#but I'm in pain

[adealiz]

I watched Good Omens for the first time, welp 😭✨

#fanart #good omens #good omens fanart #aziraphale #crowley #my art #digital sketchbook #I'm crying and rolling on the ground #I love them #But I'm in pain #aaaaaaaaaa

[tenorbug]

I got one of the roughest bjs on Saturday night that I've gotten for a while. Well...it was mostly good but then some very painful teeth at one point. Literally caused a cut. Which is so painful. And I've basically got to do nothing for a while in hopes that it heals up quickly 😭. Why don't people understand how sensitive my poor uncut dick is??

#this is tmi #but I'm in pain #send healing energy to my dick #plz

[rodjanikov]

Up contemplating existence (I've been slumped on my desk for thirty minutes debating if I should open my notes and study or not)

#i could finish this last paragraph #but I'm in pain #and I'm soooo sleepy eepy #and I have nothing to drink #with my energy levels rn coffee is not a good idea #I wouldn't get the most out of it #I'm too anxious about this exam to go to bed tho o(-( #so I'm stuck here on this chair that's absolutely destroying what's left of my leg #i love college this is so much fun #rodja.txt #dark academia #light academia #college #chaotic academia #if only my head wasn't exploding I wouldn't be having this problem

[captainsy-cookiemonster]

Tmi, talks of period, if you're uncomfortable, scroll. QUICK!

That bitch, that absolute backstabbing Bitch (my period) not only has the audacity to be 5 days late, no, she's also hurting a lot on the first day. The first day is usually very easy for me, light bleeding, light cramps. Day 2 and 3 are always bad. But that bitch is not only late, no, i alsohave to work tomorrow and on Wednesday, on the worst days. I could have been done by now! But no. I have to run around a store, smiling, be oh so nice while i just want to curl up in my bed and eat unreal amounts of chocolate (and really crunchy spicy food for some reason but that's besides the point).

That bitch. I could have been done with that shit over the weekend but no... Ugh.

#Sorry for that #Cramping and bleeding #but i'm in pain #And in a shitty mood #i don't want sympathy i just want to scream into the void #Why...? I've been doing this shit for 13 years now and I'm tired. I don't want this shit. Why do we have periods for so long? #😭😭😭😭😭

[hobbitunderthemountain]

SOBBED LIKE A BABY AT THE END OF ROTK LIKE MORE THAN USUAL HELP JUST KILL ME OK JUST KILL ME DON'T MAKE ME WATCH HOBBITS CRYING

#auj came on IMMEDIATELY afterwards #and it broke me harder and was like fuck i can't do this i'm going to bed #and i came back up to get water before bed and moms like 'i'm watching this again until im ready to go to bed bc i haaven't #seen it in a while' so i'm like well. i'm gonna sit up here too then #if you wanna watch i'm not gonna not watch #but i'm in pain #its been so long since tolkien has hurt me this much #rewatching lotr

[clown-demon]

((When will my tummy stop being at war...

#Ti speaks #I had pepto and it hasn't helped #I wanna do drafts #but I'm in pain

[sweetness-doesnt-touch-my-face]

To this day, I still don't think people realize that addiction is a life-long disease. It never goes away. It doesn't matter if you've been clean for five years or even ten, twenty years, etc. Relapses happen more frequently than you think. The amount of shame we carry with each one only adds to the self-loathing, the helplessness of never escaping such a path of destruction. You can so easily slip and fall back into those patterns. It's frightening. And yes, it's our fault. But there's so many contributing factors. And it's not an excuse. If you're not properly equipped to deal with your emotions/life, you're fucked. You will travel through so many unhealthy avenues of being. We're not all fortunate to have mental health care. Sometimes it costs more than the drugs itself.

The reason I'm bringing this up, I'm struggling.

I've been sober from opiates since 2018.

Have I had mini relapses here and there, yep. But sometimes I'll pop other pills like they're candy. Sometimes my brain convinces me that I miss drugs, as if there are no consequences from being doped up. Being unconscious feels wonderful. Especially when life isn't so wonderful.

There's a quote echoing in my head, mostly as I continue to think about him, Matthew Perry once said "reality is an acquired taste."

I cannot sum it up any better than that. I wish I could hug another fellow recovering addict. It is so lonely and isolating to go through this alone and have literally no one around me that understands. I wish I wasn't so embarrassed to even share such thoughts on a public forum.

#very ironic that I refrain myself from being open about this shit #I used to say way too much on here #it's horrible finding old posts of mine #but I'm in pain #and I'm hurting #and I'm trying my darnedest.

[tending-the-hearth]

Cody being alive and back to his normal self and living with Obi-Wan and helping to watch over Luke on Tatooine COULD HAVE BEEN CANON but no they had to scrap the Obi-Wan movie this is my thirteenth reason why

#we could have had them alive and well and living out their lives #and helping protect luke #but NO #listen i love the kenobi series #but i'm in PAIN #i'm UPSET #star wars #obi wan kenobi #commander cody

[longlostdiaries]

I don't know who needs to hear this but:

-"it only hurts a little" is still pain

-"I can ignore it" is still pain

-"I can cope with/manage it" is still pain

-"it's bearable" is still pain

-"I can push through it" is still pain

-"it doesn't hurt that much" is still pain

-"it doesn't stop me from doing x" is still pain

You don't need to be in agonizing pain to be in pain.

#it's me. I'm the one who needs to hear this #disabled #disability #chronic pain #chronic illness #spoonie #longlostposts

[allthewhumpygoodness]

Big fan of when a character's grief/trauma/guilt manifests as physical symptoms. Big fan of characters keeping things so tight inside them that it makes them sick. Big fan of when the line blurs between a character's mental trauma and physical illness until it's hard to tell which is which anymore.

#whump #k once i did a fic where a character had pneumonia #and also was in Big Mental Distress and mentally going over all the people he'd lost in his life etc #and i gotta say i'm proud of myself for bringing up the recurrent motif of his chest being pianful...like is it from being sick & coughing #or bc he's grieving so badly it's putting him in physical pain #ANYWAY

[devilcatdarling]

There is truly no greater love than taking your most adored fictional character and throwing them into the emotionally-devastating angst fueled trash compactor and pressing every single button on the machine just to see what will happen

#hollow knight #hollow my beloved #hmm yes I'm drawing pain and agony tonight #night rambles #night causes pain #night causes suffering #Feel free to apply to ur own blorbos #all blorbos must suffer :D

[druid-for-hire]

[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]

a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury

#comic art #comics #original comic #chronic pain #carpal tunnel #tendonitis #my art #original #edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off #this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted #the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas #and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise #but my arm hurt #so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty #i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them #but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific #i should make more things about smaller stuff

[recklessmoss]

hey i've been watching girl with the dogs lately does anyone know what breed these are

#;my art #;not oc #paleo #velociraptor #microraptor #trying to get back into drawing with some edits;; thankfully i'm in less pain rn;

[a-sassy-bench]

do able-bodied people not understand that if disabled people call out of work every time they don't feel good that we would call out of work every fucking day?

like honestly. what do you think being disabled means?

#if one more person tells me to take a sick day i'm going to throw something at them #i just honestly cannot anymore #disabilties #disabled #actually disabled #epilepsy #ehlers danlos syndrome #physical disability #neurological disability #actually epileptic #zebra #chronically ill #chronic illness #spoonie #chronic fatigue #chronic pain #c punk #crip punk #cripple punk

[mobius-m-mobius]

#obsessed with their priorities

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #loki spoilers #it's got your shape to it... i'm sensing owen at work again 😂 #banter for DAYS they're so married it's unbelievable #am i distracting myself from pain and suffering by thinking how hilarious it is loki's vocabulary now includes phrases like 'hoof it'?? #maybe so maybe so :')))) #btw if anyone wants to theorize about the ep - #i'm going on record as assuming mobius getting hot cocoa on his own is the point where the timeline went wrong ;;;; #dianagifs #owenwilsonedit #marvel #loki s2 spoilers #ouroboros #o.b. #casey

[pineapple-frenzy]

Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara

They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them

But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd

The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>

#zutara #zuko #katara #atla #book 2 au #my art #i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭 #so this is how i think it would go #it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls #she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire #she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko #and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj #even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!' #it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers #zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her #little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd #n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her #i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really? #zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful #and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald #in conclusion they are idiots your honor