hantaisekaiyori

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A summary of the past 5 years of my life

me: *grows up in the countryside in very homophobic country*

me: *gets heavy internalised homophobia*

me: *struggles with own sexuality for years*

me: *is bullied every day for years*

me: *gets crippling body dysmorphia*

me: *moves to huge city in different country*

me: *has no friends*

me: *gets massive culture shock*

me: *goes to one of the most competitive and high-pressure b-schools in the world*

me: *gets massive performance anxiety*

me: *gets great job in extremely competitive sector*

me: *has complete meltdown due to 80+ hours work weeks*

me: *cries himself to sleep every night*

me: *has bad depression and anxiety*

me: I think I have depression and anxiety. I have been struggling with my body image, sexuality, and self-worth for a long time. While I am doing my best and working through it, it takes time to deal with these kinds of issues. I hope you understand.

bf of 3 years: I don't care. You can't promise me you'll make it. You are dragging me down with you. Don't message me again.

me:

me:

me: *opens up about issues*

me: *goes to therapy*

me: *meditates*

me: *realises that happiness is a choice*

me: *makes friends*

me: *dances naked in room*

me: *does not give a single fuck*

me: *finds happiness in self*

No matter what you're going through, you can do this. It's your choice to be happy. No one can take your happiness away from you sad unless you let them. You have all the power.

#me #my life #story of my life #uplifting #depression #anxiety #body dysmorphia #breakup #mental illness #mental health #meditation #happiness #positivity #empowerment #lgbtq #homophobia #fuck homophobia #love #self love #self worth

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This is life.

request

#albus severus potter #scorpius malfoy #albus x scorpius #harry potter #harry potter and the cursed child #lgbtq #cuties #not line but queue

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Albus and Scorpius are GAY GAY GAY for each other and not a million lines of dialogue showing them asking girls out is going to change that.

#albus severus potter #scorpius malfoy #scorbus #harry potter #harry potter and the cursed child #lgbtq

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N A K A M A

#one piece #best anime of all times #anime #manga #not line but queue

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You Won And She Chose You And She Loved You

And She’s Gone…

#pearl #steven universe #cartoon #not line but queue

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Idk what anatomy is

#hinata shouyou #kageyama tobio #haikyuu!! #anime #not line but queue

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hey look listen

#dipper pines #gravity falls #cartoon #Fanart #not line but queue

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#omegamon #alphamon #matt #tai #digimon #digimon adventure #anime #Official art #not line but queue

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Gif Request Meme;  Hyouka +7 [favorite platonic relationship] Asked by akahito

#oreki houtarou #fukube satoshi #hyouka #anime #KyoAni #not line but queue

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#edward elric #Alphonse Elric #Roy Mustang #maes hughes #Fullmetal Alchemist #FMA #anime #manga #key animation #not line but queue

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#monkey d. luffy #usopp #roronoa zoro #sanji #nami #one piece #op #anime #manga #color spread #not line but queue

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とことん [pixiv]

#tai #izzy #digimon #digimon adventure tri #Fanart #not line but queue

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四月は君の嘘

#arima kousei #miyazono kaori #sawabe tsubaki #watari ryouta #igawa emi #aiza takeshi #shigatsu wa kimi no uso #your lie in april #anime #not line but queue

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#glasses #me

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Josh Hutcherson attends the Escobar: Paradise Lost advanced screening on June 22, 2015 in Los Angeles, California

#josh hutcherson #actor #cutie #not line but queue

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Jonnor At Prom!

#jude adams foster #connor stevens #hayden byerly #gavin macintosh #cuties #the fosters #tv show #not line but queue

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“I’ve got a 10″ cock”

#funny #thoughts #mine #dick