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chaoticbeanz · 2 months
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Thank you for the insight!! I really appreciate it!!🖤
Question??
Is it considered self shipping if when I write I envision myself but use a different name or change hair/eye color?
Like I write to indulge my fantasies therefore I see myself. All my oc main girlies are me in a way.
I just would like some clarification now that I’m seeing more self ships and f/o posts.
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chaoticbeanz · 2 months
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Question??
Is it considered self shipping if when I write I envision myself but use a different name or change hair/eye color?
Like I write to indulge my fantasies therefore I see myself. All my oc main girlies are me in a way.
I just would like some clarification now that I’m seeing more self ships and f/o posts.
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chaoticbeanz · 3 months
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Hellfire’s Girl 2
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Summary- A new girl moves to Hawkins and has already made an impression.
Pairing- Eddie Munson x Fem!oc
Warnings- friends to lovers, slow burn, she/her pronouns, cursing, mainly nickname will be used,
Word Count- Almost 2k
Notes- There will be some straying from the storyline. Not a lot of Eddie in this one I apologize. Please don't forget to comment. I'd love to hear feedback.
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Part 1
~3rd Person~
Peaches felt so much better about school and Hawkins in general. She had friends, her boys she decided to call them. And according to Dustin, she’d have a few more. She loves the nickname she was given. She never cared about fitting in but she was glad she found others who made her feel like she belonged. Hellfire made her feel like she was always meant to be there.
After lunch, the group began to separate, walking to their respective classes. Each member bid her farewell.
Before walking down the hall she called out, “Hey Gareth!”
He turned around, “What's up Peaches?”
“After school, did you still wanna have a ‘grass’ session with me?” she asked nervously, pushing up her glasses.
“Hell yeah! I’ll wait for you in the parking lot.”
“Perfect!” she smiled, turning in the opposite direction. Unaware that Eddie was right behind her, only able to catch Gareth’s response. Were they meeting after school? Did you like Gareth? He couldn't help feeling that little green monster creeping up again but it instantly faded when he saw her jump.
“Fuck Eddie!”
He liked hearing her say his name. She somehow made it sound so much sweeter.
~Lena~
“You scared the daylights out of me!” I smacked his arm trying to catch my breath as he raised them in defense.
“Forgive me, milady, that was not my intent.”
I couldn't help but giggle. “Uh huh sure. Then praytell, what is your intent, good sir?”
“To escort fair maiden Peaches to her next educational torture.” Eddie bows to sell the bit.
I had to contain the blush creeping up my cheeks. All the boys are using the nickname but it feels different when Eddie uses it.
When he looks up at me I shake my head, beginning to walk. “Don't you have a class too?” He didn't need to know yet that I had a study hall.
He stands up and jogs to catch up with me. “Mrs, O’Donnell can wait. Besides, I wanted to know what you thought about good ole Hawkins high.”
I shrugged my shoulders, “It’s not so bad. There is a clear imbalance in the hierarchy and everyone seems way too invested in basketball. I personally find it boring. Besides, I’m more of a band girl anyway.”
“Finally! Someone normal!” Eddie cheers out. I couldn't help but laugh at his theatrics.
“Everyone here seems small-minded, that they don't like change or the unconventional.”
“That's Hawkins for ya sweetheart. If you aren't cookie cutter then you're branded a ‘freak’.”
I forced myself to ignore the pet name. But it made me sad to think. Is that how the boys were labeled? Bullied because they dressed differently or liked other things that weren’t sports? Hawkins was so ass backward and it wasn't going to force me into conformity.
“Well, I guess that makes me a freak then.” I turned to face him as I stopped in front of the library.
Eddie looked at me with a look I couldn't quite place. Maybe I shouldn't read too much into it. He pointed at the library questioningly. “Oh, did I forget to mention I have a study hall?” I teased then curtsied. “I thank you good sir for the company. Now I bid thee farewell.”
He smirks at me and takes my hand, “But of course. Anything for Maiden Peaches.” Eddie kissed the back of my hand then sauntered off down the hall.
I let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding in. I could feel how red my cheeks were as I walked through the doors looking for a table to sit at and attempt to study. Which proved to be more difficult than intended. Head clouded with Eddie when I knew it shouldn't be. C’mon Lena, you can't have a crush this quickly! You just met him! Besides, he's just being nice because you're the new girl. At least that's what I tried to convince myself. Maybe I could poke around and ask questions with Gareth? Though they seemed like best friends, he probably wouldn't share secrets with me.
Worth a shot.
~Eddie~
God, how was I crushing so hard already?! She’s absolutely perfect! I wanted to know everything about her. What music she listened to, and what movies she watched. Did she know D&D? How would she react to me having a band? I couldn't stop thinking about her.
After I walked away from her, I felt like I was on cloud nine. Fuck going to class. I decided I was going to skip this class and head to my picnic table for a smoke. Then I’d catch up with Gareth. I needed to know what was going on between them. I know I wasn't the only one captivated by not just her beauty but her humor and her charm as well. I lit a cigarette and took a long drag. Letting it fill my lungs then exhale all the smoke.
Maybe ‘m getting ahead of myself? What if she already has a boyfriend? Or what if she doesn't even like guys? I mean Buckley swings that way so it is possible. We just became friends, is it selfish of me to already want something more, to be more to her?
All my life in Hawkins, there wasn't anyone quite like Peaches.
As if on cue, the bell rang just as I stomped out my cigarette. Time to have a chat with Gareth.
~3rd Person~
When Eddie found Gareth, he casually put his arm around his best friend. Gareth could see the mischief in his eyes. “What did I do?”
“Heard you say you were meeting Peaches after school? What's that about?” Eddie tried not to sound desperate, but it may have come out as jealousy instead.
Gareth knew immediately then that his best friend had the hots for her. I mean could he blame him? It didn't stop him from having a bit of fun with Eddie. He didn't need to know that Gareth was secretly trying to help him in the long run. “Yeah man, she asked me if I wanted to share a joint with her.”
He could practically see the gears moving inside Eddie’s head. Trying not to show his agitation.
“You rarely smoke.” Eddie couldn't wrap his head around it. And he thought Peaches couldn't get any better. A grunge stoner goddess roamed these halls.
Of all people though, why’d you have to ask Gareth? His green monster was starting to get the better of him.
“Who am I to turn down such an offer? Besides, gives me the chance to get to know her more.”
Eddie wanted to punch the smirk off his face but contained himself. He had to remind himself that it was fair game. It didn't mean he liked the idea.
“Trying to get with our Peaches, Gare?”
“We’re just friends, Eds.” Just then the bell rang signaling the next class. “Look, I got to go. We’ll talk later man.”
Gareth walked away, leaving Eddie alone in the hallway.
Eddie’s mind was too preoccupied; he barely paid attention for the rest of the day. Well, even less than he usually did.
~Lena~
I couldn't be more happy than to hear the last bell ring. The day was finally over. My brain was fried and not in the way I wanted yet.
I quickly gathered my things and headed to my locker. I didn't want Gareth to have to wait long for me. As I started putting books into my locker, I thought about the questions I wanted to ask him that I didn't get to during lunch. Nothing super personal, just general things about the boys.
Once my locker was locked, I headed towards the doors. Pushing them open I see Gareth leaning against the building. “Sorry if I took too long.”
He turned his head and smiled, “It’s all good Peaches.”
I return the smile and walk towards my car, he pushes off the wall and follows.
“Do you have a spot or…?” I asked as I opened my door and tossed my bag in the back seat.
”Uh…most of the time it’s the back of Eddie’s van.” Gareth rubs the back of his neck, nervously laughing while we get into my car.
I turn my key and it roars to life. Eddie. I hadn’t even thought to ask him. Now I feel like an idiot and rude.
”Oh. Well now I feel bad. Had I known I would’ve asked him if he wanted to join too.”
”Don’t worry Peach. There’s always next time.”
I started reversing out of the spot I was in, “You’re right. We could go to my house if that’s cool with you? My parents let me smoke on the roof.”
”That’s badass! Mine won't even let me in the garage.”
I laughed as I pulled out of the parking lot, heading towards my house. “Oh, I have some tapes in my glove compartment if you don’t want to listen to Queen.”
In the corner of my eye I saw him reach and search through what I had. Though I had a feeling I knew what he’d pick.
“You listen to Black Sabbath?”
I knew he’d be shocked. One, it was considered “Devil music” and two, sometimes I didn’t look like the kind of girl to like that sort of music. But I didn’t care and I told him what I told everyone.
“Music is music Gareth. I like what I like.”
”I knew I made the right decision becoming friends with you Peaches.”
I looked over at him and gave him a smile while at a red light. He put in the tape and we jammed out for the rest of the ride.
When I parked in front of my house, I noticed that neither of my parents were home yet. Which was fine, I wasn’t uncommon since they both had jobs. Before I got out of my car, I reached into the glove compartment to retrieve my last joint and placed it in my pocket.
I unlocked my front door and we entered. “Welcome to Casa de Peaches. Make yourself a home.” I relocked the door then tossed my keys on the coffee table and my bag on the couch. “Before we head to the roof, we should probably grab some drinks and snacks. I don’t know about you but I get major munchies.”
I gestured for him to follow me into the kitchen. I opened the fridge and grabbed a drink. “You can have whatever you want.” I said leaving it open for him to choose. We each grabbed a few snacks from the cabinet as well then he followed me to my room.
”You got a nice place Peaches.” I hear Gareth say as we reach the top of the stairs.
”It’s not so bad. I’m still getting used to it.”
As soon as I opened my door, I was mortified. “Fuck!”
I had forgotten that I had shit everywhere. Clothes, shoes, books, tapes and records. My room looked like a raid happened while I was at school. I could hear Gareth chuckle from behind me. “I am so sorry it’s so messy. I usually have it fairly clean when friends are over.” He probably thinks I’m gross because girls are supposed to be cleaner than boys.
”It reminds me of my room, but slightly girly.” He laughed. “Don’t worry. I don’t think less of you.”
Well that’s a relief.
I place my snacks on my small side table next to the window. While Gareth did the same, I quickly started cleaning up some of the disaster. He noticed. “Seriously Peaches, it's fine.”
He ended up grabbing my shoulders to stop me from moving around.
”Okay. Okay.” I took a deep sigh then fished out the joint from my pocket. I couldn’t stop the smirk that was forming.
”Let's light this sucker!”
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chaoticbeanz · 3 months
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Hellfire's Girl
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Summary- A new girl moves to Hawkins and has already made an impression. 
Pairing- Eddie Munson x Fem!oc
Warnings- friends to lovers, slow burn, she/her pronouns, cursing, mainly nickname will be used, 
Notes- This is my first Eddie fic. Also, I will be straying from the storyline. Please don't forget to comment. I'd love to hear feedback.
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~Lena~
Moving to Hawkins wasn't as bad as I had originally thought. Sure it sucks that I had to leave, but knowing I was only about 3 hours away from my friends made me feel better about it.
Starting my senior year in a new high school on the other hand… blows.
Well, it would have if I cared about fitting in. Back home no one judged. But here? Oh boy did they. I had to keep some of my hobbies on the down low, for now at least. Apparently, Dungeons and Dragons was considered “Devil worshipping”. So much for me trying to find people to teach me how to play. Or so I thought. Barely one week in Hawkins High is all it took for me to make a friend. Or a few.
~English class~
I was sitting in the back because I couldn't pay attention today. I was a passing student so I wasn't worried. 
As I tuned out the teacher, I started doodling on what should've been my notes. The only thing on my mind was smoking my last joint that was tucked away in my car. I was unconsciously drawing clouds around the leaf I had made on my paper.
“Hey, New girl.” I heard whispers next to me. Turning my head to see a boy wearing a shirt with the words “Hellfire Club”. Maybe it was a new band?
“Do you partake or just like drawing?”
This felt like a trick question. Was he trying to get me caught or being friendly? I've learned quickly not to trust anyone yet. The jocks and the cheerleaders are the royalty in the ranks. Any lower on the food chain and you're a target no matter what.
He felt my hesitation to the question so he continued, “I only ask because if you need “flower”- he points to my picture- I know a guy.”
That sounds even more suspicious! I lean in slightly whispering, “You do realize how that sounds like a total set up right? Why should I trust you?”
The boy puts his hands up in defense.“That's fair. But wouldn't me asking you just be me outing myself? Why would I rat both of us out?”
“Touche.”
“I’m Gareth by the way.”
“Lena. And hypothetically if I were to say I had “flower”. Would you partake?”
“Uh Duh.” We both laughed silently.
“You seem pretty cool Gareth.” I could tell that took him by surprise but he tried to cover it up. 
“Uh, thanks. So do you.” he paused for a second “Would you wanna come sit with me and my friends during lunch? I can't guarantee that you'll think they'll be as cool as me but…” I giggled.
“I’d love to. And trust me if they're like you I'll like them way better than the “royalty”.”
With that said the bell had rung, dismissing everyone for lunch. I put my notebook in my bag seeing Gareth standing in the corner of my eye. Like he's waiting for me. How sweet.
“I have to put some stuff in my locker. You can go ahead and I'll find you.” I smiled at him. He nodded his head but looked unsure. Like he thought I was lying about sitting with them. Nonetheless, he walks out of the room towards the lunch room while I head to my locker.
~3rd Person~
As Gareth walked to the lunch room, he thought about Lena. Was she being serious about sitting with them? Regardless he would have to mention her to his friends. Even if she didn't sit with them she was one of the good ones.
As he walks through the doors, a roar of multiple conversations bounces off the walls. He grabs his lunch and then heads to his table with his dungeon master and best friend seated at the head of the table.
The kiddies arrived just as he sat down. Now was his chance.
“Hey guys, I invited the new girl to sit with us.”
Everyone at the table paused as if processing what Gareth had said. Then a chorus of laughs erupted from the group. “I’m serious!”
Eddie wipes a fake tear from his eye. “Good one Gare.”
“Yeah like a girl is gonna sit with us.”Jeff rolls his eyes.
“You're delusional man!”
With Gareth trying to defend himself and the group in denial, they had not noticed Lena approaching their table.
~Lena~
I rushed to my locker to dump whatever I didn't need for my next classes. Then into the bathroom to make sure I didn't look crazy. I wanted to make a good first impression on Gareth's friends. It’d be nice to have real people to hang out with who are not snobby rich fakers.
When I got to the cafeteria I scanned the room to find Gareth while going through the line to just get some fruit. Surprised that they had peaches I grabbed two then spotted Gareth after I paid. 
As I was heading to the table, a blonde cheerleader I met earlier stopped me. I think her name was Chrissy.
“Hey, would you like to sit with me and the girls?” she smiled sweetly.
“Oh thanks but I've got a seat already.” offering her a smile back. I didn't want to hurt her feelings because she seemed like the only genuine popular girl I'd met.
“Oh, that's okay! Maybe next time.” she then walked away to her table.
I started walking again and as I approached the table it seemed like they were arguing about something. Before you could catch what was going on they all fell quiet when you stood in front of their table. Looking at the boy standing at the opposite side of the table. 
~3rd Person~
Eddie was not buying it for one second as soon as the sentence left Gareth's mouth. A new girl sitting with them? The freaks of Hawkins High? Yeah right. But alas Eddie believed that Gareth was committed to the bit til he had enough. He stood from his chair and slammed his hands on the table.
“For fucks sake! Why would she…” 
He never finished his sentence. Once he saw her walking and stop right in front of his table he was speechless. No one ever makes Eddie Munson speechless. 
The boys turned to see why he shut up and were equally astonished, besides Gareth of course. He wore a smug smile, crossing his arms and leaning back into his chair. 
“Uh hi. Gareth said I could sit with you guys.”
Silence from the whole table. They just couldn't believe that Gareth was telling the truth. With no response, she tried again.
~Lena~
“Is that okay?” I asked as I looked at the boy directly across from me. He seemed like the leader of the pack so I awaited his response. But nothing. They all just stared at me like they had never seen a girl before. I don't know if I should be flattered or concerned. Before I could feel embarrassed and think this was a bad idea, Gareth spoke up.
“Here, you can sit next to me.” He scooted the chair next to him out for me to sit.
I sat down hesitantly, eyeing everyone as they still didn't speak. Lingering a little longer on the curly long-haired boy. He was cute no doubt. I toss that thought immediately away. Friends Lena. You're making friends. It was too soon to be having a crush on someone.
“Don't mind them. They didn't believe me when I said you were sitting with us.”
Gareth went around the table, introducing everyone to me. Next to him was Jeff. Across from me was Mike, and to his right was Dustin and Doug. Lastly, at the head of the table was Eddie. “Guys, this is Lena.”
I gave them all a smile and waved. Also noticed that they all wore the same shirt. I made a mental note to ask about it.
 Dustin seemed to be the first of the group to come to his senses. “So, where are you from?”
“Harrison. It's about a half hour outside of Cincinnati.”
“What made you come to Hawkins?” Mike asked with a confused face.
“Uh, well my dad overlooks construction jobs. The company he works for has a new location. So he decided to move closer since he’ll be running that place.”
Everyone seemed to become more comfortable as I answered their questions. Seemingly deciding that I wasn't a threat. As I talked I subconsciously worked on opening my peach. It was what I always did to them. Slightly crack open the top, and run my finger all the way around. Now and then lick my finger to stop the juice from running down my hand then twist until it splits in half.  Once opened I took a bite and noticed they all were staring again.
“What?” I said wiping the corner of my mouth.
“How in the hell did you just do that?” Jeff asked.
I couldn't help but giggle. “It’s my party trick.” I took another bite.
~3rd Person~
“Is that okay?”
The way she looked at Eddie stirred something inside of him. Genuinely asking for permission. His permission to sit with them. He was so dumbfounded to speak. Just taking her in. From her pretty brown eyes to the Queen t-shirt and jeans she wore that hugged her curves in all the right places to her ring-adorned hands holding peaches. She looked godsent. Well, at least that's what Eddie was thinking. He got a weird feeling as he saw you take the seat next to Gareth. Jealousy? What? No way he was already crushing on the new girl?! He barely even spoke a word to her, just listened to her answer any questions the guys had.
He watched her as she absentmindedly moved her fingers through the peach. His mind started creating naughty thoughts he couldn't shake away. The way she licked her fingers, completely oblivious to what she was doing to him. The juice of the peach slipped out the corner of her mouth as she took a bite. All he wanted to do was lick it off her. Oh, how he was already done for. 
Jeff was the first to express his bewilderedness. Man, hearing her giggle? Eddie wanted to bottle it up and keep it forever.
“It’s how I've always eaten peaches. They're my favorite,” she says like it is the most obvious answer in the world. Before anyone could ask about the side with the pit, she does the same trick to split it again in half and then pop the clean pit out. She holds out a slice offering it up to anyone. Before Eddie could act, Dustin took the offering.
“Well in that case should we be calling you Peaches then?” Gareth joked.
She pondered the thought and then shrugged with a smile. “I wouldn't mind that.” Right at that moment, Hellfire as a collective decided that from now on they would only call her Peaches.
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chaoticbeanz · 3 months
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Sneak Peak Kiddos!!
Here are a few snippets of my wip Eddie x Fem!reader Fic🖤
~Starting my senior year in a new high school on the other hand… blows.
Well, it would have if I cared about fitting in. Back home no one judged. But here? Oh boy did they. I had to keep some of my hobbies on the down low, for now at least. Apparently, Dungeons and Dragons was considered “Devil worshipping”. So much for me trying to find people to teach me how to play.
~“Hey guys, I invited the new girl to sit with us.”
~“You're delusional man!”
~ Once he saw her walking and stop right in front of his table he was speechless. No one ever makes Eddie Munson speechless. 
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chaoticbeanz · 3 months
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Trying to write my first Eddie Munson fic!!! Stay tuned kiddos!!🖤
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chaoticbeanz · 10 months
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Books and Blunts
Can we just imagine for a sec...
A Saturday where you don't have to be anywhere, have no plans other than spending time with your boyfriend Eddie Munson. You just laying on his bed after a fuck session. Naked with wild hair. Giving Eddie a kiss before rolling over to retrieve the book you had discarded the night before. Eddie slaps your ass before getting up to put on his boxers, plays one of his tapes, then grabs what he needs to roll a joint. Sitting in the chair close to you, in the corner of your eye you see him bobbing his head to the music while simultaneously rolling two joints and asking about your book.
Once he is finished and you know that because he's stopped humming and just watching you, you look up from your book and stare right back at him. The smile on his face kills you every time you see it, so contagious. "Here babe", he offers you the joint first but when you reach out to grab it he pulls back, you look at him confused. "open"
You open your mouth slightly, just enough for Eddie to place the practically perfect joint between your lips. Once secure, he grabs his lighter and sparks it for you. And what a sight you are to him, his wet dream come to life. The person he loves lying naked in his bed with a book, a joint, and his music in the background. Best Saturday Ever.
You take a few hits and exhale the smoke, offering the joint back to him with a smile. He happily takes his hits as well, blowing the smoke away from you as you begin to read again. but he can't help himself...
Eddie places his hand under your chin to pry your eyes from your book and leans forward, kissing you like he doesn't need air.
You are his oxygen. All he needs.
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chaoticbeanz · 11 months
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Universe
“Tell me it’s going to be okay.”
“Just… something…Please”
She pleaded to the Universe. Looking up at the sky with bated breath and hands clenched together as if in prayer. Eyes glossy with tears threatening to spill. But never falling. Not falling apart today.
With a heavy sigh, her head now hung low in defeat. Knowing it is futile to ask the Universe for such demands. For it does not bend to the whim of mere humans. She stands with a heavy heart, dusting off the grass that has stuck to her thighs.
The Universe hears pleads shouts wants demands desires from anyone and everyone. Rarely does It answer. However hearing Her in the swarm of others, She does not ask for wealth or fame like most. Universe has known Her all her life. Seen every success. Every failure. Seen every struggle. Every breakdown. Every heartbreak. Has watched Her push away emotion to push forward.
Universe doesn’t pity. But this wasn’t pity no. It was admiration and Universe likes to reward those who have persevered, who deserve it.
As She walks home, shaking her head laughing as herself. “How foolish of me to think the almighty Universe would answer me. I am not worthy of It.”
Oh how wrong She was.
How unworthy She thought she was when Universe thought Her and one of Its favorites. Universe wanted to show her that they were listening, that they always have been. Thought It knew it could never truly fulfill her request, Universe wanted to bring some solace to her. A silent promise to be patient for only a little longer. A gift to show It was listening.
She rounds the corner of the street. An ice cream vendor happily serving cold treats to those looking for relief from the summer heat. A small boy awaits eagerly for his treat. “$3 kid” the boy smile gone as he looks down at his two dollars.
She reaches into her pocket “here” passing the vendor a single dollar. The little boy beamed with gratuity, hugging and thanking before retrieving his icy treat.
With a smile, ready to continue her journey home. The vendor stops her, holding out a cold treat for her to take. Smile growing bigger She thanks the vendor, wondering how did they know this one was her favorite?
Universe knows.
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chaoticbeanz · 11 months
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I’m sad and just want one or all my fictional boyfriends to baby me and tell me it’s going to be okay
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chaoticbeanz · 1 year
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Time and Place- Bonus Chapter
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Eddie Kaspbrak/Reader Summary- Eddie and Reader finally have their first date. Warnings- Fluff, swearing Word Count- 945
A/N- Hello my beautiful balloons! I know what you’re probably thinking -She's Alive!! I'm not going to bore you with excuses, and explanations because let's be honest…that's not why you are here. Even though it has been a long time I hope you enjoy it.
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To say you were happy was an understatement, elated was a better word to use for how you were feeling. Cloud nine if you will. You were going to have your very first date with a boy you couldn't stop thinking about. Eddie Kaspbrak. You had gotten home just before your parents would start to worry. With the brightest smile on your face as you open the front door, greeting them as they sat on the couch watching a movie.
“Hey sweetie, did you have a good time today?”, your mother asked.
“The best!”
Your father looks at you, “Uh oh, I know that look.”
At that, your mother looks at you as well, “Oh my, I think you’re right honey.”
You looked at them confused, “What are you guys talking about? What look?”
“The shine in your eyes. It’s the same look I had when your father asked me on a date.”
“Wha- I don’t- no one-”, you couldn't form a single thought let alone a sentence. It caused you to nervous laugh. Rubbing the back of your neck you caved, “Okay yes. A boy I like asked me on a date. There, happy?”
The movie playing in the background is now forgotten, this was more important. You never expressed that you even had a crush on anyone, and now they are hearing that their daughter is going to go on a date. This was exciting and terrifying news for any parent.
“Was it one of the boys you met today?”, your mother asks with a smile. She remembers how she felt in this almost position when she was your age. The butterflies that swarmed in her stomach, the smile that couldn't leave her face, the look in her eyes that never truly left to this day.
You could tell that your parents are still so much in love with each other. Since they were about your age, childhood sweethearts. You had always hoped you could have at least a fraction of what they have. And now, it looks like you might.
Blush crept up on your cheeks as you smiled back, nodding your head.
“His name is Eddie Kaspbrak.”
“Sonia’s boy?”, your father questions. “It's a miracle she even lets him leave that house. That woman is a nutcase, always has been.”
“Anyways, where are you two going?”, your mother slightly changing the subject.
You thought for a second, “Actually uh we didn't say, we kind of forgot.”
Just as you finished speaking the house phone rang. You all looked at each other; who would be calling at this time?
Your father was the first to move, getting up from the couch and answered the phone.
“Hello, Y/L residence.”
It was silent for a moment, you and your mother waiting to find out who is calling. Your father then looks at you, offering the phone. “It’s for you.”
Blush makes an appearance yet again, now figuring out the caller. You reach for the phone and let out an unsure, “Eddie?” You hear a nervous laugh on the other end, “How did you know it was me?”
The smile on your face not leaving as your parents walk toward you and kiss your head as a sign of goodnight. “Lucky guess.”
“Don't stay up too late honey”, your mother whispers to you then they both walk to their bedroom; leaving the tv on as the only source of light.
“Right, well you're probably wondering why I'm calling you considering we just saw each other and spend like the whole day together. Not like together together, you know with the guys and Beverly. Not that I wouldn't want to spend the whole day with just you because I do. Which is why I asked you out, well technically didn't you ask me? Not that it matters.- ”
“Eddie Eddie Eddie, slow down. Breath.”, as much as hearing him ramble makes your heart flutter, you had to stop him before he combusts.
You hear a deep inhale and exhale, “I'm sorry. When I heard your dad's voice answer I panicked.”
“Hey, it's okay. Not that I don't want to talk to you but why are you calling?”
“Oh right! Uh well after you left I realized that we didn't say when or where we should have our uh date.”
Oh my god, he's so shy, it’s so cute!! Butterflies erupt in your stomach.
“How about tomorrow?”, you hope you didn't sound too eager. The last thing you want is to scare him away but something tells you that won't happen so easily.
“We could go to the arcade? Just us, then get ice cream afterward?”, Eddie sounds just as hopeful.
“Perfect.”
Eddie wishes he could see the smile he knows is on your face because it's on his as well. Sometimes he still thinks this is all an elaborate dream. Afraid he’ll wake up and none of it was real. Oh, it would absolutely crush him if it wasn’t. The number of times he had pinched himself on the way home just to prove he wasn't dreaming. Because to him, you were a dream. Something just out of his reach. But not this time. Even coming home, not even his paranoid mother could bring his mood down. Eddie kept replaying it again and again in his head like a movie.
He kissed you. Well, technically you had kissed him but that's beside the point. There was a kiss and there was a confirmation of a date. He couldn't fuck this up, the guys and Beverly would never let it down.
Especially Richie. Anyone would kill to be in his position. Yet you chose him. Him.
Edward Kaspbrak.
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chaoticbeanz · 2 years
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Okay so….
For all my residential thick beauties (myself included)
We all think about how we would look wearing Eddie’s hellfire shirt right? JUST HIS SHIRT. Doing normal things around the house but still teasing him. Right? Right. Like you reaching for something on the top shelf showing off more of your “portable pillows” as he would call your thighs because he loves resting his head on them. Eddie going almost feral knowing your only wearing undies. Wanting nothing more than to be sophisticated by them.
HOWEVER
How about Steve when you wear one of his sweaters? Like you wake up and just see one of them and throw that bitch on without thinking. Casually brushing your teeth with the door open and he just so happens walk pass stopping as your bend over spitting out toothpaste. Giving him a sneak peak of your ass and him noticing. “Is uh is that my sweater?” Giving him a wink as you look at him through the mirror. Imagine the look on his face when you enter the kitchen messy hair tired eyes still your luscious thighs like it’s nothing! Walking pass him to get some coffee and he just watched you pour some into a mug. Foaming at the mouth he has half a mind to take you on the counter right then and there. Fuck whatever plans that day held.
No? Just me thinking about this all the fucking time for either one of them or both?
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chaoticbeanz · 2 years
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Watch Stranger Things they said….it’ll be fun they said
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chaoticbeanz · 2 years
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Okay because I know there are better writers out there then me
Please hear me out….Steven, Marc, and Jake dating a Latina???👀👀
Like just think about it….she can cook bomb ass food for them. Jake takes her out dancing. She teaches Marc and Steven some Spanish etc.
The possibilities are endless!!!!
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chaoticbeanz · 3 years
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That was *chefs kiss* ....BEAUTIFUL!!! From beginning to end 10/10!!!!
A New Player
Final chapter : Long may she reign
Part 1  Part 2  Part 3  Part 4  Part 5   Part 6 Part 7  Part 8  Part 9  Part 10
Part 11  Part 12  Part 13 Part 14  Part 15  Part 16  Part 17 
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So this is it, this is the final chapter, congratulation if you read it all, you have read 92 pages of my work with 11pt courier new police, or 43873 words. 
I want to thank all the lovely reader who gave me a chance and followed me in this world. Now that it is finish I want to remind you that my favourite character is Arya and that I love Daenerys, yeah I know it doesn’t feel like it reading me, but I like to play with characters.  
I hope the end is satisfactory, it is my first ending a long story.
Once again, thank you all for your support, it meant the world to me. ❤️
(Ps: the crown of the reader is a french one, it’s the Angoulème Emerald Tiara, it was the tiara of the Duchesse of Angoulème Marie-Thérèse Charlotte de France, the first daughter of Louis XVI and Marie Antoinette. )
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You were starting to rue your decision of not allowing any handmaid in the war camp. It was hard for you to clean yourself after the Maester had treated your injuries. He applied a balm on your forehead cut after he had stitched it. You would bear a scar, serving as a reminder of how easily you could be slain.
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Dark (3-?)
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Summary- The loss of a child can really change a person and compel them to the darkness.
Pairing- Bucky Barnes x OC
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~Lyra~
*Cleveland, 2016*
It took about a year to finally get my plan into motion. Those Hydra files were no joke but with the help of Zemo, I found the key to the Avengers downfall. All we needed was the book and we knew exactly who had it. Colonel Vasily Karpov.
Zemo made quick work incapacitating him; we took him and headed to the basement. Using my magic I tied him upsidedown with half of his head in a running sink while Zemo started hammering away at a wall.
After a few minutes pass Zemo stops and looks back at me. He reached inside and pulled out a box with a Hydra symbol on it. The Colonel started to struggle as I walk to the table as he opens said box and empties all its contents.
And there it was; that beautiful red book with a black star on the front. I took the book and flipped through its pages while Zemo looked through the files.
“You have kept your looks, Colonel. Congratulations.”, Zemo says looking at him. “Mission report. December 16, 1991.”
“Who are you, people?”, Vasily asked.
“My name is Zemo. I will repeat my question. Mission report. December 16, 1991.”
“How did you find me?”
I decided to answer this time. “When S.H.I.E.L.D fell, Black Widow released Hydra files to the public. There were millions of pages much of which were encrypted and not easy to decipher. But Zemo has the experience and I have patience. A woman can do anything if she has both.”
“What do you want?”, he asks.
“Mission report. December 16, 1991.”, I say now getting irritated.
“Go...to...hell!”
I walk over to him and look at him before turning off the running water. “Hydra deserves its place on the ash heap, so your death wouldn't bother me. But, I’d have to use this book and other bloodier ways to find what I need and I don't look forward to that. You’d only be dying for your pride, Karpov.”
I waited for him to speak but he chose to remain silent. I let out a heavy sigh then turned the faucet on all the way. Water flowing much faster than before.
“Hail Hydra.”
It was the last thing he said before accepting his fate and drowning. “Let's go Zemo. We still have work to do.”
Zemo packs up the flies back into the box and follows me out of the house. 
*time skip*
The next phase of the plan was working perfectly. Everyone believed that the Vienna bombing was orchestrated by James Barnes aka the Winter Soldier. The government came looking for him; once they did and took him into custody, it was Zemo’s time to shine. He had been studying the book and learning the words used to program the Winter Soldier. He will then pretend to be the doctor meant to evaluate him. I have made a disruptor and sent it to the location. Once it is delivered it will send a shockwave, causing an outage to the grid including the building they will keep him. The power will shut down and Zemo has limited time to program the Winter Soldier. Then we will get the answer we are looking for.
Mission report. December 16, 1991.
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Dark (2-?)
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Summary- The loss of a child can really change a person and compel them to the darkness.
Pairing- Bucky Barnes x OC
Warnings- Child death
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~General~
Aryl was visiting her best friend from college. Even though it was only for a few days, it was a well-needed vacation for her and her son. Everything was great, until that fateful day. The day that changed everything.
*Sokovia, 2015*
Aryl had decided to take a drive into the city for a little sightseeing with her son. Almost there, they got stopped on the bridge due to traffic.
“Mommy mommy, can you make a giraffe? Please?”, Jason, her son, asked.
She smiled-who knew that that would be the last time she ever did for a long time. She waved her hand, conjuring a small giraffe apparition. It danced around Jason, making him smile and giggle. He always loved it when she did magic. 
Too distracted by her greatest creation- that was her son- Aryl failed to see what was happening around her. People screaming in fear and running away. The city started rising from the Earth towards the heavens. The very bridge that they were stuck on becoming highly unstable.
No longer focused, the giraffe disappears as she tries to figure out how this all started.
“Mommy! It's Ironman!”, Jason points towards the sky.
She opened her car door but as she was trying to get out, someone who was running away hit the door which in turn collided with Aryl’s head. More people were running desperately trying to get off the bridge that seemed to be splitting apart. 
“Mommy?”
Finally, she's able to get her door open and tries to run to the other side of the car to get her son out. The ground beneath her crumbles, cars ahead of theirs begin to fall through the gap crashing into the water below. Screaming and panicked people push and shove making it harder for Aryl but she didn't let up. No matter how many times they hit her causing her to close the door. 
“Momma!”, Jason calls out to his mother; becoming more afraid by the minute.
The broken bridge continued to fall away more and more cars falling off the edge getting closer and closer to them. Ruble from the ascending city crashing down to the earth below. A chunk of a building landing close enough to the car that ground under the tire falls away causing the whole car to begin to roll.
“Jason!” So desperate to save her son, not caring if anyone saw, she used her powers to stop the car from rolling. But that didn't stop the bridge from breaking apart. Aryl who was so focused didn't notice the ground beneath her cracking. One minute she's standing, the next the ground is gone. Losing focus, the car and she begin to fall. “Noooo!!”
Suddenly she feels someone grab her hand, trying to save her. Her other hand still reaching out to the car that still contained her son. She manifested whatever strength she had left to try to lift the car while others try to save her.
“No! Jason! No!”, she yelled, tears falling down her face.
But it was too late, the car crashed into the water swallowing it whole. Her “saviors” finally pulled her up to safety, but the scream that ripped from Aryl’s throat was unearthly. Afraid, they run away leaving her as she fell to her knees. Head in her hands, she cried harder than she ever had. Her world. Her everything. Gone. 
She looked up at the sky with tear-filled eyes, watching the city continue to rise 
“This is all their fault. They did this to us.”, a voice inside her head speaks. “Give in Aryl and I’ll make the Avengers pay. Make them hurt. Make them feel what we feel.” 
“Lyra?”, She slowed down her breathing taking deep breaths, and closed her eyes.
Suddenly feelings she never truly felt before emerged. Hatred. Anger. Vengeance. She let them consume her. Letting her darkness taking over. Slowly her appearance changes. Opening her eyes that once were a dark brown were now blue with purple around the pupil. Her hair turning from dark brown to silver.
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She stands and looks down at the water one last time. “I love you, Jason.” Lyra turns around and begins walking away from all the destruction. 
Lyra had to come up with a plan, a master plan that would break the Avengers. She knew she couldn't do this alone well not yet at least.
Two days after the battle of Sokovia, she met a man named Zemo. He had lost his wife and son during the destruction they caused. Perfect.
“They took your family from you. They took my son. Don't you want them to pay for what they’ve done to us?” 
Zemo nodded his head, “But how?”
Then and there Lyra and Zemo began formulating a plan.
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Dark (1-?)
Summary- The loss of a child can really change a person and compel them to the darkness.
Pairing- Bucky Barnes x OC
Warnings- Child death
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~General~
Nothing is more painful than the loss of a child. Especially, when it’s your own. The light of your life, gone. And now, all you’ll know is darkness, anger, and grief.
Where was the Avengers when our son was trapped in his car seat, drowning?! Why didn't you try harder?!
That day, Aryl died along with her little boy, and Lyra was born. It was as if a switch had been flipped inside of her. The balance of light and dark no longer equal. Darkness snuffed out the light and buried it deep down, locking it away. When it started to consume her, she didn't fight, she welcomed darkness with open arms.
“One day, I will make their world fall just as ours did, I’ll make sure of it. I promise.”
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