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anulithots · 6 months

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So that could've been a mini-spiral, here's a thing that helped.

Uhmm... I'm going to tag @holdmyteaplease and @dancinginsepia, you all may like this <3

Context is that the others are in the "news watching phase" and I don't like my existence being political. (But sarcasm is great, that was the moral of the story.)

ANYWHO-

Specifically make a playlist to songs you've had the "nirvana lots of stimming" thing for. The ones that you've played over and over again for days and hummed along and danced to in the closet. Just those ones. Not any of the "good vibes ones" or even the "ooh character daydreams ones" just the ones you've actively felt the uber-happy-serotonin to. (Although in mine I added a few more melancholy ones that still give me happy chemicals, just make sure the most jammie jam ones are first.)

Mine's here because why not:

Okie dokie, that's part one.

The second part is the assigning a thought process the role of "caretaker". I story-fied this so that there are pixies that take residence in Anuli's head because of mycorrhizal symbiosis and only Naegi (the language processing, presentable one) can speak, so fae tells Anuli to use faer thoughts to give Squioo (the caretaker) a voice, and I really really want to include snippets of on-the-spot prose but maybe at the end.

Anywho, this "caretaker" thought process is there to soothe you whenever you need them. Mine calls me "bean" and says a lot of "I know, it's okay" and any help I need with doing the next task and not holding onto the spiral thoughts.

In fact! Thoughts become most damaging when they are OUR thoughts. They aren't! Most of the time, they are offered from that collection of subconscious childhood sponge stuff. You collected that, yes, but not by choice, so none of that is yours, they are only meant to help you when you need it.

And there was this one podcast my parents listened to in the car (long drives <3) and it talked about the four parts of the brain (Theoretically, they are nice guides, not foolproof, but nice. It makes me feel less alone - that was cheesy - in my head). They go like this:

The presentable one. Think "masking". This is your presentably and plan-making part of your brain that likes to analyze things (for the sake of future things, I think hyperfixations are more of a "three" part of the brain... more on that later.) Very future focused and will try to keep you out of trouble in society. You can call upon this one for any logic things for the future.

The Danger one. The one that probably got you in that spiral. They are that scared child that needs to hide and protect themselves and get away from the danger. They are only a scared little one, so it's best to call upon the Caretaker at that point to calm them down.

The inner child. Hyperfixations and the present moment has all these wonderful things and let's have some fun and oooh squirrel and this one lives off dopamine and having fun and stimulation every second of the day. Can get in trouble though. And this one will probably use jokes to make you feel better. Also a little one.

Then there's the caretaker.

I sttttoorrryyyfiiiieeeddd them! (They used to be one being and before they split and Floa got in trouble and now they are banished and Naegi is working on a plan to get unbanished and I don't even know if they will be cannon yet but like... I love them and they are the roles that I use.)

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SNIPPETS

TW for the idea that certain minorities/other groups can be "parasites" and harm the majority. (Sorry, don't know what the term for this would be.)

"I don't want to think about that fallen fairy nonsense. In fact, say another word about them and I'll find one... I'll rip it;s eyes out so it can see what horror its bringing to all of my innocent dryads. "

Maidoe nodded. Nodded. Not a single shift in faer behavior. Did fae- was Maidoe like that too?

Does fae think that of me?

The container shattered. Static latched along my neck, tightening. My breath caught in the fibers. Perhaps my heart burst, it's sticky web spun around my head. Blood trickled from my ears. It exposed me to everyone, my eyes would fall into the puddles, warm and sticky and my sight fell beneath the pools of blood sinking beneath all the horrors I've ever-

"You okay? You went..." Maidoe tilted faer head, "Well, you're staring at your feet like they've wronged you."

I'm a fallen fairy. I'm a fallen fairy. I'm a fallen fairy. I'm a fallen fairy I'm drowning I'm drowning

dying.

"F-fine" I breathed.

"You sure?"

Just that word was an arc, a million stories, all that I had left, any more and I would burst at the seams.

I nodded.

Maidoe smiled and turned back to the Mother Fairy, the one who- and fae was -

How could fae be two things? That's not moral ambiguity, that's a juxtaposition and a dichotomy and tonal dissonance and it didn't add anything it didn't make narrative sense-

'You're spiraling.'

I growled. I know that Naegi, I know, I'm sorry, I know, and it's not-

'Squioo could help. Fae's done so before, and we can have us fumbling in front of important figures, just think of what that would do to our reputation-'

Fibers wormed around my spine, snaked around my neck, pulled until it bled, swelled-

Squioo could fix it?

What do I do? How do I do it? Is it difficult because I can't, I'm sorry, it's not- but I'll try to- I can't promise-

My scalp throbbed. I would've pressed my hands to my head and tugged at roots and yet my fingertips remained by my sides.

'Just give faer access to your thoughts so fae can speak to you, since you think in... word-ish pictures?'

Stories. I'm sorry. Did I mess it up already? Predestined fate of the villain and I will burst and that will mess everything up and this is nothing I haven't heard before and it was so small what do I do what do I do-

'Just imagine one of those... how would you phrase it? Mentor figures? Except more of the subtle sort. A caretaker. Someone who will soothe you from this spiral, imagine a few words and Squioo will gain access from there.'

I stiffened. The whispers of a forgotten lullaby ringing in my ears, of broken windchimes and fae was hurt and angry and does Kamari think like that now-

'Try a sentence to start with.'

You're okay, little on- oh I- what if it doesn't work? Am I doing it right? What if it's- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

'Continue.'

You'll be okay, Anuli, I promise. We'll have a happy ending where we sing to the stars that we are free. It will be wonderous. Are you cold? Does that feel better?

If you wanted to stay you wouldn't have broken-

'Hello love. We'll take this one note at a time, okay?'

I bit the inside of my mouth, the sobs scratching at the confines. Okay

'Can you focus on the insides of your nose for me? And when you're ready, take a deep breath, whenever you're ready. Okay?'

I'll burst.

'That's okay. Do you want to try your palms instead? Can you watch those?'

My fingers twitched at my sides. Like this?

'Yes, very good love. Do your palms feel cold, hot?'

Hot and twitchy.

'That's alright love. Just watch it for now, any sensations?'

Yes.

'Can you tell me about them?'

I breathed out, hitched and shaky. They have... sparkles? Waves of almost wind but thicker, soft and... bouncy... like moss? But clouds?

'Cloudy moss must be very soft.'

A spurt of laughter mixed with swollen sobs. It's floaty.

'That's wonderous love. We'll watch it together, okay?'

Okay.

The fibers and blood fell though my fingertips, leaving me a washed-out cloth, left in the rain for moons, and oh how hollow and wonderous the sunlight was.

Squioo?

'Yes?'

... You're wonderous. Thank you.

'Aw. Thank you love.'

#writeblr #creative writing #self healing #self care #self love #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #spiraling #the land of the fallen fairies #anuli the dryad #take care of yourself #fiction #dryads #oc story #I really hope these pixies end up being cannon.#Which means I'll have to work on finishing the backstory I can get to the first chapter...#okay #off we go

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sour-freak-blog · 2 years

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Chapter 2: I Don’t Want to Lose You (Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader)

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F/b = Favorite band (more so like an old band, y'know it is the 80’s)

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CHAPTER 2

y/n’s pov

God, this class is boring. I placed my chin on both of my fists and looked up at the clock.

“1:59…”

So, 11 more minutes until school’s over, that sounds about right? And I still need time to get ready for tonight. Should I wear something nice for later? Nahh It's just a D&D game, I don’t need to look nice. I’ll just wear what I’m wearing now.

I look down at my outfit. I’m wearing my F/b t-shirt and raggidy ripped jeans, still a little tight around my waist though. My black converse are worn out and they have black sharpie drawings all over the white parts, drawings I would do in class when I was bored.

“Y/n?…Y/n!” Mrs Johnson hollered at me, taking me out of another trance. I looked up at her, taking my hands off my chin. “Hu- yeah?”

“Did you hear me? What’s the answer to number 6?” Mrs. Johnson crossed her arms and leaned against the chalkboard. Oh no, she looks mad. Shit what do I say?

I began to stumble over my words. “Uhmm… It’s..”

I looked around, seeing if anyone else knew the answer. The palms of my hands became sweaty. I looked back at Mrs. Johnson, then just shrugged. I may look tough on the outside but I’m a nervous wreck on the inside.

She sighed “Maybe if you weren’t daydreaming, you would know what the answer is.”

The bell rang. Everyone began to collect their belongings and head out the classroom. I collected my books and stuffed them in my bag. I grabbed my bag and swung it over my shoulder, heading towards the door. But as I was about to leave, Mrs. Johnson called me over “Y/n, may I speak to you for a moment?”

I sighed under my breath and turned around, walking over to her desk. “Yeah? What’s up?”

She sat down at her desk, then looked up at me. “Y/n… I see you’re failing my class. You keep dozing off or better yet, I see you looking like you’re in a different world… Is everything okay at home?’

I stood there, just looking at her. I didn’t know what to tell her. I just wanted her to hurry up so I can get the hell out of here. “I’m fine. Just been a little tired I guess, y’know.”

She looked me up and down, then deeply sighed. She got up and walked towards me, placing her hand on my shoulder. “Just get your assignments in…Okay?” I hesitantly nodded, looking up at her. She took her hand off my shoulder and gave me a gentle smile. “Have a nice weekend Y/n…”

I left the classroom and started speed-walking to the front of school to meet up with Eddie. I sat at one of the tables outside of the school, sitting there waiting for this big loser. As I sat there waiting I watched one of the cheerleaders walk out of the woods near the school. What was her name again? God, I can’t put my finger on it. I sat there thinking for some time… OH Chrissy! Yeah Chrissy Cunningham That’s her name! What was she doing in the woods? Beats me.

As I sat there, my mind running, Eddie walked up behind me. He shook my shoulder’s trying to spook me. “Did I scare ya?” Eddie chuckled. I rolled my eyes. “Pfft No” I lied. He did kinda get to me. “Aww really? I was hoping that I did. Cause when I usually scare the shit out of you, you get mad at me. Which is kinda cute.” I looked at him and smiled, rolling my eyes. “Oh shut up, you ready to go? If you want me coming tonight I have to get home and do some homework before coming over.” Eddie looked at me like I was stupid or something. “You actually do homework? The Y/n L/n….does homework?” Eddie said in such a cocky tone. I scoffed, “Yeah because if I actually don’t do some work, my mom will beat my ass.” I got up and swung my bag over my shoulder. We began walking towards Eddie’s van. “I guess that’s true, I know how you’re mom gets. I mean she would never beat my ass, she adoreees me” He looked at me and grinned, before swinging the van door open and hopping in. I rolled my eyes “Yeah right.” I hopped in the passenger seat of his van, holding my backpack in my lap. He starts it up and begins to head home.

“Y’know, I’m so glad you’re my neighbor. Cause this means you can drive me to and from school everyday” I grinned, looking at Eddie. He scoffed then chuckled “Shit, you keep that up and you’re never getting free rides ever again” I laughed at Eddie's remark.

“Hey, pick up the mini box by your feet, it’s got cassette tapes in there. Pick a tape, I wanna listen to some music” Eddie pointed towards the floor on my side. I picked up the box and opened it. My eyes scanned the row of colorful cassette tapes. “Do I…pick one myself?” I looked at him. He nodded and smiled. “Yeah dummy, I’m feeling generous today, letting you pick the song for today's car ride home.”

I ran my fingers along the hard plastic row, flicking through the tapes. Until I found it. I took it out of its case and slipped the tape in. The song started…

When there's lightning,

you know it always brings me down…

“Well damn Y/n, you must know me so well… I love Dio, one of my favorite bands.” Eddie looked at me and smiled. This smile seemed more pure than any other smiles he ever gave me. This smile made me feel warm. “Of course I know you so well, Dummy. We’ve been friends for how many years now?” I laughed, placing the box back near my feet on the floor.

'Cause it's free and I see that it's me

Who's lost and never found…

“Hey..So, where were you before you… Y’know, came up and scared me?”I asked out of curiosity. Eddie pursed his lips, not answering for a minute. “Oh just y’know… I met up with my band to talk for a bit about our next show at one of the town's bars. Y’know we had a big crowd last time… with like 3 maybe 5 drunks..only” Eddie chuckled. I nervously chuckled as well. Was he telling the truth? I can’t tell. Usually he would tell me everything on his mind but I guess not today.

We were finally back at my place. Well, we parked in front of Eddie’s trailer, but my trailer was across from his. I hoped out of the van, swinging my bag over my shoulder. “Hey, thanks for the ride man, I’ll see you tonight.” Eddie hopped out, locking his car. “No problem, Y/n! How about you come over to my place a little before hand and we do a little…y’know” He pinches his index finger and thumb together, motioning them to his puckered lips. Imitating smoking. I scoffed and rolled my eyes, smirking. “Will do, pothead. See ya around 7:00 then” I walked away, heading to my trailer.

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I stepped out of my trailer and looked down at my watch. “6:58 pm” I wore my outfit from earlier today but I also wore my leather jacket that has a shit ton of pins on it.

I walked down the stairs and headed towards Eddie’s trailer. It was so dark out for just being 7. I walked up the stairs and knocked on his door. I stood there for a hot minute until I saw the door swing open. Eddie opened up his arms “Welcome one and welcome all…well…one” He chuckled. He set his arms down “Come on in Miss L/n” I smirked and rolled my eyes, walking in and taking my jacket off. I placed my jacket on the arm of his couch. “My uncles out late tonight, so I have the place allll to myself for the night.” He grabbed a beer from the fridge, cracking it open, taking a swig from it.

“Well… that’s good.” I smiled, taking the beer bottle out of Eddie’s.

“Wha- Hey!” He exclaimed. He looked so offended.

I took a swig off of his beer and handed it back to him, with a cocky smile on my face.

Eddie smirked and scoffed. “You are one hell of a girl, Y/n.” He began swirling his thumb over the mouth of the bottle. He gave me a gentle smile. I love his smile. So…so much.

“Let’s head to my room.” He gestured his arm in the direction of his room. He walked in front of me. He was wearing his “Hellfire Club” T-shirt. Oh shit I forgot to wear mine, I’m surprised he didn’t point that out when he saw me.

We walked in his room, it reeked of cigarettes, but that never bothered me. I mean I'm so used to it, my own mom has been doing it ever since dad left, at least a pack a day.

He scavenged through his belongings. I sat on his bed, looking around his room. All the metal band posters, I have some of the same one’s up in my room. This is why Eddie and I get along so well, we like the same stuff.

“Aha! Found it” Eddie chuckled while walking back over to me. He was tapping a small tin box on his index finger. He sat down next to me, opening the small box. He took the joint out, placing it between his lips. He grabbed the lighter on his bedside table and lit the joint. He did one big inhale, letting it settle in his mouth for awhile. He exhaled the smoke. I looked at him, why was my heart racing? Shit.

“Here.” He handed me the joint. I took the joint from his hand, placing it in between my lips. I inhaled, feeling it hit my throat. I’ve been trained to handle it though, I've done this multiple times. I exhaled the smoke. I shut my eyes for a second, then opened to look at Eddie. He was staring at me, smiling.

I smiled at him. “What? Is there something on my face?” I touched my cheek.

He chuckled. “No no… it's not that it's uhm.. It's just that… Y/n?” He looked down, swirling his thumbs round each other.

I looked a bit confused. “Eddie… you okay?” I placed my hand on his shoulder, trying to make eye level with him.

He looked back up and inhaled. “It’s nothing, I was just wondering if it already kicked in for you.”

I pursed my lips and smiled. “No, it doesn’t kick in for a bit, remember?” I took my hand off his shoulder, and layed down on his bed. He looked at me, looking hesitant for a bit but then decided to lay down next to me, joint still between his fingers. We both looked up at his ceiling. He kept taking hits off the joint, before giving it back to me, we kept going back and forth with the joint until there was nothing else left of it.

“Y’know… I like this.” Eddie said with a smile, turning his head towards me.

I cocked my head towards him and smiled. “Yeah?...well same here.”

“No, just like..” He sat up and looked down at me. “You and me, I like our alone time…It’s nice.”

Oh god, my heart was racing again. Why was it racing again? Shit shit shit. I sat up and smiled, calming myself down. “Yeah me too.”

Eddie sighed. “Well, the dorks are probably waiting for us, we should probably start heading out.” Eddie got up from his bed and so did I. Eddie checked his watch and his eyes widened. “Shit it's 7:50, we’re gonna be late!” He grabbed his shoes that were on the floor at the end of his bed and slipped them on, he grabbed his leather jacket and slipped his sleeveless jean jacket on as well. I, on the other hand, ran to the living room and grabbed my leather jacket. I rushed outside and he followed along, locking the door behind him.

“Go, go, goooo!” He exclaimed, jumping in the van, starting it up. I hopped in as well. He backed up and sped off back to the school.

We pulled up to the school, hopped out, and rushed into the school. We headed to the auditorium. We slipped backstage. The lights blinded me for a minute. It was so colorful back here. The table was already set up with dice, folders, and all the little figures. There stood all the members of Hellfire Club: Dustin, Mike, Gareth, Jeff, and Erica, who was covering for Lucas. But Dustin? He didn’t look too happy. His arms were crossed and he was tapping his foot, he pursed his lips and scolded us.

“Why are you late? We’ve been sitting here for 10 minutes waiting for you two. We’re missing Lucas’s game because of this. And Eddie, you’re never late to D&D night… What is going on?” Dustin huffed.

I turned my head to Eddie, he seemed so out of it. Oh god he’s high. I’m surprised he’s such a lightweight. I feel fine, just a little relaxed, my headaches have gone away finally.

“Yeah, Y/n and I were just busy. We were getting stuff done before heading over.” Eddie rubbed his eyes.

Dustin lifted his eyebrow and looked at Mike. Then Gareth and Jeff looked at eachother, in such confusion. They too had their arms crossed. At this point everyone except Eddie and I had their arms crossed.

“Are we gonna keep chit chattin’ like it's your mommy’s book club or are we gonna play?” Erica snapped. I forgot how sassy she was.

We all sat down around the table, Eddie sat down at his throne. Eddie is the Dungeon Master, he always is.

Eddie sharply inhaled. “Alright… let us begin.”

After the game, with a successful win with the help of Erica- I mean Lady Applejack, we all were hollering over our win. Eddie was in shock, he made such dramatic moves.

“And that’s how you play baby!” Dustin hollered, punching his fist in the air.

We all headed outside, all still in shock and excitement about our victory. All the others walked away whilst I turned to Eddie with a smile. “Guess who’s a big loser now huh.”

He chuckled, placing his hands on his hips. “Well you guys were lucky this time.”

“Well I still had fun, You wanna go back to my place and watch a movie?” I said with a big grin on my face.

Eddie pursed his lips and looked down. “I uhm…have to go do some work. You know, I have to get some supplies from Rick.”

I looked down for a bit then back up at Eddie. “Oh…Okay, be safe.”

Eddie smiled a bit, bringing me in for a hug, I obviously accepted the hug back. I felt so safe in his arms.

“You good with finding a ride home?” He reassuringly asked, slowly stepping back.

I nodded. “Yeah I’ll find one, don’t worry about me Ed.” I smiled.

He pursed his lips then turned around, jogging away. I stood there for a hot second, just staring into the dark woods by the school. I felt a cold wet feeling hit my upper lip. I brushed my index finger against the wet spot and checked my finger…Blood? Why am I having a nosebleed. Maybe it’s the dry air. Who knows.

#eddie #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x fem!reader #stranger things 4 #stranger things #fem!reader #metal

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unnuevosoltransformalarealidad · 3 years

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Traditions

Title: Traditions Summary: Henry makes his personal mission to make you feel at home again Pairing: Henry Cavill x Reader Prompt: #14 “What do you mean, you have never spent Christmas in the snow?” Warnings: Fluff, Christmas, Traditions Word Count: 983 This was written for the Christmas Writing Challenge of @toomanystoriessolittletime A/N: Prompt is bolded and in italics. Mistakes are on me, English is not my mother tongue and I’m still learning. Enjoy the reading!

You were supposed to be happy, enjoying the Christmas shopping with your boyfriend, but your reality was different. While he was shopping, you were in his apartment tucked down between the covers crying. You were supposed to spend the holidays with your family on the other side of the world, by the end of the world to be exact. But life sometimes gets hard and makes everything impossible to keep promises. And this was one of them.

Five years ago, you made a promise to yourself that you were going to leave that stressful life you were having and made a new start in another country. It took you two years to save enough money to set that goal. Three years ago, after celebrating New Years’ with your family, you took a plane to England with a job offer, an Airbnb ready for you, and dreams to come true. The second promise you made was that you were coming back home once a year for the holidays. You were able to keep that promise for two years, except for this year. For different reasons, you weren’t able to travel and it broke your heart when you told your mother. You didn’t know what to do, so in order to make you feel surrounded by family, your boyfriend Henry thought that spending the holidays with his family was going to help you. You accepted because he was the only person you trusted enough to celebrate these special holidays for you.

You loved Henry’s family, they were your family too, after almost a year of dating and living together for a few months now, you were a Cavill as well, but nothing filled that hole like your family. Henry wanted this to be extra special, mostly because you were homesick. He wanted to make you feel at home in England. That day when Henry got back from shopping, he found you the same way when he left.

-Babe, come on, I know you’re sad because this year is different. Would you think your mom wanted you to be like this? -Probably not, but I’m sure she is behaving like me — you smiled a little at the thought -There’s my girl — he said hugging you -Hen, what are we supposed to bring for dinner? — you asked him -What do you mean? -To eat for dinner, on Christmas — You explained — with your family. We should prepare something to bring that day -Don’t worry about that, love. My mum is going to take care of that -And what we were supposed to do? We should bring something -What do you want to cook, love? I can talk with my mum -I don’t know, Hen. I’m still learning things from here. -Let me talk with her and we will see — he said kissing your temple

A few days later, Henry’s mom invited both of you to have tea and to have that little talk for the Christmas party. Henry explained to her that you were a little sad this year because you weren’t with your family and that he wanted to make sure to make you feel at home. He also explained that there were a few things you wanted to do but you didn’t want to be “rude”

-Sweetie, you don’t need to worry about anything — she told you -I know. Henty has been saying the same thing for the past week. But I feel like I should bring something to share. I feel like I’m being obliged to do it — you explained sincerely -She feels like that, because that's what her family does for the holidays — Henry commented -I understand. So, considering that, what would you like to bring, Y/N? — Henry’s mom asked you -Uhmm… I don’t know, I was hoping you could help me with that. It’s the first time that I spent the holidays with snow, so I don’t know exactly what I should cook. I'm used to prepare fresh meals for the summer — you giggled -What do you mean, you have never spent Christmas in the snow? — Henry exclaimed -Hen, love, I’ve lived most of my life in Argentina, they are in summer now -I know that, but — Henry interrupted you -Why do you think I hate winter? Where I used to live it only snowed twice in like 200 years, and the winter is not as cold as it is in here — you cut him off -Well, then it’s my personal mission to prove to you that the holidays during the winter are way better — he said with a smile -We’ll see about that — you said

The conversation continued gracefully. Henry’s mom taught you some British traditions and you explained to them some of yours, she even lent you some recipes you could try to make for the dinner. You were really grateful for them to understand you, this wasn’t easy for you and they were trying to make you feel at home. Henry spent hours doing research on what you’ve told him about your traditions, he wanted to surprised you. The first thing he did was giving you a box of alfajores* as an early Christmas gift. That little gesture melted your heart. He indeed did his personal mission to make you feel at home, you couldn’t be more grateful for how thoughtful he was -You didn’t have to do this, love -You mean the world to me Y/N, and I know how scary can be this time of the year. I may not be able to bring your family here, but at least I can bring some of your traditions to make you feel at home again — he told you and you kissed him -You’re my home Hen. I love you so so much — you said and he kissed you back

*[The alfajores are a sweet treat that are made of two cookies with dulce de leche (it's like salted caramel but a little bit thicker and sweeter) filling sandwiched together, covered in icing sugar or chocolate]

#stephschristmaswritingchallenge #henry cavill fanfic #henry cavill x reader #henry cavill x you #christmas fics #writing challenge #henry cavill imagine

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damn-stark · 4 years

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Crossed Stars Ch.4

Star Wars x Marvel crossover

A/N- this is or may not include a lot of relationship development ;) I hope you guys liked it!! Let me know what you thought!!

Warning- violence, swearing, slight angst, fluff, slow burn

Pairing- Steve Rogers x reader, Poe Dameron x Reader

Takes place- after Infinity War

(Let me know if you want to be tagged)

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“Miss me?”

You grinned at his unexpected entrance, that smile alone rare to flash him—well not rare, but just uncommon given your one sided dislike for him. Albeit none of that mattered now, you couldn’t be happier to see him. You were glad he came. Even after he said he wasn’t going to be by your side, he came.

Poe Dameron came back for you.

“No.” You responded. Was that a lie? No—perhaps. Whatever it was though he had seen your smile the moment he walked, it was hard to miss, and he took that as an answer instead of what you actually said.

“Come on we have to go.” Dameron urged as he grabbed your hand to start pulling you with him as he ran out of the cell, not really caring if the others imprisoned with you were following. “The ship is this way.”

Surprisingly you hadn’t pulled your hand away yet and instead kept in his grasp, noticing that his hand was warm, contrasted to the cold ship you were currently trying to escape. It was slightly calloused, after years of working on and handling his X-wing or other work around base, but it was still soft and in many ways felt right and comfortable to hold—but no! What the hell were you even thinking? You hated him and you needed to remind yourself about that feeling...even if he did come rescue you and everyone else.

Dameron actually came back.

Thinking of that you parted your lips to remind him what he had told you the other day, “I thought you said you were going home and that you weren’t going to follow me, or be by my side?”

Dameron sighed and you could practically hear his eyes roll in his head. “We’ll talk later, right now let’s just focus on escaping.”

“Fine.” You grumbled.

Given that quick answer you both continued rushing through the ships halls, The Avengers following close behind. And before you could turn the last hall, a few of the sentients from before blocked your path, the red sentient from before nowhere to be seen.

“Nowhere to go!” One of the sentients shouted as she walked towards the front of her group, “You killed our boss and for that you have to pay.” They all took their weapons out and aimed them at all of you.

“Shit.” You cursed as you let Dameron’s hand go and raised them to show that you weren’t a threat, “you didn’t bring our weapons did you, Dameron?”

“Oh well you know, no because I was busy trying to save you, so, no sweetheart I didn’t. Sorry, next time I’ll do that first.” he remarked, pulling out his single blaster and aiming it at them, like if one sole blaster was going to take out the five sentients in front of you.

“No need to be rude. I was just asking.” You snapped, forgetting that you had people standing behind you, who were waiting for a way out. Before any of you could attempt and fight all of them, Artoo pushed forward and shot out oil that covered all the sentients faces in its thick black texture, the droid then shot out a thick mist and beeped urgently for you all to hurry.

Not hesitating to listen you all did just that, The Avengers behind you completely struck by the droids actions, and no one was more impressed then Rocket who quickly added a comment. “How much for that robot?!”

You glared back at the small sentient before responding, “my droid is not for sale.”

Rocket just chuckled coldly, causing Artoo to roll away faster.

“We have to get our weapons before we leave.” Nebula added.

“I know.” Dameron answered, stopping and turning around to face you, “take them to the ship, and have it ready to fly out. I’ll go for the weapons.”

“What? Alone? What if something happens?” You stressed, making him slightly smile at your unintended worry.

“I’ll go with him.” Natasha interjected.

You looked between her and Dameron, your jaw clenching and before you could add something, Steve spoke up and vouched for her, “don’t worry she’ll keep him safe, we have to go.” Steve offered Natasha a quick nod before she and Dameron disappeared down the hall. You hesitated to leave towards the ship, but did so anyway.

When you finally made it to the hanger, you saw the Falcon waiting for you all, and in that moment you couldn’t be happier to see that old ship.

“Don’t tell me we’re leaving in that piece of junk?” Rocket questioned with a disgusted expression on his face as he saw the Falcon.

You shrugged, “she’s gotten my crew and me out of tough situations, she won’t fail us now.”

Before Rocket could remark, he spotted his ship and smiled, explaining that he was taking his ship instead, with Nebula tagging along and Steve following you.

Once you got onto the ship, BB8 greeted you in a panic, asking for his owner. Immediately you reassured the little droid, informing him that he was coming back any minute. The droid didn’t really want to believe you, but he had no choice but to do so. With that in mind you rushed to the cockpit and didn’t waste a minute to hop on the pilots seat and ready the ship.

While you impatiently waited for Dameron and Natasha to return you turned to Steve who sat beside you, unlike you he was actually calm; “I’m sorry for what happened, it was my fault we all got taken today. I’m sorry.”

Steve looked at you with a reassuring look, “you don’t have to apologize, I’m used to these kind of things happening. All of this is just normal now, don’t worry.”

“Still.” You continued, “it was all for nothing, the person I was looking for is gone. I risked all of your lives for nothing.”

“We knew what we were getting into.” Steve assured you, “don’t blame yourself. We just like you are doing whatever it takes to bring them back.”

You showed him a faint smile and nodded in comprehension. “I’m not ready to give up just yet, and if you’re still up for it I would like if you kept tagging along. I just mean I don’t think Dameron is sticking around and well I don’t think I can do this alone.”

Steve reached to grab your hand, giving it a comforting squeeze while sharing a soft smile, “I’m not giving up yet.”

“Thank you.” You whispered with a soft smile, keeping your eyes locked on one another, the room filling with heavy tension, all while you began to feel flustered, much like him. You had the urge to lean in, but before you even had the chance to, Dameron and Natasha rushed inside, instantly making you pull your hand out of Steve’s grasp and focusing on the matter at hand.

Before either Natasha or Dameron could comment on anything, you announced your departure to them and then Rocket and Nebula. And in a hasty escape you pulled out of the hanger and flew into space. “Preparing for jump to lightspeed,” You looked to Steve and then back at Natasha with a smile, “hold on.”

Without sparing a second, you pulled back the handle and the ship jolted forward, jumping into the familiar cold vacuum of hyperspace. In that moment you noticed how Steve firmly held onto the seats handles, a grasp that slowly loosened as he admired the view. His eyes wide and amazed on the blue and white smeared stars that hyperspace provided. Noticing his reaction you couldn’t help but smile to yourself.

“Stars.” You spoke softly, “We’re passing by thousands of stars.”

“All of them?” Natasha asked curiously, sharing the same reaction as Steve.

“Yes, it’s beautiful isn’t it? Even after years of flying I’m still amazed by the sight.” You mused, the smile your carried not faltering, “it’s going to get cold and it’s going to take some time, so I recommend going to the main room. Artoo can show you the game board to pass the time, or he can give you a tour. Whatever you guys want, just tell him, he’ll understand you.”

Steve turned to Natasha and then they both followed the droid out, while Dameron and you stayed behind. You would’ve left, but you still had a conversation pending, questions you still needed answered.

Neither of you spoke up first, just sat and listened to the deafening silence of hyperspace. From the corner of your eye watching as he sat on the co-pilots seat, not asking you to move and letting you pilot the ship.

“Uhmm.” You paused and tried to find what to say out of all you needed to say. “Why did you come?”

Dameron scoffed but spoke regardless of your lack of a thank you. “Artoo, communicated that you were in trouble.”

“You said you weren’t going to follow me. Or be by my side.”

“Never said I wouldn’t help you.” He said, looking away from the view ahead and focusing on you, “you’re not going to go home are you?”

You responded with silence, but he didn’t need anything else as a response, he knew what that meant. “You didn’t need to go after me.”

“No? It didn’t look like you had it handled. In fact it looked like you needed me, so you’re welcome for that.” He snapped.

“Thank you.” You grumbled, “just take me and the rest back to earth and then you can leave. I don’t want to be a bother.”

Dameron scoffed and shook his head at your response, but decided not to argue back and instead say what he’s been wanting to say, even if he didn’t say the whole truth. “I don’t think Finn would’ve liked it if I left you alone.”

Your eyes filled with tears, but it was something you tried to hold in. “You said—”

“I know what I said, but if you believe theirs a way then I trust you. We’re a team, we can only do this together.” He reached for you hand, this time hesitating, but when he didn’t see you turn away he held onto it, his words turning soft and sweet, something that caused the tears to slip down your cheeks regardless of what you wanted. “I’m with you.”

—

“The Avengers are the ones to blame! This happened because of them and they are doing nothing and continuing with life! Captain America was seen going on—”

The “T.V.” clicked off, the people talking inside it disappearing and showing nothing but a dark screen. It seemed that rest wasn’t an option, right after you arrived back to Earth, The Avengers had another problem with their own people. They were restless and angry, just like that sentient that had kidnapped you all. In a lot of ways you understood the people’s anger, but they’re too quick to blame people who are trying to find something and tried to fight against it.

This also put pressure on your search for a solution. Everyone looked to you for a plan, a plan that you didn’t have planned out but instead had as you went along. Like always.

“What’s the next move?” Natasha asked, pulling her eyes away from the black screen to meet your own. “This person who you’re looking for, who is he? Where can we find him?”

“That’s the question I’m wondering too. I—”

You were loudly interrupted by the triangle faced sentient while he jumped down from the table, “I’m sorry...actually not really, but we’re having this conversation later. I was just imprisoned by a red magic douche, I’m taking some well deserved rest before we go run into trouble again.” Without letting anyone else protest his decision he left the briefing room, with Nebula quietly doing the same seconds after.

Leaving only Steve, Natasha, Dameron and you awkwardly sitting around the table.

“Maybe he’s right,” Steve spoke up, thankfully breaking the silence, “we should all rest and come back later.”

Seeming to have no other choice you nodded in agreement and stood up to leave next to Steve, but he disappointingly enough was pulled back to the room for a meeting with Natasha, leaving you to walk alongside Dameron.

“I’ve been meaning to ask.” You started as you walked alongside the General, “what was Commander Zuko’s reaction when you left?”

Dameron responded in a serious tone, meaning he was completely serious even if he tried not to smile for what he was going to say, “You know I wouldn’t know. I left like you did. Without telling anyone. But you should have seen him when he found out you left.” His smile broke through as he began to explain, now holding back his laugh as he described the Commander, “his face got all red and he went on a long rant about you.”

You scoffed with a roll of your eyes, “he’s annoying and a kiss ass. I’m pretty sure he’s taking advantage that we’re gone to take over.”

“Probably.” Dameron shrugged.

“Something else,” you paused and fisted your hands at your sides, hesitating to ask to what had been bothering you since he said he was joining you. “Are you sure about joining along? I just mean you’re a General and you’re risking your position to come along.”

Dameron didn’t hesitate to answer, like if he had his answer planned out. “We’re both risking our position, but it’s all for them, we’re trying to find something. They’ll understand.”

You scoffed and couldn’t help the smile that slipped through, “you’re sure? This all sounds like the dreadnought situation. The one that also led to your mutiny against Admiral Haldo.”

Dameron shook his head, and his smile turned smug at the memory. “The one that you also were apart of? Actually you were by my side for both plans.”

Only because you thought you were going to get rewarded for destroying the dreadnought, and well because you wanted one up the man...as always. But that ended horrible in a sense that you got in trouble alongside him.

“General Organa was pissed.” You recalled joyfully.

“Yeah, I was the one that got slapped while you just got your title as commander revoked.” Dameron grumbled.

“Just like you.” You pointed, “but it was worth it, we took down our first dreadnought. That was awesome.”

“True.” He smiled.

In that moment you forgot you disliked the man, recalling one of the many memories you shared with him. This current memory though was one that you wished you were reliving instead of what you were living now. At least then Finn, Rey and Chewbacca were there—and just like that you remembered your dislike for Dameron, the happy little moment short lived as you remembered your friends.

You cleared your throat and returned to your cold and serious demeanor directed to only him—even if deep down you were happy he did come back. “We’ll talk about the plan later.” You excused yourself whilst not waiting for answer to enter your new appointed room.

Leaving Dameron to only watch as you completely changed your attitude towards him, one minute being nice and behaving like you were two old best friends, and then the next acting like you hated him. But it was also something he was used to and didn’t question anymore, not if he wanted to hear the same answer, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” With the usual furrowed eyebrow and scrunched you nose. A straight give away that you were mad, usually at him.

He knew a lot about you that you cared to admit. All thanks to years of knowing each other. He knew more than Finn ever did or these people ever will. He knew how to read each of your expressions without you having to actually speak. He knew every dislike and like you had to a lot of things, he probably knew things about you that you didn’t even know, and he also knew that if you weren’t so weird around him that you two would be great together...in a “friend sense.”....yeah in a total friend way.

Regardless though, he went along with the way you acted and didn’t question it, because being here was changing your relationship in good way. Well kind of...you weren’t as mean to him as before and he liked that, he liked that you were kinder and he didn’t know if this was going to last but he hoped it would, he just hoped that your relationship would be as it once was.

—

The sound of loud and constant smacking echoed through the hall, a sound that got louder as you reached the location where it was coming from. At first you thought of walking away and coming back to the home gym later, but as your eye caught sight of the flash of familiar dirty blonde hair you silently walked in.

Steve seemed to be lost in his own thing, mindlessly hitting the punching bag harder and harder every passing minute. You parted your lips to make yourself known, but instead you decided to keep quiet for a moment longer, watching as his arms were covered in sweat, something that only showed them off more as the light hit them with every swing of his arms. His face also gleamed with sweat, but the most noticble thing wasn’t his muscles or how great he really looked this way, but his frown and his watery gaze.

You continued to walk towards him to try and ask what was wrong, but before you could, you caught sight of a picture on the table. In a delicate motion you picked it off the table and studied it, noticing him him and an undeniably handsome brunette at his side, both men sporting happy grins on their faces, and something you could instantly tell was how close they appeared to be. Which let you know that this had to do with how Steve was now.

Putting the picture back to it’s place you looked over to see Steve holding the now ripped bag in place, his forehead resting on the rough leather as he tried to calm his heavy breathing.

“This is the opposite of resting you know.” You spoke gently to finally make yourself known.

Steve pulled his forehead off and turned to look at you before he spoke in-between heavy breaths. “Too much on my mind, I couldn’t rest.”

You sat down on the chair behind you and let your eyes follow him as he began to replace the bag. “I suppose it had something to do with your meeting?”

“Partially.”

You hummed softly as a response, your eyes for a brief second falling on the picture again, an action you didn’t think he would notice, but he did. Albeit Steve didn’t mention anything instead he looked at his gaze got lost in it before he quickly looked the other way and kept busy with something else, leaving you be the one to speak up.

“What’s his name?”

Steve hesitated but answered all the same, “Bucky.” You were about to ask something else, but Steve soon added more, “he’s my best friend.”

You got the idea of what he meant to Steve, by just studying the picture, but now you pieced it together. The other day when he agreed to join you in your search for a solution, Steve did specify that he wanted to get “him” back. This man in the picture was that “him.” And you didn’t need to ask to know that the snap had taken him too. That was obvious.

“He would’ve liked you.” Steve tried to lighten the conversation, but you heard the pain in his voice..and you saw it in his eyes. “He’s like my brother. He was my family.” You could hear the crack in his voice, and even if he had his back facing you, you knew that he had tears rolling down his cheeks. “Even when I had nothing I had Bucky.”

A tear of your own slipped past your cheek. You knew the pain he felt, you knew of that exact feeling of having nothing but just that one person to mean everything...

You pushed yourself off your seat and carefully made your way to him. When you stood before him, he looked down to try and hide the fact that he had cried, and only met your gaze when you spoke to him. “I promise that we’re going to find a way to get him back,” you didn’t hesitate to reach your hand to caress his cheek, a gesture that shocked you but one you didn’t question or pull away from. Just like he didn’t. “I promise you Steve.”

You continued to show him an assuring smile, both of your gazes lingering on each other’s, something that urged you to once again try and close the gap, but you knew that it wasn’t the right moment, so instead you wrapped your arms around his neck to wrap him in a tight embrace. One he didn’t hesitate to return.

A sweet gesture that didn’t go unnoticed, one that was mistaken for more than what it was by Poe.

—

“People blame us for what happened, they’re all desperate for a solution.” Natasha sighed.

“I would too.” Rocket added all nonchalant, making all heads turn to him to question his comment, something he just shrugged to, “look, I just mean if the people that promised to fight all evil and protect everyone, lost then I would blame them too.”

“The raccoon oddly makes sense.” Colonel Rhodes interjected. “Which means, what are you all planning to do?”

Everyone looked to one another, lost and questioning the same thing.

“We need to find something before people get worse, because they will. In times like these people go to desperate measures.” The Colonel finished.

“We’re going to space again.” You revealed, “the only place where I know I’ll find answers for who I’m looking for. My home planet. Tatooine.”

“Exactly who is it that you’re looking for?” Dameron asked.

You inhaled sharply before clenching your jaw at the thought, “A friend. Jaro Kestis.”

A/N- I didn’t want to use a force sensitive character that’s already part of the Star Wars universe because I don’t know if they’re alive or not, so to make things easier I just made me own! If you’ve played or heard of the game Jedi fallen order then you recognize that name :) (if you don’t then click here. Also the character I mentioned isn’t him but a son that I made up...)

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romy350-romyakari · 4 years

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Since I'm okey with people calling me out here I will unleash my humble opinion on a matter that makes me roll on my seat because is so funny as it also is so... uhmmm "weird" to have in count.

Take it as the writers huge mistake what I'm going to point out in a bit.

I guess I'm still salty even after 5 years. Is confusing at best and I'm adding this after writing all of this. Is a lot to read so please just know is a huge ramble.

aka me rambling over what I feel on rewatch been no longer that young

Is part of our experience judge that to some degree.

Characterization is important, it defines who we see on a story and is better if there are consistend or if their inconsistent have a good reason to be.

Well I was young once and could miss mistake like the 180° not so justified turn of events on a main character. I realize some years later and can laugh about it because it makes no sense.

I'm going to explain the case of Angel's Friends cartoon and that huge mistake from their characters.

Like I am fond of the series because it was my first fandom. But still I can't unsee this as you can guess.

Let's begin with the nature of something they like to state early on the cartoon show which was really cliché but angels were the goodie two-shoes and devils were the bad guys im general. Simple but not so simple for them to keep in rule it seems.

I like to imagine they respect some of the calm and more expected nature of the angels and the chaotic and up to no good ways of the devils like the Original comics did for both of them but we wouldn't be here on my post if that was the case.

It was quite a mess how the cartoon take the character since the side character could be so plain that you forgot that they were doing something till they were support help to their own side been angels or devils.

But again with the stuff that make me roll off till now and nobody on the show says a thing about.

They freaking mess up with their own statment of Sulfus on the cartoon show and they can't tell me no they didn't. Is hillarious and let me tell you why.

They may say on that thing how "loves make you change" but this one could be taken for a fool and is really lot coming from me.

They present him lot more chaotic and really problematic on just chapter 1, it did give an impression but everthing goes down hill a bit from her and on.

As the plot of first season is the villianess doing hidding matchmaking and poison of love plan that seem to turn into a real love story for this chaotic case of the female lead Raf an angel and the male lead who is Sulfus a devil so she could scape limbo to the terrible consecuenses that bring over a trully huge rule on the series wich is part of a magic code of not interfering with each other party and less uhmm a kiss, you really see lot of stuff go on here and mark my word is not like "oh no this is not safe for the kids" but is not quite recomended for them peraphs.

This doesn't make sence but i think the villianess plan was an excuse to showcase the romantic tension and ovearlod or romantic takes.

I can't watch the series withouh some wather to pass the taste of "i thinks this is too much"

But this mention has a meaning behind since i need to state this and the huge overload on the romance we get because i believe is a guge thing that affecter how they write the characters on the cartoon show .

They really did bad to Sulfus uh? Like most of the show. You wouldn't qish to have to deal with chapter 1 Sulfus as asigned rival, he seem to be a big deal on the devils group because how remacable chaotic he was but that didn't last long.

The villianess plan was a match making one since he and Raf break a rule that is used to her advantage she would lead them to comith a sacrilege which would really shake that magical code that they should not mess with. It causes huge dissasters and mess btw.

There is s small time gap before the love poison the villianess send on a spider that she encomended her only servant with leaning it to find the pair of eternals she was targeting. On that gap we still retained normal characterization for Sulfus but the episode went down hills on characterization pretty quickly.

It was so uncalled for the way they set the situation of the bit from the spider tho... idk if blame the spider at all because actually the romance would no have a foot at all if the writers didn't bend Sulfus as a character like the extend they did.

There is this huge point they state that their romace was not because of the spider bit that later i think is kind of acknowledge but is quite confusing if they wat to justify some fated love.

Anyways from then on we see how literally did soften Sulfus character to the point he been devil makes me wonder why nobody call him out about it like there is this expectation they stated us the normal was been that troublesome chaotic for devils but they seem to just let it pass from then on. I am still laughing because he actually change so much that rewatch episode one you can just laugh because at that point you know he will became a softie later that is actually bad for him as a charcter since there is little to non struggle on why he is behaving that way or if he wants to undertand this changes at all.

There is near to non thinking on him since idk, it should peraphs feel more comflicting with all stated but he just misses the cue and goes for it on ocaccions?? Is quite weird he is so open to forget the only rules the devils respect. The no involve themselven with angels matters pr the angels themselves unless is about work.

Was is the spider? Who knows they smke it confusing after the trial episode and then the movie came and idk if laugh to the villaness of some fortune teller since wow she was lucky on that scape uh?

They literally make him datable material for the female lead and is a sad thing but well, the cartoon show itself could acomplish as the one with most romace scenes/moments of all time for a cartoon show, not well written but it has them. And maybe the one with an exclusive kissing sequence [no it was not just a few seconds for the kissing scene, there was a freaking sequece of it if i recall well and i recall it as something thar they put budge on it for some reasons since they did a 360° turn around on the sequence even] is impressive comoared to other european cartoons that claimed to have romace on the tags and give you a but here and there while this was like a full bag of the bread but questonable if is one you will like lol

You know the writer forgot many stuff when then Sulfus was the one trying to remind Raf the rules but follow behind her because who care love is a fool or so writers say on those chapter after the half of season 1

If you cringe is undestandable, I cannot rewatch in a full go as I used to when I was younger, i could because i let so many stuff pass.

Sometimes I wonder why even follow this plot idea when the Original comics had a great plot a great characters.

The most consistent Sulfus I know so far is Original Comic Sulfus, that is entretating to read and he does not change much from who he is, he may be a may character and this yime kind of falling in love with the Raf there but well, is not quite the deal since is explained this weird odds of the posibility of anglels and devils with training on 99% not be complete perfect and could end up with a crush or so but all is just momentary and will vanish once they reach 100%. Is onsided crush thing since the live interest for Raf is a human on the Original Comics and that, again, is a prohibited thing, the magic code is not applied between angels and devils but between humans and eternals here.

Back to Original comics Sulfus is quite funny how he figure out he is having a crush, btw they all pre-teen kiddos apearance wise except for the master of the school program while the cartoon show present them as teenager lookalike, and really he does struggle and bit on that whole process of realization. It seems Original comics Sulfus give hint of it but it was subtle changes that yeah it was nice details, maybe is even sad how he just decides to be subtle about it and do nothing big since is not something he would bother much aside there is bigger issues for angels and devils, that characters I like of that characterization is that he will still be who they state him to be but subtle changes mark that realization.

And the rest of the cast is just as cool on ther characterization, you see somtimes little on some of the characters but they don't lose thar cool characterization they had from the start and is so welcome from me as a reader.

A shame they cancelled the good comic because of the cartoon show, really a shame. I will be sad about that till the end of my days because iwanted the resolution of all major a smaller struggles were cool to read.

I have no idea how they funded a movie and a second season of the cartoon show and idk how their live action somewhat based on some fact of the cartoon show went.

But to make thing short here the resume:

Cartoon show mess it up big time with characterization and we lost cool orginial comics thanks tho the cartoon show, that would be all.

You fan cring or be sad about it and I will get it.

Yeah I"m still bit salty about that.

#Angel's Friends #AF #cartoon #comic mention #random rambles #I'm still quite salty #chapter 12 of the orginal comics will never be forgotten in my heart because it haunt me to this days nobody told knows a thing about it.#i will forever wonder what give the qriter the confidence to aprove what whent down on the cartoon show #i wonder how did the animators of that 360° turn around feel having to animate that thing #i doubt i will forget about his any time soon #there is the case of Gaby but oh that one hurts. they did so so much wrong Gaby. you deserved better that what cartoom show did #resume is original the teams where 5 angels 5 devils on the comics. on the cartoon show they have 4 on the angels and 4 the devils.#guess eho they take out of the angels group??? Gaby was out the group can come just for a few episodes as an extra character on season 1 #he is nothing like on the original comics and that hurts. also he was used as a plot device 😭🥺#THE AUDACITY I TELL YOU. i am bitter because the also take Ang-lee out of the hroup and he became backgroud extra. he didn't say much on th #orgimal.comics but habe some od the moments fro the groups that show some point like maybe angels and devils can get along sometimes.#little stuff but uhhh... maybe I'm salty to fill the hole on the angels group they created Sweet. that is how they angels were girl group.#Mefisto was the one taken out of the devils gamag and became backgroud extra.#even is Ang-lee and Mefisto didn't add much they were nice to have around on the comics #maybe feel more alive the groups.#i could rant abou this and mention what I love of the roiginal comics but this wil get long #uhmmm #don't kill me please?

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starburstshores · 6 years

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I was tagged by @shhhushhh and I think one other person but I couldn’t find the post I’m sorry!!

1. Pick one of your OCs. 2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OCs. 3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!

OC Chosen: Arielle Hanks

This takes place a little while later, when she has a few more kids and when I added blush lmao. This is also unedited and you’ll see this actual photo later on ha

questions are under the cut!

1. What is your name? Arielle Keri Hanks

2. Do you know why you were named that? Well, the name does mean ‘brave’ which definitely describes me, but I’m pretty sure it was a coincidence. The middle name is the name of my grandma, Keri, who was the founder and every female heir carries that name, well almost every female.

3. Are you single or taken? Taken, obviously. By Jameel

4. Have any abilities or powers? I’d like to think I’m a good mom. Does that count? I’m a good wife to Jameel, hopefully.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue. Calling me a Mary Sue is a compliment to me.

6. ***CLEARS THROAT***Uhmm….No…It’s fine, let’s move on. What is your eye color? Hazel

7. I see…How about hair color? Blond, but bleach blond. My child is also blond, but not bleach blond. There’s a difference y’know? That blond was from Jameel’s dad which is rare but I’ll take it.

8. Okay…Have any family members? Let’s say a lot? I got my husband and kids...my mom, my aunt and her husband and Roy of course. Geo and Gavin’s family. Norma and her husband and kids...my cousins...my distant cousin Carissa who refuses to believe we’re related...oh and she has kids....yea there’s a lot Oh yea and my husband and kids

9. So, how about pets? Nah, we did have a dog once but that was short lived. If it wasn’t for Geo, Jameel would’ve gotten like three dogs by now. I don’t mind pets though, but our house is too full for that.

10. That’s cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don’t like. The future. That is all. Oh and pineapple on pizza.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do? I do a lot of sketching! My aunt Isabella says I have quite a knack for art. Oh and Becci does too. Actually I think Becci is better than me.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before? Unfortunately yea. Remember that time we went to the future? Good times.

13. Ever…killed anyone before? No what?! Who do you think I am?

14. What kind of animal are you? I’m many things but a furry is not one of them. Jameel can’t agree.

15. Name your worst habits. I’m too perfect. *sighs* Okay I guess I’m not the greatest at being empathetic.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all? My mom and my aunt definitely. And Norma of course, sorry Gavin.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual? I haven’t really thought about it to be honest. I can’t assume I’m straight though...but then again I haven’t had feelings for anyone but Jameel... let’s just say unconfirmed

18. Do you go to school? Nope and I’m glad that place was a nightmare. I don’t care if I was the smartest, doesn’t mean I enjoyed it. Ok I did a little.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day? Too late haha

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys? Definitely. Jameel runs my fanclub.

21. What are you most afraid of? Literally nothing except the fact that we are a spec of dust in this universe and we know nothing of the vast emptiness of this universe and infinite other possible universes. Nothing at all...

22. What do you usually wear? Mostly my work clothes which is a fancy blazer or a blouse. When it’s hot I’ll wear a cute shirt.

23. What’s one food that tempts you? Chinese food

24. Am I annoying you? Eh you’re not the worst thing I’ve ever had to deal with

25. Well, it’s still not over! Oh come on please?

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)? I don’t like to discuss that with strangers. I barely like talking about it to my mom.

27. How many friends do you have? Lots, but the ones that matter? I’m not sure. Me, Jameel, Geo, Carissa, and Dewayne were like the ‘it’ group in high school. Not Lindy though, she never hung out with anyone. But I still consider her a friend too!

28. What are your thought on pie? Shepherd’s pie all the way.

29. Favorite drink? Coffee. Black coffee

30. What’s your favorite place? Home. I’m tired of everywhere else.

31. Are you interested in anyone? Jameel? What kind of question?

32. That was a stupid question… Yea considering he’s been mentioned in 10 of these questions so far...

33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean? Oh I’m not much of a swimmer. Ask Jameel.

34. What’s your type? Jameel. We already talked about this

35. Any fetishes? Ask Jameel

36. Seme or Uke? Ask Jameel (I’d say both)

37. Camping or indoors? Ask Jameel. I’m tired are we done now?

#i was tagged #memes speaks #pittoo.tag #shhhushhh #he's in the background #and mentioned in half of this ha #hanks extras #arielle hanks

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peachy-jisung · 4 years

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➳ tag game

tagged by: @neocity-sarai (milla miloves!)

↳ ❥ what is your ideal setting for focusing on your writing?

i usually prefer to write with the lights off and no music but sometimes i play some songs associated with the fic i’m writing so i can continue without thinking so hard.

↳ ❥ what is your favorite genre to write?

angst and fluff with cliffhangers asdfghjkl. if you read my timestamps, most of it has cliffhangers.

↳ ❥ do you prefer to write on paper or digitally?

definitely digitally. I read my fics before I publish it and I usually erase and change some things. I also don’t like how my handwriting looks.

↳ ❥ you wake up in the middle of the night with an idea, what do you do?

I ignore it lmao, I already have a lot of ideas on my drafts that I can’t finish/write so definitely not writing down a mediocre concept . But if I really like it then I might consider adding to my wips.

↳ ❥ favorite person to write about?

Jaemin and Hyuck! As you can see on my masterlists lol. They are just very versatile at genres and roles. I sometimes write for them and later just change the names to another member.

↳ ❥ do you like making your own characters, or do you usually write about real people?

real people! it’s because I can settle with a certain look and personality not like ocs whom I have a hard time building up. I’m also not good at names soooo....

↳ ❥ have you ever written a book, or a story with more than 15 chapters?

nah I’m too lazy for that

↳ ❥ how often do you get ideas?

ALL THE TIME! like literally I can get some ideas just from staring out of nowhere.

↳ ❥ do you ever get an idea you really like and never end up finishing?

👀 *looks at my baby haneul and once more draft*

↳ ❥ least favorite plot:

idk uhmm ancient plots? idk if that exist but yeah HAHAHA

(not gonna tag anyone, I feel like al of you have already done this lmao)

#tag games #oomfies <3 #xyra thingz

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can-i-have-your-french-fries · 7 years

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question tag

i got tagged by @gameofsassbutts , thanks frend!! <3

Rules: Answer all the questions, add one of your own and tag as many people as there are questions

1. coke or pepsi? coke zero

2. disney or dreamworks? disney, though i don’t really pay attention if the movies are made by disney or dreamworks or pixar or who. so let’s just go with disney, because the classics ++

3. coffee or tea? tea

4. books or movies? i feel like i gotta say movies because i haven’t been reading too much lately

5. windows or mac? windows

6. dc or marvel? marvel, because i don’t think i’ve ever seen any dc movies

7. xbox or playstation? never played on xbox. so playstation. but i don’t like playing videogames really

8. dragon age or mass effect? aaaa i don’t like playing videogames

9. night owl or early riser? early riser, i guess

10. cards or chess? i’m not good at either, but i’ve played more chess

11. chocolate or vanilla? chocolate

12. vans or converse? converse though i’ve never had the Real Deal

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar? the fuck are these?

14. fluff or angst? eänghh... i like well written angst, but it’s gotta have some fluff or else i don’t wike it. take that as you wish lmao

15. beach or forest? forest feels more like home, a nice beach is a luxury lmao

16. dogs or cats? i’m allergic to cats so i gotta go with dogs :(

17. clear skies or rain? rn i’m rooting for clear skies because it is fuckin may and it’s so dull and cold and rainy!!!! fuck off clouds >(

18. cooking or eating out? if someone else is cooking i’m all for it

19. spicy food or mild food? mild, i’m too white to handle spicy food lmao

20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas? christmas/yule/joulu!

21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? i hate cold. i’d rather be a little too hot forever

22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be? stopping time so i could procrastinate more

23. animation or live action? i don’t really enjoy the live action versions of animations, but other than that i dig live actions? but animations are cool as heck too?? tough one, but i’ll go with live action :/

24. paragon or renegade? ??what?

25. baths or showers? i don’t have a tub so a bath would be luxury. i’ll go with shower?

26. team cap or team ironman? i just like captain america more eep

27. fantasy or sci-fi? fantasy! though sci-fi can have so so cool aesthetics!

28. do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so, what are they?

"But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner who needed it the most?” - Mark Twain

“Forgive me if my hands tremble, you are the most beautiful thing I have ever touched.” - M.O.W.

“Who holds the devil, let him hold him well. He hardly will be caught a second time.” - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

ah that was hard! i have a whole list of quotes on my phone i coulda puked out here

29. youtube or netflix? argh. all tv shows come like 40 yrs later to finland and it’d be painful to watch them all low res online, but youtube is so dear and near to my heart.... netflix’ i could find online but youtube vids probably not soooo i’ll say youtube??

30. harry potter or percy jackson? harry potter

31. when do you feel accomplished? when i don’t have anything to stress about

32. star wars or star trek? never seen either one oopsie

33. paperback or hardback books? hardback maybe

34. horror or rom-com? aaaragh i don’t enjoy either. help. maybe rom-coms oh geez.

35. tv shows or movies? no you can’t ask that. no! tv shows maybe...

36. favourite animal? i gotta say horses. neigh neigh i’m horsegirl_96

37. favourite genres of music? just for chilling i’d go with house. other than that, some indie pop rock mash mush

38. least favourite book? Brave New World by Aldous Huxley was so bad omg

39. favourite season? spring, though damn my allergies!!

40. song that’s currently stuck in your head? Ed Sheeran - Galway Girl

41. what kind of pyjama’s do you wear? atm tank top and shorts

42. how many existential crises do you have on an average day? 0

43. if you can only choose one song to be played at your funeral, what would it be? Vitas - 7th Element

44. favourite theme song to a TV show? True Detective’s was soo good. The Handsome Family - Far From Any Road

45. harry potter movies or books? booooks hands down

46. you can make your OTP become canon but you’ll forget that tumblr exists. will you do it? yea

47. do you play an instrument and if so, what is it? oh god no

48. what is the worst way to die? drowning would be horrible, but so would be burning

49. if you could be entirely invisible for a day, what would you do? uhmm.. just likee.. prance around my home naked? idk

50. What are you planning on doing with your life? don’t ask me serious stuff like that. i wanna be happy and help make other people happier. whatever that might mean, i don’t know yet for sure

51. Favorite Disney movie? i really loved snow white and bambie when i was a kid

52. Do you believe in aliens? there’s gotta be other life forms out there

53. Are u an unstoppable force or an immovable object? ergh neither really eek. maybee an unstoppable force then? but a lazy lazy one

54. (My added question) What is/was your favourite subject/s at school? for me they were biology, english, arts, finnish and history

lol not gonna tag 54 ppl, but anyone i didn’t tag but would feel like doing this, have at it

@atenebrae @not-an-ivy @aregularvoltaire @more-or-less-organised @theacidicfrog @rainbowsandcereal @deansgayangelman @vehement-fallen-angel @onesinglepomegranateseed @su

#not fandom #asks and stuff

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