#and left to rot

[ghostickle]

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#I wish I could go back in time never had met either of them #never trusted them never given them everything #I moved in with him because he begged me too I wanted to live alone #and now I’m getting fucked over #I do everything I can for people I pour everything I can into people #give them all my time and energy do anything I can to make them happy hurting myself in the process #and when they can’t get anything more out of me when they got bored of me I get treated like this #and left to rot #with nothing #and it keeps happening #I find a person who I think will genuinely care about me and love me the way I do for them #who truly wants me around #and I trust them #and they take that trust to use me and everything just keeps repeating #why can’t I just be loved #they only love me when they’re able to use me and make me into what they want #ghost rambles #they don’t even hide that they’re only using me by the end of it. #I’m there for every thing they struggle with whenever they feel alone #I get them presents I make them food and treats I get into whatever their interests are so they can show stuff off to me #but no one’s done it for me #they don’t even look when I try to show my art #they don’t care about my music #they were never there when I was struggling #shit there’s been times he found me crying with fresh cuts blade still out and just wants to talk about how everyone hates him #just wants me to drop everything to comfort him #ignores that id been crying couldn’t care less that I relapsed #it’s always about them

[milk-ducts]

might delete ,, its been fucking ages since ive touched an art program so . it didnt come out as good and im not proud of how the face turned out so wonky 😭

its a quick messy doodle of a buffed out mark w a longer hairstyle <3 begging the showrunners 2 give him these side bangs .. please !! my baby would look so good w them. u could interpret this as an older ver of him,, tho hes still got that baby face

without the shine .. hehe .. he looks better like this .

#invincible #invincible season 2 #invincible spoilers #mark grayson #omni man #fuck you tumblr for ruining the already shitty quality i hope u rot in hell #FOR THE RECORD … I DIDNT GET HIS COSTUME WTONG #THE YELLOW PART IS A PART OF HIS MASK ! im just very intelligent and cool like tjat.. #digitial art #fanart #illustration #my art #i was too afraid to fully render the face so i left it semi cell shaded im sorry #invincible fanart #invincible show

[mebis-art-dump]

Frigid Steel, Boiling Wraith

Thinking about how pale ore is eerily chill to the touch

about how PV's spells, likely learnt from its father, take on the same shape as nails made out of an ore allegedly related to its parents

about how those spells are pretty much a solid state of soul for a few moments about how solid state of matter is often the most "cold" state, generally speaking

about how cold it's often associated with lack of emotion and corpses

Also thinking about how the knight's spells, learned from the snails, is more raw, more volatile

stated and shown to literally burn opponents, more of a hot blast than a proper solid mass

shaped and named after haunting ghosts, spectres that do not lay to rest, despite soul itself being present in the whole environment and not necesarily directly linked to sentient beings

about how it is strong emotions what fuels their transformation into their more powerful state through the usage of void, a volatile yet maleable substance, and the opposite of light

if you want to, you can get this drawing in full quality and ready to be a phone wallpaper at my kofi page completely free of charge (although i wont be mad if you leave a lil tip)

#makes me think if the pale king himself or the wyrm were also cold to the touch #or if his presence brought a chill to the place as opposed to radiance's burning presence #the 'snow' in kingdom's edge is actually ashes from a rotting corpse (so marine snow without the marine) #except maybe it is still quite cold actually? #theres also stuff that can be said about the forging of a pure nail and the readiness/fitness of a vessel #but that shall be left for another time #hollow knight #mebi's art #hollow knight art #hollow knight fanart #hk the hollow knight #the hollow knight #pure vessel #hk pure vessel #hk the knight #the knight hollow knight #the knight #digital art #krita #fanart #artist on kofi #artist on tumblr

[viktormaru]

Omentober 19

The End

So... Iso am I right?

#omentober #omen #valorant omen #valorant #iso #valorant iso #waffle art #im excited to see what this leads! omen being hunted for his past he doesnt even remember.... #was he a research on thta abandoned project? #I sure do hope we find out and not have another chamber case where we are teased and then the lore is just dropped and left to rot!!

[caelanglang]

Shhhh…. They’re busy recharging and being in love

#domestic skk sketch dump! #thank you to all the wonderful kind souls who left me warm messages that kept me going! these sketches are for you guys :3 #and for me bc theyre all self indulgent lol #artsy dazai is my hc plssss #also chuuya using dazai's knife skills and etc in the kitchen !! he's not completely banned guys ><; #hehehe feel free to find details and spin your own brainrots >w<! (pls don't zoom in too much its so messy with so much mistakes kajshdg) #big spoon chuuya or big spoon dazai? WHY NOT BOTH!!! #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #soukoku #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #skk #my art #sketch #domestic fluff #tooth rotting fluff #sketches

[thecoolsquirrel]

timeskip (?) 🥺

#that one time Ace told yuu he'll help with her makeup has never left my mind #and thinking about him giving his little mini me pigtails and a heart on her eye #punching air #my art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland fanart #twst fanart #disney twisted wonderland #disney twst #twst #twisted wonderland art #twst wonderland #art #twst ace #ace trappola #twst yuu #twst yuusona #ace trappola x reader #ace trappola x yuu #aceyuu #i love this development for me KSNDJS #Originally was gonna post a little mermaid draft but forgor to update the tag list so back to Azul soon #Until then; ace brain rot

[yaolmao]

uhhhh farmer yaoi…?

#redraw from 2022 #I don’t draw them often but I check on them like every day #rancher rot never left #tangotek #tango tek #solidaritygaming #team rancher #jimmy solidarity #trafficshipping #mcyt #myart

[deelavis]

whenever a fanfic says that Mello is wearing a t-shirt I know they probably mean something like this:

but all I can imagine is this or this

Bonus Comic:

Bonus Bonus Shirtless Mello:

#my art #death note #mello #near #mello death note #near death note #death note brain rot #I can't imagine Mello wearing anything practical #Maybe it's just that I can't turn off my costume designer brain but it my mind he must always be doing the most #also yes the long sleeve shirt is the one he left Wammy's in that he diy-ed to be slutty #Also also Mello is offended by specifically by the implication that he's a virgin #I want to tag this meronia but idk if it counts??? I guess just assume that anytime I draw them together they were kissing moments before #i drew a Near to go with him that also has flat colors with fully rendered pants but this post was already getting too long

[notozthewizard]

Just two guys on a trip in the middle of nowhere. Enjoying fresh air and definitely not (affectionately) insulting each other

#Had to fight the perfectionist urge and declare it finished before I left it rotting in my wip folder forever #pretty happy with the outcome either way #bbc merlin #bbc arthur #merthur #merlin x arthur #arthur pendragon #merlin emrys #merlin fanart

[lonesomenecromancer]

mothiva gains a new fan (well kind of)

#that and zasp would like it too but thats obvious #mothiva is so fun to bully #i did this for like 5 hours in one sitting and my head feels like its gonna explode but you know it do be like that sometimes #zasp is fun to draw i will draw him again sometime too #i havent done a comic in so long i hope this isnt too cringe #bug fables is rotting my brain. or at least what is left of said brain #bug fables #bug fables mothiva #bug fables zasp #bug fables vi #bug fables kabbu #bug fables leif #should i tag the bad book npc as well????? #anyway shout out to him #hes one of my favorites. hes funny

[currentlyonstandbi]

#what if i just never emotionally recovered from this . wouldnt that be something #star wars #sw rots #revenge of the sith #rots novelization #anakin skywalker #darth vader #you know what. it's the fact that after everything that has happened anakin still chooses to stay with sidious #even after he knows all he's ever done is lie to him. is use him. is be yet another person on a list of people #who've only ever wanted him for his power #anakin HATES sidious by this point. he despises him. he wants him dead. and yet he stays #because he has no reason not to #he's destroyed everything and everyone who he's ever loved and has loved him in return #and as twisted as it is.. sidious is all he has left now. sidious and all of his anger and all of his terrible grief #so he stays . because he has no reason to leave #and it's not until rotj that anakin finds himself faced with a choice which isn't really a choice at all #because from the moment he realised luke would never join him in overthrowing sidious and ruling the empire #there was only ever one decision anakin could make #because in that moment he looked upon the last reminder of the love that existed once between him and padme and he found his reason #to finally break the cycle of violence #he couldn't kill luke because he loved him ! even among all the anger and pain and regret. anakin loved his son #and just as anakin's love drove him to the dark so too did it help guide him to the light #whatever. this novel destroyed me. gonna have 'this is how it feels to be anakin skywalker forever' on my mind for 3-5 business days

[sad-leon]

@intotheelliwoods free therapy time again :D

I am quickly running out of hug poses for these two but they still bring me so much joy to draw <3

im so incredibly normal about them

#sad•leonart #2 arms left #2al #2 arms left fanart #2al fanart #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise leonardo #rise future leo #rise future leonardo #rottmnt leo #rottmnt future leo #was gonna work on fh in these sleepless hours but these guys rotted my brain #im hungy and eepy now tho so i shall try to eep again #these tags are irrelavent since i am gonna schedule this post for morning alsdfkasf

[oneluckygoose]

I think the most heartbreaking part if this season (excluding Lucy) is the Rat Grinders being a pale, cold reflection of the Bad Kids. Like the Bad Kids have these wonderfully sweet moments of being together. That’s fundamentally what makes them The Bad Kids. They went through the shittyiest things in the world together and now they love each other so so so much and we get all of these sweet and tender moments of them loving each other. And the Rat Grinders are them with all that love stripped away, they don’t care about one another, they haven’t been through the same things, the only reason they are a party is because they are tactically useful together, not because they love one another. And when their Kristen dies they do nothing but replace her rather than mourn. Can you even imagine what the Bad Kids would do if Kristen died? And She Did. And they Freaked and kept her bones to figure out a way to Bring Her Back. They mourned and ran into the forest of their greatest nightmares after looking at each other and with all the love in the world saying “for Kristen.” The Bad Kids care about each other more than anything in the world, if they didn’t even the world wouldn’t be there. The Rat Grinders are a mirror showing them what it would be like if they didn’t, if they only fought for themselves and their own personal means. If they had let Kristen stay in the forest, only a pile of bones as the Rat Grinders did with Lucy. Maybe they aren’t evil, or the bbg, but they are an icy wake up call for the Bad Kids of what they could have been. A horrible version of what they could have been.

#fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #the rat grinders #the bad kids #and whether or not they killed lucy doesn’t matter #they left her rotting in the woods #they didn’t care #they didn’t mourn #if they did they wouldn’t have replaced her with some helioic asshole #not even three months later #i’ll never like the rat grinders #even if they turn out to be good in some twisted way #because that’s what they are #a twisted version of the bad kids

[fumifooms]

Dad always said I was like him

Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui

^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, joan tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown

When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.

#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40 #Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again #Spoilers #I guess? #dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #meijack #chilchuck’s family #meijack chils #Web weaving #alcoholism #cw alcohol #webweave #A couple more i liked are a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from #Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me #And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up #And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book #I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here #posts for which i am the target audience #Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart? #The word father rotted in my mouth #Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it……….. #Sigh. Like father alike daughter #I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise

[yugiohz]

i've been there (and still am sometimes) so i'm saying this out of love, but i feel like once you've reached your late 20s, you HAVE to come to the realization that you have to actively strive to make yourself happy / your life livable! i know it's extremely difficult to deal with the disillusion + depression + isolation combination that befalls a lot of people in their 20s, but you have to actively fight to maintain and expand your comfort zone so you don't sinkeven deeper, because all those corny quotes are right, no one's gonna come and save you, not your mommy not your partner not your baby not your blorbo, this is an internal process that you have to go through, because if you don't you will rot in your comfort zone and rn life rlly rlly rlly doesn't have enough to offer tomost of us that we should or could be okay with that kind of mundane life

#like i am fundamentally unhappy rn and grieving so many things but i try not to let that dictate my day to day IM FIGHTING DEMONS EVERYDAY!! #you have to cling to your humour and small interactions and not reject people's attempts to be nice to you life is literally not bearable #when you don't allow yourself to be silly #don't take life too seriously there are no rewards for doing everthing the right way and correct the first try #empahsis on trying you have to keep going cuz you will rot in your comfort zone #but yeah ... be kind to yourself and let yourself have fun despite everything #what else is left #and no matter how much someone loves you #it is not easy to be with amiserable person #and im obviously not talking aobut factors out of your control #but you have to change the things you can change #im still deep in my comfort zone but this post is about realization being the first step #like how arewe almost 30 and we're just whining like if this goes on we might as well just kill ourselves #like life can't just be obstacle after obstacle

[damnikindadontcare]

S3 needs to get here NOW

#the brain rot is brain rotting #soon there’s going to be no brain left to rot #the bear #carmy berzatto #sydney adamu #Sydcarmy #carmy x sydney