#FeelingWeird

[theetherealshade]

I am so weird sometimes. Like, I have the feeling that people sometimes look at me like I am a weirdo in the edges of society trying to adjust. Even tough I am nearly 30 (and have a life and a job etc).

#darkmood #darkacademia #feelingweird #notes to self

[futuristicfreakpursetoad-blog]

#different #freetime #boring #nothingtodo #feelings #feelingweird https://www.instagram.com/p/Cn90CgtNd_u/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#different #freetime #boring #nothingtodo #feelings #feelingweird

[sudoku-isnt-fun-anymore]

There’s this weird feeling of not understanding why people like you. Being surprised that people went out of there way to acknowledge you and be nice. Wondering what they saw that drew them to you. Feeling like a fraud because you like they’ve been misled. Sometimes you don’t feel like a good or likable person. It’s strange that people love you and care. It does feel nice though, to be liked and loved. People being kind can be overwhelming sometimes. Not a social butterfly. #feelingweird

[chainsawcathy]

April 6 Weird Full comic on Patreon Link in the bio #comics #autobiocomics #journalcomics #chicagocomics #patreon #dailycomic #feelingweird #weird #weirdo https://www.instagram.com/p/CNXUF9OBdv5/?igshid=1404c4iaovx06

#comics #autobiocomics #journalcomics #chicagocomics #patreon #dailycomic #feelingweird #weird #weirdo

[serotoninbeast]

First day of moving on. Spent P320.00 for a Signature massage alone. After an hour, I bought myself an Aficionado perfume, my favorite. Spent another hundred for bread, a local hot chocolate drink (sikwate), and proven (a local street food as well). It was hard finding a ride home even at 8 pm because of the rainy weather. Curfew is at 10 in the evening. For some reason, two different strangers asked me what time it was and a strange looking guy called a motorcycle shouting to let me take a ride. Anyways, I'm enjoying my warm cup of choco in my comfy bed while listening to chill music! Doing fine so far. 🤍😆

#Newlife #Movingon #grateful #Feelingweird

[lovingly--yours]

Lol why is it that commitment feels scary? Just cause I’m the worst? Or other people are?

#femme #done #2020 #feelingweird #gay #me #personal #wlw #lesbian #girlslikegirls #femme4butch #hiiiiii

[onlysadatnight]

i cant make up my mind if i like a guy or not and i keep going back and forth and its so unfair to him because everyone tells me he was like depressed over an entire summer because of the way i told him i didnt want to be together and then i got together with one of his close friends who ended up being a dick which led me back to my guy and its such a mess and now i think hes getting over me but i keep lookink back at our conversations and wondering if i messed up

#boys #crush #breakup #feelingweird #goback? #ifeelshallow #itsbeengoingonfortwoyears #givemeadvice #pleaseactuallycomment #someonehelplol

[dreamyyydemon]

Mood. . . . . . . . #blob #eyes #lowbrowart #weirdart #doodles #sketchbook #surrealism #darksurrealism #penandink #blackandwhite #scopophobia #creepyart #feelingweird #emerging #melting #horrorart https://www.instagram.com/p/BsmfO09BoJp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hg0czhnh8kln

#blob #eyes #lowbrowart #weirdart #doodles #sketchbook #surrealism #darksurrealism #penandink #blackandwhite #scopophobia #creepyart #feelingweird #emerging #melting #horrorart

[exexpatpat-blog]

Not On the Label

So I’ve never used this website before, but I just need to get something off my chest and sending it into the oblivion of the internet feels like a good idea right now. 

I spent the last five years living as an expat (ESL teacher), and recently came home to the US to help my family during a rough time.

The thing no one tells you about coming home (and I mean coming home long-term, not just for a visit) is that life went on without you while you were away. Logically, you know that, but facing the reality of it is weird.

Your friends all found spouses and got engaged or married. They bought houses and had babies. They advanced their career and got promotions and changed directions and succeeded.

And so did you. You lived abroad, you badass, but when you come home people don’t really want to hear about that. 

They’ll listen at first. Ask a few questions. But then they want to go back to talking about the cute thing their toddler did, and when you compare it to the cute thing your kindergarteners did on a field trip in Asia, eventually their eyes will start to roll.

It’s ok to talk about the last five years of their lives as much as they want, but someone how the last five years of your life are less welcome in conversation. You can just see their eyes glaze over. There she goes, talking about ~being abroad~ again. 

Why do you get to talk about your wedding and cat and baby and promotion, but I don’t get to talk about my students and relationships and favorite coffee shop? Is it just because they’re in another country? Is it because my path was different from yours? Is mine less important? 

I know this is a rant. And I’ve literally never used tumblr before. But I’ve been home for almost three months now, and I’m frustrated. I enjoyed my life abroad. I came home because I was needed here, and I’d never leave my family hanging.

But why do I feel like my life somehow doesn’t measure up? Why do I feel like the last five years of my life were somehow ~less~?

I don’t want to seem like I’m not happy for my friends. I am. I think it’s wonderful that they have such successful lives. I’m happy to have a chance to be part of them (in person) again. But after the first few weeks, I feel a distance that I can’t quite explain. I don’t quite have the words.

Are there other expats out there? Can anyone relate?

I feel lonely, which is not something I expected when I decided to come home.

#expatlife #expat #cominghome #travel #traveler #aftereffects #lifeisweird #isanyonealiveoutthere #feelings #feelingweird #needtoknow #aftertravel #newtotumblr #firstpost #help #rant

[ithisatanytime]

(b07gem)

#SoundCloud #music #b07gem #weird #feelingweird #jesusreturning

[ingetjetadros]

Day 17 in Lockdown. I’ve been too busy in the garden to make photos, just been a busy bee. It’s so healing to be with your hands in the ground..feeling grounded is a magic feeling and being me, that means and feels a lot. 🙃But than it made me stare into space too, as ‘is this all real ? ‘.. What the F*^^^ ? And the first thought came up with questioning myself ‘when am I able to fly again?’ Is this all a joke!?? Big question mark !? #covid19 #newzealand #feelingweird #vegetarian #beans @ingetje_tadros (at Glenduan, New Zealand) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-1Vn9XA_9w/?igshid=kajfhgc9ta0l

#covid19 #newzealand #feelingweird #vegetarian #beans

[edehidalgo]

It's so strange to have this vessel, 😂 this apparency. What am I? 😂👽😬 #feelingweird #laughingofmyself #strange #weirdo #longhairboy ? #longhairman #whatshappening #androgynous ? https://www.instagram.com/p/ByoXY_Nla9n/?igshid=kcloqij9duen

#feelingweird #laughingofmyself #strange #weirdo #longhairboy #longhairman #whatshappening #androgynous

[emoweaselart]

Printing up the front size of my square folds. I have to print 60 of them and listening to the sound of the rollers in the printer are very scary. . . . . #video #book #bookart #booknow #bookstagram #special #advertising #ink #inktober #inkstagram #print #printing #project #forsale #illustration #illustrationgram #illustrationdesign #design #feelingweird #art #artist #artink #artwork #artstagram #artistsoninstagram #instagood #instafollow #instaart #instafamous #instagram

#bookart #inkstagram #printing #artink #forsale #artwork #inktober #feelingweird #design #artistsoninstagram #artist #instafamous #artstagram #bookstagram #illustrationgram #art #illustration #instafollow #ink #booknow #instaart #instagood #video #advertising #instagram #special #project #book #print #illustrationdesign

[theperfectcomic-blog]

Pure Talent

#puretalent #deep #expenses #taxreturns #normalcy #becomenormal #feelingweird #anxiety #pharmaceutical #sunglasses #employment #banking #statement

[satiscst]

Can i just like...fly away?

And never come back?

Or just for a few moments? Days? Weeks?

#dontwantto #feelingweird #thoughts #randomthoughts

[dreamyyydemon]

How many Charlotte's can I draw before I get tired of them? . Been feeling so conflicted with my art and how I want to present it. I want to look like I'm organized, always creating, and sure of everything I post. Never posting things I don't think are worth showing. But if I kept doing that I would hardly post 😭 I've been so anxious over what other ppl think when they see my art and even though I'm tired of feeling that way it's been hard to break away from that habit. Being home more often gives me so much time to overthink 💀 Just wanted to get that out. Also been holding a lot of other things in, hoping that writing them out helps release them 🖤 . Also, Charlotte is non-binary, prefers they/them! 💖 . . . #ocs #charlotteiscute #doodles #sketchbook #traditionalart #bodyhorror #lowbrowart #weirdoart #feelingweird #cyclops #monsters https://www.instagram.com/p/CDCQ9MtjAJf/?igshid=1vlkuybmrmr7k

#ocs #charlotteiscute #doodles #sketchbook #traditionalart #bodyhorror #lowbrowart #weirdoart #feelingweird #cyclops #monsters