#trans!hiccup

[howtodrawyourdragon]

The Damsel & The Dagger

Summary: Written for the Kinky Things Happen Bingo. Set after THW, the dragons never left. Upon finding her husband restrained in a cell, Astrid thinks they have a few minutes to spare for some fun.

Warnings: Sexual Content

Rating: Explicit

Words: 1 812

Prompt: Damsel in Distress

Fandom: How to Train Your Dragon

Characters: Hiccup, Astrid

Pairing: Hiccstrid

Author's Notes: Idk, written on a whim. As most of my bingo fills are.

Kinda based on an unposted Hiccstrid smut of mine.

Enjoy!

@kinky-things-happen

#kinky things happen bingo #httyd fics #httyd 3 #how to train your dragon 3 #httyd: the hidden world #hiccup haddock #trans!hiccup #astrid hofferson #hiccstrid #nsft #not safe for tumblr #my fanfics #the damsel and the dagger

[howtowhumpyourhiccup]

"Why Wasn't I Enough?"

Summary: Written for AI-less Whumptober 2023 Day 19 instead of 13. Technically set before RttE. Hiccup Left Berk AU + Trans!Hiccup AU. The Dragon Master helped Berk end the Dragon Scourge, now they’re free to celebrate Dreadfall and Hiccup is free to think about the past.

Warning: /

Rating: General

Characters: Hiccup, Toothless, Astrid, Stormfly

Pairing: /

Words: 1 905

Fandom: How to Train Your Dragon

Prompt: Taken for granted, "Why wasn't I enough?"

Whumpee: Hiccup

Author’s Notes: Posting Day 19 because Day 13, while also written, takes place after this one. So I'll be posting Day 13 on the 15th because Day 15 is the second chapter to 13, which I'll be posting on the 19th. Confused yet? :')

Enjoy!

@ailesswhumptober

XOXOX

A celebration on Berk. Growing up, Hiccup can’t say he’s seen too many of them. With the threat of dragons looming over them and alliances between tribes shaky, there often didn’t seem any room for them. There was too little food, the weather was too harsh, the most recent raid left too much to rebuild, there were lives lost… and other such reasons. In short, there was no reason to celebrate anything.

Except maybe a birthday. Because someone surviving another year was always a good thing.

So to see the colorful decorations and lights now should leave Hiccup feeling warm. There are a lot of young children on Berk now, more than he's ever seen in his entire lifetime, it should be a joy to see them get to enjoy such festivities.

But… These thoughts can't seem to get him warm.

From the edge of the old kill ring, he watches the village. The glow of the lights and the sounds of music, singing, and laughter can be seen and heard from all the way up here. Hiccup sits with one leg dangling, the other a stump wrapped in bandages. Toothless lies half curled up around him. He watches the scenery as well.

The dragon warbles, wanting to know what they're celebrating.

"It's called Dreadfall, Bud," Hiccup says. "We're celebrating the harvest."

"We're," what a strange thing to say. He hasn't been on Berk since he left when he was 15. His 18th birthday is coming up. Though he wants to join so badly, he doesn't belong with them. He never did.

His stump is all bandaged up, his leg lost for them, but still he’s not one of them.

Though Toothless would like a more in-depth explanation on this harvest feast, he can tell the mood is a little melancholic and so decides to ask later. He puts his head in Hiccup's lap, giving him something to pet. That always seems to make him feel better.

It's silent then. After all this time together, few actual words need to be spoken between the two of them.

Wingbeats approach from above.

“There you are! I figured I would find the two of you here,” Astrid remarks as Stormfly lands nearby. She dismounts with ease and approaches, something held securely in her hands. The Nadder follows her and attempts to preen her. Hiccup is glad to see their bond- still so fresh- growing.

“You did, huh?” Hiccup asks, a welcome smile on his face.

“Well, not here specifically, but I didn’t even bother to drop by Gothi’s because I knew you wouldn’t be in bed,” Astrid takes one shoulder of his as she takes a seat on the ledge with him, Toothless moving his tail out of the way. It makes him glad to see her so comfortable around dragons nowadays.

“I think you know by now that I can’t sit still,” Hiccup responds and Toothless snorts. Oh, if only she knew how bad his rider is at sitting still.

“You can also not sit still in the village, you know? Where we’re in the middle of a party? You could have some actual food for once,” she tells him and hands him what she was holding. It’s been wrapped in cloth to keep it warm. Unwrapping it, he finds a small pie with custard filling.

“It’s a Berk special. I saw that the baker was making some and thought of you, I don’t think living amongst dragons means you can have a lot of pastries,” she explains.

“No, I usually just get fish thrown up in my lap if someone thinks I need extra food,” he states, to which she laughs. And yes, it’s funny now, but she has no idea how often it happens.

There’s a beat of silence as he simply listens to her laugh and enjoys having her near. There was once upon a time when he crushed on her. Hard. Are all of those feelings gone? He’s… not so sure.

“Do you think she’ll ever get to enjoy Dreadfall again?” Then a question comes that completely ruins the mood. At least for him. For him it’s a slap in the face, for her… Astrid is just nostalgic. Melancholic. Like he was minutes earlier.

“IIII… don’t know if she’s out there after all this time. I told you this before, Astrid. I promised that I would try to find her, not that I would,” Hiccup reminds her.

Though she tries not to let it show, he can see the slight change in her expression. Her smile falters, but it takes a trained eye to notice.

She’s talking about Hiccup. Hiccup their heiress, not Hiccup the Dragon Master.

Because she was a girl and he's a guy.

Pastry forgotten, he pets Toothless with a knit in his brow. The dragon's eyes are closed, but he knows he's listening in.

Astrid watches them from the corners of her eyes.

The Dragon Master is here because stories of his many exploits reached far and wide. They heard about how he could control dragons, make them do his bidding. And as Berk was desperate for an end to the Dragon Scourge before they’re annihilated, Astrid took her peers and went to find him. They implored him to help solve their predicament. How lucky they were to find out he already knew what was terrorizing them for three centuries. All he asked in return is that Berk accept and try to live with dragons.

He lost his leg killing the Red Death and thus the Dragon Riders were born. It’s still a relatively young endeavour, but Snotlout has already proclaimed himself the best dragon trainer Berk has ever seen.

Hiccup nearly lost his life saving their village, now he’s their hero, and they will make good on their promise to help him protect dragons.

And now he’s going to try and find their heir… Heiress. Because Stoick’s daughter disappeared one day when the poor girl was only 15, snatched away by a dragon as the rumors go. Just like her mother before her.

Seeing the Dragon Master live so harmoniously with the beasts who took her, there’s some newfound hope that she might still be alive even after all this time. Or that is certainly Stoick’s hope.

His hatred for dragons, it isn’t as deep as the love for his daughter.

Or so he’s been told.

“You should come down with me,” Astrid decides to strike up another conversation. “I think some time spent amongst humans could do you some good.”

“Oh, what’s that? Are we trying to civilize the feral dragon man, Astrid?” Hiccup asks her.

“Well, you could use some manners.”

“Right. Anything Snotlout can teach me?” He teases her back, her laugh causes his heart to flutter. Okay, maybe the feelings are still there.

It’s a shame that, too, will have to stay secret.

His smile falters at the thought, though he tries to force it to stay.

“In all honesty, I guess I’m hoping to make you stay,” after a beat of silence, Astrid admits. “Having you here seems to do our chief some good.”

Hiccup perks up as do Toothless’ earfins. “It does?”

Astrid nods, but doesn’t elaborate. That will be her mystery to hold.

What about him makes Stoick so happy that his people have started noticing? Are it his deeds? Or does he, perhaps, remind him of his lost child? Could it be the similarities in his face? The hair? The scrawny physique? Though he’s not as much scrawny anymore as he is lean. Compact.

Or is it really simply because his deeds have saved the village from being wiped out? Kept the lives of their young children from being snuffed out through raids, famine, or disease?

Maybe it was out of a need to test the waters, but he straight up gave them his name when they first asked. His real name, the one he kept. Astrid had looked at him, expression unreadable, and simply said "okay."

"Okay."

No sign of recognition. What a haircut, some bindings, and boy clothes don't do to a person.

Oh and rumors. Because of course, Stoick’s daughter- who couldn’t focus on household chores long enough before getting sidetracked by her crazy ideas- couldn't possibly do what he does. Though, every rumor speaks of a man, which is exactly how he prefers it, though it still stings.

Astrid and Ruffnut were taught to be warriors, meanwhile Hiccup was desperately taught how to be a wife. Not even how to be a chieftess. A wife. A mother. After all, someone had to protect her once Stoick couldn't anymore and that meant she had to be appealing to someone. It was appalling.

And apparently, there was a suitor on the horizon.

Sounds to him like their heir left in the nick of time.

Astrid rises to her feet, Hiccup and Toothless both watch her. “I’m rejoining the party, I still have to show Stormfly our chicken pies.”

The Nadder squawks excitedly behind her, her spines flex enthusiastically.

Hiccup huffs in amusement. Turns out, Stormfly adores chicken, it’s her favorite food! Her Rider should absolutely introduce her to this delicacy.

“You can get some as well if you plan on joining us,” Astrid tells him, hands on her hips.

“I’m familiar with chicken pies, I did live in a village at one point,” he reminds her. He told her a bit of his past after a bit of questioning. Some bits and pieces to keep it vague enough, he doesn’t want to be found out for who he really is.

Unfortunately- or fortunately depending on who you ask- the twins have spun a story about how his parents were killed when he was very young and the dragons raised him, which is how he got so good at bonding with them.

It’s only true in that the dragons do take good care of him, just like he and Toothless try to protect them. Particularly his inner circle, consisting of a Night Fury, a Deadly Nadder, a Monstrous Nightmare, a Gronckle, and a Hideous Zippleback. All released from the very kill ring behind them.

With one last smile, Astrid leaves them, mounting Stormfly before the two fly off.

Now finally left alone again, Hiccup’s smile disappears and Toothless warbles at him quizzically.

“I’m okay, Bud,” he assures him. It was a pleasant conversation, but for him, there’s a bit of an aftertaste. Everything on Berk gives him that aftertaste because everything reminds him of his past.

A past in which people didn’t like him or anything he did. When everyone else’s idea of giving him a bright future was to make him worthy to be married off and have children with. When no one could’ve ever thought the embarrassment of Berk could ever be the Dragon Master they ran to for help.

Upon first coming to Berk as his true self, he was surprised to find that Stoick’s daughter was missed as much as she was. All this talk about finding her, all this worrying, recounting the stories they have of her… Why did he have to disappear for people to stop taking his existence for granted?

His hands find his dragon again, who lifts his head again. They’re at eye-level.

"Why wasn't I enough, Bud?" He asks and Toothless purrs, nuzzling him. He throws an arm around him and holds him close, in need of his comfort.

#ailesswhumptober2023 #ailesswhumptober #day 13 #taken for granted #“why wasn't i enough?” #httyd fics #httyd movies #httyd #how to train your dragon #au #alternate universe #hiccup left berk au #trans!hiccup au #a tale of two hiccups #hiccup haddock #trans!hiccup #toothless #hicctooth #astrid hofferson #stormfly #stormstrid #my fanfics

[thedragon-and-hisboy]

HEY HEROFORGE HAS TOP SURGERY SCARS NOW ENJOY SOME TRANS HICCUP

#hiccup haddock iii #trans!hiccup #httyd race to the edge

[nightcorecarseatheadrest]

Happy pride month

#they r so trans bisexual and trans bisexual hostility #httyd #snotlout #snotlout jorgensen #snotlout gary jorgenson #httyd meme #hiccup haddock #httyd memes #hiccup horrendous haddock the 3rd

[honeyed-latte]

Not to be a loser or whatever but saying Astrid is "the man in the relationship" in Hiccstrid is wildly misogynistic and misandrist all at the same time. Enforcing rigid gender roles to pretend you're NOT enforcing gender roles is fucking weird.

Hiccup is a man, he is The Man in the relationship. All of him is masculine because he is a man, he identifies as a man, he (we can assume) has male biology, and everyone around him accepts him as male.

Acting like Hiccup is somehow "weak" or "submissive" or "effeminate" just because he's thin and has a gentler personality then Astrid walks back what Feminists have been struggling to explain for years.

Astrid is a woman, she is The Woman in the relationship. All of her is feminine because she is a woman, she identifies as a woman, she (we can assume) has female biology, and everyone around her accepts her as female.

Acting like Astrid is "dominating" or "masculine" or "stronger" just because she's a better warrior and has a more aggressive personality then Hiccup is

WALKING BACK WHAT FEMINISTS HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING TO DEPROGRAM FROM YOUR PEA BRAINS FOR DECADES

Personality traits and physical attributes do not dictate what makes you a man or a woman, it's how you FEEL and how you accept yourself. If you are a man thats gentle and compassionate, empathetic and patient- then you ARE JUST A MAN WHO IS GENTLE AND COMPASSIONATE AND EMPATHETIC AND PATIENT.

WOMEN ARE STILL WOMEN IF THEY'RE PHYSICALLY STRONG OR THEY'RE AGGRESSIVE OR THEY'RE SMART.

#and no this isn't going to breach into the intersectional headcanon that either of them are trans or intersex #those are headcanons #which is fine but its not canon #hiccup haddock #astrid hofferson #hiccstrid #gender roles #misogny

[saturnniidae]

1 vs 5 years on T

#spreading my trans httyd agenda #'puberty did him good!' actually the testosterone finally kicked in. (tho taking hrt is kind of like going thru puberty again but still..) #hiccup haddock #httyd 2 #trans hiccup #httyd #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #trans hiccup haddock #trans headcanon #httyd shitpost #moth.txt #this is inspired by a ToA post abt Jim i saw a few months back but i cant remember their url 😭

[rosiethedragongeek]

The events of the first movie are SO much more heartbreaking thinking of Hiccup as trans

#the 'this is a talking fishbone scene??? #hiccup wanting to prove himself so bad #the line 'you're not my son' even though stoick didn't mean it like that #being a viking in hiccup's case being a metaphor for being a man #and he's trying so hard to be a viking in the way that everyone thinks of a viking because HE wants to be thought of as a viking but it doe #n't align with who he is #and he learns how to be a viking HIS way and eventually everyone ACCEPTS HIM FOR IT AND THEY EXPAND THEIR DEFINITION TO FIT HICCUp'S #DEFINITION OF A VIKING #also??/ #SUPPORTIVE GOBBER?? top tier #trans hiccup #lgbt headcanons #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #hiccup haddock #hiccup #how to train your dragon #riders of berk #defenders of berk #race to the edge #httyd #rob #dob #rtte #rosie's httyd brainrot

[jasontoddssuper]

Oh yeah,the trans genius who's got a bunch of neurodivergent disorders with their autism being the strongest one,grew up as an outcast for being different and constantly put down and told how useless they were even though they were just trying to be accepted for who they were but then proved everyone wrong through hard work with their skills and high amounts of spunk and that has a habit of nonstop remarks that are always weirdly funny and a slowburn with the tough,rough and ultra strong gnc girl who's their best friend.Love that character!!

#:) #stephanie brown #hiccup haddock #trans stephanie brown #trans hiccup #autistic stephanie brown #autistic hiccup #cassandra cain #astrid hofferson #stephcass #hiccstrid #t4t stephcass #t4t hiccstrid #batfam #young justice #dead sidekicks force #the unbreakables #httyd #dragon riders #💌 #neurodivergence tag #autistic girl summer #summercore #platonically for stephanie and romantically for hiccup: #real self shipping hours #good times #letters from summer

[regular0side-hoe06]

Hiccup is Demisexual,

Jack is Trans and Pansexual,

I rest my case.

#hijack #jack frost #rise of the guardians #hiccup httyd #hiccup x jack #how to train your dragon #jackson overland frost #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #race to the edge #httyd rtte #lgbtq #lgbtq community #lgbtqia #lgbt pride #transgender #trans male #pansexual #demisexual #ftm trans #headcanon #headcanons

[punkeropercyjackson]

Was thinkin' bout how Hiccup Haddock and Percy Jackson hold up big time as childhood fave male protagonists while Harry Potter and Danny Fenton keep digging their own graves the more i remember about them and then realized that Harry and Danny were intentionally written as 'ordinary teenage boys' while Hiccup and Percy were written as disabled(Hiccup's health problems and his prosthetic + Percy's adhd dyslexia and implied ptsd)and not traditionally masculine(Hiccup because he dosen't live up to his cultures ideas of manhood and Percy deliberately acting not like a stereotypical guy because he thinks those are gross and weird).Yeah that'll do it

#obvs danny's not NEARLY as bad harry but he's IMPOSSIBLY mid and the only reason he gets hype is being a generic white boy #that can be read as binary transmasc and that's really all it takes in fandoms fir them to go feral over him.sad💔 #anti harry potter #anti dp #hiccup haddock #percy jackson #perseo jackson #cookie jackson #pandora jackson #penthesilea 'pen' jackson #trans hiccup #autistic hiccup #adhd hiccup #hiccup has anxiety #hiccup has mdd #filipino hiccup tag #bi hiccup #transfem percy jackson #bigender percy jackson #team parent percy jackson #autistic percy jackson #punk!percy #httyd #t4t hiccstrid #hicpip #pjo #perlex #good times #summerposting #💌

[katetorias]

since it’s mermay I decided to get in the spirit by drawing HIJACK!!! 😱😱💥💥 anyway they’re trans and in love wow…

#hijack #frostcup #jackycup #digital art #fanart #my art #jack frost #jackson overland frost #hiccup haddock #hiccup horrendous haddock the 3rd #how to train your dragon #httyd #rise of the guardians #rotg #rotbtd #rise of the brave tangled dragons #trans #mermaid #mermay 2023 #alt text

[pudgewizard]

I got a bit peckish, so I finished a bag of tortilla chips and queso, with a soda. I ate it all a bit too quickly, and got quite huge and burpy 😵‍💫

Sorry about the fan noise. Near the end however, you can hear me hiccup slightly!

#pudgewizard #belly kink #hungry tummy #stuffed belly #ftm feedee #queer feedee #trans feedee #bloated burps #belching #burping #eructophilia #eructo #burp kink #male burp #hiccup kink

[two-sheep-in-one-wolfs-clothing]

(modern au) hiccup haddock and jim lake jr are both two trans dude who chose rly weird names

like why is ur name LITERALLY hiccup??? and why did YOU name yourself after your dad who left you and ruined your birhday????

#how to train your dragon #hiccup haddock iii #jim lake jr #trollhunters #trans hiccup haddock #trans jim lake jr #ftm #transgender

[useless-moss]

Since it's been a hot minute: Trans Hiccup Headcanons(with some bonus trans Astrid)

He started experimenting with more masculine clothes at around 4-5 years old and expressed an interest in using male pronouns shortly after

Stoick was always very happy and supportive of Hiccup, though this was mainly because he always wanted a son to begin with

The 'I think you brought me the wrong offspring' rant in httyd 1 was born of both the other insecurities Hiccup had about being a viking in general and also him feeling 'incorrect' and like he wasn't really a man (which, same bro)

He struggled with trying to be the perfect son for his dad for most of his life

Valka had a hunch from the minute Hiccup was born. She often made jokes about how Stoick already had a son, he'd just show himself a little later. When she saw Hiccup in httyd 2 she recognized his face and the scar and was very proud that he'd grown up to be who he is

Gobber was the one who taught Hiccup how to bind

Gobber would also physically fight any village kids and/or adults who tried to bully Hiccup for being trans, which was rare to begin with since most people were more concerned with Hiccup's lack of general viking-ness

Hicstrid t4t supremacy bitches

Speaking of Astrid, her family followed more traditional last name culture, which is why her last name is Hofferson. She high-key hates this fact but the name 'Astrid' draws attention away from it, and unless told people assume it's some classic irony that a woman would have a last name that essentially means 'Son of Hoffer'

Part of why Hiccup and Astrid get along so well is because they understand the self doubt and the internal and external struggles of being yourself while also trying to be who everyone expects you to be

Hiccup has tried to DIY his top surgery at least five or so times. He was usually stopped by Gobber, other times he managed only one small cut before backing out

Being accepted into 'the guy group' was one of the best days of his life

As mentioned in my first trans Hiccup post, Dagur got the news when they were kids and, even though he didn't fully understand, he started religiously calling Hiccup 'brother'

Dagur's tormenting was also a way to try and help Hiccup 'man up'. It didn't really work as intended, unsurprisingly

The only villains who would be mean about Hiccup being trans are Drago, Grimmel, and Johann. Johann in secret because, you know, undercover/traitor stuff yada yada 😒

Also Spitelout. Spitelout would be mean about it

Gothi knows how to make what is essentially HRT gel, which Hiccup is immensely grateful for

Okay, all I got for now. Will add more as my brain continues to just stew on this fandom.

BTW, I HC Hiccup as trans masc in the first place because I'm trans masc and he's a comfort character of mine so, like I do with all my comfort characters, I'm projecting. This includes but is not limited to the trans-ification.

It's pretty much the same thing with Astrid, but reversed

#httyd #headcanon #httyd headcanon #httyd hiccup #trans hiccup #trans headcanon #trans astrid #t4t couple #httyd dagur #hicstrid #gobber is a good uncle #grimmel is an asshole #i fucking hate him #drago is a bitch #i'm glad he died #johann can jo-hang himself

[jaskiersbard]

Friendly Reminder that our Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III, Mr Jay Baruchel, supports trans and non-binary people ❤️

#Jay said trans right and I fucking love him for it #jay baruchel #billy eichner #trans rights #trans rights are human rights #hiccup haddock #httyd #how to train your dragon #hiccup horrendous haddock iii

[saturnniidae]

Trans!Hiccup later in life becoming more confident in himself and coming to terms with the fact knowing how to and doing things traditionally viewed as 'feminine' doesn't make him any less of a man my beloved.

He canonically knows how to sew. Like his attempted cover was he was 'making outfits' so why not? He definitely made his own armor, he probably makes his own clothes when he has the time. He said he wanted to he a 'bread making viking' (and yes i knoe it was a hasty lie but hear me out) so I'd like to think he knows at least how to bake and probably how to cook as well. And he enjoys these things and indulged in them when he's able to.

#i love when trans people are able to accept that their hobbies being viewed as something related to their agab doesnt make them #any less valid i understand its not for everyone but if youre able to reconcile with that kind of thing you will genuinely be better for it #this goes for snotlout as well (he is also trans!)l #in rtte he knows how to sew #also i hc that astrid is trans and has a very complicated relationship with gender due to how committed she is to being a warrior #shes a girl but never really learned to do any kind of 'traditionally feminine' things other than hair braiding #and though she'd never want to be a housewife she feels as though she missed out on some kind of core childhood experience #shes a lost cause at cooking but hiccup offered to teach her to sew and its something they work on together in their free time :) #httyd #trans hiccup #rtte #trans hiccup haddock #httyd headcanon #hiccup haddock #trans headcanon #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #transgender #moth.txt