nice girl
trying to climb the tallest tree
just so i can scream from it
in hopes that someone hears me
wrote the longest essay about how i understand you the best
but not even a stranger turned their head around to read it
let alone you-ou-ou
step my foot outside my door
“run forward and take flight
flap your wings, you’ll learn to fly”
you turned your head in hopes it would happen faster
and you missed all the times i fell face first
got back up so quick because i thought you wouldn’t wanna see it
and now i fly so high
best view from the mountain top
i know all about the stilts underneath me
i know it’s just a children’s play and im just an actress
the doctor told you about my depression and i twisted her words
it’s been 3 years, i wish it got better
and all the cool girls are out there discussing everything i wanna talk about
and yes im jealous and yes i wanna kill them
but i won’t because im a nice girl with a wide smile
and all the pretty girls say what i said in prettier words
i wish i was 50 years old, wiser than them all
above shit that makes me wanna fall down the stairs
i wouldn’t care about you being smarter
and i’d be a nice girl
im just a nice girl
tell you i love you
then leave you behind and move on easily
im just a nice girl
take everything you give me
then kill you in your sleep
and it’s all because i hit myself endless times when i was learning to fly
and i failed anyway
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Look at me remembering my password!
I would like to reintroduce myself as the stuff from the last 9 months isn't the most accurate.
My name is Ryah
I've been a Swiftie since 2015. My favorite albums are Debut, Lover, and Evermore. My favorite song by her is Invisible. I saw her on June 24, 2023. My suprise songs were Dear John and Daylight. I have 2 geckos named after her. Their names are Indie and Epiphany.
Artists I listen to include:
Taylor Swift (obviously), Maisie Peters ,Ashe (all time fav), 5sos, Beyoncé, Boygenius (and solo), Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Halsey, Little Mix, Lana Del Rey, Kacey Musgraves, and many more.
Some other things I enjoy are:
The Cincinnati Bengals
Trader Joe's
Penguins
The month of November
Rain
Poetry
The color green
Other basic things are:
I have beef with blue Gatorade
If I had to commit a crime, I'd throw a rock at the Vegas Sphere
I don't think Titanic is the great of a movie
My favorite movie is a mix between The Land Before Time, Eternals, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and Flubber.
If you read that far, I'm sorry. If you wanna hang around for the adventure, I would like that. I don't expect it though because I like free will 💗
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