#???? idk

[egorsey]

the head

#house md #gregory house #wilson soon.. trust #do i use the hatecrimes md tag #idk #mine

[cacaocheri]

we both deserve to be happy

in case anyone is wondering, it gets easier. it gets so so much easier and i hope you find the love you're looking for

#this is like deeply personal and intimate but im posting it for the people who might need to hear this #there isn't really a more profound way i could say it. just that love is everywhere and it will be there for you if you look for it #it's true that things won't ever be the same and that's a good thing. never go back #ive been wanting to make more art about my grief and post it on tumblr for people but like. tbh. ive kind of processed a lot of it now #its kind of hard for me to tap into those old emotions again but hopefully this is still helpful for some people #my art #grief #love #idk #i just wanted to post this to reassure people who are scared to make the next step. i am so happy right now and i hope you will be too

[genericwhitehomosexual]

POV i’m a giant fucking dumbass but for some reason you still wanna get railed by me

#me #selfie #my gay ass #gay #idk #gay men #mood #i be goofin

[veggiukabu]

This is what Rin meant about that he'll devour Isagi

School day is coming I'm fucking cooked

#bllk #blue lock #shitpost #blue lock fanart #isagi yoichi #itoshi rin #blue lock memes #idk #I made this while in a car trip to Bangkok. I'm slowly losing my sanity #sorry for hiatus my phone is no longer stable to use anymore

[voldkat]

slugfish : a rain world headcanon post

slugfish , also colloquially known as sea scugs , are a branch of slugcat that adapted to live in warm watery environments . they're usually found within an iterator's bounding walls , in areas like abandoned plumbing systems , lakes and ponds , and any other place with a notable amount of water .

terminology

slugfish are also sometimes called axolotls , though this is a nickname more frequently used with salamanders , so it may cause some confusion

slugfish children are called slugfries or sluglings . people have shortened slugfries to "fries" , and sluglings to "slings" , like how people shorten slugpups to "pups" or "slups" .

slugcats and slugfish can have offspring together ! those are called puplings ( shortened to "plings" ) and grow into catfish

coloring

slugfish tend to be greenish or blueish , but some other colors may appear by pure chance ( like rivulet's pink frills and fins )

some slugfish may also be so dark that they appear black , but they're never jet black . just a really dark shade of some other color

newborn fries are dark all over , but gain a light underside as they grow ( countershading !! yay !! )

misc facts

their tails have fins to help them with swimming

they have increased lung capacity , but they can't breathe water

the frills on their heads are not gills ! they're there for temperature regulation , since the area around an iterator tends to be warmer

their eyes are specialized to be able to see underwater a little clearer

they're almost always wet and / or slimy because of their environments

they have less fur than slugcats

cross-slug interactions

slugfish and slugcats retain enough shared culture to communicate with each other , despite their different habitats

the two can also have meaningful bonds with each other , like friendships , family relationships , and even romantic bonding

the two are genetically compatible enough to have offspring together ( puplings / catfish ) , but they are quite rare

#🌟 // creations #🌟 // brainrots #🌧 // rain world #basically i turned rivulet into an entire scug subspecies #rain world #rw slugcat #rain world rivulet #rw rivulet #rw slugfish #<- ? #idk #guess i'll include that as a tag too #🫧 :: squeegee

[kaite--s]

So

I wanted to draw some HW characters with my Pixel art style. Ravio would be my first character, obviously, my entire blog is based on Ravio LMAO

#my art <3 #pixel art #albw ravio #hyrule warriors #Im not sure who will be next #maybe Midna #idk #i accept offers

[indagonightmare]

Sometimes I forget sex is real and not just some weird internet joke

#ace #asexual #aroace #i may have made this post before #idk #i cant remember

[beepshroom]

yeah i have adhd

angelic….divine..holy… disorder… ,,,..

uh..

#idk #angelkin #divinekin #biblical angelkin #otherkin #alterhuman #nonhuman

[scrollonso]

"do i scare you?"

"scary? my god, you're divine."

#fisi and lance #nandos fav bfs #i luv fisinando sm #like its bad #i cant stop thinking abt them #i should make their friendship a bigger thing in my aus #f1 #formula 1 #lance stroll #fernando alonso #aston martin #ls18 #strollonso #fa14 #giancarlo fisichella #gf2 #renault #how do u spell divin #divine #devine #idk

[rebouks]

she's a big boi..

#ramblings #wip #? #idk #but i have a SHELL #🤸‍♀️

[janahanooo]

Ace: do Pokemons speak?

Trainer Yuu: uh yeah? Didn't you hear my pokemons?

Ace: they're repeting their names over and over. I meant like the way we speak!

Trainer Yuu: oooo

Trainer Yuu: it is posible with effort and time, but I never really cared. They understand me, and I understand them.

Ace: I see...

Ace: Come on big guy! You can do it!

Golduck: Gol?

Ace: I just need you to say my name! That's all! A-CE. You can do it!

Golduck: Go...

Ace: . . .

Ace: alright, I get it. You can't, that's fine. I- I'll just admit defeat to Yuu...

Golduck: Yuu?

Ace: . . .

Ace: you son of a-

Trainer Yuu: w h a t ?

Ace: come on, don't be shy. Say it again.

Golduck: Yuu

Trainer Yuu: . . . literaly how? He- what? I-

Ace: no idea. I wanted him to say MY name, but I say your name in a passing and he starts to say that instead.

Ace: genius

Golduck: ?

#twisted wonderland #twst #disney twst #disney twisted wonderland #twst yuu #twisted wonderland yuu #pokemon trainer yuu #twst x pokemon #twisted wonderland ace trappola #twst ace #golduck #the genius that he is #should I make him learn to speak or leave it just here? #idk #maybe I will maybe I won't

[coffee-starlight-1111]

roblox memes but it's tpc

#just shapes and beats #the pink corruption #pink corruption #Roblox #tpc cube #Tpc lythorus #tpc ajaceare #Tpc Lycanthropy #Tpc iris #Tpc macabre #tpc pentellow #Tpc Quintagon #tpc circusic #tpc cyan #tpc orange #tpc cintagon #tpc circumsphere #tpc rincle #tpc circumuscle #tpc spheer #tpc cyanide #tpc tsavorite #roblox memes #Idk #shitpost

[wistfullywaiting2]

Atsushi has a poor habit of accidentally getting pictures and videos of him uploaded online. It started as a coincidence the first couple times but now it’s a running joke, made more ironic by how Atsushi is actually incredibly camera shy.

Over the course of time Atsushi has gotten 3 videos of him fighting against an enemy solo, a recording of him singing his favorite song(said song had its own 5 minutes of fame because of that recording), he somehow managed to be the one to go on a “mission” that was actually a research project to see how people act when they are alone where a bunch of bodyguards are hired to stay alone on an empty stage for an allotted amount of time, too many random photographs of him to count, and more.

Some people are even starting to accuse Fukuzawa of having Atsushi do this intentionally to attract more clients by showing off one of his cute employees, which Atsushi would speak out against if the cute part didn’t trip him up so much. All in all Atsushi happens to get a lot of inconvenient attention and the agency has learned to live with their little trouble magnet.

#bsd #idk #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #nakajima atsushi #bungou stray dogs #bsd headcanons #on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak #bungo stray dogs #I need to make more Atsushi posts so that they don’t suggest Dazai for my recent tags #meow

[skys-trash-bin]

trying out procreate

request from discord

#final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 #ff7 #ffvii #might go back to using my old program (autodesk sketchbook) #idk #requests are still open

[heavenlymorals]

In Defense of Bill Williamson: A Curious Case Of Hear Me OUT-

Warning: this post contains mentions of rape, homophobia, and period typical attitudes.

The first time I played RDR2, I was very curious and went into Sonny's cabin. If you know, you know.

I was horrified over learning what happened to Arthur and the shock of it all was impalpable. The fact that Rockstar put in such an encounter was diabolical, but either way, it happened, and I was pissed and heartbroken for Arthur. Out of all the encounters that happened in this game, all the awful encounters, this is the only one that did not get a journal entry- mostly likely due to the trauma of getting raped and the shame of it as well- let us not forget that Arthur is a man, a very tough and burly man, living in 1899 America. The likelihood that there would be any support for him is nigh on none.

I fed Sonny to the alligators (obviously) later and more or less forgot about it because I avenged my Arthur.

Then Bill came along.

"I met a guy at the swamp who seemed to know a lot about you. I mean A LOT about you…"

I was pissed and it was the first time in the game that I heard pure, unadulterated hatred in Arthur's voice as he more or less growled at Bill to go away. From then on, I always antagonized Bill for seemingly mocking Arthur like that for getting raped.

But then I played again and again and played Red Dead 1 too and learned that Bill is gay. Even though it isn't said outright, it is implied so heavily that it would be laughable to suggest that he liked women.

So after a while, my reaction to Bill's words changed. I pity him now.

Now I know what you are thinking- Heytham, how the hell can you pity a man who mocked a fucking rape victim?

Because I don't think Bill thought Arthur was raped.

Here is how I came to this conclusion (feel free to disagree with me, but here is how I came to this conclusion):

Being a homosexual in the 1800s was a very isolating and daunting experience, with the threat of jail time and even death. Society was super judgemental and cruel to people who did not fit into what was expected of them, so being a homosexual would feel like hell on Earth because there wasn't a real way to express this attraction beyond longing and secrecy, which would make finding other gay people hard to do.

Beyond just isolation, homosexual actions can ruin careers, which we can assume is one of the reasons that Bill got dishonorably discharged ("deviancy") alongside attempted murder. Crazy to think that "deviancy" is on the same level of attempted murder and was probably shamed more, but that is neither here nor there.

Even the gang wasn't really accepting of Bill's sexuality, which speaks a lot about the gang's supposedly "progressive politics", as they aren't really politically progressive and more so idealistic in the romantic standards of 1800s America. In terms of Bill's sexuality, it felt more like a outta sight, outta mind sort of deal. Bill is the butt of jokes and his sexuality is too ("Is he gonna kiss that guy or punch him", "Bill and Phil", "He likes to do a lot of things with men on their knees (RDR1- John says it to purposely shame Bill more to the people he works with)")).

When his sexuality seems to be a bit more upfront, there is agression and disgust. The biggest example of this is Arthur's reaction to Bill wanting hair pomade. He sounds disgusted and mean and the sneer in his "Yeah, I'll get you your hair pomade…" is very telling that Arthur thinks that Bill is asking him for pomade for gay sex because of the way he reacts to it- he already has a disposition to thinking this is why Bill wants the pomade and it disgusts him, even though he does it anyways.

To give Arthur the benefit of the doubt, I'd be pretty weirded out if someone asked me for lube, but Arthur didn't know if that is what Bill actually wants. He could very well just need it for a job that requires him to look nice, which happens in the ball mission. The point is that he had a disposition and that disposition made him react in not only a bewildered way but a disgusted way. Im serious, just listen to that interaction- I don't think I am reaching.

In any case, it is quite obvious that Bill feels isolated and that isolation makes him awkward and aggressive around men that he does like (Kieran) and overall just angry at the world because of it, amongst other things. He has no one to talk to, no one to relate to, and he is shunned and despaired over something he cannot control.

So then Bill meets Sonny and whatever the hell they did together, Sonny talks about Arthur, and let us be real, what is the likelihood that he would flat out tell Bill that he raped Arthur? Low, I'd think. Most likely, he would just say that the two of them had sex.

Now think about this- Bill has mostly likely lived his entire life hiding his sexuality and only expressing it in secret because if he does otherwise, he will be punished in some form or another. But now he learns that another man in camp, the fucking enforcer of all people, has apparently went to this man for sex.

Do you realize what this means for a gay person? Especially a gay person who lives in a society that actively discourages and punishes same-sex relations? It doesn't necessarily mean that that person would try to drum up a relationship, but there is comfort in the fact that now you know another person who is experiencing the same thing you are- the solidarity in that is priceless. I would know, I come from a culture that still kills gay people.

When Bill comes up to Athur, he genuinely sound giddy, like he found a big secret. There wasn't really any malice in his voice, other than a "haha, guess what I just found out" sort of tone.

When Arthur tells him to get out of there, he didn't seem offended. He didn't seem annoyed or aggressive, which is unusual for Bill. He just puts his hands up in surrender and goes off, almost as if he was saying "hey, I get it man," in the sense that a man during this time period, especially a man like Arthur, wouldn't want to be found out as gay. Internalized homophobia was definietly rampant.

He genuinely doesn't seem to have malice in that tone- Bill only talks like that when he is either excited or happy or acting like a human being. And at this point in the game, Bill still respected Arthur, so I doubt he would want to step on his toes, especially in a way like that.

If I am not talking out of my ass, this could be such a great moment of character development for Bill- sympathy for another man supposedly like him in the world that they lived in. Fucking Bill having sympathy and empathy- who would've thought.

Or he could be mocking Arthur for being a rape victim because Bill is genuinely a piece of shit.

But on the off chance that he does not? What an interesting microcosm of LGBTQ+ dynamics in 1899 America.

In any case, FUCK SONNY AND DONT GET INVITED INTO HOUSES IN THE SWAMPS-

#rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #bill williamson #character analysis #story analysis #is this a reach? #idk #maybe I'm just projecting cuz of the culture i grew up in #but in any case #poor arthur man

[nomidreams]

btw my headcanons on main characters

#nothing really special but aroace niko #i think she loves love and loves to see somebody else faling in love but not herself #idk #also demigirl cuz i feel like this #<- basic method of creating headcanons #straights arent real #dead boy detectives #dbd #headcanon