#and I’m so cold all the time

[sensitiveheartless]

#kind of love the idea of Chuuya using his ability to maintain balance during every day activities #so he gets marginally clumsier when dazai is attached to him #also canon has convinced me that their first instinct is to protect each other so #dazai catches him every time this happens #I could go on a whole rant about that lol #anyway this was supposed to be one drawing of them walking around together in the cold and then it turned into this lol #the domestic misadventures of soukoku #I’m just gonna use that tag for all my ‘they’re already in an established relationship’ comics #my art #bsd #soukoku #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai

[hopscorched]

draw me like one of your japanese mango girls. feat. Mixed Media

#every morning i wake up in cold sweat worried i’m drawing him too pretty! i can’t help it! he’s a bishōnen to me!! so here’s a riff on that #abijah fowler #🪽 seraphine draws #🌺 to break your vigor or to make you bite the dust or in your bed's hell turn into a proserpine #if i can confide in you all. i’ve always been apprehensive about drawing with colour pencils because one of my huge art inspirations has — #— been doing WILDLY elaborate and gorgeous drawings with this media and i’ve just been so insecure about even trying.. but it’s fun — #— actually! the colours look a bit harsher in the photo but it’s been a fun experience :) also. idk how much of my journal i’ll be showing #— here cause.. well. it feels a little personal.. but i’m sure i’ll be dropping bits at times.. or i would love to do some sort of — #— challenge via journaling.. that’s always fun! #romantic f/o #proship selfship #blood ///

[communistkenobi]

does anyone have reading recommendations that clarify the difference between liberalism and fascism? I’m having trouble distinguishing what is just like normal levels of imperial/colonial violence conducted by a liberal state and what pushes it over the edge into a fascist state. Is fascism simply mature liberalism? Is it liberalism in crisis? Can we only make historical, reactive judgements about what is fascist, which is to say, can we only know if fascism occurred after it has come and gone? I take the general point that calling all liberal states fascist can let them off the hook for types of violence considered normal or “just doing business,” invisibilising the daily violences they conduct as part of the regular maintenance of a liberal capitalist state. People are calling the US fascist for its direct participation in and funding of the genocide in Palestine - a diagnosis I don't disagree with, but if that’s the case, where do you draw the distinction between the US being merely a liberal state with aggressive global imperial ambitions and the US being a fully fascist state? Perhaps more bluntly, what’s the difference between a liberal drone strike and a fascist one? I’m struggling to understand the value of the fascist label, because everything it describes (ultranationalism, a theory of racial and cultural degeneracy/decline, paranoia about an imminent external threat expressed as violence against internal populations deemed to have insufficient loyalty to the country, a turn towards a mythologised tradition of the past, imperial expansion, genocidal projects against minority populations, etc etc) just seems to me like a description of United States in general lol

#if we call all liberal states fascist we risk exceptionalising liberalism <- point I am sympathetic to #but if that’s the case then like what does the fascist label get us? What does it ‘do’ as analytical tool? How does it help us understand #the world today and the history of the world? #was the iraq war fascist? If so are we meant to understand that the US stopped being fascist for a couple years #and is now fascist again? Despite the continued occupation & violence & sanctions in Iraq Libya Yemen Afghanistan etc during that time ? #are all the coups it did in Latin America fascist or just normal liberal behaviour? Was the Korean War fascist? The Vietnam war? #what about the Cold War? What about the genocide of indigenous people in North America? What about chattel slavery? #I guess I’m just at like a point in my knowledge of history that none of the governments or movements or actuons called fascist #seem even remotely different from just like regular imperial and colonial violence #and so like my current inclination is that either all of this is liberal or all of this is fascist #and that doesn’t feel satisfactory lol

[mumblesplash]

the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger

#uhh #disordered eating cw #just in case #mumbling #like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame #but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS #and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!! #and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight #and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things #like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD #you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive #the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc) #it’s been WARM #burn hotter move freer feel happier #and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger #it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same #that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged #and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight #i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate #but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me #i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

fauci saying “vulnerable people will fall by the wayside” and that some will die but that’s ok because we’re not going to see the “tsunami of cases” we’ve seen before is so dehumanising. so babies with no immune system, elderly people, disabled people, and people without adequate access to healthcare can all die of covid. but it’s ok guys because actually they’re just falling to the wayside and everyone else will go back to normal and be fine (sarcasm).

my death or the deaths of my family or friends wouldn’t be us “falling by the wayside”, it would be us being failed by our government, healthcare systems, and communities who have refused to take coronavirus seriously despite mounting anecdotal and scientific evidence of the harm this virus does. fact that people can accept the deaths of vulnerable groups just because they want to eat in a restaurant or don’t want to wear a mask is horrifying

#yall can reblog this #for those of you touting community care or progressive values or allyship to marginalised communities #i better see y’all masking #it goes without saying that if you can’t mask then my saying mask up does not apply to you #but for the people who can mask please do so to protect yourself and others #masking up also protects people who aren’t able to mask #I’m just so tired of being told that death to a virus that is preventable via masking and air filtration and proper testing availability to #prevent spread by allowing people to stop their chain of transmission #is just. fine. like all these people will die and apparently that’s fine and actually a great thing #also. with one or two covid infections formerly healthy people enter vulnerable groups. because the studies coming out right now and #what we know about long term sars1 effects (because covid is not a cold or flu. it’s sars2. it’s severe accuse respiratory syndrome) #are showing that the long term effects on the bodies of people who have had covid will be disasterous #and if covid had been properly felt with then maybe only some people would be facing that reality. but the amount of people who have been #infected not just once but multiple times. with some people having close to double digit numbers of infections. means that the amount of #people looking at sars2 long term symptoms could be quite a large group #coronavirus #my post

[artiststarme]

It’s Fucking Cold

Eddie hated hotel rooms. He loved taking trips and exploring new cities. He enjoyed trying new food and drinks. And he lived for hitting the grungey music bars. But he didn’t like hotel rooms at all.

When he and Steve went on their trip to Chicago nearly a year after that fateful Spring Break, he was ecstatic. He could practically taste the deep dish pizza as Steve drive into the city and he could already picture the crappy gay bars they were going to hit up.

As soon as he stepped foot into the hotel room though, his excitement faded slightly. The room was picturesque, it looked nice and the bed was made. But it was the complete opposite of their room at the trailer. Eddie strived on chaos and this room didn’t have any.

Sleep was always hard to come by when he stayed at a hotel. Eddie was usually the type that could fall asleep anywhere. However, the hotel room was fucking freezing and even the body heat that he leeched from Steve wasn’t helping.

When he groaned out of frustration and punched his pillow once again, Steve woke up.

“What the fuck, Eds. What time is it?”

“Time for you to get a watch, hotshot. I’m cold, cuddle me.”

Steve grumbled just a little bit before pulling Eddie into his arms. He always ran warm so having Eddie clinging to him like a human icebox was always welcome, even in the middle of March.

He pressed a kiss against Eddie’s hairline and tugged him in closer. “Why aren’t you asleep?”

Eddie sighed, “it’s too cold. I know you’re a psychopath that doesn’t feel it but for us mere mortals, 65° is just a little cold for the AC. And in March? Why the fuck do they even have the AC on?”

“Eds… I think that means the heater is broken and it’s cold because the room isn’t getting any heat.”

“…. You know, that makes more sense.” Eddie blinked, that had not come to mind.

“…. So I should go talk to the front desk and try to get another room?” Steve asked him, eyes still closed and on the verge of falling back asleep.

“Yes, immediately.” Eddie said, completely deadpan. He wasn’t going to freeze if he could help it.

Steve groaned as he pulled himself out of bed. He threw on some clothes and lobbed a sweatshirt at Eddie’s face. A sweatshirt that Eddie obviously did not catch.

“You’re lucky I love you.” Steve joked as Eddie flailed in the bed after getting smacked by the hoodie.

“I know, I remind myself everyday. Now move your ass, I’m getting hypothermia.”

Steve just laughed as he made his way out of the hotel room. Oh, what he would do for love (like waking out of a dead sleep to go hassle the front desk for a room with a working heater).

@doubleb11 @nburkhardt @zerokrox-blog @newtstabber @i-less-than-three-you @carlyv @estrellami-1 @trippypancakes

#Eddie would be the type that would be cold all the time #I’m on vacation and I’m almost positive that the heat isn’t working #unlike Eddie i don’t have a Steve to fix it for me #my sister and I both have anxiety so I guess we’re stuck with it #stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #fanfic #ficlet

[blue-rick24]

Hey, guys! Let’s have a bit of fun discussion time here:

What do you think it would feel/be like to swap minds/consciousnesses with Rick yourself?

#rick and morty #the jerrick trap #God i’m So huped for this episode #IVE BEEN WANTING A BODY/MIND SWAP EPISODE SINCE THE WEEK I JOINED THIS FANDOM #I EVEN DREW FANART BACK THEN #and collected all the other fanart I could find about that too!! #ITS JUST LIKE ONE OF THE PERFECT SCI FI THINGS THIS SHOW COULD’VE DONE AND FINALLY THEYRE DOING IT #I really wonder how their take on the concept will play out #Making fun of it and shitting all over it by leaving the characters dead thr whole time? XXDD #Maybe. #but the cold open is enough to fuel me anyhow XXDDD #IM EXCITED #AHH PLS MORE CONTENT XXD DRIP FEED IT INTO MY ass #rick and morty season 7 #rick and morty cold open #rick and morty thoughts #rick and morty season 7 spoilers #rick sanchez #jerry smith #rick sanchez x reader #hypothetical #my post #question #rickkisser #rickfucker #rick and morty predictions #discussion #rick and morty gifs #my edit #gifs

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[yonemurishiroku]

Have you every thought about, Idk, Nico visiting Jason’s grave?

#oh and Jason’s ghost is there too and he watches Nico break down in front of his gravestone #but nico can’t see him #so it’s all like ‘i’m right here. pls look at me’ #and the nico picks himself up and leaves again #and like every time before. jason’s left alone. just a cold gravestone in the middle of wuthering hill #nico di angelo #yone prompt #fanfic talk again bc what’s new anw? #yone rambling #nico and jason #pjo #hoo #toa #percy jackson and the olympians #heroes of olympus #trials of apollo #riordanverse #dead jason grace #platonic jasico

[ladybeug]

MAN THE MUSICAL NUMBERS CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD I HAD TO PAUSE AND STARE FROWNING okok!!! so the thing was that one time agessss ago you said liking ml fanfics is just wanting to read the same story over and over again and after that textbook 2016 post reveal final kiss that sentence just flashed in my mind and everything that happened in the movie (the ladynoir patrol fighting in the rooftops, the adrien snapping at his dad, gabriel being actually decent) just shifted in context for me and the realization of how fanfic coded the movie is and how that directly related to my enjoyment was so clear i couldnt stop laughing hdhshsjs

WOW ACTUALLY

i remember saying that and its STILL TRUE!! And honestly you're putting it in perspective for me, thats why i liked the things i liked about the movie. like the ladynoir patrol fighting on the roofs also did lowkey make my dreams come true they could have done whatever they wanted in the rest of the movie, that scene is what i live for.

And that last scene really did feel like it was out of a fanfic, A 2016 FANFIC, its OLD FANDOM VIBES. back when we were still chewing up the concept of a reveal and not picking apart the bones of adrien's identity like mad scientists.

I remember thinking im sure ive read this scene somewhere. idk where but i have. all of it in different pieces a million times.

Anyways thank you for sharing this i love it?? good take

#sorry it took me so long to respond even though you like WARNED ME IN ADVANCE you were gonna send this i havent been online much #but i love thinking about the movie im excited to rewatch #im so hot and cold on it #ive heard great takes about it im on board with most of what ive read #i had fun but severely missed the character + relationship depth that the show brings us #they tackled too much to do any of it well!! but what a fun time and i kind of loved seeing chat noir be a little rascal #hes so fucking nice all the time in season 5 and i adore it and would die for him but do you remember he also gets to be a scamp sometimes? #as a TREAT???? #SCAMP TREAT FOR CHAT NOIR!!!! HES HUNGRY and deserves it #he contains multitudes and one of those multitudes is kind of a little bitch #ml movie spoilers #ml movie #what are the tags we're all using #miraculous awakening #also you know what it’s a day later and I’m adding more tags bc #back in the day we WERE still obsessed with adriens identity but it was more exploratory #like gently unfolding a complicatedly wrapped gift #now it is mad scientist we are in the package dissecting

[itspileofgoodthings]

my life is a very slow process of everyone around me telling me not to be anxious and me fighting them all tooth and nail while inching towards more stable mental health.

#I know it’s not true but sometimes I feel like if I didn’t have anxiety I would not suffer at all #which. again. is false #but there’s a lot of things I don’t want in this life and a lot of things I am not scared of and a lot of things I just accept #and like. It’s FINE #but all my suffering from anxiety stays in one fixed flame of sheer agony #and it’s hard because I don’t shake like a chihuahua in the corner of my bedroom #unable to move or function #I’m always doing things and functioning and joking at parties and (generally) saying the right thing #but it’s all located in one corner in the middle of my mind attacking my ability to make judgments and live with my decisions peacefully #like an unseen wound #and the distance i feel it puts between me and other people #is one of the most painful things #just several sheets of frosted glass between me and them #and sometimes the worst it gets is when I can bear it without breaking down and so I just do and I just keep functioning #and the cold just creeps in and everything goes kind of numb! #tbh now that I think about it this might be why I often think of myself as a person with no desires or ambitions or dreams #or impetus or forward motion or anything #because I DO want things and have opinions and the exist in flashes. But also they’re buried deep under several layers of protective apathy #so they’re not stable. I drop them many times. forget them ignore them imagine that they aren’t there. I’m sorry I’m rambling I’m FINE #actually when I talk about it that’s how you know I’m doing okay with it #when I can’t talk about it and am half-heartedly going through the motions #that’s the problem #anyway whew. thanks for listening sorry for all the self-reflection etc. etc. etc.

[snzluv3r]

maybe beginning the deep clean of my room on a day where my nose was already more sensitive and sneezy than usual was a bad idea…perhaps i should’ve thought a little harder about how itchy and allergic the combination of dust and lingering cat hair would make me, let alone on top of what i’m worried might be an oncoming cold—and a very sneezy, hitchy one at that.

my room might be cleaner than when i started but i’ve certainly made a mess of myself and am sneezing so frequently still that i can barely make this post

#both because i keep sneezing all over my phone or my hands and getting it on my phone #which makes typing very difficult #and by the time i clean it off it happens again #or because i’m just so busy building up and hitching and doing those stupid little gasps like an idiot #the itch just keeps getting stuck so far back in my nose and i keep getting distracted by how much it tickles #just keep pausing and staring at the ceiling hitching like a fool LMAO #there are tears all down my face again and my eyes are #very unhappy with the dust and cat hair #god sorry i sneezed mid typing that and it’s not worth restarting to make it one tag #little self obs #the harshness and quantity of these sneezes is really bothering my already sore throat #fingers crossed it’s just allergies and the cold #but i think i might be getting sick #cw mess

[yorshie]

Pea Brained Bounce House time. Was thinking about the earlier Mikey bit. Then I started thinking about Warm Coded. And then:

Raph’s got like. This thing, when you’re working out with him. He uses the cover of coaching you to stare.

It’s not until he’s got you doing chairs against the concrete wall, and you look up in pleading askance on how much longer you’ve gotta hold the position, that you finally catch the way his attention is trained on the swell of your stomach. The uncanny focus of his gaze on your thighs as the muscles start to tremble and seize up.

Raph likes to stare.

#……. hm. is this gonna be a blood orange fic? #are they gonna converge? #looks at the blurple fic I’m already planning. fuck. this might be a blood orange fic #but how would that even work? #Mikey is so much harder to set a boundary with than Leo and Donnie #and what about my head canon of Mikey sneaking into Raph’s bed during nightmares? #I could just see. raph wakes up and readers all against him all warm and cuddly #he goes for the sleepy morning action #but his hand knocks against Mikey’s shell and there’s like the awful dawning realization that his little bro is cock blocking him #cue Mikey waking up cuz you smell all warm and he wants action too #only for the same realization to have th both going >:[ at each other #raph gets up like fuck this I’ll be a good boyfriend I’ll go get breakfast. you want pastries doll? I'll get you fucking pastries #and Mikey’s like fuck that I’ll be a better boyfriend I’m gonna go make homemade juice #and then reader is like. wtf where are my cuddly buddies? Why is everyone so pissy this fine morning? #<- zero clue they are in the middle of a pissing contest #goes to take a morning shower and gets interrupted cuz Mikey doubles back #youngest sibling gotta take advantage of the older one being out and all that #I could just see him all annoyed halfway to the Kitchen before going *wtf am I doing* and backtracking to corner reader in the bathroom #raph drags reader back in his room and closes the door in mikey's face when he gets back with pastries #cuz personal space (nest) privileges and it was cold outside and damn it he's was a good boyfriend he deserves cuddle time #also he didn't get mikey any pastries #proceeds to show reader there's more than one way to enjoy a pastry #……… have to think about this one actually plot poly is hard #raccoon rambles

[tequila-starlight]

Little Siblings

All Tags Below Cut!

Fandom: Pokémon

Character(s): Alain, Hop, Leon, Mairin (Mentioned)

Ship(s): -

Platonic Ship(s): Alain & Hop, Alain & Mairin, Leon & Hop

Rating: General Audiences

TSME Week Day 3: Family

After getting asked by Hop if he has any siblings, Alain thinks about his relationship with Mairin.

“I’m Lee’s little brother, after all!” It was obvious Hop was trying to stamp down his ego after the compliment. The sight was quite amusing. “You’ve any little siblings yourself, Mr Alain?”

Alain stopped himself when the image of a certain girl flashed into his mind.

READ HERE ON AO3

Tags

•Fluff

•Family

•Platonic Relationships

•Not Beta Read

•Mairin does not appear physically but is spoken about throughout the story

#pokemon #anipoke #pokeani #pokemon fanfiction #fanfic #fanfiction #tsmeweek2024 #tsme10thanniversary #pokemon alain #pokemon mairin #pokemon hop #pokemon leon #champion leon #a drink to remember #Can you tell how much I love Leon and Hop #In the games especially #Hop’s animation when he dynamaxes his pokémon is the cutest thing #And Leon’s animation after you beat him in the Battle Tower??? #How can a man be so handsome and adorable at the same time??? #Meanwhile he’s also one of the only responsible adults in the franchise #I’m looking at you Lance why are you dragging kids into Team Rocket hideouts #But honestly that crazy recklessness is part of his charm #And Cynthia why were you doing absolutely nothing while Cyrus beat me up in the Distortion World #But at the same time Queen probably knew we’d be able to do it #(Except me for the longest time I suck at playing) #The list of responsible adults is way shorter than the list of irresponsible ones and I love them all #Enough about the games you can prise little sister Mairin from my cold dead hands

[making-my-wey-down-town]

November prompt list challenge 2022, Day 10 - Fantasy

Here your Brave Knight Sun ⚔️ ☀️ and your Charming Prince Moon 👑 🌙 💞💗💖💘

I had so much fun (and a lot of daydreaming) while making this one asdfghasdfgh

Bruh they are just 🤌✨ (yes I’m falling for my own creations, leave me alone kkk)

#ace jesters #november prompts #daily prompt #*sighs* #prompt list #2022 #ayo? am I building an au in my head? yes siiiir #asdfghasdfgh #boi and girl I can see this! *eyes start to spark* #in this far far away kingdom their kings never age but they can of course die. their last king disappeared without leaving a trace behind #(eclipse) his brother takes his place until he returns (moon) while his other sibling (sun) does his best to find their lost brother #in one of those missions of finding the lost king. they find y/n who perhaps has a clue of where eclipse is. y/n then is taken by force #to their kingdom. to spill everything they know to help them out. #is just an idea so far I might change it but there. heh #just some random facts of this cuz I’m really into this fantasy au kkk #Prince Moon is feared cuz he always presents himself so cold but he has no other option. being a king isn’t easy and sometimes though #decisions are need to be made to maintain peace and protect the kingdom #Knight Sun doesn’t qualify to be king it’s hard for him stay serious all the time like their other brother. and to maintain him active and #in use his brother Moon proposed to make him a knight. Sun is seen as a hero in their kingdom but a monster in others. he tries to not cause #problems in his search but fights always happens. discrimination in his race. *pats the baby sunshine* #otay I’m done for now lol #this is sooo long sorry lmao #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf security breach #fnaf sb #fnaf daycare attendant #sundrop #moondrop #wey draws

[ducktracy]

i am literally so mad that i have waited years to write this review of Daffy’s Southern Exposure and when i finally do i get the worst cold i have had at least within the past 5 years and am too sick to write a substantial amount. like come on. COME ON! i would almost rather it be COVID because that’s at least a valid excuse!!!!! sorry this post nasal drip made me nauseous and then i got mad that i was nauseous because i also had a bad stomach bug two weeks ago that also prevented me from writing. needless to say i hope you all enjoy the review when it’s out because my goodness it is giving me a hard time. thank you for your patience again 😤🙏

#i’m so maddddd i was writing a good amount today too and then bam nausea because of my stupid sinuses draining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i have lemon ginger tea but i can’t even taste it because i’m so congested #this has been worse than the two times i had COVID because my COVID symptoms manifest as fever and aches and fatigue and i can at least just #sleep that off!! not with this stupid cold!!!!!!! #i used to get colds literally every month when i was still in school and my drama director once said i had the immune system of a gnat which #is true. so i’m lucky that i haven’t had a cold this bad/maybe at all at least since i graduated high school since that was pre covid times #but since i’m not not used to being substantially sick anymore it means i’m gonna complain about it when i am sick so there 😤 #okay. sorry. just needed to bitch. back i go to playing Animal Crossig and Pokémon i guess since my body can’t handle any more than that!!!!