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xjulixred45x · 5 months
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Suguru Geto x Kotoha like reader...
Like hear me out--
reader is born into a powerful clan, but with little or no cursed energy, her family is disappointed, but they decide that they will keep her for her beauty and that they will marry her off as soon as she is of the right age. so it was. Reader marries young to an older man. and she's not having a good time.
Whether with the Kamo or the Ze'nin, Reader constantly suffers humiliation and beatings by her husband and her in-laws, being more of a slave to the home than a wife. but at least she manages to have a healthy and strong son (for now we will call him Haruki, literally "bright light") and in a way Reader resigns herself to her life, because at least if her son would be fine.
That is until her husband threatens to hurt her son......no no no no no NOT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT-
Reader finally gains the courage and strength to be able to take her son and flee from her husband's house (probably when he is sleeping) and flees as far as possible, still hurt and with her son in her arms.
She has no idea what to do, she knows that if she goes to the higher ups they will return her to her husband, where could she go?
then, similar to Kotoha (from KNY) she ends up in Geto's cult, asking for help, that at least if he doesn't want to take her in, take in her son, she begs him. and Geto is at least intrigued by this sequence of events, reader has been on the run all night, so she doesn't even think very clearly, but she has in mind the idea of protecting her son at all costs, and Geto can see what she has ( apart from a lot of bruises) cursed energy, so he decides to let BOTH in with hospitality (much to Reader's surprise).
Reader is treated for both the bruises and the fatigue, but she refuses to let go of her son, and she begs again that please, PLEASE not take her son away from her. Geto allows it, even if now the doctors have a harder time curing her. In a way, this brings a feeling of familiarity, a pleasant feeling. After all, a mother's love is the purest thing in the world, and this could be an opportunity to have a new member in the family.
Reader recovers and begins to interact with Geto and some members of the family, mainly Mimiko and Nanako, Laurie and Manami, the twins LOVE Haruki, like, a lot, they are always playing with him, taking pictures of him, trying on cute clothes and even trying to to make him say his first words.
When this happens, Geto usually has a few moments alone with the reader, drinking tea or eating, he is interested in seeing her vision of the world and, above all, what made her flee to the cult. He probably already knows it, but he wants to hear it from Reader, and when he confirms it, seeing how Reader's face turns sad, he realizes why he is so interested in a certain way.
reader reminds him a lot of himself, when he was young in Jujutsu Tech, to be exact. when he was spiraling, not knowing what to do, but then Mimiko and Nanako appeared, and he knew exactly what he had to do.
That's what he saw in Reader, a more naive and softer version of himself, who was still finding her way. Geto comforts Reader, reassures her, he knows that she loves her son very much, so she doesn't have to worry about her "husband" hurting them ever again, not now that they have a new family that loves them. It's a very soft moment and the awake of something more...deep.
Geto himself easily falls for Haruki's charms! He is a very unruly baby, he loves to chase after everything that moves, so it is not unusual to see him chasing Geto's tunic like a duck. If Geto is sitting, Haruki will go directly to him, Geto catches him before he falls and congratulates him for making it this far.
He's so cute, just like his mom. Would he say if Reader is in the room.Normally Reader just takes it as a harmless compliment to her AND her son, but each time the comments would become a little more romantic and cute in a way.
Reader and Geto spend more time together, whether for x or y reason, Geto wants to teach Reader as many things as possible, how the cursed energy works (I highly doubt they have taught Reader any of that)? gotcha! Are you curious about how curse-seeing glasses work? He gives reader a whole class about it. How does his cursed ritual work? He explains it to her and may even pull out some harmless curses to play with Haruki, and the list goes on and on.
He also absolutely LOVES when Reader sings Haruki to sleep, she sings well, but also the lyrics she sings (even if they always change) are so full of love, he can't help but hum them when he's bored or having to put up with believers.
There was a time when Haruki fell asleep on him and Reader had to sing to them both, Geto relaxed so much that he let out a pick-up line that was more...daring than normal.
-"..sometimes I think we should get married..."-
When he processed what he said he felt much more awake and was about to say something to make himself look less of an idiot, but then reader just said with some humor (and embarrassment) that "I probably wouldn't be a good wife."
Geto blinked twice before realizing, reader didn't dislike the idea of being with him, but he had to be careful where he stepped. He had the opportunity here, he had to take advantage of it.
-"I don't think so dear, you take such good care of me and the family, Haruki is a good child...you make us happy...you make me happy"-
As he speaks, Geto carefully sets Haruki down on the Tatami as he approaches Reader, ending his statement with a promise that Reader knew was VERY real. Also, I won't let anyone hurt you as long as I live.
I only imagine a kiss after that, but if you want to imagine that something +18 happened, go ahead ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯
and in a way, Reader being Geto's wife becomes somewhat pseudo-official, since he treats her much more openly affectionately, calling her by nicknames like darling, honey, sweetheart, etc. although one did stay like before, Songbird. Reader become more confident someway, even more cheerfull, No wonder, life finally smiles on her after so long, she has her son with her, she has a new "family" to protect her and even a husband that she REALLY loves.
But the thing is...Reader is very unaware of the plans of Geto for the Non-Sorcerers.
Yeah, she notices some Odd things like he call them "monkeys" sometimes or his little to nule contact with them, maybe it was the rose-colored glasses you wear when you fall in love that made me overlook all of this (which now that I thought about it was pretty questionable) but overall I think Reader was willing to turn a blind eye for love.
until a certain incident occurred.
It was in a night when everyone was doing other things for the "Cult" and Reader was alone with Suguru, but wake up in middle of the night and went to search for him after notice he was not in in there(leaving Haruki in bed).
...And Reader find out Suguru KILLING an Non-Sorcerer.
And Reader hides and tries to calm down, Suguru don't notice her, didn't he? And she feels a LOT of emotions, surpise, betrayal, but overall FEAR. She knew he has a thing with Non-Sorcerers but now...does that mean he would do something to her? To her son?
As a hasty and fearful decision, Reader takes her son and when no one sees, she RUNS from the cult, now having no idea what to do, she is very afraid of what is going to happen.
but then Suguru intercepts her, he doesn't seem angry at all, but rather very worried. Does Reader have any idea how dangerous it is for a Non-Sorcerer woman to go out on her own, alone, in the early morning, with a baby? It almost scared him to death.
but then Reader reproaches him that she already knows what he is doing... and she knows that he is a liar... she will not risk him doing something to her son.
NOW, I came up with two possible endings for this, one happy and one not so much.
The not-so-happy ending is a completely yandere ending, in which Suguru simply brings Reader and her son with him back to the cult no matter how scared Reader is, but at least keeps his promise intact that he would never harm them while he is here alive, but Reader would be much more isolated and would eventually give up because it is better to stay with a somewhat crazy but loving Geto than with her clan.
Reader can become happy in this Ending, but I wouldn't say entirely free, because Haruki (her son) would also probably learn Geto's yandere tendencies and unintentionally ends up being an accomplice, whom Reader obviously doesn't hate but would put a barrier between she and the child.
This Suguru just doesn't want to lose his Songbird:( and does everything possible to give a good life and have the family that Reader deserves(just not in the healtyiest way...)
and the happiest ending is one in which Reader simply sees that Geto really doesn't seem to have bad intentions towards her son or her (because NO ONE would pull such an elaborate trick to kill her) and decides to return on her own to the Suguru cult with him. turning a blind eye out of love to all the bad acts her husband does because Suguru is still a loving father and a very good husband to her, so she doesn't want to walk away even if she should. learn to love both the good and the bad of him, so to speak.
As i say, the happiest ending, Reader at first she could only do it out of a certain fear of the consequences of having "run away" but she soon realizes that no, Suguru REALLY cares about her and her son, without double intentions, without a plan behind, he only loves them because he sees them as part of his family.
Thanks to this, Reader can trust Suguru again more easily, although of course, she ends up unintentionally bringing up old reflections of when she was with her old husband, but she can easily overcome it. More when Geto is pampering her every step of the way.
As for Suguru, he couldn't be happier! He has his two families with him, his family with the Curse users and his family with Reader, who seems to tolerate his plan, which only makes him confirm his decision more. did the best.
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wild-lavender-rose · 6 months
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hii! so i had this idea in my mind for a while, but i don't think i'm capable of writing it, so if you could take a look at it, it would be awesome.
so basically, what if one day Sam and Dean come across a young, teenage girl on a hunt. she's without a family, perhaps she has no idea where she is/is far from home. she gets attacked by a demon or monster, the boys find her, bring her to their motel. she helps them kill the monster by telling them all about the attack, but she gets fascinated by their job, all the lore and creatures. they kinda grow fond of her, so they let her come with them "to the next town", but she says for good. she's around 16, and helps the boys with research and hunts, learns very quickly, and kinda becomes a little sister to them.
would you be okay with writing that?
Hey, love! You requested this so long ago and life was just too crazy at the time for me to write this. I decided to do a detailed list-type fic for this since you had so many details I wanted to expand on. I hope you enjoy :)
Becoming the Winchesters' adoptive little sister would include...
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It had started as nothing more than a hitch hiking trip to California, a desperate attempt to get away from your abusive family.
The last thing you expected was to get kidnapped by a pack of vampires and taken to a small town in the middle of nowhere.
Your quick thinking and smooth talking buys you time, but your fate as one of the living dead seems to be sealed as they surround you and go in for the kill.
You're bruised and bloody by the time the brothers show up just in time to be saved from being bitten. You watch them kill the vampires before passing out.
When you wake up you're in a seedy motel, however you aren't frightened by the brothers who introduce themselves as Sam and Dean.
They take care of your wounds and get you a decent meal while you tell them everything you know about the vampires.
Sam and Dean tell you who they are, even allowing you to see some of Sam's prior research into the vampire coven. You're instantly fascinated.
You try use your smooth talking skills to get them to take you along to their next hunt, but Dean sees right through it.
"Don't try to con a con man, kid."
"I'm not a kid." You snapped, rolling your eyes.
You were finally reduced down to begging for them to take you, accidentally letting it slip that you were running from your abusive family.
Little did you know, Sam had seen the old marks and bruises on your arms and legs when he took care of your wounds when you were unconscious. He wants to keep you safe, and as much as he dislikes the idea of you getting hurt by their lifestyle, he has an almost instinctual desire to look out for you.
"Just to the next town, Dean." Sam pleaded, giving Dean his puppy dog eyes.
And so began your life with the Winchesters.
You helped Sam with his research and learned how to fight from Dean.
He would be so proud of you when you executed a move that he taught you on one of the monsters you were fighting.
"That's my girl." He'd praise, giving you a big hug afterwards when the danger had passed.
The boys didn't like it when you would flirt with boys your age, often intervening to "break it up".
You would be quick to do the same, especially with Dean.
They always had your back and were always by your side, loving you more fiercely than you had ever felt before.
From then on it was always you, Sam, and Dean against the world.
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decentgarbage · 8 months
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LANEKASA HC’s PART 8
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headcanon 8 ~ Comfort Hc’s
A/N: OKAY before I start, let me give you a TRIGGER WARNING, this is a hurt/comfort HC, this touches certain topics, like abuse (physical + verbal), panic attacks, and a abusive family, so if you’re sensitive to those topics, I recommend you skip this HC
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Okay, so like, Lane and Tsukasa have been hanging out for a while now, and they have been best friends.
And with that, Lane’s crush on Tsu grew more and more, feeling absolutely attached to him… like to a point they’d die for him (dispute him being a ghost).
Tsukasa, was as well growing feelings for the brown, curly haired person, but he was obvious with theirs, and even his own feelings.
One thing is for sure though, they will be their with one another, even through the darkest times.
One time, Lane was getting abused badly by their toxic parents, due to them failing a test. They were being told of how worthless they are, and how they should’ve never existed, as they got brutally beaten up.
The next day, Lane found a bunch of bruises all over their body, they were shaking violently, terrified of what’s coming next that day. They tried to hide the bruises before going to Kamome.
They walked into the school, still shaking violently, having a panic attack, and trying to calm down.
At lunch break, their panic attack got worse, due to the school being crowded, they decided to go to the broadcasting room, due to it being a lot more quieter.
Lane sat in the chair, shaking, and trying to calm down from their panic attack, and that’s when Tsukasa spotted them.
“LAAAAA-…ane?” Tsukasa stopped in his tracks, to find Lane, having tears go down their face, sobbing softly, seeing bruises all over their arms.
Tsukasa was aware of Lane situation, and how toxic their family is, and how it affects them. “Is it… them again..?” Tsukasa asked them, with that, Lane shakes, responding in a light nod.
Tsukasa doesn’t really know how to comfort people in these situations, all that he did was pet Lane’s head, trying to calm them down, and Lane quickly pulled him into a hug.
“You don’t… have to say anything… being here for me is enough…” Lane spoke, their voice cracking, “just you… being here… is enough!!”
Tsukasa hugged back with a grin, he then looks at her, “do you… want to play a game later?” He asked, tilting his head.
With that, Lane smiled softly and nodded… “yes… that’d be nice..”
End of headcanon
~ A/N: HSJJSHSHSH proud of this one!!
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dumblemonchickenwing · 11 months
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voidselfshipp · 1 month
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Cutting The Red Tape
>Sinopsis: Young Jerico Castro finds herself an archival assistant and courrier of The Magnus Institute in London. Soon her life turns on its head and makes some of her past come into the light.
-> Hints at Jon/martin.
-> Cws: Age gap (Jerico starts off as a 19 year old, by the end of the fic shes 20!), boss/employer (elias) relationshipp, mentions and explanations of abusive family, self steem issues,abandoment issues, image issues,scenes of a character having an anxiety attack violence, gore, body horror, creepy dolls. Might be missing a few. (do lmk those i missed, this thing is crazy long yall)
->Rating: pg16
>Word Count: 77.9k.
-> DISCLAIMERS: this is a self indulgent fanfic, keep in mind this does come from a selfshipp account, do be nice please. Im putting this in the main tag seeing as this has 3 weeks worth of hard work and its worth sharing. Its not beta read so im sorry for any plotholes, inaccuracies, spelling mistakes and the like. Its literally a passion proyect. Implied JonMartin/Teaholding seeing as i shipp in a polycule with these characters! you can take this as them getting together off screen.
-> Also, Giz belongs to a friend of mine, sorry for the missing context on their character, but its personal to them and i'd rather not expose them like that,thanks for understanding.
->More info + Link to the fanfic below ⬇️
-> The link will send you to a google doc where the whole fic is.
-> The songs in the playlist are sort of in order of how they appear in the fic ( i say sort of for...reasons you'll find out if you make it to the end!)
-> Jerico, my self insert, is a genderfluid,bisexual and latine character. for simplicity sake reffer to her as She/Her, these three traits stated above are the pillars of her character and i'd rather its respected and kept in mind when reading.
->All this said, do enjoy the fanfic. Thoughts (not looking for constructive criticism) , opinions and even fanart if youre so inclined are welcomed. As always do be respectful
->Fanfic
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hiddenheroine · 6 months
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I just realized I should finally give you all a bit of Bio on Rose, so *uwu*. This is the first part, the second with her relations to Emhyr and Nilfgaard soon following. I need to state this is primary a book OC with Game and Netflix AUs. (Which will be tagged as such)- This Bio contains a brief mention of allusions to physical abxse and (parental) dxath by hanging, as well as mentions of alcohol abxse, please proceed with caution. The section which alludes to such will have another TW before it.
This is a Carrd I made with her Bio in it. It is very condensed and through this Blog, I'm probably going to expand on it, especially in regards to her connections to Nilfgaard - but also pls feel free to always ask questions?
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catofoldstones · 7 months
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Met my family an hour back and they already made me cry and I have to go on a week long trip with them in a couple of hours🙂🙂🙂🙂 bless me
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absurdthirst · 2 years
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i’m sorry to trauma dump on you but Going through a rough patch with my boyfriend… we are about to hit 3 years together this month, His family is quite rude to me and often times likes to say and talk about me although i’ve never done anything to hurt them or say anything to them in any kind of way, i think they just hate me because they think i took their son/ brother away although that was never my intention. I always see people have great mother in laws and in laws in general but that has never been the case for me. You see i’m a little different compared to them. my boyfriend grew up in a very verbally abusive household and sometimes physical but that’s a different story. But whenever i get upset or mad he often tells me that i remind him of his mom or sister. and it honestly irks me in a bad way because they are very hateful people. And i mean HATEFUL. I’ve tried everything in my power to brush it off but i just blew up on him and i feel really guilty but i’ve never felt more alive. I got it off my shoulders and honestly idk if i want to deal with this whole thing. I truly love him i do but to fight tooth and nail just for our love to be valid by his family is really mentally draining. I always see how people write about their perception of love and it’s always so beautiful, but it’s not the kind of love we have or he treats me with. I just don’t know what to do. Again sorry for trauma dumping on you but i just need to get it off my chest
Your boyfriend needs therapy and it’s very possible the two of you need to part ways.
Unless you are screaming and throwing things or being vicious or overall abusive when you are mad or upset - he is basically invalidating a very human and honest emotion. He’s guilting you into not being mad or upset out of fear of being like them. Which is not fair to you. Or he is just so traumatized that all frustration reminds him of the mom and sister. If that’s the case- again, he needs therapy.
The situation with his family will never be better. Sorry to say, but it’s not. If you can handle that - go no contact. But if you cant, it’s better to walk away.
I’m sorry you are going through this. 💜
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learningfromlosing · 2 years
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whenever I would talk to my dad, or my grandma, (the only people I still talk to in my estranged family), they always try and update me on stuff the others are going through, saying it "just so you don't find out somewhere else." As if I'm checking on their Instagrams, facebooks, or other ways they would announce news. It was so weird for me to hear that bc like?? Why would I be doing that? I would never look them up. I moved across the country to get away from them all. I stg that I paid a psychic 600 fucking dollars to cut the tie between my family and I and clear myself of that negativity. Idc if you believe in that or not bc it worked. I stopped having nightmares of my mom. Who knows how many therapy sessions I would've had to take for that result. But I'm still like, after all of that. After the entire escapade of me getting rid of them; honey, why would I ever be interested in what good is happening in their life? And vice versa. I had to literally ask my grandma, please don't update my mom on my life. She literally should not get that courtesy. Fucking Jeff Dahmer s dad was grabbing him by the shoulders in his handcuffs and telling him it was his fault and he'd try so fucking hard to make it up to him and he'd always be there? Are you serious? Get the fuck out of my face if you think you had it even a percentage of that kind of torment trying to raise me and would be a good reason to give up. I would laugh at their face if I saw them again and they tried to guilt trip me on how shit was my fault. Again. Literally write a book and die mad. And no, I won't read the book.
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witchings-ofkoi · 2 years
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my family reacting to my hair:
"what the fuck did you do?"
"youre going bald"
"baldy"
"its so short-" "you can see where its cut" "its freakish!"
"shortstop"
"its terrible"
"you ruined it"
etc etc
i cant just live here can i? no i have to be insulted and have every good thing i like be crushed.
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fireflymoonwitch · 2 years
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…Because any perceived weakness would be ruthlessly exploited…
First / Previous / Next
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venting-town · 13 days
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Ex-step fucktard enjoyed calling us names ALL the time
Poor bastard projecting so hard onto children because his mommy didn’t love him :(
And sold him out for sex over and over as well
And that bitch ( nor does his gang ass bitches or their buddies, nor any entity of any type or etc ) doesn’t get exemption
Names such as:
Retard
Bitch
Moron
Idiot
Goth wannabe
Smart-aleck little brat
Debby-downer
Stupid
Crybaby
Slut
Whore
Pussy
Dumbass
Freak
Spoiled brat
Whiny bitch
Coward
Big baby
Asshat
Stupid
Nasty
Ugly
Sexy
Money-maker
Lazy-ass
Crazy
Shithead
Smart ass
Nasty
Disgusting
Ungrateful bastard
Motherfucker
Ignorant
Annoying
Fat/fatass
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my stuff, random, trigger warning
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sulkykarris · 6 months
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TFW a friend with whom you parted ways on bad terms years ago sends you birthday greetings and a truly kind email thus caring more than my own fucking family ever did.
I want to crawl into a hole and die.
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lameass96 · 8 months
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I just want to shake some sense into her mom. As a victim of said abuse how do you not see the warning signs????
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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