Hey there! Sorry for the pause in art! Helping out with hay bailing doesn't exactly leaves the arms in a 'I-want-to-draw' state.
Anyways, I had wanted to upload some pictures for my TOH AU when I realized that I had nothing about Nicholas and Abigail beyond their initial face sketches!!!
So here's some for you guys!!
The first picture is Nicholas in his emperor's armor, as I haven't gotten around to drawing his outer garb yet. The diamonds adorning his outfit are not for decoration, rather they are the main 'source' of Nicholas's artificial magic. Unlike Philip, Nicholas does not have a love for machinery, (nor is he keen on inflicting self harm to try and use glyphs), so Nicholas would struggle a lot in learning to make his artificial magic work for him.
For a long time, Nicholas refused to even entertain the idea of creating artificial magic. It took him even longer to figure out how to make it work, not to mention learning to wield it. He eventually got the hang of working with his gadgets. He even tried making smaller trinkets to get the idea on how to make something work. Once he was down with them however, he would just have them tossed. Not even being useful enough to be scrapped as that point.
I would like to add it that Philip would then find these trinkets in the garbage dump and take them to improve them. Insulting whoever made them in the first place as the designs were horrible.
One of the reasons he has so many stabilizing crystals is because they help control his artificial magic when he has to use it on a large scale. They also help with keeping his curse in check from small outbursts. He still needs palisman for when the curse goes too far, but they have thus far prevented a repeat of the incident with his wife.
Abigail on the other hand, as a more modest outfit, following the ideals of 'women should always wear dresses' that she and her husband were born into. The outfit is about 17th century-ish, definitely not from the era they came from.
One thing that Abigail does not embrace about their cultural upbringing is her lack of control as a woman. Even centuries later she still has to fight her husband on the right to have any control. Especially once they both became Emperor and Empress of the Boiling Isles. Part of her duty as Empress is the management of the Isles, from creating the laws, to making sure that schools keep to the 'single-track' study to enforce the Coven System.
The only reason she has any say at all is because the people of the Isles expect her to.
Just like how despite us knowing how canon!Belos would have felt about same sex relationships, or gender change, or even sex before marriage, Belos DIDN'T DO anything about it. That was because it was a part of the Boiling Isles, the people never saw anything wrong with it. It would have been harder to convince the people that their way of life regarding their genders, sexuality, and acceptance of all of it was wrong compared to getting everyone to follow the Coven System. So Belos had no choice but to ignore it and act like he accepted it just like them.
It's the same thing here, despite the people of the Boiling Isles being new to the idea of having rulers over the Isles, they still expected them BOTH to have a say. Abigail keeps hold on this right with an iron fist.
And I will say this now, Abigail's chest gem is NOT like Eda's It serves a different purpose entirely.
I wanted to draw more of these two so I went ahead and drew them as chibis!! Don't they both look vicious?
Humanoid beings associated with plants who suffer from low self esteem and don't enjoy hurting anyone, unless it's fully deserved. Also, has rounded glasses and has a very sweet and strong personality.
And the bad but sad boys who worked under the main villain and who has a soft spot for said plant being (SIMP for plant being, mind you) and is associated with wolves. Has a kind heart even if they can't see it themselves. Religion plays a part in character.
Hi I know I haven’t posted to this account in YEARS but if you’re wondering, why yes my art has improved and u can get prints from my art shop if you are interested! Reblogs are appreciated :)
Percy:Luz,including being afro-dominican,but instead of a gnc bi girl,she's a femme trans girl who uses being on the Isles to present as femake openly,and instead of a normal human,she's the daughter of a Poseidon Seaworth,the corrupted head of the Abomination Coven.She still invents all tracks because #RebelGirl but has Abomination as her main and her palisman is a blue shark named Riptide.Ends the series by realizing she never wanted to go to college and is much happier and fufilled by working a part time job at McDonalds and alternating between living in her two worlds
Persephone:Eda.She was cursed by a man(Hades)who pursued her fresh out of Hexside for rejecting him to turn into a butterfly beast and became known as 'The Butterfly Lady' as she took up a life of crime since she couldn't live normally anymore.All but outright adopts Percy over the course of the series and in the epilogue sequence,we see her and Sally have become a couple.Her palisman is called Belladonna and she was a part of the Plant Coven
Cerberus:King.Self-explanatory
Rachel:Willow.Oracle Coven,called 'Freaky Frizzy Rachel' by her bullies for her powerful and unexpected visions and becomes one of the most powerful witches ever thanks to Percy coming along and helping her with her self-eestem.Percy had a one-sided crush on her that everyone but her knew about and her palisman is a duck called Delphi
Grover:Gus and still a satyr.Held back student at Hexside due to needing special ed who becomes considered the coolest guy at school as his Percy induced character development sets in and gains a good reputation across the Isles too as word spreads of him.Bard Coven with a baby goat palisman called Enchilada(Percy introduced him to them and now it's an addiction)
Clarisse:Amity.Born to a misogynistic father and multiple brothers who all taught him to bully people,Percy and his clashes' made him have a redemption arc and they became found siblings.He's a transmasc he/him butch lesbian and Silena is his Skara equivalent(blackness included)and eventual femme girlfriend.His palisman is rottwieler called Bonesbreaker and he's a Construction main but joins Percy in all tracking
Nico:Hunter.He's a Grimwalker of Emperor Luke's favorite cousin,with the original having been named Nicholas Castellan,and was told his black eyes made him not a witch but a demon but started to love them and himself when Percy told him they reminded her of obsidian stones.Starts staying at The Butterfly House post-Hollow Mind and his new family and friends help him out with preparing for when he goes to Hexside and ofc his general healing journey.He's multitrack with Healing main and his palismans are named Fries and Nugget
Hazel:Darius and Vee.A child genius who was extremely adultified for it and an orphan who was found by the Golden Guard before Nico,who took care of her like his own child and died tragically,leaving her in Luke's 'care'.He treated her as an annoying adoptee until her talent started showing and then he thrusted her into working for him,specifically under Poseidon's teachings since she was especially good at Abominations.She escaped to the Human Realm and used Illusions to pretend to be Percy,who was understanding of her situation when she explained it and Hazel told her they were sisters now right just as Percy went back to the Demon Realm.Hazel hesitantly goes to visit her once and becomes friends with Nico too thanks to her timing,being the one to create the 'Mystical Misfits' group chat(Consisting of her,the Hexside Squad,Persephone and eventually Sally as an honorary member)
Leo:Mat.They're literally the same person and also now i ship him and Grover(Greo??Leover?????Eh we'll work on it).Also this is means Beckendorf is Steve and that's too funny and fitting for me to not include it.Opens up multitrack for his school and he's Construction with a dragon palisman called Festus
Thalia:Azura.Yes,the in-universe fictional character-Percy sees her as an inspiration so it feels fitting and the series is instead called 'The No Good Witch Thalia' and is dark kids media.Also,Thalia was accidentally trans-coded by the author which made Percy's egg crack💙💙💙💙💙💙
So I talked about this in a previous post with @jess-the-vampire but I’m working on a TOH au of my own.
It mostly takes place in the present time, but the basis is that when Caleb and Philip arrived in the Boiling Isles their parents went with them.
The parents end up taking on the role of villain that Philip had in canon, but none of these four die in any final confrontation.
I’m not that brave.
I did some redraws of the pictures I had posted last time.
So here’s Nicholas Wittebane!
He has the same kind of curse as Philip, but his is more severe because he uses the consuming palisman method. Please don’t judge me on how I drew his beard, it was a sketching accident at first, and when I actually noticed it, I re-sketched it with the beard and I fell in love. I can’t draw him without his beard like that now.
His wife, Abigail Wittebane, it seems I’m intent on making the forelocks a common genetic on both sides of the family.
Her marks are a scar from an injury, not a curse. She wasn’t careful when tending to her husband while he was dealing with his curse, and well.... Let’s just say she was more careful from then on.
And some new pictures.
Here’s Caleb Wittebane-Clawthorne. I made him a bit more scruffy in the hair as well as give him more age in his face. He is not cursed, so most of his physical aging comes from stress. His scar is a result of a fight with his parents.
And of course, what kind of person would I be if I didn’t have Philip done as well.
Instead of the scar being a result of his curse, his scar is a result of a fight he had with his parents. His recovery gave Caleb a heart attack because he nearly died several times due to the severity, and they couldn’t get to a healer right away. His curse is “handled”, so his curse isn’t visible. The lines on this one might look different compared to the others because this was the first one I did with my new drawing tablet and I was still getting used to how to handle it.
And of course, the main star of my au, and the first sketch I had actually done, Hunter Redferne!!!
Hunter grew up and was raised in the Human Realm, but he was in an orphanage, so he wasn’t exactly happy with where he was. His last name was given by his caretakers because when he was found he was wrapped in a red blanket, with dried ferns caught in the folds. As I said in a previous post, Hunter WILL have magic, but still has to do it differently because the ‘natural way’ doesn’t work for him. Like how Luz uses glyphs because she can’t do spell circles.
I have a couple of rough sketches that I had before I ended up with these designs, unfortunately, I only still have the ones for Hunter because the other ones met an untimely end in the kitchen sink (don’t ask, please). I love Hunter’s original design, but I love braids, and I figure Hunter raised in the Human Realm would probably grow his hair out and put it up. I also wanted my Hunter to be a little more distinctive from others as well as show how him growing in a different environment would affect his physical appearance. I will work on getting full body designs out soon.
I do have a reason for his facial scar, but that’s if people get interested on later posts.
I’m not sure on what to call this AU yet, but I will take suggestions.
This AU was inspired by The Owl House itself, and with some plot changes! The events of AA and TOH will be in this story but combined!
I ship any of these!
NaruMitsu
FranMaya
Klapollo
Juniethena
TrucPearl And... **drumroll**
DiegoMia
Ships that are, for example, Phoenix x Maya and Edgeworth x Franziska (and a fuck ton more) will not be allowed in this AU! Anyone who ships them will be blocked (personally) by me!
hi i’m nora from tumblr, aka nora brown-of-gold aka blorb0. i’m a minor and i like to have a good time
i like video games (botw, ut/dr, sdv, hollow knight, nitw), tv shows (toh, su, gf, mlb), podcasts (wtnv, tma, taz), musicals (lsoh, chicago, beetlejuice, falsettos, etc) and youtubers (bdg/polygon, nicholas podany/lucids, and various others).
the bold stuff is stuff i’m super into rn, and i’ll update it. i also really like poetry.
i keep it lowkey so not a ton of tagging or organization, but i try to always include image descriptions for the visually impaired, and because tumblr loading sucks.
mutuals tag car crashes please!
so yeah have a good time here
[Profile Picture ID: art of susie from deltarune in her dark world outfit over the ace flag, a commission by @Fixhbones. End ID.]
23:56 Pines Feat. Water Park - Tell Me
23:50 Leaving Laurel - There Is Beauty When You Allow Yourself To See
23:46 Sound Quelle Feat. Daniel Robinson - Tempest
23:42 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother
23:37 Be Svendsen - Andromeda
23:37 C H I L L T R A X - Take Me Away!
23:34 Everything But The Girl - Run A Red Light
23:30 Faodail & Kakadu - Painting In Shades (Edapollo Remix)
23:24 Il:lo - Cynnes
23:20 Running Touch - Why Do I
23:16 Odesza Feat. Olafur Arnalds - Light Of Day (Parra For Cuva Remix)
23:16 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes
23:12 Maxxim - Waterfalls
23:07 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale
23:03 Diplo Feat. Rhye - Mmxx - Xii
22:59 Rocket Empire - Astoria
22:54 Beacon - Until Next Time
22:50 Elderbrook - The End
22:50 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc
22:47 Elypsis - Open Your Eyes
22:42 Arley & Sirolf - One Day
22:39 Solomon Grey - Home
22:35 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Malou - About You
22:30 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long
22:26 Disclosure Feat. London Grammar - Help Me Lose My Mind
22:26 C H I L L T R A X - Tcc Warm And Tender Ocean
22:21 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind
22:18 Andre Aguado - Through The Night
22:14 Holen - Breathe
22:11 Charles Webster Feat. Shara Nelson - This Is Real
22:11 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan
22:07 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You
22:04 Flexible Fire - Amatista
22:00 Fkj Feat. Little Dragon - Can't Stop
21:56 Cinnamon Chasers - Surviving The Fire
21:56 C H I L L T R A X - Retsyn
21:52 Jako Diaz & Leyet - Only You
21:49 Harvey & Oscuro - You're All I Want
21:44 Palladian - Zagara
21:40 Kelela - Enough For Love
21:35 Groove Armada - History (M3 And Bachelors Of Science Remix)
21:34 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music
21:29 Emi Ca - Just Breathe
21:25 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You
21:20 Alampa - Lush Dance
21:15 Two Lanes - Movement
21:15 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh
21:12 Tep No & Noak Hellsing - I Won’t Need You
21:08 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul)
21:03 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix)
20:59 Aparde - Know You
20:59 C H I L L T R A X - We Are The Music Makers
20:55 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away
20:52 Morcheeba - The Moon (Kutiman Remix - Version B)
20:48 Parra For Cuva Feat. Kyson & Beau Diako - Ordel
20:44 Pableno - Heights
20:39 Massive Attack Feat. Hope Sandoval - The Spoils
20:39 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound
20:35 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known
20:32 Leisure Feat. Muroki - Summer Season
20:28 Approaching Black - New Life
20:24 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix)
20:21 Satin Jackets Feat. Mandy Jones - In This Life
20:20 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel
20:17 Finding Mero - In Loving Memories
20:14 Ben Bohmer Feat. Jonah - Home
20:10 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone
20:06 Woven - Brushes
20:03 Emmit Fenn - --amman
20:03 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass
19:58 Pines Feat. Akacia - History
19:55 Aftruu - Falling Asleep
19:52 Blonde Maze - Daydream (Otherwise Fine Remix)
19:49 Cannons - Loving You
19:45 Gramatik - Muy Tranquilo
19:45 C H I L L T R A X - Something I Should Tell You
19:40 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes
19:34 Washed Out - Hide (Amtrac Remix)
19:30 Fakear - Crystal
19:26 53 Thieves - Lyd
19:21 Sound Quelle & Tailor - Where We Should Be
19:21 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise
19:18 Giants' Nest - Flower Burst
19:15 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life
19:11 Shallou & Daya - Older
19:06 Billion Watchers - Rainman
19:02 Steven Weston Feat. Lapsley - Like I Used To
18:57 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix)
18:56 C H I L L T R A X - Comes To Chill Out
18:52 Sao Miguel Feat. Sebastian Reynoso - Hope In Balance (Wisternoff-grant Remix)
18:48 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix)
18:44 Chris Malinchak - When The World Stops Turning (Quiet Mix)
18:40 Jean Vayat & Evelynka - My Soul
18:36 Chill Cole - Liquid Life
18:36 C H I L L T R A X - Cleanliness Don't You Agree
18:32 Kidnap & Pinkpirate - Things Change
18:28 Farius - A Big Life (Sound Quelle Remix)
18:23 Sons Of Maria - Outbound
18:18 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - All I Want
18:18 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots
18:13 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine
18:09 Melosense - Nous
18:05 Royksopp Feat. Astrid S - Let's Get It Right
18:01 Everything But The Girl - Caution To The Wind
17:57 Shingo Nakamura - Focus
17:56 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u
17:52 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix)
17:47 Eelke Kleijn Feat. Diana Miro - You
17:42 Blank & Jones - Floatation
17:38 Satin Jackets & Panama - The Future
17:34 Maya Jane Coles - Weak
17:34 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit
17:29 Eric Hilton Feat. Brian Jackson - Something For Byrd
17:26 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo
17:23 Eli & Fur - Wild Skies
17:18 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix)
17:18 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh
17:14 Eloi El - Stick Together (Blonde Maze Remix)
17:11 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads
17:07 Holen - Not Too Late
17:02 Nox Vahn & Marsh - Come Together
17:02 C H I L L T R A X - Jimpster 1
16:58 Alampa - Playoff
16:55 Emmit Fenn - What Falling In Love Is For
16:51 Feiertag Feat. Tessa Rose Jackson, Oli Hannaford - Yearn
16:48 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami
16:44 Bob Moses - Enough To Believe
16:44 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh
16:39 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix)
16:35 Blonde Maze - When You Move
16:31 Bonsaye - Kismet
16:28 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix)
16:24 Khotin & Tess Roby - Fountain, Growth
16:24 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax
16:18 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars
16:15 Boerd Feat. Stella Explorer - Before We Drown
16:10 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale
16:06 Il:lo - Ink
16:02 Lapsley - Levitate
16:02 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan
15:58 Westseven Feat. Angus Powell - Go Right Through (Sound Quelle Remix)
15:55 Lar - Collide (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix)
15:50 Chris Malinchak - Saving My Love
15:47 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother
15:43 Melosense - Explore
15:43 C H I L L T R A X - Cool Refreshed Smooth As Can Be
15:38 Reel People & Muhsinah - Something New (Kraak & Smaak Remix)
15:33 Royksopp Feat. Pixx - How The Flowers Grow
15:29 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix)
15:26 Mango & Cloudcage - More Than This
15:22 Fabio Vee & Mike D' Jais - Consolation
15:22 C H I L L T R A X - Organ The Chillout Channel
15:17 Above And Beyond - Sun In Your Eyes (William Orbit Remix)
15:14 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You
15:09 Blank & Jones - Alone In This Rhythm (Ben Macklin Remix)
15:05 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find
15:01 Leisure - Be With You
14:57 Wassu & Mimi Page - Within Me
14:57 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music
14:53 Everything But The Girl - Forever
14:49 Christian Loffler Feat. Menke - Lys
14:46 Odesza Feat. Maro - Better Now
14:41 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long
14:37 Washed Out - Far Away
14:37 C H I L L T R A X - Take Me Away!
14:32 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream
14:28 Kelela - Contact
14:25 Rocket Empire - Lima
14:20 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Oceans
14:20 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh
14:16 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul)
14:13 Dreem - Miles Away
14:09 Embliss & Lumynesynth - Phases Of The Moon
14:06 Jones Meadow - Expect
14:02 Shingo Nakamura - Falling Off
14:02 C H I L L T R A X - Trans Europe Vocoder
13:56 Arley & Sirolf - One Day
13:52 Tsha - I Know
13:47 Zaven - Voliere Amplitude
13:43 Armin Van Buuren & Matoma Feat Teddy Swims - Easy To Love
13:39 Morcheeba - Never Undo
13:39 C H I L L T R A X - Backward Rvb Where World Comes
13:36 Sum Wave - Milkyway
13:32 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You
13:26 Baile & Haulm - Knows No End
13:22 Two Lanes - Movement
13:21 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound
13:18 53 Thieves - Waves
13:15 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone
13:11 Tomb - Unbound
13:06 Sumsuch Feat. Matty Eeles - Find Home (Vincenzo Remix)
13:06 C H I L L T R A X - Fresh And Fascinating
13:02 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away
12:58 Jos & Eli & Eli & Fur - Riffs Of The Night
12:55 Emmit Fenn - The Chase
12:51 Duckmaw - Distant Worlds
12:46 Classic Unknwn & Lipless - Be With You
12:46 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass
12:41 Elderbrook - Wasted On You
12:37 Deep Sound Effect Feat. Svetlana Voice - Dreaming About You (Dj Aristocrat Remix)
12:32 Vincenzo - Chroma Rush
12:29 Cannons - Loving You
12:24 Dj San & Sebastian Moore - In Your Eyes
12:24 C H I L L T R A X - Twcc High Standard Of Quality
12:21 Finding Mero - In Loving Memories
12:17 Indigo Eyes Feat. Kehina - All Over Again (Remix)
12:14 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life
12:11 Giants' Nest - Heart Void
12:07 Vandelux - Tulum
12:07 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots
12:03 Washed Out - Too Late
12:00 Flexible Fire - Amatista
11:56 Tep No - Say What You Wanted
11:53 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Somewhere In Paradise
11:48 Tycho - Receiver
11:48 C H I L L T R A X - We Are The Music Makers
11:44 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix)
11:39 Ross Couch - On Fire (Downtempo Mix)
11:34 Il:lo - Cynnes
11:31 Lapsley - 32 Floors
11:27 Che Jose Feat. Jodie Knight - Freedom (Mass Digital Remix Edit)
11:27 C H I L L T R A X - Chilltrax - Chill Out Piano
11:23 Rohne - Flicker (Faodail Remix)
11:18 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine
11:13 Joy Orbison Feat. Lea Sen - Better
11:08 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars
11:04 Blonde Maze - Night Light (Hessian Remix)
10:59 Northern Form - Mend
10:59 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel Redux
10:55 Sum Wave - Moments Of Sundown
10:52 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo
10:47 Zhu & Yuna - Sky Is Crying
10:43 Lp Giobbi Feat. Dj Tennis & Joseph Ashworth - All In A Dream
10:40 Chill Cole - Liquid Life
10:35 Bob Moses - Tearing Me Up (Rac Mix)
10:35 C H I L L T R A X - Tcc Warm And Tender Ocean
10:31 Xixi Feat. Kwesi - Close To U
10:27 Leisure - Take You Higher (Serebii & Arjuna Oakes Remix)
10:23 Heard Right & Fløa - Enough
10:18 A.m.r & Lumynesynth - Unfinished
10:18 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh
10:15 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads
10:11 Melosense - Nous
10:06 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Derek Luttrell - Lose Control
10:01 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - It's Enough (The Last High)
09:57 Bonsaye - Viaje
09:57 C H I L L T R A X - Parents Magazine Seal
09:53 Everything But The Girl - Run A Red Light
09:50 Feiertag Feat. Tessa Rose Jackson - Riptide
09:46 Arto - Now You're Gone
09:41 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Julia Church - 9 Days
09:38 Zimmer Feat. Panama - Wildflowers
09:37 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise
09:34 Approaching Black - Sensitive
09:30 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix)
09:26 53 Thieves - Heights
09:21 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix)
09:21 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh
09:16 Mass Digital - Thoughts Of U
09:12 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale
09:06 Emi Ca - Just Breathe
09:01 Monolink - Take Me Away
09:01 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u
08:57 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known
08:54 Jimpster & Oliver Night - Ascension
08:50 Billie Eilish - Everything I Wanted (Aquadrop Remix)
08:46 Pableno - Heights
08:40 Roisin Murphy - Incapable
08:40 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan
08:36 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind
08:32 Cannons - Fire For You
08:28 Giants' Nest - Storm Trap
08:24 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix)
08:20 Cinnamon Chasers - Surviving The Fire
08:19 C H I L L T R A X - World Comes To Chilltrax.com
08:16 Aftruu - Falling Asleep
08:13 Henry Green - Realign
08:10 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You
08:06 Flexible Fire - Marea Turquesa
08:02 Royksopp - Me&youphoria
08:02 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh
07:58 Little Dragon - Water
07:53 Leaving Laurel - There Is Beauty When You Allow Yourself To See
07:48 Sg Lewis - Lifetime
07:44 Alampa - Playoff
07:40 Rohne - Ceres
07:40 C H I L L T R A X - Something I Should Tell You
07:36 Jako Diaz & Leyet - Only You
07:31 Genix & Zashanell - All I Want (Chill Out Mix)
07:27 Rocket Empire - Astoria
07:22 Mango - Skyline
07:18 Elderbrook - The End
07:18 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc
07:14 Tescana - Benissa
07:10 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul)
07:06 Kc Lights Feat. Leo Stannard - Cold Light (6am Remix)
07:02 Fakear - Crystal
06:57 Above & Beyond & Marty Longstaff - Gratitude (Aname Pm Mix)
06:53 Evelynka - Letting Go
06:53 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music
06:48 Zaven - Passive Activity (Evren Furtuna Remix)
06:45 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix)
06:40 Teemid - L.a.
06:37 Pines Feat. Fractures - Rewrite The Ending
06:32 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long
06:27 Washed Out - Hard To Say Goodbye (Lone Remix)
06:27 C H I L L T R A X - Retsyn
06:24 Kidnap & Pinkpirate - Things Change
06:20 Tep No Feat. Starzun - Hold Me
06:17 Sultan Shepard - Sirens
06:13 Drama - Don't Hold Back
06:13 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound
06:09 Jan Blomqvist & Malou - Alone
06:06 Finding Mero - In Loving Memories
06:02 Blonde Maze - A Break In Continuity (Forty Cats Remix)
05:57 Phello - Timelapse
05:53 Two Lanes - Ascend
05:53 C H I L L T R A X - Take Me Away!
05:48 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix)
05:45 Zimmer Feat. Panama - Make It Happen
05:40 Billion Watchers - Rainman
05:36 Andrew Nagy & Joel Winterflood - Little To None
05:31 Vok - Figure (Wax Wings Remix)
05:31 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel, Chilltrax
05:26 Jones Meadow - Fences
05:23 George Fitzgerald & Syml - Mother
05:19 Edapollo Feat. Akacia - Run
05:16 Dreem - Miles Away
05:16 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass
05:13 Forester - Saint (Shallou Remix)
05:10 Lp Giobbi Feat. Caroline Byrne - Another Life
05:04 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix)
05:01 Cannons - Hurricane
05:01 C H I L L T R A X - Jimpster 1
04:57 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix)
04:53 Passenger 10 - Voices In Her Head
04:50 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Spell
04:46 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find
04:40 Royksopp - Something In My Heart
04:40 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots
04:35 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes
04:32 Mansionair & Kim Tee - Next High
04:28 Arto - Para Mi
04:24 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix)
04:19 Odesza Feat. Olafur Arnalds - Light Of Day (Parra For Cuva Remix)
04:19 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music
04:16 Chill Cole - Liquid Life
04:12 Embrz Feat. Abroad - Rise
04:07 Alison Goldfrapp - The Beat Divine
04:03 Sons Of Maria - Outbound
03:59 Flume Feat. Emma Louise - Hollow (Logic1000 Remix)
03:59 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh
03:55 Avira & Nourey Feat. Tom Bailey - Favourite Game
03:51 Flexible Fire - Amatista
03:47 Attom & Kwesi - Rogue
03:43 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You
03:38 Slow Hearts - Endora
03:38 C H I L L T R A X - Cleanliness Don't You Agree
03:32 Arley & Sirolf - One Day
03:29 Drama - 3am
03:26 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami
03:22 Alex Hook Feat. Rene - You Showed Me
03:17 Chris Malinchak, Kiesza, Malin - Tree
03:17 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes
03:14 Aether - Jupiter & Saturn
03:10 Sebastian Davidson - Nomads
03:07 Lar - Collide (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix)
03:03 Fabio Vee & Mike D' Jais - Consolation
02:59 Jones Meadow - Need You Now
02:59 C H I L L T R A X - Trans Europe Vocoder
02:53 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream
02:50 London Grammar - Lose Your Head
02:45 Blank & Jones - Floatation
02:41 Lipless & Blue Noir - Alone
02:36 John Monkman Feat. Liz Cass - Open Frontier
02:36 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit
02:31 Eric Hilton Feat. Brian Jackson - Something For Byrd
02:28 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away
02:22 Syml & Zero 7 - Symmetry (Zero 7 Remix)
02:18 Melosense - Nous
02:18 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh
02:15 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Gordi - No One Else
02:10 Booka Shade & Satin Jackets - Fusion Royale
02:07 Odsen - Retrospective
02:02 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - Greatest Day
02:01 C H I L L T R A X - Cool Refreshed Smooth As Can Be
01:58 Cannons - Loving You
01:53 Shingo Nakamura - Come Closer
01:49 Catz 'n Dogz Feat. Jaw - Time
01:46 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix)
01:40 Lane 8 Feat. Lulu James - Loving You (Moon Boots Remix)
01:40 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan
01:35 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix)
01:31 Nightcap - The Two Of Us (We Only Need)
01:27 Valante - Eio
01:22 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix)
01:18 Khotin & Tess Roby - Fountain, Growth
01:18 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax
01:14 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix)
01:08 Nicolas Godin Feat. Cola Boyy - The Foundation
01:05 Fløa (Floa) - Pictures Of You
01:02 Holen - Not Too Late
00:58 Edapollo - Standing There
00:58 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh
00:54 Hoki - Memories Of Love (Dsf Remix)
00:49 Sons Of Maria - It Takes So Long
00:44 Darius Feat. Benny Sings - Rise (Darius Remix)
00:40 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind
00:35 Leaving Laurel - Take Your Time (Extended Mix)
00:35 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u
00:31 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known
00:27 Vok - Skin
00:23 Palladian - Zagara
00:19 Emmit Fenn & Shallou - Hollow
00:14 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix)
00:14 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel
00:09 Deep Lo - Lost In You (Soire Remix)
00:05 Feiertag - Didn't Know Why (You Lost Your Soul)
00:02 Chris Malinchak - Cellophane
Izinkan saya mendedikasikan tulisan ini untuk diri saya sendiri yang sudah memasuki kepala tiga. Bukan mau hip hip hura hura kek sweet seventeen tapi bukan pula yang berlinang air mata karena khawatir liatin sudut mata jangan-jangan udah ada kerutan heuheuheu..
Saya kira bakal nangis kejer masuk usia tiga puluh tapi banyak yang belum dicapai. Hidup di bawah naungan culture masyarakat saat ini tuh ga gampang ya hehehe.. Tapiiii taunya jalani hari seperti biasa aja. Ya berangkat kerja biasa, di kantor juga biasa, di rumah juga biasa, main juga biasa aja. Sama seperti kemarin-kemarin.
Bertambah usia bukan lagi soal perayaan, surprise atau balon-balon. Saya jadi malah mikir buat menata kembali beberapa hal yang mungkin tidak sesuai target. Menggeser target sebelumnya, menambah target baru, merelakan target lama yang sudah prognosisnya udah ga bagus, dan batasan targetnya juga udah mulai diganti. Selain itu juga perlu untuk mempertahankan apa-apa saja yang udah sukses dilakuin di beberapa tahun ke belakang.
Misalnya kalo dulu mikirnya bakal umroh sama suami, sekarang mikirnya kalo tabungan udah kekumpul, gas ke Mekkah. Kalo bisa haji furoda sekalian mantep banget ga tuh ;). Kalo dulu ngebayangin nanti di usia 30 tahun harus ngapain aja pas punya anak satu dan jadi ibu paruh waktu, sekarang jadi eksekusi gimana pas punya ponakan satu dan jadi perempuan penuh waktu yang berdaya.
Mau udah tercapai atau masih dalam perjalanan, nyatanya menjalani hidup dengan legowo itu enak banget. Penuh renungan soal keberterimaan, merasa cukup, dan penuh syukur adalah jalan panjang menuju kebijaksanaan yang dilalui seiring bertambahnya usia. Toh pada akhirnya, Allah benar-benar mencukupkan hidup kita dengan segala hal yang kita butuhkan, jika kita betul-betul menyadarinya.
Saya ingat betul, di ujung usia kepala dua, saya ke Solo bertemu dengan banyak saudara. Saya sudah menyiapkan segala jawaban kalo ditanya kapan nikah. Nyatanya? Hampir semua saudara justru malah bilang untuk ga buru-buru, lakukan apa yang dicita-citakan, kalo udah ketemu baru disegerakan. Wes pokoke santai wae. Aaaaah love banget. Dipeluk erat satu-satu sama saudara sampe sama-sama nangis :'). Beberapa di antaranya emang udah lebih dari 5 tahun ga ketemu. What a beautiful silaturahim :')
Btw, masih suka resah ga sih? Haha tentu saja. Saya berjalan dalam keresahan, duduk dalam keresahan, diam dalam keresahan. Hidup ini memang akrab dengan keresahan yang datang silih berganti, toh? Tapi saya harus sadar akan keresahan itu hingga akhirnya bisa berdamai dengannya. Living in harmony with keresahan yaa hahaha.. Menerima setiap keresahan dengan berbagai ekspresi emosi alias kalo mau nangis ya nangis aja, kalo kecewa pun ga apa-apa kecewa aja. Sambil terus berjalan meski pelan. Toh nanti juga akan mereda. Seperti luka yang akhirnya sembuh, seperti kapal yang akhirnya berlabuh, dan seperti kamu yang membuatku merasa utuh. Ngeeeeng.... wkwkwk..
Ih mau nulis yang mellow napa sih belok jadi ngelawak hahaha...
Ya pokoknya sebelum usia tiga puluh pun udah banyak perenungan, udah belajar perbanyak syukur, udah belajar legowo, dan belajar hal-hal lain. Semoga di usia kepala tiga ini bisa belajar banyak hal lagi dan menjadi jauuuuuh lebih baik lagi, lebih bijak lagi, lebih menyadari banyak hal, dan lebih-lebih lain dalam hal kebaikan.
Selamat terus berjalan, Anggi. Semoga menjadi perempuan yang bermanfaat karena sebaik-baik manusia adalah yang bermanfaat untuk orang lain :)
(Bandung, 07 Juni 2022. Pukul 21.31 WIB. Cieee yang ultahnya bareng kak Raisa, geng 0606. Bedanya IG teh Yaya di-follow kak Nicholas Saputra, aku mah ngga wkwk :D).