#gOD THIS WAS AN ORDEAL

[sentientsky]

good omens fanartists, i love u most ardently. good omens fic writers, i would commit arson for you. good omens shitposters, i cherish and adore u. good omens angst meta-analyzers,,,my therapist knows your names

#this is a lie bc apparently I can’t properly submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known EVEN IN THERAPY #hi alex. hi fells. hi emma. hi zoey. hi ineffableteeth #i love/hate u all. I’m simultaneously high fiving u and also chucking u into a volcano #other meta analysers this also includes u i hate u and love u and would fight god for you also #crowley #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable husbands #ineffable wives #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens meta #good omens fanfic #good omens fanart #michael sheen #david tennant #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #gomens #neil gaiman #ineffable divorce #azicrow #gomens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens shitpost #shitpost

[immortalsins]

1.01 Apéritif — 3.13 The Wrath of the Lamb

#hannibal #hannibaledit #hr3 #l.gifs #GOD FORBID LADS #this has probably been done 100 times before but #its a chill creative outlet for me so i will post regardless #whyy is it so hard to colour. absolute ordeal

[royalarchivist]

Mike: I'll hold you son, I'll hold you son.

[They all "Awww"]

Mike: Increase the speed, increase the speed! I'm holding you. Faster faster faster! Faster! I'm holding my son, I'm holding my son! He's not gonna fall, he's not gonna fall– he's right here with me.

[Pac and Mike both laugh, and Fit smiles as he looks at both of them]

Fit: Yeah, doin' good!

Pac: Hold– oh my– Mike, if you don't hold him, he's gonna break, he's gonna break!

Fit: He's gonna get scrambled!

Mike: [Lets Richarlyson go temporarily and encourages him] Just kidding, just kidding, just kidding. Nice, you managed to endure the– [Pac stands behind Mike and hugs him] Oh, you're holding me!

Pac: If you fall–

Mike: Hold Pac Fit, hold Pac Fit!

Pac: Nobody gonna fall!

Fit: Okokokok there you go. [He hugs Pac from behind too, and they all laugh, cheering on Richarlyson]

#FitMC #Tazercraft #Richarlyson #QSMP #Mikethelink #Pactw #Fit #Pac #Mike #I MISS THEMMMM #August 22 2023 #This is the day Pac was rescued from the prison #Fit and Mike were trying so hard to cheer him up and make him smile / laugh because he was so shaken and traumatized by that whole ordeal #Didn't do translations for the Portuguese parts because #while I'm pretty sure I know what Mike is saying #I don't want to make assumptions and give the wrong translations #but TLDR he's saying ''go on son!'' / ''keep going son!'' #Q #IVE HAD THIS SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS #I thought I lost it but no. Thank god #I MISS MIKEEE I MISS RICHAS I MISS THEM ALL TOGETHER

[keymintt]

dyed my hair blue again

#by dyed i mean my roommate dyed it in our kitchen while we were blasting 2000s pop god bless #i did rinse it out myself though! that was an ordeal #if you ever think of me as someone dignified and cool: don't. i was on all fours with my head under the bathtub faucet for 20 minutes #bc i forgot that the shower nozzle detaches and can turn into a sprayer............. also cleaned the bathroom floor while i was at it... #i consider myself someone who has blue hair often but the last time i dyed it was like. july?? fucked up how time passes #i don't think this needs to be said but i have pronouns regardless of if my hair is blue. could you imagine how funny that would be though #with how i dress i don't think i need to blue hair for ppl to guess i have something going on #no i won't shut up

[wispforever]

exalt

#Naruto #Kakuhida #Hidakaku #Hidan #Kakuzu #something something hidan lives his life in extremes #something something doesn't know how to regulate his emotions #he either loves something or hates it #you either have to die or you can never leave his side #in this way everything Hidan loves is made into a god #do it. obsess until it kills you #you want to you want to so bad #deify the love of your life instead of admitting you had nothing before him #when idolizing someone is easier than submitting yourself to the mortifying ordeal of being known and loving them normally #I am normal about Hidan #i AM NORMAL #when the only way you can express your love is by putting people so far above you it reinforces your abysmal self worth and keeps you #at arms length inherently #thus making it impossible for closeness and intimacy to exist thus keeping anyone you love from hurting you ever #YOU WIN HIDAN #YOU WIN

[skitskatdacat63]

His bullfighting days aren't over quite yet.

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#GET IT??? HIS *BULL*FIGHTING DAYS....hahah yeahhhh im so clever..... #suddenly had the urge to draw old man version matador nando bcs DC randomly called him a matador during quali #and im like oh my god....dc....youre so right.... #hoping this piece works as some kind of blood sacrifice for his performance in about 7 hrs :) #get it blood sacrifice??? and hes cutting his hand in this piece??? #thats supposed to represent two things. #1. hes doing a blood pact/sacrifice so his performance goes well #2. hes testing the sharpness so he can slay the bull!(and the...horse? 🤭🤭) #had a very interesting convo w Suzuki abt the implications of matador nando #based on a meme i made 😭 abt how our fantasy is that hes gonna be the bullfighter. hes gonna slay the bull #but the reality will be that he looks upon the bull from a distance #hes meant to kill the bull to overcome it. but he just ends up longing to be the bull. he fails.. hahaha get it.... #lmao angst aside i think its kinda funny how i can have this reasoning for the matador au in two eras #thats long the old man has been here. has had two distinct periods of challenging the (red) bull #ANYWAYS!!!! hope ya like!!!!!! i think this is pretty relevant hopefully 🤭🤭 #quite happy w this one even if it was less of an ordeal than most of my drawings #waaaahahhh hes so handsome!!!!! handsomest guy!!!!!!! #lol scheduling this like an hr before the race cause as i said. its an offering. its a sacrifice. i pray to the racing gods #tw blood #<- just a bit 🥰 he was originally just gonna be holding the sword but i realized ouch! sharp!!! #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14 #f1 art #f1 fanart #matador au

[bumblebeebats]

There are a lot of really nuanced pros and cons to the phenomenon of creators being more accessible to fans via social media nowadays, but one of the strangest things I've observed is like. People asking permission to have headcanons? Like yes, obviously, it's interesting to learn more about the creators' original intentions, but "Neil Gaiman, is it ok if in interpret Aziraphale as having carpal tunnel? 🥺" babes, that's between you and your 10 most unhinged Discord friends. Here, look, watch: I think Guillermo de la Cruz listens to My Chemical Romance. I think Zagreus has ADHD. I think Harrowhark Nonagesimus is a Scorpio. See? No snipers. It's easy, it's legal, and it's free

#And like. From the creator perspective myself: putting your own work out into the world is very much The Mortifying Ordeal of Knowing #That Some People Will Be So So Wrong About It #and they'll make decisions about and project things onto my characters that I don't agree with at all #But that's just life! I can't put out a cease and desist against anyone who interprets Mary as straight lmfao #If their reading comprehension is that bad and that's the headcanon hill they want to die on - well. That's between them and God

[nocreativityfornames]

I can't be the only one who felt super icky during the "God's love" moments in the new lesson, right?

Right...?

Was this supposed to be wholesome thing and this is just my religious trauma showing or did they meant to make us feel umcomfy? It's my brain cringing at the bad writing, I know it Because that felt SO off-putting to me, SPECIALLY coming from Lucifer.

Like...present Lucifer wouldn't be caught saying that shit ever 😅

So...is he okay? Did his head got mess up somehow? Or is he just having one of those classic daddy issues haver moment of “starting to trust my dad again just to be let down soon after” (oof--)

I mean.... s3 spoilers ahead!!!!!!>>>>>> God is literally his biggest fear in the present. Like, that's what the boogeyman takes form of when going up against him. His fucking dad.

What is going on right now?

#I've been loving these past few lessons #the brotherly love #mephisto being the mvp #diavolo showcasing how powerful he is #but this “god loves us” ordeal just threw me off so hard like WHAT #I physically cringed #you're telling me after EVERYTHING that happened that's the conclusion we come to?? #yeah nahh I don't like that at all #obey me #omnb #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #omswd #omnb lesson 38 #obey me nightbringer spoilers #☙ no creativity for names ✾

[trashcanwithsprinkles]

The idea of people having so many theories about it amuses me to no end. Over the years the speculation could probably get really intense too- maybe people even write speculative fiction about it.

As for the mystery finally being solved like. One that’s hilarious. Two- would it be a whole event? Not just the fact there’s finally a building there and the whole process of it- but maybe Wanmin has the craziest opening ever with how much is going on in there Akskdkkfkf.

(And I love the idea of childe going from terrifying god warrior who beat down celestia to. Local mischievous cryptid. It reminds me of the bake danuki in Inazuma. He’s just a little guy your honor. Just a little fox.

foreigners: yeah they say liyue has this like- ultra-powerful god of destruction that put celestia in its place like thousands of years ago. how scary. i've heard that he also has an intelligence network of spies across the entirety of teyvat. i know it sounds so fake and tinfoil-hat conspiracty but i've heard it everywhere! and he's just there chilling? how do they not have a heart attack everytime he does anything...

liyue natives: yeah this is master childe. yeah he's a bit stupid. yeah he could kill us all if he wanted. yeah we love him. what do you mean he could cause armaggeddon? god forbid gingers do anything. how old is master childe-? too old for you AND he's married. stay away from our god, foreigners.

#i'm convinced at some point the liyue youth would just be unaware of how strong childe is #and like- it'd be this sort of granparent's tale on how childe is totally like- as strong as morax #and like they still spar together they just don't do it with an audience right #so with childe's general cryptid like behaviour on top i'm sure there'd come a point there Kids These Days would like #be all: what? master childe was the one to school celestia? ....master childe? are you sure? #or like: yeah master childe the celestia killer we've all heard it. pretty sure it was just my grandma fangirling over him but whatever #and childe would find the entire ordeal absolutely hilarious. like he'd embrace the cryptid status #and whenever something actually serious happens in liyue everyone would be like :O what. grandma wasn't lying? #what do you mean master childe is out there fighting alongside lord morax? what do you *mean* competition??? #and so the cycle of people forgetting and then remembering childe's status as Annihilation god would repeat all over again #anyway #thank you <3 <3

[calaathmaza]

ID: the "swear on dolly meme" from derry girls where mary says "swear on dolly" and it cuts to an elegantly framed portrait of dolly parton on the wall. it's edited so that she's saying, "swear on Edrehasivar VII" and edited in place of dolly within the frame is an imperial portrait of maia in white finery sitting on the throne. end ID

i just needed this, pls feel free to save this for personal use

#just slowly what every ethuverazheise household starts to look like #my art #the goblin emperor #tge #meme #described #maia drazhar #you bet your ass I fully painted a portrait of maia just so I could make this meme #its about committing to the bit. get on my level #did it take me months? yes. was that the amount of time i actually spent drawing? no. 80% was crying #and grappling with the ordeal of creating things #but did i do it?? by god i did it

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

guy who got his 99 brothers murdered vs guy who cut out middleman and murdered all 99 of his brothers himself fight

#my post #fgo spoilers #I honestly don't even know what kind of spoilers these are. fsr? ordeal call? fuck if I know #duryodhana #Ashoka #oh god it's like a letter swapped from the sw character I'm sure the tags never cross

[kotumari]

listen i was under the effects of the clone wars ok

#i love them So Much im so glad nothing bad ever happened #oh my god its going to be an absolutely fucking Mortifying ordeal tagging this post #star wars #clone wars #tcw #anakin skywalker #obi wan #im not tagging his full name thats IT #ahsoka tano #animatic

[sandu-zidian]

I'm having Yunmeng Shuangjie feelings I am losing it over the way these two idiots try to rationalize the decisions and emotions towards the other through duty and obligation.

Wei Wuxian attempts to rationalize the golden core transfer and his subsequent actions of secrecy and running away by trying to convince both himself and JC (and others) that he made those decisions out of duty, debt, and obligation: duty to JC, debt to Yunmeng Jiang, debt and obligation towards the Wen siblings. By doing so he hopes to mask the deep truth that his singular most important decision -- to transfer his own core to JC -- was done not out of duty, but out of love. If he admits to how love pushed him to try and fix JC, he would then have to grapple with the blatant truth that not only did the decision break the trust between himself and JC, but in fact did the opposite of fixing JC. The event only further breaks them apart. WWX refuses to acknowledge any feelings of regret he could possibly have about the golden core transfer -- either because did not understand how terrible living without a golden core could be, or because he knows that what he did to JC was agonizing -- by only accepting his actions as done by a servant for a master, as a disciple for his sect and sect leader.

Jiang Cheng also suffers from this rationalization. When WWX defects and later dies, JC attempts to reinforce his righteous anger and rage towards WWX by viewing his betrayal not as done by a close friend and brother, but as betrayal done by a sect member and first disciple. By publicly and internally deriding WWX as a traitor to Yunmeng Jiang, forgoing his duty and obligation to his sect leader and the sect that took him in, JC can delude himself into accepting the derision and gloating exalted by the rest of the cultivation world and reject the complex and often contradictory feelings of grief and loss he feels towards WWX that stem from the painful truth that WWX hurt him not because he was a trusted discple, but because he was a close confidante and an almost-brother. Such pitiful emotions are unacceptable for someone so hated as WWX. So, JC aligns his emotional turmoil with the rest of society by refusing to remember the whole truth of his relationship with WWX as not just a trusted disciple, but as a dear friend and an older brother. In doing so, JC's negative emotions are quite unfair (though in his defense it's not like JC knew the truth behind WWX's confounding actions) and also never allow JC any chance to actually come to terms with WWX's betrayal and painful downfall.

I think the best Yunmeng Shuangjie reconciliation stories are the ones where JC has to admit that his comtempt towards WWX during the 13 years that he was dead was unneccessarily unfair and allowed him no place to truly accept and grieve for the loss of his brother, and where WWX has to admit to himself the true reason for the golden core transfer and how he cannot run away from the reality of the pain such a decision caused both himself and his brother, and perhaps even admit that it wasn't really the right decision, if there even is a right decision for that scenario at all. I need JC to yell at WWX about how the whole golden core transfer just serves to prove that WWX never accepted himself as family to the Jiang siblings when JC and JYL both cared for him deeply as a brother, while WWX yells back at JC about how he could possibly dare to see JC as family when all he has done in the years since his resurrection was act as if WWX was nothing but a sect traitor and stranger not worthy of a truthful conversation.

#mdzs #yunmeng shuangjie #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #can someone please physically force them into a room tied back to back and forced to actually communicate i'm going to SCREAM #7 minutes in heaven except it's actually hell and both of them trying to escape the mortifying ordeal of being fucking HONEST #someone hand me a blender i need to turn these two into scraps #please please please ur not just first disciple and sect heir/leader ur brothers ur friends ur platonic soulmates #the betrayal and pain of being hurt wouldn't be this bad if you were just disciple and heir #it wouldn't hurt this much if you didn't view the other as family #katantalks #oh god this is a rambling mess

[poorlittleyaoyao]

If Ghost A-Qing looks about 14, and 2-3 years have passed by the time A-Qing meets Song Lan, then that means that she would’ve only been about 11 when she and Xiao Xingchen find Xue Yang in the ditch. Can you imagine having to spend your middle school years pretending to be blind and in a constant state of anxiety while living with Xue Yang? A-Qing has been Top 3 Worst Tween Years of the series this whole time and we’re sleeping on that.

#god. imagine having to deal with the mortifying ordeal of puberty in those conditions. #imagine getting your period for the first time and your only two resources are Xuexiao #horrible!

[viiinz]

everyday I think about him (Ippolit Terentyev)

#idk why of all characters he's the one that has left such an impression on me but oh boy #it's been over a year since I've read his 'explanation' and everything that followed and it hasn't left my mind since #ippolit terentyev #the idiot #god all he wanted was some sympathy and recognition #and they just make fun of him #literally all this boy wants is to be taken seriously and no one does #they either laugh at him or beg him to shut up #because his vulnerability and the fact that he's dying makes them so uncomfortable #and he's so ashamed as well over his own vulnerbility #that even when people aren't laughing at him he'll imagine they are #and people blame him for being self absorbed?? like of course he is!! #he's EIGHTEEN and DYING #this is a teenager who's just come to the realisation that he has no agency over his life whatsoever #and that all that awaits him are the cruel laws of nature #he has a right to be upset about that #he's literally the man condemned to death that myshkin talked about #and yes he's ridiculous and awkward and not always right and incoherent and all that #and he can really be insufferable and contemptuous and unfeeling towards others #and even the state he's in doesn't really serve as an excuse for that #yet i feel bad for him #and he's such a teenager too he's so insecure and just wants to impress the people around him #and yes he's doing it for attention #of course he wants attention #can you blame him?? #all he wants is to be heard #to feel like his life mattered #but instead everyone's just begging him to shut up #like they're just waiting for him to kick the bucket so the uncomfortable ordeal can be over with #sorry i just have a lot of thoughts about Ippolit and I'm being very incoherent because i didn't plan on typing all this lol

[smash-chu]

it's not about shame, or embarrassment, it's about laying yourself bare in a way you have not done before and that somehow is a greater struggle than you'd ever imagine

#text #smash-chu talks #silly personal things #need someone to give the final push to just hecking do it #even just saying that is difficult for some reason #god why must there be a paradox of wanting to share but also not wanting to deal with the ordeal of being known #to share you must accept being seen #anyways i'm off to worry about the dnd session tomorrow instead of thinking about this while going to bed :D