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[macaroki]

ZAYNEEEE

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#zayne ☃️ #love and deepspace

[macaroki]

" youre the only one who understand. "

or, in another word, AKAASHI's love language is a perfect combination of words of affirmation and physical touch.

(repost bcs minor inconvenience love yall pookie)

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"am i.. hard to love?"

the question lingered in the air for a solid minute or two before akaashi turned his attention towards you with a puzzled expression. no, in fact, he blinked one, two, three times before his voice was filled with certainty as he asked, "why would you think that? of course not, baby. i never think of you that way - no no, not even in the slightest."

despite of feeling a sense of warmth at his reassurances, you couldn't help but wonder how he still saw good in you. after all, you had so many flaws, imperfection and yet he still wanted you by his side. akaashi is epitome of perfection, and sometimes it feels like he is too good to be true, feeling like he deserve so much better - one that actually can love him properly without feeling insecure and doubting every second.

"im so indecisive, im so picky, im- i can't understand why you still choose to love me. out of anyone, why me?"

your words making his heart clenched a little as it was filled with nothing good but sense of self-loathing and self-doubt. akaashi's hands cradled your waist, pulling you closer as a kiss was planted on your forehead. his hand making it way to caress your cheek and his voice was gentle and warm like a wind during the summer breeze, filled with nothing but affection as his eyes danced with love and adoration.

"you know, this things only make me want to love you more." your body melted in his arm, subsconciously, seeking comfort in his embrace. it feels like being wrapped on a a cozy blanket on a cold night, all left for you is the feeling of being safe and warm in his arm. you found your way to nuzzle on his neck with his hand softly caressing your back in comforting manner.

"plus, i'd rather learn to love you than lose you." as those words echoed through your ear, you felt content and complete, knowing you were in his arms. his fingers softly entwined with yours as you laid your head gently against his chest. the sound of his heartbeat reached your ears like a lullaby that keeping you grounded within the reality. at this little, sweet moments you realised that, you dont need anyone else but him. not that youre planning to leave him anytime sooner.

you might be lost for now, but he's always there to take you back home.

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[macaroki]

" shall the death do us part, my dove "

or, in another word, SUGAWARA keep living his life, for you.

trigger warning : mention of shooting, sort of ptsd stuff [ not beta'd ]

it always fascinate you how sugawara dealing with the kids in the kindergarden he works for. those delicate hand moving along as he teach alphabets, or the way his lips pursuing as he heard those kids trying to crack a joke is just heavenly sight to see.

you should've not listened to him the other day, " don't have to come today for lunch, love " and for god sake, you didn't. how can you know, that everything would turn out like that?

it suppose to be another ordinary day, where your lover would pick you up from your workplace on the evening, take out dinner or eat whatever he had in his mind, or/and simply just enjoying the view at the beach nearby for a while.

it hurts to remember all the good time, while he was laying there, for no one knew whatever things he had in his mind. for only you waiting for him just, to talk, about anything, really. the weather, the shitty waiter at the restaurant you both promised won't go there again, or the dentist that have big-sarcasm jokes- anything really.

" i'm here if you want to talk " left your lips a little bit too much by now. yet he's still mindlessly gazing on the white ceiling above, his cheeks stained with tears. you really want to hold him, truly, but you're afraid that he'll flinched away from your touch. it hurts you the fact that even the simplest noise can startle him already.

you thought leaving him alone is maybe a good idea, at least - for now. as you pushed the chair and grabbing your phone, you can heard the low voice of him saying " it was my fault, "

it was barely a whisper, feels like it gonna get carried away by the wind if you didn't hear closely. but you know better than leaving him with his thought, didn't you?

" it's not, " you hold his hand slowly, bringing it up close to your lips, barely even touch but it's still there. the soft kisses that bring him down more tears. " it's never been your fault that the little girl were being targeted, you're just happen to be there, "

" maybe if i just take the shot, the girl could've live, " tears rolling down on your cheek as those word leaving past his mouth, the squeeze on his hand tighten even more. "she have so much things to live for, i just let those people taking her life away, i- " loud sobbings escape his mouth, and he can't even bring himself to look anywhere but close his eye.

" it's not your fault nonetheless. you have a lot of things to live for too. taking the shot or not, the girl still being chased for her entire lifetime - which is draining for her to live with messed up thing, and no, i'm not saying that you should live with those guilt, no, but you need to let it go, baby. " you reach out to him, wiping the tears that stained his cheek.

he finds an enduring peace to have you here with him, but wasn't it draining for you? as if you were looking thru him, immediately sensing the discomfort in his thoughts, you pressed another light, feather kiss on his hand you've held earlier. " the damage have been done, and the things we can do now is to pray the girl to get the justice she deserve, " you paused, " and it's not your fault. please, "

" allow yourself to breathe again, and live. please? "

and he did. through the long night to the peaceful evening, that was the first time he ever smiled to you, returning the squeeze, and mayhaps the kiss you've silently asked for a while.

trying out new format LOL, and hi ! been hiatus for a while, since march i believe, and i am finally back ?! anyway, im not great at such dramatic dialouge, but i hope yall enjoy it ><

#sugawara koushi #haikyuu #sugawara fluff #sugawara comfort #reverse comfort #haikyuu fic #hq x y/n #haikyuu angst to fluff #haikyuu!! #sugawara

[macaroki]

what if? (m. osamu x reader)

what would you do if someone you loved suddenly disappear from this world?

warning(s) : hanahaki disease aftermath, lowercase

genre : fluff/angst

pairing(s) : miya osamu x reader / platonic suna x reader

a/n : please read on your own risk! and yk i dont quite like the ending, but i hope you enjoy :D ! sorry for the wait (tbh i want to write another sequel (again) for this fic, but eh only time will tell) and j like usual , didnt expect much from this LOL, bye :D

long before things start began to change, you decided it would be fun to try out something that you just might can't do that the next day, week, or hell, month. but the thoughts of MIYA OSAMU keep plaguing your head every second and now. it feels like to good and hurts to be true.

if only you didn't catch feeling. if only you know what would happen right before you realised your feeling towards him. but god, if only you know what goes inside his mind. probably onigiri, or volleyball, but you could care less.

but why? why on earth would you care about two birds on your sight? they look effortlessly cute together, as if they've made for each other since the day they met. as if you weren't exist there, watching them sharing food just like you both used to.

oh how easy for him to replaced your precious friendship with a girl you don't even know who.

it sounds so selfish but you really want him to see you the way he did to her. you want him to see you just like you did. you want to be his first choice, but it seems like you'll never be. because the thoughts of you're going to die anyway might be the real reason why. well, the fact that sun will still rise tomorrow, and earth would still revolves around the sun without you is just undeniabely stupid to be mourned about.

but for god sakes, you want him to acknowledge you again. you, your feeling, and everything. it sounds unbearebly selfish but was it too much to ask? was it too much to ask him to stay?

but for suna, was it too much from him to ask you to STAY instead? was it too much from him to ask you to stay longer, to hold the feelings longer, and just wait for a little longer.

because he see the way OSAMU glance over you all over again. because he know there's a hope, there's a chance for this and the stupid hanahaki itself to end. he know there'll be good ending instead of torturing ending.

-

" do ya have anyone yer liked, tsumu? "

his brother was taken aback, absolutely confused on why his brother's question all of the sudden. he muttered a small ' yeah, i have ' while wiping his sweat away, gotta look cool, ya know? but the next thing comes out from osamu's mouth making his jaw clenched, eyebrows furrowed with a deep sigh.

" what if the person you love suddenly disappear from this world? what would you do? "

-

because the right before that, no one ever see you walk in to the gym like usual.

and that was the time everyone know has come. everyone know it's time to let go. know better to let you go than keeping you with such a sorrowful fate.

and suna, himself, know it's too late for osamu to turn back now. to turn back to save you rather than distracting his feeling with the girl. distracting his true feeling that might just can save you from this cruel fate.

but at the end of the day, it's just gonna be lifeless you, and your love story. even if you survived the other day with the continuous cough, a new day will start. the sun will setting up again, but perhaps if osamu could fix this ealier, he will wake up next to you, either under the dim moonlight, or clear as a sun.

but now all he gonna learn is to let go.

-

taglist for ppl who want part two :D! : @wtfblnc @tjjjrsj @glxar @multi-fandom-fanfic

have a nice day/night everyone :D ! sorry wasnt the best one LOL, this one pretty rushed 😞💪🏻

#haikyuu #haikyuu hanahaki #miya osamu #hq osamu #hq angst #haikyuu fic #haikyuu x reader

[macaroki]

past five (suna rintarou x reader)

“ the sunset is beautiful, isn’t it? ” but you’re not letting him go. 

warning(s) : bestfriend to lover kind of thing, mention like one curse word, insecure reader? cliché plot & another post with confusing storyline, not proofread and that’s mean like grammar shit went all over the post, apologize for that ๐·°(৹˃̵﹏˂̵৹)°·๐ and, this is a short drabble, hehe.

genre : kind of angst to fluff

pairing(s) : suna rintarou x reader 

a/n : i can’t promise a part two for maybe, but i am here for suna’s fluff bcs it suppose to posted yesterday, but my single ass is too busy to sleep. 

he was known as that one cool resting bitch face, and perhaps the biggest tease out of people. and you're a fool, a seriously biggest fool to believe the thoughts of him having a tiny bit crush towards you. usual bestfriend to lovers trope that you usually read on Wattpad, really. 

judging by him handing you a box shaped like a love one this earlier, maybe you're not that stupid after all. but honestly the next words coming out from his lips making you taken aback, " it was from your stupid fans that have no courage to put it on your locker, so they took alternative way instead. "

though you couldn't help but chuckles at his disinterested face, deep down you actually hope the ' stupid fans ' was him, really. but god, it was so stupid to think about it. why would he ever busy be in love with you, you’re not the ‘ ideal ’ partner he describes not too long ago anyway. but, daydreaming wasn’t that bad, right?

….

both of you were sitting on the rooftop as usual, spending time like a lover under the beautiful sunset. the urge to not changing the phrase of ' the moon is beautiful, isn't it? ' to ' the sunset is beautiful, isn't it? ' become thinner every second by now. it’s hurt, damn it’s hurt so much to pining over your bestfriend. 

stupid crush. stupid feeling. stupid valentines itself. stupid oblivious suna. 

imagine had to hold the urge to hold yourself back from leaning to his shoulder and just tell him how much you actually deeply in love with him. you know, cheesy confession like that cheery blossom confession one? but suna wasn’t that type of person, he’s way too laidback and probably too sleepy even for that. 

but you decided to not hiding with your stupid feeling anymore, deciding to not running away with those thoughts. which one actually less-likely to feel embarrassing: got rejected or caught staring and acts like deer caught in headlights?

so you started a very, awkward, stupid conversation. bringing up any other topic than valentines, or loves in general. hey, at least you tried, you told to yourself. it was fun, to be fair. but the platonic way of all this romance shit is just doesn't make sense at all. he probably feel obliged to spend time with you.

or so, you thought.

" so, when are you gonna say that you love me? " you jokes and honestly sounds like a clown, blurting out random shit all of the sudden, not knowing what’s wrong with yourself either, and honestly suna was taken aback, but he smile nonetheless. he couldn't help but smiled at the thoughts of the feeling are mutual.

" before the clock shows five, maybe? " he asked, lightly joking to at least lighten up the mood. 

" but it's past five already, " your lips turns downwards, not denying the tiny blush on your cheeks. the thoughts of him actually just joking hits hard, harder than.. but the light squeeze he gave to your hand kinda assure you somehow, something that you unsure about. but you knew, you knew he pushed himself out from his comfort zone to comfort you, your feeling, and that cheesy crush.

things turns out better, even better than you thought, or the Wattpad fanfiction you read. 

you pushed yourself and lean to his shoulder, making him tense a while before relax on his own. the time flew by for a second, though it’s pretty awkward for a while, he smiled to himself, slightly whispering, but actually enough, to you, his whole world to hear it. 

" that's mean I’m already in love with you. "

#suna rintarou #suna x reader #suna x you #hq x y/n #hq suna #suna fluff #haikyuu #bestfriend to lovers #suna haikyuu #suna angst

[macaroki]

maybe ( m. osamu x reader )

maybe, just maybe one day before it too late, he realized how he almost killed a girl that he love.

warning(s) : hanahaki au!, mention of death, insecurity, oblivious samu,  ambiguous ending?, lowercase used, not proofread bcs im a sucker for angst but ik i cant write well tysm 

genre : fluff, angst?

pairing(s) : miya osamu x fem!reader

a/n : LOL had this in my mind for a while. sorry for the cliché plot and grammar error , and actually confusing storyline  (≧▽≦) ngl i expect nothing from this short drabble but i really hope yall enjoy this as much as i did :)

latest a/n : loml, here's part two

osamu miya. always being his brother's shadow, not that he feel obliged to be on the spotlight. but the thoughts of you subtly fall in love with him just doesn't sit right with him.

perhaps it was his stupid fake blonde brother who set this up?

he's a biggest dumb if he didn't notice the lingering touch when you handed him his favorite food or maybe the fact that you hype him up during every game. no wait, maybe the way you always perked up every time kita mention his name in a conversation with you. perhaps the way you become 10x stupider when he was around?

is he a fool to believe that you actually in love with him?

but he really notice it all, that your eyes definitely an epitome of heart eyes whenever you saw him, even talking with him. it makes him flutter in some ways, but the fact that this all might be an act ruin it. insecurity really ruin our moment, doesn’t it?

but recently, he starts to slipping away from you. all those little things you did - no wait a very oblivious thing you did - maybe make him uncomfortable? this is all atsumu's fault, you muttered under your breath. though you did initiate to do less-oblivious things like placing bento under his desk with a little cute note, yet still. 

he start to avoid you, and it’s really hurts. he can’t even look at you in the same room anymore, unless it was a volleyball practice. still, the tense atmosphere really got you, like, you know?

but maybe it was the best for both as you saw the girl from next class flirting with him. perhaps you were hallucinating, but today, that time in the hallway, you saw osamu miya laughing for the first time. 

she have those pretty blue eyes like an ocean, definitely can drown you just by her simple look.

oh, to be the girl osamu loved, dream of..

to be the perfect girlfriend osamu adores truly a tedious job and wonderful at the same time. but who are you to be that girl? from the way she looks, surely you are out of osamu's league.  maybe that's why you'll never got his content smile just like she did. perhaps that's why he looks so close yet so far away, doesn't it?

come to think of it, atsumu definitely just want to play with your dumb feeling towards his brother. you knew it, you knew the risk, you knew that you’ll never be that girl he dream of. 

but why? why you can't go to sleep and forgot about it? why you can't go to sleep without a single tear falls from your eyes? sure, you just have a tiny bit crush of him, did you?

all the efforts you did comes nothing at the end. maybe it was the best to listen to suna than obliviously in love with osamu.

time flew by so fast but so slow every time you saw him. he looks effortlessly pretty even when he just skimming through the page with his eyebrow furrowed together because he was confused - you thought.

" you shall get over of it, " as if it was that easy. maybe being inarizaki's manager wasn't the best option to choose.

but god, it was tiring to pinning over someone who's desperately in love with someone else. it was so, so damn hurts and draining your energy. 

" maybe i just wanna be his, " you hums in content as suna scrunched his nose, sighing.

" please don't ruin my favorite song, thank you so much, " and he went sleep just like that.

but something come up inside your tiny little head that suna is not that bad, maybe you can get over with osamu, right? but the thoughts of everything you did to osamu feels like holding you back to fall in love with someone else. yeah, it's just a stupid, high school crush.

but god, you were so in love with osamu miya.

few week(s) passed by. they got closer each day and it's hurt. it's feel like something growing on your lungs, not giving you a room to breathe. it's suffocating so bad. 

this is all your fault.

but atsumu isn't giving up on matching you with his brother. at least, not yet. he - and osamu, - didn't want to be the biggest reason why - maybe someday - you were dead because of a stupid flower growing in your lungs.

can he see it? the epitome of heart eyes is no longer shining as it used to be. no more hyper manager to hype them up - and occasionally making fun of kita -. the girl that always left bento under his desk no more doing that. no more.

he didn’t, of course. why, why on the earth, he would give a damn to a stupid girl that he’s pretty sure is just playing around with his feeling?

practice went well, and pretty tense honestly, occasionally interrupted by your cough. it’s more pathetic to be fair when they saw you smiling brightly across the room despite of your poor condition. the stupid cheeky grins of yours never leave your lips, though it sounds hoarser than usual. 

" if I die one day, please don't tell them I died because of a stupid guy who likes onigiri, it would be funny, " you joked wholeheartedly to suna who's abnormally helping you to filling up the bottle.

" yeah sure, if one day I become an intruders don't tell them I used to be a volleyball player who's broke, " suna mumbled in annoyance. but you both know that you’ll less likely to make it until suna become an intruders, duh.

but each day goes by, it's hurt more and more. it's feel like something hitting your windpipe, suffocating you with the ungodly amount of loves you have towards osamu. god, you wish that you actually thoughts this before you fall in love with him. 

maybe...

maybe, just maybe one day before it too late, he realized how he almost killed a girl that he love.

#miya osamu #osamu x reader #miya osamu angst #osamu angst #haikyuu #hanahaki au #haikyuu hanahaki

[macaroki]

bad days ( k. bakugo x gn.reader )

" a headpats a day keep sanity at the bay, " but that's not the problem. the problem was your boyfriend being so grumpy and his attention not even for you, even just for a little.

warning(s) : some swearing word, lack of attention, a very ooc bakugo, not proofread, short drabble if you consider so.

genre : angst if you squint, fluff

pairing(s) : katsuki bakugo x gender neutral reader

a/n : i know it's todoroki's bday yesterday but i can't brainrot myself to write something for him so i am very sorry, please enjoy a very tsuntsun bakugo. and picture shown obv not mine. apologize for any grammar, character personality & story plot error. bcs i defo didnt't write this from 3AM, of course haha.... ⊂((・▽・))⊃

You didn't ask for this, never ever in your life you gonna ask for today. Today has been draining you a lot and just universe messing with you real bad, 'cause nothing seems right today. Your coffee has gone this morning and god-knew-who-tf steal them and you accidently lashed out to Bakugo as he greets you aggresively on the phone.

God, not to mention that Ectoplasm-sensei was explaining something about Mathematic's thing and added another assignment that due this month ( but honestly who would understand maths? ) and Present Mic has assigned two pairs to do some presentation that you couldn't put yout head with what was he talking about. What make it kind off worse was you're paired with Mineta.

Maybe it's not that bad right? Well, not really. But hey, at least Todoroki has warm up your cold tea that was made by Yaoyorozu that you didn't notice, but... We're not focusing about that, instead it's about your.. boyfriend? Significant other? Soulmate? You name it, but he's just being an extra total asshole this whole shitty day of yours.

Don't @ me, he's already an asshole before but today he doesn't seems like your boyfriend at all. His attention all drawn to his phone ( during any free time of his, ) and just ignoring you the whole day. During the recess, he wouldn't touch his favorite food nor throwing jerky remarks to Kaminari's dad jokes.

Okay, maybe he was really mad so who knows after school-period ended he would talk to you again, right? Oh my, jokes on you he didn't. Whenever you initiate a conversation, he would grunts or just hums as reponse. He do walk you to Height Allience like usual, but he didn't say a single thing like his vocabulary was all gone. It's feel like you're dating a mute boyfriend with no social cue right now. He literally took ' a man with few words ' in another level.

" Katsu, can you perhaps by any chances lending me your note? " You asked him as soon as both of you walking in to the common room and thankfully he did verbal response with " which subject? " - " Maths, they sucks. I don't understand today's topic, " you sighed, but somewhat grateful because he can talk afterall. " Alright, " all he said before catching up with Kirishima in the elevator, leaving you confused. Okay, you definitely need to fix something here.

As soon as you arrive to your dorms, your body fall to the comfy bed that at least willing to give you some comfort. Not even a minute passed, there's someone knocking on the door, and you didn't even brother to look up the person as you buried your face on Bakugo's hoodie that you def. didn't steal three days ago. " Oi, here's the note you asked. "

You gestured your hand to your study table, earning another grunts from him. Not too long after, you heard him ranting something about apology or maybe you were just sleepy and hearing things. " Come down for dinner later, " was the last thing you heard before you fall asleep on your beloved tsundere boyfriend's hoodie.

You woke up from the comforting weight on your body, and the hoodie that you cuddled before now replaced by the real owner. You were safely tucked under his chin and your uniform also replaced with your favorite shirt. It's weird, maybe you were high all this time and day dreaming. Maybe that's why your day was super-

" Oi, dumbass. I know you were awake, " -horrible. " I'm .. I'm sorry okay? I didn't notice you have a fucking bad day, " while his hand were mindlessly drawing shapes on your back. Hopefully you didn't mind his rapid heartbeat, cause you just didn't fail to make him blush like crazy. God forbid anyone saw or hear this because he'll be just close only to you, and you.

Maybe you were in heaven right now, or maybe you were hallucinating. But you couldn't help than cherish the moment of vulnerable Bakugo's, even though it's just a dream. Well, a human can only dream. " Are you listening to me? " He snapped you out from your thought while muttering some curse word under his breath. " Oh, y-yeah. Right, sorry. What was that about? " A sigh escaped from his lips, and his hold on your body tighten a bit.

" I said I'm sorry, dumbass. I.. fuck, I didn't mean to. " He stopped a while as he feels your face nuzzling closer to his neck. " I really.... didn't mean to ignore you all day, " he muttered with a few grunts there and there, but seeing him open about his feeling make you feel better all of the sudden. It makes you feel like trusted enough that he's more than willing to show you his vulnerable state, and it's convince you that this relationship is mutual.

Perhaps he said ' I love you ' less, but the attitude - that sounds clichè but cute honestly - where he lends you his note and even tutoring you with no hesistation asked, where he walks beside you on the road side, where he let you tugs on his shirt if you're feeling shitty on the crowd and so much more enough to tell you that he apperciate you and all.

" It's okay, you don't have to feel bad, " you assured him, at the same time cherishing the time you spent with him. " 'm just glad you're here, " and he did too.

He just can't say it but he hopes you see how he still saves you from Mineta bullshit during homeroom, how he still saves your seat on the cafeteria and bring you your favorite drink, and many other minor details that he don't even remember because everything he did with you become a habit, whether it cooking for you during weekend, or hair day on friday night.

" I'm just really glad to have you here, " you repeat again, that enough to convince him, " but next time you gotta tell me what's wrong, okay? " he muttered so softly and holding you close as he afraid to break you. Honestly, your nods already can put him in ease, knowing that small shit can be solved without arguing.

He love you for that, he truly did. Not everyone can keep up with his shitty attitude all the time, not even Kirishima sometimes, but he glad that you did. You accept him no matter how hot-headed he is, and he accept you for being so adorable and able to take his breath away as he see your figure. Before you could say anything, " now, get ya ass up and eat., " he said, yet still playing with your hair mindlessly.

" 'm tired, don't you want to carry me, hm?, " earning a flick on forehead from your beloved boyfriend. " Gotta get over the laziness dumbass, come on, " and he's right. But honestly, he didn't mind if you cling onto him for dear life, because he finds it cute, but he won't tell you that. Anyway-

Bonus :

" Yo, Bakubro! Can you lend me your phone a bit~ ? "

" Hah? The fuck you want my phone shittyhead? "

" Well, I might or might not saw your google history on how to make your s/o feel bette- "

Can you hear it? It's Kirishima screaming and holding dear life to Todoroki and Bakugo's cursing.

tysm for reading, have a nice day/night <3. don't forget to drink water & eat properly, 'kay?

#bakugo x gn reader #bnha bakugo katsuki #bakugo x reader #bakugo comfort #bakugo x reader fluff

[macaroki]

heated argument ( s. todoroki x reader )

a nightmare after an argument is sucks and make you all sweaty shit . thanks to his quirk , he didn't feel too hot or too cold during night . not that he need extra heater or blanket either . but you in his arm , it's radiating some kind of warmth that he couldn’t explain with words . it's feel something cozy , feels like a victory 

warning(s) : mention of insecurity , mention of divorce , mention of kid’s injury , mention of cheating ( but no one did , I swear.. ) rumors , hint of anxiety/panic attack , misunderstood , both aged up for plot & pro hero Shoto , more to descriptive writing and established relationship

genre : angst to fluff/comfort

pairing(s) : s. todoroki x gn reader 

a/n : sorry ! this one was rewrite because i accidentally deleted the first one. not much changed though thankfully i wrote down the main plots on my notes , but yea :) enjoy nonetheless !!

as always, here's my masterlist <3

Shoto Todoroki. He’s a type of guy who loves his personal space all the time especially at night, but he also want to give his s/o their own personal space. With that being said, he also down bad for cuddles. Like, he literally could cuddle the life outta you anytime unless he was in mission. It's just tonight not the time. Not because he hates your or anything, it’s just...

Your mom always said to settle down anything before you fall asleep. You wouldn’t know if you’re going to awake tomorrow. Same goes of telling your loved one how much you love and appreciate them. However, thing aren’t always goes as planned. You weren't suppose to go to the bed while things still heated up. Not in a sexual way, more to argument way. With both of you with your own career and stuff, there must a stupid rumor that going around. Not like it’s uncommon and sure, he did assure you whenever he heard some stupid rumor or whenever he saw the uneasy looks on your face. Though sometimes you couldn’t help than overthink what if the rumor going to be true someday.

You could've wait -  or at least - for tomorrow, maybe during his free time. Maybe a proper one, at least. But you're so stubborn for your own good sometimes. If only you just wait for tomorrow, you wouldn't go to sleep with tears on your eyes and a nightmare plaguing you.

Wasn’t he better off than with you anyway? He’ll gonna be a better hero without you, right?

No one would deny that this issue become the main reason of the arguments that happen between both of you. Really, he was right all along. Who wouldn't snapped after such a long, tiring day at agency - not to mention encountering countless of villain throughout the day and piles of paperwork ; hoping to come back to home, embraced with comfort but instead having your partner doubting your own feeling towards them?

God, it's sounds cliché, maybe it's sounds dramatic but you couldn't deny it. Just only if you wait 'till tomorrow, you wouldn't saw Shoto kissing Yaoyorozu on the alley back on his agency building. It’s feel so real that you couldn't state the difference. It’s feel like a sign for you that you’re not good enough, maybe you ran into someone who have a truth quirk or something? You tried to reason with yourself, like it’s a demon playing cards on you, revealing your biggest insecurity. The way that he kissed her lips oh-so-lovingly struck your heart like Kaminari’s highest volt.

Truth to be told, you’ve lost track of time in the bathroom, but at least the cold water somehow easing your anxiety away, even for a moment. Even though as a result your finger feel numb and somehow wrinkly after exposed to water for too long, it was worth it than going back to sleep. But your stubborn-head talking shit about you should’ve go to bed without solving these and another part of you saying “ maybe it was true, no wonder that he might cheat with a partner like you someday, ” and again, it hits on you differently.

You wanted to cry, to let it out but it’s so hard. It’s feel like there’s no more tears left to cry, feels like nothing worth it to cry at the moment, like you’re gonna feel suffocated if you’re going to cry. Yet you were gripping on the sink so hard that your hands turn slightly red, and your body were shaking from the thoughts violently. Come to think of it, how can you compete with a pretty human in this universe as far as like Yaoyorozu? She filled everything that you lack of. But even so, there must have a valid reason why would Shoto’s cheat on you, right?

As if you deserve an explanation, oh dear.

A muffled voice come from your back calling out your name, and the next word you can hear was “ what’s wrong, baby? ” along with soft touch on your shoulder, and the mirror reflecting his attractive figure. “ Sorry, did uh did I wake you up? you must be tired, sorry. ” You tried to smile to him, as if he didn’t heard you gasped lightly as you wake up beside him.  

As if he didn’t feel how you were tossing around in your sleep, how you get out of the bed with tears stained on the pillow’s sheet, how you tip toeing on the bathroom so discreetly as if you’re afraid he’s going to be mad at you.

“ Mmm no, but are you okay? ” He look sleepy but can you sense how bad he want to hold you, placing his chin on your shoulder like he always do but all he can do is lightly squeezing your shoulder? You decided it would be more appropriate if you continue the conversation outside the bathroom, so you told him and agree to do so.

“ So um, you can continue to sleep if you want. I’m not feeling like doing so right now, ” he hums softly, however clearly dissatisfied with your answer. “ I’m sorry for what happen earlier, if that was the reason why you don’t want to go to bed with me. it was clearly my fault, and I know I should’ve talk with you about it nicely than snapping my anger out to you. my apologize, ” you nodded as a sign for him to continue, and the next words come out from his mouth is just..

“ It just something happen today. There was a low ranked villain around and manage to snatch the kid. We did save him, however he’s heavily injured and not really a good sight to see, ” and honestly, you were taken aback with his answer. “ Oh, Sho, I’m sorry too. But it wasn’t your fault honestly, it was mine. A-and you did a good job of saving the kid, and at least he’s safe from the such thing, right? ” you assured him, without thinking of anything, slowly touching his hand in reassuring way, and his forehead now resting on yours.

You just break the last string, and thinking of it make you feel overwhelm all of the sudden. Shit could have been worse, what if he couldn’t save the kid? Is he going to divorce you on the spot? He noticed the slight change on your eyes and on your touch - being observant people he is - he quietly guide you to the bed.

“ Does... does something happen at your workplace? Nightmares? ” He looks to your eye with soft look, and who are you to lie? “ Well, no and uh yes. But nothing brutal happen, I swear! Not like yours at least. Now uh, you need your beauty sleep, so-” “-you trust me, right? ”

And yes, you did. that’s why he’s holding you close to him right now, his arm wrapped around your waist comfortably. “ Sorry, love. Didn’t know you’re feeling that way, but you know that you’re so much better that I’m not willing to trade with anything else, right? I’ll be fool if I’m cheating behind you then. If I ever did something, I’m pretty sure I’ll always owe you an explanation, because you deserve one. Always, "

His lips lingering around your neck, and his finger mindlessly tracing your back. He was sleepy, you know that. But he’s not going to sleep with this shit still continue hovering around your head. “ You know, you’re all I need for in my life. Look at your eyes, it’s never cease to amaze me, ” now his lovely gaze diverted to yours, “ your lips, it’s so soft that I’m not regret having my first kiss on it, ” he added with soft giggles, “ and your hands, it’s perfectly fit into mine, ” while his free hand now caressing yours.

“ Universe really created us for each other, isn’t it? ”

You giggled to his thoughts, and clearly unbothered by his vulnerable state. It’s good to see now that he’s actually here, somewhat giving more comfort than you actually need. It might be cold, so cold without him before. But now, all you can feel is warm and cozy.

“ Mhmm, sorry for doubting myself, but you really should sleep right now, ” he nodded along before adding, “ but there’s nothing to be apologize about, don’t think too much about it, okay? ” His right hand pulling you close to him, loving the feels of your body warmth on him, no matter which side you want to sleep on.

In fact, he love holding you on his arm, it feels like he’s protecting you, and he hopes he also did the same thing with your negative thoughts. He might not be able to be on your side every time, but he cherished every moment he able to be with you. Of course he’s not regretting any of it, and he knows that marrying you was his bests decision he ever made and wasn’t a mistake.

He loves you, and he’s going to say it again that he loves everything about you. No matter what happen, nothing can tear both of you apart. Parting is such a sweet sorrow but none of you could take that, and never ever think of it. Let alone the death that gonna part both of you away.

" I love you, and I’ll always do. Good night, baby, sweet dreams, okay? " he said while planting sweet pecks on your forehead, the last thing you heard before you fall to your peaceful slumber slowly. And this time, the dream full with mint scent and his lovely presence.

#todoroki angst #todoroki x y/n #todoroki x reader #bnha shoto todoroki #shoto todoroki #todoroki x momo #todoroki comfort

[macaroki]

wife ( k. kenma x f.reader )

in where kenma was doing his weekend stream , his attention diverted to a comment , asking about you - his wife . 

warnings : she/her pronounce ( basically fem reader akadjbahs sorry , however lmk if you want a gn reader ) , lowercase for dialogue , short drabble , fluff !!!

genre : domestic fluff

pairings : kenma x fem reader 

a/n : sorry if kenma a bit ooc , i cant help it :> i hope i did justice on him , since i rarely saw or didnt dig down enough kenma’s domestic fluff , so here ya go ＼(≧▽≦)／

check out my other works too if you want <3

Kenma just doing his weekend stream, and the room’s condition just like his liking. However, a few comment attracting his attention. He fixed his hair a little before reading the comment out loud. 

“ how’s life after married with the person you’ve choose ? hmm , it’s not that bad . just kinda confusing for a guy like me though, ” he replied with soft smile , reminiscing the lovely time he experienced not long time ago .

Recently, you’ve finally married to a pudding head named Kenma Kozume. Truth to be told, you still questioning yourself for being all lucky. Like, girl, you hit the jackpot. He lowkey look like an e-boy that e-mo, but he’s really a nice husband you could ever ask in your life. He’s literally a husband materials, though he didn’t look like one. 

Well, don’t judge the book by it’s cover they said. 

“ it’s nice to know your promise and dream come true . honestly , i still need to wrap my head on the facts that she’s the same girl i’ve met back in high school . the same girl my mom called girlfriend , now as her daughter in law . funny how time passed along with the memories as well , ” he added .

The figure of you in the nice dress of yours and the smile that lights up his world frequently playing on his mind. Now, his attention on game was diverted to the sweet memories that both of you shared together. The moment you walked down the aisle seems slowed down for him at that time. God, he really want to live up that day again. 

“ i really love my wife , ______ . she’s the nicest gift that i wouldn’t trade for anything else . not even for an apple pie , ” he chuckled to himself , earning sweet wishes from the comment . some of it even said ‘ guess you’ve met an angel in person , kodzuken ! ’

And they were right, he really met an angel in person. The person? It’s you, his wife. Does he regret it? Of course not. 

#kenma kozume #kenma x reader #kenma x y/n #kenma fluff #domestic kenma #short drabble

[macaroki]

traitor , a bnha song fic

where bakugo fucked up and he saw kirishima comforting you at the backstage after breaking down during the concert of you singing a song abt him .

m.list [ mobile version ] < this fic under bakugo's list >

warning(s) : mention of doing that but not heavily described , mention of cheating , swearing , explicit language [ but dw eventually fluff <33 ]

genre : angst to fluff

pairing(s) : k. bakugo x reader / x o. uraraka , e.kirishima x reader

a/n : bruh i swear i couldnt get away from this song 😔 so enjoy my first post here !

new a/n : under the cut because someone ask so :) !

brown guilty eyes and little white lies

yeah , i played dumb but i always knew

that you'd talk to her , maybe did even worse

i kept quiet so i could keep you

You remember every single tiny details that happen during the day you finally admitted the truth. The truth that you afraid to admitted as long as you remember. Though, you couldn't help but call him out through this song. Eventhough your chest tighten due the fucking bullshit they did, you need to carry on the performance, the façade and everything. All the memories flood in your brain like a wave of tsunami. Every single thing from the begining of your relationship till the end ; feels like yesterday. Funny how times flew so fast, right?

and aint it funny

how you ran to her

the second that we call it quits ?

There is one time when three of you in a training mission, and imagine how hurt it was when he blindly follow her strategy, not even brothered to asked yours. Oh, well : you're just you - a nuisance. Judging his feeling by the way he look at her just like he used to look at you. Funny how he actually ran to her after that training mission and just .. gaining a huge admiring to her. He's such out of character, but who to blame?

and aint it funny ?

how you said you were friends

now it's sure as hell dont look like it

You tried to- at least that what you believe- to holding back any tears that dare to fall. You tried to clear your minds, but then remember when you confronts him about the girl? That's when the jealousy, insecurity and self-loathing took over. In fact, it's obvious that he's done, but you were afraid. Too afraid to speak up the truth nor admitting it. She's just a friend, yeah.

you betrayed me

and i know that you'll never feel sorry

for the way i hurt , yeah

you'd talk to her

when we were together

loved you at your worst

but that didn't matter

You hated the fact that he used to be there, helping you with your self-esteem in his own way. The fact that he comes to you after the incident, seeking comfort from you. The fact that he slowly forgot the way he treated you oh-so-lovingly and yet aggresively. Not come in surprise when he's betraying your pure love, cause it's your fault afterall. He's literally looked up by people, and you're just you. Medicore, so easy to being manipulated and blinded by love he showered you with. All the promises and everything both of you did, meant nothing to him.

it took you two weeks

to go off and date her

guess you didnt cheat

but you're still a traitor

He surely don't owe you an explanation when both of you broke up. He'll get bored, eventually because you're just you ; below an average person. He's Bakugo, a hot-headed guy that people find interesting, talented and so. Not to mention the bubbly girl that loved by almost everyone, so where's the audacity to compete with a girl like her? She's so kind, so perfect, so hyperactive and attractive as well. There's no surprise when he wanted to break up with you because of her : Ochako Uraraka.

now you bring her around

just to shut me down

show her off like she's a new throphy

Your glossy eyes scanned through the crowds, wondering why he's even here. As far as you remember, he always reject your invitation whenever you want to go to your favorite concert. But yet here we are, with his hand around her waist, holding her so tight that you wished you were her. You wished that his eyes fixed only on you, just like he promise on the early stage of your relationship. A normal person can only dream, aren't you?

and i know if you were true

there's no damn way that you

could fall in love with somebody that quickly

Sometimes, you wondered, does what happen that day because of your fault? You hold the mic tightly as your mind wandered the way you tried so hard to make he fall in love with you, or at least just make him noticed you. The brunette just snatched him away from him just like a damn theif. From a daily evening cuddles to " i've no time for cuddles, i have study session with that round face, " or maybe " dont be so needy, woman. that round face need some training session with me, ". At that point you started to realise that your feeling weren't valid anymore, you're just so tired of the one-sided relationship. What's the point of him asking you out if at the end he'll break you onto million pieces?

and aint it funny

all the twisted game

all the questions you used to avoid ?

You smiled to them, showing how happy and glad you were but your eyes telling the otherwise. Disappointed - to yourself. Disappointed of being not enough for him. But he could just told you that he's bored of you, how he have found a new one and replacing you. Why on the earth universe being so cruel with you? Found the truth by witnessing and accidentally walk in to them while doing that, and even worst : they didn't notice your presence. Then, the next day you tried to confronts him a about your uneasy feeling and the relationship, but he'll brushed you off just like always. Saying that he's not cheating, or anything, and he'll make it up to you later.

and aint it funny

remember i brought her up ?

and you told me i was paranoid

Funny how the later become never as he tends to brush you off like you never ever existed in his life. Your name look like never been in his dictionary. Instead, he start to pay attention to the brunette more. What makes it even worst is he twisted every single thing when both of you were alone. Oh, how pity you were - remembering all this shit during this fucking concert. Fuck that, maybe he was right. If only you didn't catch a feeling to him, it wouldn't lead to this horrible thing. If only..

you betrayed me

and i know that you'll never feel sorry

for the way i hurt , yeah

you'd talk to her

when we were together

loved you at your worst

but that didnt matter

' traitor ', one word that enough to describe him. Imagine went through your first cliché break up, moving on from your first love. Which is wasn't so easy as the public say so. How hard it was to letting go someone you loved with all of your heart and yet he's trapped with you. Trapped with someone like you, and you don't have any choice than letting him go. Leaving you with a million pieces with Kirishima that picking up those broken pieces and fix you.

it took you two weeks

to go off and date her

guess you didn't cheat

but you're still a traitor

Your eyes eventually locked to Kirishima's figure on the other side of VIP's, and smiled to him. God bless a sunshine like him, cause he's far away than the explosive boy. He understood the assignment, of course he wouldn't left out your feeling nor dismissing it, because for him " that's not manly, ". He always being pure honest with you : whether it about jealousy, insecurity or even ridiculous thing, you name it. You never been happier with him, as he showed you a real and healthy relationship, as far as things you've missed in your life. The best part is, he never leave you and always there in every step.

god , i wish that you had thought this through

before i went and fell in love with you

( haa , aaa , aaa )

when she's sleeping in the bed we made

don't you dare forget about the way..

Unfortunately, your mind travelled back to the past. The pillow fort that both of you used to built together and replaced by Uraraka. The worst thing is, she's underneath him, his name escaped from her lips like a spell and never left even for a second. God, you can't even put a proper words to explain how disgusted you are that time.

you betrayed me

and i know that you'll never feel sorry

for the way i hurt , yeah

you'd talk to her

when we were together

you gave me your word

but that didn't matter

All the confrontation Bakugo's did few weeks after you found out he cheated, but that doesn't matter anymore. He fucked up big time when he knew Kirishima had found you crying in front of the elevator after you walked out from Bakugo's room. He tried to comfort and knock out the sense out of you, and honestly shocked as well because he didn't expect Bakugo treat you that way. Why, out of people ; it have to be his respected bro - Katsuki Bakugo - cheated behind you? Doesn't matter, he already held you on his arm and comforting you throughout the night.

it took you two weeks

to go off and date her

guess you didnt cheat

but you're still

you're still a traitor

( haa , aaa , aaa )

yeah , you're still a traitor

You did reached another high notes and also holding any tears that dared to fall in front of these people. You hated being so weak and so naïve, letting him cheat behind you for only-god-knew-how-long. It's your fault anyway, you're too scared to speak up the truth. You're afraid of the fact that he cheated behind you with your close friend. Being backstabbed by two people that you trusted with your whole life must be another nightmare that horrifying, right?

oh , oh , oh

god , i wish that you had thought this through

before i went and fell in love with you

A huge distressed tone showed in your voice, sending chills over the audience and Bakugo himself. Is he terrified? No way, he's Ground Zero, a hot-headed one and have no fear of anything. He keep convincing himself that Uraraka way better than you, and also tried to convince himself that he would never loved an extras like you. He tried to convince himself that you're just a game,

or so he thought.

As you walked to the backstage, Kirishima quickly slipped out from the crowds and eventually make his way to you. The staff at the backstage allows him to enter anyway, he's a Red Riot after all.

It's breaking his manly heart nonetheless at the sight of you stiffened in front of the mirror. The thoughts of your previous relationship running to your heads, how invalid your feelings back then, how shitty Bakugo's used to treat you : but you snapped out from the humiliated thought as Kirishima tapping your shoulder softly and bring you to a comfiest hug as he afraid to break you. He let you - his lovely angel - to cried on his arm, and never ever being bored to comfort you ; whispering sweet nothings to you. Though all the make up ruined because of the ugly tears, you still look stunning on his lovely gaze.

If he don't have a little respect to the explosive boy, he's literally almost losing his shit even when thinking about it. He hate how the bad memories still planted in your head, cause he could've done better. He hate how the toxic things happen to you : because you clearly don't deserve it. He wish he could save you earlier.

At this point, nothing matter anymore than both of you safe in each other embrace with no words exchanged. Because you knew what you need most right now, the comforting gesture and silence were enough. Just like that, Bakugo realised that he love you, and he still. Yet he couldn't do anything than standing on the doorway, imagining that he's the one who's holding you, comforting you like that, and not Kirishima.

i honestly dont know how this turned out [ look pretty good to me though HAHAH IDK ] but i hope yall enjoy nonetheless :)) sorry for any grammar's error or misplaced words !! i hope yall doing fine and great ^^ pls enjoy this turtle cheering you up a bit :)) have a lovely night/day <33

#kirishima x reader #bakugou angst #bnha eijiro kirishima #mha katsuki #songfic #traitor #kirishima x reader traitor #bakugo x reader traitor

[macaroki]

masterlist

before that, i just want to inform that my username has changed to macaroki [ 25/02 ]

currently didn’t take any request, but I can consider to do so based on my imagination limit. thanks for understanding, enjoy yourself here. 

☁ let me know if there’s any broken link !

☁ gn reader : used they/them pronounce, or no gender specified 

☁ f reader : used she/her pronounce, or mention of female anatomy/related

☁ featuring character means they also play big roles in the story

☁ mobile version is available now !! i used 🤹🏻‍♀️ as the indicator in case the main link didnt work.

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favorite coffee of all time ;

past five [sunarin], wife [kenma], shall the death do us part & " youre the only one who understand " [akaashi].

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┌ bnha

› 〉 📂 katsuki bakugou .ೃ

songfic :: traitor [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ]“ featuring kirishima, f reader ”

where bakugo fucked up and he saw kirishima comforting you at the backstage after breaking down during the concert of you sang a song about him.

bad days [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ] “ gn reader ”

" a headpats a day keep sanity at the bay, " but that's not the problem. the problem was your boyfriend being so grumpy and his attention not even for you, even just for a little.

› 〉 📂 shouto todoroki .ೃ

heated argument [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ] “ reupload, f reader ”

a nightmare after an argument is sucks and make you all sweaty shit. thanks to his quirk, he didn't feel too hot or too cold during night, not that he need extra heater or blanket either. but you in his arm, it's radiating some kind of warmth that he couldn’t explain with words. it's feel something cozy, feels like a victory. 

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┌ haikyū

› 〉 📂 kenma kozume .ೃ

wife [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ] “ f reader ”

in where kenma was doing his weekend stream , his attention diverted to a comment , asking about you - his wife .

› 〉 📂 koushi sugawara .ೃ

shall the death do us part, my dove [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ] “ f reader ”

or, in another word, sugawara keep living on his life for you.

› 〉 📂 osamu miya .ೃ

maybe [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ] “ f reader ”

maybe, just maybe one day before it too late, he realized how he almost killed a girl that he love.

what if “ f reader , part two ”

what if the person you loved suddenly disappear? what would you do?

› 〉 📂 suna rintarou .ೃ

past five [ 🤹🏻‍♀️ ] “ gn reader ”

“ the sunset is beautiful, isn’t it? ” but you’re not letting him go

› 〉 📂 akaashi keiji .ೃ

“ youre the only one who understand ” “ gn reader ”

or, in another word, akaashi's love language is a perfect combination of words of affirmation and physical touch.

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┌ multi-character

› 〉 📂 ... .ೃ

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 “ i know in your head, you see me instead. ”

#🌥️ masterlist #bnha #haikyū