#ugh vent tags

[fuckingwhateverdude]

THERAPY SESSION #1

#ugh #the girls who get it get it #my writing #my writing tag #poetry #original poem #mental illness #vent writing #therapy #therapy session #bipolar disorder #spilled ink #poetryblr

[pigeonwit]

davey jacobs but he has meltdowns. big ugly meltdowns where he cant be touched or spoken to and just needs to be left alone to cry and stim and scream and go catatonic for a little bit. davey jacobs but he has involuntary twitches and stims that include punching himself, twitching his neck/his face, knocking his knuckles together, scratching his skin, etc. davey jacobs but he has shutdowns where he just cant get out of bed or shower or do anything because his energy is so thoroughly spent that even moving hurts. davey jacobs being autistic but not the 'palatable' kind of autistic that neurotypicals find cute and quirky. but his loved ones still love him anyways and don't get frustrated with him for it. they try to help him stim the way he needs to without hurting himself. they dont get mad when hes so exhausted that he cant do certain things because they know its not a matter of choice or pushing yourself or him purposefully not wanting to make an effort for them, he simply cannot do it just yet.

davey jacobs being autistic in ways that are inconvenient and frustrating. davey jacobs being deeply ashamed of that all his life. davey jacobs learning over time that there are people who will not treat his autism and its more difficult aspects as an obstacle to overcome in order to love him.

davey jacobs being autistic and still being loved unconditionally for it.

#now switch out 'davey jacobs' for 'me; tumblr user pidge pigeonwit' #i need to go to back to university right now or i will DIE. #anywhore. this isnt me saying 'ugh the newsies fandom treats autism like [x]' tbc #honestly all the autistic headcanons ive seen have been dope and received well. #its almost like we're all autistic and know what the fuck we're talking about #but man!! i sure hate how autistic people have to constantly be behaving ourselves in order to be treated like fucking people!! #both in real actual life and online!! #vent #too poor for therapy tag #newsies #davey jacobs #uksies

[lunarcat982]

My parents think I’m making up being trans so I can please my bf and best friend cos they js happen to be trans too, like wtf?? Even if I were, how would that please them it js makes them sad for me cos obvi dysphoria’s a bitch and my friends get that. And like why would I do that?? Like maybe if they’d stopped to notice that Ik how I feel, and don’t js do shit for attention all the time then they would believe me ffs.

Like omfg sometimes I js wish my parents would understand me

#idk how to tag this #depressing shit #lgbtqia #idk #trans #transfem #rambling #sry #venting ig #dysphoria #transgender #parents #ugh

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

current editing moodboard, please send help

#perfectionism is really kicking my butt rn #that and the fact i had like a week away from writing properly bc chronic pain and now i can’t get back into the headspace #so yeah #perfectionism and brain fog #the inimitable duo #and i know i just need to be patient because it’ll get in the end there like it always does #but rn i’ve spent two nights in a row trying to polish up the last bits of this chapter #and i still just feel so detached from it all i want to pitch my laptop out the window #but i can’t afford a new laptop each time i want to defenestrate it #so this little rant will have to do instead #UGH #it’s so annoying because i am actually so so proud of this chapter and have loved writing it and can’t wait to share it #it’s just this last little bit that i seem to be hitting a brick wall with #anyway sorry #four walls readers don't worry i go through this just about every chapter lol #i'm just feeling it particularly this time because it's a particularly big chapter (both in terms of length and content) #and sometimes venting in the tags and creating an alex moodboard is very therapeutic #writing stuff #alex turner #writer's block #lulu posts

[wrylu]

idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny

aka my average day as of now

#1. impulsive silly thoughts #2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i) #3. i get sad 🥱 #4. tired #(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that) #vent art #wrylu #lu's canvas #negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐 #sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be #but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth #im surprised im not dead yet #this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind #no i actually hate this #i wanna die #i wish i was dead #not really #but still #i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life #and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever #i wish i had a schlong (funny) #this is awful #sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard #am i manipulating you guys?? #i feel like im being sad for attention #ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort #thats bad isnt it #i feel like an attention seeker #why am i even writing this 🥱🥱 #i cant wait to fall asleep forever

[ohno-the-sun]

doodle blah

#fnaf daycare attendant #sundrop #fnaf sun #I hate my art so much rn #ugh #tw horror #a little venty #guess I should tag that #vent #my art

[trashyspud330]

A comic about a conversation with my brain, about my Dissociative Identity Disorder

#trashy doodles #trash talk #ask to tag #dissociative identity disorder #did system #vent art #child abuse mention #ugh #a bit of a heavy one sry #more art will commence soon #endos dni #fuck off

[sevenrs]

in conversations between me and myself. death often comes up

#oc: tss #mine.png #tws -> #death #suicide #death tw #suicide tw #it isn't really suicide but i understand it might come off like that so tagging just in case #i am not mentally well! not in this way though #i just draw her often when i don't feel alright because songs is a comfort character #even if the comfort is putting her in same general feelings as myself #vent art #I GUESS. i forgot #ugh anyways #rot sucks

[fuckingwhateverdude]

10.26.23

#ugh idk if this is the vibe #but my dreams have been wilddd and also repetitive boots #my writing #my writing tag #poetry #original poem #dreams #dream writing #dream interpretation #vent writing #list #list poem

[rexscanonwife]

Ok everything else canceled I just found out an artist I liked ships REXSOKA I AM DISGUSTED

#jane journals #vent #UGH IM SO SICK OF THIS EVERY SINGLE TIME I GO IN THE TAG #i have to like CHECK every single bit of content of them even TALKING to each other to make sure its not ship #congrats dipshit u made rex a groomer is that what u want?? #im mad. im gonna draw my self ship so i wont be so mad #beating u to death with hammers

[fernthefanciful]

A thing about being an adult child of a hoarder (CoH) is that when you're cleaning and clearing out stuff you're always doubting yourself.

Do I want to keep this for a good reason or am I taking after my parent?

Do I want to get of this for a good reason or am I overcompensating because of my parent?

It's extremely frustrating and tiresome.

#vent #I've learned to easily let go of physical stuff #but then you start doubting if it #it's not too easy #ugh #child abuse tw #hoarding #ocd tag #adult children of hoarders #coh

[trans-androgyne]

It feels like the nature of existing as an autistic transmasc is being constantly misunderstood to an extreme :/ It feels as though people all my life have been telling me how I’m feeling, what I really meant when I said that, how I should have reacted; am I sure I’m not making it up? To get attention? To feel special?

It’s a fun mix of misogyny & ableism, both of which tend to tie in with transandrophobia (transmascphobia? isomisogyny? anti-transmasculinity? whatever words we’re allowed to use today. “Did you hear how many times you said ‘like’ in that sentence?”). But just overall I feel like everyone looks through me all the time & tries to tell me about my own life. And it used to work.

#transandrophobia #transmasc #autism tag #mine #it’s part of why I still can’t help but overexplain myself all the time #I feel like I can never be believed about a single experience unless I have the receipts #even if the experience is like. an emotion. or a belief. ugh #people used to make fun of me for texting in paragraphs. but if I didn’t I would be in trouble for whatever they read in between the lines #(of a statement that literally did not have any lines to read between) #also my parents more impactfully but that’s obv LOL #ableism #vent

[unicornsaures]

ill forever adore going through my old sketchbooks because its like going through memories i never knew i had

#dpdr my beloathed<3 #memory gaps i hate you !! #like what the fuck do you MEAN i cant tell when somethings real and somethings not #its ironic how my longest lasting memories are when i was drunk #like you would THINK that would be the most forgotten thing #but nope! #maybe because msot of the times i was drunk deeply affected me as a person #and i wont stop reminding myself about it #but! #brain if youre gonna fuck up my memories please let me forget the oens i want to forget pls n thanks #ugh #vent post #vent #dolirants #i love projecting onto laurens though if you couldnt tell #riddling that bitch with anxiety and paranoia and dpdr and rvery problem ive ever faced #honestly i think my mind starting blocking out just..everything #like everything ever #8th grade wasnt even bad ? #likr maam could i like #idk #remember that pls? #7th grade i understand #but like ? #can i remember the rest? #ughh #me ranting in the tags again