#this was already enough of a struggle

[timeladix]

Friends with benefits but the benefit is giving each other societally unacceptable long hugs and generally being more touchy while literally being friends and not actually a couple

#the person i had a crush on told me that she already knew i liked her like that bc of how long i used to hug her.. and like... #No???? #i want long hungs with most of my frinds?? i just don't feel safe enough?? like what if it gets misinterpreted?? exactly like she did?? #i hate it here #i just wanna hug and hold hands and it to not be deemed as flirting or 'giving signals' or any other bulshit #i'm tired and i want a hug #mine #personal stuff #ish #queer stuff #?? #hugs #friendship stuff #autistic #actually autistic #aromantic #asexual #aroace #and it doesn't apply only to us aroace spec people but to most people like I M SURE OTHERS STRUGGLE WITH THIS TOO #mental health

[clownsuu]

https://beta.character.ai/chat?char=kc2EmBpSjMGoR2FpEOFBGM1M_qmWSE9WWP3WDaGLmBI

Dude. I found something.

Is- is that a Ai chat with ALL of the mob members dawg—-???

#How- is that legally possible JDHGFDHDHDJ #THE CHATS ALREADY STRUGGLE ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THINGS FROM JUST ONE CHARACTER BUT WITH 8-??? #L O R T T T. T T #Bet someone would try and rizz up all of them JDHDHD

[hiding-in-the-vault]

The cave au ^-^

CAVE AU.

This AU that I've kept in the back of my mind came purely from wanting to put the blorbos in cool low-lit atmospheres. The general idea behind the plot came from me deciding that because of the fantastical nature of the source material, I can really do whatever the heck i want. So I decided that the ground is growing!

Yeah, the surface is growing upwards, eating up whatever is built on it. For example, Tommy's little hill house doesn't get pushed higher up the hill; the ceiling stays where it is, but the ground below it grows around-- eventually the hill is much higher than the roof, eventually dirt and stone begins to consume, and eventually its gone.

It grows too fast for them to rebuild. Lakes are risen and walls crumble, causing massive floods. Ravines form and cave in on themselves, lava pools turn into volcanoes, all in the span of a few days. (magic™) It's sudden and violent and confusing, and there is no time to ask How or Why.

I compare it in my mind to how strangely and quickly mushrooms grow, which have always freaked me out lol

The prison fares much better and Sam holds out the longest, but eventually it too begins to get overwhelmed. Certain walls near the cell begin to bow in and the elder guardian system gets affected and suddenly it's a real security concern. He'll just build a new one underground : )

With how the ground is growing, the caverns below remain in-tact. They get much bigger, and expand much deeper than before. But the people above aren't the only ones having to adapt.

As I said in my last post about it, everyone travels primarily in one big sectioned group, at least until they find a relatively safe area to settle. The plan is to recreate some sort of hub as they had before, and people will be able to venture out from there if they wish. That includes Dream being forced along with the prison guards. But it does Not include Techno, Phil, and Niki. (Ranboo sticks with the big group- power in numbers!)

They go underground as well, but they do so separately, deciding tensions are bound to get high and wanting no part of it. But even as they enter the caverns from wildly different areas, Techno still catches wind of Dream being pulled along with the others, and starts working on a plan to give him a chance to escape.

#vault talks #cave au #i hope the anon who asked about it saw me struggling all weekend kjfhgd #i probably wont do much comic style stuff for this one since i already got enough of that elsewhere #but i do enjoy drawing the vibes

[ekholocationn]

its just you and me and your best friend stev-- i mean sumire

#dunno if this has already been done but ive been meaning to draw this meme with them for a while LMAO #i seriously speedran this so i apologize for the plethora of mistakes #i also would have drawn third sem outfits but i was struggling enough with posing and fall fits were easier on me </3 #ekhoartworks #my art #art #messy #sketch #colored sketch #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #persona 5 spoilers #p5 #p5r #persona 5 fanart #royal trio #shuake #akeshu #persona 5 protagonist #persona 5 joker #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #sumire yoshizawa #meme redraw #meme reference #redraw

[crybaby-bkg]

Arranged marriage AU with Barbarian Bakugou who is so daunting to be around at first. He’s all gruff curses and broad shoulders and scarred cheeks and neck and jaw. He scowls constantly, stares at you while your parents auction you off like some show pig, but doesn’t say much to you besides a grunt of his name. You’re terrified, thinking that he’ll be cruel to you, that you’re being set up for a life full of unhappiness and terror and regret.

But he’s the exact opposite. Bakugou is gentle in ways a man of his size typically wouldn’t be, but he shrinks himself for you. Not in a way that diminishes his status as the newly appointed king, but to respect you, show you that you’re beside him instead of behind him.

He picks you berries on his hunts because he knows the smell of a fresh kill brings nausea to your stomach. You find him along with the other maidens and helpers around his village, sitting beside them, big fingers holding tiny little flowers that he weaves into a crown for you. When he sets it on your head, he purses his lips, mutters something under his breath in his language that you’re still not too familiar with, but sure it means something along the lines of pretty and soft.

And when he finds you bathing in the river only few have access to, he’s sweet the whole time. Doesn’t make a spectacle of you being naked, and is relieved when you don’t instantly cower when he wades his way over to you. You try not to stare at the clawed scars that decorate his pec and jaw when he stands above you, and it helps when he suddenly dumps water all over your head. He shushes you when you splutter, continues on with cupping his hands and letting the water run off of your hair and down your shoulders, scrubbing at your skin until your flesh squeaks. He doesn’t expect you to do the same for him, but he hums in satisfaction when you push him down a little lower so you can wash the crown of his head.

#I don’t think I’ve ever actually written a full blown barbarian bkg fic which should be a crime #bc there are so many good ideas for it #but I’ve been struggling with writing creatively so I will put this idea as a full fic on the back burner for now lol #in the drafts for another 8 months! ☝🏻 #sorry I’m lying I’m about to write it rn aidsjdhdjf #anyway interaction has been so low and that doesn’t help with the low energy level when it comes to writing #I do it for myself but it’s a little sad when it feels like I’m talking to myself since I do that enough already lmfao #it’s the beginning of the semester tho so I GET IT bc I’m struggling to read too #this semester isn’t even all that hard but I’m so mentally checked out from school that everything is so much more complicated than need be #I just need a really long break to find myself #feels like I’ve been on go for a few months straight now #okay bye my stomach started cramping really bad which is a single to take my ass to bed lmfao #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[sunnymainecoonx]

I forgot I could put effort on shading(at least some kind of effort... shattered is a little chaotic but I'm too lazy to put a mind to that) it's still lazy but in the effort sense

Anyways, frozen stuff, I'm assuming Nightmares corruption is also just some sort of power(I kind of forgot how it worked but) and something like embracing it? Well, angst timeline, Dreams is more driven by hate and betrayal, and logically the kingdom also betrayed him(they betrayed Nightmare and thought Error as a hero aaand that's pretty bad in Dreams case...) soo he kills MOST of the kingdom along with Error.. some managed to evacuate. He's probably too kind a soul to do this but the corruption brought out all his hatred and.. that didn't end well for most ☺️ the x-tale people probably somehow got Cross to go there(I was too lazy for Epic, he's probably there too but this isn't the rizz timeline so Dream's just Cross' husband)(well that's a lie because Error was the one to marry Dream, but they had a nice and peaceful divorce so). I forgot how the trolls worked but come on.. like— leave me alone T-T Frozen came out in like 2013 how am I supposed to remember it

I imagine that Dreams corruption is slow, he doesn't want to do this but it hurts a little too much. Loss of his brother and friends with no one else to trust, probably some sort of abusive relationship(it is but I don't think in the physical way-) but like imagine having to marry the murderer of your sibling. Just constantly living in despair- no one believes in you?? Having nothing to make you happy?? Just, there, probably not even living just

He's just sad :( I would be too, probably do something... vile. Yeah. But then again, now that he's a monster, why would anyone love him now? How could his friends still like him. Cross is already looking at him with nothing but fear and pain. He killed almost an entire kingdom. How cruel

I ALMOST FORGOT THE TAGGING(that's the word right? This isn't being bad at English I'm just... I have a little memory and phrasing problem ☺️ I forgot a little of my own language too... but we don't talk about it) I WAS ABOUT TO POST IT HECK( @cakesmelons )

#instead of even trying to phrase things I just ramble #can be a little chaotic but good enough #Cross looks traumatised(he is) #cross sans #dream sans #OH NO TAGGING #frozen au #frozen!au #frozen!dream #frozen!cross #should I tag frozen shattered #meh I'm already struggling with the tags no need #probably cream #yeah #cross x dream #dream x cross #dark cream #this is the only ending I'll accept #it probably has a bittersweet ending #GOOD ENOUGH #Dreamtale frozen au #utmv #sanscest #shattered dream #I almost forgot that like dayum #UwU #...yeah that's it #if I frogot something... too bad I'm too sad to bother #I'm getting warm shivers and not in a good way #but not in a bad way either

[e-adlirez]

On the Twelfth Day of Christmas

12 Geronimos and a tiny little Benji :D

I didn’t think I’d be able to finish it in two days, but here we are :D a little project where I interpreted the artstyle designs of twelve Geronimos in my artstyle :D

We have in order

2000-2005 G

TV show G

my G :3

@skrunklymice’s G

@toastypencils’s G

@2deadkat’s G

@ratonahat’s G

@thisispoggers’s G and Benjamin

@glitchygorge’s G

@agcnt3’s G

@soda-gremlin’s G

and @alloutblue’s G :D

Behold, closeups :D Merry Christmas, Geronimo Stilton fandom

#geronimo stilton #drawing #art #I somehow finished the draft yesterday walking around in a mall and outside on a family outing #all while I didn’t get enough sleep #I dunno what I was on #anyway deadkat’s g is looking at a picture of toasty g’s kornelius #he gets the appeal #agcnt why did you make G so pathetic ratman /affectionate #pog’s benji dropped his koupen-chan plushie so glitchygorge’s g is handing it back haha #my g is prolly telling the og gs that his creator struggled with drawing him specifically for hours for some odd reason #i dunno why drawing him there after having drawn the ogs was a nightmare but it was #i took a break from drawing the piece for over a week because i was struggling so much :’D #thank god i got back to it tho #if i could add more gs i would but my canvas size is already at a3 when it started out as a4 #and this is an a3 cut along the long side because i have plans to do the same thing but with theas #will my suffering end #probably not :D #anyway crimmus #christmas #fanart fanart

[worstloki]

People who think Palestinians wanting equal rights to live on their own land equates to wanting to genocide Jewish people are actually telling on themselves

#‘millions of Jewish people will be killed’ your Jewish majority state is going to have deaths if constantly engaging in warfare and genocide #if it wasn’t happening because of that then maybe it’s because your Jewish majority state professionally harasses civilians #instead of any form of oppositional military force while invading their land #the arrogance #‘millions of Jewish people would be displaced’ have you not heard of negotiating #have you not seen millions of Palestinians been displaced from their literal homes #this is not to mention the amount of refugees in the surrounding countries due to wars already #if you think a lack of Jewish supremacy in the area is tantamount to ‘killing millions of Jews’ idk what to tell you #Palestinians want to not die and Zionists are out here saying that means they want to kill everyone #and then they will accuse you of not knowing what Zionism is or what genocide is or what apartheid is or what oppression looks like #they will accuse you of not knowing what the word indigenous means #clownery #Palestine #if you pretend being in support of Palestine is about hating Jewish people instead of trying to resolve ongoing genocide by a colonial state #then you’ve lost legitimacy #there is enough antisemitism out there that you don’t have to conflate a struggle against oppression with it to prove it exists #the same way you don’t need to prove who is endorsing to commit genocide when people deny that is what’s happening #the same way you don’t need to prove which side wants peace in the region and which side continues torturing children even without a war

[strawberryteabunny]

finished bluebell embroidery 💙

#embroidery #thread painting #fiber arts #flower embroidery #bluebells #spring flowers #cottagecore #I finished these a while ago but forgot to post oops #already working on the next one: rowan berries! #this one was really hard I struggled with the flowers #not 100% happy with it but I think it’s good enough? #on real flowers the petal tips turn up but that’s really hard to show with thread… #bluebells are sometimes also called harebells! what a cool name #mine

[seri-tonin]

The thing about tachigin is that it doesn't really seem like it's all that deep at first but then u really think about it and it's like.... oughhhh

#like with tachihara his whole thing is that hes not sure who he really is or where he really belongs #but he ends up realizing that hes already found where he belongs with the mafia (even if it was just a mission at first) #and if the mafia and the black lizard is where he belongs. then by extension its with gin where he belongs #but he still cant really show his true self around her and the rest of the mafia #because showing that would necessitate having to reveal his past and his connection with the hunting dogs and the fact that hes a spy #so hes always keeping himself in check to make sure he doesnt arouse suspicion that hes anyone other than who he says he is #enough fics about dazai struggling to open up and be genuine with chuuya i need more with the same concept but with tachigin #also the added layer that comes with any bsd ship where theyre like real people do by hozier coded dkfksk #bsd #bungou stray dogs #tachigin #tachihara michizou #akutagawa gin #seri speaks

[pixelatedraindrops]

please can we get more sick yuma, Man over works himself to much not to be, maybe collapsing at the crime scene?

oh there's always time for more sick yuma >:3

so in chapter 1:

lack of sleep + 'sleeping' with the fan on w no blanket + walking in the rain = already getting a bit sick/feverish

then he saw the corpse w pink blood and his brain was fried

…and frankly I have no idea how he'll get out of this mess... XD

#pixel answers #pixeldoodles #my art #whump ask #whumpcode #rain code #master detective archives: rain code #yuma kokohead #fainting whump #fever whump #oh boy this is a tricky situation #unless halara somehow comes to his aid he is screwed ;w; #yuma was convinced it was a fever stricken hallucination #idk how to draw people collapsed ;w; I tried aghghgh #how do u draw blood spatters? idk #also yeh the purple tint is back :3 #sorry I wasn't drawing the actual body I was already struggling w yuma enough ^^; #They're there just...offsceeen #not my whumpy obsessed ass observing every detail in game to make new sicknarios 😂😂😂 #this poor kid will never be shown mercy w me xD

[gunstellations]

teito and his blonde harem...

#teito why do they let you have THREE blonde boyfriends #guy showed up and had an attitude and these blonde bitches flocking to him like theres no tomorrow #a little something for everyone i guess so enjoy #pass the boy like a joint and give him a little kissy #sooooo tempted to add (kiss version) to the caption but i dont believe im strong enough for that yet.... #maybe when i have some time later. im putting off a piece by doing these too something frau said in ep 18 or so made me feel so unhinged #struggling with colouring on it #uni and work already killing me but it is what it is #save me old yaoi... #my art #doodles #07 ghost

[vitruvianmanbara]

not the kind of thing I usually share, but I came across the CDC's national intimate partner and sexual violence survey and their 2010 findings on victimization by sexual orientation, and some of the statistics for women are really shocking (tw for rape and assault)

anyway I wanted to share these because I hear vague stats about queer women and sexual violence being thrown around constantly, but we rarely take a step back and look at the actual numbers these days. direct pdf download of the report here: 2010 Findings on Victimization by Sexual Orientation

#the stats for men are worth looking at too but this is long enough. #not shocking as in unexpected but seeing it all laid out this way is so grim. it makes the ways in which my own experiences have been #dismissed feel even worse than they already have honestly lol. I've been thinking lately about how after he kept text stalking me sending #homophobic slurs & stuff and I was just so numb to everything I had to convince myself it was no big deal. #and I was a clued in person like smart enough to know that that type of violence is worse for queer women but I still felt very alone #in my experiences for all these years and I struggle a lot to talk about it still.

[scoliosisgoblin]

Ever draw someone’s YB sona before?

uhh do you mean their ynsona or their version of yb?

cause I've drawn @bennydunbar 's ynsona quite a bit I think. outside of that, no? I don't remember drawing anyone else's Ynsona and I haven't drawn a different version of Peter outside of my two versions, human (?) and canon

#I simply just don't know enough people #plus I feel weird drawing other's oc's if I don't know enough about them #so when I draw someone else's oc and it's not a request - do know it's because I love them 🫶 #I also don't have the style to draw ynsona's really. I struggle drawing yb and Eddie (my oc) already lmao #idk why. probably the headshaoes or something. definitely has something to do with the eyes #asks #love answering asks tbh #like send away my dear friend #yb #your boyfriend game

[imsociallyanxiousgetoverit]

THERES NO FANFICTION FOR THIS BED WE MADE‽‽

#dont get me wrong I adore the game as is #but like I wanna read MORE #WHAT DATES AND GOSSIP AND SNOOPING DO SOPHIE AND BETH GET UP TO! #WHAT IF LINDSAY AND PAUL WERE ABLE TO BE HAPPY LIKE KLAUS AND DAVE IN SEASON ONE OF THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY!? #HOW WAS COLLEGE LIFE WITH ANNE AND MARCELLA? #please yall let someone write about them #I really struggle to write realistic historical queer fanfiction because the angst of it is really hard for me #enough of my life has already been hiding who I am and I really dont handle those feelings (like directly as id feel writing) well nowadays #anyways ignore my life story summed up and WRITE THOSE FICS PLEASE #fanfiction #fanfic #fic #request #fanfiction request #fanfic request #fic request #this bed we made #tbwm #sophie roy #elizabeth lambert #50s queer life #historical queer life #queer video game #gab smolders playthrough is really great

[brown-little-robin]

あ

#Robin processes emotions on main #already I am struggling with studying Japanese #not with the language itself so much. I'm making progress on that #but with this horrible kind of anxiety #I writhe not being the best at things that I'm trying to do. I writhe wondering if I should just give up. #this is why I had a horrible time studying Greek in high school as well: can't know it well enough fast enough #it's like I'm dying a little every day convincing myself no it's FINE not to know everything right away. it's OKAY. #it's okay if you stop learning Japanese in the future and it's okay if you keep learning Japanese. it's okay it's okay it's— #hhhhhhhhhhhh #it's such a complicated language it's making my stomach hurt right now thinking about how I want to learn kanji but it's So Much #and I don't know HOW to learn it #I've never really learned a language before (Greek does NOT count) and I'm learning all the complexities of the Japanese language and going #going oh....... this is........ actually extremely much...... and I'm never going to be a native speaker....... #I'm trying So Hard to embrace dying a little to my perfectionism every day but it's HARD. WAILS #No one Told me learning a language would make me want to cry because it's simply impossible to master!!!! #WAH!!!! #I'm trying to keep sight of the fact that it's not about my pride it's about having fun and embracing Small challenge and Small rewards #I really do feel so happy every time I recognize a word or understand the grammar when watching anime #it's just thinking about the Entire language that's psyching me out #Robin learns Japanese