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headlesshorsemanxiii · 2 years

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You and I need to talk. . .

We've had our differences over the years and I know I've treated you poorly. But you and I have a problem - and it's me. I know it'll take time, but I'm asking you to forgive me for how I've treated you, denigrated and undervalued you, to deny that which others seem to see so easily. For our own survival, that needs to change. I'm tired, dude. Tired of fighting pointless battles, tired of defeating myself before I've even begun the fight. Tired of ignoring you and your council. It's going to be a difficult journey for us both and, god knows, we'll fight each other before we finally call peace, but it will be worth it, I promise you.

So, what is it do we want, after peace is called? For now, three things; the first, I want us to create again. To write, to draw, to give form to the visions in my head which I used to love so much, the thing that ran through our veins. I want to fall in love with it again. But something stands in the way:

Depression. That liar; that thief in the night. He came and robbed me of almost everything, everything I loved, which was part of me and yet he continues to whisper the lies, seductive and insidious. It's time that fucker was removed from consideration, to knock his deceitful dick in the dirt; the second thing I want for us. But for that, we need each other, in union, as one with purpose. I need you. He has our property, and I want it back! He also prevents me from being a good man, a man who wishes to be seen and loved by someone for my virtues and my heart.

The third thing is a more personal thing perhaps, but something just as meaningful to me:

When all this is done, and we've reclaimed what is ours, bloodied and bruised from battle and begin to rebuild anew, I want her to see me, and just be proud of me.

I need you for all this, and more. We need each other. . .

HHXIII.

#depression #thoughts on depression #reflection #making peace with yourself #taking back what's yours #the man in the mirror #i'm sorry #the fight begins #but i intend to win #you've taken enough from me #i want it back

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craycraybluejay · 1 year

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Getting blocked again but unfortunately I am v e r y good at making emails. Maybe you can block the first hundred or so. Try a few thousand.

#im insane #insaneposting #anoutherposting #whack a mole #google is going to love me very much soon #i dont know what game you're playing #but i intend to win #you cannot discourage me #or in any way shake me off

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myrandom-fandomlife · 1 year

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Actually no I’m so not done talking about how rigged the quell was. Because I’ve seen people referring to it as “hunger games all stars.” That was 1000% intentional. Not only is it these weirdly coincidental duos that are reaped together (even from districts with tons of victors). For instance, a brother and sister duo, and two different known couples- it’s ALSO people who won their own games by extraordinary means. It IS the all stars, anyone who poses the biggest threat to the capitol. To eliminate all but one would be to eliminate any threat of the capitol’s fall. All of them arguably have the most reason for rebellion as well- it was a truly genius move that probably would’ve worked if it weren’t for Plutarch’s plan.

#i also really really think that the quell was heavily intended for finnick to win #the hunger games #the quarter quell #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #catching fire #mockingjay #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #finnick odair #annie cresta #haymitch abernathy #plutarch heavensbee

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delicourse · 9 months

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Rosette🏵️

#jolyne cujoh #jolyne kujo #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #stone ocean #deliart #Look at me...trying out a more muted palette...#ok the red is quite strong. but look there are soft colors in there still #i might post a recolor later though since i feel like there are some other versions i wanna try out #also i might need to reopen comms since i am once again moving. and its gonna be an expensive one </333 #a hashtag win for all that wanna commission me!#i intended to wait until all platforms become somewhat normal but it keeps getting worse omg. so ill just open them lmao #we will have to see if its before or after the move tho

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finnitesimal · 1 year

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tfw when you've been dead for years and they send you back up to run against yet another charismatic pretty boy

#dsmp #mcytblr sexyman poll #i am Not drawing you better than i need to #not as /sx as i intended it but you cant win em all. it's 1am #regardless of who wins i have. maybe three other sketches. this is the main one #schlatt/scar #finnsketches

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hindahoney · 8 months

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Don't let threats against synagogues scare you out of going. The people making these threats want you to be scared. They want you to be so scared that you don't feel safe living your life as a proud and visible Jew, so scared that you take your menorah out of your window and remove your mezuzah from your doorpost. The more you concede, the more they feel like they're winning and the more emboldened they get.

Now, more than ever, we need Jews to be loud, proud and unapologetic. You should not be afraid to exist as a Jew. Wear your star of David. Wear your kippah. And take pride in who you are and where you come from.

#no more 'im jew-ish' no youre a jew #we are not cowards #we are not weak #i cannot stress to you how much they see this as a game that they intend to win #even if its fucking scary to be openly jewish thats why you need to be!#They are playing the long game and part of it is trying to scare us into hiding #we are not going into hiding #jumblr #judaism #frumblr #jew stuff #jewish #jewblr #jewish stuff #j tag #jewish tag #if anyone argues 'but i dont feel safe wearing it in my area' im going to respond to you the same way #thats why you need to wear it #you do not make things better by not wearing it #'its not my responsibility to make things better' it absolutely is #like it nor not there are so few of us that each jew becomes like a spokesperson for the rest of us #you are likely going to be the first jew someone has ever met #and its important that you give the impression of pride and not 'eh im kind of jew-ish'#because when people see that they take it as a sign that if you dont respect it it's not worth respecting so they dont have to either #anyway #also they get so fucking mad when we're proud about being jewish and its funny to see #every time i make a post about loving being jewish my inbox is like #'you dirty jew i wish you all died in the holocaust' lol theyre sooo mad when we are proud of who we are

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lunarsummerei · 10 days

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personally think one of my fave things is how much seb initially appeared to dislike both max and charles when they joined the grid when they are both literally just different parts of his personality reincarnated

#like #max is the red bull golden boy youngest ever driver winning wdcs here there and everywhere #and charles doesnt even need explaining like #on a mildly offtopic note #charles next time ferrari give you a shit team order channel your inner seb we know you have him and pull a i was racing i was faster #i passed him i won #pls #we need it #you need it #hell seb probably needs it #sebchal #sebastian vettel #charles leclerc #max verstappen #sebmax?#maxstien #?#coming back to say #i did not necessarily intend to say c

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m-i-r-p · 8 months

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Listen for obvious reasons, we are all freaking out, but like, I haven't seen anyone talking about Arahabaki in all of this.

Like, my man's a literal god of destruction, an almighty entity, feared and worshipped and what not, and one day he is just randomly squished into a freaking child who can actually resist him.

And THEN, the one time he can get out, he is stopped by A FIFTEEN YEAR OLD that looks like a twig, and this goes on until FINALLY THE TWIG DIES, and this would be great, except his VESSEL is being CONTROLLED by a vampiric lollipop WHO IS ALSO BEING CONTROLLED by a grandpa, a hyperactive clown and a rat that just took a bath in McDonald's oil frier.

Like imagine the shame. The embarrassment. I don't know if there are other gods in BSD but Arahabaki better hope there aren't because he is NOT living this down.

(Also technically, the death of said twig is bad for him too. Cause the only reason Chuuya unleashed Corruption was the knowledge Dazai would stop him.)

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asleepinawell · 2 months

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disaster as in their shit is NOT together and it shows

please state your reasoning in the tags

#i feel like wines is going to win #i am torn though because spices is a train wreck pun intended #and then there's veils...#fallen london #flmp #mp #polls #no mr eaten since i feel that would skew the results #i still know almost nothing about mr iron where is the mr iron lore

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zeb-z · 5 months

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“Red team was so selfish looking past the cursed team like that” listen man they were thinking about it often, and had evidence they were cursed too. They were convinced they were cursed too. Bad (with Pierre’s help I’ll be honest) singlehandedly destroyed any sort of civil relations and good faith between the two teams and this shot Blue in the foot when they tried to make the case about them being cursed last minute, about trying to rig it in the cursed teams favor.

There was never a cursed team in the first place, it was all a tactic to build paranoia and that feeling of betrayal and to get them to tear eachother a part. And it worked super well! At the end, neither would listen to the other about their evidence, not with an honest open ear, not with the willingness to think the other team could be cursed. It’s not a case of ‘Red just refused to listen because they wanted to win more than they cared’ they thought they were cursed too - if they were selfish, then so were Blue in the same way.

Every time Red had tried to talk first early on, it was met with extreme violence - and with Bad consistently proving he’ll play dirty to win, they didn’t trust Blue enough to listen to them in the later game. Maybe they should have listened then. Maybe Blue have listened earlier. The game worked as intended to set them against eachother.