#tw // sui ideation

[ima-end-itt]

I asked my therapist what was so bad about sh especially cvtting if it helps me and doesn't hurt anyone that doesn't consent and she couldn't directly answer

#sh mention #sh things #hitting styro #self destruction #shtmblr #tw depressing stuff #tw sh destructive behaviour #cvutting #tw depressing thoughts #tw self h4rm #selfharrrm #self h4te #self mutilator #self mutalition #self destructive behavior #self h@rm #tw self destruction #sh jokes #sh tumblr #depressing shit #sh cvt #sh twt #shblrr #tw sh ideation #tw sh implied #tw sh related #styroblr #tw styro #made of styro #tw sui ideation

[nvbvdx]

“im going to the toilet”

dont lie to yourself, we both know that you’re going to cvt.

#tw self destructive behavior #self destructive tendencies #tw self destruction #tw sh implied #tw sh in tags #depressing shit #self destructor #shblur #tw s3lf harm #tw self destructive thoughts #self destruction #self h@rm #tw sh ideation #tw styro #tw sui ideation #tw sucidal ideation #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh joke #tw sh related #tw self h4rm #s3lfharmm #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #shblrr #sh cvt #cvutting #cvtaddict #i wanna cvt #baby cvts #cvtblr

[lifeisstrange-incorrectquotes]

Kate: I swear on my life.

Victoria: Bitch, you're suicidal, swear on something else.

#tw sui ideation #kate marsh #victoria chase #life is memes #life is strange #incorrect quotes

[foxlungz]

Just want to be erased from this world I’m over existing

#vent #tw depressing stuff #tw depression #depressing shit #kinda depressing #mentally exhausted #depressing life #tw self destructive thoughts #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui ideation

[llestairee]

i need to be enabled. im hate being lectured for all the shit i do to myself. its either i cut myself or kill myself and he doesn't fucking get that. i hate that he wants me to be better.

#sh cvt #tw styro #988blr #988twt #988lifeline #hitting styro #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #cvutting #baby cvts #styroblr #styro #made of styro #styr0blr #thigh cvts #healing cvts #i wanna cvt #cvtblr #cvtting addict #cvtting kink #tw sui ideation #self h@rm #self mutilator #self mutalition #self mut1lation #tw sh implied #tw ed sheeran #tw depressing thoughts #tw necrophillia #cw blood

[hvrtmvsclf]

Funny how I have no problem with cvtting my own skin open, but when I see a syringe I blackout

#depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #sh cvt #cvtaddict #cvtt!ng #i wanna cvt #hitting styro #tw s3lf harm #tw sui ideation

[overuseduniverse]

I wanna drink and do drugs til I pass out. I wanna bleed til I can't form a single fucking thought. I wanna feel alive because all I want is to just fucking die

#a #tw sh #tw drugs #tw sui ideation

[tyeldotcomsvent]

I look out into the water

I wonder how it would feel as my clothes get soaked as I wade into the water

I wonder how it would feel to loose the last bit of oxygen in my lungs

I wonder how it would feel to scratch at my throat as I try to get air

I wonder how it would feel as the water turns red and my wounds start to sting

I wonder how it would feel as I try to escape the water

I wonder how my instincts would panic as my brain finally ceases to function

#depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #baby cvts #cvtt!ng #i wanna cvt #s3lfharmm #sh cvt #tw s3lf harm #tw sui ideation #suic1de

[a-hospital--for-souls]

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

#bpd #actually bpd #tw sui ideation #bpd thoughts #actual bpd #borderline personality disorder #actually mentally ill #bpd vent #mental illness #tw self destruction

[endlessmidnights]

I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

#tw sucidal ideation #tw selfhate #mentally drained #sorry for being depressing #anxitey #i hate me so much #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #depressing shit #mental health #tw depressing stuff #please let me die #please let me kms #let me go #you’re losing me #you’re on your own kid #mental problems #i wanna die #i want to disappear #i wish i was dead #i’ll never recover #what is wrong with my brain #tw sui vent #tw self h4rm #mentally fucked #so fucking exhausted #tw sui talk #very unstable #im going to kms #what is wrong with me

[ima-end-itt]

Scars are the only attractive thing about me

#cvtblr #sh cvt #i wanna cvt #deep cvts #cvtt!ng #cvtaddict #cvtting addict #selfharrrm #self mutalition #self destruction #self destructive behavior #self h@rm #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destructive thoughts #styroblr #tw styro #hitting styro #made of styro #slef harn #slef harm #ready to kms #i wanna kms #tw sui ideation #suic1de #sui ideation

[nvbvdx]

tw:sfx makeup, bl00d

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#su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #suic1de #sh cvt #tw sh destructive behaviour #tw sh joke #tw sh related #tw sh ideation #tw sh in tags #tw sh implied #shblur #shblrr #s3lfharmm #tw self destructive thoughts #self destructor #self destructive tendencies #self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw styro #tw sui ideation #tw sucidal ideation #tw self h4rm #s3lf harn #s3lf hate #s3lf mutilation #cvutting

[i-am-confused-always]

what I say: “it is what it is”

what I mean: “I have cried about this for hours and have probably self harmed and contemplated suicide over this.

#self h@rm #tw sh joke #tw sh related #send help #mental illness #sh cvt #actually mentally ill #baby cvts #cvtaddict #tw depressing stuff #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #tw selfhate #tw self h4rm #tw self destruction #cw #sh #vent

[neil-gaiman]

Hi, sir. Do you have any suggestions or tips for someone who feels like they do not want to go on living anymore?

I know that it sounds kind of counter-productive that someone who wishes to end their state of living to be seeking advice; but to be honest, I’m just looking for an excuse to hold on.

The best advice I can give, as someone who has been there, is, because it gets better again. Killing yourself is an incredibly permanent solution to what is often, in retrospect, a temporary condition. You are miserable now, so miserable that existing is painful, but you may not always be miserable. And when the sun comes out in your life and your mind and your heart, you could be very glad you are still alive and breathing.

#tw sui ideation #tw suicide

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

#mental health #mentally exhausted #tw depressing stuff #dead inside #thoughts #kinda depressing #tw depression #tw vent #tw self destruction #deep feelings #reality #tw sui ideation #emotionally exhausted #tw depressing thoughts #i cant do this #deep thoughts

[to0needy]

not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling

#borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd #tw ptsd #actually ptsd #bpd feels #bpd thoughts #tw sui vent #tw sui talk #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied #sad thoughts