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j-socurleigh · 1 year
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I am 50% into my first read of Disappearing Acts by Terry McMillan and immediately from the first page I had to annotate. So far, this book has me talking back more than I usually do in response and reactions to the characters. As individuals they are complex and together they are even more complicated. Further into my reading, my mind continues to wonder in frustration. - Why are they still dealing with each other? - How does someone work through their emotions in relation to their partners decisions and behavior when those actions consistently impact them both negatively? - After more valleys than peaks, and so many red flags, when does someone finally say they must put themselves first and remove themselves from a relationship? These characters continuously say they love each other and although there are actions to back it up, their inner thoughts expose that it’s more performative than them trying to actually make those actions of ‘love’ a habit. I say all that to say, this weekend read is putting me through it (lol). Frankie and Zora. Father God, Jesus of Nazareth, help them Lord, because this ain’t it #IYKYK My question to you all is, would you give someone a chance to enter your life solely based on the principle of the potential of what the person can be? I’m aware that most of us do end up in relationships (romantic and platonic) and we more often than not start with seeing the potential in someone adding to our lives. When does potential in relationships turn into a liability for you? Chat back! #disappearingacts #terrymcmillan #weekendreads #weekendreading #weekendread #booktomovieadaptation #booktomovie #bookstagram #bookstagrammer #blackbookstagram #readmorebooks #readmore #iykyk #complicatedrelationship https://www.instagram.com/p/ClJ143VvmlM/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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limshengxing · 1 year
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My neighbor looks like my father
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vlemx · 7 months
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thefandombike · 10 months
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Problem Solvers - conserver (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1345302525-problem-solvers-conserver?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Andy_De_Leon&wp_originator=cwH4N4G5%2F944BDMx25FYfbFBRHKNmkPiujKD78IQOmjW3YXwzJKkwCZIsKpikDBfC8Hema4EtFsg3RKN9h92fjG3EDyDl6M%2FTEYZ4nzI8OmI41nx3Mjcfv9ftvyRFZfg Five and his siblings are living peaceably in an unchanged 2019 after preventing the apocalypse. Well, somewhat peaceably... Okay, there are problems. A lot of problems. But Five believes he can fix everything. He has a plan.
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alexy-rose · 2 years
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To what depth do you love me
Do you even understand me
The swell of my emotions
Roaring tides and whirlpools of thought
The rising helplessness I feel
And the depth of passion I am capable of
A constant stone in my throat
My voice struggles to find the words
I wish I could love you with all my hearts capabilities
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isloveworthdyingfor · 12 days
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In the Serpent's Lair
(Esther Nicholette Sullivan) My fingers fumbled with the laces, yanking them into a sloppy bow. Each breath felt heavy as if I were trying to inhale through a blanket of humidity. Sweat wasn’t just from the workout; it was the anxiety, the nervous energy crackling in the air, electric and foreboding. Delilah’s usual post-class banter was absent tonight, replaced by the silent rhythm of our synchronized movements as we packed up.
“Mrs. Sullivan, can I see you back in the office for a second?” Major S’s voice, usually so steady, held an edge that cut through the tense silence.
“Of course,” I replied, my voice betraying none of the turmoil churning inside me.
Delilah’s arched eyebrow caught my attention from across the room. Her typically sunny demeanor was momentarily veiled by a flicker of concern. I responded with a pasted-on smile that didn’t reach my eyes and tried to shrug off her worry nonchalantly.
Rising to my feet, I felt the rapid thud of my heart, each beat echoing an insistent plea for escape. I moved towards his office, a sense of trepidation marking each step.
As Major S’s words began to flow, they seemed distant and distorted, as if spoken underwater—the sudden ringing in my ears muffling their clarity.
I left the door to Major S’s office slightly open—a minor act of rebellion against the stifling tension that seemed to permeate every corner of the room. As I neared his desk, I positioned myself strategically so only the back of my head was visible to Lilith, who sat rigidly in the corner chair. The air was thick with her frosty presence—her disapproval almost tangible.
A wave of guilt washed over me briefly as I questioned my motives. Was it a genuine concern for Major S’s marital troubles? Or did the tantalizing allure of forbidden fruit keep me hooked?
“Nic,” he said again, and I snapped back to the moment, his dark eyes searching mine. “You have to understand the position this puts us in.”
I nodded, though understanding was the last thing I felt. My mind raced, trying to piece together his fragmented sentences, the unspoken implications hanging heavily between us. Lilith’s shadow loomed large, a specter of doubt and malice.
“Thank you for being understanding, Nic,” Major S said, his voice a thin veil attempting to cover the tension.
“Of course.” My response was automatic, hollow.
I turned on my heel, my body rigid with a newfound defense mechanism. It wasn’t just the fear of Lilith’s unpredictable fury that frayed my nerves. It was the terrifying realization that the ground beneath me was shifting, and I wasn’t sure where to stand.
Lilith shifted in her seat, the leather creaking under her. I felt her eyes boring into me, icy and calculating. Her suspicion was a sharp knife slicing through the already taut atmosphere. I yearned for a gulp of fresh air and the freedom waiting beyond these oppressive walls.
Our eyes met—mine and Lilith’s. I stood rooted to the spot, the muscles in my arms tensed, fists clenched at my sides as Lilith’s voice cut through the silence.
“We’ve had issues in the past with inappropriate relationships between trainers and students,” she rasped, each word slicing the air with an accusation meant to wound, to mark territory.
I felt the blood rush to my face, a simmering anger bubbling up from a place I didn’t know existed within me. My heart thundered in my chest, a drumbeat urging me to fight back. “I’ve heard the rumors, too,” I shot back, the words pouring out of me like a river breaking through a dam. My voice was surprisingly steady, a testament to my growing fire. “Just because you have a history of being unfaithful does not mean that Major S will, nor does it mean that I would.”
Her eyes narrowed, but I pressed on, fueled by righteous indignation. “If you were worried about what was appropriate or not, you would have never sat in the corner and made your husband tell one person out of a group of people who all text about football that they were crossing a line.”
My breath hitched, disbelief at my audacity mingling with the adrenaline coursing through my veins. Major S’s protective nature and fierce loyalty swirled into the potent cocktail of emotions I was choking down.
“This entire interaction with you is inappropriate, and frankly, you have lost the little respect I did have for you.” The finality of my words echoed in my ears, a declaration of war I hadn’t intended to make—but now there was no turning back.
Lilith’s expression shifted subtly, her mask of control slipping just enough to reveal a flash of uncertainty. But I didn’t linger on it. With every fiber of my being screaming to flee, to escape this confrontation and its complicated web, with determination etched in my features, I took a firm step towards the exit.
Her eyes narrowed then, the initial shock giving way to a hard glint of determination as she squared her shoulders and leaned closer. “You think you’re so clever, don’t you?” she sneered, her voice low and laced with malice. “But you’re playing a dangerous game.”
“Am I?” I countered, my anger flaring hotter, mingling with something akin to exhilaration. I was standing up to Lilith Aamon, something I’d never imagined doing. The air between us was tense, our wills clashing invisibly but palpably.
“Careful, Nicolette,” she hissed, her words a serpent’s warning. “You have no idea what—”
“Enough.” The voice cut through the toxic atmosphere, firm yet calm. Delilah had appeared at my side, her posture relaxed but unyielding. She didn’t touch me, but her proximity was sunlight against the storm Lilith conjured.
Our gazes locked, and I read a thousand silent words in Delilah’s eyes. Concern was etched there, yes, but behind it, something else swirled—a kind of solidarity, perhaps, or maybe even pride. Did she approve of my newfound backbone, or did she worry about the fallout from crossing Lilith?
“Nic,” Delilah said softly, pulling me back from the brink of further confrontation. “Let’s go.”
I nodded, feeling an odd sense of detachment wash over me as if a part of my mind had taken a step back to observe the scene unfolding. The heat of my emotions cooled slightly, replaced by a steely resolve.
As we turned away, I heard Lilith’s scoff, a scornful sound meant to claw at our retreating forms. But I kept walking, Delilah at my side, the echo of our silent understanding reverberating louder than any of Lilith’s provocations.
Without a backward glance, I navigated through the maze of punching bags and weight racks, the tension in my shoulders easing with each step toward the exit. Once thunderous in my ears, my heartbeat settled into a steady drum as the gym’s fluorescent lights gave way to the night’s gentle darkness.
The chill of the night air bit at my skin as Delilah and I walked side by side, our footsteps a soft echo on the pavement. Her question lingered between us, an open invitation to unravel the knot of secrets I carried.
I glanced over, catching the moonlight reflecting off her concerned eyes. She always had this uncanny ability to read me, to sense when something was amiss. The corner of her mouth quirked up in her half-smile, patient and waiting.
“Nic?” she prodded gently, nudging me from my thoughts.
A shiver ran through me, but it wasn’t from the cold. “Delilah,” my voice broke the silence, “it’s complicated.”
“Most things worth talking about are,” she replied, her tone light but her eyes serious.
I took a deep breath, the crisp air filling my lungs. The spark with Major S was undeniably kindled in a place I thought had long since turned to ash. Yet, voicing it felt like crossing into forbidden territory—a confession that could alter everything.
“Have you ever felt drawn to someone so strongly, knowing it’s probably wrong, but...” I trailed off, unsure how to continue.
“Nic, we’re human. It happens,” Delilah said, her words a soothing balm.
The silence returned, comfortable yet charged. I could almost feel the weight of my decision resting on my shoulders. To share or to hold back? Each option came with its own set of consequences.
“Sometimes,” Delilah began, breaking into my reverie, “keeping things to yourself can be just as damaging as sharing them.”
Her insight struck a chord deep within me. I knew she was right; the pressure of holding it all in was already causing cracks to form.
“Delilah,” I said, my resolve strengthening, “I think I’m starting to have feelings for Major S. And with James... I just don’t know what to do.” The words tumbled out, a mixture of relief and trepidation flooding me.
“Hey,” she reached out, giving my hand a reassuring squeeze, “whatever happens, we’ll figure it out together.”
We arrived at my Jeep, the familiar shape of a silent sentinel in the empty parking lot. I unlocked the doors, the beep of the locks disengaging, punctuating the moment. We slid into our seats, the interior enveloping us in a cocoon of safety away from prying eyes and judgment.
“Thank you,” I whispered, gratitude warming my chest.
“Always.” Her voice was steady, a rock amidst the swirling storm of my emotions.
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Choosing The 'Guy' - Choosing the 'Guy' (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1425003717-choosing-the-%27guy%27?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=AryaAuthor_forever
Neha, a young and ambitious woman, lands a dream job at a multinational company, where she meets Vishal, a charming and friendly colleague. They become good friends and share their joys and sorrows. One night, Neha invites Vishal to a pub, where she introduces him to Tushar, her long-term boyfriend. Tushar is a successful and caring man, who adores Neha and wants to tie the knot with her. But fate has other plans, as Neha starts to feel a strange attraction towards Vishal. She is torn between her loyalty to Tushar and her newfound feelings for Vishal. The situation gets even more complicated when both the men discover her dilemma. Who will Neha choose in the end? Will she be able to resolve this complex conflict of the heart?
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andtheny · 11 months
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Problem Solvers - jamais vu (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1340997505-problem-solvers-jamais-vu?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=andtheny&wp_originator=iupRCyNTjO%2BiMM4yUgYxS0l%2F2eru%2BvM07ybsNOW314zGRuZk7QjES0CMHC2vgARd2ln1nM95zaf4G4Tyo26W%2Fo9z2wWe07xTHdQ2soSj8Is%2BT838jBhg39OY0vCXGRCn Five and his siblings are living peaceably in an unchanged 2019 after preventing the apocalypse. Well, somewhat peaceably... Okay, there are problems. A lot of problems. But Five believes he can fix everything. He has a plan.
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creedslove · 8 months
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Ok now, Ik u didn’t just stab me in the heart and twisted the knife with Who Knew, right? RIGHTT? BESTIE HOW COULD U 😭! But honestly I loved that 10k worded fic with all 206 bones in my adult body. U almost got me at the end there thinking we were gonna forgive Joel and I would’ve honestly had a B.F. (bitch fit, reference from white chicks iykyk) nevertheless I was sooooo satisfied with the ending cuz us readers honestly deserved wayyyyy more compensation for the absolute shitstorm Joel put our young selves thru like tf 😒. Ur writing never ceases to amaze me 🤩 keep shining u absolute star of a human being 🥰😘
-👹(I saw other anons have an identifying emoji for u babes so I thought I’d hope on that train too since this isn’t my first rodeo in ur comment/ask section 😏 THATSCUZIALSOSECRETLYLOVEU2ANDICHOSETHEEMOJICUZITREMINDEDMEOFMYDOGSFACESINCESHESMEANTOMEBUTISTILLLOVEHER #complicatedrelationship 😙✌️
BESTIE OMG I'M SORRY I STABBED YOU 😭😭😭😭
I am so happy you enjoyed it honey, and of course I was tempted to give them a happy ending, because you know, Joel 😭 but he didn't deserve it, it was about time reader was strong and didn't let men fool and play her, I'm proud of reader and let Joel suffer 😭😭😭
I'm glad you are going to identify yourself now 👹 I like to know my anon besties ❤️❤️❤️ thanks for this wonderful message bestie, it made me so happy, you are adorable honey 💕
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missmusiclove · 1 year
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“Seeing Charlie in person meant Eleanor must confront her own duplicity: wearing each of her two faces. Even if Eleanor golf Charlie nothing. After all, a story only becomes a secret when there’s someone to keep it from.” 🎭✨🎭 Diana Reid’s novel Seeing Other People is a throughly thought provoking look into morality and the complicated bond between sisters. Following alternate points of view between Charlie, Eleanor and Helen, this book was both interesting and complex. I have to admit that the characters in this book were unlikable and selfish, and the way they deliberately lied to and miscommunicated with each other was at times incredibly annoying. At times, the way that the characters acted made me very uncomfortable, but it allowed for Reid to discuss the difficult questions in a way that walked a fine line between becoming moralistic herself. That being said, I wished there was just a little bit more of the social and political commentary as well as the moralistic conversation. Overall, this book fell a little bit flat for me. A lot of the time, this book felt very surface level and I think I wanted more exploration of the characters motives and the emotional aftermath of the choices that were made. An interesting idea but could have been executed a little better. 🎭✨🎭 Seeing Other People is book 89 for 2022. #bookstragram #books #booksofinstagram #booklover #bookphoto #reading #aussieswhoread #avidreader #bookwhore #aussiereader #bookdragon #reader #readersofig #booksofig #bookcommunity #bookish #bibliophile #readersofinstagram #bookstagrammer #booklife #bookaddict #girlswhoread #readinggoals2022 #auskiwibooksta #bookquote #seeingotherpeople #dianareid #contemporaryreads #complicatedrelationships #booksaboutsisters https://www.instagram.com/p/CkccgGar9VD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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vlemx · 7 months
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This video posted by Hamas days before the attack LITERALLY SHOWS A MILITARY PARADE AND ENDS WITH THE CAPTION SOON.
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thefandombike · 10 months
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Problem Solvers - pâro part 1 (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1347407755-problem-solvers-p%C3%A2ro-part-1?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Andy_De_Leon&wp_originator=KKXDBlzhp4gpFBZDYBJAGhuDxtg3wTl2V02WwKOtF0U%2BXRT8f%2Bf2E%2BjHmYOg2n21ZcZX5pPzb%2BicyQuo5tv%2Bhn%2FInNxR0YgAAyd15VWQsPBvBANuyNqLyYRb5Ms9g5cU Five and his siblings are living peaceably in an unchanged 2019 after preventing the apocalypse. Well, somewhat peaceably... Okay, there are problems. A lot of problems. But Five believes he can fix everything. He has a plan.
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introvertllux · 4 years
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Peace in Normalcy (Masterpost) DISCOUNTED
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Story Decription: Life turns upside-down after Prudence Walker has a mental breakdown at her job. It only seems to get worse after she ends up in a mental institution and winds up home hoping from her older sister's to her parent's house. All, she wants to do is establish some normalcy and try to go back to her old life, old job, and try to form her own definition of happiness, while everyone around her tries to shove their own in her face. Things began to get tricky when Prudence gets involved with Frank, a mysterious man that has more in common with her than she would have ever thought.
Genre: Romance, Drama, Comedy, Comedy-Drama
Warnings: 18+, depictions of mental health, mental disorders, depression, suicide, and sexual abuse. (Please do not read, if you may be triggered).
*Any depictions of mental health are based on MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES. Please do not think I’m making fun or or mocking anyone, again these experiences are based on what I have seen and, or been through myself. Also, I am not intending to romanticize mental health or disorders in anyway. Lastly, If you do decided to read this story I am very thankful and I hope you enjoy it. : )
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List of Characters and their Descriptions
 (I highly suggest reading these descriptions to get a better understanding or each character and their roles in the story
Prudence “Prue” Walker
Mallory “Mal” Jones
Jahmal “J” Jones
Frank “Franky” Melbourne
Gwendolyn “Gwen” Walker
Levi Walker
Officer Taylor “Tay” Miller
Scarlett “Scar” MCcannon
Ramona “Ro” Johnson
David Johnson
Jaxson “Jax” Monroe 
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Chapters
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
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verbalmind · 5 years
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Quiet
Things have been radio silent in the real world.... but in my head, it’s a different tune. 
A smell, a word, a sentence, or a look reminds me of you...
The one I hate the most is the smell because it puts me in a place where I’m back in your arms or laying next to you. 
I keep thinking about hitting you up so we can meet in person but can any good come out of that. 
My head is saying HELL NO...
My heart isn’t helping in the matter. SMH...
It’s honestly in for whatever but my EMOTIONS ain’t for the shit tbh.
It doesn’t think it can go through that type of hurt right now.
I feel like if I go through it again.. it’s gonna hurt really bad and I as a human don’t know how I will pick myself up from it... again. 
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minwtgjp · 2 years
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Hold me close and hold me fast The magic spell you cast This is la vie en rose When you kiss me, heaven sighs And though I close my eyes I see la vie en rose When you press me to your heart I'm in a world apart A world where roses bloom And when you speak, angels sing from above Everyday words seem to turn Into love songs Give your heart and soul to me And life will always be La vie en rose #Min #lavieenrose #himym #Ted #complicatedrelationship #umeshu #vietnamvodka #saturdaynight #canthelpfallinginlovewithyou https://www.instagram.com/p/CaK6sK0vPc0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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andtheny · 11 months
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Problem Solvers - The Séance (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1349243733-problem-solvers-the-s%C3%A9ance?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=andtheny&wp_originator=UycJ6OgI4wX5x3E4fcDyL75c1zWH1i0wLzIN3GK32YB73PmWiYU%2FM%2Fy9EX%2B1s9b5u1rdQr7F%2FA0wqUgFfb5ShV08CJDA9Owo%2B2V9mwjJqwzHE7tiKdxYmqcigGf5kPLv Five and his siblings are living peaceably in an unchanged 2019 after preventing the apocalypse. Well, somewhat peaceably... Okay, there are problems. A lot of problems. But Five believes he can fix everything. He has a plan.
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