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relistening to malevolent and why is John's voice so slutty in the first episode I do not remember this
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misty-moth · 3 months
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I want to believe I’d survive in Comte’s mansion, but then I see this
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and I know that my heart would explode, or perhaps I’d melt into an ooey gooey pile on the floor 🤔 Regardless, I would cry. I would weep.
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charlesf1leclerc · 2 months
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Charles Leclerc: here we go again. New Leclerc baby loading…🤍
Arthur Leclerc: do you ever stop?
~ User: Arthur!
 ~User2: Arthur just asking the question    we are all thinking 
Y/nusername: as always you will continue to be the best daddy 
~ Charlesy/nlovies- I wonder if she calls him daddy all the time
~ user4: ah they are both so cute 
PascaleLeclerc- So happy for you both! ❤️
User45: omg more babies ahh
User9: they’ve been busy. 😏
CharlesLeclercfanclub9: ahh I’m so happy for you both another cutie on the way
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Y/nusername: so great full, I love being a mummy and can’t wait to meet the next cutie in our family 🤍
CharlesLeclerc: the best mummy 
User: ahhh she looks so cute when pregnant 
User33: so pretty I love this family so much
Y/nwardrobe - im so happy for you two you really are the it parents 
Y/nandcharlescontent: perfect parents 🤍
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Y/nusername: double the trouble but I’ll be ok as long as I’m with you
ArthurLeclerc: how strong is this guys sperm?
 ~ user: Arthur!!! Hahah 
~ y/nusername: ARTHUR LECLERC!?!
~ CharlesLeclerc: stronger than yours 😉
~y/nlovies: they are going to have their hands full
~charles_leclercfanclub: charles this man dosent stop what happened to only three kids
~user: ❤️
~ user34: so cute ahhhhh
~pierreGasly: you’re going to need a bigger house mate
    ~user3: and more 
~ Ferrari: new drivers to add to our line up
 ~ CCferrari: do not mess with these children
 ~ user22: two little Ferraris 
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~ CharlesLeclerc: me included ❤️
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~ Y/nusername: thank you all for coming today. Had the best time celebrating babies 🤍
~Y/nwadrobe: ahhh this all looks so cute
~ CharlesLeclerc: would of been more fun if I was there
~Y/nusername: no boys allowed
~ ArthurLeclerc: boys party soon
~PierreGasly: I’m there
~CarlosSianz: me three
~LorenzoLeclerc: See you at Arthur’s
~user3: partition for me to be invited
~ PascaleLeclerc- Gorgeous darling
~user1: this is the cutest baby shower I’ve ever seen
~yourFriend1: The best time you deserve it babe
~user2: this baby is going to be so loved like all the rest of them ☺️
~ user444: Babies*
~Y/nfanclub: umm hello we need to know where the dress is from
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CharlesLeclerc: the most precious gift in the entire world welcome Lenny Marc And Maisy Pascale. Thank you to my wife y/n for blessing me and our family again.
~user: ahh there names so cute.
~ArthurLeclerc- ok they are actually cute
~ user33: even Arthur knows it
~CharlesLeclerc: Thank you
~Ferrari: congrats
~PascaleLeclerc: the cutest
~User66: all her gandkids are from Charles
~y/nusername: love you and our babies so much
~CharlesLeclerc: ❤️
~y/nusername: no more
~y/nxCharlesLeclerc: oh he’s been told
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Y/nusername: more babies to love. Welcome to the world Lenny and Maisy we love you more than you know
~ CharlesLeclerc: that we do ❤️
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ynbabe · 5 months
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Fake texts au- pt.5 bffs with the rookies+ Arthur's probléme
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So this one is a little more text than messages but I didn't know how else to it so... ENJOY!
and as always do let me know if yall liked it!!
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"Mate who is texting you that much ?" My brother asked incredulously, smirking down at me from where I was sitting down at the foot of his driver room bed, sprite still in hand.
"Hmm no one" I said but he snatched my phone from my hands, making me jump up and climb on his back to try and get my phone back.
"oooh Arthurs got a girlfriend" he teased trying to shake me off his back.
"Pute Charles, give me my phone!" I tried but he was stronger than me, "I'M TELLING ENZO!"
"Well I'm telling Enzo too 'cause 'I miss you, baby'" he read out Y/n's message, oh my god, why was she like this? "ooooh 'I love you' She loves you, Arthur!" I finally took the phone away from my brother.
"Who's Mon Probléme ?" he asked, why can't he just stay in his own business.
"It's Y/n-" his eyes widened,
"The one who cried when she met Max?" "Yes, her." "The one you said claimed a cell phone tower on a bet?" "Yup" "who-" "OH MY GOD YES CHARLES THAT Y/N THATS WHY SHE'S SAVED AS MON PROBLÉME."
"Your problem huh," he teased, raising his brows.
"oh my god please shut up" I tried defending myself and texted her but her texts back didn't help at all as I walked past my brother to finally leave the track after a long day and he looked over my shoulder to see the onslaught of couple-y messages.
"Charlie, are we leaving today or ?" "yeah yeah, honey, don't worry."
I couldn't help but roll my eyes, "oh and I promised to drop her off, so just pull by the car park and we can pick her up."
"Merde Arthur, you just left your friend alone? In a car park? Maman raised you better than this."
"She said she was waiting on someone after we got McDonalds."
"You got McDonald's! Man, even I wanted some!" my brother complained as we walked to his car.
"Join us next time, it's my turn to pay anyways," I smiled at him as I called Y/n to ask where exactly she was but I didn't receive an answer.
"How are you so stingy, Arth- hey are you okay?" he looked at me with concern as he pulled out of his parking space.
"I don't know, she isn't picking up her phone." "Maybe her phone died?" "Most likely, she never charges it."
As we were driving, we saw someone heated on a call, we were about to pass them but I realised in the last moment that it was Y/n, I told Charles to stop the car and he pulled over to where she was standing.
As soon as she saw me through the cars' window, she cut the car and smiled and waved to us, getting into the back seat.
"Hi! Thanks for picking me up, Princie-" I felt my face warm up as Charles stared straight at me, oh he was going to have the time of his life after y/n left, "Oh and thank you, Charles, it's nice meeting you!"
"Nice to meet you too, Y/n, where do i need to drop you?" She smiled and gave him the address, "I'm staying at a friends place, much cheaper than a hotel."
His brother smiled at his friend and focused on the road but I looked back and saw her texting.
"I thought your phone was dead?" I asked making her look up from whomever she was texting.
"Yeah, it is, this is just another number,"
"oookay, we're here, Goodnight, Y/n."
"Thank you Charles, Night Princie!" I smiled at her as she walked into the apartment complex and pulled out my own phone Charles began to drive away.
"So.... Princie huh?"
"non Charles!" I yelled at him, throwing some tissue paper that was in the car forever.
"Okay. okay," he laughed, focusing on the road again.
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So, I saw that you had no propaganda for the Iron Duke himself and thought that should be corrected, because I cannot let this man go unloved.
He is the ultimate sexyman. I don't really get that title or the requirements but I do know this man and he is the ultimate in Regency-era sexiness.
Field Marshal Sir Arthur Wellesley, First Duke of Wellington, whose full list of titles merits its own Wikipedia page, he had so many (including Prince of Waterloo of the Kingdom of the Netherlands), was so well known for his debonairness that he was often called "the Beau" or Beau Wellesley.
Our dear Duke with his eyes of "a brilliant light blue," is quite the underdog made good. The fourth son of an Anglo-Irish aristocratic family, he was a bit of a loner as a child, whose star was eclipsed by the academic success of his older and younger brothers. Yet he had a remarkable talent for the violin, which as we know from Mrs. Jefferson is quite a good quality for a man to have. As a young man he was considered extremely good humored and drew "much attention" from female society. The Napiers of Celbridge thought he was a "saucy stripling" and he was also considered quite mischievous. Yet he also had a rich inner life, reading and contemplating the great philosophers of the day.
Yes, we know about his military victories in the Peninsula (the position of Field Marshal of the British Army and the accompanying baton were created for him) and his success at Waterloo, but he was also both romantic and a ladies' man. (I could go on about the military success but that's not really what this is about, is it?)
Want the romantic side? He fell in love with Kitty Pakenham while a lowly aide-de-camp in Dublin but, with no real position or prospects, was laughed away by her brother when he sought to marry her. In a fit of pique he destroyed his violin and turned firmly toward progressing his career. Over a decade later, after he had made something of himself in India, he learned she hadn't married, supposedly because she was still pining for him. Reader, he married her, despite thinking she'd grown ugly, and got two children from her in less than two years. I'm not kidding, this man was virile. They married in April of 1806, their first son was born in February, 1807, and their second son was born in January 1808. Although he wasn't sexual faithful to her, Wellington wore an amulet she gave him for over twenty years, and was still wearing it when he sat with her on her deathbed. When she was surprised he still wore it, he told her if she'd just bothered to check in the last twenty years, she'd have found it. Despite surviving her by twenty years, the Duke never remarried.
Now, please don't think badly of him for the lack of sexual fidelity. It was the Georgian era. Sexual fidelity was not a part of marriage in high society. Men didn't sleep only with their wives and some wives could be quite happy with that (for one, it's much easier not to have one pregnancy after another when your husband is sleeping with someone else). Not that women weren't also sleeping around. Which brings me to one of Wellington's more... interesting conquests: Lady Caroline Lamb, wife of William Lamb (the future Second Viscount Melbourne and Prime Minister). Why do I know that name, you ask? The OG pixie manic dream girl, Caro's much more notably known for her affair with Lord Byron. After that particular bit of nonsense, she was in Brussels with the rest of the English aristocracy during the 100 Days/post Waterloo. She and the Duke supposedly slept together and she took his cloak away as a souvenir.
Who else did the Duke liaise with? Well, there were the usual flings with actresses and singers, such as La Grassini. As previously noted in another post on this tumblr, he was noted as a stronger, better lover than Napoleon by another of their mutual lovers. Wellington also was a client of Harriette Wilson. He visited her when she was in Paris after the Duke of Beaufort bought her off, though this was before Beaufort stopped paying her, prompting her to publish her memoirs. She canvassed her old lovers, including Wellington, to see if they'd pay her not to be in them. Wellington send her a note in return saying "Publish and be Damned." Something about his succinct dismissal of her is just so hot.
Oh, want a bit more of Wellington being a bad boy? In 1829, while Prime Minister, he got into a duel that still is commemorated almost two hundred years later. King's College, London, was set up while Wellington was also advocating for Catholic Emancipation and this led to Lord Winchilsea publicly insulting Wellington's honor to the point that the Duke (who'd never dueled before or supported dueling generally) called him out. They went to Battersea Fields and settled the matter with pistols. Wellington won and Winchelsea apologized. King's College celebrates "Duel Day" every March.
Even better, want to read about Elizabeth Bennet and the Duke being witty and falling in love? Complete with scenes of the Duke showing he knows what to do with his cannon? Then let me recommend the third variation of An Ever Fixed Mark, A Dalliance with the Duke. I dare you not to vote for him for all eternity with that portrayal in your head.
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queenshelby · 1 year
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Forbidden Desire (Part Four)
Pairing: Thomas Shelby x Reader (Female/Incestuous)
Warnings: Incest (at this stage accidental), Age Gap, PTSD, Domestic Abuse, Self-Harm, Fluff, Mild Smut
Words: 5,456
Summary:
This plays after Grace’s death but before Tommy becomes a politician. Lizzie is pregnant with Tommy’s child, so it is somewhere around season four.
In this fic, Tommy suffers from episodes of PTSD and so does the reader, resulting from trauma and abuse. They will help and save each other without realising that their connection is much stronger than they could have anticipated.
There will be love, fluff and smut as well as a highly taboo relationship.
PLEASE COMMENT AND ENGAGE!
QUESTION: WHO IS TOMMY TO THE READER? WHOOPS!
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YOUR POV
The following day, you again, arrived at the gambling den on time only to find out that Tommy was not there and neither were any of his brothers.
Polly and Michael too were absent from the den that day and the only person who barged in at around 9 o’clock was a woman by the name of Linda.
She was blonde and beautiful, with lovely curls and hypnotic eyes. She appeared stressed however and when you introduced yourself to her, she chuckled.
“I know who you are. My husband told me about you this morning” the woman then said and you queried her.
“Your husband?” you asked, not knowing who she was married to.
“Arthur Shelby. He is my husband and I believe that, last night, you met him, at the state library” Linda explained before sitting down and looking through the betting book.
“Yes, I did. He seemed nice” you acknowledged before thinking back to last night which is when Arthur, who happened to be Tommy’s oldest brother, came to find him. He too was in a panic last night, telling Tommy that he found someone they have been looking for. An acquaintance of some sort and, with that, Tommy had to leave rather abruptly.
Leaving you with his car and the key to the library, Tommy said goodbye without a kiss and it was almost like he did not want his brother to know about the fact that he took a liking in you.
Why this was the case, you did not know but, somehow, it was bothering you. You felt as though he was embarrassed by the way he had met you, in less than ideal circumstances and, the idea of Tommy being ashamed of you, was stuck in your head for the entire night.
You got no sleep whatsoever and needed to know the true nature behind Tommy’s intensions. Why was he so afraid of showing his feelings towards you in front of others? Was this just a game to him? Something to kill his boredom with perhaps?
“Y/N” you then suddenly heard Linda as, clearly, you were daydreaming and thinking too much about last night.
“Yes Linda” you responded almost reluctantly.
“Are you alright taking some bets today? Because we will be on our own until 3 o’clock” she then said and you realised that she must have asked you this very same question just seconds ago to which, clearly, you had failed to respond.
“Yes, I can take bets. You may just need to help me write them down. I am okay with numbers, but complex words are a different story” you admitted to her before asking where everyone was.
“There was an incident last night, near the docks in Camden Town” Linda told you but this did not really answer your question.
“What sort of incident?” you thus asked but Linda shrug her shoulders.
“Business I suppose” Linda said. “My husband never really tells me everything but, what I know is that Tommy was shot last night and this is why he isn’t here today. Lizzie cancelled all of his meetings” Linda explained and your chin dropped while fear began to overwhelm you.
“Oh my god Linda. You need to tell me what happened to Tommy” you demanded, but Linda did not, immediately, answer your question.
“So it is true what Lizzie said. You have taken a liking in Tommy” Linda observed instead. “My oh my, little one. You know you don’t stand a chance, right? Tommy is not a man who is faithful. Despite, he is marrying Lizzie, so…” Linda then went on to say but you did not care and repeated your question.
“Linda, is Tommy okay?” you asked again, to which, finally, you received an answer.
“Yes. He is fine. It is not the first time he got shot and the man who shot him is now laying in a ditch somewhere. My husband made sure of that” Linda told him while you were quick to reach for your coat, causing Linda to ask where you were going.
“I need to see him” you told her, causing Linda to roll her eyes.
“No, you don’t. What you need to do is to help me run this office. Tommy will be just fine” Linda said sternly before making an observation. “You have no idea what Tommy does, do you?” she then asked but the question was a rhetorical one. “He may be my brother in law, but he is not a good man” she furthermore said. “It is because of Tommy that my husband is acting the way he does. He had found God after having been jailed for his crimes, but now he is back carrying our Tommy’s dirty work. It’s appalling and you should stay away from him” Linda finally mentioned to you but this was not all she had to say.
“I know about you. I know about your stepfather too. Tommy is looking for him’” Linda revealed and you gasped momentarily in response.
“What are you talking about?” you wanted to know, seeing that you were not aware of any business Tommy had with your stepfather.
“You think that Tommy chose you out of kindness or love?” Linda chuckled after realising how oblivious you were. “Lizzie is right. You are naïve. Your stepfather has a gambling debt with Shelby Company Limited and went into hiding after using a false identity to steal from Tommy’s family business. Tommy wants to recover the debt and make him pay for stealing from him. This is why he needs you” Linda then told you and it all started to make sense now.
Tommy did not like you. He was using you. This was all you were to him.
“I need to go Linda” you then told her as you were trying hard to hold back your tears. You were feeling betrayed and upset by what Linda had told you and, even though you still could not be sure about Tommy’s true intentions towards you, you were almost certain that you were nothing but a means to an end. 
To be continued…
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outlaw-apologist · 1 year
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The Gang With a Plus Sized Lover (RDR2 HCs)
What they would be like with a plus sized lover (Headcanons) Mostly gender neutral (mentions of gender in Bill and Micah's) Characters (in the order they appear): Arthur, Charles, Josiah, Micah, Hosea, Dutch, Mary-Beth Warnings: NSFW themes, mentions of fat phobia (mostly in Micah's). This is a little indulgent for me, so please keep that in mind. :) I'm also open to writing for more characters + other scenarios so lmk if you want to see anyone or anything in particular. (Read on AO3 here) Arthur: - God he loves you. Loves the way you’re so soft. You could wrap your whole entire body around him and lay all of your weight on him and it just feels like home. All of his worries melt away. You feel like a could cradling him. His shoulders relax and he feels blissfully warm while holding you and taking in your scent. - When he’s away from you sleeping by himself is almost impossible. His fight or flight is constantly flaring up without your presence and the man can’t sleep for more than an hour at a time. - Arthur’s not shy about scooping you up into his arms or throwing you roughly over his shoulder. He can handle you easily. Your weight has never been an issue for him. If he ever struggles to pick you up (which honestly has never really happened) he sees it as his own personal problem. He needs to make his arms stronger. After throwing around hogtied bounties all day Arthur feels pretty confident when it comes to twirling you around.
- His clothes fit you perfectly. He thought it was cute when his smaller lovers would drown in one of his shirts after a night of love making. But, to be able to wear his clothes EVERYWHERE? And they look so good on you???? When he sees you’re casually wearing one of his shirts for the day it makes his heart pound SO hard. Arthur doesn’t usually care about fashion, but sometimes he buys nice shirts and wears them around so so you’ll steal them. He thinks they’ll suit you better than him and he’s usually right. -Arthur is handsy when he’s feeling needy with his lover. Always in private, of course. He just needs to feel every part of you after being away for so long. Needs to be reassured that you’re really there whenever a traumatic event happens. He loves that there’s just so much of you for him to explore. To worship. It helps ground him in the present. - He really loves touching you. He doesn’t realize it, but you probably do. Something Arthur loves to do is dance with you! Swaying with his hands on your waist, dipping you in his arms, twirling you… He loves the intimacy of dancing with you and watching you giggle whenever you twirl. - He has never met anyone as accepting as you. Arthur’s never thought anything negative about your body but he sure as hell has a lot of insecurities about his own. He’s learned a lot from you about body acceptance and you’re the only person he’s ever been fully comfortable talking about his body with. - Arthur isn’t usually the type to be emotionally vulnerable. When something weighs heavy on his mind or heart he’ll talk about it but never would he let a lover catch him cry. He usually feels too much of a responsibility of being a man or provider. But there’s just something about you… Some nights he crumbles in your arms, sobbing against your softness. - He doesn’t mean to be stereotypical or anything, so when he starts doing this he’s a little shy. Unsure if you’d take offense to it or not. Whenever he goes out on a job or goes into town and spots something yummy he thinks you’d like to eat he’ll always get it for you. - I’m gonna say it… If you have a clothing item Arthur can wear without the others noticing it belongs to you, he will steal it from you. He loves wearing your clothes too, especially when he can smell you on him all day. He just can’t take the teasing from the other fellas. - If he ever catches wind of any comments made about your body or weight Arthur will confront that person with a fiery vengeance. Let’s just say Micah once mysteriously returned to camp with a black eye and wasn’t brave enough to look your way for weeks. -You once opened Arthur’s journal to find sketches of you, your likeness, and your body in beautiful poses. He bashfully apologizes and admits that sometimes you look so ethereal he just can’t get the image of you out of his head. - If you have stretchmarks Arthur makes it his personal mission, every love making session, to kiss every single one of them. Sometimes if you both are laying there naked talking about life, the future, etc. he’ll idly trace them. He finds them very attractive. _____ Charles: - Charles is so picky with people he falls in love with. He’s experienced a lot of… not so great things from other people’s prejudices ,so he’s not one to judge someone based off of how they look. He will sing your praises until the cows come home and defend you if it’s ever needed. He’s a fierce believer that you’re absolutely perfect; body, mind, and soul. - That being said, this man WORSHIPS you in the bedroom. He compliments your beauty, of course, but he prefers to let his hands, mouth, tongue (and cock) do the real talking. Most of the time he doesn’t care about his own needs. If the sun shines through your hair nicely that day or if you just looked cute- Charles immediately makes a mental note to eat you out once you two are alone. - He loves to take his time when he’s hiking. It’s not about who can reach the top first, but about enjoying nature for what it is. Where others might bitch and moan about how they assume you can’t keep up, Charles LOVES going with you. You both spend all the time in the world together. Catching falling leaves in autumn; identifying different wildflowers in spring; watching the elk in winter; and looking for pretty rocks or feathers during the summer months. - Similar to Arthur, Charles can pick you up as if you weigh less than a feather. He likes to tease you by playfully throwing you over his shoulder, pretending he’s kidnapping you. He loves the way it makes you squeal and giggle with delight. - In some ways Charles feels kind of relieved about your weight. He understand it can come with its own set of challenged but he’s seen so many men starve to death. People he’s loved have withered away to nothing once they caught a sickness. He knows it’s probably a false sense of security, but he can’t help but to think your weight might be your saving grace in one of these areas. He knows it sounds bad so he’ll never say it out loud. He’d be beside himself with grief if either of those things ever happen to you. - If he can touch you in some way he will. His hand will always be on your thigh or lacing your fingers together while sitting by the fire. If you go to town with him he’ll always have an arm around you. This surprised you at first because it doesn’t seem like Charles is the PDA type of man. He’s protective of you. He wants everyone to know you chose him as your lover. - Charles feels SO honored to have someone like you. You’re such a natural person. He feels as though people like you are very rare. You two compliment each other perfectly in his opinion. - Imo Charles has a hard time being with very small partners. He’s always afraid of hurting them or crushing them since he’s such a large man. You fit into his arms just right and he knows you can handle him (in more ways than one hehe). _ Saying “My blanket is too small for the both of us… I guess I’ll just have to hold you all night to keep you warm~” instead of buying a blanket bigger than a single size. He gives you the blanket anyway and still holds you. It’s really unnecessary because you want him to hold you regardless of the blanket size but Charles thinks it’s kinda funny. This is the best flirt he’s got, in his opinion. - When he can tell you’re sick of his little joke, Charles disappears for a few days then returns with the most beautiful (and HUGE) bison pelt blanket you’ve ever seen. It’s so big it practically swallows you both up. Charles isn’t one to hunt needlessly, but he knows this was worth it because you both would end up using it for years to come. He still holds you when you sleep but now you have to tell him to get off of you because you’re overheating. _____ Josiah: - I know it’s probably unexpected but I feel like he would literally foam at the mouth for a large lover. - He will ALWAYS be complimenting you, saying the sweetest most romantic things; “You are truly a goddess/god among men, my dear. I mean, look how beautiful you are. Your very presence demands attention.” “My sweet, you were created to be fed grapes and wine at your leisure. To be surrounded by the finest silks money could buy. Oh, how you are nothing short of royalty.” “Your face rivals that of any cherub presented in holy chapels around the world. If priests were to see you they might try to steal you away from me.” - You know those classical paintings that beautifully depict fat women??? He will commission SOOO many paintings of the two of you in that style. “We need to have one for every room in our house! One to put above every fire place, every tea table, and of course the parlor room!” He doesn’t even own a house. What he does with these paintings you have no idea. You did find a small version of one painting in his pocket-watch one time. It was really cute. - He’s a firm believer that you look as if you belong in high society even if that’s the very opposite of how you grew up. He will always beg you to appear on his arm whenever he has to go to Saint Denis. (Or anywhere, honestly. He’s a simp for you.) - Josiah wants you to throw his skinny little ass around. He wants you to sit on his face and break his neck, suffocate him with your ass. He’s ready to get lost in the sauce. He’s definitely the bottom in your relationship. He’ll even call you mommy/daddy if you’re into that. But he definitely has moments where all he wants to do is kiss every inch of you and worship you like a divine being. Especially if you order him to. - You don’t know how he does it, somehow professional tailors always ‘owe him a debt’. It seems as if you’re being fitted for the finest clothes at least once every other week. He loves to dote on you by gifting you the newest fashions they have to offer. - If anyone tries to get information about the gang from him all he does is talk about you. It’s to such an extreme extent that it’s soooo fucking annoying and usually they just let him go because, god damn, they can’t take it anymore. You’re kind of the gang’s saving grace when it comes to his wagging tongue. - Pleading with you for you to get boudoir photos. “Please my dear! Boudoir was made for you!!!” Literally begging you on his knees. - Whenever he disappears for long periods of time he always comes back with an expensive gift. Even if they’re not really your thing he really loves seeing you head to toe in fine (stolen) jewels. _____ Micah: - Micah is the type of man who is outwardly (and loudly) fat phobic but secretly loves to fuck fat people. - If you were his lover… Well, he’d still be fat phobic. I mean, this is Micah we’re talking about. But he’ll make most of his comments about other people and say less and less about you. He doesn’t let go of it entirely. You’re his ‘piggly wiggly’. That’s his idea of a cute nickname. - He will always make public remarks about your weight in a way he thinks is cute/funny? It’s usually very uhhh… questionable. “Let me just hold onto your love handles, sugar.” “Can you hide this in one of your folds for me?” “Uh-oh piggy’s oinkin’ again!” - If you ever get sick of his comments or upset it’s always “Awww c’mere darlin’. You know I’m just messin’ witchu.” while wrapping you up in his arms. - He wouldn’t worship you in the bedroom the way some of the others would. He “prefers a real woman, not some scrawny little starving bitch”. He loves doggy style the most. Loves playing with your ass cheeks. Spreading them and watching his cock vanish inside of you. Occasionally he’ll feel generous and he’ll focus on you more. Usually, if he catches someone else flirting with you or eyeing you he becomes really possessive and takes his frustrations out by fucking your brains out as soon as you’re both alone. - He genuinely finds you very cute and attractive. Micah really doesn’t know what to do with this information. You catch him admiring you whether you’re doing camp chores or robbing a train. - Micah only gives you genuine compliments when he’s really drunk and one else is around. - He would never admit it but he loves to sleep snuggled up to you. He doesn’t sleep often but when he does it’s usually with you. A large soft warm body next to him is just too relaxing for him to resist. -He’ll randomly come up and spank your ass in front of everyone, then he’ll laugh as it jiggles. -But god forbid anyone else around camp makes a comment about your weight. He’ll eat them up real quick. Only he can bully you. ______ Hosea: - Our man Hosea is a lover of love. If you happen to steal his heart after Bessie’s passing he would DIE for you. No, seriously. He will always treat you as an equal to him. Always tend to your needs if there are any. You are the most important person in his world. - Hosea really finds beauty in fat people. He loves curves, softness, warmth. He finds elegance within you. He truly finds your body poetic. Hosea especially loves stretchmarks. Imo he would say the clique “These are your battle scars!” “Your tiger stripes” kinda stuff. But, he would also trace them with curiosity and probably kiss them too. - After a long day he’ll always ask you if you want a massage or a foot rub. When you two have the chance to take a bath together he wants to wash you. He just loves exploring your body and caressing you. - He’s aware that he’s a tiny man. Hosea could never bulk up like the others and how small his clothes are is not lost on him. Sometimes he’ll buy an oversize coat or shirt and wear it around so some of his clothes can fit you. He feels really proud when he notices you steal his coat. However, he knows he can’t get away with doing that often in fear that you might catch on or, god forbid, one of the gang members realizes…. Instead he’ll plop his hat on your head so you can wear that around. He doesn’t want the others to give you a hard time, especially if it’s because of him. - Hosea loves sleeping on your chest. He’ll hold you, kiss you, snuggle you, but there’s a silent agreement between you both that he’s just a little too small (and sickly) to let you sleep on top of him. If he can sleep on your chest??? Catch this man making happy little noises when he’s waking up your arms. - Similar to Trelawny, he loves being seen with you. He also thinks you look as though you belong in high society and so he invites you to come with him when he needs to attend parties. - He makes sure to give you extra compliments whenever you wear new clothes. Hosea wants you to keep your confidence because, in his eyes, you truly look amazing no matter what you choose to wear. “You look stunning, my dear.” “Ah, blessing me with your beauty today?” “Wow! You look amazing. I’m one lucky man.” On the rare occasion he thinks something looks bad on you he’ll gently say “Why don’t we try this on next?” and would suggest another outfit. Then he’ll compliment that outfit so you’ll be happy and change your mind. He could never find it in his heart to be too upfront or rude about it to you. - Cupping your face. Hosea LOVES to cup your round face in his hands whenever he’s wooing you. To stare into your eyes, your soul, and tell you his feelings. You know when he’s having big feelings because it always makes him whirl around and cup your face before he admits to whatever it may be. Usually feelings of intense love for you or fear of losing you. - He dotes on you a lot. He wants to treasure you as much as possible and give you a happy life. After losing Bessie he understands how fragile life and love can be. Hosea will pick-pocket someone just so he could take you out to a nice dinner or rent a fancy room for the night. When Jack tells him about the existence of spaghetti he immediately took you out to a nice spaghetti dinner. _____ Dutch: - Dutch loves a bed warming partner. His favorite thing is when you retire for the night before him and he enters your shared tent to the warmest bed and blankets (and partner) a man could ever dream of. He’s quick to notice your loss of warmth and would wake up immediately if you left. - His comfort place is laying on your chest or thighs while reading. Perferably if he could read his book out-loud to you. - Your waist/back/neck are all points of interest for him. His hand is always on your waist. This is one of the reasons he loves dancing with you. If you’re walking next to him then his hand is placed protectively on the small of your back. When you both have time alone his fingers will trail up and down your neck where he’ll gladly leave kisses or a mark to show the camp you’re his. - I’m gonna be honest, Dutch loves using you in jobs to get intel or to be someone on the inside. It’s not that he has no concern for your safety, but no one would ever assume you’re with Dutch van der Linde’s Boys. You look so sweet and gentle, not like a robber or a thief. Certainly not like an outlaw. You’re perfect. - You find romance novels in his belongings about outlaws and plus sized love interests, though you nor anyone else in the gang have ever caught him reading it. He must be reading it in secret because a few of the page corners are bent so he could find where he left off. - Similar to Hosea, Dutch knows his stature isn’t particularly large. He likes wearing things that are more form fitting. So you don’t feel left out he’d often (conspicuously) place his hat next to you or your belongings for you to ‘steal’. He does the same with his cologne, hoping you’d use it so you’d smell like him. He never says a word, but you catch him placing these things and walking/hopping away like an excited child. He’s not really good at hiding it. He’ll stare at you as if he could silently will you to put on his hat or cologne and would quickly look away whenever you stare back. It’s really cute. The whole camp often watches in amusement. - Whenever someone leaves to go on a job and returns, candy always suddenly appears by your belongings. You have a sneaking suspicion Dutch requests it of his boys. There’s no way Bill of all people would buy you a chocolate bar of his own free will. And if he did Dutch would probably be a little offended by that. - People say Dutch is very charming and good with the ladies. You know this isn’t necessarily true. He’s just blunt and people seem to find that amusing. So when someone asks him why he chose you and Dutch responds with “I like them big” you might feel like dying inside. He means well…. Sort of… _____ Bill: - Bill prefers big. He’s a big man with a big horse, big hat… you catch my drift. It’s honestly not much of a surprise to the other gang members when he starts courting you. Actually, he’s been making flirty passes at you since you first arrived. - Bill somehow becomes shy and blushy whenever he does ANYTHING with you. The others love to make fun of him for this. Honestly it’s very sweet. Holding your hand? Blushing. Feeling you against him? His whole face is bright red right down to his neck. Seeing you naked for the first time? Bill almost dies- - ngl I think Bill will take a page from Micah and give you a nickname based on your weight. His will be a bit more tasteful. Only a bit. Your nickname might be Butterball, Fudge ball, Snowball, ect. If you don’t like being called something of this variety he’ll stop quickly. He really does love snuggling up to you cooing “My little snowball” with heart eyes though! - If his shirts aren’t big on you he sees this as a personal challenge to get bulkier/bigger. When his shirts are big on you he feels such a sense of pride that his partner is wearing his shirt and it’s big on you!!!! Whenever he catches you in one of his flannels it both melts his heart and makes him incredibly horny! Probably about 50% of the time it ends in sex. - Bill really likes to think ‘save a horse ride a cowboy’ is about him!!! He LOVES the cowgirl position and works out his hips and thighs to make sure you can ride easily on his lap. When you’re tired he loves to buck into you. Despite your size he can thrust up into you and move you with little effort. - 2 words…. Food kink. Either him eating food off of you or you eating food off of him. -Bill wants to be bigger than you. So he can scoop you up easily. When you’re next to him you look small in size. During the night if he’s cuddling with you he envelopes your whole body. - He owns a work horse for a reason. Horse rides to see the sunset is something he loves to do. He knows his horse can go long distances with both of you on its back. He prefers you to sit in front of him so he can wrap his arms around you while you ride off. Once you find some place beautiful to watch the sun disappear he’ll kiss your hair and neck, whispering to you how beautiful he thinks you are or how lucky he is to have you. - Though he is not the most educated of the bunch he has written poems for you about your curves and your beauty. Javier finds one and turns it into a song so he could embarrass Bill in front of everyone. However, he keeps it tasteful on your behalf so it doesn’t embarrass you the way it does your lover. _____ Mary-Beth: - Mary-Beth finds your size sooooo romantic! She easily daydreams of you as a lost king/queen from a far away kingdom. Or a secret member of a royal family. Sometimes she thinks of you as an adventurous mer-person. She’s written stories and enthralling tales of the two of you together in many different fantasy settings. - Arthur doesn’t really use his camera so she begs to borrow it. Mary-Beth can be quite handy when she wants to be. She ‘borrows’ fancy clothes and jewelry around town so the both of you can dress up and have a photo shoot. Somehow she enlists Karen to taking saucy photos of you both. You guys have the time of your lives! Later on those pictures are lovingly placed in a photo album for safe keeping. - She tries to draw you, she really does. She loves all of your curves, stretchmarks and rolls. Wishes she could capture your likeness. But it turns out kind of funny. You both laugh and enjoy the picture anyway. - During sex she’s very curious. Mary-Beth is shy but she also wants you to feel as amazing as she sees you. The only way to do this, in her opinion, is to touch and kiss every inch of you. She describes parts of you poetically as she goes along so you can understand her thoughts. - Mary-Beth steals your clothes all the time! Whenever you can’t find something she’s probably wearing it. Karen or Tilly will tease her about it but all Mary-Beth does is gush about how she LOVES wearing your clothing. It’s so comfy and romantic to her! - You’re so soft! She’s always trying to sit in your lap or plop on top of you – giggling all the while. - During nights where she’s feeling particularly stressed or upset about something she’ll come to your bed sniffling “Please, can you just hold me awhile?” and would climb into bed with you while clinging to you. You bring her great comfort and she thinks you give the best hugs out of everyone. - While she is sweet there’s also sometimes a wicked streak in her. There’s been a few moments where she loves to start making out with you in front of a group of men while Karen or Lenny pick-pockets them. You two sure know how to draw a crowd. However, you’ve only done this a few times.
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The Stronger Desires
So, starting off strong, we're doing the request for @cantchoosejust1 first, who lovingly requested a femme fatale reader.
Now, I haven't written anything like this, so hopefully you enjoy my spin on things.
Now, let's see exactly what happens with these two.
*Side note, I may have a poll later regarding a pfp change, just to see everyone's thoughts.*
Warnings: Cursing, canon like violence, sexual innuendos, perhaps even fluff, Female reader
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The gif is unfortunately not mine, and Tumblr didn't wanna work with me, so it's from Pinterest.
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Arthur wished, truly, that he could explain exactly how he ended up in this spot, but honestly he'd be just as lost as whoever he was telling the story too.
The night had started off pretty good in all honesty. The gang had been celebrating, enjoying their success on the last job they'd managed to pull off, drinking, laughing, and causing problems for everyone else around them in the saloon.
The place had been lively. Hell, even Arthur had ACTUALLY been having fun.
The biggest smile on his face as he took a seat in the far corner to catch his breath from all the dancing and singing he'd been doing, which he was sure had made him look like an absolute fool.
He chuckles to himself as he quietly lights a cigarette and places it between his lips.
The Saint Denis saloon was...surprisingly more lively than what he'd expected it to be. Rich folks sure knew how to party properly.
Out of the corner of his eye he spots something, a brightly colored dress, not out of the norm for this place, but, for some reason, this one seemed...different.
He turned his head to look, and he was honestly surprised he managed to keep the cigarette in his mouth with the way it nearly fell open.
The woman wearing the dress was far prettier than the actual dress itself.
A gorgeous face, and absolutely wonderful hair as well.
The only part that didn't quite make much sense to him was the fact that you were all over a fat aristocrat. Balding with an awful mustache, but you seemed to be rather excited to stand next to him.
He couldn't quite understand it, how absolutely stunning you are, yet you're following a man like that around.
It boggled him.
The night continued, as they usually do, but now that he'd seen you, Arthur couldn't quite stop staring at you.
You were absolutely beautiful. You were...stunning, and it was damn near impossible for him to focus on much else.
It was hard not to when they man you were clinging too was a big as a house, and being followed around by at least four body guards.
What he was doing in a saloon he'd never know.
It's pretty late at night when things really start to get confusing for Arthur. It's about here that he'd be a little...confused when trying to retell the tale.
Due to the confusing nature of it all as well as all the apple pie moonshine in his system.
Things seem to be going smoothly, until all the sudden the entire saloon is screaming rather than singing.
Instinct takes over and Arthur's hand grabs the butt of his pistol before he realizes exactly what's going on.
The crowd quickly disperses, and it's then that Arthur realizes exactly what happened.
You, you're what happened.
There, on the floor is the aristocrat, though he's much less lively now that there's a bullet wound through his head.
How the hell he hadn't heard the shot he still didn't grasp.
The body guards all surround...you.
Arthur almost jumped up right then and there to defend you. He could take out all four of them in a matter of seconds, and he knew that, but right as he contemplates it he watches you pull a revolver out from under your dress.
The evening suddenly got much more interesting.
"Back off! Or I'll kill you too, that fat bastard had more money than he needed anyway, and if he'd put his hand up my skirt one more time he was gonna die in a much worse way, so be fucking GRATEFUL!"
Arthur nearly laughs out loud at the venom in your voice. It was...well it wasn't funny actually, it was more...attractive to him than anything.
For a moment you make eye contact with him, and it's a strange sensation, the way the two of you seem to talk with your eyes.
Arthur gives you a soft nod, a small smirk on his face and then he nods towards the saloon doors.
You give a nod in return and Arthur takes it as his que to leave discreetly.
It's only a moment later when you exit the saloon at a sprint, and Arthur holds his hand out for you to grab as he sits atop his horse, a black Shire.
You take his hand and he hoists you up easily, as if you weigh nothing at all.
The moment you're on his horse he takes off, the remaining guards rushing out of the saloon too.
It's only seconds after that, that the sound of the lawmen's whistles can be heard. One of the patrons must have reported the gunshot.
You hold onto Arthur for dear life, an arm around his torso and the other holding out your revolver.
"Nice to meet you mister! I take it you aren't exactly a friend of the government either?"
"No ma'am!"
Arthur laughs at the absurdity of it and keeps riding hard as the lawmen start to gather behind the two of you.
"Quick on your feet back there!"
He states, taking a turn down an alleyway that appeared to be just big enough.
"Thanks, you too, saw you reach for your gun!"
You chuckle to yourself.
"Don't exactly look the rich type. In fact, don't look like the Saint Denis type. I take it you might be in the uh...'bodyguard' business."
"If ya mean shootin' fools who deserve it, then yes, I am."
"Yeah, that's what I mean."
"Arthur Morgan."
"Y/N L/N."
"Nice to meet ya. Let's get the hell outta here."
Arthur did his best to do just that, out running the law as quickly as he could get his poor horse to go.
Finally after quite some time the two of you make it into the woods, just outside Saint Denis, the sound of the lawmen steadily fading.
You're nearly out of the woods, metaphorically of course, when a stump seems to have other ideas.
Arthur and you both go flying off the horse, and directly into the mud below.
It's dark as hell and Arthur has no clue exactly where he is, and you just barely do.
Both of you are covered in mud and Arthur's horse: Mayhem, is currently writhing on the ground attempting to right itself.
You sit up in the mud, scoffing and trying to wipe mud off your face as Arthur does the same.
"Christ Alive..."
Arthur groans, flicking his arm downwards, trying to get the mud off.
You do the same, looking at him with a look of disgust on your face, only for a moment, before you start laughing.
"Well, Mr. Morgan, how very kind of you to dump me in the mud like this."
"Well I didn't mean-"
You laugh and stand up, before you tear off your skirt, now soiled with mud, to reveal your pants underneath it.
"I needed to get that thing off anyway, I was about tired of it."
You reach your hand out, and Arthur takes it, a sort of sheepish grin on his face.
"Well, glad ya ain't too mad at me."
"Nah...you ain't crossed the line just yet cowboy."
Arthur laughs this time and pulls his hand away to run it over his stubble in an attempt to try and get the rest of the mud off.
"I'll be stinkin' for weeks with this stuff, even if I take a damn bath at the hotel."
He sighs and takes his hat off, wiping mud off the brim.
He looks up at you.
"So...Miss L/N...You...sure seem more than capable of takin' care of yourself...I assume you got somewhere you can hide out for a bit until the law gets off you?"
"Course I do."
You laugh and step closer. You take the hat from his hand and gently place it back on his head, pressing your hand to his chest in the process.
"All worried about me there, Mr. Morgan?"
"Worried? No. Curious? Yes."
You offer yet another chuckle and then step around him, letting your hand travel over his shoulder, gently taking it away as you step closer to his horse, and offer it an apple from your bag that had been hidden beneath your dress.
"Well Mr. Morgan...if you're so interested, I suppose you'll have to bump into me again sometime soon, won't you? After all you did save me back there...even if you threw me into the mud afterwards."
"Hey I said-"
"So defensive."
You tease and step back towards him, you flick his hat, making it tilt upwards slightly.
"Send me a letter sometime Mr. Morgan...I could use someone like you for some of my...endeavors. If you're willing that is."
"Depends...You ain't gonna make me dress up and sing the can can are you?"
"No, I wasn't but...now I might."
You laugh and look towards Saint Denis' in the distance.
"Well...Mr. Morgan, if you could do me a favor and drop me off near Rhodes...I think I'd be forever in your debt."
Before Arthur could really register it, that's exactly where he was, stopped in front of the Rhodes train station, holding something you'd given him as he watched you climb onto the train.
A heavy locket, sat in his palm, as well as a handkerchief you'd insisted on giving him, with your initials sewed into the corner of it.
You smile at him, and wave from your seat as the train pulls away, and something within Arthur tells him that it won't be the last time that he sees you.
He couldn't quite remember exactly how he'd managed to end up here. In all complete honesty, the only thing he really knew for certain was that you were....something, that was for sure. Spitfire and kick to you.
He'd see you again. he'd make sure of it.
Okay, so, like I said, this is slightly different than what I write, not by much, but it is a little different, so I hope it was good, and I hope that you enjoyed it! As always, I'm always happy to rewrite something if it doesn't hit the spot just right!
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A New Year to Remember (A Christmas to Remember Pt. 2, RDR2 Fanfic, Arthur Morgan x F!Reader, 18+)
Summary: With another meeting planned on the first day of the year, you eagerly await the possibilities it could bring.
Author’s Notes: I just had to write this one—it was too cute for me not to :) Part one is here.
Tags: Arthur Morgan x reader, high honor Arthur Morgan, fluff
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A New Year to Remember
Word count: 3238
Monday, Emerald Ranch
You clutched the concise letter in your hand, like doing so would bleed the words from the page enough to make time pass with urgency. But it wouldn’t. You would wait. This would be worth it.
It had been five days since you’d seen Arthur, five days sitting on the feeling that drawing of his had bloomed within you. He wanted your hand in marriage. You were still a little dumbfounded over it, still unbelieving you had ever earned something so good in this life, especially considering the circumstances. But he, like you, had come to know one thing—love was stronger. Consequences be damned. So you waited.
You sat under the awning at the livery, ready to rid yourself of Valentine entirely if not for the rain that fell in a torrent. It wasn’t cold enough for snow, and the downpour deterred you unlike anything the colder weather could do. All you wanted was to be in Emerald Ranch. No matter that you had two days left to wander around without cause, without purpose other than the need to see the man you loved. But the weather had other ideas. You wouldn’t find yourself ill for stubbornness either due to the drenching weather, so you would force yourself to wait, to dream, to imagine what this meeting would lead to.
The very idea of marriage had always been picturesque to you. A slow-moving march in a wedding gown. Love so full the smiles caught. Daily life made better by another, by a partner. And putting a face to the man who would stand at the other side was more fulfilling than you thought possible. Arthur’s awe as you approached him, heart in hand. His smile over getting to call you his in fondness and in name. The days yet to come, endless days made for being together and nothing more. It was too good to be true.
It wouldn’t always be easy. You knew that, though you didn’t care. It was certain the pair of you would have to leave this area of the country. Even using Arthur’s name here was dangerous, in the place where everything had gone wrong for him. Fingers pointed and blame thrown around like fire, catching, spreading, destroying everything it touched. But somehow, not him. He was pure as gold, his soul coming out more gilded for all that harrowing encounter put him through. A second chance at life. A chance to do it better this time. And oh, how much better he was when it came to you. He was a boy in a man’s clothing, his love as fragile as a bird, never knowing anything but betrayal yet wanting more still. Wanting and wanting and wanting, enough to make your heart break for him. Because you would give that to him until the end of your days, until he didn’t feel the need to want so desperately anymore. It would be natural to him one day—to love and be loved in return. You would see to it with absolute surety. Because if you knew anything about him, you knew this: a man so hardened by life, so broken by it, to still have such a strong love for the very thing that rejected him…he deserved it more than anyone. And you, of all people, had the privilege of bestowing that love on him. You would do your best to make it count. To make him believe in it once more, to never have to fear losing it. What an honor.
Sitting on an upturned crate hiding from the rain, you dragged out the journal he had given you and began to draw. You drew the feeling in your chest until it turned into Arthur on the page, your hand mimicking the love he held for you despite all odds. His hands resting on his gun belt, his broad yet relaxed shoulders, his smirking grin with a cigarette between it. All things that made him the man he was, all things that he gave to you without even knowing it. What did it mean to love someone? As you drew line after line, stroke after stroke, the image coming to you as natural as breathing, you thought you knew.
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It was Monday. The first day of the new year. The rain had stopped early yesterday morning, and you had chased its end out of town and straight to Emerald Ranch. You had been not-so-patiently waiting around, wondering what time to plan on seeing him. Even your horse had grown restless beneath you, perhaps wondering why you led it in endless circles with no true destination. Alas, where you were headed couldn’t be reached by map. The thought made you smile.
You were riding through the middle of the small settlement, straight out of town only to inevitably turn back, when you heard it.
“There she is.”
The familiar voice made your heart leap, and you turned and found Arthur atop his horse, hands crossed over his saddle horn, smiling at you. For all the world, like this was the most regular meeting in it. You rolled your horse back and spurred it on, going to him, dropping to the ground before you could even pull up the reins.
“Arthur,” you said, all the happiness felt for him pouring out in the utterance. He was dismounting and pulling you into a hug in seconds, his smile contagious.
“Hey, sweetheart.”
You couldn’t be apart from him a moment longer, all the waiting around doing a number on you. You pulled away and leaned up, kissing him. Then kissing him some more. Enough that when you broke apart, he was laughing fondly, his face red as a beet.
“My drawing didn’t scare you off I see,” he said, though he knew the answer to that. You had written him within minutes of seeing the damned thing, telling him to get his ass back to town, berating him for leaving it in the first place.
“No,” you answered anyway. “Quite the opposite.”
“Hm,” he muttered, tilting his head in feigned thought. “Guess we’ll have to do something about that.” And the smug look he gave you, his face so close and so darn kissable, what he was proposing—literally proposing…
“Come on,” he said, turning before you could blink. So that’s how it would be—never knowing the moment he would pop the burning question until he did it. You smiled so wide your face ached with it, but you could only shake your head and return to your horse, mounting back up, seeing where this day would lead.
“Got a ride ahead of us,” Arthur said as he settled into his saddle. “You sure you’re up for it?”
Whether he meant the day or the rest of your life, you didn’t care. As long as you were with him.
“Lead the way, cowboy.”
The pair of you rode and rode, along winding paths, past a lake, up into the mountains where the air got thinner and the wind had a bite to it. He lead so aimlessly you were beginning to wonder if even he knew where he was going, until he stopped suddenly and said, “Here’s good.”
You just watched him swing down off his horse, a little confused. “Here?”
You were in the middle of the woods just off the path. The most nondescript place on earth.
He smirked. “What, this not good enough for you?”
“No! Not that, I just-”
“Relax,” he said, waving you off as he untied his bedroll from his horse. “Let’s leave the horses here. You up for a walk?”
You knew him, knew he didn’t like his horse being far. This was strange behavior coming from him. But it seemed he had planned this out, so you went with it anyway.
“Sure,” you answered, dismounting, tying your horse where it stood.
“Good.”
Then you walked over to him to let him lead the way. But he hung back, switching his bedroll to his other side and reaching for your hand. You grinned like a fool and took it.
“Such a sap.”
“Shut up.” But he held on tight and walked with you, not quite so big and tough as he looked for once.
He led you deeper into the woods for about a quarter mile, then up. The woods turned to rock, to hills verging on mountains. He held your hand firm, the ground uneven and littered with rocks enough to make both of you stumble a bit. Finally, the rock gave way to a flatter, more grassy spance of ground, and he stopped.
“How’s here?”
“Here’s…anywhere’s fine. Really, I didn’t mean-”
He stopped you again. “Don’t worry about it.” He finally released your hand and undid his bedroll, flaring it out to its full extent so that it fell wide to the ground. He set it down and turned to you with a mischievous look as he made to sit on it. “Care to join me?”
Gladly. You didn’t even have to respond before you were moving, missing the touch of his hand already. He settled and leaned back, and you sat close enough to lean into him, to take in the scent he wore like a second layer of clothes.
He sighed then, content as could be, content as you were. Though you couldn’t deny you were nervous. Unknowing about when he would ask what you so desperately wanted him to. But instead of worrying about that, you caught sight of the view. He had taken you high enough to overlook the trail you had ridden, the woods surrounding it. The lake below. It was a beautiful day, the storm from yesterday long gone, the sun beginning to sink in the sky and light up the trees, the water, the world. Even your two horses far below could be seen, and you understood then why he was okay with leaving them. They were never quite out of sight.
“Missed you.”
His low, warm voice was like honey, and you relaxed into it and into the feel of his hand coming up to your head, his fingers running through your hair.
“Didn’t have to, you know. Could have stayed.”
You watched the view as you said it. You would normally want to look at him, but the way his fingers tugged through your wind-tangled hair with the easiest pressure was relaxing you.
“Couldn’t have done that,” he said. “I owe my woman a little ceremony at least.”
“Mmm,” you hummed in agreement, leaning into his touch. “But you know I would have married you right there on the street. In the mud and the horseshit.” You turned to him then, smiling.
He smiled back, a flash of teeth. “I know you would, darlin’. But you deserve more than that.”
He admired you a moment before reaching around himself, into his satchel. Your breath caught in your chest until he pulled out a cloth full of berries—raspberries. Your favorite. He offered them to you, and you happily obliged.
Soon, you were both eating them and talking about the day, about your time spent apart, about your lives. He told you about his past, most of which you already knew, but he delved into his childhood, his parents—subjects he had hardly breached. Even his son who had passed. He talked about how he was afraid he was turning into his father, how ashamed his mother would be over the man he had become. You countered that he was a good man, that any mother would be proud of who he was despite all he went through. He argued that he could never escape his past, no matter how good he tried to be. That his son was killed by the same type of man he was. You shut that down quickly, saying he would never kill a child. Then his words became slow and strained, explaining how terrified he was of starting a life with you. How scared he was of losing you too. That no matter how far the two of you went, his past would always catch up to him. You just shook your head, the guilt written across his face crushing you. Then told him simply life was too short to worry with that. That you would rather have him and lose him than not have him at all. He went quiet then. And you let him be, berries long since eaten, sun sinking lower. You let him wage war within himself, decide who he wanted to be. No one could make that decision but him.
After long enough that the sun was beginning its final descent, his hand found the back of your head, and he pulled you to him in a kiss. One hard, heart-felt, emotion-filled kiss. He started taking your breath away, leaning into you. But just as quickly as that passion had flared, he stopped, pulling back, breathing heavy. Holding your face in his hands.
“I love you.”
His eyes met yours. And what you found lying within them made you smile. He had made up his mind.
“I love you,” you answered. Nothing on this earth truer.
He rose. Frozen with sudden nerves, you just watched him as he looked down at the horses, his expression clouded like he was making up his mind. Then he looked at you and offered you his hand.
“I have an idea.”
You took it without asking for more, though your curiosity was burning with the unanswered question. When will he do it?
Once you were on your feet, he turned and whistled for his horse. You did the same, both mounts running up the rocky hillside in response. They navigated the loose shale well and were soon greeting you with ears pricked.
Arthur rolled up his bedroll, the place you had sat lacking any evidence you had been here. It seemed strange—such a perfect place for Arthur to ask you to spend the rest of your life with him. But he hadn’t and was instead tying his bedroll down on his horse’s back, smiling at some unknown thought.
“I want to show you something,” he said, turning to you. “Will you ride with me?”
What you wanted to ask was how far. Instead you answered truthfully, “Of course.” And you mounted without hesitation, your curiosity making you smile, especially when it came in the form of this man’s fondness for you.
Soon you were back on the trail, having headed back down the mountain then west. The path slowly turned north, beautiful in the late-day sun. It was going higher up and rockier still, treacherous if not for the well-minded horses below you. Then Arthur was once again straying off the path when it flattened out, taking his mount into the grass that had grown up between the rock despite itself.
Then you caught sight of the view.
You hadn’t realized you’d stopped until Arthur turned his horse, looking back at you with a smile. “You coming or what?”
“Arthur, this is…” Stunning. Absolutely stunning. The entire country seemed to lay out before you, the height of the land making you the tallest thing on earth.
“I know,” he said, dismounting. “Come on.” And when you swung off your horse too, he walked over and took your hand, still facing you as he said, “You didn’t think I’d lead you on some wild goose chase without a view, did you?”
“Where we were before was a view,” you said. “This is something else.”
You let him lead you onward with a smile, closer to the edge of the mountain, toward where the sky stretched into endless day. You could see Emerald Ranch, all of the heartlands, even a bit of Valentine. So far south you could just make out the lake that looked to be more of an ocean from here.
“Pretty, ain’t it?”
“How’d you come upon this place?” you asked, turning to him. Though he had already been looking at you, his soft smile breaking over you in its endearment.
“Did some traveling around these parts a few years back. Believe it or not, there used to be some sort of monk or some other crazy who sat at that cliff edge all day, taking it all in,” he said, gesturing to where the mountain ended and the sky began. “So I guess you have him to thank for introducing me to the view.”
“I have you to thank for this,” you said softly, stepping forward and letting Arthur’s hand drop. You walked all the way to the edge. This was worth filling page after page of your journal with. If you had known about it sooner, it would be what covered Arthur’s shotgun stock. It was so vast and powerful, you could feel your heart racing with it. Enough to make a person ponder their small existence. Unlike anything you’d ever seen. And when you turned to tell Arthur so, he was kneeling.
Your mind stopped turning. Stopped working entirely.
He was down on one knee, looking up at you like you held all the love in the world. In love with you. He held something small and shiny between his fingers.
“Y/N,” he started gently, his voice shot through with care. He held up the ring, a small, gold thing. You had thought before that a ring didn’t matter, that you would marry him without one in a heartbeat. While that still held, seeing the small band now with its tiny, sparkling gem—your favorite color…
“I have loved you for as long as I’ve known you.” You felt tears fill your eyes for the way that he said it. Raw.
“You’re the only person I want to spend every day with. The rest of my life with. In fact it…scares the hell out of me how much I like you.” He smiled as he said it, and you let out a laugh through your tears.
“So, Y/N Y/L/N…” He looked you straight in the eye. “Would you do me the honor of marryin’ me?”
There was no question in you. Not a shred of doubt. In a blink, you were falling to your knees before him and grabbing his face and kissing him and saying, “Yes,” over and over, kissing the word into his mouth. He just let you, kissing you back. And when you finally broke away to look into his eyes, he was pulling your left hand toward him, placing the ring on your finger with a look so proud that your chest tightened with it. He just admired it a moment, that ring on your hand.
Then he met your eye and smiled wide, muttering, “Looks like you’re stuck with me now,” before tackling you backward in a grinning kiss.
You were both laughing into each other’s mouths, high on the feeling of mutual love. Of belonging to each other. And when he rose up onto his palms above you, grinning down as he told you he loved you again, you took his face in your newly-ringed hand.
“I love you, Arthur Morgan.”
His eyes skipped between yours, his grin contagious. “Y/N Morgan. I like the sound of that.”
“Me too.” And he was on you again, kissing your breath away, happy like you had never seen him.
Yours.
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bluheaven-adw · 1 year
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WATCH THE WHOLE THING! Trust me 😏
It's here!!!!!!! I hope this was worth the wait :)
Images and information on a DTIYS below the jump!
This first bit of this might be familiar as it's been posted before. New stuff added at end!
Dark Excalibur Au
Everything happens exactly the same up to then very end of Wizards. The only difference being Jim is able to pull Excalibur then, on his own, making him Nimue's champion. Nimue grants him his crown and restores the trollhunter amulet to him. (Sorry Douxie and Krel, you'll get your time to shine later).. this is when Excalibur's aesthetic changes.
While Jim is 100% human now, he's not without after effects from being a troll. Not much physically (a bit stronger and faster), but personality wise... he's a bit more feral, confident, not really any trace of his former anxieties (except when it comes to Claire). He's not without fear (we don't need gritshaka Jim here...) but has mastery over it. Sometimes he can get a bit more... chaotic and temperamental... than before, but despite that, he's still Jim to his core. Despite all that he's been through, he's still ultimately kind, pure of heart, always tries to do the right thing, fiercely protective of those he loves.... as Blinky put it, a man of honor, courage and valor.
He's stopped fighting his destiny and stepped into it fully instead.
To quote Sakon...
Jim's problem has always been that he cares too much, and the anger inside him burns against the injustice of the world. It's Jim against the world, and the world /will move.
He still has way to much in the self sacrificial department…... but usually remembers that he has a team... literally the roundtable... a wizard, a sorceress... and a literal goddess….. backing him up.
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START OF NEW:
You'll notice the blade is whole, not just repaired. Nimue, who for obvious reasons, is not a fan of merlin or arthur... originally only repaired Excalibur's blade instead of healing it. The fractures remained as a check on its power.. kind of like a short circuit. Jim gets no such hobbling. He's entrusted with Excalibur's full power. And if Sakon will allow me to borrow again, his check is in the gem in his crown, but it's only temporary as he learns to control Excalibur's power, and his newfound station and abilities... just a bit of a reminder, but one he rarely, if ever, needs.
There is no incantation on the amulet. It's not needed anymore. All Jim needs to do is think it, and it's there. Excalibur is not tied to the amulet like Daylight was. He can use it without the armor, or dematerialize it if wanted. The armor has two forms, much like Daylight and Eclipse, the 2nd is only a thought away. Normally a steely blue grey, it can shift to black, and if Jim really leans into the power of Excalibur then the whole thing, from crown to blade, turns pitch and lights up. There's so much magic running through him from the sword that his eyes glow with it.
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Someone on IG asked if the Dark/Feral bits denoted corruption or Jim gone rogue. The Dark just denotes the color change for Excalibur. No corruption! It's just rockin the black instead of gold. As for feral.... in the sense that he's a tad more aggressive, more willing to finish the fight so to speak. He's got a little wildness, a little otherworldly magic, to him (not in the sense that he's a wizard, just that he's got the magic of Excalibur and being goddess touched).
Now, for the DTIYS!
Rules are
Draw it in your style!
Please no tracing, I want to see what you come up with
Use #DarkExcaliburDTIYS when you post!
Tag me and I will share
Please out a copy of my original art in your post
This will run until June 1
I will pick my top 3 across all platforms
There will be prizes, I just have no clue what lol.
I will link a folder filled with references for you to use! From the armor, to color keys (whenever tumblr lets me paste the stupid link 😡
Have fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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tender-rosiey · 1 year
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I've been thinking about actor/actress s/o and gojo reading the most cringy the most vile s/o x reader fanfic idk 🤭
fame with a price — gojo satoru x f!reader
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a/n: so while i try to finish to the gojo angst, have this <3 being sick in exams weeks is the literal worst but oh well
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“hello, I am y/n gojo!”
your husband smirks, “‘y/n gojo’ always sounds like music to my ears.”
you elbow him and he winces in pain, but quickly recovers to introduce himself, “I am satoru gojo, the amazing and handsome husband of this gorgeous woman beside me.”
he wraps an arm around your shoulder and pulls you close, “we are the hot couple who acted the normal couple: Elien and Arthur from Lover’s Potent!”
the interviewer smiles, “you guys know why you are here, right?”
the both of you nod, and the interviewer chuckles at you pulling gojo’s arm away from you and instead holding his hand and stroking it which makes him smile rather goofily.
“so, gojo,” she starts, “would you mind telling our viewers what we are doing today?”
“which gojo?” your husband smirks, earning a kick to the shin, “I mean! today, we are going to read a ‘x reader’ fanfic about my wife!”
“you are awfully enthusiastic, ‘toru, even more than usual,” you hum.
he stretches and places his hands behind his head, “I am just enthusiastic to rub it in people’s face that I can have you and they can’t.”
you take the phone handed to you by the staff, and clear your throat, “I am going to start; so the first one sound rather promising.”
gojo hums and you elaborate, showing him, “look? even the title is adorable.”
“‘the stars were made for you’, well I can certainly take the stars for you if you want,” gojo boasts but you ignore him.
you, then, read it out loud, “‘as I gazed into her eyes, that sparkled under the moonlight, my heart almost beat out of my chest at the sight of her smile that dazzled me’,” you giggle, “that was actually pretty cute.”
you hear gojo groan and snatch the phone away from you, “I can say things better than that!” he scrolls through the number of options displayed before him, “aha!”
“y/n x alpha!reader, smut, +18 minors don’t interact,” he finishes with a smirk.
you sweat-drop, “honey, how about you skip that one? we’re on TV.”
“absolutely not, do you know how many views will this get us?”
the staff, on the other hand, are tip toeing between whether to keep the following scene or not.
gojo clears his throat and gets ready with his most elegant voice, “she was in front of me bare, looking oh so delectable and ready for me to devour and indulge in her— this is in first person by the way— I sunk my **** into her ***** as my teeth ***** **** **** and my growling only grew stronger when she ***** *** **** ***.”
“satoru, please how are you not ashamed to read this or even bothered?!” you exclaim smacking his shoulder repeatedly.
he tsks, “wife, I am absolutely livid, but! they can dream all they want because I don’t plan on giving up on you.”
“toxic much?”
“giving up on you as in trying my best to make you stay in love with me,” he huffs.
“that will prove to be very useless, I am afraid,” you smile smugly.
gojo panics and sits up, looking at you, “wait why?!”
your smile only turns to a grin as you shrug, “the next fanfic is called ‘lover’s paradise’!”
the man beside you, who was presumed defeated and deflated, takes the phone from your hand and silences your protest with a quick kiss.
“the next fanfic is actually ‘the ****** for y/n’,” he says.
“aren’t we off to a great start, even part of the title is considered not suitable to be shown to the public,” you muse sarcastically and can only watch as the staff laugh their hearts out.
“I am going to start reading! ‘***** *** ***** *** ** *** *** y/n and me *** ***** **** *** **! then when I heard her **** *** ****** ***, my **** th****** so hard that it blew up.’”
you started cackling and soon you fall to the ground, wheezing and tears start to form in the corner of your eyes, “they wrote that?!”
“y/n! that’s not nice! they put all their sussiness in it!” your husband argues, but his words reach no one, even the staff.
the camera man is visibly shaking while the director is rightfully disgusted.
“that’s enough I think,” one of the staff squeaks out and the rest nod in approval while you’re trying to compose yourself with your husband helping you sit on your chair once again.
the interviewer speaks up after a, very, long time, “so that it wraps it up, I believe!”
“aw man, we won’t be reading anything else?” gojo pouts, “I wanted to see the fanfics about me too!”
he, unsurprisingly, is smacked on the shoulder even if it’s weak as you’re still taking breaths in to calm down.
the director gives his own opinion, “yeah no, that’s enough; thank you for your time!”
“rude,” gojo mumbles and intertwines your fingers, “like the director said, that’s enough for today, my loyal followers and fans!”
“see you guys in another episode where we hopefully don’t do this again!”
“this was more boring than I thought,” your husband whines after the the director announces the end of the episode.
you sigh, “it was certainly an experience for me.”
he pokes your shoulder lightly and leans in slightly towards your ear, “how about we try doing some of what we read?”
gojo pauses the episode and looks back at you from the couch, “we were amazing, weren’t we!”
“I can’t believe they left in the last part without telling us,” you grumble while taking out your anger on the dishes you’re washing.
your husband, on the other hand, is more than pleased, “I think we made the best episode ever for them.”
“satoru, half of the episode is censored.”
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SOMEBODY ELSE | T.S
Summary: Tommy invades his ex-girlfriend's bedroom on her wedding day with an offer to make.
A/N: I wanted to write something with this premise for SO LONG, it's not half as good as I planned, but it's here lol
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She kept her eyes down in the mirror when Tommy entered the bedroom, he shouldn't be allowed in there, none of the guests were allowed in the private areas of the house, it was obvious he bribed the guards to get his way.
His expensive cologne spread through the place as well as the smoke of his cigarette. A gray, well fitting suit covered his toned body, it was hard to not give him a peek, but she knew better, he no longer deserved the attention.
From her silence, raised his first strike, "You look ridiculous."
"That's not a very nice thing to say." she answered.
"You look ridiculous trying to play the excited bride."
"Why should I not be excited on my own wedding day?" she finally glanced at him.
"'Cause I know what you're like when you're in love and that's not it."
"Ah," she scoffed, "should I be reciting love poems, kicking my feet in the air and twirling curls on my hair? Do you think I'm still fifteen years old?"
Tommy sighed, running his eyes through the bedroom, he looked bothered by the view, he should be the one occupating that place, it should be his clothes on the wardrobe and his name on the wedding certificate.
"Why did you get in here, Thomas?" she asked.
Thomas, from all the people in the house, she was the only one to call him like that, everyone else contented themselves with "Tommy" or "Mr. Shelby", however, she claimed to enjoy the sound of it a long time ago.
"You invited me."
"My husband invited you."
"Oh?"
"He said it'd be better to keep good relations with the businessmen around, that unfortunately, included you."
"Unfortunately, yeah."
An awkward silence fell over, she went back to doing her makeup and Tommy sat down at the end of her bed.
"You love him?" Tommy asked and she gulped, the second strike was much stronger than the first.
"He loves me, and he takes care of me, he was never in jail or involved in anything illegal-"
"That's logical then?"
"No, he's always near, Thomas," she explained, "always, he never spends the night out or locks himself away, he's by my side, I have no doubt of that."
"You didn't answer the question, are you in love with him?"
"Don't." she scolded.
"Or you're still in love with me?"
She teared up and covered her face, how could he so fucking selfish? "Thomas, please, not now, not on my wedding day."
"There'll be no other day," he argued.
"Why are you here? Why today of all the days? You had so many opportunities," Tommy didn't answer, so she continued, "it's because you can't stand it, can you? You can't stand not getting what you want and you want everything."
He took a drag of his cigarette and considered his next words, "I told Arthur to wait outside with the car on."
"You're mad."
"And you're tempted."
"I'm not."
"You are," he insisted and she frowned, "because if you weren't you'd have told me to leave as soon I entered the room, you'd have finished your makeup and you'd be downstairs entertaining your fucking fancy guests, and yet you're here, fifteen minutes late." he finished checking his pocket watch.
"You're being mean, Thomas."
"Am I? I'm not the one fooling a man into thinking I'm in love with him," the last strike was almost strong enough to make the tears run down her face, "you know, love, I'm not the somebody else, he is."
"You've got the devil's tongue but that's not enough," she harshly stated, "you had your chance and you wasted it, I moved on."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah, so you can get out of my bedroom, tell Arthur to turn the car off and fucking celebrate like everyone else."
"Right, then I wish you all the happiness in the world," Tommy nodded, looking disappointed, he stood up and slowly walked to the exit, "however, you're gonna regret this."
"Get out, Thomas." she hissed
"I hope we can share a dance later, love." he said at last and left the bedroom.
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strandsofgold · 9 months
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so, i guess i'm kind if in the minority of players who actually really liked guarma. like, don't get me wrong, i really disliked the limited area, but the scenery is beautiful and the missions, god the missions, are so damn good. they do so much for the characters and the themes and the story as a whole and they are honestly the missions i replay most frequently.
one of these days i'm going to write a meta along the lines of "hercule vs. dutch: honest revolution and grifts" but that's for another time. right now i want to talk about javier, his relationship with dutch, and the idea that he "should've stayed a good guy".
i've seen a quite frankly confusing amount of people say that javier "would've sided with arthur" if it wasn't for rdr, and that he "wouldn't have turned bad". and i have a few problems with this.
in every single camp, javier has a multitude of random encounters and conversations that divulge his past; a past filled with want for a better world, revolution, betrayal, heartache, and loss of family. and then he describes how dutch found him and brought him into the gang. how he gave him a new purpose, something to fight for.
the sense of loyalty javier has towards dutch is just as strong, if not stronger, than arthur's.
in chapter 3, javier is beginning to doubt dutch. he believes in him fiercely, but there are holes in his plans that he cannot help but question. when he asks dutch about it, dutch lashes out, telling javier in no uncertain terms that he not only needs javier but that he needs javier strong. and the way javier reacts really underlines how unsure javier is of everything and how much he relies on dutch and the image javier has on him. he hesitates, he stutters, clearly unused to dutch talking to him like that, but ultimately gives in, willing to follow dutch to the ends of the earth, because dutch saved him, gave him a new family, and has yet to lead him astray.
and then guarma happens. javier is shot and captured – he essentially sacrifices himself to ensure the others' safety.
dutch and arthur come to his rescue. they could have easily left him to rot, and it would have probably been easier considering how heavily guarded the place is, but they don't. dutch puts himself directly in the line of fire and takes the extra weight of a wounded javier on his back while holding guards back with the help of arthur.
dutch could have easily died trying to save javier, was willing to put himself in mortal danger for javier, and javier notices. of course he does.
twice now, dutch has saved javier's life and brought him to what will/has become his family. how can he not double down on his loyalty?
on top of this, as dutch unravels further and further in chapter 6, the one thing he constantly rambles on about is loyalty and doubt and how the people doubting him are the reason for their downfall. and javier, who at this point believes even more fervently in dutch than he did before, hears this and sees the way john and arthur have begun questioning dutch, a man who – as javier believes and points out to them – raised them and gave them a family and a purpose to their lives, and comes to the same conclusion as dutch: they're the ones who have betrayed them.
so yeah, the idea that javier would have sided with arthur if rdr didn't exist is just wrong, even if you exclusively look at rdr2.
i also want to dismiss the idea that javier "became bad" in chapter six or that r* butchered his character. they didn't. what javier does in the last chapter lines up with everything i've mentioned above, and it doesn't make him a bad guy. putting aside the dumb idea that any character in rdr2 can be described as bad or good, that all the characters aren't morally gray and complicated, javier, till the very end, fought for what he thought was right, what he belived was right.
javier explicitly says that he is willing to die for what he believes in, for freedom, and unlike dutch, whose ideals i believe have eroded and nearly been cast aside by the time the game starts, this is a constant for javier. i believe that javier fervently believed in the ideals and philosphy dutch used to believe in, as well as the family dutch invited him into.
this doesn't mean that he doesn't eventually become a traditional villain in a sense. honestly, it's like r* put a neat little bow on the entire thing, because javier seems to undergo the same changes between rdr2 and rdr as dutch had before and during rdr2: he becomes everything he was previously against, everything he swore to destroy. javier abandons his ideals, actively fighting against revolution in mexico, and works for a man who, in cutscenes, has women dragged away to be raped – a villain in every sense of the word.
in my opinion, rdr2 did the same thing for javier as it did for dutch – it humanised him, made him redeemable and sympathetic, ultimately making his reappearance in rdr and john's life all the more tragic and horrible.
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sheep-and-lykos · 7 months
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Arthur Morgan - NSFW Alphabet Day 2: Body Parts (1 of 2)
Like I said, I split this up to stretch over October's 31 days. Day 1 will be his favorite of yours.
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While Arthur is the type of man to love all types of bodies and their parts, he does find himself attracted to a certain set on your body.
Your hips.
He could stare at them all day. Clothed, naked, wet and clean or covered in dirt and grime. He’ll love them either way.
It’s where he loves to hold you, where he loves to grab you to bring you close to him, where he holds onto you while he sleeps, where he sinks his nails in so you can’t easily escape him. He finds himself staring at you most of the time while he’s wandering around camp, dealing with his fair share of the chores. His green eyes always seem to find you through the small crowd of people that made up the camp - which would almost always lead him to nearly dropping whatever it was that he was carrying or bump into someone walking past.
He loves it when you wear all types of clothing, even saving a little extra to buy you some new pieces of clothing. His favorite of what he got for you was a dress that didn’t seem to sit on your body for too long with him around. It fit so nicely on your hips, hugging the curves and dips so well that Arthur just had to have you.
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Arthur had returned earlier than you thought he would’ve when he approached you. He seemed pent up, there was a wild look in his eye as you glanced up at him from the shirt you had been mending.
“Why don’ you take a ride with me, sweetheart?” he offered.
You stopped stitching. You knew exactly what he meant by taking a ride. You knew Ms. Grimshaw was going to chew you out if you didn’t finish mending the clothes, but at this point, you really didn’t give a rat’s ass. You took Arthur’s extended hand as he guided you back to his hitched horse.
You had ridden out not even five minutes away from camp when the horse had stopped. Arthur had hopped off before quickly grabbing at your hips and hoisting you up and off of the saddle. He captured your lips before you could even speak, the kiss was desperate, you could feel the hunger radiating off of him. You grabbed at the collar of his shirt, dragging him in closer as he slowly set you down on the grass.
You’ve never seen Arthur this needy for sex.
There was a tree stump not too far away from you both that Arthur was keen to getting at.
He didn’t fully let go of your hips, one of his hands was squeezing the flesh beneath the dress you wore as he guided you to it in the fading sunlight. Night was slowly blanketing the countryside.
Arthur had grabbed at your hips and sat you down on the tree trunk facing him. His hands slowly bunched up the skirt of your dress, fingers dipping beneath the fabric and grazed against your thighs upwards until he met your hips. His hands kneaded your flesh, nails biting into your delicate skin.
He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your lips. Your hands fumbled, finally settling down once you grabbed at Arthur’s broad shoulders that could put any farmer to shame for support and leaned back. Arthur broke from the kiss first, his hot breath hit your neck. You were missing the prickle of his beard against your chin and cheeks already.
“You wearin’ this dress on purpose, (Y/n)?” he feigned the accusation as he drew himself closer to you.“Wearin’ it knowin’ how much it drives a man insane?”
“A-Arthur, please,” you grabbed his shoulders tighter.
You tried to bring him closer, but he was stronger than you. He squeezed your hips tightly, a soft moan parted your lips.
“Don’t think I ain’t seein’ you around camp. Perchin’ baskets against your hips, swayin’ them around while you walk on right past me. And now you’re wearin’ this little number?”
You couldn't help but smile at his words. He was exactly right. You knew his weakness and you exploited him all day with it.
And now it was time to pay.
Arthur snatched at your hips again, dragging you as close as he could until you were right beneath him, your ass was over the edge of the stump. You wrapped one leg around his waist and left the other parted open, allowing him to please both you and him at the same time.
“You caught me, Mr. Morgan,” you teased him.
That earned you a hard squeeze of the hips. Your head tilted back as you moaned louder. His hands squeezing your hips felt divine.
“Yer damn right,” he growled down at you.
One of his hands unlatched itself from your hip to cup at your clothed womanhood. He could feel how wet you were through your undergarments. His fingers rubbed against the material as he captured your lips in another kiss, swallowing your soft moans.
You were the one to part from the kiss this time, the sounds of distant horses caught your attention when you realized you really weren’t that far away from camp. Arthur had started to press kisses against your throat and chest as you looked out in the distance.
“A-Arthur, what if someone sees?” you worried.
“Then they’ll see me pleasurin’ a beautiful woman the way she deserves.”
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moonah-rose · 1 year
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"What are you doing here, Dutch?"
"Same as you, I suppose." (RDR2)
"You're just like me, John. You can't change who you are." (RDR1)
Okay I'm currently hyperfixated on these boys and I gotta talk about how fascinating this relationship is.
Because while Dutch and Arthur's relationship is heartbreaking, there's something even more crushing about Dutch and John over the course of both games.
To start we're told by both Arthur and Bill that John is the "favorite", that he's "Dutch's pet", "the golden boy", even Micah brings it up in chapter six. Part of Arthur's bitterness over John's return is how cool Dutch seemed to be about it, how he was welcomed back with open arms. However nearly all the interactions we see (or rather Arthur sees) between Dutch and John are very tense and grow more heated over the game until they're outright screaming at each other - and of course things get as bad as they can be in rdr1. But how I imagine things used to be, pre-Blackwater or pre-John's gap year, was Dutch did dote on John and John worshipped him in return. John seems to have been found the youngest that we know of, twelve years old, so he was as much of a child as can be, which allowed Dutch to mold him into a younger version of himself, whereas Arthur was clearly more Hosea's son. Dutch taught John to sound smart without really saying anything, while Arthur learned from Hosea to be smarter than he appeared. To compare the two, I think Arthur was Dutch's joy (the mirror of his best friend, his first son) but John was his pride (his own reflection). It's very typical narcissist parent behavior to latch onto the youngest or one that most resembles you most as they're the most obvious extension of yourself. And for as long as John obeyed and adored Dutch, that fuelled his own ego - fitting then how Dutch's mental decline runs in parallel to John drifting away and learning to be his own person, a father in his own right, and seeing who Dutch is without rose tinted glasses. And the stronger John gets, the more Dutch feels threatened, like when he accuses John of "wanting to be the General". Dutch is a loving granddad to Jack and caring to Abigail, encouraging John to be a good father, but not if it means they become more important than the gang (ie Him). I also think a lot of the insults Dutch hurls at John later on are things he could be partly saying about himself, how he doesn't have the grit, how he's always been weak or blind. The more Dutch fails, the more he targets John as a punching bag for his own failures, to the point of wanting to leave him to rot as he admits in one hidden BH scene.
Side note, this also feeds into his resentment of Arthur, firstly of also no longer being a yes man, but Dutch also notes how much Arthur sounds like Hosea - except Dutch was ignoring Hosea right from the start of the game, even if he did help keep Dutch grounded to some sense of reality, Arthur is a reminder of Dutch's recent loss and also insulted at the idea of Arthur replacing Hosea - that's not Arthur's job, in his mind, it's just to be his big scary grunt. Once he's becoming weaker, he doesn't see the purpose in having Arthur around if he's just going to question and possibly (if he believes Micah) betray him. And he writes Arthur off as dead anyway once he starts getting sick, he already lost Hosea, he's not putting himself through that again so it's easy to just leave him for dead. But despite all that, Arthur still loves Dutch enough to ride back and try one last time to convince his "father" that Micah is out to get him, he even spends his last breaths begging him to see sense - not for his own sake, but the man who raised him.
But with John it's a different, more raw tragedy that Dutch's self-loathing and insanity grow in their time apart, despite both clearly having had Arthur's shadow hanging over them, eventually pushing them to the exact same destination on the exact same day with the exact same purpose - to kill Micah. John has been haunted by guilt that Arthur had to sacrifice himself for him, while Dutch has been haunted by (imo) the guilt of leaving Arthur to die as well as allowing Micah to manipulate him. But both men are also not killing "for Arthur's sake" here, more their own, as they both know Arthur didn't agree with revenge. But they do it to try to ease their own consciences. For John it works, for Dutch it just sends him off into isolation and his eventual fate.
And the saddest thing is, John thanks him. Even after everything Dutch did to him and Abigail, he makes an attempt to reach out. There was a brief glimpse from John of the boy who loved his adoptive father, but Dutch's ice cold stare and silence remind them they can never go back to what was. And John let's him go. But this moment seems to change something in John's perspective, as earlier he had always said he believed Dutch had been hiding who he was the whole time, but by the time of RDR1 he's saying similar things as Sadie that Dutch was a good man who "went insane". He now wants to believe that there was a part of Dutch that cared, long ago, but it's now gone.
The Dutch that John eventually has to hunt down is different than the one he last saw on Mount Hagen, the one who admitted that he didn't have much to say anymore, the man who still cared enough to spare John and leave him the Blackwater money. Dutch is now a complete bloodthirsty monster who kills for sport, who openly calls Abigail a whore and Jack a whore's son - the same boy he once doted on, found a puppy with, that he rode into hell for. His disgust for John, his boy, working for the government, being the "rat" he feared him to be, is enough to get him to not hold back on shooting him anymore, but I also can't help but think most of his words are egging John on to get him. "You'll have to kill me, John!" he yells. But when it comes to just the two of them, both on a mountain yet again, they both put away their guns. It's the closest thing we get in the first game to a hint of their past relationship, of father and son, rather than adversaries. John's name, his "golden boy's" name, is the last thing to leave Dutch's lips before he falls. The speech the same one he said with Arthur at his side. As insane as he was, he spent those last moments thinking of his sons, and possibly Hosea too, before he fell, how he wasn't able to fight his own cowardly nature to do right by them, you can't change my mind.
And while John would never talk about it openly, its just awful to think how this man had to watch the father he loved and who doted on him back, to slowly become a monster, to hating each other, trying to kill each other, then to see a glimpse of what was but being unable to save him. It also adds context to his own behavior to Jack, how he tries to be a doting father but doesn't discourage him too much from having his own interests, as much as they confuse him.
And then, the final nail in this angst coffin, walking out to face his own death knowing Dutch was right, that they did just find another monster to come for.
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spacehostilityy · 3 months
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rewatch nnt with me s2ep13-18
Hey boiz this is a draft from the summer but i want to enjoy interests again so it's getting published (ps i have an even cringier sideblog now @sillyspacehostilityy where i can rb things and not clog up y'all's feeds heehee)
it’s going by so fast 😭 BUT im gonna reread/actually finish the manga so it’s fine
“what do you think youre doing with her???” he’s making out with her Jericho, it’s kinda obvious
“I don’t think i like you. 😕” kwjfnlfsfighskfgl lollll
NEW INTROOOOO my second fave theme song too hehe
also the angst on this one is so good
there goes ban’s shirt. again
I honestly love Elaine’s rage, i wish they had left her just a tiny bit more fucked up. bc he exploding like that makes sense after all that she’s been through
cat fightttt. this does NOT pass the bechdel test
“asleep or awake, you’re the only thing that man thinks about” ouchie
mmm mind control anguish delicious
ban hearing that meliodas is the “traitor of the demon race” and just rolling with it<3
“Oh wait that was two! sorryyy i lost count” such a sassy little man i love him
ban has a pure and beautiful soul🥺
catch me crying over melban hahahaaaa
hendy looks cute in the tavern uniform tho haha
:(
im just glad they kill galand quick so zhivago can return to his son in a peaceful death
the “dad” KILLS MEEEE
im in love with deldry. which i guess is her whole thing
deldry and arden tho... 👀👀👀
actually so impressed with Jericho
galand liking golf is canon. do with this information what you will
IM SO EXCITED FOR ESCANOR HEEHEE
wait how did i forget Escanor’s tavern is called my sweet glutton thats so cute🥺🥺
escanor is so babygirl i love him so fucking much
i love them so much too
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IN ENGLISH ESCANOR SAYS HE’S FEELING CHARITABLE FOR LETTING MELASCULA GO BUT IN SPANISH HE SAYS HES FEELING FEMINIST LOLLLL
Ban and King brother in law relationship is actually the funniest possible relationship in this show
Diane constantly wanting to eat hawk sparks joy
gilfrost kinda hot, sad that hes literally just vivian :/
howzer saying “that’s our diane” after she uses double hammer and she winks at him...
theyre just rlly cute im sorrry
no bc why does sir nanashi seem like a western portrayed japanese stereotype in japanese media?
arthur and meliodas are so cute i want to see them interact more !!
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I LOVE MELIODAS AND BAN SM their funny little deranged rituals are so cute 🤪
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rip to arthur tho he looked terrified lol
im going to cry like a bitch when they get reunited in purgatory
why does meliodas call Hawk “bovine bastard”? Bovine means cow or beef. As someone from Texas, i am intimately familiar with livestock classifications and i am CONFUSED. it should be porcine
tiny griamore is so fucking cute on hendy’s back😭
but ban looks fucking terrifying what is up with his face lol
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I cant believe escanor almost got fucking taken out by gloxinia lol hes so much stronger than him
the start of arthur and nanashi’s friendship !!
gloxinia’s substitute looking like gerheade 😭
shes so beautiful 🥺
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I love the implication that Elaine WAS in fact going to kill them lol
Ban: I KNOW you didn’t just call me a baby *hand gets torn off*
Meliodas: uhh Ban, what just happened to your hand??
Ban: don’t you change the subject >:/
king is about to die from being too horny damn
bro why is dreyfus so fucking ripped bitch got me blushing like DAMN
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