#but i didnt want to start over for the millionth time so

[cosmiiwrites]

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ enemies to lovers

.ೃ࿐ adam x fem!reader .ೃ࿐

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ summary: in which you and adam find out you don't hate each other as much as you think you do cw: NSFW, fem!reader, p in v, oral (fem recieving), creampie, adam (he's his own warning), hair pulling, semi-public sex, cussing a/n: FINALLY DONE !! first smut fic though, so apologies if some things dont make sense :(

you hated adam. you hated his cocky attitude and his fuckboy persona. and most of all, you hated how everyone stayed quiet about it. him being the first man didn't mean jack shit to you. if he was being an egotistical asshole? you won't hesitate to put him in his place. even if that meant starting an argument in front of the promenade, putting your hatred for one another on display.

adam, on the other hand, loved someone who could match his abrasive attitude. and it meant more that you went out of your way to shout insults at him every chance you got. to be honest? it turned him on. but he would rather die then admit that. during meetings, you two would bicker non-stop, shooting daggers at each other from across the table. so yes, everyone and their mothers knew about you and adam's ongoing feud. what did everyone also know? the unspoken sexual tension between you two. the tension so thick it was tangible. the tension everyone knew about except the two idiots who claimed they hated each other. even lute was getting sick of it. "what a bitch, am i right?" "yes, sir." "she's just salty because i'd never go for a cunt like her," "mhm, sir." "maybe i sho-" "you know what i just remembered? sera saying she had something to discuss with me. ill be leaving now, sir." adam shot her a confused look. it wasnt like lute to walk out on a conversation so abruptly. (spoiler alert, she just didnt want to hear adam talk about you for the millionth time today) "well, uh, shit, okay." upon leaving, adam bumped into a familiar face. "well, well, well, if it isn't-" you slid right past him, ignoring any advance he'd tried making towards you. "what the fuck?" adam's face grew warm from embarrassment. did you just ignore him? he planted himself in front of you, hoping to make a statement. his tall figure hovered over yours. "ignoring me, hm? is that any way to treat the first man?" he teased. you sighed and rubbed your forehead in annoyance before answering, "if by 'first man' you mean 'overly-confident egomaniac' then yes." that's what adam liked about you; you didnt kiss his ass 24/7 like all the other angels. you didnt crave his approval. "i seriously don't understand how people can tolerate being around you," you groaned.

"oh fuck off, the ladies love me," he grinned. "especially in be-" you threw your hand to cover his mouth. "ugh, spare me the details, you gross fuck." your statement only widened his shit-eating grin. "why, jealous?" he teased, dragging on the s. "fuck, no! i feel bad for all the women you've slept with, they've probably faked all their orgasms as to not hurt your fragile ego." you retorted. adam's smirk dropped. he couldn’t BELIEVE you thought he was incapable of pleasuring a woman. luckily for you, his anger quickly turned to interest as an idea popped up in adam's head. he leaned into your ear, voice low and husky, "you wanna bet on that?"

taken aback from his sudden offer , you backed up until your back hit the wall of the alley you two were in. “what,” you breathed, “are you on about?”

“if i can make you cum,” adam started, “you have to admit that one; im the dick-fuckin’-master, and two; i AM capable of pleasuring a woman. deal?” adam's said a ton of dumb shit, but this? you let out a boisterous laugh. “are you serious?” but after a few beats of unearthly silence, thats when you knew he was. “well, shit.” you did want a chance at proving him wrong and taking down his ego. to be fair, no one’s made you cum in a long, long time. and you were always up for a challenge.

you grabbed adam by the collar and dragged him down to your level.

“deal.”

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thats how you found yourself up against a wall, being eaten out by the first man, the first soul in heaven, and your well-known rival.

you didnt want to admit it, but god, this man was good with his tongue. not to mention his hands.

he gripped your thighs tightly, spreading them apart and smirking up at you. your flustered face drove him mad, only fueling his desire for you. its not his fault you looked so fuckin’ cute. maybe he should get you like this more often…

adam shamelessly licked up and down your entrance, earning small involuntary whimpers from you. he dragged his hand down your thigh to rub circles on your clit, making you twitch under his touch. “taste so fuckin’ good,” he growled. wanting more, you tugged at his hair, forcing his tongue to prod at your cunt. “impatient, are we? and to think you hated me.”

it was like he was waiting for this exact moment; for adam ate like a man starved. like he hadn’t eaten in days, and you were the only thing that could nourish him.

suddenly, he sunk his long tongue into your clit, “shit, adam!” he smirked against your cunt. “enjoying y’self, babe?” “f-fuck—haah—you!” was all you can manage, before he sunk his tongue deeper into you, fingers now circling your clit twice as fast. “dont worry, tits, you’ll be doing that in a bit.”

it wasnt long before you had cum all over his tongue and face, panting like a maniac. you had already lost the bet, but you didnt care. nor had any of you two mentioned it. lost in a drunken haze, all you wanted was his cock buried inside of you.

you quickly recovered from your high and grinded against his painfully hard erection. “s-shit, babe, didn’t take you for a desperate whore,” adams words were slurred, his need for you fogging his brain. “s-shut up,” you retorted “looks like you can still talk back,” he grinned. “i’ll fuck that bratty attitude out of you.” “youve yet to do so,” you teased. “you bluffing, dickmaster?” oh, now you’ve got him in a chokehold.

those would be your famous last words, before adam would recklessly pound into you.

adam quickly undid his boxers, revealing his hard cock, precum already spilling from his tip. you thought he was joking when he called himself the ‘dickmaster.’ you silently wondered how that would fit inside of you. “see how fuckin’ worked up you get me, tits?” adam babbled.

he bent you over, your wrists just above your head.

you were about to reply with a snarky comeback when he pushed his cock into you, no warning beforehand.

“i fuckin’ knew it,” he said. “tight as shit. bet no one’s fucked you as good as im about to, huh?” you wanted to respond, to deny his accusations, but the only sounds that left your mouth were desperate moans and whimpers. it was like music to his ears, fueling him to fuck you brainless.

his large size stung, but pain quickly turned to pleasure when he began to move.

he picked up his pace, pounding into you brutally. it was oh, so sinful. but adam would go to hell anyday if that meant he could have your tight little cunt all to himself.

adam took a fistful of your hair, forcing your back to arch. when you didnt protest, adam threw a line of praise at you. “there we go, good fuckin’ girl, just like that…” the position you were in was a bit uncomfortable, but you quickly stopped paying attention to that when adam thrusted into you sharply. “s-so good f’me,” he babbled.

you knew he was almost at his peak when his thrusts grew sloppy. “shit, almost there, fuck!” he groaned. “m-me too, adam, fuck,”

in one deep thrust, he buried himself inside of you, spilling his cum. you felt your stomach grow warm, full of adam’s seed.

adam was still inside of you, even after you both had came. there were no sounds other than your pants and his huffs. thank god this was an empty street.

finally, he pulled out of you. you whined at the loss of contact, earning you a cheeky grin.

“so,” he said, breaking the silence. “how was that for pleasuring a woman, hmmm?” adam smirked. “still hate me?”

“always, just a little less now.”

#hazbin hotel smut #hazbin hotel x reader #adam hazbin #hazbin hotel adam x reader #adam x reader #hazbin hotel alastor #angel dust #hazbin lucifer #smut #dickmaster #hazbin hotel lute #sir pentious #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel x you #adam x you #x reader

[kindnessisweakness2]

11

The next morning Emily drove her truck into Teller Morrow. Clutching the warm coffee in her hand she rolled her eyes at Cara for the millionth time that morning. "Im sorry Em! We didnt mean to keep you awake." Emily nodded at her best friend as she slumped back in the seat. She was grumpy in the morning. Especially since she had no sleep last night from Juice and Cara's long goodbye, if thats what you want to call it. 5am they finally quit it. It didnt matter how many times Emily banged on the wall, screamed at them to shut up or shoved a pillow over her head. Nothing could drown out Cara's loud Moans. "Im gonna miss him so bad." Emily groaned as she faceplanted her steering wheel. "Cara i love you. But please get out and give me five minutes peace." Emily didnt lift her head but she knew from the sound of the door opening and shutting, she left. God she could just fall asleep right there.

Not even 2 minutes later a knock on the window made her jump out of her skin, almost spilling hot coffee over her lap. Looking up she saw a smiling Jax. His face pressed against the window in a funny expression, nose squished. She couldnt help but smile at him. Shaking her head she rolled down the window. His face returned to normal as he threw his arms on the roof of her car and leaned in. He only wore a white t-shirt, his leather and a pair of jeans. Her breath hitched in her throat as she watched the muscles in his arms flex and his shirt rise to show his hips. The delicious V she would love to run her lips over. "Morning Darlin'" She smiled wide at him as she leaned back taking a sip of her coffee. "I heard Juice kept you up all night. Do you want me to put a stop to him coming over?" The look on his face told her he was serious. "No! its fine, honestly. Cara would never forgive me. She really likes him. I just need to start booking a hotel so i can escape the fuck fest and actually sleep." Emily rubbed her dry eyes, she knew she looked awful. Black tracksuit bottoms, a white cropped vest and a black zip up hoodie covered her body. Her hair was down and straight and not one bit of make up covered her face. She didnt really care what she looked like when she got dressed this morning, pulling anything on. Now she kicked herself for it. Here he was looking like a God even in simple clothes and she looked like a tramp. "Nah you wont need a hotel darlin. You can always stay at mine when you wanna get away." Emily could feel herself going red, but before she could say anything Jax pulled her car door open. "Come on, moms made breakfast." Jax threw his arm around her shoulder as she got out of the car. They made their way into the clubhouse under the watchful eyes of many.

Emily couldnt wipe the smile off her face when she was greeted by the guys. Hugs from Opie and Chibs, high five from Happy and even a nod from Clay and Bobby who were deep in convosation. Jax couldnt wipe the grin off of his face either. He loved how the guys liked her already, how nice she was for them. Made him like her even more. Jax pulled out a seat for her at the table where the guys sat and disappeared into the kitchen where his mom was. Emily winked at Cara who was currently sat on one of the many sofas on Juice's lap, giggling as his hands wandered up the back of her shirt. God these next few days Cara is going to be miserable without him. Seriously good sex with Juice had her falling in love already and it had Emily worried. Cara being here was only meant to be temporary. She didnt want either of them hurt. "Here you go Pocket." Jax placed a massive plate down infront of her with a fresh cup of coffee. Sitting down next to her he stole bacon from her place and flashed her a toothy grin. "Fuck how hungry do you think i am?" Emily shook her head before stabbing at the scrambled egg with a fork. "Its for us to share. I've got a long ride ahead." Jax kissed the side of her head before sipping her coffee and handing it to her. Emily's stomach felt like it wanted to burst, releasing all the butterflies he made swirl. Fuck. He knew what he was doing to her. He had to.

20 minutes later, Clay moved to the door of the clubhouse shouting that they were to leave in 15 minutes. That cut the laughter across the clubhouse short. Emily couldnt help the smile dropping from her face. Jax squeezed her thigh trying to offer some comfort. Standing up he threw his arm around her shoulders as he always did and lead her outside to his bike. All the families started to gather outside to say goodbye to their men. "So how long are you away for?" Emily asked as Jax let her perch on the seat of his bike. He lit a cigarette leaning back against the railing behind him. Emily couldnt help but think about how attractive he looked when he was smoking. The way his perfect lips would wrap around the filter and form a perfect O to blow out the smoke. "Shouldnt be no more than 3 days." She nodded and smiled at him softly. "Nice friendly visit, yeah?" She looked at him dead in the eyes as he froze. She didnt know where she got the confidence to ask but she would be a liar if she said she wasnt worried for their safety. Emily wasnt stupid. There'd be no need for such a big club presence if they werent expecting trouble. Emily stood from the bike at the sight of Clay and Gemma walking their way. "Ready VP?" That seemed to shock Jax out of his frozen state. Nodding at Clay he threw the cigarette on the floor, crushing it beneath his pristine Nike trainers. Emily looked down the row of bikers kissing and loving their families as if it was the last time they'd see them. Her stomach dropped at the thought of something bad happening to Jax. She felt stupid, He wasnt hers to worry about. Spotting Cara's long brown hair at the bottom of the row as she hung over a smiling Juice, kissing the life out of her. She worried about Juice too. All of them even. Cara would never get over it if anything happened to Juice and she'd grown to really like the rest of the guys. Her and Happy's talks about Ink, Opie and Chibs love for her food that made her feel good, Halfsacks innocent but puppy like manner as he often put his foot in his mouth, but did as he was told. She hadn't had much interaction with Bobby, Piney and Clay, but maybe that was for the best. She had brought trouble to their door on more than one occasion because of Noah and her temper. They probably werent as forgiving as the younger members of the club.

Feeling Jax move beside her she stepped out of the way allowing him to straddle his bike. She watched him as he clipped his helmet and started his bike. The sound made her wince. There was nothing like the sound of a Harley. Leaning down so he would be able to hear her over the rumble, Emily moved her hand to cover his. "i dont know what's going down in Nevada. But what i do know is I need you to come back in one piece." Pressing a soft kiss to his cheek, Emily tried to savour the moment. Just incase something did go wrong. Which she hoped to god it wouldnt. "Ride safe, Teller" were the last words she could manage before her throat got thick and the familiar sting started in her eyes. With one last squeeze of his hand, Emily moved to stand with the rest of the women and children who were waiving their men off.

And with one last look in those baby blues, the men disappeared from the lot.

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Here is another part loves!

I really hope you enjoy. As always please let me know what you think and where you would like this to go!

Love all messages and comments!

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[shurisbathwater]

𝖮𝖭𝖤 𝖭𝖨𝖦𝖧𝖳 𝖮𝖭𝖫𝖸 .☆

𝖲𝖧𝖴𝖱𝖨 𝖷 𝖡𝖫𝖪 𝖥𝖤𝖬!𝖱𝖤𝖠𝖣𝖤𝖱

: pls cut me some slack i am a wattpad writer ts is my first time writing on here😭😭

𝖶𝖮𝖱𝖣 𝖢𝖮𝖴𝖭𝖳 : ?

𝖊𝖕𝖎𝖘𝖔𝖉𝖊 𝖨

✧。❀

-YOU SIGHED as you looked through all of the missed calls you have left your girlfriend shuri, just for them to be declined or ignored. Maybe you were being to clingy? You put your phone down as you got comfortable on your couch and turned on something to watch on your projector , substituted for a TV. You turned ended up putting on pretty little liars, a classic.

You thought the show would distract you, but your were wrong. You ended up checking your phone almost every five minutes, hoping that atleast one message would come up. It didn't matter. You just wanted to hear from her after all of these weeks. She's been buried in her work so you just left her alone. After all, everyone needs their space.

You suddenly heard a ping come through your phone and you grab it the minute you heard it, hoping itd be shuri apologising for leaving you hanging.

Riri !!

Girl let's go out tn

You

Girl idk I haven't been feeling myself lately

Riri!!

Aww aight, you want me to come over?

You

Its all good

You suck in a breath shakily as you turn your phone off for the millionth time. "Just a text." you thought as you slightly nibbled your lip.

You

What's happening?

Shuri 💕

At the lab

You

Well you could've taken time out of your day to atleast call me back lmao. I'm lowkey pissed

Shuri 💕

I'm working on something really important rn I can't be distracted

You

...thats what you said last week

Shuri 💕

What?

You

I haven't heard from you for almost three weeks. THREE. And you expect me to be calm?? Everytime I try to talk to u u shut me out

Shuri💕

Honestly not doing this rn

Talk later ??

You

Are you serious??

seen

You kissed your teeth and switched it off, why would she do you like this? Of course you didnt want to come off as desperate or needy, especially needy, to infiltrate her huge ego, but you wondered why?

You threw your phone on the other side of the couch, but before that you put on dnd so if anyone - specifically shuri texted you it wouldn't go off.

You got up from the couch to stop yourself from sulking there all day and got up to do something productive. You decided to do something you enjoyed, that you haven't done in a while.

Baking.

You smiled to yourself as you walked over to your kitchen which was connected to your living room and got all of your ingredients out to make cookies, specifically sugar cookies.

You put on some soothing music on the TV , which made you feel at ease as you hummed to the tune. You slowly swayed your hips to the song and thought about how shuri would come up behind you and wrap her hands around your waist and kiss your small tattoo which is on your collarbone.

Yall could have been making those cookies together if she wasn't being so distant.

Started mixing the batter up harder and harder the more you thought about it - which caused you to hurt your finger. "SHIT!" You cursed as you tried to soothe your finger of its pain. You rubbed it with your other hand as you nibbled your lip. You sighed and decided to continue to take your mind off things.

Once you finished mixing, you got all of your materials and the rest of the ingredients ready and thought about Riri's request..maybe it was a good idea to go out instead of baking stupid sugar cookies that reminded you of your girlfriend anyway. Screw around for a bit, enjoy yourself and stop being uptight all of the time.

You continued to ignore your thoughts and bake the cookies..

But at the same time,

Itd be fun to see shuri's reaction.

You giggled lightly as you continued to do all of the steps of the recipe.

ᘛ ᘚ

YOU TOOK two cookies from the cookies you had made earlier and made your way over to the couch. You grabbed your phone to look through Instagram for a bit, just to see what's going on.

You tapped through the stories and stopped at Shuris. You could see that one of her workers were eyeing her as she showed her newest experiment to the screen. They both had drinks from the same place , which could mean they probably went to lunch together - or maybe just for a drink.

You sighed out of frustration and jealousy, how could she air you like this. Whatever, she's just helping..her?? You tried to calm yourself down. You blindlessy go into your contacts and hit riri up again.

Riri

I've rethought your offer

I'm coming out

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[the-fly-on-bangchans-wall]

ok author-kairo is back!

this is another chapter of There’s No Way for all of you <3

i also didnt proofread this so pls dont mind any grammar/spelling/other mistakes lol

chap. 2:

a/n: i dont really know anything about college so please forgive me if this is slightly inaccurate 😭

You wake up at a solid 6 A.M., slipping into a comfortable but stylish top and cargo pants. This is your first day of university, first day of music college. You take a deep breath-why am I nervous?-and slip on your schoolbag, having packed it with everything you need for today last night. Getting in your car, you turn the music to your favorite playlist, nodding your head to the beat as you hype yourself up for the day. Taking a detour to the nearest café that was open, you went inside and nodded respectfully to the young man behind the counter.

His name was Niki, he had told you, and he was strangely comforting. Maybe it was because he always worked the morning shift when you stopped by the café almost every morning, around 6:30-7:00 A.M. You took comfort in things that were steady and unchanging, so Niki was a welcomed acquaintance. Handing him some money (he had taken your order enough times to know what you were getting) he smiled at you as you received your cup of black coffee with half-and-half cream.

“I’ve got my first day of uni today, I do,” you say, meeting his curious gaze.

Niki tilted his head. “Really? Where do you go?”

“Seoul National. I heard they had a really good music program, so that’s where I’m going.” You snorted. “I actually didn’t think I’d get in.”

“I bet you could get into any university you set your mind to. Anyways, good luck at uni!” Niki smiled one more time before turning back to the counter; another customer had walked in. You took your coffee and got back into your car. Taking a deep breath, you looked over your schedule for the millionth time and started driving out to the university’s campus, blasting your music along the way.

It looked like you’d gotten to the classroom early, because only one other person was there. She was really pretty, you thought to yourself, with black hair in a neat wolfcut. She was currently scrolling on a laptop, but when you pushed the door open, she looked up, studying your features before offering a small smile.

“Hey, you! Come sit over here.” She instructed, patting a spot to the left of her. You felt almost compelled to do so, setting your bag on the table and sitting in the chair she’d pulled over.

“What’s your name?” she questioned.

“y/n l/n. What’s yours?”

“I’m Ryujin. You’re also here for music, hm?” You nodded in response. “Cool! I’m kinda new to this but I’ve been told I have a knack for it. How about you?”

You shrugged. “It used to be a hobby, but I wanted to take it further…I think I could be really good at it, if I learned some more techniques.”

Ryujin nodded. She seemed like a really good friend-she was listening to your every word even though you’d just met her. She made you subconsciously comfortable with her. You and the raven-haired girl made some small talk, learning more about each other while students filled up the seats. There were only a few seats in the back left, and you stopped mid conversation to stare in horror.

Bang Chan was at your university.

Bang Chan was at your university?

What. is. happening? You thought he wouldn’t know! Besides, why would he even have an interest in music? The devil boy met your gaze, smirking when he saw the flabbergasted expression on your face, and sat down in the back, two rows directly behind you. Great, now you’d feel like he was staring at you the whole class. The thought made you nervous. Wait, why are you nervous? He’s your enemy, not a crush or anything. There’s no way he’d be your crush, anyways, according to him you’re too ugly. You just hoped maybe he’d leave you alone for university.

a/n: should i make my chapters longer? idk if theyre too short rn 😭

#bang chan x female reader #bang chan x y/n #bang chan x reader #bang chan #skz x y/n #skz x reader #skz #stray kids x reader #stray kids

[i-luv-carl-grimes]

𝔅𝔩𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔡𝔞𝔶𝔰

S1 Ep5

Stars

Warning: abuse, language and lots of valance as well as gore if you are younger then 14 please don't read

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Even though everyone was trying to hide themselves from the rain I still sat in the same place having the summer rain come down drenching me that peace didnt last long though, just a few minutes. "Alright Rayne go change your clothes your all wet and covered in dirt," Lori said and I nodded

She lead me into hers and Carl's tent then handed me my other outfit (purple shirt one) and I quickly changed not letting my gun leave my sight, I walked out and Lori took my clothes. "I'll put them with Carl's laundry," she said and I nodded.  "Here kid," Daryl said and threw a gun holster at me, it was brown and a bit scuffed I nodded and put it around my waist, it was lose and hung off my hip but whatever, I put my gun in the holster when Carl walked over to me,  "mom never lets me touch a knife let alone a gun, you still haven't told me how old you are" he said and once again for the 15 millionth time handed me that stupid note pad.  'It's not important, you're not gonna know me for long' I handed it to him and his smile faded.  "More talk about leaving, you have a good chance here and you're just a kid there's no way you could live on your own!" he said each word that came out made me cringe.  'watch me' he let out, and annoyed sigh. "please? just for a little while" he said, 'your people dont need another mouth to feed,'. "what if your family comes back?" he said and his words ran through my head. "Carl I think that's enough give her some space," Lori said but Carl didn't listen. "you know, I still think my dads out there" he started but I sat up and stomped away.

if I stay quiet it'll go away.

Carl's pov:

did I say something wrong? "Carl hair cut get over here!" my mom yelled and I groaned I hated getting my hair cut, it was so annoying, but mom never let me grow it out, unfair right? "you know if you didn't move so much this would be easier," my mom said as she harshly moved my head back in place. "you know what really sucks? when you start shaving then you be wishin' for one of you mamas hair cuts," Shane said. "ill believe it when I see it," I said and he let out an airy laugh. "I'll tell you what, you get through this with some manly dignity, and tomorrow I will teach you somethin' special, I'll teach you to catch frogs, and trust me that is not something to be takin' lightly I'm willin' to share my secrets its a one time offer," he said. "why do we need frog?" I asked. "ever eat a frog leg?" he asked. "eww!" I replied. "he's right ew," mom said. "we get down on the last of that girls supplies you'll be lovin' those frog legs, lady, dont listen to her man, me and you we'll be heroes man feeding all these folks you and me Shane an-" "can Rayne come too?" I asked cutting him off but my question was left unanswered as the sound of an alarm went off in the distance.

Rayne's pov:

I was walking back to camp when I heard an alarm go off, that walk turned into a run, I knew something bad was going to happen when I got back to camp I seen everyone hugging with people I had never seen before, I looked at Carl and saw that he was crying then, a middle-aged man with curly hair walked out. "dad!" Carl screamed and ran over to him Lori followed as they all sobbed in each other's arms. everyone watched with the people they loved, while I just stood there alone. I looked down trying to hide the tear that had fallen from my cheek, I'm still so weak

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it was night and everyone was sitting around the campfire, except me, I didn't want them to see me as a part of there group, after all, I wasn't, sure it was cold but I can handle worse. Ed and Shane started arguing about shit I would care less about, one thing I did know was that I didn't like Ed, that look he had, it was the look that my father would give before hitting me, or even just beating me, the look of complete disregard of what you're doing. it was probably the same look I gave my sister...before it was over.

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everyone was settling down for the night, except me I was still outside sitting on top of Dale's Rv looking at the stars when a heard a shuffle and someone climbing up the later I gripped my knife just to see 2 familiar baby blue eyes I sighed and turned back around he then sat down next to me. "mom said you should get some rest" he said then like ALWAYS handed me that stupid notepad. 'ok' I handed it back to him. "please?" he pushed. 'what do you want from me? can't you just leave me alone,' I watched the way his face dropped and for some odd reason it hurt I then took the notepad. 'i'm 9' i wrote answering his question from earlier, I saw his smile come back. "I'm 10," he said then got up and walked down the ladder and back to his tent.

soon after I got up and walked to their tent the only thought on my mind was. 'did I just trust that kid with my age...he's just gonna die, save yourself the trouble'

I walked in and Lori pointed to a spot next to a sleeping Carl.

I didn't sleep that well, every time I closed my eyes the image of my family appeared in my head, but hopefully tonight will be the night I don't wake up from

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[jeongyeonluvr]

whenever you have time can you do cgs!misana and little!namo? i cant think of anything specific but i trust you 🫣

sick days

(ur putting to much trus on me i fear💀)

|| cg!Mina+Sana little!Momo+Nayeon

•CW: medicine, throw up

Today, Mina and Sana both hoped that it could be a relaxing day. But as soon as they seen their littles, they knew it was only a 25% chance it was gonna be relaxing.

Both Nayeon and Momo were sick and when they become sick, they become very clingy. At the moment, Nayeon was crying out for one of her Mamas as she woke up.

Which caused Momo to also wake up and start crying from the icky feeling. A couple seconds pass and then one of their caregivers, Mina, entered the room.

"What's wrong my chickpea’s?" She said giving them both kisses on the forehead. "Feelin' icky!" Nayeon said as Momo nodded her head in agreement. "Aww, do you guys want to have a warm bath and then have some medicine after?"

Nayeon nodded and raised her arms to be picked up, to which she did get. "No baf'!" Momo said as she sniffled. "Okay Momoring, then you can rest here and take medicine after, or you can go with mama so she can give it to you now."

Momo didn't answer and just covered herself with the blanket. Mina hummed and took the other little to have a bath.

Soon, Sana came into the room and knocked to let the little know she was there. "You okay Momo?" The little shook her head no. "Do you want medicine then? You know it makes the icky feeling go away quicker."

Momo shook her head again. The brunette rolled her eyes and walked over to the girl, sitting beside her and taking the blanket off of her. "Come on Momoring, you need to take some medicine."

"Noo! Medicine is gross!" The little said rolling over. Sana sighed and stood up, picking Momo up in her arms as she headed to the kitchen. The little didn't fight back because of how weak she felt.

She was exhausted from her sickness. Momo whined right as Sana set her down on the kitchen counter so that she could find the medicine. Right after that, Mina came in with the other little.

"Hey baby, do you want some medicine to make your ickies go away?" Sana asked Nayeon. Said girl nodded her head and stuck her thumb in her mouth.

Sana gave the light blonde a sippy cup and a spoonful of medicine. As soon as the spoon left her mouth she was already drinking the water in her sippy cup.

She tried to do the same with Momo but as soon as the spoon of medicine got to her face she turned her head. Sana tried to give it to her once more but that didnt work either.

"Momo the faster you take some medicine the faster you'll get better, and after you take it we can do whatever you want!" Said Mina.

Momo crossed her arms and thought about it before opening her mouth and accepting the medicine, coughing right after. "Now we do whatever I wants?" She asked.

"Yes hun, what do you wanna do?" Momo looked down and played with her hands, "Can Dubu come over?" She asked with her puppy eyes. "No Momo. You and Nayeon are sick. If she comes over then you'll get her sick." Said Sana.

"But im not sick anymoreee!! I feel better 'nd not icky!" She tried to argue, but Sana wasn't having it. After being told 'no' for the millionth time she gave up, but then had an idea.

"'den can I have my phone 'nd play games please?" She asked with a little pout. Both caregivers gave each other a look and thought about it, and then agreed.

Mina gave Nayeon to Sana and they both headed to the living room as Momo went with Mina to get her phone. After she got her phone they also went to the living room to only see Nayeon's eyes glued to the tv clapping as a kid show sang some songs.

Momo sat on the floor as she started playing some kiddie games, while the other three were entertaining themselves. After a while Momo took her chances and tried to walk out of the living room with the phone.

"Where are you going hun?" Mina questioned. Momo turned around to face her, "I need da baf’room." She said as she hoped that her excuse would work.

Mina nodded and watched as Sana and Nayeon played. Momo smiled and ran off to the bathroom opening her contacts and FaceTiming Jeongyeon.

After some rings she picked up. "Hiya Momo!" She said with a smile. "Hi Jeongie!" Momo excitedly whispered.

"Whatcha need?" Jeongyeon asked. She was about to answer before a sneeze attack had interrupted her.

"Um, can Dubu come over nd play?" Momo questioned as soon as she got her breath back.

"Oh I’m sorry Momo, but you sound kind of sick?" Jeongyeon said a little worried. "Im not sick! Can she pleaseeeee!" She begged starting to tear up.

Jeongyeon sighed, "Where’s Sana or Mina? Let me talk to one of them. And then I'II decide." She said. Momo angrily pouted and hung up.

After that she went back to the living room and sat on the couch beside Nayeon. The other three had started a movie with some popcorn.

They had watched some of the movie before

Mina checked the time and paused the tv.

"Girls its time for your nap." She said taking the phone from Momo.

She didnt protest as she rubbed her eyes and yawned. On the other hand, Nayeon looked like she was about to burst into tears. "don' wanna go sleep!" She said as the tears spilled down her face.

Nayeon was one of the people who just hated naps in general, big or small. Even though she was tired she refused. While Sana tried to deal with Nayeon, Mina took Momo up to their room and laid her down on the bed and tucked her in.

Soon she fell asleep, while Nayeon was in Sana’s arms even more tired than she was before. But right as she was set on the bed she ran to the bathroom and started to throw up.

Sana sat at her side the entire time trying to comfort the crying girl once again.

After they got her cleaned up and taken back to bed she refused to sleep again, unless both caregivers also took a nap with them. Which they agreed. They all snuggled close till the three of them fell asleep.

After the nap they watched more movies, ate dinner and went to bed.

The next day though, both caregivers ended up being sick…

#mazzy stuff 🦦 #age regression #agere little #little space #kpop agere #sfw agere #agere post #agere twice

[cyberfreaky]

hey pookie, its the crazy dad and angela anon here. you asked for more and u shall receive.

So yk how i said we turned around and went back to my grandparents house bc she didnt want his crazy ass no more? Well she ended up taking him back after he sweet talked her and shit so my dad ended up going to alabama with her after all (my gma didnt force me to go after the shit that went down between them). Fast forward a couple of weeks, all is well and spring break is coming up (i was home schooled btw)so my dad decides to call and ask if i wanna come stay up there for spring break and then GO BACK TO MY GMA'S HOUSE ONCE SPRING BREAK IS OVER(remember this) and ofc i declined multiple times but he kept on asking and just wouldnt stfu abt it so i finally caved and said yes bc i genuinely liked angelas daughters and 1 of them was only like a year older than me and we're pretty tight (we still talk). so i go up there and everything is going fine bc i wasnt even rlly talking to my dad so shits cool. we were going out and doing stuff and eating nice food and all that jazz but then the end of spring break rolls around and im asking whether they were gonna drive me back or if my gma was gonna come pick me up AND SEL, GUESS WTF THEY TELL ME- THEY SAY THAT IM NOT GOING BACK AND IM STAYING THERE TO LIVE WITH THEM!! SO THEY LITERALLY TRICKED ME INTO COMING UP THERE JUST SO I WOULD BE FORCED TO LIVE THERE WITH THEM!! WHAT KINDA FUCKED UP BS IS THAT!? anyways i was distraught, didn't feel comfortable whatsoever, and ended up getting into a really bad depressive state. so fast foward a few weeks my aunt and uncle call wanting to talk to me but angela and my dad don't like my aunt bc she always in everybodys business and stuff like that so they tell me that if i talk to her that i better not be running my mouth abt anything and ofc i say ok wtv. So im talking to them in my "room" while my dad and angela are downstairs "watching a movie" and im telling them that i absolutely hate it there and that they're always fighting and i don't feel safe or comfortable and that i just wanted to go back home. And little do i know that while im talking to them angelina is standing right outside my door and listening to the whole convo- so she busts up in there and snatches the phone away and hangs up. then she drags me downstairs and tells my dad that i was telling my aunt all their business and kept on going on and on abt how if i were her daughter she would've beat me black and blue so my dad decided that after she says that for the millionth time that he'd do just that. SO THEN THIS DESPICABLE MAN TAKES OFF HIS BELT, THROWS ME OVER THE ARM OF THE COUCH, AND STARTS BEATING ME!! all bc i was venting to my aunt. he was totally sober btw so it wasnt like his judgement was impaired in anyway besides angela in his ear.

anyways i have more stories abt them so if youd like to hear them just ask.

and if u wouldn't mind could you tell me all your thoughts on this story bc id really like to hear them, thx sel<333

my mouth is literally wide open rn cause what the actual fuck?? literally every adult in your life is a fucking loser (except ur aunt n uncle ig) and im sorry if that’s mean but seriously, im pissed off reading this. you should have never been allowed to have gone with your abusive dad, he is a piece of literal dog shit. and so is angela, fuck her and fuck ur dad. your grandparents never should have let you leave with him. idk how long ago this was (i’m assuming from a while ago??) but i genuinely hope you’re somewhere safe from these mfs. this is literally disgusting, i’m so so so sorry this has happened to you :(

#TW: abuse #nonnie ༉‧₊˚. #gossip sesh ೃ⁀➷ #sel’s inbox ♡

[cyan-id-e]

Yo yo yo! I didnt have internet for a bit and i got bored, i blacked out and this was in my copy and paste. So enjoy my little hermit fic, let me know if you want another part or something- i like writing :)

Stuck

Part 1(?)

The avian ran as fast as he could through the blindingly dark caves, arrows screeching by his ears as his only light source, a lantern, was almost knocked from his grip for what seemed like the millionth time.

Grian heard the sounds of the monsters fade as he got farther away, he glanced back before stopping. His heart was pounding and his throat was dry from how much he had been running for the past few hours. The small man then took a nearly broken pickaxe and dug into the wall, and blocking up the entrance with cobblestone, effectively giving himself a small room in the forever cold walls of the cave

Grian set down his lantern and put his back to the wall, sliding down from exhaustion and sitting on the floor. He checked himself over to see if he had any injuries, finding a arrow in his arm that finally started to sting with blistering heat

The man had bandages all over, some on his face, legs and arms due to him becoming more and more clumsy and anxious as the hours went on. Grian didnt know how long exactly he had been in the cave and he didnt know if or when he was getting out. He treated the arrow wound, wincing and making a noise when he pulls out the arrow harshly and drops it to the ground, small flicks of blood sputtering onto the cool stone floor.

He bandaged the wound and looked at how many hearts he had. The Three left were trembling as if terrified of the next hit of damage that would wipe him out. Grian then looked at his last healing potion, cringing. He had drank multiple of the magic potions. They started out sweet like apples but as time went on they became sickingly bitter on grian's tounge.. But he bit back his feelings, uncorked the potion and downed it, almost gagging at how bitter it was now.

He looked back at his hearts and saw them regenerate as he felt slightly better, there was no longer tension in his back that made his wings feel like they were thousand pound weights, the muscle of his wound weakly ached as grian pulled out his now cracked communicator as it buzzed twice with messages from the hermits. He looked at the screen to see who was saying what.

<Mumbo> Has anyone seen grian? Im wanting to talk base plans with him but i cant find him anywhere

<GoodTimeWithScar> i havent seen him at all today

<DocM77> yo G, wya?

Grian looked through the messages, seeing the hermits concerned on grian's whereabouts, asking who saw him last and if anyone knew if he was working on something.

Grian took shaking fingers and typed out a message

<Grian> I've been stuck in a cave and cant get out, sorry about that

It took bearly a second before the chat went wild with messages of concern and relief

<Mumbo> Stuck in a cave?!

<GoodTimeWithScar> oh my gosh

<Xisuma> do we need to do a rescue mission?

<DocM77> i can get the supplies

Grian smiled slightly at the chat before typing out a response

<Grian> yeah i need rescuing, just used my last health potion and im all out of food, help will be greatly appreciated

<DocM77> alright, I'll gather some things, X meet me at spawn along with anyone else that can help

<Keralis> didnt know hermits helping hermits happened on wednesday

<Xisuma> omw to spawn with some healing items

Grian looked up from his communicator as he heard noises from outside his hastily made bunker. He heard a mob die? 'No no that cant be right' he thought to himself

Grian gets up from his sitting position, picking up his lantern and creeping towards the entrance, taking out his pickaxe and breaking a block to look at what died but only found dark infection looking blocks covering the ground. Small spots were glowing like stars as he looked closer at the strange substance, breaking the other block to get out. His pickaxe broke then and there, startling him with the loud noise it made as it echoes on the walls before he sees strange tenticals in the distance light up in response to the noise.

Grian becomes curious about what these new blocks were, taking a step onto the squishy feeling blocks. The small batch of tenticals lit up again. He giggles slightly at the phenomenon and continues deeper into the infected looking caverns, looking around at the walls and floor as he stepped further and further into the cave

He eventually comes upon and dripstone cave littered with spikes that dripped with water. There was patches of the starry blocks all over the place

A buzz of his communicator breaks him out of his thoughts and he looks at the chat

<Xisuma> alright grian, give us your coords

<DocM77> G? You good?

Grian quickly types

<Grian> yeah im good sorry got distracted by some infected looking cave, my coords are -5000,-40,-60

<DocM77> whoa thats pretty far out

<Xisuma> yeah we'll be on our way dont worry

He looks around, putting his communicator on his belt loop before floating down to the bottom of the dripstone cave, looking up at the strangely pretty cavern walls. He walks around, more of the tentical patches lighting up as he stepped, finding a smaller section of the cave. His communicator buzzes again

<DocM77> wait did you say infected looking??

<Grian> yeah, its weirdly pretty

<Xisuma> What does it look like

Grian tilts his head slightly

<Grian> its slightly blue? Its very dark but has small bits that are glowing, why?

<DocM77> oh no

<Xisuma> grian dont move that is the deep dark and its very dangerous, have you activated any skulk sensors?

<DocM77> Give us your exact choords right now

<Grian> skulk? You mean the little tentical things?

<Grian> -5029,-40,-60

Grian looks around in confusion

<Xisuma> we will be there as soon as possible, try not to activate the skulk sensors

<DocM77> stand in place, G

Grian took one last glance at the communicator and listens to the two. They are the most tech savvy hermits of the server, they know what they are doing

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Grian continues to look around, every once and a while seeing a mob die and be sucked into the skulk, spreading it more. He then hears muffled voices and blocks breaking above him, his gaze shoots to the ceiling as he sees doc first.

"Grian! There you are!" Doc sounds relieved as X puts down a shulker box full of items

"Finally some actual faces!" Grian calls out happily, "the only thing I've seen here is mobs dying and also trying to kill me!"

X chuckles slightly "yeah you have been here for most of the day! You had everyone worried sick about you, you know?", doc pulls out a length of rope as X speaks

Grian looks to the side, avoiding eye contact "sorry about that.. Didnt mean to get stuck in a never ending cave", doc throws down the rope, holding the other end tightly, wrapping it in his hand for good measure "apology accepted, now lets get you out of here before we lose our little prankster" doc calls down to him

Grian grabs onto the rope, his arms ache as he attempts to climb up and he winces as his arm starts to burn under the bandage. X looks at him concerned "are you okay?" Grian looks up with slightly blurry eyes, he didnt know he was tearing up "y-yeah im fine, arm just hurts from getting hit with a arrow earlier" Doc gives a sceptical look "you sure?" Grian makes eye contact with doc "yeah i swear im f-" suddenly grian's arm gives out, causing him the plummet back down with a yelp.

He hits the ground with a loud thud that activates multiple sensors, grian winces at the flairing pain in his arm. "Grian!" Doc calls in concern, grian waves with his better arm

"its alright, im oka-" the room goes dead silent as something shrieks in the distance, grian's blood goes cold and he looks up at X who looks more terrified than concerned "X?! What was that?!" X gets closer to the man made ledge "Grian stay calm its only a shriker" grian looks around even more anxious now "shrieker?! That sounded like death itself is trying to make its way to our world!!" Doc looks at him with a slightly scared face "i know, i know, but you need to get up right now before anything happens!" grian doesn't say anything as he attempts to climb the rope again, his arm protesting heavily as he makes his second attempt.

Then they all hear something loudly emerge from the depths of the skulk, grian freezes and looks into the darkness as he hears a heartbeat and something groaning. X begins to try and pull the rope up frantically, doc catching on and joining in, trying his best to pull up the avian with X, X whisper yells to the small hermit "Grian..! Dont make any sounds and hold on okay..?"

Grian looks up at him with wide and terrified eyes and nods as the creature begins to come out of the darkness, grian brings his legs up to his chest to put as much distance between him and the creature.

Then grian's own body starts to betray him as he begins losing grip in his arm, he shoots his gaze up to X and Doc, completely terrified as he whispers "Im losing my grip again..!" Doc and X look at eachother as they try harder to pull their injured freind up, Doc whispers to grian to try and comfort him "its going to be okay, we got you..! Just a little bit more to go alright..?" Grian nods before looking at the creature below him

Grian chokes back a sob of pure fear into his sleeve as the monster starts to sniff the air. The thing was searching for him.

X whispers as he stretches out his hand "Grian..! Grab on..!" The hermit looks at him with terrified and anxious eyes, making a fatal mistake.

He attempts to grab on to X while holding on with his weak arm.

Doc's eyes widen as grian's grip fails and he falls towards the monster. Doc instinctively tries to grab the avain but fails, X lunges for the edge to try and catch grian, doc grabbing him to make sure he doesn't fall, accidentally letting go of the rope in the process.

In a quick moment everything went from bad to horribly worse as grian hit the ground and the creature imeditly reacting, roars loudly. Grian is now panicking as he frantically attempts to get away, barely able to get a hold on the ground to back away while his breathing becomes quick and he begins to hyperventilate while saying 'no' over and over to himself. His back hits a wall and he puffs his wings out to try and look bigger while he trembles.

The creature swings at him and he quickly ducks out of the way with a yelp, its fist slamming the wall seemingly shaking the entire cave, salagtites crashing to the ground in the distance, grian hears cracking from above and he quickly tries to get away,

but he was now pinned in place as a salagtite pierces his wing dead in the middle, blood imeditly begining to pool. Grian cries out in pain as he frantically tries to pull on his wing to get away from the beast that is looming over him, seemingly watch him struggle and panic as he now tries to sheild himself from more falling rocks that cut his arms and legs, grian looks up and instantaneously hit square in the face with a rock that makes blood gush from his nose and break a part of his glasses

Doc and X are frantically trying to find a way to save the distressed hermit, searching through the shulker box they brought to see if they can find anything to help to help "Grian!! We're gonna get you out of there dont worry!!" Doc yells down to the small avain, not caring about being quiet anymore

Grian's vision begins to blur and black dots start forming like paper being burned from the middle out, he feels himself stop struggling as he becomes too weak to do so, his ears are ringing loudly. He attempts to keep his strength, weakly pulling at his now mangled wing to try and free it again but nothing happens. He begins to go limp as the monster steps towards him and grabs the salagtite, his head is now resting against the cold stone flooring as he loses more and more of his vision and control over his body, he feels something be lifted off of his wing, he looks over with his last bit of strength and sees the creature taking the salagtite and getting rid of it. His head falls back to its previous position and his eyes fall closed

Grian feels himself be picked up as his broken glasses begin to fall off one side of his face, hearing the shards clatter with the ground, his wings are outstretched and limp. He feels the blood of his nose dripping as he is being seemingly carried away to a unknown place

The last thing he hears is Doc and Xisuma becoming distant as they frantically try to call his name to wake him up.

#hermitcraft grian #hermitcraft doc #hermitcraft xisuma #grian #docm77 #xisumavoid #CW blood #tw blood #hermitcraft season 9 #what have i done

[babylove00]

Till time ends itself

Part three, book 1

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one week till wedding

you were a reck you badly wanted to tell bucky how you felt but you knew bad things would only come from it. besides the thought of doing that to Natasha was breaking your heart bucky and her belonged together. they had the love that has been shown in every movie,book,tv show in the world. yes you were sad but happiness was what you forced on yourself, you didnt want to go to their wedding thats was this week.

but you owed it to them, and it would be weird if the braid and grooms best friend didnt show up. so like always you bottle up and push your emotions away hoping that one day that they will snap away in thin air. it was now monday and work was carzy, bruce and tony fought about everything and you sadly you had to endure it. you watched as bruce and tony bickered back and fourth. "its not safe tony! people could get hurt, it needs more time. I need more time to run some tests!" tony rolled his eyes and scuffed he turned to you and your eyes widened "No no! im not getting in the middle of this." you said.

now bruce was looking at you fot your answer as well you rolled your eyes. " fine you want my answer. tony, im on bruce's side we still dont know what it can do, we haven't even had any human trails yet." tony threw his arms up in the air and walked out pepper following after him. you and bruce worked in peace after that.

the day was slow but finally it was four and you ran out the door ready to get out of there. as you were driving home you got a text from nat saying 'call me!' when you got home you pulled out you phone and called natasha. you put her on speaker phone well you changed into some a tanktop and white little matching shorts and white socks. "yeah, but today im sitting there and stacy goes "well im sure you had a couple of pounds to lose." i was so taken back yelena almost dove over the table and stabbed her i swear." nat spoke through the phone.

stacy was natashas rude ass cousin that nats mother forcec her to invite to the wedding you all hated her. "damn i hate her, whats her promble with you marring bucky?" you said as you cooked your dinner. mac and cheese for the win like most nights "i have no clue but im so done with her i cant stand to think that she'll be in my wedding photos." nat said through clenched teeeth. "eww i just get a shiver down my back thinking about her, evil" you saod as you shook away the bad feeling you had just got.

"alright james just got home, i'll talk to you later i love you y/n" she smiled nat was some what still that crazy care free girl she used to be love for her and you friendship filled your heart. "okay i love you too bye!" then you hung up you couldn't do that her you loved her too much. to then told yourslef for the millionth time it was just a stupid crush.

Tuesday came and went, tony and bruse finally agured to wait a little longer on the project you all were working on. pepper and you made plans to meet up for wednesday pepper was the only one who knew about your love for bucky. she was supported you in anthing you did, but when it came to bucky she didnt care for him. you were walking around the city no place in mind just walking, the cold air that cut throw your lungs was refeshing. you watched your breathe in the air just trying to clear your head trying rid the guiltiness of loving him.

the sun was setting over the buildings, you used to take walks with natasha all time but know as you two have gotten older they have stop happening. it sadden your heart to know that you loved him and you would never stop, it didnt bother you that he didnt love you in that way you had accected that long ago. what bothered you was that she loved him, she was the sunshine in your life and you felt like a trash person for loving your bestfriends soon to be husband. ding!

steve: i see you

you were a little confused and started to look around you. you spoted steve standing across the street you waved at him as he crossed. you wrapped each other in a big hug he smelled amazing, he was warm and cozy. right now hug was what you needed "y/n/n what are you doinh out here its getting dark?" he questioned you. you both let go of eachother and looked up at him, he towered over you woth his height, "im just taking a walk" she shrugged. his face was writen in worry.

"y/n you could get hurt out here, you shoundt walk alone" you stated in a stern tone. "i know, i know i just needed to clear my head thats all" he grabbed your hand his fingers locking with yours as he pulled you down the street. "w-were are you going!" you yekped as he tugged you harder. "were going to make you happy! come on y/n" you both ran down the sreet laughing as you made your way to an arracde. "here we are m'lady." he joked, your face lit up his happiness you pulled him inside as you both took in that the fun stuff you could do.

you felt like you were 15 again running around with him doing the most random things to intertain yourselfs. you played mario cart and laser tag, he won you a stuffed animal cat in a claw mechine. "oh steve look there cotton cady!" you squeled as you interlocked your fingers with his and draged him over to were it was being selled. steve laughed at how happy you were, he could feel his heart grow warmer everytime he saw you smile. he was madly in love with you.

he wished he could live here in this moment forever with you. he hopped and dreamed one day you and him could share a life together. you almost fogot how funny and sweet steve was no one really got to shoe that side of them anymore. you hadnt thought of bucky the whole time only thinking about steve. "one cotton cady please!" you asked the man who worked the counter.

you got your cotton cady and began to eat it. you handt realized that you hand was still in steves but oh boy did he notice. he lightly swang your arm back in forth as you two walked. "thank you steve this means a lot to me" you said while looking up at him a bright smile on your face, one he handt seen in so long. "anything for kitten" you sqeuzzed his hand and you both made mermoies that you swore to remember for the rest of your life.

steve dropped you off at your apartment, you didnt want the night to end. you wished that you ans steve could stay like this forever. you and him were still holding hands but netheir of you said anything about it, thinking that if etheir of you said anything it would end. steve and you were now standing outside your front door laughing about a 40 or somthing year old that was cailminh on the kids jangle gym and fell off. it was now a little inside joke the two of you found to be one of the most funniest things in the world.

"i had an amazing time tonight steve! it was the most fun i think ive had ever!" you said while you both smiled at each other. "me too we should do it again, also im not going to the wedding with peggy anymore" your brows knotted together even though your were happy. "why what happened?" you asked steve suddenly got all shy and his hands got alittle sweaty in yours. "well i know your both inveited to the wedding but i was hopping you would be my date y/n"

a smile placed on lips "you want to go with?" you asked just making sure you didnt hear him worng. you always had a little crush on steve but bucky took your heart before you ever really got to give it away. "yeah i do, if you dont want t-to go with me or you have a date i totally understand" you stood on you tipy toes and kissed his check "of crouse i'll go you stevie!"

steve let out a breath he didnt know he was holding in, a smile on his lips again and you felt your knees go weak. god he's beautiful you thought "great! alright i'll see you soon kitten" the pet name made you want to kiss him thoughts of how great steve was were in your head all night. you went to bed with a smile on your face and little did you know your were now falling for steve.

the rest of the week was going great you and steve talked on the phone everyday you and him have been friends since highschool and you knew eacth other inside and out but this was different. flirting all all the time smile and laughs shared and longing looks. when you and pepper met up you told her all about what was happening with you and steve. you said she was glad you were moving on from bucky and you were too. but you knew once you were at that wedding all those sad feeling from the years of hiding your love would come back almost like they never left to began with.

#marvel fic #bucky barnes #bucky barnes oneshot #bucky barnes x y/n #james barnes x reader #mcu au #spotify #stucky

[willsjuice]

ok so this is my first ever time writing a fic and ik its shit and cringey and stuff but i poured my pathetic little heart out on this and theres no way its staying in my notes app

steves heart stoped when he realized who the spinning bottle had landed on. the rest of the circle - nancy, jonathan, argyle, and robin- sat on the floor of the shitty rental place (that steve and robin shared) let silence hold thick in the air.

 steve slowly peered over the neck of the bottle to see a pair of huge brown doe eyes peering back at him. his heart was thumping out of his chest and his stomach was doing backflips. 

they had sat and stared at one another for longer than intended or "normal" when nance piped up, "okay, if you want to redo the spin you can?" what was supposed to be a reminder felt more like a question.

suddenly the boys were on their feet, never breaking eye contact. the air was heavy and neither of them knew what was happening, but were drew to the other like a magnet. suddenly eddie grabbed steves face, closing the space between the two. steve kissed back, the world spinning around them. their lips aligned perfectly, keeping them together like they needed the other like they needed air. a desperation in both of them, the

air surrounding filled with electricity and heat. 

soon the kiss had ended as soon as it had begun, and the staring at each other started again. they were still just inches apart, hands holding firmly on the others jacket. 

at this moment steve saw eddies expression change from in shock to fear. he let go of steve and began breathing heavily, his eyes darting around the room. 

"uhm, i gotta go.." eddie practically tore out of the door, leaving steve standing in the middle of the circle with all eyes on him. steve followed the man through the door to see him climbing onto the roof of the small building. steve followed, calling out his name. "eddie? eddie? eddie dude are you okay?" no response except for the other boys heavy breathing and the sound of him lighting a cigarette.

"im coming up, like it or not." steve announced, shimmying up the ladder he assumed eddie placed there. he peeked over the shingles to find eddie crouched up against the brick chimney, his head between his knees with a cigarette between his ringed fingers, letting smoke trail into the starry sky above them. 

steve walked over and slumped next to the figure. steve nudged him with his shoulder. 

"hey, whats wrong? everything's okay, dude. please dont worry about them, i know they dont care."

"bullshit."

steve remembered that night at the halloween party, nancy calling everything he said bullshit. hes sure she doesn't know how badly that hurt him, but it was irrelevant now. they were cool with each other, but it still hurt him. 

"whats bullshit?" steve asked

"that they dont care. everyone is going to hate me now. eddie the freak munson shows up, telling them about a girl getting her eyes sucked out of her skull and dragging a bunch of trauma on everyone. after he makes them save him multiple times, they give it a shot to hang out and what does the freak do? kiss their friend when given a chance not to. the fucking weirdo kisses a dude and runs. did you hear how quiet they were? like they were scared of something happening? im sorry." a harsh and angry tone falling out of eddies mouth. he wasnt mad at steve or anyone else, but at himself. "i had a chance to have friends and i fucking ruined it." tears welled in his eyes at the thought of losing them. 

"what? oh my god thats not true at all. nobody thinks of you like that. you didnt fuck anything up." steve paused staring at the ground. "im glad you kissed me. i didnt want it to end..." he continued in a quieter tone. 

eddies eyes tore off his shoes to look at the man sitting beside him. 

"what?" he whispered. 

steve chuckled, "im pretty sure you heard me." 

their eyes met for the millionth time that night, neither dreaming of breaking the gaze. steve cupped eddies cheek, and placed their lips together once more, shorter this time, but just as sweet. they felt dizzy, leaning into it, reveling in the moment. a tear falling from eddies eye, steve wiping it from his cheek. their lips moved together as if it was meant to be, like it was fate. the joy and the relief that drowned the both of them overwhelming.  when they parted into a hug, all that could be heard was a quiet "i love you" from steve.

#steddie #steveddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #fruity four #fanfic #gay mlm #lgbtq #im tired of tags you get the point

[marz-likes-palaces]

about þ

i need to rant. leave me alone for a second, i just need to get this out (again. for the millionth time. im fine, dont worry)

have you ever seen/heard "ye olde" whatever? did you ever in your head/out loud pronounced it "yee"? chances are you have

thats wrong and ahistoric, and no one would ever pronounce it that way before it started being used as a "historic way to spell the"

why did it ever appear in the first place then, you might be asking

this image

this image is the reason. you might've never seen this and might be very confused about what this has to do with anything. thats fine. i'll explain

a very often feature of medieval manuscripts is that people didnt really want to write out every small repetitive word over and over and over again. so they made shortcuts for them! for ease, i'll show it on another one, but i'll return to "ye" very quickly, dont worry

a modern example of a scribal abbreviation (what i described in the previous paragraph) is e.g. % < -- this! instead of having to tediously write out "percent" every time, you just whack % instead! so convenient! awesome!

this was always done, and there are a million and five different abbreviations everywhere, and it's fine. the image i showed is an example of one of them. if i were to write it and not just show it to you, it would be þe. that looks different, you might say. and you wouldnt be wrong

the letter (þ) i used is called thorn. it is an old english letter read as the "th" sound in the (there are other old english letters that youve never seen and theyre infinitely interesting, if it is anything that might interest you, check them out). it was used in english up to basically the 17th century, although it started kinda dying out in the 14th century and being replaced by "th". the final blow to it was that printing presses imported into england did not have þ and so it just faded out

okay thats fun, but where did we get ye. i still didnt answer that. thats fine

in medieval england, the letter thorn became very similar to the letter y (as you can see in the image. the letter in the image is þ as hard as it might be to believe. i know it doesnt really look similar, but just... trust. it's true and i cant really change that) and so when the printing presses rolled around, people still wanted to keep using their abbreviations and continued using "ye" instead of "þe" as it looked basically the same. but everyone still knew "oh, thats just a substitution for thorn, it should still be read as the." nobody would read that as "yee." ye also existed as its own word (old form of you) and that would be pronounced "yee" but unless you want to say "you old tavern" saying "yee olde" is kinda dumb

funfacts for the road: þe was not the only commonly used abbreviation containing thorn. there was also there (þt) and thou (þu)

and last info, if you wish to use this beautiful letter, you can either painstakingly copy and paste them, or Icelandic still uses it and has it on its keyboard, so you can just quickly shift between keyboards (or even just get used to Icelandic and use it. it's not what i do as my language's keyboard has shit tons of custom letters that i need for my language, but it's something you could do)

#marz rants (a lot) #this might be one of the longest ones. oops #i should be writing an essay but i got pissed and needed to write this out somewhere. anywhere #letter thorn #þ

[joculatrixster]

I posted 7,601 times in 2022

That's 780 more posts than 2021!

581 posts created (8%)

7,020 posts reblogged (92%)

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I tagged 7,549 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#mod trix - 707 posts

#reblog for l8ter - 552 posts

#loz - 517 posts

#lol - 440 posts

#cookie run - 437 posts

#pokemon - 359 posts

#link - 285 posts

#yup - 217 posts

#zephyr - 178 posts

#cookie run kingdom - 166 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#as long as they respect skintones acting like a black person cant have big eyes or tiny noses is wwell gross! especially in a stylized styl

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

The current discourse revolving around Affogato Cookie is literally just Aloe Cookie but genderbent.

YUP i said it in my reply to anon its not about HIM specifically its a FANDOM WIDE ISSUE the fact this keeps happening is the issue. as one of the only fandoms w/ MULTIPLE CANON nonbinary and gnc cookies we cant keep forcing gender roles on cookies then acting a fool when they dint align w/ our assumptions this kind of thing is what makes pll not want to explore their genders because then they'll feel like there something else to them like they have to be gay or nonbianry. like i get u guys want to express thise hcs but the problem is i NEVER see ppl say cookies like cheesecake or chocolate bonbon are nonbinary or trans women no its always sour belt or aloe. why does Affogato HAVE to be a trans man or nonbinary but not dark cacao...? think about why u guys chose the LITTERAL man in a dress for ur trans hcs but not the strong heroic kingdom leader. thats fucked up. and trans men can hc whayever the FUCK they want i dont care but cis ppl and other trans ppl are ALSO buying into it and being upset he wasn't a she/her or they/them. thats when i get the issue. because this shit never spreads in the fandom unless a cookie is gnc and yall wanted them to be the opposite gender or nonbinary. if u make trans hcs even subconsciously because u dont like the assigned gender of a character thats. fucked. up.

this is coming from a bitch w/ a mostly trans and nonbinary friend group who loves dresses, skirts, and leggings im very much fem irl but i do not use she/her online. anyone coming across this in the tags pls stop assuming if someone disagrees w/ u they r automatically an enemy to ur cause lmao just tell me if u disagree and we can have a talk about it

36 notes - Posted February 25, 2022

#4

btw if u think kumiho is a slut/whore genuinely i hate u so much if u think its ok to insult her like that i want u hunted for sport

38 notes - Posted February 5, 2022

#3

if ur harassing ppl over info that came in a brand new update ur a bad person i dont care if canonly or heavily implied the dragons r all related the devs JUST dropped this info and ships like Ananas x Pitaya have been around for years. let ppl hae time to see the new info and change their stances on stuff yall r too fucking rude and stupid to understand that sometimes ppl dont play updates or dont have all the info before u run ur mouths istg

46 notes - Posted July 14, 2022

#2

FELLAS IS IT GAY TO-

60 notes - Posted October 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

dear cookie run mutuals! i just got a reply on my post about how Cream Unicorn canonly did kidnap children(not even mentioning modifying 2 adults body w/out their consent) that was condescending and also woobifed cream unicorn cookie. once again fandom ppl assume when i point out the flaws of my favs it means im being malicious and misunderstand canon as if im an idiot newbie who doesnt understand what motivation is so i obviously make posts w/ouit understand that no bc ur fav was sad/lonely they get to do whatever they want

u know what that means?

war. this means war.

im gonna start Cream Unicorn cookie is a bit fucked up propaganda now. join me in my cause of being petty bc someone didnt bother to read my tags on my post for the millionth time!

Cream Unicorn cookie is a faerie who IS fucked up that DOESNT mean they r evil but it does mean they lack general human morales and will do things like *checks notes* kidnap children and keep them bc they r lonely bc they do not understand other ppl may like *check notes* not want to be trapped in a fantasy world forever! wow! look at that a valid interpretation of a character based off canon facts that doesn't woobify my fav or ignore their actions. ik its crazy to see it!

if u wish to see more of this join me in the cause!

63 notes - Posted July 28, 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #so glad it doesnt count dleted psots bc i would kms if that meme i psoted that blew up was there

[thoughts-and-all-that]

im so sick of everyone not listening to me

i told them. i told them that i didnt want to take care of the kids tonight

they didnt listen and insisted i should so they could go to the casino for the 2 millionth time this month those fucking addicts

my brother JUST GOT PAID and my dad is about to get fucking paid for his new job. its not like we need money for food, we have a fucking ebt card

they wonder why i dont want to try things like alcohol and gambling, its because addiction runs in our veins and im not trying to start that stupid bullshit

and honestly. i hate myself. those kids are too young to listen and they dont understand english yet so of course the only thing i have is physical things and that kid would not stop smacking his head on the walls and door just because he saw someone leave the house

i screamed. multiple times. i kept putting him back in the bounce castle that was literally just gifted to them. i was the only one home because these assholes keep insisting i take care of these kids. I AM NOT A PARENT. I NEVER WANT TO BE A PARENT AND I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO.

and these fucking PRICKS keep trying to make me moms replacement ever since she died. just because they see me as a girl and because i wake up easy. i dont want to be responsible for other people. i hate being responsible for other people. AND IM. NOT. A. GIRL. i HATE waking people up because these assholes get all mad with me in their sleepy states and take too fucking long and id rather just do anything else and when people get mad at me, even if they dont mean it, i get mad too

i hate my fucking body and i hate my fucking life and i have no real friends and i have no where to go and its a fucking shock im still here sometimes

im sitting in the cramped corner of my room where theres a five year old cat piss stain and my lips and mouth are so dried out

and if im honest. i would take my nephews existences back if i could go back in time and fix everything. my brother had kids too early and with the wrong woman. he was just so fucking horny cause shes apparently suuuper hot to straight guys or something just cause shes skinny and has big boobs

he lies and says he had his son on purpose but he just doesnt realize that its fine if the kid was an accident cause he loves him anyway

but my gosh you couldve had him with a woman who doesnt fucking suck

and my brothers are texting and calling me and i dont fucking care damnit i dont care maybe they should stop trying to make me a parent to these fucking kids. of course theyre prioritising the kids and not caring about how i feel either. never check in with me ever i guess, okay then, ill just sit here and totally not feel feelings all the time

and i just know if i try to express why im beyond sick of taking care of these kids theyre going to laugh in my face because they dont take me seriously BECAUSE NO ONE EVER TAKES ME SERIOUSLY

everyone treats me like im a stupid child. im not a stupid fucking child. im a damn adult by now and just as worthy of being taken seriously as every other loser on this stupid shitty planet

the only motherfucker i have in this world whos never done me wrong is a stuffed animal that i gave fictional life over a decade ago. isnt that sad as hell.

#vent #personal #long post

[unkokurt]

I dont know if you will ever see this, and frankly I dont care at this point I just need to get this shit off my chest. I can honestly say that I wish i never met you. I wish I never sent you that message telling you how i really felt after all these years. I shouldve left you unhappy and alone with Devonte. All I got was a girlfriend who neglected my needs and still expected me to meet hers regardless of how she treated me! A girlfriend who didnt take anything i said or felt into consideration. A girlfriend who only put herself first and never cared how it affected me or our relationship, a girlfriend who always played the victim and runs back home when anything goes wrong even if her actions caused it! A girlfriend who was mentally and physically abusive. When i said i deserved better i meant that shit whole heartedly. I repeatedly told you what was bothering me and what needed to change and yet you made no effort at all to fix those things. I guess you feel as if you dont need to do any work on yourself and thats fine, but im good on that bullshit. You gave me crumbs and expected so much in return. You didnt even give the bare minimum literally time, and support! I shouldnt have had to ask for these things to begin with!

I want you to know I didnt leave because of money, it may have been a part of the issue but its far from the main reason I left. I left because you were a bad partner and girlfriend. You were selfish as fuck and just told me what i wanted to hear rather than genuinely fixing the issue, my needs never were a priority. It took what 2 years and a handful of fights and break ups for you to start making time for me? Yet any time you had you’d go spend with friends instead because “we lived together”. Then when id be irritated about it you’d try and make it seem as if i was jealous you had friends! Like nah i was irritated because you never made time for me but will make time for just about anybody else! Why i waited that long for quality time with you is beyond me! All the while supporting us while you finished college! Then the moment you could actually help out. You leave me to fend for myself yet again! Not like id been asking for some financial support for a year and a half +. Your response everytime was “but what about MY savings” like im not paying 4k a month in bills because of you and your fucking “needs”! Then you have the nerve to call me fucking selfish! The funniest part is when you told me “if you had this opportunity you wouldnt take it?” To be real with you, if it meant leaving you to fend for yourself knowing full well you were struggling I wouldnt. But thats why me and you arent the same. I wouldnt make my partners life harder just for some financial gain but i guess thats just me being selfish huh? And honestly you telling me youd do anything to make it work between living with me and your grandmas just to literally do nothing and tell me im on my own was total bullshit. I shouldve just broke things off months ago like i planned. Idk why i listened to you when you said youd do anything because i knew damn well you were lying!

You make me out to be such a bad person and you make all these post on tumblr like “get you somebody whos in the mood for you everyday” guess what I was in the mood for you everyday. I wanted to marry you and have a family the whole 9 yards. But you PUSHED me away and made me resent and hate you. Its wild how you sit there pretending to be a victim in all of this when you literally left me to figure shit out on my own for the fucking millionth time! Like you really thought i wasnt gonna get sick of your shit? You fucked me over and acted like it wasnt a big deal because you were playing savior to your family. That was the final straw for me. You constantly putting EVERYTHING before me, and our relationship. I never wanted to walk away but you left me no choice. You showed me your true colors time and time again, Id have to be a fucking idiot to keep letting you do this shit to me! I just want closure and to move on with my life after spending 10 years wasted on some fantasy relationship that was shit both times around! Same bullshit just 10 years apart. Id say i wish you the best but id be lying. I hope the day you decide to put your all into somebody they break your fucking heart like you did mine! I hope you learn what it feels like to put somebody first just for them to put you last when it really matters. I hope they walk out on you every time you make them upset! I hope you wake up one day and regret ever treating me this way and you have to live with that for the rest of your fucking life! Itll be no surprise to me if none of your future relationships work out if you continue to treat your significant others this way. Nobody wants to be neglected and treated like their replaceable.

[lukeevangelista]

Hey, how about 073 and 074 (prompt list 9) with Matt Boldy! Thanks girl 💕

matt sighed as he heard your voicemail beep for what felt like the millionth time that day.

you weren’t picking up the phone and he didn’t know why.

he didn’t think he had didnt anything or said anything wrong.. so why wouldn’t you talk to him?

the thoughts kept running through his head.

‘what if something happened?’

‘is she hurt?’

matt had enough with all the thoughts that wouldn’t leave his brain

“hey! watch out.” jordan laughed as he held his teammates by his arms to steady him, “what’s wrong?”

“y/n isn’t answering the phone and i’m worried something has happened.” he rushed out in one breath.

jordan could see how distraught his teammate was.

“maybe you should go and check on her. i’m sure she’s fine. i’ll let coach know what’s going on.“ jordan stated calmly, “now go.”

it didn’t take matt long to arrive at your apartment, seeing your car in its normal parking spot. he quickly exited his car, finding your key on his key ring before basically taking a stair and skipping two.

“god please be home.” he whispered to himself as he jiggled the key into the lock.

the apartment was quiet, the only noise coming from the fish tank and the soft hum from the refrigerator.

he slowly walked through the apartment, not wanting to startle you if you were home.

“y/n?” he quietly called out.

no response.

he kept walking, finally in the direction of you room. he slowly opened the door, seeing you curled up in the blankets, your head only peaking out enough to get fresh air.

“baby?” he whispered as he got closer, slightly jarring you awake.

“matt?“

“yeah baby it’s me. i’ve been calling you and you haven’t answered. you had me worried.” he said as he pushed the hair that fell in front of your eyes away as he got a closer look at your face, “are you okay?” he asked, his thumb rubbing your cheek bone.

you shook your head no as the tears started to come back, him brushing them away.

“tell me what’s wrong.” he softly spoke to you.

“i keep telling everyone everything is fine and each time someone asks.. i get closer to just- breaking.”

“you should have called me baby. i cant be here for you if you don’t tell me these things.”

“i know. i just didn’t know what to say.” you whispered, “shouldn’t you be at practice?” you asked.

“that’s the least of my concerns right now baby.” he replied as he hopped over the bed, tugging you against his arms, “you’re my priority right now.”

#matt boldy #soft thoughts w/ari #nhl imagine #matt boldy imagine

[xtodorcki]

Could you Maybe write a headcanon about Levi and erwin taking in the reader after her parents died where she is living with all the scouts/cadet corps and just Like them being her two fake overprotective dads? (You Can add a Lil erenxreader if u want)

If you dont wanna write this thats totally fine, ily <3

“Father Figure,” Erwin x Levi Headcanon

I actually really like this ideaaaa, I can imagine Levi and Erwin being over protective dads.

Summary: headcanon of Erwin and Levi as overprotective dads after they take baby you in after your parents die.

Warnings: noneee, just fluffy dads

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Levi:

When Levi found you in the streets, skinny, on the brink of death and crying after witnessing your parents die from starvation, it had gave him horrible flashbacks from when he was in that same position.

He didn’t hesitate to take you in and raise you as his own, you even got comfortable enough to call him dad but they were times when you would switch between dad and Levi which he didn’t mind.

Once you became of age, you had tried to convince Levi to let you join the scouts but he continuously said no which made you bicker with him.

You definitely got your stubbornness from him 100%. The small arguments between you two were entertaining like two children fighting over the last slice of pizza until he would get irritated and made you clean.

When the new set of cadets came in, it wasn’t long that you became close friends with Eren, Armin and the rest of them since you were around their age but Levi had always tried his best to keep you separated from the cadets, it only made your dream to become a scout increase.

“When are you going to let me join the scouts, dad?” You brought the topic up once again, he was sure this was the millionth time this month you had brought it up but he was obviously being dramatic

“I’m not letting you join, Y/N. That will always be my final answer.” The annoyance in his tone was obvious and he had stared over at you, making you let out a groan.

“Why are you so afraid of me joining? I learned from the best and you’re keeping me trapped in here like a dog!” You certainly pushed his buttons even to the point where he would ask himself why he picked you up and took you in but of course he never regretted that decision, he loved you like his own.

“I’m not letting you go out there and risk your life under my watch, Y/N.”

“As if you don’t leave me here to risk your life and leave me wondering if I’ll become an orphan again.”

Levi grew quiet, he knew you were right but he never really went deep into thought about it and he couldn’t help but feel guilty once he saw it from your point of view.

“I doubt I’ll be dying anytime soon, too good at my job.” He said with a snarky attitude, his eyes moving back down to the papers in front of him.

“Doesn’t matter, you shouldn’t be hypocrite. I want to join the scouts.”

“No.”

“Yes.”

“I said no.” Levi shot you a hard glare, making you close your mouth and breathe in through your nose.

“I don’t want to talk about it anymore, get out of here and go do your chores.” He simply said, using his hand to gesture you off and that had made you upset, mumbling words he couldn’t make out while you stepped towards the office door.

“Hey,” He spoke up again, making you turn around and you had gotten scared that he heard your mumbles and was probably going to add more chores to your list.

“I love you, alright? I’ll think about it.” Levi had a huge soft spot for you, his heart weighed heavily to even think about his own child joining the scouts. He wanted you to be somewhat normal and live a normal life.

“Really? You’re serious?”

“I might be but I can’t promise that I would agree to it, Y/N.” He said in a grumpy tone, a groan leaving his lips when you ran over to hug onto him.

“Thank you, dad.”

You certainly kept Levi on his toes and always gave him headaches to the point where he would miss the times you were young, adorable, didnt argue back, cuddling into him as you slept instead being a pain in the ass teenager but he wouldn’t have it any other way.

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Erwin:

Erwin had somehow ended up at the scene. After wall Maria had fallen, they went through to try and find any survivors and that’s when his laid upon you. You were in your crib, quiet and completely unharmed.

Both of your parents were nowhere in sight and he had feared that they’ve been eaten by the Titans. He didn’t want to take you in, he had tried to fight the urge to have his emotions connected to his job but once he lifted you up in his arms, your big eyes instantly melted his heart.

After that, you grew up under his roof and under his supervision. It had taken him years for him to be comfortable enough to tell you that he wasn’t your real father and that your real parents had died, you were around 16 when he first sat you down and told you.

But that didn’t change the love you had for your father, you were very close with him and he made sure to be the best he could be, better than his dad at least.

Since you had lived with Erwin, you were always around the scouts and the cadets, you even had a small crush on Jean and once your father found out, he definitely started playing the overbearing dad to the point where he would watch you closely and even told the scouts to not entertain you.

That really didn’t stop you nor Jean from being friends and even flirting here and there but Jean would get scared every time Erwin would give you that deadly look.

After that, he tried to keep you away from the cadets/scouts and gave you more chores and stuff to do like go into town to shop, to do things where it would be far from the cadets and he would even force you to eat in his office with him instead with the others, it had gotten on your nerves but you were smart enough to not talk back and defy him in anyway, Erwin can definitely be harsh with punishments and treat you like a cadet.

But Erwin also was too soft when it came to you, he wouldn’t do anything to hurt you or make you hate him because you grew up to be a well grounded person, you grew up around the sweetest and smartest guy from the scouts and you learned hell of a lot from him.

“I seen you with Jean today.” Erwin spoke as he ate his food and you tried to avoid the topic, acting as if you were just asking him questions.

“I was just asking him where the cleaning supplies were, he had them last.” You cleared your throat, the little lie he can easily see right through.

“You don’t have to lie to me, I raised you better than that, Y/N.” He raised his eyebrow, giving you another chance to tell the truth.

“Sorry, dad.” You mumbled, picking at the food on your plate to keep yourself distracted from not making eye contact with him.

“Look, I hate to be the bad guy here. I didn’t want you to be so involved with the scouts like this but I guess it was unavoidable when we live here. I just don’t want you to involve emotions when it’s not promised that he’ll make it back alive every mission.” Erwin had to be nice, only for your sake but deep down he wish he could lock you away from all the cadets.

“You’re acting as if I’m about to marry him.” You snort out a laugh, looking up at him and he chuckled.

“Certainly not, that would be over my dead body before I allow that to happen.” He admitted, making you furrow your eyebrows.

“You’re so dramatic. I’m not dating Jean.” You rolled your eyes, he was always dramatic you thought. He always watched over you like a hawk and you never really understood why when you were perfectly safe living inside the base.

But deep down Erwin always feared that he would end up losing you. Even though he always told himself, no emotions or personal feelings when it came to joining the scouts and becoming commander but now his life revolved around you, making sure you were safe, healthy and happy above all but what he also feared the most is that he won’t make it home one day to you and that’s why he’s always so loving and over protective.

That’s why he constantly wants to spend time with his only child, he didn’t want you to feel how he felt when his father disappeared. So when it came to you hanging out Jean a little too much, the father instinct kicked in and he tried to get between, afraid of losing you to not only Titans but to another man.

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