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tsukishimashoyo · 1 year
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Missing You
(Sugawara Koushi)
A/n: Hello everyone, sorry for the long wait and if this is short. I promise to come back again with another story. Thank you for waiting. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone.
You are a shy writer/blogger and a reader asks you what is your inspiration in writing the story missing you.
"Because of a guy I met online"
Flashback
You're bored and just scrolling through your phone until a message pop up in the app where you're posting your blogs. You opened the message and you're kinda confused because the message is not a "hi" and "hello" it was a phrase in a famous story that you've read. And so you answered "Hi?". That was awkward. And so conversation goes on with an awkward atmosphere at first. You both didn't notice the time and it was already midnight.
Then the next day came and you're having another talking with this person again and this time you're both warming up with each other. As the time goes by, you now know his name and its Sugawara Koushi.
Days have passed and the chatting became more comfortable for the both of you. He was sweet, kind, a gentleman. Until it came into exchanging informations.
There's this time where its been a week that he hasn't replied to you, and then one day while scrolling through your phone a message pop up again and he was apologising that he ghosted you suddenly.
It's been a year since both of you are chatting. But then suddenly he messaged you and said his last goodbye to you. Its been two months since both of you stopped chatting. You're still hoping for him to chat you again. That is the time when you started writing your story. You miss the days both of you shared moments. Until —
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" And now my sugar" you replied.
Flashback again
You're strolling in the mall when suddenly a guy asks you for a direction. You didn't know that it was your chat mate. While walking he suddenly takes his masks off and he went in front of you and stops you.
" I'm sorry for not chatting you for two months. The reason for that is it is for my surprise to visit you." he said looking in your eyes.
You're still shocked of what's happening right now and didn't respond to what he says earlier.
" Y/n?? Are you okay??" he asked waving his hand in front of your face.
That's the only way to bring you back to the real world.
" Huh?? Uh yes? Wa-it Suga?? Wha-why are you here!?" still processing
"I'm here to surprise you and I guess you're really surprised *chuckles*"
He only have two months vacation. Before his vacation ends he asks you to be your girlfriend and you answered yes. And he promised to come back again and marry you.
Flashbacks ends
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tsukishimashoyo · 2 years
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SAKUSA KIYOOMI
" What happened to I'll always love you even though you're a germaphobe person or anything just remember sakusa is Sakusa and I love you " Sakusa said while trembling infront of you.
" It's just a misunderstanding Omi I swear, he's just helping me with my paperworks " you answered and extended your arm to hold him but he avoided it.
".... Maybe I just misunderstood it I believe you y/n " Sakusa said.
I believe her, I love her and she's the only person who can understand me being a germaphobic person
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Sakusa 's class ended early and don't have a volleyball practice. He decided to wait for you and walk you home.
*after a few minutes waiting*
While Sakusa' s waiting for y/n he saw something that makes me feel like my tears are gonna fall........
He saw many people walking towards him and he thought of germs that would go to him and he forgot to wear his mask. Of all times he forgot the important thing, he was too excited that he forgot to wear a mask.
He's about to have a panic attack but someone put a mask on his face and gave him alcohol.
" Relax Omi I'm here, breath okay?" you said and held his hand with clean gloves.
You waited until Sakusa catch his breath.
" Are you okay now?" you asked.
All the good memories are flooding in Sakusa's head while looking at you hugging another man.
Can I just pretend that that guy is just your friend? Love why are you doing this to me, this is the 4th time I saw you with that man. Is he the reason why you're not having enough time to spend with me. Is that why your sweet smiles are looks tired? Are you tired loving me? Or did you ever love me?
Sakusa stood still until you saw him tears flooding his face staring at you.
You felt like the world stopped when you saw him crying silently staring at you.  You know what you did and you should face the consequences of what you did to him.
You slowly walk towards to him.
" Love..... Sorry... " clenching your fist trying not to hold him.
" I understand y/n" he said and force a small smile.
" I'm really sorry love, Sakusa I'm really really sorry" you're about to kneel in front of him crying but he stopped you.
" You don't need to kneel love, it's okay..... I'm the one who should apologize because I didn't give you enough affection and love" he said and he kneeled in front of you.
" Love no stand up you don't need to apolize you gave me more than enough I just fell out of love, I'm really sorry love, I couldn't say the truth, in sorry for cheating" you said holding Sakusa to stand up.
Sakusa saw the guy at your back few meters away looking to the both of you.
" Thank you y/n for making me experience how to love and the feeling of being loved by someone I love, thank you for the memories, goodbye y/n" he said turning his back on you and walked away.
" Love...Sakusa..." whispered on yourself staring at his back one last time.
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tsukishimashoyo · 2 years
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Your last blogs were angst thank you fr feeding me. 😢
Do you have lots of drafts angst there? Mind me tasting the bitterness of Atsumu......and Akashi perhaps?
Here ya go.. Thank you for reading my angst blogs 😊
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Miya Atsumu: He's better, I knew that
Atsumu prepared so much for your birthday, because for him you're the most wonderful thing happen in his life despite all the negative things he hears from his parents and also in school that Osamu is the better twin.
He build up his courage to ask you to be his girlfriend thinking you'll reject him because he's nothing and Osamu is way better than him.
Its been 3 years since you're relationship with Atsumu started. As you walk closer to apartment where you and Atsumu stay, it feels heavy and your heart aches as you having a conflict whether you should say this to Atsumu or just bury it under the ground and just not say a word about it.
You made your decision and entered the apartment.
" Y/N!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I LOVE YOU Y/N" Atsumu greeted and hugged you tightly. When he heard the door unlock, he ran in front of the door to greet you.
'Why make so much effort Atsumu, it's hurting me right now, I really don't want to hurt you but I can't just keep this to myself'
" Thank you Tsumu, I-i-I love you t-too Tsumu" you said and tears also start falling down on your cheeks as you get on your knees.
" Aww why are you crying~ you should be happy it's your birthday" Atsumu said while wiping your nonstop tears and sat in front of you.
" Tsumu I-I have something to tell you" you held his hands trembling.
" I love you too y/n, I'm all ears, is there something bothering you" he said softly and held your hands tightly.
" Tsumu I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to feel this way, I tried to love you but I really love him, I can't shake that feeling off when I see your face, I always see him in you. I'm really sorry Tsumu, I tried but I can't" you said sobbing, looking down on your knees.
" Thought so, he really is better than me, I thought I beat him when we're together but I lost in the first place, it's okay I understand y/n, stop crying now let's just celebrate your birthday, don't think of me as your boyfriend think of me as your friend celebrating your birthday" he got up and extends his arm lending you a hand to stand up.
" Please don't think of that Tsumu" you said standing up.
" How can you say I shouldn't think about that when the person who made me feel a winner made me lost. Y/n I appreciate you trying to love me, I really do. I'm sorry I think I can't celebrate your birthday, can I leave?" he asked you trying not to cry.
" Y-yeah, I'm really sorry Tsumu and thank you for all the efforts you've done" you said looking down.
The time when you heard the door close.
'Is this the right choice? Or I should've kept quiet.'
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Akaashi Keiji: If only I can turn back the Time
" Hey Kaashi over hereee~" you said while on the bench, looking at your boyfriend who is searching for you on the benches.
After the match and they've won, you ran to him and hugged him and he hugged you also.
The both of you walked to go to the park where you and him first met. When you reached the park, you placed a picnic mat. You're both reminiscing the memories you made until now.
" Wow I cannot believe that we're now 5 years together now Kaashi, you really love me huh?" you said looking at him grinning while your eyebrows are going up and down.
" I do really love you, and you also love me too right?" he said while softly pinching your right cheek.
" Hmmm~ let me think about it" you said while tilting your head and put your hand on your chin like you're scanning him.
" Eh? You're really thinking about it? " Akaashi said while tilting his head also.
" Hahahaha of course I do! I love you" you said and hugged him.
"Oof- y/n you should be careful, you'll get your head hurt again" he said protecting you, specially your head.
" That's okay you'll always protect me, right?" you said, smiling at him while still on top of him.
" *sigh* Not always y/n, so you should be careful okay? But whenever I'm around you I'll always protect no matter what" Akaashi said while smiling also.
As both of you spent the night talking and laughing at the park, he walked you on your way home and both of you bid each others goodbyes.
End of Akaashi's Flashback
" I never thought that, that will be the last goodbye you'd say to me y/n, I should've spent more time with you, I should've went to the grocery with you or I should've let you go by yourself" he said crying in front of your grave.
An accident occured the day after that when you decided to go out and bought some groceries and while your walking on your way home you got hit by a  speeding car. Akaashi didn't go with you because they had a meeting about volleyball.
'If only I can turn back the time'
" Don't blame yourself Kaashi, it's not your fault" you whispered to him for the last time.
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tsukishimashoyo · 2 years
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your blog is almost angst-writes. so can i have break-up scenes with kageyama, bokuto and shirabu. thankyouuuuu!!!! i love your blog!🤧🤧
Hi..Thank you for reading my blogs. Hope this story satisfies you.
As We Part Ways
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Prideful Love It Is
Kageyama Tobio
Kageyama being entitled "King" as he takes first places in all contents and also top of the class, but then you came, he became the Prince, as you become "Highness".
Years have passed, you and him became couple. He asked you to be together, and didn't think twice you accepted it cause' you already caught feelings towards him. You thought he is the sweetest boyfriend you've ever had, the perfect man. Suddenly he became cold on you didn't know what was the reason why. Also he became demending, getting all your attentions to him that you already don't have time to study.
After 3 months. His now again the "King". As you became the 2nd. At night when he regain his title as "King".
" Let's break up y/n" said Kageyama out of nowhere.
" Huh?" confused and looked at him.
" I said we should break up now" he said facing you with those cold eyes.
" Why? Did I do something wrong? Is it because I became second? I'm sorry, I'll study hard just-jus-t" tears are building up on your eyes ready to fall on your cheeks.
" Of course not y/n, I didn't love you in the first place, it's all an act, I want us to be together so that I will know what is you're weakness, ah~ now I can be free, goodbye y/n" he said leaving you behind, not even giving you a glance.
" Wow, *sniff* haha after all what we did, its all just an act, *sniff* he just want to get his title back" talking to yourself.
" It's all an act" you whispered while forming a fist on both of your hands out of anger.
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Let me be free in peace
Bokuto Koutaro
As you and Bokuto are in super healthy relationship. Despite his child-like attitude sometimes, whenever there is a conflict you and him always dicuss it on a calm way and talked about it and solve it. There's no day that you will feel lonely because of Bokuto. But suddenly—
" Y/n let's break up, I'm sorry" he said not looking at you.
" Did I do something wrong? We can talk about it, right? Come on Bokuto don't say that, you're happy being with me right? I'm also happy with you by my side, what's wrong?" you said trying yourself to calm down.
" I don't love you anymore y/n, let's break up, I fell out of love, I'm really sorry y/n, let's live ourselves on our own now" He said still not looking at you.
You didn't utter any word and just walked out, your mind is fuzzy that you can't think straight that you need to walked out without saying anything to him.
A week passed and you and Bokuto didn't talk. Until you heard the news about him to Akaashi who's panting in front of you.
" Y/n please come *huff* with me" Akaashi said still panting.
" Huh? Where?... Uhh okay?" confused is what written on your face right now.
" Let's hurry he's dying" he whispered the last word.
" What?" still confused what's really is going on.
You arrived at haikyuu hospital.
"*A hospital?, what are we doing here? *" talking to your inner self.
You walked in to a room where you can see the person whom you spend almost everyday being happy, laying on a bed, thin and pale. You walked towards him while tears rolls down on your cheeks.
" Bo, wha- why? Why you isn't tell me about this?" you said and hold his hand.
" Y/n why are y-you he-re? We br-oke up al-rea-dy, lea-ve me al-on-e" he weakly said those words.
" Is this the reason why you broke up with me? You should've just tell me, I won't leave you, Bo" and hold his tightly.
" N-o, you des-erve a - b-bett-er man and that's n-ot me" he said tears are also rollong out on his cheeks.
" You're the man I want, please fight?, let's be together again, right?" you said trying your best to be calm.
" It's impossible y/n, it's my time now, be happy" he said and put his best smile.
A sound of a flat line sound echoed in the room. It felt like the world stopped and a million knives are pierced on your heart, that makes you get on your knees.
" No no no no, this can't be happening" you said while trying to get up. Doctors came and tried to revive him but no response.
" Were sorry ma'am, we tried our best" said the doctor.
" I love you y/n" you heard Bokuto's voice whispered on your ear.
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If its really painful, I'm sorry
Shirabu Kenjiro
Shirabu as a boyfriend is like your all alone. His having a hard time showing his affection and his love.
As a 6 months couple, you got tired of being like that. Kenji is walking you home.
"Kenji, what am I to you?" you asked him and stopped in front of him.
"Stop saying nonsense" he said coldly.
"No Kenji, I wanna know what am I really to you, do you really see me as your girlfriend or just seeing me like your ex that you failed to make her stay by your side, why, because I look like her? Is that it?" you asked hysterically.
"Stop talking nonsense and let's get you home" he said not minding what you said earlier, passing you by. You grabbed his arm - forcing him to look at you.
"I'm so sorry Kenji, but I need to breath, I'm getting tired of this situation, I can walk on my own, you should go home now" you coldly said and turn your back on him - trying your best to not to cy in front of him.
"Y/n is that what you really want? Why don't we break up?" he said plainly.
"What? What do you mean break up?" on a verge of crying.
Tears are forming on your eyes and he just looked at you like nothing, plain cold eyes.
"You know what I meant, I think it's better for us" he said.
"My ex came back and I don't need you now, so we need to break up, so I can go back to her, goodbye y/n" he said and walk away, not looking back.
As he turn his back on you, a tear fell on his cheeks.
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tsukishimashoyo · 2 years
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Tsukishima Kei : I still love you but it's time to let you go
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"Hello?.... Tsukki?" you asked the person who's on the call.
" Hmmm... Yachi, ya...chi?" said the person on the phone.
" Uhm, Tsukii it's me...... I'm not yachi" you whispered the last words you said.
Half of you doesn't want to hear what he wants to say to yachi, why he's searching for yachi, many thoughts flash at the back of your head.
I'm your girlfriend Tsukki, I'm your girlfriend... Do you still love her? Do you still love the person who left you behind? Your ex-fiancee that chose another man?
Those are the questions that you want to ask him until he said-
" Yachii.... I love..... you..be...*hic*" The call ended. That's the words you've heard from the other line that made your knees weak and cried loudly while gripping yoir phone.
" Aha... So she's still there.... am I not enough Tsukki?" you said and cried.
After few hours his you saw him in front of your door, drunk
After the incident
" Y.../n?? You're eyes... It's red.... Did someone made you cry?? Who is it? Tell me.." he just woke up and saw your eyes and that made him a little bit of panic.
" Tsukki it's no one, I just watched a movie that made me cry so hard" lies
"I still love him, I can't let him go.."
That's what you thought last night that's why you decided to lie.
" Oh... Is that so? Then please take care of your eyes, its too beautiful" he smiled nd kiss your eyes.
After a few months of being a  fool acting like you didn't notice that he's being cold to you. Until-
You saw him with Yachi in a fancy restaurant with genuine smile that he never did when he's with you.
Just the sight seeing his smile and knowing that reason of his smile is not you, it made your heart feel like it is stabbed by a million knives.
That night you decide to broke up with him, you wrote a letter and left it on the bed with the necklace he gave to you.
You decided to left the country and cut off all of your contacts, deciding no one will know where you are while healing.
Its all misunderstanding..... can we still go back? ...
He love me, he loved Yachi.
He's smiling genuinely while talking about me to Yachi.
The call that happened is all misunderstanding, he thought I was Yachi, telling her that he love her before, and he loves me now.
I'm sorry I misunderstood the situations, I'm so dumb to let you go, I want you back, I'm sorry
But it's too late, is it really too late?
That's the letter you saw while cleaning your room.
You smiled.
Im so happy that Tsukishima found me and clear all the misunderstandings.
But it's really too late cause he became the father of Yachi's daughter. Yachi put something on his drink when they were at the restaurant that made Tsukishima lost his mind.
I still love you but it's time to let you go.
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a/n: I love Yachi, I just made her like this in this story. Please don't hate me for making Yachi a bad character.
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tsukishimashoyo · 2 years
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Promise ring
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Sugawara Koushi
"Hey Suga, you and y/n are gonna be a great couple, is she your girlfriend?" that's what you heard, before approaching your friend Suga.
You blushed on what his other friend said to him while hiding from them.
"Huh? Y/n? You sure about that? She's just my friend, and I can't see my future being his boyfriend haha" he said and laughed, while walking away.
You're too shocked on what you've heard from him.
" Haha, did I assumed too much that I thought he also feels what I feel towards him? Well, cheer up y/n, we still can't give up that easily, you're his friend, yeah friend" you walked away.
**the next day**
"Hey y/n, why does your face look like you carry the whole universe" Suga said and cupped your face with his two hands and look in your eyes.
You're face became red and look at the other side.
"I-i-i I'm just not feeling good, yeah I'm not feeling good right now" you said still looking at the other side.
"Eh? You catch a cold? Why didn't you tell me right away, I'll accompany you to the clinic" Suga said and starts walking to the clinic and holds you hand.
"No need, I can walk by myself" you said, struggling to free yourself.
"Don't be stubborn y/n, I'm your friend, and I'm concern about you" he said and holds you tightly.
You became quiet when you heard the word friend from him.
You both arrived at the clinic but the nurse is not there so he just look for the medicine and gave it you.
"Here drink this and sleep, I'll look after you" he said while giving you water.
"Thank you, please don't be like when you're not feeling what I'm feeling toward you" you whispered.
You're still sleeping when You break the silence between you and Suga.
"Hey Suga, what do you think about me? Can you picture yourself and I being a couple? It's now or never" you said while looking at the sheet that covered your lower body.
"You're my friend, and I don't wanna ruin this friendship we've made, so I can't picture us being together as a couple, I'm sorry" he said and lays you down on the bed and left.
You stayed friends with Suga for these past few months, pretending you didn't get hurt to what he said to you.
**one day**
You distance yourself from Suga, because you're afraid of getting hurt and fall harder if you stayed beside him as your friend.
While distancing yourself, you focused on yourself healing, moving on, and erasing the feeling that causes your heartbreak.
**a year passed**
While walking on the streets, someone grabs you and hugs you tightly.
"Hey!" you pushed this person but it won't budge.
"I miss you y/n" you heard the man spoke and you recognize whose voice is that.
"Suga" you said plainly.
"Y/n I'm sorry, can I take back the words I said to you when you asked me if I can picture us being together as a couple? Or is it too late?" he said loosing his hug and just rest his head on your shoulder.
"Suga, it took you so long to picture that huh" you said while stating to build up the tears on your eyes.
"No y/n trust me, it's been so long when I realize that I like you, no I love you, its just that I don't know how to say that after what I said at the clinic" he said, standing in front of you crying.
He looked at you and saw the necklace your wearing.
"A ring, it's really too late for me haha" he said and let go of your hand and walks away.
"Suga~, you didn't even recognize that this is your promise ring you gave to me when we were kids, you let me go so easily, Is this really a goodbye for the both of us? , but I still love you Suga, it didn't fade" you said and run towards Suga who's crossing.
**a sound of crashing car**
A ring rolls over to Suga's feet.
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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Kuroo Tetsuro: Jealous
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A/n: your doing this part standing in the living room—you are pinned in the wall by a black cat.
" Is he better than me, huh?" kisses your neck.
" Can he touch you like this" massage your both ni*ples under your clothes.
" Huh, answer me y/n, can he do what I can do to you? * pinched your ni*ples * do you like doing it with or him?" he said and kissed you with his tounge entering in your mouth.
" ~ngh~ y-your be-tter tha-n him ~ahh~ I li-ke doi-ng I-it with y-you m-ore th-an hi-m ~ngh~" you said between the kisses.
You can't help but moan by his touches on your body. You're also wondering why did his behaviour became like this after you go out.
He smirked after hearing what you said and tear your shirt.
He deepened the kiss and went down to your neck and licked it and kissed it harder than before to make a 'mosquito' bite.
"~ahh K-uroo~" you moaned.
His hands went down and unbutton your pants and it slide down revealing your wet undergarment.
He touches you there and insert one finger.
" ~ahh~ n-n-ot the-re Ku-roo ~ngh~" you said while his playing you down there.
While his touching you down there he kisses went down to your breast and sucked your ni*ples.
" ~ahh sh*-t~" you said giving up to his pleasure then grabbed his head to suck you more.
He chuckle while sucking you and continued what his doing.
His head went down until reaching your part down there and licked it while looking at you.
" You like this? " he said and licked it more.
" ~ngh~ y-yes i lik-e I-t, I wa-nt m-ore" you said — still playing his hair.
He inserted another finger inside you and touches something that make your back arch while kissing and leaving a mark on your thighs.
" You. Are. Mine. Y/n. Understand?" he said still doing what his doing to you.
" These. Are. All. Mine. ALL. MINE." he said and bite your leg.
" ~ahh~ Y-yes a-all yo-urs ~ngh~" you said.
" Good, now what do you want?" asked you.
" I wan-t you in-side m-m-me, pl-ease" you said panting really hard.
" Help me then" he said and stand in front of you.
You un buckled his belt and unbotton his pants with his undergarment revealing his big thing.
After that he carried you and you wrap your legs around him.
While walking he insert his thing inside you.
" ~ahh~ ~ngh~ " you moaned and bites his neck.
You made it in the bedroom and continued what he's doing.
He gave you more pleasure — touched you everywhere on your body, kisses you deeper and leaving more marks around your body, while his pounding you.
<After so many positions you did, you blacked out due to exhaustion 😜>
You woke up and asked why is so eager last night until morning and he said.
" I got jealous to the guy with you and when he kissed your head" he said then looked at you like a puppy.
" Oh my Kuroo that's my brother, but that's okay I liked it tho" you said in disbelief and smirked.
Kuroo came to top you.
" Oh shi-" that's the last words you said before you feel heaven again.
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A/n: that's it I'm done aaahhh I feel embarrassed, don't hate 😭
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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Oikawa Tooru & Akaashi Keiji: Withered flower
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Oikawa Tooru
" And they lived happily ever after, that's the end so sleep now my angel" you said to your niece after reading her a fairytale story.
" Good night" she said and now sleeping.
You go back to your room and remembered the famous line of the fairytale stories " and they lived happily ever after"
You remembered your past relationship with a guy who proposed to you romantically where you felt so special that day but your tomorrow ended up the day where you felt like someone's stabbing many knives in your heart.
Your sister is pregnant with your fiancée. You're one and only family after your parents died.
" Y/n baby believe me I love you, and I didn't know, we were drunk that day, I'm sorry y/n, I'm really sorry" he said crying and kneeling.
" Oikawa Tooru, haha its okay Oikawa just please promise to take care of my sister and my soon to be niece/nephew, I love you Oikawa, I think we're not meant to be. Let's begin our story without each other from now on, okay? " you turn your back after saying that—trying hard not to cry in front of him.
You went to a bridge and scream all of your pain that lingers on your heart. You screamed and screamed until you get tired.
You went home and saw your sister crying on your room.
" Y/n I'm sorry I ruined your relationship with Oikawa, I'm really sorry y/n please forgive me, don't resent me, I'm really sorry y/n" she said the time she saw you and kneeled.
" Sis, don't cry, I don't hate you, I love you so please don't cry  its bad for my niece/nephew *you smiled bitterly* sis can I have a favor?" you asked her kneeling also while you cupped her face.
" *sob* w-what is it s-sis *sob*" she said between her cries.
" I want to be alone, can I have that? " you smiled on a verge of crying.
" Y-yes sis I'm really sorry" she said and walk out of your room.
You cried and cried until you fell asleep.
Time flew fast and it was until when-
After a day you flew out of country to have a space, and also to search whats the missing part on yourself.
You're walking on the aisle looking at Oikawa and beside you is your sister who's 6 months pregnant.
You gave the hand of your sister to Oikawa and smiled.
" Please take care of my sister Oikawa" you said after you go to your seat.
" I will y/n, I will, I'm sorry and thank you" he said.
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Dear self,
Well I'm here to write my past relationship here and buried it to let go of this things. I'm happy that Oikawa loved my sister with those days they were together. I'm really happy that he let go of me and did not break his promise. I love my sister so much that I couldn't hate her even though it hurts for me that she's carying my ex-fiancé's baby. You can say that I'm too kind to let go these feelings but hey I just couldn't hate them, I know it's a mistake and I couldn't just bring myself to tell them that abort their child for me, for my happiness. The baby is not a sin it's a blessing for them and also for me. Maybe me and Oikawa are not destined for each other. I'll write my story without him now and move on. I hope that I'll come back to face them with a sweet smile on my face. I hope that someone will pick the key to my heart and teach me how to love again. This is a goodbye now.
"I love you for the rest of my life, and I'll wait for you no matter what, I'll wait and wait for you and never gonna get tired waiting for you, so you don't have to worry about me, you're the only person I'm willing to marry, so go and chase your dream and then come back to me and I'll welcome you with open arms" he said while getting on his knees and taking out a ring.
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Akaashi Keiji
Those words linger inside your head while remembering what you witnessed 2 years ago.
*2 years later*
Its time to go back to your hometown 'cause you are awarded-lessening your 5-year-contract work only for 2 years, and its for being promoted as an architect and also designated back to your country.
You're excitedly packing your things to go back to your hometown and surprise your fiancée.
* At the house*
You saw the living room so messy— bottles of alcoholic drinks are everywhere. You just shrug it off and went to your room to unpack and plan on how to surprise them but you're the one who's surprised and tears are racing down.
You shouted " I'M BACKKK!!!" while crying.
You saw them kissing, touching each other. Your fiancee and bestfriend are shocked. Your bestfriend starts to cover herself with the blanket and your fiancee panicks as he looks for his clothes.
After he changed he starts to explain.
" Y/n believe me I didn't cheat on you, we suddenly missed you and...w-we decided to drink... alcohol."
"One is enough Akaashi, I know this is harsh but I think this is better, I still need to go back there and I think this will end up you doing it gain while I'm away, and seriously, Akaashi? In our house? You could've done it on hers or motel you crap!"
" Yeah sure alcohol, get out of my house while I'm still on my right mind, I can't guarantee your safety if after 10 seconds both of you are still on my sight" you said clenching your both hands while looking at them angrily.
" Y/n believe m-me, we did it by mistake, I th-thought it was you while we're m-making out, I missed you that I drank alcohol with your b-best friend, please y/n I'm sorry, I will not do it ag-again, p-please y-y/n" he begged you but you didn't listen to him.
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a/n: thank you for the image and liner @senyuuno
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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that's it am oozing out sho-chan
so i took mtime searching for a song that might or should???what...help you idk... fluff fluff fluffffff.
ask: when r u gonna write fluff?
Yeahh sorry about not posting fluff stories so here it is 😊😊 hope you like it
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Tsukishima Kei: Feel the Beat
You're left alone in your classroom because you're assigned as a cleaner and your partner is absent so you're alone cleaning.
You're wearing your headphone while cleaning and listening to this song.
You saw that there's a wallet - a dino printed wallet "cute" that left behind, so you just put it on the teachers desk - deciding that you'll tell it to the teacher after you finished cleaning.
While listening and also cleaning, your like banging your head slightly to the rhythm of the song, and you're lip syncing using the broom as your mic —not paying attention to your surroundings.
You're enjoying what you were doing until —
_ Tsukishima's POV _
I'm walking with yamaguchi and were not that far from the school when I suddenly remembered my wallet.
" What the - my wallet!" shoot, I need to get it right now.
" Maybe it's in the classroom, let's go back and then ask y/n, she's the cleaner so maybe she saw it" Yamaguchi said.
" Y/n is the cleaner, oh shoot - stay here, I'll get it alone, wait here" I said while running - to go to the classroom.
* At the classroom *
He saw all what you are doing.
(back to y/n)
You're nearly done cleaning so you turn around facing the door of the classroom and sing the part
" There's gotta be some butterflies somewhere, wanna share?
'Cause I like you
But that's not enough
So if you will
Please fall in love with me" with your eyes closed and also with stretched arm directly facing to the door.
" You sure about that?" you heard someone speak.
You opened your eyes — shocked.
You saw Tsukishima standing there—leaning.
" *clears throat* Uhm why did you come back?" not paying attention to what he said because of being embarrassed.
" Oh yeah I forgot about that because I enjoyed watching your concert here *chuckles* ehem did you saw a wallet here" he said while his hand are on his mouth.
" Uh yeah, is it the dino wallet? Cute, I didn't know your into kind of cute things" you said teasing him and gave him the wallet.
" Yeah and I didn't know you have a nice voice that you did a concert" he said also teasing you.
" Hmp, I'm done here so let's go out now, I'll lock the door" you said.
" Do you wanna go out with me?" he ask out of the blue.
" Yeah" you said not really paying attention to what he said and just answered.
" Really?" he said surprisingly.
" Huh? Yeah, we're going out now, because I need to close the door" you said plainly.
" Wha- *he looked at you with a serious expression* you didn't understand what I said stupid, I asked you if you wanna go out with me - like date" he said while his hands are on your both shoulders.
" Ehhh!? Uhm well- uhh sure" you said and blushed intensely.
" Good, cause' I like you too, do you like me too? " he smiled at you sweetly that no one ever saw it before.
" Yeah, that song is meant for you" you said while looking at your feet.
Annndd you're now red as a tomato~
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Sakusa Kiyoomi: Perfect
" Don't ask for perfect boyfriend if you can't even be a good girlfriend"
Sakusa being the clean freak, germaphobic, and also silent person have you as his very first girlfriend.
He had feelings for you long time ago and last year is the year where he had the courage to ask you out.
You answered "Yes". Why did you agree if-
" Hey baby wanna come to our practice?"  Sakusa asked you with a hint of excitement while you're on your phone.
" Is Atsumu there?" you asked him. Sakusa's excitement began to fade.
" Ah yeah, why? " he looked at you confused why you look for Atsumu.
" Nothing, let's go you're gonna be late" you said happily standing up from sitting.
*At the gym*
You're just sitting on the bleachers, while Sakusa is stretching. He's looking at you but you're not paying attention to him.
When Atsumu, Hinata and Bokuto came, your eyes lit up and Sakusa noticed it.
They practiced and you're just staring at Atsumu and not Sakusa. Sakusa's looking at you and couldn't concentrate so Sakusa excused and ask to go home first and said he's not feeling well.
" I'll accompany him to the clinic" you said.
" You're so lucky Omi to have y/n by your side, wish I also have one" Atsumu said. You blushed and Sakusa saw it.
*At the clinic*
You looked at Sakusa with rage.
" Huh! You're sick? Really Sakusa you're sick? Earlier you're looking fine, You're. Not. Sick, okay *sigh* Sakusa even though you're good at playing volleyball don't be lazy, don't go lying to you're teammates that you're not feeling well, tsk why you just don't be like Atsumu, he's so devoted at playing volleyball, not like you" you said and turn your back at him.
" Yeah, I'm sorry, you can go back to the gym now, I'll stay here for a while" he replied looking down.
" You sure? Okay then, bye Sakusa" you said— and walked out of the clinic—happily.
* At the Apartment*
Sakusa is having a slight fever that night, he didn't said anything out him being sick. At the morning he still went to practice because he knows that you'll be angry if he doesn't practice and he does know that you love Atsumu and you're just using him.
In the afternoon both of you went to the seaside to watch the sunset.
" Why y/n? I tried my best to be your boyfriend. Is it not enough? Am I not enough? In any days that we went out is there a time where you feel that you love me?" Sakusa teared up while talking.
You froze at the moment.
" Wait Sakusa, I-I- I don't know what you're talking about, of course I love you" you said but you didn't look at him. 
" I love you y/n but I think I'll let you go now" he said and turn his back on you.
" What? You'll let me go? I just want you to be PERFECT, is it that hard for you to be perfect?" you said while looking at him furiously.
You're about to hug him but
" Don't touch me, I'm afraid of germs" He said.
" I'm not sorry for not being perfect, but I'll tell you this don't go asking for a perfect boyfriend if you can't even be a good girlfriend" he said and walked out.
You went to the gym and told what happened. That Sakusa broke up with you and made him the bad guy. You're shocked at what his teammates said to you.
" You know y/n, Sakusa-san did his best but why are you making him a bad guy? Sakusa-san loves you, and endures all the nausea he have when you touched him, all this time he endured the feeling of pain when you looked at Atsumu-san and not paying him attention, I think this is the time where you need to stay away to Sakusa-san, you're not for him" Hinata said with a teary-eyed.
" Sakusa won't say that to you y/n if it's not true, can't you feel the love his showing to you?" Bukoto said to you.
" Omi Omi talks about you like everyday, he doesn't miss a detail when telling us what you and him did, he's not that talkative when you're not here, but then he changed because of you and I thank you for that, but I think you need to get out of Omi's life, and also don't go near him again and also to us, I don't like having a germ lurking here" Atsumu said.
They left the gym to go to Sakusa's apartment. You're left behind at the gym—dumbfounded. You love Sakusa but you're blinded of wanting to have a perfect boyfriend that even falling to Atsumu—his teammate.
You stood there, crying and said to yourself " you don't have the right to cry, you choose this, bear with it"
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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i saw Sen called u sho-chan and I 'll call u that too! Btw I loovveeee your scripts!😍the complete opposite of Sen!😇I remember crying on osamu angst bc theyyyyy are sooooo hurting meeeee!!
😶do u mind if i ask:
,what are ur inspirations in writing 😁
,what/who made u enter tumblr🤔
,your top fav script and whyyy😥
Love, ukyo
Btw agaiinn u okay being called sho-chan? Stay wellllllll😚😗❤
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Hiii!!! Uhmm thank you for reading my stories, and to answer your questions.
Well, you know when your just chilling and listening to sad musics, an idea pops out on your mind and also I love the reaction of my friend like whenever I tell her the teaser of my angst story, I like the reaction she's making 🎶
It's Sen who made me enter tumblr 👀
Uhmm it's Miya Osamu's story, I'm literally crying while writing it 😭
Yeah I'm okay being called Sho-chan ☺️☺️
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Yamaguchi Tadashi: Selfish
A/n: listen to this song
You are all alone on your room, scrolling on your phone, suddenly your mind went all blank when you saw the notification that Yamaguchi posted after your break up last month.
You saw a picture of Yamaguchi with Yachi on her side smiling sweetly. The caption says I'm lucky to have you.
" Yams, I miss you, I made a mistake, I'm sorry" you said to yourself. You were reminiscing your past relationship with Yamaguchi while scrolling to the photos you and Yamaguchi took on your gallery.
You stopped at the picture where Yamaguchi is hugging and looking at you with a sweet smile plastered on his face. You remembered the sweet moments you and Yamaguchi have.
You remembered the time you broke up with him.
" Yams let's break up, I can't do this anymore, I hope you'll find the person who really love you" you said and didn't wait for his response and just leave.
A month have passed and you think that you've moved on but the truth is you still love him, you broke up with him cause' you think you fell out of love but it's not, you just didn't work for your love to him, Yamaguchi is always the one who sacrifices the most to work this relationship you had, to give you his time, to give you attention. You didn't sacrifice anything, you're just accepting but your not giving. You're selfish that you want him back again, you're selfish enough to ask him to leave a space on his heart for you, you're so selfish that you wish him not to be happier to the relationship he has now with Yachi. You can't let him go because of your selfishness.
Today's the time that you message him and said that—
" Can we go back to the time when we are happy together?" he didn't say anything.
" Please Yams, I can't let you go, I'm sorry I ruined our relationship, I promise it'll work this time, please come back"
He sent you a message after a few minutes.
" Y/n you're the one who broke up with me, you chose this decision and I respected that, you didn't even hear my thoughts, you're so selfish y/n, I'm dating Yachi and I'm happy to be with her, please let me go now y/n and stop being selfish, goodbye"
" I'm sorry, I wish you a happy relationship" you messaged him back.
'But don't be happier' you whispered.
On Yamaguchi POV:
" I still want you y/n, but I think this is the best way to free us from hurting each other more, move on and live a better life, I hope you find your true pair and do what you didn't do on our relationship"
—END—
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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i need...an NSFW. hahaha! like, i just wanna read how yours would go? Okay. something like "Can I kiss you right now?" or what, your bet.
Omggg. thank you.
Uhmm hiii~ I don't know if you call this nsfw 😁 but—hope you still like this ☺️
A/n: just listen to this song if you want to
Osamu Miya: Don't tease me
You're boyfriend Osamu is so busy lately—as what expected to the owner of the famous onigiri shop, that he doesn't have enough time to be with you. Well you complain to him that you and him didn't have enough time to have fun or be with each other, so he decided to take a rest day for today.
*Osamu's rest day*
You go out today and have fun, the night comes. After taking a shower, you think that this is your chance to do that 'thing'. Osamu goes to take a shower. You did something while Osamu is taking a shower.
After a long wait, Osamu finished a bath. You heard the door clicking.
You waited that Osamu lie down on the bed and start what you're planning inside your head.
You sat on top of him and said " No touching and I'll continue what I'm gonna do to you" while grinding on top of him.
He is shocked and smirked " Ohh, feisty" looked at you and lick his lip.
"Let's see what you got" he said provoking you.
You inserted your hand inside his shirt and you started touching his chest down to his abdomen. You saw him clenching his fist—trying not to touch you. You smirked and you tease him that you're gonna kiss him on the lips but you actually kiss him on the neck—giving him a kiss mark. You kiss him from neck down to his chest while playing his hair.
" ngh y/n stop teasing me~" he said—trying hard not to touch you.
You sat again and grind. " Okay that's enough, let's sleep now, I'm tired" you said and lie down on bed.
Osamu is shocked to what you did, now that he's in his heat.
" Oh no baby, I'll never let you rest, after what you did to me" he said and goes on top of you.
He put both of your hands on top of your head while his other hand explore on your body. He kissed you full of love and a bit eagerness. He let go of your hands and takes of your clothes. You helped him takes off his clothes.
He kissed you on your neck also giving you a kiss mark but not only on your neck. He started touching your abdomen down to your thighs.
" Ngh~" you moaned and grabbed his hair cause' of the sensation your feeling by his kiss and touch.
You starting to tighten your grip on his hair when he started licking your body. He goes up and started kissing you and positioned himself.
( please continue this scene with your imagination)
You woke up and you attempt that you're gonna drink a water but your whole body aches–you feel sore down there. You saw Osamu coming out from the bathroom.
" Good morning baby, did you have a good sleep, oh wait did we sleep?" he said to you and laugh mischievously.
A/n: your body is full of kiss marks.
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KENMA KOZUME: OFFICIAL
Kenma is a famous game streamer and you are also a famous game streamer.
Today's the day that you're about to start a game with a partner and it's your bestfriend, but something happened.
" Yow, you ready? I started my live stream already" you messaged your bestfriend.
" Hey y/n, I'm sorry I cannot play today with you, I need to go somewhere and it's urgent, I'm really sorry" your bestfriend messaged you back.
" What? Oh okay have a safe trip and be careful, kay?" you meesaged.
" Thanks and I'm really sorry, bye" your bestfriend texted you back.
You focused on your live stream after reading the message.
" Hey guys, Uhm I'll be needing a partner today cause' my partner needs to do something important, can someone help me find a partner?" you said at your stream-talking to your watchers.
One of your  commented that there's another gamer who's searching for a partner too, cause' he's partner didn't show up.
" So who is this player, maybe I can ask if he wants to be my partner? " you asked to your watchers.
" Hmm~ kodzuken, okay then let me ask him" you said.
You search for kodzuken and ask him if he wants to be your partner.
" Hi Kodzuken, hey Uhm do you want to be my partner for today's game?" you asked him, after you said it, there is a silence to the other side.
" Sure" he said with a bored voice.
" Okay then, let's start" you said.
After the game-both of you win. Both of you did not stop the live stream.
" Whoa, your a good player, I'm sorry for the rude attitude that I did before we played, let's play another game, *whispers* if you want to" he said.
" Oh that's fine, sure, let's play another game" you said.
And both of you played and played after 3 hours.
" Hey Uhm, do you still want to be my partner, I really like you to be my partner, you're so good at playing, so do you still want to be my partner at playing?" Kodzuken asked you with a shy type voice.
" Uhmm sure, let's play on our next streams again, I'm sorry I need to go, see you again~" you said.
" See you~" he said.
That's the start of your and his fans started to ship the both of you.
After 3 months playing and his always your partner. You and him starting to meet up and well- the rumours that you and Kenma are dating is spreading like a  wild fire. Whenever you are streaming many fans are asking if you and him are dating, that's also what's happening to Kenma's stream. He's so done dealing with the rumours so he said at his stream that you and him are in a relationship. That's also what you did on your stream because you're also done with all those rumours going around. Well the shocking part is- you both said it at the same time when the both of you are playing. Silence is present after what happened.
" *clears his throat* Well, now that you all know that we're dating please stop asking my kitten about us." he said after he recovered.
You blushed really hard that you need to turn your head at the direction where there's no camera.
After you recovered you said at your stream " Also stop asking my Ken Ken".
(After that the viewers/fans are smashing their keyboards haha.)
The viewers/fans commented—OUR SHIP HAS SAILED.
After two days, the both of you meet to talk about what happened to the previous stream.
*At a cafe*
" Hey uhmm y/n, well if you want to—can-can- can we make it of-official?" Kenma asked you after a long silence between you.
" Well, sure let's make it official" you said and smiled at him.
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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I'm.... stressed out with acads...and someone...gghhh. can i request some (please...justtt pls)some fluff? i wanna feel comfy with Sugawara, Akaashi anddd maybe Kenma.
i am thankful in advance. FLUFFFFF!yeah.
I kinda forgot what is a fluff story now haha...so yeah hope you like it 😅 also I didn't make for kenma coz he's in another story 🙂
I'm Here for you
SUGAWARA KOUSHI
Your bestfriend is Sugawara who's busy talking to Daichi so you decided to approach Tanaka and Nishinoya. Karasuno club members know you because you are always with Suga and also you're present to all of their matches.
" Yow Tanaka and Noya, Suga is still busy so can I ask a favor to you too?" you asked them.
" Sure/ Yes What is it?" the answered, looking at you with admiration.
" Uhm, can you teach me basic learnings about volleyball like how to receive and also how to serve, like that" you said and smiled at them.
" Okay, first, your form should be like this * showed the right form for receiving * and then whoosh and bam like that, see its easy" Noya said and looked at you.
" Uhm, i-i think I kinda understand what you said haha" you said doubtly.
" Okay then, Tanaka you serve and y/n receives" Noya suddenly said.
You're about to say something but Tanaka already serve the ball and you don't know what to do, you just copy the form that Noya did and then receives the ball but unfortunately you receive it by your face and not your hands.
" Oww" you said and then collapse on the ground.
" Y/N!? WHAT HAPPENED? TELL ME!! WHY ARE YOU BLEEDING, O MY DO YOU STILL REMEMBER ME!? I'M YOU'RE BOYFRIEND SUGAWARA!!" he said when he heard your voice, and came to you running and worriedly look at you and your nose bleeding.
" Of course I know you, you are my BESTFRIEND Suga" you said while looking at him.
" Ouch, that hurts y/n haha, but you know if you want to I can be your boyfriend" he said and smiled-you blushed.
He carried you in a bridal style and walk to go to the clinic.
" Hey, I can walk you know" you said while looking at him-your arms wrapped around his nape.
" Yeah I know, I just want to carry you like this, I'm practicing that when I get married I will carry my bride like this" he said and laugh a bit.
" Sheeesh, and who would it be?" you asked.
He opened the door at the clinic but no one's around so he's the one treated your nose bleeding.
" Why you want to know who is my bride, well as your BESTFRIEND im gonna tell you, well you know her long ago" he said and smirked.
" Tsk, I don't want to guess" you said but deep inside you're thinking who is it.
" It's you y/n" he said out of nowhere.
" Okay that's good" you said unconsciously.
" Wait-what? Me? Are you sure?" you said while your face is getting red.
" Of course, actually I'm just gonna ask you after the graduation but I kinda blurted it out so I just continue what I started" he said looking shyly.
" Then, I think no, I don't want to" you said looking at him.
" Then I guess, it's my first heartbreak" he said looking down and with teary eye.
" You practiced right?, so why being your girlfriend if I can be your wife" you said and then looks away immediately when he look at you.
" Then YOU. ARE. MINE. NOW" he said and held your chin but averted his gaze after a second because he blushed.
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AKAASHI KEIJI
Its already night and you feel nervous because your upcoming defense on your thesis is on tomorrow. Akaashi came over to your house to check if your okay, because you texted him that you feel nervous.
" Y/n are you okay? Why do you feel nervous?" he asked softly.
" Our upcoming defense is on tomorrow and I feel nervous about it, I can't- I-I- I don't know what to do argghh" you said to him while fidgeting your fingers and pacing back and forth.
" Okay okay, calm down, follow me, now breath in *inhales* breath out *exhales*" he said calming you down.
" *sigh* thank you Akaashi, but I'm still nervous for tomorrow, I can't understand what our topic now because for sure I'll forget them when I'm at the front of the panelist" 
You said to him with worried face.
" Uhm, then let me help you understand the lessons and then while doing it I'll think of something tha will help you cope your nervousness, okay?" he said softly at you and pat your head lightly and smiled.
* After 3 hours of reviewing the topic of your thesis. Akaashi tells you about what you should do to not be nervous, while at the stage*
" Thank you helping me Kaashi, you're really the best boyfriend I've ever had" you said.
" Ah stop that y/n *he blushed*" he said turning his head to other side so that you can't see his face.
" Ohhh haha you're really cute Kaashi, you can spent the night here cause' it's already late" you said at him and smiled.
" Okay but I'll sleep in the couch" he said pointing at your couch in the room.
" What? No you can't, my bed is wide enough for the two of us, you can sleep there, come Kaashi" you said and gave hima puppy eyed look.
" But— Uhm okay but let me put a pillow between us, we are still not married so that's the safest solution I could think" he said and goes to the other side of the bed and place a three pillow between you and him.
" Yeyyy, that's okay, let's slepp now" you said and fall into sleep.
" Haha, you're really cute y/n, good night y/n" he said and kiss your forehead.
* Today's the day of defense is happening and your the next presenter*
" Let's proceed to the next presenter" the teacher said.
You did what Akaashi said to you last night to lessen your nervousness.
" Okay y/n breath, imagine that your in a room just like you practiced last night with Akaashi, in a room that you are the only person or with Akaashi, Come on y/n, let's do this!!" you said to yourself while walking in the front of the panelist.
The time that your about to speak you saw Akaashi at the back of the room, and he smiled at you giving you a goodluck thumbs up.
*Annndd that's how you defense your thesis smoothly*
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Miya Osamu: Goodbyes
Osamu is really caring to you. Always there by your side in happiness and sadness. Always take care of you first before himself.
Your family is one of the powerful family around the world. Osamu's family is the most powerful family around the world. Your family and his are enemies because of the power they want.
" Osamu are you sure they won't caught us having a secret relationship? Our family's enemies for a long time" you said wearing a hoodie to hide your identity from the people that you may pass.
" Trust me y/n, they won't caught us, now let's enjoy our day, okay?" he smiles at your to assure that it's okay and to not be afraid.
The both of you did have fun. The night that you spent is full of laughter and sweetness.
Until.....
You came home with Osamu but Osamu hids himself and a trajedy befell on you when you came home. You heard a loud sound right at your house. A house full of fire that makes your eyes in tears. Your about to run inside your house when someone stops you.
" MOM! DAD!" you tried calling them by their phone but no one answered.
* Firetruck came *
" Y/n it's dangerous please let the firemen do their work" Osamu said holding you.
" NO!! MY PARENTS! MY PARENTS OSAMU!! I NEED TO CHECK IF THEY ARE INSIDE!! IF-IF-IF THEY ARE SAFE!!, I NEED TO, PLEASE OSAMU LET ME GO, please, I need to see them" your knees gave up while Osamu is hugging you, comforting you, assuring that he's by your side not leaving you.
* A firemen came out the house carrying two bodies covered in white cloth *
You run to them and touch them with your trembling hands.
" Mom Dad I'm home, please open your eyes, this is not a good joke, plesae wake up, please please, mom dad let me be with you, this is unfair, mom dad don't leave please, let me be with you, please" you cried and cried until blacked out.
* A day passed *
You woke up at a hospital bed, alone. You know that Osamu and you can't be together at the hospital because of your families, but now your now all alone.
Osamu is secretly taking care of you, you can live on your own because of your parents. Little did you and Osamu know, someone knew about your secret relationship and that's the reason why your parents are in peace now.
* a month passed *
" Y/n I can't take it anymore let's break up" Osamu said to you looking at you-no emotion.
" What? Please Osamu dont do this to me, please your the only person I have now, tell me the truth Osamu, is it your father? Or is it something else?" you said holding both of his hands-trembling.
" It's not about father, you know that I can oppose my father just to be with you, please let's just break up, I'm just getting tired of this set-up" he said and about to turn his back on you when you hugged him.
" Don't lie to me Osamu, tell me the truth, please you can rely on me like how I rely on you, please Osamu" you said still hugging him.
" I-I have a stage 3 cancer, the doctor said that I should stay at the hospital to monitor me" he said. You let him go and goes in front in him.
" What? Did your parents know? And remember this, I won't leave you, I'll stay with you until you get better" you said firmly.
" I didn't tell them, I run away from home, I'm sick of those power they abused" he said and hugs you back.
" Thank you y/n, I'm really thankful that your with me, I'm scared being alone, thank you, thank you very much" he said. You felt that your shoulder is wet because of Osamu's tears.
" 6 months have passed and your still at the hospital with Osamu"
" Osamu you still look good without a hair, you're really the most handsome person I've ever met" you said cheering him up.
Osamu lost so many weights, he looks paler. Your always making him an onigiri and also let him help you to unwind himself.
* sound of a aggressive open the door *
" Samu why didn't you tell me about getting sick! I'm your brother how can you do this to me, I thought no secrets to each other" Atsumu came.
Atsumu knew about your secret relationship with his twin brother and he's with you, he support your relationship with his brother.
" Y/n I think you need to go home first and have some rest, let me take care Samu this time" Atsumu said looking at you concerned.
" Uhmm okay, I'll be back at noon, thank you Atsumu" you said hesitantly.
" Y/n no need to be rush, I'll take care of your beloved *winks*" he said and laughs a little.
" I love you Osamu, I promise to come back at noon" you said and kissed his forehead.
" I love you too y/n" he said trying hard to smile and talk.
* You really came back at noon and a peacefully sleeping Osamu is what you seen, Atsumu is sleeping on the couch*
You didn't wake Atsumu and wipe Osamu's body with a wet towel. Suddenly....
* A sound of rapid heartbeat from monitor *
Atsumu wakes up and calls immediately a doctor. The doctor nanad the nurses came rushing and trying to revive Osamu.
" Atsumu, Is Osamu leaving us?" you said trying to calm down and believe to the doctor.
" No, he loves you very much, he don't want to leave you, he'll fight" he said-calming you.
* A sound of a flatline from the monitor is what you heard and that when your world stops *
A doctor walk towards you and give a letter that is addressed to you, the penmanship is Osamu's.
'Hey y/n,
If your reading this I maybe dead now, I'm gonna be with your parents, we'll surely be by your side, I'm sorry for what my parents did to your parents, I made sure that they will be gonna rot in the jail, I love you y/n. This may be our goodbye but this is the beginning being the independent you, don't give up, you gotta get up and try, don't be afraid, let my brother help you if you needed, goodbye y/n, and also I made a last onigiri just for you, I love you always, hope you live to the fullest'
From your beloved boyfriend,
Miys Osamu
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tsukishimashoyo · 3 years
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pleaseeee not hinata! Please not him! i canttttt
I'm sorry, I already made one...... Peace ✌️😋
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Hinata Shoyo: The Truth
You are a victim of bullying and No ONE approaches you until-
* Your homeroom teacher came *
" Good morning everyone, today we have a transferee, be good to him, come on in"
" Uhm-Hi everyone, I'm Hinata Shoyo, and I love to play volleyball, nice to meet you" he smiles brightly.
" Whoa a he's so cute, I wanna be friend with him" girl classmate 1 said.
" Yeah, I wanna sit beside him, go over there so that he will sit beside me" girl classmate 2 said to girl classmate 1.
" Wha-" girl classmate 1 is shocked.
Well everyone on the classroom wants to be friend with him. Your are not exempted because you were struck when he smile and looked at your direction.
" Uhm teacher, can I sit with her?" he asked pointing at your direction.
" Of course, you can sit wherever you want" the teacher said.
All eyes on you and some are glaring at you. The teacher starts to discuss.
" Hey, I'm Hinata Shoyo, you can call me Shoyo, Sho, or maybe you can call me mine *smiles*" he said and laughs a bit.
" *giggles* I'm y/n" you said and smiled slightly.
* After the class *
" Y/n can you come with you at the cafeteria, my friends said they are in the cafeteria already and I don't know where it is" he said with a puppy eyes.
" Uhm- * your eyes saw the people staring at you * I'm sorry, I can't" you said and looked down.
" Oh come on y/n, you my friend now so I'm gonna introduce you to my other friends" he smiled and cling on your arms.
" Can I come with you? I know where the cafeteria is" said the flirty classmate.
" No, I only want y/n, I'm not sorry" Hinata said not looking at the flirty classmate.
" Wha- Hey you freak! What did you do to Hinata that he choose you over me? You did something right!? Don't lie" she said pointing at you.
You just stayed quiet because you don't want a fight so you just take those hurtful words of her.
" Hey! Y/n did nothing, you being like that to y/n makes me wanna hate you more, I want to be with her because I wanted to, not because she did something, let's go y/n" Hinata said and pulled you out of the classroom.
You and Hinata arrived at the cafeteria and you saw three guys that Hinata waved his hands at.
" Your late Shoyo, we're hungry already" a boy sipping milk said.
" Whoa with you Shoyo?" a guys with green haired guy with freckles said while looking at you.
" Another person that is having a problem at expressing emotion, right?" yellow haired guy with a glasses said while reading a book.
" She's y/n, she's one of us now, be friends with her, now let's order first y/n and then let's eat together, and btw, this is Kageyama Tobio * points at a guy who's sipping a milk* this is Yamaguchi Tadashi * points at a guy with freckles* and lastly, he's Tsukishima Kei *points at a guy reading a book* " he said not minding the other two comments.
" Oh-okay" you said shyly.
* 6 Months have passed*
6 months that he's by your side and also his other friends Kageyama, Yamaguchi, and Tsukishima. He's always protecting you from your bullies. Your happy to be with them, no more hiding who you truly are until-
" Stay away to Hinata and nothing will gonna happen to you, dont you dare tell this to Hinata, tell him and he will be ruined" your flirty classmate said to you while your alone sitting at your desk.
* Hinata arrives and drag you out at the classroom and reaches the roof top*
" Y/n i wanna be honest to you, and I don't want this to be long, Iminlovewithyou" he said and blushed intensely.
" What? I'm sorry what did you just said?" you know what he said but you want to be clear because you fall I love to him also but the threat of your classmate is lingering inside your head making your feeling towards him waver.
" I said I'm in love with you, can you be my girlfriend " he said not looking at you because of his face is red as a tomato.
" I'm sorry Shoyo but I only see you as a friend, and can I have a favor?" you said stopping yourself from crying.
" Oh a friend, of course you can, what is it? " he said and smiled forcely.
" Can we not see each other again and just be strangers to each other? " you feel like a million knives are stabbed at your heart after saying that FAVOR.
" Oh only me? That's okay, just please don't treat our other friends as a strangers"*coughs* " he said and a tear fell from his eyes.
" Thank you" you said and run out at the rooftop leaving him behind. Your feet gave up and you cried and cried because of you denying your feelings towards him.
* a few months have passed *
As a promise you didn't treat Kageyama, Yamaguchi and Tsukishima like a strangers, you hang out with them but your not happy like the day when Hinata is with you. You wonder why Hinata is not coming at the school this past few months. You asked why Hinata is not around the campus to Tsukishima.
" Did you not know that Hinata is suffering from a Hanahaki disease? I don't know the girl he confesses that didn't accept his love, I just want to curse her to death for hurting our friend, didn't he tell you?" he asked you.
The world seems to stop and Tsukishima mentioning Hinata having a Hanahaki disease repeats at your head.
" Y/n, y/n, y/n! " you saw Tsukishima snapping his fingers in front of you.
" I'm sorry I need to go " you said and run away.
You suddenly bump to Kageyama and Yamaguchi.
" Y/n where are you going? And why are you running? And also don't you have anything to say to Hinata? " Yamaguchi asked.
" Y/n can we talk? " Kageyama said and looked at you- serious.
" Uhm-yeah" you said hesitantly.
" Kageyama, Tsukki and me are gonna go first, we need to go to the hospital and be with Hinata, do it faster, I'm gonna text you if we arrived" Yamaguchi said-giving you a hint where Hinata is. Kageyama just nod to him.
* A deafening silent are passed between you and Kageyama until his phone ring and answers it * sign that Yamaguchi and Tsukishima arrived at the hospital safely,though you didn't notice it because of having a slight panic *why Hinata is at the hospital, is his disease is severe already and it's my fault? You need to go to the hospital faster to tell him the truth* that's what running through your head.
" So, I just wanna ask you, do you REALLY see Hinata as A FRIEND? be honest with your answer y/n, I don't want lies" he asked holding his phone on his right arm.
" Can we just talk this Kageyama while going to the hospital? I need to tell Hinata the truth" you said panicking.
" Kags, Kags, make her tell the truth now Hinata is at his peak already, you need to hurry up" Yamaguchi said through the phone.
" Y/n I need the truth now, I will let you see Hinata if you tell me the truth, NOW" Kageyama said composing his self after what he heard from Yamaguchi.
" I like him okay? No, I love him, I just can't bring myself to tell him the truth because of one of my classmate threatened me that he will make Hinata's life a living hell,i don't want him to suffer but I made a mistake, I'm a coward, I don't deserve Hinata's love, I'm weak, I can't protect him like how he protect me from my bullies " you said while crying inside the taxi. You took a deep breath.
" Please, let me just see Hinata for the last time, I can't see myself being happy with Hinata after what I did to him" you said crying harder.
You heard a sound from Kageyama's phone a sound that makes your world stop.
* A sound of the monitor the heartbeat of a person-flatlined*
* At the Hospital *
You ran to Hinata's room and saw a person covered with a white cloth. You shove those person that surrounds the body.
" I'm sorry Shoyo, I'm really sorry, it's my fault, I'm a coward, I did this to you, I love you Shoyo, please come back, come back to me, I promise to not lie to you again just please come back, please, please, please, I need you, please come back" you cried and cried until-
" Y/N!! Do you know that person?" Kageyama asked catching his breath.
" How can you not know, this is Hinata, its too late now, Hinata is gone now, and its my fault" you said crying your heart out.
" Y/n let go of him, let go now" Kageyama said while pulling you from hugging the body.
" NO!!, I DON'T WANT TO!! PLEASE LET ME BE WITH HINATA" hugging the body.
" Y/N that is not Hinata, he's in the other room" Kageyama said that make you stop hugging the body.
" What? Isn't this the room the nurse said? Room 1215?" you said looking at Kageyama teary eyed.
" It's room 1216, you mistook it 1215 because you run off" Kageyama said pulling you now because of what you did.
" Oh my, I'm sorry * bows * I'm really sorry, I mistook him" you said while looking down.
" That's okay, I think you need to go to the other room now" random person said.
" Yes, thank you and I'm sorry" you said looking down while going out from the room.
* You saw Hinata lying on his bed * " Hinata, I'm sorry I made a mistake, I lied to you about my feelings and this happened to you, I'm a coward for not telling you the truth" you said while walking towards Hinata.
This time the three of your friends walked out to give Hinata and you a privacy.
" Y/n you saved me, and that is enough, no need to be sorry"
" Hinata I want to say that Iloveyou" you said shyly.
" Sorry what?" he asked confused.
" I love you Hinata Shoyo, and I want to ask you this time. Can you be my boyfriend?" you said and look at him blushing.
" Y/n I'm sorry but I don't want to be your boyfriend" he said looking at you - eye to eye.
" Oh, that's alright" you said at the verge of crying.
" I want to be YOURS" he said and smiled brightly.
* He open his arms asking you to hug him, and you hug him like there's no tomorrow*
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