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mjtwinflamesoul · 2 years
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dreamypisces888 · 6 months
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Indicators in Synastry chart that show Karmic bound or Soulmate or Twin flame!
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Karmic/Past Life Indicators:
Saturn aspects between charts, suggesting lessons and responsibilities carried over from past lifetimes
Moon contacts, reflecting deep emotional ties and empathy bonded through previous incarnations
North Node conjunct Mars - this implies courageous missions undertaken together, with passions energizing your joint work to answer soul contracts.
North Node squares Venus - suggesting vulnerability has been a theme, but through cherishing each other unconditionally, developmental wounds may finally release their grip.
North Node also squares Neptune - shared illusions are being dismantled now so your true purposes can shine through to lift others' dreams as well.
Jupiter's trine indicates generous lessons learned through past committed partnerships that instilled outlook expansion.
Saturn's squares denote relationship stability challenges overcome in past to build trust where before vulnerability caused reactivity.
Uranus' dissonance represents awakening of individual needs that transformed codependency to interdependence through understanding each soul's electricity.
Chiron's opposition attests to healing wounds of abandonment through this bond by giving/receiving unconditional acceptance of one another as beloved healers.
The Part of Fortune contact connotes duties fulfilled through supporting one another's growth despite hardships faced side by side.
Soulmate Indicators:
Strong synastry involving personal planets like Venus, Mars and moon, showing intimacy on emotional, physical and intellectual levels
Aspects to Jupiter, bringing out the higher, expansive qualities of the relationship
Grand trine formation, allowing the connection to flow smoothly
Venus-Mars aspects: Trines, sextiles signify attraction, passion, compassion fueling the relationship.
Moon connections: Trines, sextiles seen to mutual Moon signs portray deep empathy, nurturing energies between partners.
Sun-Moon: Classic soulmate aspect with the Sun of one lighting up the inner being of the other.
Mercury patterns: Flowing aspects allow profound communication and intellectual understanding.
Grand water trines: Subtle, supportive emotional exchanges indicating souls long acquainted.
Grand fire trines: These energize and inspire through shared adventures, philosophies.
Grand cross with a focus: Formations symbolizing karmic purpose found together through challenges.
Multiple planets conjoining a point: Depicts strongly mirrored or complementary soul qualities.
Jupiter moon/venus touches: Foster abundance, trust and joy through good and difficult times.
Twin Flame Indicators:
Opposing charts with emphasis on polarity and balance
Planetary mirrors like Venus/Venus reflecting a profound recognition
Intense aspects between outer planets Uranus, Neptune, Pluto triggering spiritual awakening
Mirroring of Lilith placements pointing to a mission to heal ancestral wounds
North/South Node conjunction uniting your twin soul purposes
Strong Pluto aspects like conjunctions, squares: Indicates intense soul transformations experienced together.
Moon-Moon connections: Mirroring of each other's inner emotional landscapes.
Grand mutable T-squares: Formations that activate personal evolution through the relationship.
Sun-Uranus aspects: Bond awakens revolutionary qualities in each other's core identities.
Saturn-Saturn ties: Connections hinting at developing a mature spiritual partnership through difficulties.
Jupiter-Neptune: Expanding compassion and ability to creatively actualize shared spiritual visions.
Venus-Chiron: Healing each other's heart wounds through unconditional love expressed physically/creatively.
Mars-Mars: Dynamic actions challenging complacency drive evolution of passions together.
Moon-Node aspects: Deep ties to emotional life purpose resonating with soul's shared past/future.
Moon-Pluto: Intense emotional triggers that purge illusions through soul-baring intimacy.
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pearlywritings · 1 year
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The birth of the Dawn and the Dusk
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synopsis: You planned your husband’s birthday months ago and even so something happens to not go according to the script.
pairing and characters: Diluc x fem!reader, your twin sons Rufus and Lucas, Alberich family (Kaeya, his wife and daughter Callie), Adelinde
tw: established relatioships, domestic moment, pregnancy stuff, fluff, a little bit hurt/comfort
word count: 10.8k+ words
author’s note: so late for my man’s birthday,,, But I am happy this one is finally out! Also there is a surprise at the end of the fic~ Hope you’ll enjoy everything!!!
Family AU masterlist
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You feel so tired. Body aches and eyes hurt - you barely managed to fall asleep tonight, keeping your husband awake too to coax you into a state of slumber. This also added emotional stress, the clawing guilt for depriving him of sleep right before such a meaningful and happy day, but the man kept lovingly reassuring you that he didn't mind and would support and comfort you always, especially now, when you are so vulnerable, just days away from welcoming your baby into this world.
Diluc was nothing but a saint throughout both of your pregnancies. However, while the first one was challenging for him too, because he was worried about the new role he'd have to fulfill and if he'd do it successfully, this one was easier on his end, so he channeled all his energy to you, being there for every step and every time you got overwhelmed, which, at first, happened way too often. Your other two kids used to be all over you asking questions about their unborn sibling, and while you love your angels to death, you truly do, - your hormones and their vigor sometimes created a bad mix. Luckily, it quickly got better, because Diluc took his time to explain to your boys why their mommy might be emotional or look really really tired, and that she isn't upset with them and they need to be more careful around her. After that, the three of them became your anchor, with boys cuddling to you quietly to soothe and console you every opportunity they had, and Diluc arranging everything for your utmost comfort.
With all of this you were determined to make this year's celebration of his birthday as amazing as every other you two shared. You weren't sure if you would have given birth already or still heavily pregnant when the 30th of April came, but you knew that in any outcome you'd be too exhausted to arrange anything. That is why you started your meticulous planning half-way into your pregnancy. Everything was a secret from Diluc, just as always, and he oh so tenderly smiled, whenever you tried to hide the notes you were making, only teasing you by stepping closer and hugging you from behind. But he was a fair man, he never glanced at your scribbles and plans, only burying his face in your hair and asking to stay like this with you and the baby for a little bit. It actually helped you to concentrate a little bit better.
In March the final version of your plan was already passed to the maids who'd be responsible for organizing and decorating, and you couldn't help but feel pride when they giggled and excitedly murmured upon checking your instructions. You did a great job.
But you must've also done something bad, if whatever gods of fertility above made it their goal to mess with your sleep schedule - the baby is way too active, keeping you awake at an ungodly hour, just like tonight. So exhausting…
You can feel movements behind your back and a moment later a pleasant warmth is spreading all over your stomach and back. A soft whine escapes your lips, but it’s quickly shushed by a quiet murmur next to your ear.
“Shh… My flame, it’s okay, I got you…” You hug a pillow in front of you tighter, burying your face in it, letting your husband cuddle to your back, keeping his palm spread over your bump. He always knows when the baby gets cranky, sometimes even before you feel it, ready to calm down both of you with the help of his presence and vision.
Pretty soon you feel comfy again, surrounded by pillows and a literal heater of a man, who peppers soft kisses along your bare shoulder. His heavy bangs tickle your skin, prompting the corner of your lips to twitch in a shadow of a smile; an arm, wrapped around your middle, doesn’t put any weight on your waist, perfectly controlled by sheer strength of its owner; his whole body becomes support to your back instead of a long pillow he removed previously to take its place and he playfully nudges your feet when you attempt to tangle your legs with his.. Oh, you love this man.
Suddenly a loud noise from the outside worms its way into your lulled conscience, and you flinch. Slowly your eyelids slide open and you groan quietly, ears catching a dissatisfied huff from the male beside you.
“I told them to be careful…” Diluc grumbles under his breath, but doesn’t leave his spot next to you, only lifting his hand slightly and starting to rub your stomach in soothing circles.
“Mmm… What time is it?” Pushing the pillow away you rub at your eyes, yawning. Your husband cranes his neck to look at the wall behind and hums.
“A little past ten.”
“Ten..? Oh no…” With a pout you kick some other pillows (and accidentally his legs) too, stifling another yawn with your hand. “I was supposed to wake up earlier for your special day… I am sorry I slept for so long.”
“Nonsense,” he digs his elbow in a mattress and lifts his upper body to reach for your cheek, smothering it with pecks. “You are nine months pregnant, my love. I would’ve let you sleep all day long, if I didn’t know you worked hard to make today exceptional for me.”
“Oh…” You sigh, finally blinking the sleep, that was clinging to your eyelids, off and throw an arm behind you, rolling your back a little, practically placing yourself on your husband, stretching with a content noise. Diluc sees an opportunity to wrap both arms around you, and carefully draw you even more on top of himself, face hidden in the side of your neck.
“Archons, you are pretty,” the heat engulfs your heart, born from his adoring tone, and spreads in tender waves through your whole being.
“Don’t you dare say having me in your arms is enough of a present for you,” your chiding makes him smile and shake his head.
“As much as that’s true, I won’t, for your sake,” you squint like a cat under the sun, when he places a kiss under your jaw. “Are you ready to get out of bed? Half an hour ago when I came downstairs, and immediately got kicked out by Adelinde, I managed to catch a glimpse of Kaeya and our sons. I am sure Callie and her mom have joined them by now too.”
“Oh, that’s great!” You widely smile, sleep forgotten as if the need in it was always non-existent. “Yes, I want to start getting ready. Please, help me, ‘luc.”
“With greatest pleasure.”
Letting the Alberich family spend the night was one of your greatest decisions made in preparations for Diluc’s birthday. There is no way to guess when throughout the day you might feel light-headed or tired, so them being at the Winery from the very morning till the very evening increases the chances to get an opportunity when all of you can enjoy the celebration together. 
When you descend down the stairs, with Diluc practically glued to your sight, holding your arm to support, Kaeya’s face is the first one you spot among the others. He looks absolutely cozy with his pajama-like-looking pants, matching shirt and a knee-long robe, hanging on his shoulders untied. His face lights up with a smile, when his eye lands on you two, and he hands one of the maids nearby the box he’s been holding previously.
“Aren’t these our dear birthday boy and his lovely wife?” His voice is smooth, never lacking his ever-present teasing lilt, as he makes his way to you.
“Don’t make it look like you see me for the first time today,” Diluc grumbles, letting go of your hand, so you could give your brother-in-law a side hug.
“Oh? I am sorry, Diluc, but could I really tell Adelinde not to kick you out? My charms do not work on this amazing woman.”
“Because this woman raised you and is immune to said charms,” the woman in question appears behind the Cavalry Captain, with a sweet smile plastered on her face. “Come on, go help your wife - I don’t doubt she is skilled, but three kids are still a handful.”
“Haha, aren’t you subtle? If I didn’t know how much you adore me, I’d say you are kicking me out,” the star-shaped pupil twinkles with concealed merit, to which the head maid tenderly scoffs.
“Gotta make it even between the brothers,” she teases him back, and he gasps in pretense hurt, to which Diluc rolls his eyes, but a smug-looking smile doesn’t escape your sight.
“Sure, sure,” Kaeya jerks his chin up, still faking the offense, and turns around to leave. The woman shakes her head at his antics, short blond hair gently swaying, complimenting the fond look on her face. With one of her boys gone, she devotes her attention to the other, smiling apologetically.
“I am sorry for shoving you out the way I did, Master Diluc, but Lady Y/n really wanted to be here when you came to witness what she had planned for you. I hope you can forgive me for forbidding you from the first floor of your own house.”
“I can never be mad at you,” Diluc’s lips form a small smile as well, and he steps closer, gingerly embracing her. “After all, you raised me too.”
The older woman chuckles, patting his back, and your gaze softens. Every year you get lucky to see this display of special motherly affection, the one where you get sad a little, because your child grows older, further and further from the little boy you used to know and take care of, but you still are so happy for how far he managed to come. That’s what Adlinde’s face tells you every single year, those are the tears of joy that are brimming her summer-green eyes.
“Adelinde,” you softly call and she glances at you, with her arms still wrapped around her master’s, her kid’s broad back. “I haven’t had an opportunity to congratulate my husband yet, would you like to be the first this year?”
Vibrant eyes slightly widen, and then unspoken affection swirls in them.
“Thank you,” your heart skips a beat, crumbling under the sincerest gratitude the woman offers you for simply giving her such an opportunity.
She turns to Diluc again, and a small, delicate hand reaches up to brush away the fiery bangs that got even wilder as the man got older. A thumb runs over his cheekbone, feeling a small scar underneath, remembering, comparing to the pouty rosy cheek of a little boy, who used to cling to her skirt and seek her attention and advice, with that adorable sparkle in his warm ruby eyes and a wide grin with a tooth missing. Now a tall man is standing in front of her, who suffered many losses and hardships she couldn’t possibly protect him from, but who eventually found his happiness and found it in himself to fully enjoy it.
And that’s all she ever wished for him.
“Happy birthday, my boy,” her voice trembles with emotions, but she manages to get a hold of herself. The other hand comes to cup his other cheek and tilt his head down, so, standing on her toes, she could place a lingering kiss to his forehead. “Happy thirty eighth year of your life, my dawn. I am so proud of how far you’ve come and I wish for nothing more, but for your happiness to grow. I know your father would tell you the same.”
Oh, Archons. That last phrase made you emotional, hitting your poor heart even harder than the tender exchange between the two. And seeing the look on your husband’s face, the quiet hitch of his breath, the slight tremble of his lower lip and unspoken yearning in his flaming eyes, you have to silently excuse yourself from the scene, too scared to ruin the moment by your very possible waterworks. You’ll let the two have their moment, meanwhile you can see what your sons and brother-in-law’s family is up to.
You find the five of them in a separate room, which was long ago reconstructed and redecorated into something akin to a living room (additional wall was added to divide the hall part from this space to grant you and kids privacy if any partner of Diluc stopped by to discuss the matters with either him or Elzer). Both boys and the girl are sitting on the carpet-covered floor, vigorously discussing something - you even catch the pieces of the argument they’ve been having for months. Ever since the twins’ father agreed to consider getting them a dog, they and their older cousin could not shut up about what name the creature should have. At first it was cute, now it’s the reason for a headache, when the three of them cannot reach an agreement.
But the childish debate is quickly tuned out when you recognize the adorable new two-piece indoor outfits you purchased specifically for today. Your older son has the sleeves of his orange pullover rolled while he wildly gesticulates, the usual unruly mass of his untied hair swaying from side to side like a flame turned upside down. Lucas on the other hand has his cheek supported by his fist with an elbow digging in his knee, clad in yellow pants, and watches his brother and cousin with an 'I am so done with them' look, so uncommon for a six-year old, that it almost makes you snort. Callie, wearing similar in style pants and pullover, but sharing a pretty blue color with her father, is actively arguing with Rufus, however there is something different from the redhead's pure decisiveness. There are clearly some hints of Kaeya's mannerism, especially that quirk of her lips. What a cheeky twelve-year old.
“Y/n!”
Your attention is quickly drawn to the smiling woman, who is rising from the couch she’s been sharing with her husband just seconds ago. Mirroring her smile, you swiftly rub your eyes, getting rid of happy tears, caused by a scene at the bottom of the stairs.
“Are you okay?” Concern is laced in your friend’s tone, as she walks to you and puts her palms on your elbows in a comforting gesture. You only shake your head, making a small step closer, so you can give her a hug.
“Yeah, yeah, I am good, don’t worry. Just saw something very heart-warming.”
“Oh, alright,” she sighs in relief. “Are you hungry?"
Good question, actually. You concentrate on what your body feels and craves, softly rubbing your belly. No, still only the aching and ever-present fatigue.
"Not necessarily, but if you all haven't eaten yet, we can do it now. Diluc should soon join us, and after breakfast we can start our stay-inside party."
Your friend nods in agreement, squeezing your elbows affectionately, and then turns to look at the three kids still sitting on the floor, so engrossed in their conversation that they seem to not have even noticed you enter.
"Hey, kids,” only Lucas perks up at his aunt’s call, while Rufus and Callie keep arguing, ignoring everything around them. “Kids,” is said firmer, but still to no avail. As the younger twin gets up from the floor, you share a knowing look with the woman.
“Callie Alberich.”
“Rufus Ragnvindr.”
And as if by magic the conversation is cut short, two sets of worried eyes staring back at the unamused-looking moms.
“Good, we finally have your attention,” Mrs Alberich hums, taking your hand and leading you to the armchair, helping you to sit down. “Now, who’d be a dear and go to the kitchen to let the maids know they can serve breakfast?”
“I will, mom,” the girl says before Rufus can open his mouth and carefully pushes him and his brother in your direction. “You two, go say hi to your mama.”
Kaeya’s eye twinkles, when he easily guesses his daughter’s intentions, but keeps his mouth shut, watching his nephews practically sprint to their mom and climb onto the armrests.
“She went to congratulate uncle Diluc, didn’t she?” His wife quietly asks, taking a seat next to him, and the man only chuckles, wrapping an arm around her waist, bringing her even closer. Yeah, his girl really likes her uncle, adores even, which has been absolutely mutual from the moment the redhead was handed the small baby to hold for the first time. The Dawn Winery owner has always played an important role in the girl’s life, and before his sons were born, the man was absolutely wrapped around his niece’s finger. She doesn’t remember that, of course, but she does remember how she begged for cousins, and feels very proud of the fact, claiming that it’s because of her request uncle and aunt now have two cute boys, whom she really-really loves and enjoys spending time with, despite being twice as old as them.
But uncle is still her favorite out of the whole Ragnvindr family. So getting first to the man and wishing him a happy birthday is an absolute must.
“I am sure she won’t forget about breakfast,” Kaeya hums eventually, focusing on his sister-in-law and nephews, who, in their orange and yellow costumes paired with the color of their hair, remind him of two little candlelights.
“I love the cozy style you decided on for the clothes,” he comments, drawing your attention from twins, who settled against the sides of your stomach, resting their heads on your shoulders.
“Really?” An excited smile worms its way onto your face. “I am glad you think so! I thought they were perfect for spending the day inside."
"They are!" Mrs Alberich claps her hands together. "I adore this pretty dress and yours looks so wonderful too! The fabric is very soft, when I put it on this morning I thought I was hugged by a fluffy cloud. Oh, what color does Diluc have by the way?"
"Papa has gray" Rufus chimes, before reaching out to your stomach to gently pat it. "Mama, did you get the baby one too?"
"I did, Ru," you reassure him, remembering the cute white onesie you decided to purchase on a whim to match the vibe. "Soon she or he will be able to wear it."
"Speaking of the baby, you've never told us the name you picked. Is that a secret?"
"It really isn't,” your tone is soft, and your gaze is tender, as you look down at your belly. “We do have a small list, but our decision was to choose when the baby is born. We agree on every name on that list, and Diluc believes it's just going to click which one is perfect when we see them, just like it happened with these two," you turn your head from side to side, kissing each boy's cheek, making them squeal happily. In reality it was a little bit different. 
Obviously you didn't expect to have twins, so your list was created on the basis of eventually picking only one name. But when there appeared to be two babies, two little boys, everything had to be reconsidered. You and your husband (surprisingly more him than you) thought it'd be cute if there was something that would show their twinly bond. That's when it clicked quickly - Diluc came up with Rufus and you did so with Lucas, affectionately calling them Ru and Lu. This time you also considered different kinds of name combinations for possible outcomes, but ultimately decided to let the future tell.
"Okay, that's fair," Kaeya smiles, putting his cheek on top of his wife's head - the woman made herself comfortable on his shoulder, watching you and your sons with a sweet smile of her own. "Promise to invite us over when you feel strong enough to have visitors to meet another member of the Ragnvindr family?"
"Of course, I promise, Kae. And you'll be the first ones to kno- aaah!"
Everyone in the room jumps when a sharp cry of discomfort escapes you. Unwrapping your arms from around the twins, you lean forward and clutch your stomach. Surprised, the boys get down onto the floor and move right in front of you, worry evident on their faces. You mean to reach out to comfort your babies, to reassure him, but another surge of pain prevents you from doing so, and you groan, hands still on the stomach. Kaeya is next on his feet, closely followed by his wife, and just a second later the man scoops both redheads in his arms, while your female friend crouches before you, with both palms on your knees.
"Kaeya, boys - out. I'll handle it."
"But mama is hurt-," Lucas tries, not taking his eyes off of your curled figure, as his brother attempts to wrestle his way out of his uncle’s hold. Both look panicked, and the Cavalry Captain has to gently shush both of them, pressing their bodies even closer to his chest..
“Don’t worry, she is alright and she will be alright when we return, okay? Now, let’s go and find your father-”
“Oh.”
The man stumbles over his words, hearing a surprised noise, and immediately glances up at you, met with an expression of total disbelief.
“Archons, what is it? Y/n, please, don’t scare us like tha-”
“I think my water just broke.”
He barely holds himself back from cursing in front of his little nephews. His wife, on the other hand, is as cool as a cucumber, absolutely unphased, with not even an ounce of worry present on her face or in her actions. She rises from her crouched position and turns to look at her husband, who in a second became an anxious wreck, as if it is his beloved who is having contractions.
“Love,” she speaks calmly, “take the boys, find Callie and Diluc and get the kids ready to go out for a walk. Also ask someone to inform the midwife that Y/n has possibly gone into labor. And for the Seven’s sake, don’t dump this information onto your brother as if someone is dying, we don’t need a panicked dad right now.”
“Got it,” his legs start moving even before he thinks about it, and with two boys held in a death grip, Kaeya runs out of the room. He startles a couple of maids in the hall, along with Diluc, who’s just walked out of the kitchen, holding his niece’s hand. The hero of today’s occasion lifts his eyebrows, staring at the disheveled form of his brother, and an uneasy feeling starts rising in his chest when he notices the barely concealed panic in his periwinkle eye.
“Kaeya, what’s going on?”
“Okay, birthday boy, I need you to stay calm no matter what I tell you now, alright?"
"Are you sure you are the one to tell me to stay calm?" Red brows meet together in an alarmed manner. "What's gotten into you? Where are our wives?"
Another sharp cry, easily recognised as yours, is heard from the living room, and in a quieted hall everyone is finally becoming aware of something going on, something very unplanned.
"Um, so, as I said, stay calm, 'luc. However hard it is to believe, your wife might’ve gone into labor.”
“What!?”
Loud gasps of the maids fall almost deaf to Diluc’s ears when he hears the news. Immediately one of the girls chirps that she’ll go find the midwife and quickly scurries away, while two more run upstairs to go and check the room specifically prepared for such an occasion. Someone steps up and takes Callie, bringing her with Kaeya and twins somewhere else, but honestly, the redhead doesn’t notice it. The only thing his mind keeps repeating is that his wife needs him.
When he bursts into the living room you’ve already gotten onto your feet, one hand gripping Mrs Alberich’s shoulder and the other pressed to your stomach. The grimace on your face and heavy breathing is an evidence itself of your state, and Diluc appears at your side in a flash of gray and crimson, wrapping an arm around your back.
“My flame, keep breathing. Everything is alright,” his deep voice is comforting and you lean your forehead into his chest, whimpering.
You nod, letting go of your friend’s shoulder, and Diluc takes it as an opportunity to lift you in his arms - there is no way he’s making you walk, especially when the point of your destination is the second floor. You do not even complain, instead focusing on trying to relax the best you can, exercising proper breathing and counting.
“I am so sorry, ‘luc. I wanted this day to be special and now I am ruining it…”
“No, you are not,” he says firmly, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. “Rather you are making it even more special. I know you worked hard, but I also know that all of it won’t go anywhere and we’ll have a moment to enjoy it properly afterwards. You are much more important right now, so let’s get you to the bedroom.”
Kaeya was right - it is hard to believe. Of course, it’s not clear yet, it still could be just false labor pains, but never in his entire life could Diluc imagine that one of his kids would be born on the same day he was. When he lays you down onto the bed with pristine white sheets and lets the midwife examine you, the heart in his chest is going absolutely crazy. He can’t bear to see that painful look on your face, how your pretty eyes squint and teeth are gritted, but he will rather fall dead in that same room, than leave it, leave you without his support. 
You lift your hand and reach for him. Someone pushes a chair closer and he sits down, grasping your sweating hand with both of his and suddenly a memory flashes before his eyes. It’s been twenty years and he thought he has healed, but the rainy day and a man’s big hand he was clasping in his own come back to haunt him. His mind starts screaming. What if something goes wrong? What if he loses someone dear to him again? What if it’s the last time he feels the warm touch of the person who brought him out of his misery? What if it’s the last time he hears your voice and the distressed tone of it is what he’ll remember you like? Please, no, whoever is listening, don’t do it, don’t take you and the baby away from him, please, don't-
“Diluc,” his eyes snap open and he becomes painfully aware that he is shaking. But it's not about him, despite what day it is today. Right now everything is about you. 
Inhaling deeply and sharply exhaling, he blinks away the images of the past and focuses on your face instead. It’s not twisted in pain now, instead you are smiling at him, the adoration in your eyes unmistakable and the squeeze you give his fingers is sobering.
“Did you hear that? It’s actually happening. My water actually broke. Our baby will be here soon. I can’t promise I won’t curse you back and forth like during the first time, but I’ll really try.”
At that moment, pushing the dread aside and leaning forward to press a sweet reassuring kiss to your lips, the man thinks that if it was legally allowed he’d marry you again.
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It’s been a couple of hours since the Alberich couple left the Winery with all of the kids. It took Kaeya awhile to calm the boys down, while Callie remained uncharacteristically quiet, glancing at her mom from time to time, because her mother always knows what is going on, but this time, for some reason, isn't telling her.
Eventually both adults managed to persuade the three of them that they are on a mission to get some lovely flowers for Diluc and you - they made sure to pick different kinds that do not grow together for the process to take more time. Fortunately, it brought smiles back onto those cute little faces, and the couple let out a sigh of relief, watching their daughter and nephews, as the group went from one location to another. Lucas, being a dear he is, suggested that mom and dad deserved the biggest bouquets ever and Rufus doubled it, so now they are indeed on a mission to gather as many flowers as they can.
Making a pretty big circle, the five of them returned close to the Winery - but not quite. Settling near the Statue of the Seven, Kaeya stays to watch over the kids picking up windwheel asters and guard the bouquets they’ve already managed to create. The location allows him to oversee the vast grounds that belong to the Ragnvindr family, but also observe his wife’s figure getting smaller and smaller, but closer and closer to the main building. It was decided that soon everyone would get hungry, so she went to bring some food, but also to check on the situation at hand.
The sun hangs high in the sky and Kaeya squints in delight, letting the warm rays caress his face. Ah, what a wonderful day… With a puff of air he sits down and immediately lays his back on the soft ground, cracking his eye open. Not a cloud in sight, only the magnificent blue hues surrounding the brightest star, that’s the sight his brother deserves to have on his birthday - what a pity he can’t see it, stuck inside due to unplanned, though long-awaited, circumstances.
It is a perfect day for the twins’ sibling to be born, and for a brief moment a thought passes the Cavalry Captain’s mind - that maybe it’s the final step for Diluc to heal from all the pain and sorrow that whole 18th birthday situation caused him. Of course, it’s hard to tell, it was a seemingly endless nightmare after all, but he hopes for it, for this bundle of joy that is the redhead's third child to overshadow the loss of their father on this exact date.
Deep in his thoughts he doesn’t notice how Rufus comes closer, dividing equally the amount of flowers he’s gotten, putting one half in his dad’s pile and the other in mom’s one. Then he steps even closer, casting a small shadow across his uncle’s chest. Kaeya snaps out of it only when he feels a soft nudge, head turning and seeing that the boy carefully pushed the tips of his sandal against the lying man’s ribcage.
“What is it, Ru?” His voice sounds a bit lazy, but at least there is not even a hint of his initial panic - worry would only provoke the twins to feel concerned about the scene in the living room all over again, and he doesn't want that, their parents wouldn't want that. 
The little flame in front of him watches closely with wide eyes, which in combination with wild red hair makes him look like a fluffed up owlet.
Totally Diluc’s kid.
“We picked a lot of flowers… When are we coming home? I wanna see mama and papa. And also I’m hungry…”
“Yeah, dad, me too,” Callie pops behind her cousin, staring at Kaeya with bright eyes. She’s holding a mix of windwheel asters and sweet flowers, and the keen dark eye spots a small ladybug crawling up one of the stems. Equally small white lie wouldn't hurt.
“Your aunt is setting an additional surprise right now,” yeah, that’s literally the best explanation he can give them, “but this one takes time, and we need to be patient for her, okay?”
“But if it’s a surprise, why did Uncle Diluc stay? Doesn’t make sense,” His daughter is too sharp sometimes, but that’s why he is proud of her.
“This one requires his presence, so she doesn’t have to worry about messing up. I believe you’ll like it, so let’s give them time. As for the lunch - our precious Snowflake will soon bring us something to eat.”
“Don’t call mom that in front of me,” Callie grumbles, kicking his hip, and the man gasps, hand immediately flying to grab the assaulted place.
“But snowflakes are pretty!” Lucas, who appeared somewhen during the conversation, stares at the older girl in confusion. “They are very pretty and have unique forms… Your mom is pretty and unique too!”
“I know she is, but sometimes it’s just argh. Oh! Doesn’t your father call your mother ‘my flame’?”
“Yes, he does,” Rufus confirms with a nod, sitting down onto the ground. Kaeya turns onto his side, ignoring the dull pain and supports his cheek with a fist. Well, this is amusing~
“Don’t you find it a little too much sometimes?” Both twins shake their heads, red bangs bouncing with the motion, and the girl sighs in exasperation. “Wait till you are as old as I am, you’ll realize how cringe it is.”
“What’s ‘cringe’?”
Kaeya snorts. It’s funny when a twelve-year old speaks of her age with such intonation. It never ceases to amaze him how well his daughter adapted in the role of an older sibling to her cousins. She quickly realized her leading position and it was and still is very clear in her attitude, especially right now, as she is educating them on the meaning of the word 'cringe'. She cares for them a lot though, so he can hardly find a situation where she abused her power in the dynamic the three of them have. Besides, both Rufus and Lucas are far from stupid - probably ones of the brightest kids he’s ever had encounters with, and already have their opinions, so despite loving and admiring Callie they still can fight her back verbally. The only difference is that this is Rufus’ style of handling arguments with her, while Lucas prefers more tranquil approaches. Watching the three interact, Kaeya can't help but wonder what kind of personality would the baby develop.
Ah, it’s going to get so much livelier~
It’s another half an hour, during which he sneakily stole the spotlight from his girl and entertained the kids with made-up, but attention-grabbing stories. His wife's arrival catches them all by surprise - just like everything else about her, as she shouts their names and waves at them the best she can with a basket hanging off of her elbow. She is not alone though. With delight overtaking their expressions, kids spot the most loving and kind (obviously favorite) maid at her side holding the rest of the baskets Mrs Alberich couldn’t carry on her own. Kaeya hasn't even sat up yet, and the kids are already speeding in her direction.
“Addieeeee!”
Overjoyed, in an instant they are all over her and the woman gently laughs, settling down the baskets and staying in a crouched position to hug all of them. As she is telling them to help her with unfolding the blanket, Kaeya rises to his feet, right in time to put his arms loosely around his wife's waist to press a kiss to the corner of her mouth.
"Thanks for the food and bringing additional help," he murmurs, smooching her again and taking the baskets away. Freed arms encircle his neck and soft lips press against his in return, stealing the man's breath away.
"Don't mention it. Adelinde figured we might need her, and she is right, personally I am at my wit's end," she sighs, glancing behind to make sure the kids are occupied with the task the head maid gave them. "As for the news - everything is going smoothly so far, but it'll take some more hours. Other maids suggested visiting Springvale or maybe going to the City, and I agree."
"Yes, that sounds reasonable…" Kaeya hums, inwardly admitting that some remaining weight has just been lifted off of his shoulders. "You think we'll have to return in the morning or…?"
"No. Before we left, Adelinde checked in with Diluc - apparently he'll send his falcon to deliver a message once everything is over."
Ah, yes… the falcon his brother personally trained once again just a couple of years ago after the passing of his very first winged companion. And once again Kaeya was that one person the bird will always find, no matter where he is.
"Delightful. Then let us have our lunch. What you've got there, hm?"
"What was supposed to be put for the celebratory breakfast we all missed. It'd be such a pity if the food went to waste, wouldn't it?"
"True," the Cavalry Captain sighs and, adjusting his hold on the baskets, leads both of them to the rest of their little group. “What a chaotic morning…”
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The drawn together heavy curtains do not let a ray of a settling sun into the quiet room. The crimson painting the sky is undoubtedly beautiful, mesmerizing even, but no one dares to disturb your rest with a blazing color. The smell of freshly cleaned bedding is appeasing, but the fluffed up pillows that have the scent of your husband clinging to them is your main source of comfort - you faintly remember it, but you are sure of nearly snarling at whoever suggested changing the linen for them too before bringing you to the master’s bedroom. Poor maid must’ve been so scared, you’ll have to apologize to her later…
The slight guilt sparked by the memory is what makes you pass the line between dream and consciousness. You force your heavy eyelids open, but immediately squint a little from the light of the candles on the walls. A soft groan escapes your throat and you drop your head to the side, hiding from the light and blinking to make the eyes adjust. Succeeding in it, you take a quick look around the room, wondering if you were left alone to repose, or someone remained to monitor your condition.
That’s when you spot him. Or rather the gorgeous mane of ruby hair, shiny in the candlelight, thrown in a proper high ponytail, streaming down his upper back. He’s changed his clothes too - there is a hazy recollection of someone telling him to go and do so, and what a nice view it is, to see the gray pajama pants and pullover to be replaced with dark cherry - almost blackish - shirt, carmine vest and dark pants. But that’s not the most pleasing sight. Your heart almost melts, when the standing man turns around and you see a bundle of blankets delicately held in his strong arms. Vibrant eyes show every single emotion Diluc feels, looking at your baby. There is pure joy, happiness, bliss, love, promises to protect, to care, to cherish, to make every single day of life important and special. It’s so similar to the scene of nearly seven years ago, but without your husband bawling his eyes out with both arms occupied by twins. Well, maybe he did, a little, when you were resting, but you’ll never know.
You observe them for a little longer, the picture so perfect, you regret not having a Kamera in your hands right now to imprint a moment in a photo. Though you doubt you’d have strength to lift the thing enough to snap one and not make it blurry, so, just watching would suffice for now.
However Diluc’s senses are sharp, and when someone stares at him for longer than a couple of seconds - he knows. The warmth of the tamed flames seeps right through the eye contact, penetrating every cell in your body with welcomed heat. That may be the trick of the light, but his dark pupils dilate upon looking at you, and the blush creeps to your cheeks. Damn this man and him giving you looks like you are the whole world.
“Hey, love,” you softly call, the sound blending into the tender atmosphere, becoming a part of it, becoming Diluc’s source of oxygen for a brief second.
“Hello, my flame,” his voice can hardly mask the adoration and eagerness, with which he takes his next actions, makes it clear how excited he was for you finally awakening. With light steps he moves to the bed and carefully bends down. The touch of his lips is gentle, yet the feeling hidden behind it steals your breath away and your own lips part. Diluc murmurs something about wanting to give you so many kisses to compensate for the hours you spent in labor, and you breathlessly laugh at his adorable confession.
“It’s alright, ‘luc. Besides you are such a beautiful sight for a sore eye, how can I complain when my husband is all dressed up for me?”
“Oh, my flame,” his tone is oh so silken. “You are the beautiful one here. You looked so serene in your sleep, and now you shine like the brightest star.”
“Oh, stop that, I am sure I look like hell.”
“Not at all,” he shakes his head, long and fluffy bangs barely swaying. “You are wonderful. But how are you feeling? Need anything? Maybe you’d like to rest a bit more? I’ll take care of everything for you.”
You know he will, and this is one of the reasons that make him a great husband and an amazing father.
“No, no, I am fine, I feel better. It’s finally over. Our son is here.”
Yes, your son is here. Are you surprised it’s a boy again? Not really, there always was a gut feeling your older sons would have a little brother as their sibling, and by the red hairs you spotted when the baby was passed to you for the first time there is now a solid confirmation that Ragnvindr genes are insane.
“I want to hold him. May I?”
Without answering your question directly, Diluc carefully places the baby on the free space on the bed and helps you to adjust the pillows and sit up. Then the boy is instantly in your arms and Diluc kicks his shoes off to climb next to you. The sides of your heads touch, and you smile when his big hand is placed under yours, to provide additional support.
Your son is sleeping. So tiny and wrapped in all those blankets he is so peaceful. You swallow harshly to fight the tears back and shakily sigh, rapidly blinking. Rough fingers move your hairs away from your face and lovingly caress your cheek, reminding you that everything is okay.
“You did so well, my love… You are incredible, you know that?”
A choked chuckle erupts from your mouth and you sniffle.
“I am, am I not? But it’s also a miracle that he decided to come out right on your birthday.”
The man presses the firmest kiss he’s given you this evening to your temple and wraps his free arm around your shoulders, bringing you even closer. The thumping of his heart is palpable and makes you want to cry again.
“You know…” lifting your head, you come face to face with your husband, and there is a smile playing on his lips, one that is both bright and a bit melancholic. “Now there is one more reason to look forward to my birthday. To celebrate mine with you all and to celebrate his like that too.”
“Oh, we can have two parties!” You beam, closing your eyes and picturing it in your head. “Yours would be obviously in the morning, and his would be in the evening- oh, Ru and Lu would be so delighted to have two cakes to eat instead of one,” you share a soft laugh. Which actually reminds you…
“Have you sent anyone to notify them they can come home? I feel so bad that they had to spend your birthday away from you…”
“Don’t worry, dear. The message has been delivered and they should soon be here. And there is always tomorrow to start with the party all over again. I believe it was a smart decision to get kids out of the house. You know how protective twins are around you - they would’ve worried themselves out of their minds.”
You have to admit that Diluc is right - no need for your boys and niece to hear you scream and curse whoever was present for hours, and you can trust the Alberich family to keep them safe and entertained.
“Well then, if everything else is settled, my heart and mind are at peace… But we still have one important thing to do. The name. And before we go down the list, may I suggest something, please?”
“You are the mother, you have the most say in it,” his words make you lift an eyebrow at him, yet he only smiles. Shaking your head you poke your nose into his cheek.
“What a gentleman you are…"
"That's what my dad told my mom," he says as if in his defense. "And I agree with him on that one - after all, it's you who carried him for nine months and kept him healthy."
"Alright, alright, I could speak of all the ways you provided for me so I could do that, but I know you won't accept this kind of praise. Okay, I will have a say in it," Diluc scoffs, but you only give him a teasing wink. "Speaking of your parents, remember how you told me that your mother chose the name ‘Diluc’, because you were born in the early hours of dawn?” He nods, fondness reflecting in his eyes. “She also did it, because your father’s name means ‘twilight’, ‘dusk’ and she wanted them to match, right?” He nods again, but this time it’s confusion and a bit of hurt that are hiding behind his crimson pools of fire. Still holding the baby, you do your best to interlace your fingers with his, still supporting your hand, and the redhead takes notice of it, helping you, until there is a nice hold on each other's digits.
Swallowing thickly you take a deep breath to calm your nerves. Diluc would never be mad at you, but what you are going to suggest next is pretty huge.
"It's not on the list, but I took interest in this one when we were researching. The main meaning of this name is 'Sun'. However, there were languages that gave it a slightly different meaning, let's say, time-specific? And now, since our son was born on the 30th of April and almost at sunset, I thought that this one might be perfect. It's… It's Cyrus. And it can have the meaning of 'dusk', 'twilight', just like your father's name does."
The clock on the wall is ticking and that's the only sound in the room. You can barely hear your hearts beating or air entering and leaving your lungs, but your mind is in a race against itself, and you start second-guessing that maybe giving him a big reminder about that day was a mistake. Diluc’s been healing, you know that, you’ve been here all these years to witness his progress and be proud of him, but it still must hurt. His silence is worrying, but despite your own nervousness you give him time to process, to let the thought sink in and register what exactly you are implying.
You spend a few minutes quietly. Your husband never loosens his hold on your shoulders, and it soothes you when his thumb starts rubbing over your knuckles absent-mindedly. His warm breath caresses your skin, lulling your alerted senses to the point of tranquility, and you sigh audibly, lowering your head on his shoulder. And then you finally hear him speak again.
“Cyrus… It’s a lovely name. I… I really like it. No, I love it.”
“Yeah?” A soft murmur of your question sends a wave of delight to the man’s swelling heart. “You do?”
“I do. I think it’s perfect. But…are you really sure you want to honor my father?”
“He meant a lot to you, ‘luc,” you straighten up and turn to have a better view of the redhead. There are unshed tears clinging to his thick lashes and he doesn’t even blink, looking down at your son. “Listen, my love,” carefully sliding one hand from beneath the baby’s body you bring it to Diluc’s cheek, making him face you, making him gulp and lean into your open palm, “I too think it’s perfect, and maybe, just maybe, the birth of our son today is your dad’s sign to move on. Master Crepus would want that for you, I am sure, and passing on a small fracture of him to this boy would close this chapter forever. What do you think?”
“I think that I love you so-so much…”
His lips are scorching, kissing yours with feverish urgency. Tears roll down his flushed cheeks, but you brush them away the best you can, not minding the salty taste of the kiss. Diluc Ragnvindr has his chest open for you, for your hands to hold his beating heart, for them to take care of it. This pure joy that sets his soul aflame is overpowering, all-consuming, and he is more than ready to let it swallow him whole, if only you keep loving him the way you’ve been all these many years.
When he parts from you, the redhead nearly chokes and starts coughing from all the sobs he held back. Your fingers are deft, threading through his thick locks, gently scratching his scalp, as his forehead is pressed to yours. You remind him to breathe.
“And I love you too, Diluc. I always will.”
”Thank you.”
You smile, peppering his face with kisses, whispering the sweetest words of affection. He wants to tell you something, he even opens his mouth, but a sudden knock on the door interrupts him. Your eyes dart to the heavy wood blocking the entrance to your bedroom.
“Master Diluc?” It’s hushed, but still audible. “We spotted young masters, Sir Kaeya’s family and Miss Adelinde from the window. They will be here soon, should we ask them to wait?”
Your husband clears his throat, coughing in his fist, and then glances at your figure to check if you look good enough to receive so many people at once. You simply mouth an “I am fine”. It seems enough to assure him.
“No, Hillie,” your husband speaks louder. “Y/n is awake, so once everyone arrives, please, bring them here. And make arrangements for dinner.”
“Yes, Master!” 
Diluc sighs when the hurried steps can no longer be heard and kisses you once more. The baby in your hold starts stirring and you return your free arm back around him, bringing the boy closer to your chest.
“Will you be fine, if I leave you alone with Cyrus for a moment?” Him already using the name reduces your heart to a puddle and you cannot fight the huge grin.
“We will, my love, don’t worry. Go wash your face, I’ll feed him in the meantime.”
With a nod he bends to kiss his son’s forehead and then peck you on the cheek, climbing out of the bed after that and disappearing in the bathroom.
Fortunately, you had a solid half an hour before your sons and guests returned. In that time you managed to feed Cyrus, lull him back to sleep and pass the boy to a much calmer and collected Diluc, who carefully placed him in a crib.
Upon your suggestion, the man steps out of the bedroom to meet everyone downstairs, and warn the kids about being quiet. Every maid he meets on the way beams at him with a smile, congratulating and asking if their Lady is alright and if she needs anything. Their eagerness to assist his wife with anything she might need and excitement they feel for the fact Ragnvindr family has just grown in number is heart-warming, and Diluc allows himself a small smile, as he answers them the best he can.
When he reaches the hall of the first floor it’s just on time to witness Adelinde closing the massive doors and locking them. Two balls of red immediately sprint to him and he barely has time to crouch and catch his elder sons. They start whining and pouting for missing the whole day with their dad and he kisses their round cheeks, promising to hold a proper celebration later.
“Hmph, you better!” Rufus scoffs, lightly punching his father’s shoulder. “But today is not over yet, right?”
Diluc nods, patting their heads affectionately, ruffling crimson locks. Then twins glance at each other and simultaneously inhale.
“Happy birthday, dad! We love you!”
“I love you too, fireflies,” he hums, straightening up and lifting both of them in his arms. “Thank you for your kind words, I appreciate them.”
“We brought you and mom bouquets! Callie helped too,” Lucas chirps, pointing to two big bunches of flowers in Kaeya’s and his wife’s arms. The redhead lifts his eyebrows, to which his brother only shrugs.
“This is wonderful, kids. I love them, and I know your mom would adore them too.”
“Oh, can we go see her?”
“Why isn’t she with you?”
“Dad said she was preparing a surprise, where is it?”
Bombarded with questions, flying from three directions, Diluc is reminded of why he came down here in the first place.
“Kids,” the seriousness in his voice stops the stream of interrogation. Three sets of eyes are glued to his face. “I am going to tell you something very important and I need you to listen, alright? Now we all are going to go to my and mom’s bedroom. There you’ll have to be quiet, okay? No screaming, no squealing, no arguments, no running around, got it? Your mother is very tired, and someone who’s also waiting for you there may start crying if you disturb him.”
Mrs Alberich gasps, widely smiling, and turns to her husband, whispering in his ear.
”It’s another boy!”
Children on the other hand look utterly confused, but they do know when the look on the Dawn Winery owner’s face shows he is not kidding. This sounds so mysterious, and while puzzled they are dying to know what’s going on. And without acting the way their dad/uncle asks they will not find out what it is.
“Okay, we understand. We will be quiet.”
“Thank you,” he bends down again to put his sons back onto the floor and glances behind at his staff. “Someone, take these flowers and put them in vases in the living room. Kids, go wash your hands.”
"Yes, Master Diluc!"
When the door to the bedroom opens, you wave to everyone with a soft smile, cozying among the many pillows again.
"Mama!" Twins exclaim in whispers, tiptoeing to the bed and climbing up to hug you. "We missed you so much… How are you? Why are you in bed?"
"Tired," you simply explain, smooching their cute little noses and hugging them as tightly as you could. Suddenly, Lucas's eyes fall to your stomach - or rather to where it was just hours ago.
"Mom… where is the baby?" He asks, patting around the blanket, and indeed discovering the belly's absence. Rufus lowers his gaze to confirm his brother's words and then looks at you and after that at Diluc, who's just quietly closed the door shut.
"Dad, what did you do to the baby?"
"Nothing."
"When where-?" 
He stops when you tap his shoulder and, once both boys' attention is yours again, point to the crib standing close to the side of the bed. Callie, who's been watching all along, has her interest picked, and steps to the little bed from the other side, as her cousins crawl across the mattress. With six hands grabbing at the wooden edges and six eyes glancing inside, the room falls quiet again for a few moments. Kaeya walks to you and gives you a hug, kissing your forehead and congratulating you with a new addition to the family.
"It's funny isn't it?" He murmurs. "Now you don't need to invite us another time to meet the newborn."
You laugh at that. As he moves away your co-sister-in-law is quick to take his place, embracing you and pecking your cheek, also congratulating you and teasing for once again being a boy’s mom. Diluc meanwhile has taken place by his niece’s side, gently smoothing her hair back, observing the kids’ reaction.
It’s Lucas who opens his mouth first.
“So… this is our sibling?”
“Yes, Lu. This is your little brother.”
“He sure is little,” Rufus drawls, “I’d even say tiny. Were we this tiny too?”
“You were,” Callie butts her way in a conversation. “I was your age when I saw you two for the first time. Though I couldn’t hold both of you in my arms, you were heavy. You are still heavy, hehe.”
“We are not-!”
“Shh,” Diluc presses a finger to his lips, and the kids slam their palms over their mouths. “Remember what I asked you about? No fighting, or he will wake up and start crying.”
“Sorry, dad…”
“Sorry, Uncle Diluc…”
You snort at the little exchange, watching your family fondly, thinking that you wouldn’t have it any other way.
“Hey, brother,” Kaeya joins the other man and grabs his shoulder, squeezing in an affectionate gesture, “Congrats. Both with your and your son’s birthday.” 
Diluc nods, lifting his own hand, patting the one resting on his shoulder. 
“Oh, right!” The older twin’s eyes sparkle at the realization and he stares up at his dad. “Does it mean you share a birthday with him?”
“Yes, I do, Ru. Does it bother you?”
“Are you kidding me? Dad, that’s so cool! Me and Lucas always have each other for our birthday, he would have you for his!”
“Also it means two cakes,” the other six-year old murmurs under his breath, and Diluc nearly chuckles - you do know your boys too well. It also lifts a weight he wasn’t aware of off his chest - it seems like he was a bit worried, if twins would feel jealous of the fact their dad’s and sibling’s birthdays are on the same date. But since they are cool with it - he is more than cool too.
“Speaking of him,” Mrs Alberich manages to take a peek into a crib too, aw-ing at the fact it’s a red-haired baby again, “have you chosen a name already?”
“We did,” scarlet eyes stare right into your soul through yours, and you mirror Diluc’s proud smile. “His name is Cyrus. Cyrus Ragnvindr.”
“Cyrus, hmm…” Kaeya purses his lips in thought, as if examining the name in and out, like some kind of a linguist. “Diluc, Rufus, Lucas and Cyrus… Yeah, fits right in.”
“Not as well as Cherry №3 I bet,” Callie smirks at the twins, to which, keeping in mind the promise they gave their dad, they only stick their tongues at her.
“I told you the name was perfect,” your husband reminds you with a soft chuckle.
“Oh, wait!” The eye-patch wearer snaps his fingers without actually making a snapping sound. “DiLUc and LUcas, RUfus and CyRUs… You now have two Lu’s and two Ru’s!”
“Oh Archons, I didn’t realize that,” with wide eyes you stare back at him. “That’s so cute!”
“Can we call him Cy?” Lucas pulls away from the little bed, and sits back on the mattress properly.
“I think it is indeed a short form for his name,” you nod, feeling so relieved about how smoothly everything has been going. Yeah, surely the birthday party didn’t go as planned, but on the other hand you finally have your boy, and your other boys look pretty happy after meeting their younger brother. So it’s all wonderful. 
Or maybe you are too fast to judge.
“Uncle Diluc, Aunt Y/n,” you are surprised, when your niece calls you both, and glance at the oldest kid in the room inquiringly. To your surprise her face is expressionless, or at least she is trying to keep it this way, because your husband can clearly see barely-hidden mischief lighting up her eyes. She waits when her silence draws attention of the rest of the people to her persona and then, with the same straight face, says something that immediately sends her father choking on a silent laughter.
“Next time I want a girl cousin.”
Dumbfounded, Diluc, you and her mother stare at the girl with jaws going slack, while Kaeya is nearly dying from suppressing his violent coughing, bent in half and shaking. Not letting it crack her act, she holds her head high and heads right towards the door, feigning nonchalance with her graceful posture and slow steps.
“I will go and ask about the dinner. That's all.”
And just like that she leaves you all once again under the pretense of checking on with the kitchen staff. Mrs Alberich is the first one to snap out of the collective stupor and, shaking her head, grabs Kaeya’s elbow to drag him out of the room. Diluc is next, inhaling deeply, wondering why he is even surprised by her antics. He notices how the twins kind of lost interest in watching a baby that is doing literally nothing, so he ushers the boys to a very important mission - to make sure that their dad’s favorite meal is cooked, which they take with all seriousness.
And once more it’s only him, you, and little Cyrus, sleeping peacefully in his bed. You watch thick scarred fingers unbutton the vest and peel it off, hanging it on the back of the chair. Same fingers brush his bangs away and he sighs again, making eye contact with you. He smiles and you smile too.
“As much as I love this girl, I’ll have to disappoint her.”
“I agree, love,” the man is at your side again, an arm snaking around your shoulders and pressing you into him. “I admit, I would’ve loved to have a sweet girl looking just like you, but judging by the looks of our sons... Who knows how many attempts it’ll take, and I am not risking your health anymore.”
“You are so sweet,” you swoon, lacing your fingers together and squeezing his hand. “I love you for that. Are you sure that this is enough?”
“It always was enough. From the moment it was just you and me it was already enough. You simply tripled this happiness.”
“We tripled this happiness.”
“We will.”
“Yes, we did. And we will keep it that way.”
You lean close to kiss him, but, before he can reciprocate, start kissing all over his face, wherever your current position allows you to reach. Your partner keens on your affectionate attack, lowering his head on purpose, so you have more skin to cover with your lips, and since it brings you so much satisfaction, you do not stop until a thought, that you are forgetting something, is at the front of your mind.
“I just realized that I am the only one who has not wished you a happy birthday today. So… Happy birthday, Diluc. I love you very-very much. Sorry I am not very creative this year.”
“I think the little boy sleeping over there would beg to differ,” your husband nods at the crib, making you pout, but is quick to kiss it away. “I love you too, Y/n. Thank you for everything. This birthday was as perfect as any other you spent with me.”
“And I will make sure to make it perfect every single year ahead of us, my glorious Dawn. Should we wish a happy birthday to our little Dusk as well? I think I heard Kaeya briefly congratulate him, I want to do it too!”
You are so adorable when excitement is written all over you, and it's hard not to give in to your sparkling eyes, especially when he wants the same thing you do.
“We absolutely should. Let’s do it together, alright?”
The sky is painted black outside, and the second floor of the Winery is quiet, when in the comfort of one of its rooms three sweet words are spoken in two voices with such love and devotion, only parents can have for their child.
“Happy birthday, Cyrus.”
And maybe the winds would pick these words and carry them through the time to the one, and, stroking his short red beard, he would smile and say that the Dawn and the Dusk were always meant to be together. 
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Pile 1: You have The Lovers & Two Of Cups! Ooh... your person's thinking some spicy thoughts about y'all and if y'all are going to partake in intimate activities, they're gonna wanna cuddle you afterward, especially if y'all are already together! They REALLY wanna feel you, Pile 1! What did you DO to this person?! LOL While this isn't inherently a NSFW/18+ tarot reading, if the literal depiction of The Lovers is anything to go by, they may be into kinky stuff or maybe even BDSM, I'm getting voyeurism or maybe you yourself, Pile 1, are into voyeurism & public sex, for some of you. No kinkshaming here if any of this applies to you and/or your person !! Some of you may be in an interracial relationship and some of you may have tan or dark skin and have dark hair. I'm getting some of you reading this may be Latina. For a few of you I'm getting sex magick may be involved here in magickal rituals. The Two of Cups are my soulmate/twin flame card so either of those labels may resonate with you. This person has very deep, fiery and passionate feelings for you, Pile 1, whether you know them or not, whether you're with them or not, although I'm getting that for most of you, you know exactly who this person is, whether you're with them or not. If you're reading this by the time this post drops, your person may want to be your valentine this year, and if you're not together with this person, they may ask you out.
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You got: "I imagine you naked", "I meant what I said", "I just wish things were different", "I am addicted to you", "I dream about you a lot (too much...)", "What do you want?", "I can't stop thinking about you", "I'm so attracted to you", "I love you unconditionally", "I want to be more than friends", "I look for you everywhere" & "I'm starting to understand our connection". Oh man that's a lot of spice and passion, WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR PERSON PILE 1?! Oh my g-d ehehe! That just further proves my point that I think this pile is predominantly for those who're already in a romantic and or/sexual relationship at best & maybe for some of you may be friends with benefits but that'll only apply to a few of you!
The number 6 could be significant to you or alternatively something could be happening in May, the 6th month of the year. Gemini rules The Lovers so that could be significant to you, whether you have those placements or someone else who's important to you does, maybe even your person but it doesn't have to be. Gemini season ( May 21st-June 21st ) in the late spring to early summer could be significant. The Suit of Cups rule the Water element so Cancer, Scorpio & Pisces may be significant to you, you may have those in your placements or someone you know may have those placements. Honestly, this one is really on the nose, so if this applies to you, especially if already you're with someone romantically and/or sexually, I'm& really happy for y'all and wish y'all the best in the romantic ( & sexual if that also applies ) department, have fun, y'all !!
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Pile 2: You have The Empress & Queen Of Cups! Pile 2, you are SLAYING and your person thinks so, too !! The color pink may be significant to you. A feminine energy may be significant (it doesn't necessarily have to be a woman!), whether it's a mother, a sister, a girlfriend, an elderly woman, an ancestor of yours or maybe even a feminine deity who wants to reach out to you, although I personally think The Empress may represent you. The Empress showed up in a previous reading of mine yesterday so you could be returning from Pile 6 if you've read my previous reading, and if that's the case, hiiii, welcome back! The Queen of Cups represents a lot of love to give and emotional maturity and I think that applies to you, Pile 2. I need you to know that there's nobody in this world like you. OOF! Y'all made me dress all glowed up in my black dress for this pile! You yourself may be inspiring others to glow up, too! The Empress represents all the Queens in the minor arcana combined (again, you don't have to be a cis woman, anyone of any gender can have this energy!) so your person may think you're emotionally and financially mature while also being fiery in your own way and if that doesn't resonate, you very well might be on your way to becoming that potential, to that I say if that resonates, keep going in that energy, it'll take you far! You could be in your divine feminine energy (everyone has this energy inside them regardless of gender, sex, orientation or presentation!) and stepping into your own personal power and your person may like that a lot about you. Maybe you weren't always that way and you had to fight for what you had. I'm getting that a lot of y'all in this pile may either be single and looking for love, recently broken up with or in separation with someone right now, mostly because I'm taking the interpretations as literally being on your own as the cards depict and that's the vibe I get so I'm going to divide this up.
For my singles, you may or may not know who this person is, but if you end up meeting this person, this person will adore you through and through. For all my people who've recently got out of a relationship, your person may have regrets about losing you, very much a "you don't know what you have till its gone" type of situation. And, honestly, if your cards resonate with you I gotta agree here, they really didn't know what they had til they lost you because you seem like the kind of person who gives all of themself into a relationship and it's never fun feeling like you've been taken for granted! Believe me, I've been there! I feel called to say this because I feel that someone needs to hear it, but regardless of whether or not you want to get back together with this person if you're broke up / separated, you're a wonderful individual, Pile 2, and how someone treats you doesn't define you or your worth as a person!
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You got: "You already know", "Have I lost everything?", "Please give me time, I've never felt this way before", "This love scares me", "I am terrified", "What do you want?", "I couldn't let you get too close to me", "I know that I crossed the line with you", "I remember every detail of that day", "I hope that you can forgive me one day", "My life is not as together as it seems" & "I wish I had treated you better". Yeah... yeah, this person has a lot of regrets losing you, Pile 2. For most of you I'm getting that this is some type of ex, but for a few of you I'm getting this may have been an ex friend. Maybe they said or did something that seriously hurt your feelings, I'm getting the feeling they may have stabbed you in the back in some way, but whatever it was, they seemed to have crossed a boundary with you and whatever it was it deeply hurt you. I'm really sorry, Pile 2, I know that's rough. Maybe they may be keeping a mask on or are trying to keep you at a distance for whatever reason, whether it's pride or they're trying to get over a past lover, I'm getting for some of you this may be a past karmic partner they may have had in the past. Maybe your person wasn't ready for the amount of love you gave them. Maybe this insecurity stems back from your person's childhood. If they do put on a mask and act like they don't give a shit, that's total bullshit and I'm telling you that right now. Your person has a lot of regrets in how they treated you and you very may well be the person that got away for them. This person deeply adores you and wholeheartedly regrets losing you and they may want another chance, especially if you were together. Just know that you should never put your life on hold for anyone, Pile 2, even if you do still love this person. If it's meant to be, it will be, and you both have free will here in this seemingly very complicated situation. If you decide to walk away from this connection, that's also just as valid, you're not obligated to let someone back into your life if they've caused you a great deal of pain and heartbreak. Whatever you choose, that's entirely up to you.
I've said this in the previous reading but the Earth element rules The Empress so that may be significant, so Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn may be significant to you, and Venus rules The Empress and for some of y'all I'm getting that Aphrodite (Hellenismos) and/or Venus (Religio Romana) literally may be wanting to reach out to you to work with you if you don't already. The number 3 may also be significant, so something could be happening in March as its the third month of the year and as I'm posting this the month after this month, alternatively, the 3rd of a month may be significant, or something could be happening in 3 days from now, or weeks or months, but I'm getting for y'all it's likely 3 days. The Suit of Cups rule the Water element so Cancer, Scorpio & Pisces may be significant to you, you may have those in your placements or someone you know may have those placements. That's all I have for you for this reading, thank you so much for being here and have a lovely day!
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astroyongie · 11 months
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Some Tea 😵‍💫
Note: Please don’t ask names ! and just enjoy ! 
NCT
This idol substance consumption is getting worst by time 
You aren’t ready for the amount of creativity for the solo of this idol 
SKZ
This idol is getting tired, and tired by the day to the point where you can see it through the performances 
Ateez
This idol is coming fast with some great news he wants to share with his fans 
The amount of resilience This idol has, nothing can break him through 
This idol is going through a very hard, harsh period of his life. he needs support emotionally 
This idol wants a solo, and he shall have it with all his work 
EXO
This idol is genuinely a child inside, he just is unable to take things seriously and he just want to live a good life away from responsibility 
BTS
This idol is dating his twin flame 
This idol will take a time out from the public eye and the media in general 
Seventeen
This idol is healing 
GOT7
This idol is extremely protected by his company that covers everything he does that could be potencial scandals 
Enhypen
This idol regrets the bad deed he has done to some of his coworkers 
TXT
This idol cheated on his partner 
This idol suffers a lot from loneliness 
CIX
This idol probably had like a hidden family life in a way 
MX
This idol has some issues with their internal voice that can say very mean things 
TBZ
This idol is letting go of everything that has hurt him in the past and he is trying to become a better person
This idol doesn’t listen to people, either it’s his managers, the company, his teammates or even the fans. he just doesn't care
This idol is a candy, he is just jovial and he loves life and he wants everyone to be happy 
Treasure
This idol has become a little bit too obsessed with his religion 
Shinee
you have no idea how much courage This idol has to pull through all the shit he went through 
P1harmony
He is just so faithful when it comes to the group and his feelings. he is genuine with his fans 
RV
This idol is going on a little trip 
Itzy
This idol is amazing, she is soft and kindhearted and people should be happy to have her In their life
Aespa
This idol is a lot more smart than she lets out, because the company likes when she plays dumb 
BP
it smells.. like baby... or solo ? surprise surprise 
This idol is so smart and you aren’t ready with what they are preparing this time 
Gidle
This idol is full of self confidence mostly due to their higher intuition 
Twice
This idol helps her community so much when it comes to giving financial support. she is an angel 
StayC
This idol needs to be more humble because what she does shouldn’t be something she is proud of 
LSS
This idol is going through a full change (physically)
This idol is extremely lucky at the moment and you can notice it because they are bright and full of life. business going well 
IVE 
This idol is just too blessed when it comes to money and to solo activities and she will keep having solo works by herself out of the group 
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hallowsden · 1 year
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DC x DP Idea Thing #4
Dual-sided Rebirth AU (Official name pending)
Brain had this idea for over a week (or 2...) now, rent-free, but what if Jazz, Dan, Danny, and Ellie all reincarnated as Harvey Dent's kids? Jazz and Dan are the old set of twins while Danny and Ellie are the younger set. Will all of them remember their past lives? I say majority of it.
This is before Harvey got scarred and became Two-Face and maybe the mother is someone before Gilda Dent? Idk, all I know is that all of them present as Metas despite neither Harvey or their mother had the meta trait (this is a case that Black Canary II falls under from what my research says), Danny and Ellie's powers showing from birth while Dan's and later Jazz's activated after.
Danny and Ellie were thought to be dead when they were born but they proved otherwise. Danny froze a nurse's hand while Ellie went into goop mode a few times. Later Dan and Jazz both set something on fire but for two completely different reasons, severity, and time. At least to say, Harvey here has a handful, especially if he was acting as a single parent here.
Harvey's gonna have a bit of a hard time first as a parent, regardless if this is pre-Two-Face era or not. Man here is (secretly) terrified at the thought of becoming like his father to his kids.
It takes a while but he gets used to the life of fatherhood despite also being busy as hell. The kids help out by behaving (as much as they can anyways), though, Jazz's powers do come in handy.
(She's like SCP-999 essentially here when she notices people are stressed in her proximity, for lack of better words. No one noticed she had powers till it manifested into harmless flames that had calming effects to it when nearby. With her powers + support from her and the rest of her siblings, they managed to delay Two-Face's debut for a while later on. But uh, yeah, her powers are gonna be very helpful for Harvey when Dan, Danny, and Ellie all gain more powers cause OOOOO BOY, blood pressure, am I right?)
Harvey becomes more motivated to get into Law after all his kid's powers were shown so they can be seen/treated as equals and not have Metas outright banned from Gotham especially, even though he keeps his kid's status as "metas" away from public knowledge. It later becomes an open secret though.
As stated earlier, the Two-Face debut is gonna be delayed. Jazz, Dan, Danny, and Ellie are gonna be very protective of their dad (and pa when they officially meet Harv) after the attack. Mother henning children. I feel like Dan's gonna empathize with both of them a lot in a way and have late-night talks with dad and pa about the darker thoughts they all have.
As much as they all tried, though, Two-Face is gonna make an appearance cause this is Gotham.
When Two-Face era begins, Harvey and Harv likely avoid the kids (even if Danny and Ellie are still teens while Jazz and Dan are in Uni) as their way of protecting them from overall villain stuff the two do despite all of them trying to reach out to him and supporting them, hoping they'll get better.
I'm ngl, I feel like Dan and Danny are gonna join the criminal business with their dad and pa (much to their protests) cause someone has to look out for them. Ellie joins in on occasions for chaos and shenanigans (cause yes) and Jazz is glaring at Arkham with so much contempt cause YOU AREN'T HELPING HER DAD AND PA PROPERLY! (As well as the other inmates but STILL- YOU CALL THAT PROPER MEDICAL PRACTICE- Jazz ends up burning at least something whenever anything about Arkham is brought up. Everyone in the family is scared cause her flames normally don't even singe a thing)
Jazz is creating her own practitioner-place therapy thing cause TO HELL WITH ARKHAM!
I... Honestly don't know what I'm writing here anymore. More exhausted then usual. Might add/edit later. Idk. Just- Reincarnation for Fenton Kids, Harvey being Gotham's original Famous Dad before Bruce (which speaking of- he's Uncle Bruce and Dan and Danny don't trust him which confuses Harvey and Harv), and just, angst, fluff, chaos, and shenanigans.
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reunionatdawn · 3 months
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My Analysis of the Best Paired Endings in 3H (Part 1: Edelgard/Byleth)
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Edelgard: I'm simply having trouble putting this feeling into words. I just felt…I don't know. As if something was drawing me to the Ashen Demon. I wonder… Could it be the influence of my Crest?
The story of 3H pushes Byleth with the lord of each route so hard that it almost felt pointless to add the self-insert dating-sim elements with the other students. In Persona 5, you could date whatever girl you wanted with no effect on the main story. But in 3H, it felt more like Final Fantasy X where there the love story was the main story.
This pairing absolutely felt "canon", at least in CF. As both of them bore the Crest of Flames, I strongly suspect that their relationship was meant to represent the concept of "twin flames". A twin flame is a deep soul connection between two people. They are actually thought to be twin souls inhabiting two bodies. Twin flames seem to mirror one another, have shared similar life paths, history, and sometimes trauma. They are naturally drawn to each other. This description certainly applied to Byleth.
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Byleth: Who was your first true love? Edelgard: Hmm. For some reason, I feel compelled to tell you all of these things I have kept hidden. I can't say the name, but it was a noble who I met in the Kingdom, a lifetime ago.
But interestingly, it could apply to Dimitri as well. It is said that one twin flame is supposed to represent the divine masculine half of the soul and the other the divine feminine half. When the masculine and feminine energies of the twins harmonize, the two souls merge and become one.
The "divine feminine" principle is more about charting inner emotional space, while the "divine masculine" principle represents conquering the outer physical world. The characteristics of the divine masculine are logic, rationality, discipline, and assertiveness. The divine feminine is associated with goddess energy. Some of its attributes are intuition, nurturing, loving, and supporting their counterpart.
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Edelgard: Professor... You've been crying. So even you cry sometimes. Oh... I suppose that was thoughtless of me to say. Byleth: Yes, it was. Edelgard: Long ago, someone said the same thing to me.
Traditionally, the moon represents divine feminine energy (yin) as opposed to the sun which represents divine masculine energy (yang). Edelgard is cool and collected. She is the active force of the story who wishes to bring about the new dawn. Dimitri is emotional. He is the reactive force whose storyline is symbolized by the moon. You'd expect Edelgard to be a natural yang personality and Dimitri a yin.
But Edelgard was born on the summer solstice as opposed to Dimitri being born on the winter solstice. Edelgard is a Cancer, which is a water sign ruled by the moon. Astrologically, Cancers are associated with yin energy. They are said to have a hard outer shell like a crab but are very soft underneath. Often called the mother of the zodiac, they are known for their deeply emotional and nurturing nature. They form strong attachments to their loved ones and often have a hard time letting go. It is implied that "El" cried when she learned that she'd have to leave the Kingdom. Dimitri was surprised seeing this reaction from her, but it likely influenced his choice of parting gift: a dagger symbolizing the philosophy of the patriarchal Faerghus.
I found it interesting how much Edelgard was displeased by Dimitri's gift. Even at the academy, she prefers if Byleth giver her more traditionally feminine gifts like flowers, a book, or a bear stuffy and she will be unhappy if she is given a weapon. Using a dagger to cut a path has very violent implications, although Dimitri was too young to realize that at the time. He had grown up around blades his whole life and only viewed them as tools of destiny. He wanted to reassure her that they had a future together, as long as she never lost heart. It was meant as a symbol of inner strength, nothing more.
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Edelgard: Heh, so you consider me strong, do you? Even if one clings to their faith, the goddess will never answer them. Countless souls will be lost that way. Living without purpose. And I can be counted among those who have died that way as well. But that's why I must change this world, on behalf of the silent and weak! Dimitri: And do you intend to become a goddess yourself? Will you steal the power to take action from the broken-hearted masses you claim to defend?
Cancer's greatest fear is abandonment which can cause them to be clingy. It is implied that El "died" after praying and not receiving any hand reaching out to help her. During her imprisonment, she felt totally alone and forsaken by the goddess. That's when she began to see faith as a sign of inner weakness.
Edelgard was reborn bearing the Crest of Flames. She no longer shed tears and looked to the dagger for strength. Dimitri accused her of trying to supplant the goddess. And while that may not literally be true, perhaps it was true in a figurative sense. CF is about standing firm in your principles and cutting your own path no matter who stands in your way, even the goddess herself.
Dorothea: Is there someone you have your eye on? Edelgard: (Normal): To be honest, there's nothing resembling romance in my life at present. (Has reached Support Rank A with a male): A certain face comes to mind at the thought...though I'm not sure you could call what we have a romance just yet. It's not that I'm disinterested. I'm simply too busy with other endeavors. I have no time to spare for such things.
Ideologically, CF represents the most traditionally masculine path for Byleth to take. Edelgard is drawn to them regardless of gender, what route you choose, and even in Hopes. But she is drawn to their stoic masculine energy and even seemed somewhat disappointed that they were crying after Jeralt's death. Women can certainly embody divine masculine energy and vice versa. Twin flames are not based on biological sex. Overall, the fandom understandably prefers Edeleth with female Byleth for the less stereotypical aspects.
But I found it interesting that even though this very Support conversation implies that Edelgard is bisexual, the dialogue only changes (I tested this myself) if she has A-Support with a male. Edelgard has paired endings with a few other male characters, but not a single one of them has the level of emotional intimacy she has with Byleth. They read like political marriages, while Edelgard truly wanted a passionate romance.
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Shez asks about memories of the past. Edelgard: Have I told you about the boy who gave me the dagger? I called him "Dee," which is all I really remember about him.
The tagline for FE3H was, "Sweet memories twisted by time's cruel hand". Dimitri said the day he gifted her the dagger was a sweet memory with a bitter ending. It's unclear why she couldn't recall that Dimitri was her first love. Perhaps when she realized her "fated path" would force her to go to war with someone so special to her, the pain caused her psyche to block out the memories of him and his identity. Who knows.
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Edelgard: There was nothing I could do to save him. And so, the very least I could do was— Byleth: Are you crying? Edelgard: No. The Edelgard who shed tears died many years ago. Everything that's happened...it's all just part of the ebb and flow of history.
After Dimitri cursed "El" at the Tailtean Plains, she may have finally realized he was "Dee". In their A-Support, Edelgard admitted that she was actually relieved that Byleth could feel some human emotions like jealousy, but she tells them that they are both "detached" (actually "inhuman" in the JP version). Because of this, Byleth was someone she could relate to. And she does come across as rather inhuman at times. She finally does cry when she thinks Byleth dies, indicating her old self had come back to life in some way. But she was unable to cry when she killed anyone else. Even her old flame.
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Edelgard: You called me El. That's... I... That means more than I can say. And this ring... It's lovely. Thank you, my dearest friend. I will happily accept it. I must admit, I feared my feelings would be unrequited. So long as I had you by my side, it never mattered how many enemies I amassed. You were all I needed.
Byleth's Crest and Edelgard's second Crest is the Crest of Flames, which is associated with The World arcana in Tarot. The World represents a successful conclusion after all aspects have been accounted for. Things have come full circle. A journey has been completed. Edelgard believed that the one leading the people of the world should be someone with humanity rather than an inhuman creature like Rhea. But there are two meanings for the word "humanity". One is "the human species" which is obviously what Edelgard meant. But the other meaning is "benevolence".
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Byleth & Edelgard Byleth and Edelgard ended the tyranny of a godlike being. Byleth was wounded and lost the power of the progenitor god, but it mattered not, as he/she and Edelgard had each other. To ensure lasting peace, the two fought against those who slither in the dark, and to ensure a society where people can rise and fall by their own merits, they spent their lives reforming the antiquated class system. They achieved much in their time together, and it is said that they were sometimes spotted leaving the palace to privately enjoy the world they had created. How they spent those precious moments, none but the two of them will ever know.
Byleth cuts down Rhea with the sword made from the remains of her dead mother. Upon doing so, they lose the power of the progenitor god. The Crest Stone in their heart is destroyed. Their soul was once merged with the goddess Sothis, but symbolically Edelgard now fills that spot as their twin flame. Byleth's heartbeat returns, and their color goes back to normal.
But their hair color was actually the origin of the nickname "Ashen Demon". So, it leaves you to wonder: Did Byleth truly maintain their humanity until the end? I'm not so sure, but I still really enjoyed how the traditionally masculine aspects of Edelgard's conquest contrasted with the little glimpses of her feminine side that only Byleth could bring out. It is certainly unique romance among JRPGs and one that I won't ever forget.
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tarotmundomonde · 2 years
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What's next in love reading
pick a number 1-5 OR pick a colour: 1-blue 2-yellow 3-pink 4-orange 5-red
(ps. this reading is for practice, fun and entertainment as always)
1.Welcome to pile number 1. Let's see what's next in your love life. The first theme is concern. This could be related to some messages, or online communication like social media. Another female could be involved in this situation. So if you were drawn to this pile, you could be dealing with a third-party situation. Because it looks like you are dealing with some difficulties, it's like a challenging situation is revealed to you. And it seems you'll have to connect with the truth, to face it. You could be also dwelling on the past and finding yourself indecisive or maybe the person you are thinking about is acting that way. So you might have been waiting for them to make a decision, to take firm action in love, but they are not. This person comes through as someone with lots of excuses, they are good with words, they know how to keep you waiting. Maybe they talk about things like not having enough money to go out with you or not having enough time to see you. Because looking at the cards it looks like you are stuck at the potential of a new beginning in love, however the next step for you is to free yourself from being stuck, be it fears or bad habits or manipulation, but something in this situation is not that healthy and it's time for you to overcome that. And you will. Once you do that, you'll see how you'll feel so much lighter and better after that. Maybe you'll feel this need to experience love that is more genuine and innocent and light. The cards really keep talking about what you need to release energetically, to clear, to cancel, maybe to do some deleting and that you have the strength to do that. You are supported and you'll succeed in healing and moving on. You are asked to remember that you are good enough and deserve true love. The cards also talk about you needing some time out, now is not the right time to make any decisions. When you retreat for a moment, it will become clearer to you, the situation you are dealing with, the healing and what you want in love. One more thing coming through is about natural timing. It looks like you want to attract abundance and prosperity in love, an infinite love connection, maybe you would call that a twin flame, but that seems to be what you wish to attract. However, for that to be activated, you first need to do the energetic release and healing, before you can activate that and have it enter your love life. And as always, don't forget to leave some feedback, if it resonates with you.
2.Welcome to pile number 2. If you chose this pile, what's next in your love life is definitely empowerment. It looks like you've been into men, who just ain't your man. Maybe you've felt desperate and easily welcomed people in, just for all to fizzle out pretty quickly. It doesn't take long for you to realize this ain't your person. Because the cards are showing you showering the other person with your love and it is not reciprocated. And now it seems it's time for you to go through a degree of transformation. It will require patience and for you to take some time out. It seems you are coming to some conclusions and that you'll start to work through your fears. Looking at the cards maybe you've been quite impatient about love, like you are in a hurry to start dating someone and that is why you keep knocking on the wrong door. But now it's time for you to take some time out and do the healing work. This is about what you are manifesting into your love life, it's time for what you manifest in love and for your love life to go through healing and rebirth. And it's time for you to reclaim your authenticity and your independence. It kinda looks like you've been quite influenced by other people and it's time for you to free yourself from that. Maybe you feel like you need to date to be seen as successful, to feel successful and now you will snap out from that kind of thinking. You really seem to go through some kind of awakening about love and heart chakra healing. It's like you are experiencing a journey of love. Know what you need to fill your luggages with and what to leave out. Personal growth. And that's the thing, when you and your love life go through the healing and rebirth, there is this change happening and coming in. Not only you take your power back and feel much more powerful than before, but you'll feel this heart energy opening and you'll feel gratitude and this holy love energy and it's like magic. And that will bring the opportunity for you to find the door to romance. The cards are literally saying it's time for you to bloom, to awaken all your senses in love and that the time for romance has come. And as always, don't forget to leave some feedback, if it resonates with you.
3.Welcome to pile number 3. If you chose this pile, the cards want you to know that change is coming. It looks like right now you are single and there's been zero opportunities for love, maybe you've been single for ages even. But nonetheless it looks like there's been no opportunities in love for you and that will change. The next step is not going to be flings, somes, dating around and flirting, no. It's going to be from being single to being taken. You are going to enter a real love relationship and it could even lead to marriage. So that can be quite the jump, but the point is the Universe wants you to know that you will not be single forever. The cards are literally saying that your person exists, they are very much alive, they breathe just like you do. They are not in front of you now, but they are somewhere out there and you will meet, when the time comes for you two to meet. Just like you long to meet them, they actually feel the same. The Universe wanted you to know that. Because it looks like maybe you feel mentally trapped about love, like maybe things are so you cannot imagine things to change and that's why the Universe wanted to deliver you this message. Be patient and have faith in your dreams. For now it's a time of reflection and contemplation for you. Reflect, take your time, it seems like this is a time you are learning more about what you want in love. Also, you are learning some life lessons and going through deep spiritual growth. Much wisdom and much wisdom gained. And also solar chakra healing. It's time for you to go through rejuvenation, to take and reclaim your energy and power back. Again, things might have been one way, but change is coming. Take leadership and take charge and action in doing your healing work and cutting the cords. Very strong healing energy and personal and spiritual power. Another message coming through for you as well is that you could benefit from knowing your birth chart. And you also got the guide and mentor card, but the guide can be anyone. It could even be your family member. Looking at the cards, the reading feels pretty powerful. It's like you are stuck, yet, you have all that is needed and it's also so strongly about divine timing. It's just like a matter of healing and timing. And it looks like you'll be letting go of false beliefs and you'll start to see the bigger picture. Also, there is this wave of power coming your way, huge energy shift. Your reading is really talking about how love and abundance can and will enter your life in the most unexpected ways. And currently it looks like your energy is on the low, because you aren't really tapping into your personal energy, power and gifts, so a part of the healing is to also tap into that and be more yourself. It's like there is this magical energy about you that is waiting for you to see it and tap into it, spiritual blossoming. Be open to new experiences. There is a new beginning coming and a part of it is about you tapping into the more fun side, adventurous and fun energy, more playful. Wonderful, supportive, beneficial connections are coming for you, great abundance, new beginnings, joy and contentment, happiness and success are coming in for you. The Universe wants you to know all that. And as always, don't forget to leave some feedback, if it resonates with you.
4.Welcome to pile number 4. If you chose this pile, something about your love life could have to do with generational karma, or family female wisdom. It looks like it could be about self-worth and self-love, like you've been taught that in a relationship you should be made to feel special, like your man should treat you as his queen? So when you meet someone, you might bring that up to your person, you might tell them they should treat you like you are the queen. The reading looks like the males you've met don't quite understand the true value of having a woman by their side, but you have a strong sense of being a woman and you know your worth, you are a true woman. You seem to be going through a time of stillness and reflection and of transcending. You are turning the page. There is a lot about creation and manifesting dreams. You do are experiencing quite the upgrade in your love life. Trust the sacred plan, trust your path. Also, the cards are talking about how it seems like there are fewer options in love for you, because as you level up, you'll have higher standards as well. You won't be willing to deal with low vibrational masculines, you'll want a high quality partner. So to others you might appear as picky and judgemental, but in reality you simply understand you deserve better. It looks like you are going to go through an ending and new beginning in love, a new love cycle. It's very possible you are about to meet someone that you've been calling into your life, someone, who feels like home. A more serious and passionate love relationship. Now, the cards say nothing is yet set in stone, but it does seem that the good happening to you is bringing out the more hostile side of some people, it has to do with the community, like your friends. It kinda seems to come to you as a bit of a surprise. It's like now that you are receiving something so good in love, they don't support you, they don't support you receiving real love from a love partner. There is a sense of jealousy in your reading, because you managed to step into your power and stay strong and stable and those people don't feel as strong as you. Maybe they tend to settle for less and seeing you no longer doing that or just not doing that could make them somehow feel insecure. That's why you seem to be asked to tap into compassion and to listen deeply, like seeing through what's not being said directly. And also, there is something dreamy about you, they see you as free and independent, really there is a glow up about you and people are jealous of you. And one more thing for you is root chakra healing. And as always, don't forget to leave some feedback, if it resonates with you.
5.Welcome to pile number 5. If you chose this pile, it seems to be dealing with school or workplace romance. Maybe a part of you wishes to confess your romantic feelings to someone, but you can't bring yourself to do that, because you keep thinking about the consequences. For example maybe you keep thinking about what if they reject you and then people start gossiping about it. There is a lot of anxiety here in your pile. But at the same time it's like even not confessing makes you very emotional and sad and causes you anxiety. It's like you are not capable of just deciding to confess or not to confess and to stick to it. Overwhelming feelings, you really long for that person, to be more with them. You seem to care too much about what could go wrong. So the cards are talking about the need for you to take some time out from this situation. No more guilt and shame, you deserve love and to feel loved and that if someone has romantic feelings for you, you deserve to be shown that. Maybe you need to spend a little more time outdoors, like going on walks. It could help you ground yourself a bit and not lose sight of what is important to you. It looks like you could be dealing with a lot of frustation, so take your time to breathe and think things through and to give yourself space to feel, because there are intuitive messages, signs trying to get through to you. It seems you need to work on your boundaries and to stop trying to please other people, to stop to always think about what others think about you. You have the right to love and be in love. It really looks like there is a strong need to heal from some kind of heartbreak energy, it seems to be in the sense of rejection. For example why would you let your friends choose who you can date, you choose who you want to date, not them. Because there is a bit of a third-party energy present here. A strong message of timing and destiny is coming through for you as well. There is a climax about to happen in your love life. There is expansion coming in and the universe wants you to know that luck is on your side. It's time for you to experience something more fun and to think more positively. Focus also on self-love. To be honest, it looks like things will improve, there is some magic in the air in your love life coming in. Sparks between you and someone. And illumination! But it looks like someone is really your type and there is a lot of physical attraction between you two. Intimacy is showing up, it looks you'll definitelly have something going on. If you haven't kissed yet, it seems you will soon, because there is a lot of sparks between you and that person. The cards are also talking about taking the first step forward, to make the first move. Literally you are told to ask and you shall receive. So maybe you need to kinda make space for your person to show you how they feel about you, what are their feelings for you. Don't try to control and take all the weight on you, instead let them show you the man they are. Let them do their part. Nonetheless, you seem to be healing and going through some degree of transformation, it's about allowing the masculine to do their part and for you to tap into your feminine. Generousity and purity, vulnerability and freedom, let yourself shine, accept yourself the way you are. Because when someone likes you, they don't give with the intention of getting something from you, they give, because they really do like you and you give back, because it's reciprocated. And as always, don't forget to leave some feedback, if it resonates with you.
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bubbleonice · 8 months
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Taylor Russell and Harry Styles:
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Wow, I don’t even know how to begin with this reading. I have pulled card after card for this couple and I keep getting relationship, twin flames and wedding. This two might just have found their persons. While Harry got the God of Indulgence, Taylor got Angel of support. So while Harry might easily get carried away with things, Taylor is right there to give him the proper amount of support.
They got Marriage, New Start and Relationship, which all three cards indicate this indeed is something lasting. A chance meeting is no mistake, it is decinelt orchestrated. As marriage might not directly mean Wedding (or it can) it means the union of two souls joined in love, mutual respect and commitment. It significes a desire to deepen love over time.
Together they also got the cards, just Laugh and keep dancing, which both means to live their best lifes.
However we also got the cards, pay attention to the red flags and codependency. Meaning everything is good up to a certain extend. They need to not be too dependant on eachother but also allow some personal space between them from time to time, or else this will be probelmatic in the long run.
Harry recieved the card Past, which means it’s time for him to release his past and transform his heartspace, while Taylor got Release, which means she has the ability to give over unwanted energies to the loving forces of the Universe.
Harry recieved Knight of wands, and that indicates Energy, passion, inspired action, adventure, impulsiveness. When this card appears in a Tarot reading, you are charged up with energy, passion, motivation, and enthusiasm, and you channel that energy through your inspired action. You have a clear vision about what you want to create and, fuelled by your passion and inspiration, you are now moving forward with leaps and bounds to turn your vision into reality. This card is your sign to go for it! You may be more prone to taking risks at this time, which can pay off handsomely. Fear of rejection may not be a problem at this moment.
Taylor recieved Page of swords and Queen of cups. Page of cups can be interpreted as New ideas, curiosity, thirst for knowledge, new ways of communicating. The Queen of Cups is nurturing, caring, compassionate and sensitive. When you see her in a Tarot reading, you are embodying her ‘nurturing mother’ energy. You support others by listening with your heart, being compassionate, and caring for them deeply.
Further more we got Twin Flames and Embrace. I guess Twin Flame card speaks for itself. And Embrace is about through each other you find the missing piece.
This reading is the most positive I have done for any celebrities before. This relationship seems to be a deep and emotional one, but also as twinflames we will be seeing lots of back and forth energy between these two.
If you wonder what twinflames are, I can tell you in a few keywords.
sense that you're meeting yourself.
multiple similarities, sometimes uncanny.
deep connection.
desire to grow.
prioritization of growth over being in a relationship.
the meeting signifies a major change in your life.
The 7 Stages of Finding Your Twin Flame
Preparing to Meet Your Twin Flame. Do you have a strange sensation that someone is waiting for you or that something big is around the corner? ...
The Awakening: Meeting Your Twin Flame. ...
The Conflict, or the Test. ...
The Crisis. ...
The Chase. ...
Relenting/The Surrender. ...
The Reunion.
This will be a fun relationship to keep an eye out for.
I hope you enjoy this reading. And please keep in mind that this is done for entertainment purposes only. I use tarotcards and oracle cards actively in my readings, as well as my intuition. Energies come and go, what is relevant for today’s reading might change in a few weeks time. But some aspects will always remain constant and the same. Thank you.❤️
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Are you ready for things to heat up 🔥 in the cosmos?
♃ Jupiter, the planet of expansion, optimism and growth, enters the fiery, passionate flames of Aries, igniting new opportunities and new connections!
While Jupiter is leaving the dreamy waters of Pisces it loves so much to enter a sign it is peregrine within, this energy is activating our drive and desires.
✨The Mars-ruled Jupiter fun and confidence continues come December 2022, where it will continue to tour Aries until it enters Taurus ♉️ in May 2023.
👥 Collective Jupiter in Aries ♈️ Themes:
Jupiter expands where it transits, so expect collective themes around:
• Expanding our independence
• Desire to initiate
• Opportunities that can be granted when we dare to take a risk
• Look before you leap, as Jupiter is prone to overdoing it
& Aries has never met a challenge it didn’t like to conquer!
• Boost of confidence of cosmic support you’ve been waiting for
• Take educated risks, but know that what it is you want is on the other side of your fear
• Time to be fearless & go after your desires!
⭐️ Who will feel this fiery Jupiter in Aries transit the most?
*The Jupiter-ruled signs, Sagittarius ♐️ and Pisces ♓️ are extra sensitive to what their ruler is doing, so they will feel a distinct tonal shift when this energy begins.
*Aries placements ♈️ will get an extraordinarily lucky boost amidst the Jupiter in Aries transit.
💞 Whose relationships are getting a fiery boost during this influence?
While this is ramping up us all collectively around being more confident and going after what (and who!) we want, the Libra ♎️ and Sagittarius ♐️ love lifes will get particularly ignited!
👤 Where will I feel the Aries Jupiter energy?
👉🏽 We’ve got you covered! Find your Jupiter in Ariesscopes below - read for your sun and rising!
♈️ Aries
Aries, get ready for a lucky boost! You can expect to feel EXTRA confident, bold and enterprising during the Jupiter in Aries transit. Some Aries could find that they get more rewards during this influence when they are investing in their physical appearance - bodybuilding, chiseling an aesthetic, taking care of their body. While this energy is concentrated around matters of self, identity and visibility, you all get a fiery boost wherever you direct this Jupiterian energy. Keep your eye on the prize of your desires, Aries, and maximize this once in twelve year transit by boldly going after what (and who!) you want.
♉️ Taurus
This energy is expanding an area of your chart (and your life) that may not be visible to the external world - but that doesn’t mean it isn’t helpful, Taurus. It’s more so that the Jupiter in Aries energy is concentrated within your private world. You can experience a boost around feeling more confident in solitude, comfortable within your own presence. The spiritual realm can be supportive for you to dive into at this time.
♊️ Gemini
Gemini, you all are the social butterflies of the zodiac - and the largest planet of the solar system is coming to expand your social networks even more so! This influence will bring in interesting new contacts, colleagues and friends - so keep your calendar packed! If there’s an interesting-sounding business mixer, say “yes,” - your network can secure you some fascinating opportunities during this time. Dream big, twins!
♋️ Cancer
For the crabs, this influence is expanding your career and public persona. As the sign of home, family and emotions, you all tend to be comfortable within your internal, safe world, but this is an influence where the greatest rewards are waiting outside of your comfort zone. This is the time to take initiative around securing the career goals of your dreams. Believe in yourself, Cancers - this can be an enormous time of expansion in your public world, so long as you are bold enough to go after your desires!
♌️ Leo
Lions, as a fellow fire sign, this influence is extra supportive for you! While you’re benefiting from this fiery burst of energy overall, this energy can be PARTICULARLY supported around your travel, higher learning and spiritual world. This is a time to reconnect to the person you are via your beliefs, to dabble in spirituality or religion that reminds you of your personal sense of meaning. Reorient yourself to your big picture beliefs and let that curiosity to understand more of your purpose drive you towards all sorts of fascinating adventures.
♍️ Virgo
Virgo, your sign is one that values planning and understanding, but this is an energy where your greatest rewards come from an element of risk. Your expansions are waiting for you during this transit when you are able to surrender into your connections and receive from the people around you. Your spouse could receive an income boost, you can receive a legal payout or benefit from other sources of money from those around you. It’s all about surrendering into the magic that can occur when you trust others, Virgo, which, as a very independent and capable sign, can ignite some fear within you - but Jupiter in Aries is asking you to be FEARLESS.
♎️ Libra
We have excellent news for you, you romantic Venusians - this energy is expanding your relationships and partnerships! Single Libras can find they are EXTRA magnetic during this transit, with tons of potential suitors all around. This energy may ask you to be bolder than you typically are - so take action directly if someone catches your eye, Libra, and you can find your relationship reality is extra exciting! Committed Libras, you can find you’re expanding your connection this year, whether it’s taking your relationship to the next level, going on adventures with your beloved or otherwise just expanding the flirty vibes within your union. Enjoy this passionate transit, scales!
♏️ Scorpio
The Scorpions can reap enormous benefits, if they’re willing to put in the work around strengthening their daily routine. Some Scorpions will expand their diet and exercise routine during this time, using this spicy Mars-ruled Jupiter energy to boost their physique. Other Scorpions will feel this energy concentrated around their work environment, able to get a promotion in the workplace, get into a new work environment or have better connections with their coworkers.
♐️ Sagittarius
Archers, you all are ruled by Jupiter, so you can expect to feel the fun, carefree shift when it enters Aries. You all will feel an expansion around your lust for life, craving new hobbies, ways of spending time and ways to express yourself. Be bold when it comes to your art - this can be a lucky influence in which your creations gain some traction IF you dare to put yourself out there. Expect to feel EXTRA romantic, confident and bold when it comes to the dating scene. Be courageous - slide into your crush’s message on NUiT - the perfect match could just be a pick up line away!
♑️ Capricorn
Capricorn, the Jupiter in Aries transit is focused upon the most private portion of your chart. This yearlong transit will certain be expansive, but the benefits felt within your world will largely be concentrated around your home environment, family connections and emotional landscape. Some Capricorns will get a confident boost around FINALLY advocating for themselves when it comes to roommates or family members. Some Capricorns could be moving to a bigger home or an environment that allows them to be more fully themselves. Make the most of it, goats!
♒️ Aquarius
As an air sign, you’re no stranger to speaking your truth. This influence is igniting your communication, asking you to be more bold and authentic with how you express yourself. Some Aquarians could be inclined to put themselves out there more on social media, start sharing on a podcast or launching a blog. Aries is the sign of self, so just remember to be wholly yourself and to be honest to reap the benefits from this transit. Other areas of growth and expansion for the Aquarians could be via short term travels, learning new skills and even transportation. This is a time to be open, be bold and be curious!
♓️ Pisces
Pisces, you all are ruled by the planet of higher meaning and academia, so you are going to feel this fiery transition extra! Fish, take that enthusiasm you’ve been igniting for the next year, and now the focus is to money, finances and possessions, as you can reap enormous benefits and expansions in this energy. Just be mindful, as this energy can be a bit more impulsive and reckless - so ask yourself before swiping your card if you really NEED those $300 boots - as this lucky influence has a tendency to expand the money coming in AND money going out! Maximize the extra income Jupiter invites in and keep an eye on your out flow to ensure you are putting your money towards your financial goals.
https://nuitapp.com/cosmic-connection-blog/jupiter-in-aries-2022
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leticia-helena · 6 months
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Is it true that all twin flames and starseeds choose to incarnate in toxic dysfunctional families in order to heal generational trauma?
Yes.
Most of them are born in heavy generational traumatic families.
Like for example: The DF is born in a narcissistic co dependent family where feelings or love is not at all a topic. No one ever discusses about emotional issues. The work like machines and function in low vibes. The conversations mostly revolve around disrespecting the other family members, not leaving narcissistic personalities out of fear of being left alone (co dependency), operating all the time with fear and insecurity when the actual potential is much higher than working under or for someone else, Talking bad about other family members, marrying spouses who are not capable of running a family etc etc, blaming others for their miserable decisions.
I believe that most DM’s are well supported by their families which makes me believe that they are the golden child of the family which is narcissistic while the DF’s are the scapegoats.
Dfs are heavily controlled by their families but they rebel and Dm’s succumb to the pressure.
The df’s main male figure in their life is anxious avoidant and they always escape from doing their duties towards DF’s while DM’s family are anxiously attached to him and his puts a lot of pressure on him to keep up their reputation etc etc.. so he doesnt take risky decisions. Dm’s main female figure accepts all bad behaviors from him. And so, there is entitlement.
Due to anxious avoidant behavior of the DM’s, They have a tendency to self harm with substance abuse, sex, parting etc in an excessive manner. They get into relationships which are unhealthy for them or Which harm on a long term. They make impulsive hasty decisions. Due to their self harm tendencies, They also tend to have many long term diseases.. which they need to heal and rejuvenate to raise to a higher vibration. This is why they are a matrix twinflame. They learn through 3D earthly situations and scenarios. The main forms of issues with DM’s is guilt, shame and suppressing their emotions and feeling overwhelmed when loved without conditions.
On the other hand, The df’s are harmed by others and their lack of self love and self confidence gets them into an abusive pattern of thinking, being and living their life. The df’s cannot see the positives in many situations. I also feel the amygdala is kind of damaged because of the narcissistic abuse they faced?(not sure).. So they have to recover and heal their cells and their emotional health. So, you see the DF’s ENERGY is damaged.. Due to the energy damage, They also develop long term diseases but not as much as the DM’s . Df’s generally do not or cannot hold friendships or relationships because of multiple mental illnesses they suffer from. And these are not from only this lifetime but from atleast 5 to 8 lifetimes before. Co-dependency is heavy on DF’s side. Main emotions are betrayal, unhealthy attachment, oversharing, victimized and hatred towards people.
The DM’s feminine side is damaged because of distorted masculine and feminine brainwash and society condition as they believe that DM doesnt know how to lead his life. So, as a result, they dont trust their own intuition and in turn do not trust the intuition of the divine feminine and Thats why they deny that they are a twinflame.
The DF’s Masculine side is damaged because of Narcissistic and judgmental people who criticized and never emotionally supported the DF. As a result, the masculine energy of the DF is too active, and she tends to make decisions which are not good for her. Working way too hard to achieve results just to please her caregivers and seek validation.
There is so much more.. When people are damaged from within, they tend to look outside of themselves for a lot of validation. And toxic families feed off of each other on validation.
Imagine the kind of transformation that is needed to purge these things.
Personally, although not yet fully healed, My whole life, i have finished karma in many places i worked in. Like immediately after i left that work place and after i spoke my truth, The management would change and People would have a better working environment. I also, changed a lot of things in my own family.. Like teaching my sisters to follow their heart and do what they want in life than listen to others and follow the crowd.
All this wasn’t easy..
Note: some negative people coming here to tell me that mu experiences are false and that I am not a twinflame blah blah blah. Well.. Your intuition and your clairvoyance is so mulled that you can't see who is genuine and who isn't. So you need a lot of healing and with your attitude, no one can help because you need to trust and surrender to heal which obviously is not present.
You will get triggered with answers because it isn't helping you in “getting the kind of validation” you seek. And I will not change my answers. (:
The final step in becoming whole is holding compassion, love and acceptance to yourself and functioning with gratitude everyday, which in turn reflects outside of you. Also knowing that, Everyone else around you who is not on your level of understanding have their own lessons to learn and that you can only provide perspective and experience. Holding space for those people who are not on your level of consciousness and yet being detached and carrying on with life without waiting around. ALL of this is done with compassion and humility, But not always.
So, anyone who has not reached this level is still healing and is in low vibes.
Answer by Hema Sundari on Quora
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The Journey of Union Begins 🥂
I started this journal in 2019 to try and process the mystical, painful, amazing, confusing journey I was experiencing as a twin flame without the ability to communicate with her twin. I navigated doubt, naysayers, conflicting information, fear, inability to confirm if he was feeling the things I was. In the process, I built a deep trust in my intuition, and an inner and outer foundation that couldn't be shattered by his actions or inactions. I finally figured out my personal "why" in life, the thing that had nothing specific to do with him, and I was surrounded by supportive and loving souls that lifted me up and expanded my life in beautiful ways.
Then he returned.
Not only did he return, but he returned knowing about our spiritual connection, knowing I was the only one for him, all ties to past relationships completed, and ready to take the steps to build a life and home together.
We have had conversations more deep and honest than we ever had been able to before; more deep and honest than I have EVER had with a romantic partner. I was surprised by the previously undiscussed extent of similarities in our past, the way we used to put each other on pedestals, but were too stuck in our own illusions and insecurities to realize we were doing that to each other. He stated how much thoughts of me interfered with his ability to have other relationships, just like it was for me.
If I could have imagined an ideal scenario for our first conversations after a silence of more than 3 years, it would have gone just like this. Actually this may have gone even better than I could have imagined, as we are now engaged and actively working on moving in together. Unfortunately, due to where we both live, it's a logistical nightmare and will require a great amount of patience. But, if this journey has taught me anything, it's that "impossible" is simply a mindset. And our energetic connection often makes me feel like we actually are already together in 3D on a daily basis. It has increased insanely since we aligned, my sleeping patterns seem to be tied to his energy, as well, we are psychically communicating in ways I can now confirm. I can only imagine where this leads us.
Union is a journey, not a single moment. I am SO grateful for what we've created together, for the promises we are making to each other, for the honesty and intimacy we are expressing authentically. But there is a long road ahead, paperwork and travel planning, acclimating to a 3D reality together, and so much energetic expansion we are both experiencing.
I have gathered a lot of tools in my toolbox over these last few years so I could prepare for the journey to come, and even though the wait was long, I'm so glad for the experience I gained from it.
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deusvervewrites · 1 year
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Great AU War Elimination Post Mortem
Here we go everybody!
(Warning, Long Post)
Didn't Even Bother To Show Up Award
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Homeroom Teacher Nedzu AU
Ice, Wind, and Fire AU
Izinogre AU
JTA Hatsume AU
Knife Fight AU
League Saves Eri AU
Legacies AU
Magical Romances AU
Midoriya Shoto AU
Midoriya Tenko AU
Midoriya Yo AU
Musketeer AU
One For Ashido AU
Others AU
Pegasus AU
Protégé Swap AU
Redoer AU
Relocated AU
Reversal of Fortune AU
Secret Love Child AU
Shiozaki for All AU
Stendhal AU
Stolen Explosion AU
Support Bakugou AU
Torino Tenko AU
True Foresight AU
Undercover Heroes AU
Villainous Activity AU
Wingman AU
I'm not surprised to see so many of the Time Travel Fix-Its here. I was expecting Musketeer and Redoer to get at least one, but that's just how it goes
Gold Star Comic Sans You Tried Award
The following AUs got a single vote apiece:
Chameleon AU
Demon Midoriya AU
Descendant AU
Early Retirement AU
Elementalist AU
Eraser Midoriya
Failed Foresight
Fire and Ice Midoriya AU
Frozen Legacy AU
Future Bakugou AU
Future Endeavor AU
Future Inko AU
Future Monoma AU
Godspeed
Grandfather For One AU
Her Acid Heartbeat AU
Hero Abroad AU
I Am Speed AU
Iida Himiko AU
Inverted Ratios AU
Monoma Friendship AU
Plus Ultra AU
Psychic Stockpile AU
Public Knowledge AU
Renegades AU
Shattered Masterpiece AU
Shirakumo Lives AU
Simulated Agency AU
Still a Hero AU
Superheroes AU
Teacher Swap AU
Triple Cross AU
True Liberation AU
UA University AU
Wings of Salvation AU
Wonder Duo AU
Young Heroes Camp AU
You know, I thought Hero Abroad and Still a Hero would do better.
Statistically Multiple People Like You Award
The following AUs got two votes:
Akatani AU
Blue Blazes AU
Captain Midoriya AU
Cousin Kota AU
Dance of the Fire God AU
Early Meeting AU
Endadver AU
Engineered Solutions AU
Enter the Rat AU
Equivalent Exchange AU
Future Mei AU
Future Nedzu AU
Hagakure for All AU
Hero A Hero AU
Heroes and Pokemon AU
Homeroom Teacher Torino AU
Mustafa Private Middle School AU
Red Flag AU
Singularity AU
Teacher Assistant Fuyumi AU
Underground Todoroki AU
Wayward Bakugou AU
I'd say that I thought Heroes and Pokemon would do better, but we all know that Legends Mustafa has taken its place. Though I must admit I'm a little surprised to see Hero a Hero up here so high. I don't actually know how many of my followers know anything about Live a Live.
Enter the Rat is also a surprise at two votes, considering that it's a prequel that doesn't contradict canon
Could've Been a Contender Award
The following AUs got three votes:
Adopted Mei AU
All For Classroom
Deika Civil War AU
Exciting New Problems AU
Grandpa Torino AU
In The West AU
Inhumans AU
Inverse Copy AU
Iron Melissa AU
Save Eri Speedrun AU
Terminated Contract AU
Thorns AU
Time God Uraraka AU
Vampire Lord AU
Yami AU
I don't have a whole lot to say about this one.
Contender Award
The following AUs got four votes:
1-B AU
Blond Swap AU
Class Vill-A AU
Future Eri AU
Hatsume For All AU
HPSC President AU
Uncle Cat AU
Uraraka Wins AU
Wildcard AU
This is where the competition really starts getting fierce from here on out.
Do Not Go Gentle Award
The following AUs got five votes:
Double Expulsion AU
Future Miruko AU
Hustle and Bust AU
Izuku Phantom AU
Little Mouse AU
Paradise of the Strong AU
Quirk Swap AU
These were so close, but not quite there.
Threshold Award
The following AUs got six votes:
Bakugou Izuku
Batfam AU
Bloody Bullet AU
Draconic Hero AU
Inko/Cathleen/Kaina AU
King Explosion Murder AU
Look familiar? Yup, this was where the cutoff point ended up being.
Catch Your Breath You Made It Award
The following AUs got seven votes:
Gentle Whisper AU
Secret Rat Society AU
Shadow Twins AU
Spy x Class AU
Stray Cat AU
Yakuza Princess Eri AU
I'm not totally sure how I feel about Stray Cat being here. On one hand the Series 10 AUs are much fresher in the mind because they're new, but on the other hand they haven't had the time to really get going.
Striving Higher Award
The followings AUs got eight votes:
Dequirked AU
Double Agent Shigaraki AU
Future Izuku AU
Longshot AU
Mentor Miruko AU
Honestly didn't see Future Izuku getting so high up here.
Bruised and Bloody Award
The following AUs got nine votes:
Eight and Nine in Time
Mahoudoriya AU
It was really close in the higher rankings. Not that that matters but I find it interesting.
AUs Died So You Could Be Here Award
The followings AUs got ten votes:
Brass Knuckles AU
Neighborhood Vampire AU
Here's another high-ranked Series 10 AU, right next to one of the first.
You Killed AUs To Get Here Award
The following AUs got 11 votes:
Chaos For All AU
Keys to the Kingdom AU
Quasar AU
Tamama no Mom AU
Luckily Unlucky Award
the following AUs got 13 votes:
Expelled AU
Toontown AU
Toontown never dropped too low through the whole round. Also am I the only one who thinks it's weird that none of them got exactly twelve votes?
Upper Echelons Award
The following AUs got 14 votes
Homeroom Teacher Miruko AU
Pokemon Legends Mustafa AU
Standing Alone Award
The following AU got 17 votes:
Springtime for Todoroki AU
Bronze Medal Award
The following AUs got 21 votes:
All Of You Might Be Adopted AU
Early Cowling AU
You guys really like the one where All Might adopts everyone huh?
Silver Medal Award
The following AUs got 22 votes:
Blue Sky AU
Clone For One AU
I'm very proud of Clone For One for getting up here since it's the only AU that wasn't prompted in an ask game.
Uncontested Queen Award
The following AU got 36 votes:
Future Toga AU
It was never close. Future Toga stayed at the top of the list throughout the entire competition and had a whopping 14 votes over second place.
Thank you all for voting! The results of the Elimination Round will be announced shortly!
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Bnha next gen ocs
Todoroki Shouto and Midoriya Izuku
Midoriya Yume: Flame Breath
D.O.B: June 15th
Yume is a very quiet and somewhat reserved girl much like her Dad Shouto. She very rarely ever raise her voice and doesn't make an effort to be involved with group activities if there too many people. Despite that she is known to have "big sister" engery as she unknowingly took up a leader role amongst her friends and classmates. She also has a very bad habit of pusing herself when it comes to hero work since her parents did the same thing when they were younger. Though they gotten better at it there are moments where they relapse I to bad habit which she picks up on.
Midoriya Rini: Dry Ice
D.O.B: October 31st
Rini is very upbeat and the most extroverted of all her siblings. Since she doesn't plan on going into herowork she has a very surface level idea of what it's like when she watches her older sister and parents. She thinks it's super cool that her Dad and Papa are the top heroes.
Midoriya Shinku: Unknown 
D.O.B: July 9th
He's 6 months old so 🤣
Bakugou Katsuki and Kirishima Eijirou 
Bakugou Sakurajima:Explosive Impact
D.O.B: February 14th 
Sakurajima is much like her Father and has a very explosive personality and attitude when it comes to most things. She like Katsuki wants to be the best of the best and will do anything to go there no matter what. Luckily she internalized the good work ethics of her parents when it comes to train and what she wants to do as a pro in the future. She looks at them as a goal.post for what she was to do when she older.
Bakugou Katsuaki:Harden Sweat 
 D.O.B:February 14th
Unlike his twin Katsuaki is more relaxed and has a more balanced outlook on hero work. He wants to be the hero people can depend on when things look bleak and hopeless, like a beacon od support. Though he some what nervous when it comes to his quirk since the first time it manifested it hurt his close friend Elijah really badly.
Kirishima Maya:Explosive Blood
D.O.B: August 20th
Maya has a lot of trauma to deal with being an adopted kid and not knowing what happened to her birth mother after she was born. Cause of that she tends to not act her guardians or siblings for things unless it's super severe, which is often. Despite that she a good that had a good head on her shoulder when it comes to what she wants to do in the future.
Yaoyorozu Momo and Jirou Kyouka 
Yaoyorozu Jirou Tomomi:Manifest
D.O.B: September 11th
Tomomi is up there with Yume when it comes to his maturity and how he holds himself. His friends and others come to him the most when it comes to team building lessons and all around academics. But under that elegant and strong front he has very bad anxiety about being able to live up to his moms legacy. He's open about this to them but still has his moments
Uraraka Ochako and Niya Daley 
Uraraka-Daley Noboru: Telegravity
D.O.B: May 3rd
Noboru is a mix of Uraraka determination and Niya strong mental focus which gives him a good head on his shoulders. Since both his mothers gives him and his siblings all the support and love they should have gotten(niya)he has a very healthy and manageable goal for what he was to achieve when he enters the big legends. Though that won't stop him from pushing himself to the limit whenever he can.
Uraraka-Daley Irie: Gyrokinetic Combat
 D.O.B: September 10th
Irie has dreams of being a director for movies woth storng female leads like her mamas. Being inspired by old movies directed by black women from the past and watching the raise of top female pros Irie will stop at nothing to achieve her dreams.
Uraraka-Daley Noni: Water Manipulation 
D.O.B:September 10th
Like their twin Noni also doesn't want to go into hero work but to be a musician! Xe has been a huge fan of it ever since he was a baby since Niya listened to a lot of music during her pregnancy with the twins. Xe also very close to thei Auntie Jirou since she's a music head as well. Though they have very severe writer block when it comes to their music when they see their mamas push through their trails and tribulation they use it as fuel to write their music.
Shinsou Hitoshi and Kaminari Denki 
Shinsou Yae: Nerve Shock 
 D.O.B: May 14th
Yae is like their Dad Denki is that their very goofy and doesn't have the best control over their quirk. Since they got what a lot of people call the "perfect mix" and having grandpa's who are eraserhead and present mic theirs a lot of pressure on them to live up to this very glorious legacy. They also have times where they get very ashamed if they do some way out of line in front of their Daddy Shinsou. So how they interact with them is very different depending on how their feeling and their mood.
Shinsou Shinobu:Electric Truth
D.O.B: January 29tH
Shinobu wants to be a Olympic gymnast when she gets older. So she looks to her parents to show her the ropes of being at your peak but body wise and mental. She only ever gets serious about her training she a pretty relaxed happy girl otherwise.
Mirio Togata and Amajiki Tamaki 
Mirio Mebae: Spouting 
D.O.B: November 27th
Mebae a very confident and flirty girl much like Mirio is and takes great pride in that. She's one of the people anyone can depend on for her to lead a ear if their ever having problems. Her sister is very shy and introverted so don't act up when it comes to her.
Mirio Seikatsu: Faze 
D.O.B: November 27th
Seikatsu is much like Tamaki in the fact fact she stays mostly to herself and has a very close knit group of friends amongst her classmates. Though when it comes to her powers she somewhat breaks out of her shell it's not often and she'll usually let her twin sister take the lead being more then happy to follow.
 Iida Tenya and Passion Mwzano 
Iida-Mwzano Elijah: Storm Manipulation
D.O.B: March 21st 
Often described as the "class clown" Elijah has often had people shocked to find out that the ever stern and what some would call uptight Iida Tenya is his father. But his more goofy and chill behavior comes his mother Passion, Elijah is also a very compassionate and smart kid being about to speak up to 3 languages.
Yuga Aoyama and Monoma Neito 
Yuga Yuan:Light Solidification 
D.O.B: May 22nd
Yuan while being very straightforward and unwaving has a bit of a inferiority complex. With being the child of a man who had a very severe one himself and s traitor she's always questioning her position within her class and hero society as a whole. This leads her to being a bit cold to her fellow classmates though her so called "rival" Yume is the one she's the most focus on getting the upper hand on. Even the if the girl herself doesn't notice it.
Ashido Mina and Ari Johnson 
Ashido Viana: Acidic Mud
D.O.B: November 3rd
Viana is much like her mama Mina as she very outgoing, friendly and a dancer! Though she hates how people often underestimate her and her mama intelligence just because Mina wasn't the best student when she was in school. So she often has to always prove to some people that she's aware of what she doing and will make it in the big legends when she's older.
Tokoyami Fumikage and Shoji Mezo
Tokoyami Nori: Shadow Limbs
D.O.B: November 25th
So quiet many people assume Nori is mute, though she's not she just very selective of the people she wants to talk too. Her idea of what makes a good hero is if their willing to do the gritty work even if there's no audience for you doing so. Also plans on becoming an activist for mutant quirk havers much like her parents.
Ojiro Mashirao and Hagakure Tooru 
Hagakure Hikari: Invisible Tail 
D.O.B: May 30th
Kinda of cocky and very full of herself Hikari is nothing like her parents in the personality department. She very pride of her physical abilities and trained fighting skills she's gained over the years. She wants to be in the front lines of the next generation of heros.
Hanta Sero and Amelia Baker
Cici Hanta-Baker: Enhanced Strength 
D.O.B: May 9th
Cici is dependable, funny and very relaxed being a good combination of both her parents. She looks a lot like her dad Sero especially when it comes to that wide grin of both of there's. The ranking of heroes don't really mean much to her as long as she gets to help those who are in need.
Hadou Nejire and Haya Yuyu
Haya Miko: Motion Lock 
 D.O.B: December 7th
Miko is much more like her Ma Nejire though not as talkative and understand personal boundaries more(much to the joy of mama yuyu). She can cheer anyone up when their having a bad day or even try to make their day a bit easier if their not in the mood for it. She wants to do her mothers legacy proud so she's working extra hard to do so.
Todoroki Touya and Tamaki Keigo
Tamaki Tenshi: Flame Wings 
D.O.B: February 2nd
Tenshi is very close off and doesn't have many people she can rely on outside of family. Because of a very traumatic situation that happened with her Dad Touya when she was 5 she been like that ever since. She and her Papa Keigo have a for the most part a good and stable relationship. Though she does wonder eat possessed him to have a kid with a well k own Villain. She's currently in the top 20 hero billboard and is very content with his ranking.
Todoroki Fuyumi and Usagiyama Rumi
Todoroki Miyuki: Fire Bunny 
 D.O.B: February 28th
Opposite to her name Miyuki is very fiery and train to go on sight! Though she isn't as abrasive as Rumi she isn't like Fuyumi either she doesn't mind playing nice to get the job done but will get to work if that doesn't work. She's her older cousin Tenshi best friend and one of the few she has in general. She also acts big sister to her younger cousins and their friends as well.
Ororo Henderson 
Taye Henderson: Fear Smoke
D.O.B: June 11th ✨
Taye has no interest in being a hero, but a comic book artist and writer instead. Taye has a very stoic and blunt nature like most of his family does(i.e uncle Shinsou, his mom, grandpa Aizawa). This gives him the advantage of being very level headed and always knowing which route is the best one to take. Though he could do more to get more involved in his emotional side as well.
Tetsutetsu and Itsuka Kendo 
Kendo Mukago: Steel Hands 
D.O.B: July 6th
Mukago is the so called "mom friend" of the group as he enjoys taking care of and helping others. Also being described as Yume right hand man when there's a need for group order he's a very determined and dependable guy. His parnets taught him that well.
Other next gen ocs:
Kawai Kuhaku: Personal Null
D.O.B: December 31st
Kuhaku is very shy and timid though it's not cause of his nature but because of how people treated him because of his quirk. He's was often seen as a glorified backpack and not much use otherwise making him feel as though he has to overwork himself to be seen as an equal. Though now amongst people who get it he's slowly but surely getting better at it though be has a way to go.
Miura Osoreru: Phobia Invasion 
D.O.B:June 12th 
Osoreru is being described to have a very "scary" vibe to her as a whole. Of she's not that familiar with someone who doesn't care for them she'll just stare till either they leave her alone or she chooses to walk away from the situation. But it could be like that cause lots of people find her quirk unsettling and it makes them uneasy. Despite that if she's likes you she'll have no problem getting to know you better.
@insomniac-jay @calciumcryptid @pizzolisnacks
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『 Genshin Impact Girlfriends HC/OC 』
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𝑆𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦 : How do I imagine their girlfriend (very detailed, kinda like an oc so you can go if you dont like it)
𝐹𝑒𝑎𝑡 : Itto, Albedo, Zhongli, Gorou, Ningguang, Yun Jin, Noelle
𝐴/𝑁 : English is not my first language at all, im still learning. So be kind and respectful.
Part 1 || ???
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𝗜𝘁𝘁𝗼
↦ A Maki Zenin vide. That was my idea.
↦ Physically, I see her as tall, well built, with short hair, probably a light dyed blue because why not. Maybe with scars and a simple but comfortable clothing style.
↦ Definitely down-to-earth, honest and generous by nature.
↦ They adore going out and spending time with the arataki gang, mostly Shinobu.
↦ I can see her being a vision holder. Like, a hydro vision and uses a polearm.
↦ Originally from Fontaine, she lives in Sumeru for work.
↦ He met her when she was traveling in Inazuma. Being a researcher, she was interested in him due to his race.
↦ Love at first sight trope.
𝗔𝗹𝗯𝗲𝗱𝗼
↦ She's a barista at a coffee shop he goes something like twice a week (I know he spends most his time in dragonspine but who cares).
↦ I like the idea of her having a bunch of tattoos and piercings. Probably have long black hair in a french braid and eyes of different colors (heterochromia), green and blue. Have a more formal clothing style.
↦ Clam, mature, respectful and supportive would be some of her qualities. She's very independent and kind.
↦ Love drawing together and spending time together in a quiet environment.
↦ She never will have a vision but know how to protect herself if needed.
↦ Born in mondstadt, lives in mondstadt. She never got to travel or anything.
↦ They have known each other for a long time since a lot of knights were spending their morning at her coffee shop.
↦ Mutual pinning trope.
𝗭𝗵𝗼𝗻𝗴𝗹𝗶
↦ Just an old man and an old soul trapped in a young women body.
↦ She is tall for a women, a brunette with silver eyes. Has a single scar of her neck. Wear a lot of jewelry, mostly made of silver.
↦ Sweet, patient, amusing, inspiring, a real sweetheart with a though look.
↦ The type of couple that seem perfect to everyone, shopping together, eating in restaurants together, buying gift for each other is enough to make them happy.
↦ Definitely have a electro vision and wield a sword.
↦ From Inazuma but lived in Liyue Harbor since her young age because of her parents.
↦ Most definitely met when Zhongli started working at the wangsheng funeral parlor and Hu Tao introduced them.
↦ Soulmates trope (I wanted a twin flame trope but I think Guizhong is more likely to be Morax twin flame).
𝗚𝗼𝗿𝗼𝘂
↦ Sweethearts. That's all I have to say.
↦ Freckles, a lot of freckles. A red head with beautiful green eyes. Short with a tongue piercing and has a streetwear style.
↦ Active, Altruistic, Exictement-seeking and well-educated are a big part of her sociable personality.
↦ Would absolutely adore fighting together and baking for the soldiers.
↦ I kinda imagine her as a captain of a unit in the watatsumi army but doesn't have a vision.
↦ She originate from inazuma in a family that worked for the shogunat until she decided to go to the resistance when the vision hunt decree started.
↦ They met when she joined the resistance. She already had a lot of experience which made her captain in a short span of time.
↦ Friends/Comrades to lovers trope.
𝗡𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗻𝗴
↦ Something about two strong women dating each others just feels so right.
↦ Green hair with a lot of moles with piercing eyes. Wear mostly suits and glasses for the aesthetic. Seemingly have the same height as Ningguang. Always wear a lot of rings and heels.
↦ Kinda judgmental, cold and distant but really is adorable and show her love by physical touches and words of affirmation.
↦ Spend their time with each others, Ningguang would often ask her for big decisions for Liyue.
↦ Probably have an pyro vision, she's probably really passionate when it come to her work.
↦ She's from Mondstadt and live in Liyue since she traveled there for business.
↦ Met because of theirs work. She met Ningguang because she's the Liyue Qixing.
↦ Business partners to lovers trope.
𝗬𝘂𝗻 𝗝𝗶𝗻
↦ The way I painfully relate to this character is unraveling.
↦ Most definitely has bad eyesight, but don't wear glasses, brunette with long hair. Wear a lot of turtlenecks and skirts.
↦ Has a similar personality as Yun Jin, calm, delicate, kind, generous, open-minded and loving.
↦ As a harpist, they're always performing together. And so, their chemistry never stoped charming peoples.
↦ I do not see her as having a vision, but if she did, it would be a geo vision too.
↦ She is born in Inazuma but her parents are from Liyue so she lives there.
↦ Met when they had to work together for a performance. They already felt a strong connection so it wasn't long before they fell in love.
↦ Soulmates trope.
𝗡𝗼𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲
↦ Noelle is so adorable, go give her some love.
↦ Shorter than Noelle with long black hair. She has beautiful blue eyes and has two moles under each of her eyes. Wear a more simplistic maid outfit for her work, but usually loves comfy clothes.
↦ Introverted, generous, refined, competent, professional, reliable, funny and intelligent. She has every qualities someone could dream of their s/o having.
↦ They have always been in love with each others, but it's only recently that she confessed to Noelle, and so, they've been together since then.
↦ Definitely has a electro vision.
↦ Same as Noelle. Born in Mondstadt and always lived there. She never had the time to travel with her study.
↦ They met randomly when they were younger. They shared their dreams and realized that they had similar ambitions, so they became friend instantly.
↦ Childhood friend to lovers trope.
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╰     ┈     [   sophie  skelton  ,   25  ,   demi  woman  ,   she  /  they   ]   in  the  time  of  dragons  ,   ADDISYN  MARBRAND  is  entering  the  game  of  thrones  .   said  to  be  outgoing  +  intuitive,   we  can  only  hope  that  is  the  case  as  regrettably  they  are  also  well  known  to  be  hot  -  headed  +  callous  .   when  asked  about  them,   people  are  always  reminded  of  the  fire  -  framed  features  that  burn  with  a  stubborn  pride,  the  rhythmic  thud  of  a  dagger  burying  itself  into  the  thick  trunk  of  a  tree,  coy  smiles  hiding  the  sharp  bite  of  one’s  tongue  .   though  they  are  the  LADY  OF  ASHEMARK,   their  true  loyalties  lie  with  houses  marbrand  +  lannister  and  rumour  has  it  that  if  given  the  choice  they  would  support  independence  of  the  seven  kingdoms  and  their  family  above  all  else  .   those  of  us  in  the  shadows  wish  them  luck  and  can  only  hope  they  will  survive  what  is  to  come  .
LAYER  ONE  ,     BASICS.
full  name   :   addisyn  lusia  marbrand  .
nicknames  ,   aliases   :   addi  (  e  )  .
meaning  of  names   :   addisyn,   of  english  origin,  meaning  child  of  adam   ;   lusia,   of  latin  origin,   meaning  a  child  born  at  the  daybreak   .
titles   :   lady  of  ashemark,   the  morning  flame  .
age  +  date  of  birth   :   twenty  five  +  391  ac  .
birthplace   :   ashemark,   the  westerlands  .
ethnicity   :   caucasian  .
gender  +  pronouns   :   demi  woman  +  she  /  they  .
orientation   :   bisexual,  biromantic  .
LAYER  TWO  ,      FAMILY.
father   :   utp  marbrand,   ruling  lord  of  ashemark  .
mother   :   utp  marbrand  nee  utp,   ruling  lady  of  ashemark   .
siblings   :   aren  marbrand,   twin  brother  (  older,   deceased  )  ;   utp  marbrand,   younger  brother  ;   utp  marbrand,   younger  sister  ;   neina  marbrand,   younger  sister  .
marital  status   :   unwed,   unbetrothed  .
children   :   none  .
extended  family   :   utp  marbrand  nee  utp  (  wc,  former  sister  -  in  -  law  ),  utp  marbrand  (  niece  or  nephew  ),  house  tbd  (  maternal  cousins  )  .
LAYER    THREE.     PHYSICAL.
height   :   five  foot  six  inches  .
hair  color   :   red   .
hair  length  +  preferred  style   :   medium  length,   often  worn  in  loose  waves  or  half  -  pinned  up  out  of  their  face  .   doesn’t  enjoy  their  hair  constantly  being  in  her  face,  though  will  wear  it  down  to  appease  their  mother’s  fussing  .   tends  to  keep  their  red  locks  back  and  beneath  silk  or  breathable  scarves  when  out  wandering  .
eye  color   :   light  brown  ,   appearing  almost  with  golden  flecks  in  the  sunlight  .
scars  /  distinguishing  marks   :   a  small  birthmark  above  her  right  hip  that  her  brother  always  teased  was  the  shape  of  the  reach   ;   a  thin  ,   faint  scar  along  her  left  wrist  from  falling  out  of  a  tree  as  a  child   ;   several  small  nicks  and  cuts  ,   and  a  handful  of  small  callouses  ,   on  their  hands  from  handling  daggers  and  the  like  .
dominant  hand   :   right  .
LAYER    FOUR.     HISTORY.
trigger  warning  for  :  mentions  of  death,  grief  .
born  just  moments  after  their  brother  aren,   their  birth  had  been  a  surprise  to  the  young  then  -  just  lord  and  lady  of  ashemark  .   born  just  over  a  year  into  their  marriage,  and  still  free  from  most  responsibilities,  they  were  quite  doted  on,  even  if  their  younger  siblings  seemed  to  come  in  rapid  succession  after  that.
addisyn  inherited  her  mother’s  free  spirit  while  aren  got  saddled  with  meetings  with  their  father  and  grandfather  and  learning  to  care  for  ashemark.  she,  on  the  other  hand,  much  preferred  afternoons  spent  wandering  the  grounds  or  exploring  the  markets  and,  on  more  than  one  occasion,  she  seemed  to  make  it  a  point  to  slip  her  septas.  a  skill  she’d  come  to  perfect,  the  older  she  got.
two  years  before  her  neina  was  born,  her  grandfather  passed  away  and  her  father  took  on  the  role  of  ruling  lord  of  ashemark,  a  position  he’d  been  prepared  for  his  whole  life.  only  eight  at  the  time,  his  passing  was  quite  difficult  on  addisyn,  who  had  been  quite  close  to  him.  he  always  snuck  her  sweets,  let  her  sit  with  him  and  talk  about  her  achievements  and  complaints,  always  took  time  to  make  sure  she  felt  just  as  seen  as  her  brother,  and  his  absence  in  both  her  life  and  in  ashemark  lingered  for  a  long  time.
they  took  to  the  same  activities  that  their  brother  did,  most  of  the  time,  trailing  after  him  and  insisting  on  practicing  everything  he  did.  if  aren  did  archery,  so  did  they,  the  same  way  that  if  their  father  was  taking  aren  for  a  ride,  addisyn  would  nearly  throw  a  fit  unless  they  let  them  come  along.  they  had  their  own  interests,  their  own  hobbies,  certainly,  but  nothing  felt  quite  as  easy  if  they  didn’t  do  it  together.
by  the  time  the  twins  were  in  their  late  teens,  that  sort  of  dependence  had  worn  off,  though  aren  was  still  their  closest  confidant  and  favored  company,  and  though  they  enjoyed  their  time  separately,  they  always  made  time  for  each  other.  by  this  time,  addisyn  had  convinced  her  brother  to  help  her  with  her  swords  (  though  she  still  couldn’t  spar  much  if  her  life  depended  on  it  ),  and  they  enjoyed  more  of  the  freedoms  that  came  with  age,  favoring  loose  pants  and  blouses  for  afternoons  in  the  markets,  making  friends  with  the  merchants  and  appreciating  all  the  wares  for  sale.  it  was  rare  for  them  to  return  empty  handed  from  such  trips,  often  with  little  trinkets  or  odd  little  finds.
by  twenty,  aren  was  the  one  of  them  that  had  their  life  together,  not  long  married  and  soon  enough  there’d  be  a  baby  on  the  way,  but  not  more  than  a  year  later,  tragedy  would  hit  their  family  again.  out  on  a  hunting  trip  with  a  handful  of  local  lords,  her  brother  suffered  an  accident  and  his  death  devastated  her  more  than  she  could  ever  imagine,  truly  like  she’d  lost  more  than  just  a  part  of  herself  that  day.  aren  was  as  much  her  as  she  was  him,  and  without  him  she  kind  of  fell  out  of  touch,  grew  distant  and  more  secluded.
they  never  really  recovered  from  his  death,  though  they  did  get  better  at  managing  it,  hiding  it,  of  returning  to  the  part  of  the  lady  they  were  expected  to  be.  ashemark  returned  to  normal  after  a  while,  in  both  appearance  and  general  day  to  day  motions,  but  they  grew  angrier  in  his  absence,  let  her  grief  boil  itself  into  a  rage  she  wasn’t  even  allowed  to  express  except  for  when  they  took  to  tossing  daggers  into  tree  trunks,  wailing  at  things  in  the  hopes  that  it  would  help.  it  never  did,  and  instead  of  overcoming  it,  it  just  settled  into  their  every  day  rhythm.  a  part  of  them  just  as  he  had  been.  they  never  talked  about  it,  didn’t  know  how  to,  and  every  day  they  tucked  it  further  and  further  inside  in  the  hopes  they  wouldn’t  have  to  touch  it  again.  even  four  years  later,  it’s  hardly  any  easier,  but  they’ve  schooled  themselves  into  everything  they’re  expected  to  be  for  the  sake  of  the  royal  family.
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