#and i still cant believe it happened

[kayurka]

Dear Diary,

I've seen Adam Driver live in Toruń, Poland at EnergaCAMERIMAGE Film festival on 12.11.2023.

#and i still cant believe it happened #is it a real life or just a ratasy #its surreal #it was not even on my list #like #how #also we and few fellow amazing rats were able to meet during the festival it was just awesome #kayurka talks #adam driver #btw not all of those pictures are mine

[watchingwisteria]

listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded psychopath happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.

#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know #im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie #or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them #snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow! #but then shes gone…. for a while…… #and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book #that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss #the hunger games #coriolanus snow #tbosas #lucy gray baird #not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration #but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause #like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not. #snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time #he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets #and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets #he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved #but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall #he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires

[cobaltfluff]

sasuga my ace detective mind-reading soulmate, I knew I could trust you

#p5r #shuake #art tag #i completely forgot about the jazz club until the end of the game #i still cant believe this happened #what a coincidence #i couldnt have planned it better if i was following a guide #anyway he knows me well #he knew i was gonna invite him anyway #but obvs he has to make the first move #i have so much more dumb stuff to draw from my playthrough #lmao me tryna play the new game at the same time #what a struggle #anyway my joker is not as suave as he thinks #canon is ok but MY canon is forever lmao

[peachtaglia]

You did your best bbg

#genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #fontaine spoilers #genshin fontaine #archon quest spoilers #fontaine quest #fontaine archon quest #genshin shitpost #i cant believe that happened still in shock

[themetalhiro]

Poor comedic timing of the day

#ive been going nuts iver this all day i still cant believe it happened #anyways. hug your friends. #chatter #metalhiro arts #cw death #journal #comic #comic journal

[koinotea]

FOURTH AND FINAL REDRAAAWWW AAAAHHHHH NOW BACK TO OUR USUAL LUBERTO PROGRAMMING YESS

#I TOOK TOO LONG SORRY BUT IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO APPLY TO COLLEGE AND IM SCARED LOL #ANYWAYS HERE WE ARE WAWAWAWA #MORE THAN TWO WEEKS AND I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED AAAAAA #art #my art #fanart #digital art #digital fanart #luca fanart #luca pixar #luca paguro #alberto scorfano #alberto luca #luca #pixar #luberto #luberto canon #luberto is canon #AAAAAAAAAA

[meltingangels]

#dragons dogma #dragon's dogma #personal #random #dragons dogma II #dragons dogma 2 #dragon's dogma II #dragon's dogma 2 #dragons dogma dark arisen #dragon's dogma dark arisen #capcom #still cant believe #its actually happening #I sobbed #when I saw #an actual release date

[dilfbuck]

9-1-1‣ Maddie & Chimney in 07x04: "Buck, Bothered & Bewildered"

#911 abc #911edit #911 on abc #chimney han #maddie buckley #madney #911 spoilers #userknight #usernolan #usercam #.gfx #flashing lights #flashing gif #*twirls hair* i finally figured out what i was doing wrong with my gifs that made them look bad. we're so back. im actually proud of these #anyway. THEM <3 they are so meant to be together and every scene with them is an instant boost to my mood #i still cant believe season 7 madney wedding is really happening

[anewp0tat0]

it doesn't feel real to me fellas. but I don't have time to sit by and chat and unload unfortunately so I'll just drop this and be on my way, cya kind folks very soon ✌️

not professional but I liked how his eye looked goddang it. I knew I was screwing myself but I did it anyway

#don't worry ill actually be screaming in my reblogs now and again if I dont get to make a post soon with my tremendous mound of m #messy words #guyz😫 i watched it 3 days ago and i still cant believe it happened #it's definetly cause i dropped out of the anticipation train for the last like what 5 months? just slapped me like a truck with a hand #bb jeezez christ im so happy fellas it's so goofy and best of all it feels safe(I COULD BE VERY WRONG) #ya know me tho. things in life be pretty tough so i keep my hoping and optimisim for the escapism spaces 🙏😌 #anyway i can't stick around and tag ramble im afriad. if i don't come back soon #at the very least count on me during the summer! #.... but also no way im not atleast watching what everyone will be saying about this season #i have an ambition to draw something small after every episode release. so we'll see! #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #digital art #weston college arc #black butler anime #kuroshitsuji anime #kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou hen

[binghe-malewife-goals]

Y'all we gotta stop hyping up Bingge, he's not as strong as he'd like you to think, man was probably pushing his 200s when he got his ass beat by a 25 yr old version of himself and some leaves

#on another note how fucking Strong is bingmei #im scared #im sorry but bingge had experience years fucking xin mo yet his ass was still handed to him #this is what happens to ur body when on shizun affection be safe out there kids #cant believe bingge canonically got his ass beat by the power of love #luo bingge #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #bingqiu #yall need to understand bingge is essentially an incel and as pathetic as one <3 i say this with love #I would like to clarify this is 90% me bullying binggw bc I find it funny <3 he's very easy to make fun of bless

[mchi22]

all(?) the unused death animations in clash

also these chairman animations that im pretty sure go unused

#toonblr #corporate clash #ttcc #toontown #im not tagging all of them i dont care #notes: misty has a removed death sound but her death animation doesnt work #chip has an animation labelled 'death' but im pretty sure its just his animation where he falls down #graham and brian also both have 'death' animations but again i think theyre just what happens in their ending cutscenes #but uh. i cant get their animations to work. so. #also sorry some of these are off-center but u wouldnt believe how hard navigating in panda viewer is #edit: added brian and graham #theyre lower resolution bc i still couldnt get their animations to work so i just giffed a video someone else made

[undefeatablesin]

My angel, my pride and joy, my beloved AKA the Good Hunter Ruza lmao 🧡 ft. Her Lost Chikage and her fun outfit from these screenshots! + some lil headshots of her in the Yharnam Hunter Garb, a look I also care Deeply About ✨️

#sin scribbles #bloodborne #good hunter #good hunter bloodborne #hunter bloodborne #bloodborne oc #bloodborne oc ; ruza #(ITS DONE CAN U BELIEVE IT I SURE CANT!!!!) #(yes. i repeat. this was largely inspired and enforced by me playin d/m/c5 again. LOL.) #(look.......is it my fault my favourite games happen 2 both be about monster hunters with cool swords???) #(anyways whatever AHEM *shuffles notes*) #(i do rly like ruza in the knights garb tbf its fun and flashy. especially in game where everything is dark af) #(very fun to draw. but i prefer her in the actual hunting garb so THATS WHAT WE STICKIN WITH.) #(at least for now idk my mind changes like the weather sis thats largely why i havent given her a new ref sheet) #(or posted her new bio bc tbh im cursed!!!) #(as soon as i post a ref or a bio i immediately want to change it all. so. i just wont LOL) #(if yall still curious about her u can just send an ask or a dm or smth i dont bite 😂) #(this was supposed to be a sketch sheet can u tell i lied deceived played myself to filth) #(bonus cainhurst armor look bc i love that set SOOOOO....much) #(watch out yall sin is back at it with her nonsense cloth physics again)

[kagoutiss]

suddenly feel the need to post that one official pre-botw early concept comic from when nintendo was thinking about theming the next loz game around some sort of alien invasion, in a more ‘modern’ setting, and. anyway the point is that ganondorf is in it and he is wearing a metallica t shirt

#not art #ganondorf #link #tagging link too bc he is there in his little hoodie god bless #but yeah whenever i remember this exists ​i. still cant believe it exists lol #i said this on twt already but it looks so much like ganondorf is link’s 80s metalhead uncle who definitely drove them there #also just wild crazy to see official art where they’re messing with the idea of ganondorf not being like the Main Problem At Hand like #like he is. evidently also here about the aliens. i do not know what this comic says and it’s way too distorted for me to try and translate #or at least the pic i have is #but if anyone happens to know what it says! or knows anything more about it! i would be delighted to know lol

[clownhonkbonk]

how was s2 real.

i made crowley less stressed bc they deserve a break

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens 2 #aziraphel #crowley #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 spoilers #good omens s2 spoilers #good omens fanart #good omens s2 #REWATCHING P&P CAUSE OF THEM!!! #just a goofy doodle but i wanted to share #also fucked around w the lights #duuude i cannot get over how AWESOME this season was. #how did. how did that p & p dance happen. #like i still cant believe that was real

[iridescentmirrorsgenshin]

An analysis of Kaveh and Alhaitham's argument - Alhaitham's omitted POV

(This is a reworked excerpt taken from my Haikaveh essay! If you're interested you can check it out here or as a pdf <3)

The only time Alhaitham and Kaveh's argument is mentioned in-game dialogue is during Kaveh’s Hangout. Due to Kaveh’s reluctance to discuss it with the Traveler at risk of tarnishing his junior's reputation, Alhaitham asserts that the argument is nothing to be embarrassed about, and that their differences in personality resulted in them being unable to work together. This rendition of the argument, too, is devoid of the detail which Kaveh provides in his character stories.

Due to this, Alhaitham’s perspective of the argument has been omitted to the player, and thus Kaveh’s perspective is the only fully developed account provided. In this, Kaveh’s perspective, and his interpretation, of the argument can be easily sided with as the player. In this case, it is clear how Kaveh was hurt by Alhaitham’s words, but not so clear that Alhaitham was, in turn, hurt by Kaveh. Additionally, the intention in Alhaitham’s words is omitted, and therefore is seen purely as weaponizing Kaveh’s guilt.

Since Alhaitham’s perspective of the argument has been omitted, what is included in his Character Stories in reference to his thoughts on the consequences of collectivism will be used here in order to establish the intentions behind the weaponisation of Kaveh’s guilt.

Alhaitham’s Character Stories pre-date Kaveh’s, but were written to establish his perspective of individualism in reference to those with natural talent and those without. These discussions are inextricably tied with Kaveh’s Character Stories and serve as Alhaitham’s explanation for the root issue of their argument.

Whilst Alhaitham’s Character Stories retain the positives of individualism, as in living apart from a general majority, they particularly highlight the detriment of those with talent forsaking themselves to “blend in,” and compromise their own development for the sake of the majority: “to leave the right of judgment in others' hands is equal to denying oneself”.

According to Alhaitham, letting one’s talents be dictated and judged by society can only serve as detriment to oneself – this is a direct reference to Kaveh, paralleling his Character Story in which he fears separation from the majority.

In this sense, Alhaitham’s usage of Kaveh’s “inescapable” guilt as the reason for his altruism serves as the grounding for Kaveh’s escapism, so as for Kaveh to reflect on the blame he places on himself and for him to alter his methods of self-sacrifice for the sake of others. This would then allow Kaveh to prioritise himself, in order to fully realise himself, since, as of now, Alhaitham considers the altruist as self-denying (which is discussed further here).

The concern in Alhaitham’s words can be pinpointed in the potential consequences of Kaveh exerting himself for others: “Kaveh's impractical idealism… would come to be a burden on his existence someday”. However, due to the stated “explosive” magnitude of the argument and his phrasing, this intention is missed by Kaveh, and is instead interpreted as a malicious critique of Kaveh’s character.

The core reason for the rift in Alhaitham and Kaveh’s relationship is not their opposing viewpoints, as actually, these conflicting perspectives are the cause for the solidification of their friendship, as seen in Kaveh’s Old Sketchbook.

Rather, it is the belief that their held respective viewpoint is correct, therefore proving the other’s perspective incorrect. It is the disrupted unity of differing ideals by asserting a supposed ‘correct’ viewpoint onto the other.

As established in discussion of Alhaitham’s view on talent, a label has been placed on Alhaitham and therefore others set themselves apart from him. Unlike Kaveh, however, Alhaitham does nothing to disprove the conceptions formed of his character, as they ultimately do not inconvenience him, as he desires to live apart from those who would place certain expectations upon him.

Kaveh instigates a friendship between them by overlooking these assumptions, initially approaching Alhaitham due to a belief that he was being bullied, due to sitting apart from people in his darshan. It is stated in Kaveh’s Character Stories that Alhaitham was his “best friend”, insinuating that Kaveh did not solely consider Alhaitham as such, but that it was an understandably mutual sentiment. As observed, whilst Alhaitham does not necessarily seek out social contact or actively form deep connections, his friendship with Kaveh shows that he is not averse to doing so, so long as preconceptions are overlooked and a true understanding is developed.

Therefore, Kaveh’s words that instigated the split of their friendship that: “[Alhaitham] could be much better welcomed amongst people if he would just care…” revokes and criticises Alhaitham’s core principles; those same principles which Kaveh had previously interpreted as a positive opposition to his altruism, as seen within Kaveh's Old Sketchbook.

Rather than respecting Alhaitham’s outlook on life, Kaveh asserts his own over Alhaitham, which Alhaitham responds to in kind, by asserting his egoism over Kaveh. When Kaveh then states that Alhaitham is “too” intelligent, he uses the preconceptions that other scholars had used against Alhaitham. This not only reinforces that others were correct in their avoidance of Alhaitham, but also diminishes their friendship entirely, as he dons these misconceptions as a way to strike back against Alhaitham.

Along with stating his regret that he ever befriended Alhaitham, it is Kaveh’s weaponizing the general majority’s perspective of Alhaitham that effectively ends their friendship. By forsaking his own intimate understanding of Alhaitham, Kaveh alienates himself from Alhaitham. He does so by reinterpreting Alhaitham through the view of the general majority -  the collective which Alhaitham believes denies Kaveh from finding his true self.

In this, the two are now disparate, as Kaveh holds Alhaitham in the same position as the general majority; in a position of distrust and wariness, despite recognising his talents. Whereas Alhaitham sees through the “front” that Kaveh dons for the majority and as such, has been denied trust on Kaveh’s end.

#haikaveh #kavetham #alhaitham #kaveh #haikaveh meta #genshin meta #thank you hoyoverse once again for alhaitham and kaveh's character stories #i still cant believe a parade of providence happened #holding it tenderly and violently to my chest #what do you mean the issue we're debating has long since moved on from who's wrong and who's right #then what is it all about alhaitham... #let me scratch my head and think real hard xx

[tragicotps]

Asriel Belacqua + his biggest weakness aka Marisa Coulter

#his dark materials #masriel #asriel x marisa #asriel belacqua #marisa coulter #a little compilation of Asriel being a sucker for marisa #its kinda funny how she's all like HE obvi LOATHES me&wants me and our daughter DeaD so F hiM and he's all like I LOVE YOU Pls LOVE ME BACk #*puppy dog eyes* #he tries and fails so hard lmao #this took me waaaaay longer to make than I expected #but it was worth it 😆 #I love this idiot of a man #the subtle eyebrow raise when he says 'not just her' 😭😭 #like he wants to say HAVE I NOT BEEN SUPERCLEAR ABOUT THIS OR DO YOU NEED ME TO SPELL IT OUT #these actors really gave it their best with the material they had #i still cant believe they didnt even use one good marisa line from the books in s3 #we shouldve married and brought her up ourselves #what will happen to us #is this the end of everything #ive never hated you but I could see why you might hate me #i cant bear the thought of oblivion asriel #i told him i was going to betray you but i lied too well #She felt as soft and light in his arms as she had when Lyra was conceived thirteen years before #GAHHHHHH im just 🥺🥺🥺 whyyy #ignore all these useless tags #i wanted to add more to this set but tumblr didnt let me #mine