'm in a brioche mood instead of just staring deeply in to brioche patterns.
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Druid hood | Pattern | Yarn
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This is the beginning of the cowl portion of this hood my friends and I are all knitting. I actually didn't mean to get this far in but I needed something to knit while reading and this is particularly easy and fun. My yarn choice isn't ideal but it's the yarn I have.
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Alpaca | Pattern | Yarn
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This project does not get better. The main problem continues to be the yarn. It's really unpleasant to work with. And the transition between the neck at body involves a very long series of short rows which was extremely painful. The pattern so cute.... I hope it turns out if it doesn't i'll cry.
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Last and certainly least is my second go at the teddy bear pattern. I managed to lose the photo I took but I got half way into One bear leg so far. Nothing worth retaking a photo for since I'm just making the same pattern over again. I can't wait to have Two teddy bears in pieces sitting in a bag next to my desk.
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