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[judas-isariot]

I looked for other endocrinologist not specialise in transition but still able to do so. Unluckly no one is free before october.

Except lady luck smile upon me.

Has I was looking for a professionnal for the third time in 2 days, has I reload the page, someone just cancel their meeting. She is free this monday at 6pm. Hope she will accept to help.

So I want to change gender.

I am new to this and it ain't easy starting so let me do a silly post that will recount my story.

#in france #anyone over 18 can transition #however #it is dependent on the different doctor #and a doctor is free to refuse you the threatement #even if you meet the psychological and physical standard

[judas-isariot]

I got to see a doctor yesterday. He was not of alot of help but give me some adress to contact: I need to see a specialist endocrinologist.

They are not free until 25 of june... 2025.

So I want to change gender.

I am new to this and it ain't easy starting so let me do a silly post that will recount my story.

#this is going to take a while #like #a real long time #I cannot start a threatment without their validation #I cannot ask a pharmacie to give me the good #without medical approval

[judas-isariot]

I got out of the center after talking to 2 persons about it. Sacha who take care of the center and Jessica an irl nurse who is here to help I got some indication and they reaffirm my decision. I will try to see a doctor about it.

Shout out to : Sacha an Jessica !

So I want to change gender.

I am new to this and it ain't easy starting so let me do a silly post that will recount my story.

#part of the story #I go talk about it #to professional

[judas-isariot]

Some weeks ago I got a second "gender dysphoria crisis" I am a happy woman who have a nice job, nice friend, nice hobby's, yet I hate myself and mostly my body so so much.

I caught myself looking for "how to transition" on my computer before inconsciently crying. The thing is : this is the second time this exact scenario happen. The first time I was just like "ah ah, it was just an emotional delusion". The second time I was like: "Shit, no, I cannot continue myself to be like that."

I go to the LGBTQIA+ center today, I need to talk.

So I want to change gender.

I am new to this and it ain't easy starting so let me do a silly post that will recount my story.

#gender dysphoria #part of the story

[judas-isariot]

So I want to change gender.

I am new to this and it ain't easy starting so let me do a silly post that will recount my story.

#Listen up #this is the story #about a lil gal #that wanted to be a #guy #One day #they understood that their self hatred #was a gender issue #so they try #to became #trans #and go from #woman to man #being a trans man #to complete and keep note of this they made a journal #in a silly post #so if one day people wonder #about how to #transition #they have this story #(about how you change gender in France)

[judas-isariot]

This is my :

"Shuro is not the guy. Guys"

I am going to be nasty but Shuro :

Is not willing to go has far, has Marcille for Falin

"Oh I am angry you let her get hurt" Bitch, you did not come.

Is not willing to protect Falin, in fact, it is HIS team that attack her

He is the most innactive during the battle (the biggest he does is ask SOMEONE ELSE to restrain her)

Man, is a coward.

We know he could not accept a monster pussy.

so you wouldn't use dark magic to bring falin? would you even touch her remains, shuro? is there a limit where you'd go for her? not eating or sleeping is not a sign of devotion, risking everything you have, every morality, every law without a second thought THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS TO BE DEVOTED

#Am I evil?for saying that ? #I mean #this is just the truth #I am not a liar #that's it #let me be sassy #Would you rather #have Shuro #or Marcille #if you were falin ?

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I understand why Shadow is a Edgy toth, Imagine being born and by default you are Black and Red, emo colored with furr.

#shadow the hedgehog #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #shadow #emo #emo colored fur #red #black #really #edgy #of course

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Owl but he is pissed off

#owl #bird of prey #big owl #big #bird #my art #my artwork #line work

[judas-isariot]

Welcome to the game "I describe youtuber poorly" this week youtuber is :

Thoses sticks man talk about war history !

#The one who will find first #will be reblog #and that's it #quizz #game #youtube #youtuber

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A monkey with his plush, being quiet for once

#monkey #my art #my artwork

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We never draw boar has calm and nice. I am here to change that.

#boar #pig #pig boar #boars #wild boar #sleepy #sleep #calm #peaceful #my art #my artwork #line work #animal

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Tumblr, I am testing you:

You have to convince a doctor to give you HRT for your transition. the doctor is politicaly neutral, not pro lgbt, not against. How do you ask them ?

#I do not ask this for ulter motive #no... absolutly not scare #test #tumblr #trans #transgender #trans hrt #hrt #doctor #evaluation #silly #right #trans right

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You know what: I am SO GLAD, I don't have homework anymore.

I work 40 hours a week but when I am allow to chill, I can just go on with my week end without worrying about work because I am not supposed to work outside hours.

We really don't give kids slack, They work at least 32 hours at school and you give them even more work after it. This is too much, adult life don't requiere that.

#here is my take #Homework should not be requiered in someone education #Homework should be a last ditch effort to catch up if the teacher is late in his program or absent #I remember #spending at least 2 hours everyday after work doing homework #and at least 6 hours the week end #not counting #homewrok #take far more time to people with disability #had 1/3 of time #work #glad #like #so glad #about it

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I have no joke here, just Lulu

#my art #my artwork #lulu cifer #lulu #boy #twink #gay #gay boy #gay twink #gay man #twinks #oc #drawing #digital art #artists on tumblr #original character #ocs #oc art #my ocs

[judas-isariot]

I am not joking, he is not sleeping. He could ! But he is just vibing, looking at me.

The other day I was working from home really diligently and concentrate. When I turned around one of my rats was looking at this with this kind of satisfaction and confort.

#also why does he look so judgemental #he took an habit of it #I work #he watch #don't want food or be pet #just observing

[judas-isariot]

The other day I was working from home really diligently and concentrate. When I turned around one of my rats was looking at this with this kind of satisfaction and confort.

#what is it #little guy #Did you at least see the luxary you live in while I work #did I earn or lost your respect #my art #my artwork #rat #rats #confortable #sleepy

[judas-isariot]

You don't wanted chicken... ?

She is angy.

#chicken #reblog #from me #to me #my art #my artwork