I'll never feel less loved till the time I've louis by my side! He truly loves us so much, and he cares for us.. like actually not just for the sake of saying it and does so much for us. He always listen to us, ask for our opinions and consider us in everything he do. The love louis has for us cannot be replaced and I'll feel it anywhere I go or in times when I'm at my lowest. His love always gets me through anything and that love is hard to define. It's hard to find.
Recuerdo muy claro aquel momento, estábamos en un centro comercial y nos metimos a una linda tienda, mi mente se perdió entre las coloridas cosas y mi madre se adelantó sin que me diera cuenta, no es que no me estuviera cuidando pero con cinco años tenía más criterio que mis hermanos de uno y tres quienes corrieron apresurados, y fue ahí la primera vez que creí que me habían abandonado, fue la primera vez que perdí, mi madre no se había más que al final de la tienda pero a penas volvió mis mejillas ya estaban enrojecidas y mis ojos llorosos, ahí generé un miedo, uno que me acompañaría el resto de mi vida.
¿Por que me has abandonado?
Toda la vida me la he pasado siendo complaciente , aceptando menos, diciendo que si, por eso maldito miedo a ser abandonado por que incluso la niña de cinco no se sentía lo suficientemente importante para que su madre volviera por ella, y la adulta de veintitantos que hoy escribe esto , no fue suficiente para retener a todos lo que la han dejado. Hoy descubrí que me sigo sintiendo como en aquella tienda perdida, que aunque nada es igual a como era antes , sigo pensando que no tengo nada que haga que la gente se quede, ya he amado con locura de todas la formas en las que se puede amar a alguien, ¿que hacer cuando amas a alguien y te deja ir?
we all know dean wears john’s jacket after he takes it from his hotel room in the pilot. but i completely forgot we also see him wear it to school in the flashback episode in s4, where he’s fronting like mad and feeling like just as much of an outsider as sam
which means he’s always used it as a comfort item. which means john let him wear it and knew, at least on some level, that it helped him. he let him wear it enough that dean doesn’t hesitate to grab it in the pilot when he needs the comfort
but more importantly, john leaves it behind for dean to find
he could’ve taken it with him when he dropped the woman in white hunt (he takes all his other gear, weapons and clothes), but he leaves it on the coat rack where dean could easily find it. he knew he’d be gone for a long time, if not outright suspecting that he’d die going after the yellow-eyed demon, and he deliberately leaves the jacket behind for dean to find comfort in
I'm aromantic not in a "I hate romance" way but in a "all my love is highly individualized dependent on the person my love is towards- no two loves will ever be exactly the same because you are different people and I love you in the way that you are" way
Like idk how to explain it but I don't get typical crushes, I don't have a desire to kiss or make out with people, I just have a gentle, ever-present love for anyone who will accept it (and who aligns with my morals). My version of a crush is just really liking someone and wanting to do most things with them but if I find out they have a crush on someone else, I will stop having a crush on them. Like it just turns off. Same if the person turns out to not be as nice as I thought or something
I've had stereotypical romantic moments with my friends, I have friends who are like kids to me, friends who are like siblings to me, and a sister who was my best friend. It's kind of like this thing where I'm not sure romantic attraction is even real? Like it has to be, right, because other people feel it? But I can't really relate to their feelings of falling in love, I feel like I just *am* in love, all the time, with many people and things at once
For the next chapter of the One Of A Kind series, Kyle Rayner girl dad??? Boy dad Kyle??? Or should I keep it as a surprise until I do a baby shower chapter?
I think it's hilarious that according to the Duffers, somehow Steve getting his heart broken is more traumatizing than getting beaten up and humiliated every season.
So by the show's logic, Nancy did more damage to Steve than Billy ever did.