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yxami · 4 months

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RAAAAH my first request omg

ethans reaction to reader cheering him on one of his games and even wearing his spare jersey that he "forgot" (oh so conveniently) at their place the last time they hung out

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Hope u enjoy!! Sorry for the wait

description: yandere jock x gn reader, somewhat of an established relationship, more like a undisclosed “we fuck each other but can’t get with anyone else” type of thing, fluff with yandere jock, he isn’t really yandere yet other than jealousy issues, I had to google football things 24/7

(I’ll also include this ask since I got so many Ethan asks that are pretty similar or able to combine in one story)

Even from afar you could still see how Ethan basked in the attention, the support of his many fans, and the harsh football lighting. You wondered if he was any different from when you first met him.

Yeah he softened up, a lot actually, but did that mean he’d stay loyal to you? He could’ve gone with anyone, it was a little odd for him to go after the person he’d tease and torment for fun.

It could’ve been for a different reason of fun, something quite deeper than that, a sort of emotion you wouldn’t be able to predict that he felt. Love.

Love for you? That’s ridiculous, this was just a friends with benefits type of thing, right? You internally groaned at being lost in thought over him. Just enjoy the game, you came here to watch him, not worry about whether he likes you or not.

Even proudly wearing his freshly washed jersey for the occasion, you could notice a few jealous and envious glares at the familiar number that many would dote over it. 2 was your lucky number, ironic that it was his jersey number.

He coincidentally left it at your place a few times, but you had always given it back much to his hidden dismay. And today, you were finally wearing it, it made his heart jump when he first saw you.

“Aaand Ethan Cortez making a run for the end zone, will he get a touch down?? It looks like number 10 is sneaking up on him as we speak!!” The speaker boomed dialogue about the game, quickly allowing the game to resume without it until an important event would unfold.

His lungs pounded with demand for air, something that he ignored until he was inches from the zone, desperate to impress you he made an effort he wouldn’t usually go as far to do when he’s this tired.

He managed to slip out an enemies grab right before he made the last winning touchdown. He slammed the football down, almost hitting himself in the process but it flung right next to him instead.

Ethan was crowded by his teammates in the matter of seconds, as quick as they could come they started hollering about how good he was, almost ready to carry him up and run around the field with him on top.

After he dabbed up what seemed to be all of his teammates he looked around. Where were you? Now that his eyes weren’t focused on you for as many seconds as possible, he couldn’t find you. He had forgotten where you were sat.

Until you popped up behind him, slinging your arms around his neck when he turned around, his expression was switched in the matter of seconds when he saw you.

“You won! I’m so happy” You relished in being carried by him with one arm around your back except for when you noticed people were staring so you laughed and told him to put you down. You didn’t want to receive anymore stares that you were already getting in the hallways for being so close to him.

“What? You shying down on me?” He curls his arm around your waist, bringing you up, and with a tilt of the head kissed your cheek. “I think I deserve a few more moments after I tried so hard for you” He pouted, sly behavior now dying down to a puppy like one.

“Alright, how about we go to the concession stand?” You compromised, looking at the bright decorated area, with pictures of what they sold. You were craving a drink and some snacks after watching the game for such a long period of time.

He nods, setting you down back on the soft grass, letting you escape from the embarrassment of people judging, even though it would still continue even afterwards. As the two of you make it to the stand, he remembers something, he had forgotten his water bottle on the bench, the one you had given him.

“I gotta go grab something, do you mind waiting for a quick second” He frowns in a displeased manner, surprised that he left it there, he hoped nobody would try snatching it just because he was drinking from it throughout the game. He knew he had some irregular fans.

You shake your head, getting a kiss on your forehead from him before he jogs off to go get it.

While you waited you looked at the menu placed above the stand, you stood a bit away as to not disturb the small line. You felt an arm tap your shoulder, you turned to the source just to realize it wasn’t Ethan but a different guy.

Looked like some other gym lover judging by his muscles that were more defined with his plain black t shirt.

“Hey, sorry to bother, but I thought you were really cute and I wanted to ask for your number” He smiled, a toothy grin popping out, he was cute, you’d admit that, but you were sort of taken?

“Oh, I’m sorry I’m umm.. sort of with someone? It’s kinda complicated” You attempted to elaborate but it just came out as jumbled words in your mind so you closed your mouth after.

“Complicated? So you’re not officially seeing someone?” He pushed his lips in a way that extenuated his curious look, eyebrows raising slightly.

“Well, not officially but.. I can’t really date anyone in the moment because of it” You hoped that was a good enough explanation that would make him lose hope and walk off. You knew that Ethan was definitely not the patient type of person when it came to other guys.

“So not with someone though? Surely you won’t mind having my number?” He seems relentless, and it didn’t seem annoying at first but now it did, why couldn’t he just accept that you couldn’t?

“I would” Ethan appears, now towering over you and the guy. “If you gotta push for a number that means it’s a no, you’re not that dumb are you?” His scoff only furthers his annoyed demeanor, crossing his arms and eyebrow perking on whether this guy would try something.

“I don’t think I was asking you was I? It’s not your fucking business anyways” The stranger laughs, sizing him up and down. You knew this was going to end terribly so you say Ethan’s name a couple of times, wanting him to notice the worry on your face and just leave with you before this escalated but he just ignored you.

He would never ignore you on normal circumstances, but right now this guy was pissing him off and he couldn’t help but deal with him before he listened you.

“And if I make it my business? What’re you going to do? I want you to do something about it” He laughs, daring him to try something when he clearly had the advantage, skills and fighting wise.

“No, I’m serious. throw a punch, see what happens” He speaks up again, clearly amused for what this guy might attempt to do.

A few moments of silence goes by, just a small chuckle from the strange guy who approached you before he swung on Ethan‘s face but being blocked by his forearm.

A quick fist fight is ensued, Ethan knocks his opponent right off his feet, he managed to land a punch on his face before he beat the guys face in. The crowd that immediately formed around gasped and recorded, suprised laughter ensuing throughout.

The fight or should you say beating ended quickly after, Ethan ended up getting pulled off by two of his teammates, the two being his best friends.

After that, you didn’t see him or that guy, you were worried that he got in trouble and it might’ve made him look bad because he immediately won and it could’ve looked like an unprovoked attack.

You texted him a few times but soon realized he probably didn’t have his phone or it was silenced, maybe already getting a scolding from the principal and his parents. You really hoped he would be alright but you couldn’t help but be angry at him for not listening to you when you practically begged him not to fight.

Once he finally turned up you made sure to let him know you were mad.

“Cmon, please look at me, I’m sorry..!” He begs, now shifted on his knees as he presses his lower half against your legs hanging off the side of the bed. “I know you told me to not do it but I was upset and.. and all worked up cuz’ of the game and winnin’”

He had hardly any bruises on his face, just a bruised lip formed into a pout and a faint one on his cheek so you knew the other guy had it worse.

“You should’ve listened to me, but I’m not that mad, I was just worried about you” You softly sigh, patting his head as he still continued to hug your legs, looking pathetic on purpose so you’d take pity on him.

“Really? I’m so happy, I’m sorry I’ll listen to you next time I swear” He rambles, almost knocking you down as he stood up to hug you, heavy but comforting, you let him lay on you for a more few moments. He definitely learned his lesson.

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mybelovedwoo · 5 months

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Yeosang as boyfriend plsss

hey, thank you so much for your request <3 i hope you'll like it!!

kang yeosang as your boyfriend - headcanon

headcanon, romance, fluff, smut

gn!reader x bf!atz

wc. ~0.7k

an: i'm just so soft for this man TTTT

you can request headcanons if you want to!! if you want to be tagged in any of my fics you can apply here <3

masterlist

-literally the sweetest, most gentle boyfriend ever, takes your relationship really seriously but is also just such a goofball, your best friend

-would laugh with him 24/7, so many jokes and fun with him, makes you laugh so hard that your stomach would hurt

-we all know he can't ask for kisses or hugs, so you have to initiate them all the time, but it's his favorite thing

-he likes back hugs, but he's more on the receiving side, just loves it when you cling to him, he just wants to stay like that forever if he could

-he loves it when you compliment his muscles, he feels so proud and would always shows them off for you, it motivates him to work out even more

-would immediately notice when something changes on you, like your hair or you bought some new clothes, "wow, y/n, you look really great"

-you are the type of couple that relies on each other all the time, when you go somewhere together there's not a second you leave the other alone

-he would do the most random things, like propose to you (as a joke) with a gummy ring or "take you out on the fanciest a date" where you all dress up, but it's actually on your balcony with takeouts and wine

-he always says what's in his mind, so you never have to wonder what's in his head, communication is really key in your relationship, but sometimes you wish he wouldn't say everything out loud

-although it can be difficult to express his emotions through words, so instead he would show them through actions, his love language is definitely acts of service

-he gives you everything you desire, more than you need actually, treats you like a princess really, gives little gifts, tries to cook for you (but fails every time), gives you massage

-literally no jealousy or possessiveness in your relationship (at least what you know about), he trusts you with all his heart and he expects the same from you

-he wants to spend every spare time with you, he can't be far away from you for too long

-he'll literally do anything just to get your affection (but ask for it TT), he likes to entertain you, that's why he often brings you with him to the gym, he doesn't want you to get bored of him

-calls you cute nicknames, like sweetie, cutie or bub, also your contact name is bub, it's the most used one of all of them

-kisses with him are just so soft, he caresses your hair or cheeks and you would melt into his touch

-would run to you, asking for rescue when his members are teasing him, you are his safe place and knows you would help him out

-once he accidentally used your shampoo instead of his, now it has become a habit of his and only uses your products

-dating yeosang would mean arguing with woosan 24/7 about whose yeosang really is

nsfw +18!!!

-he is a switch, depending on the mood and the day he has, but literally always the sweetest when it comes to such a vulnerable state

-he doesn't really care about the pleasure part, but the emotions that comes with it, he likes to be close to you and the excitement that comes within

-it is kinda part of your routine now, maybe not every day but really often ends the day naked, in each other's arms

-that's why the morning often starts with an intimate shower together

-yess, he is the vanilla type of guy, with traditional positions, where you can just hug each other real close

-something that would be a no no is anything really wild and out of his comfort zone, he is more like the traditional type of guy as i said, and seeing you in pain or hurt is also a big turn off

-lots of kisses and little "i love you" during sex

-not very vocal other than that, just lots of breath and groan

-could be very shy about it, so probably wouldn't do it when his members are around, or at least would be very careful and very quiet

-cockwarming is a must for him once in a while, he likes to be connected with you and being warmed by the love of his life

-he collapses after, he would be very worn out, but still makes sure to hold you close to him, he falls asleep almost immediately

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madschiavelique · 9 months

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Hello can you make a headcanon what type of woman/partner miguel would be his type ? Tysm

okayy so i will mostly be speaking here mentality/personality wise and not physically wise (i think miguel would probably focus more on the way his partner thinks than their appearance)

little note : i based some of my thinking and reasoning on the fact that miguel's mbti is ISTJ and thought about how he would get along with other mbti types

headcanon : miguel's type content warnings : none word count : 485 tag list : @fandom-ash

he is probably a man who likes a match that can connect with their values, work styles and schedules. which doesn’t mean that he is completely immune to the possibility of being adventurous

i’d say he is a traditional man, so he’ll probably search for someone like that too, but he’ll still seek for someone that can get him out of his comfort zone, such as fun and loving individuals who live in the moment – who are still able to respect tradition, of course, and that can decrease his overall stress simply by their presence

he’d also need an intelligent partner, or at least someone with whom he can have deep discussions

he wants someone who is independent – he spends enough time already baby sitting an entire society, and dealing with a childish partner isn’t really what he’s searching for in a relationship

since he is a man who, when making decisions, places rationality ahead of emotions, he’d really have to take time to methodically evaluate his partner

which brings me to an important point : he needs someone who is patient. he doesn’t fall in love easily, he’s actually the exact opposite of a quick lover. it takes time to know him, he likes to take time to know his partner, and likes to take it even more for him to truly commit to a relationship

he’s not the kind to enjoy risk-taking, especially when the subject is love. he takes his time to date to properly evaluate his partner before making any moves

he can find it difficult to express his feelings directly through words. during debates, he can struggle to find the proper word to express his expression and thoughts, which emphasizes the need for someone be patient and that will not judge him to hastily

I think we can say that on some globality with miguel, what you see is what you get, honesty and straightforwardness is a pillar in his relations, so his partner has to be honest as well.

he might sound too cold from time to time in his words, which can sometime be involuntary, so his partner should preferably be able to see through the tone of his words and focus mostly on what message he’s trying to express

he has a strong sense of duty and responsibility so he will work hard at fulfilling his promises – sometimes sacrificing himself in the process because he always put others first, which is why he needs someone responsible that can bring him back on firm ground in reality and can properly take care of him by showing him how to put himself first sometimes

he wants someone that is dependable and reliable, someone confident and self-assured, that will keep their objectivity in any situation

since he is practical, logical and very grounded, I can imagine him searching the same qualities in his partner

honestly, I think what miguel is searching for is someone that has a similar way of thinking to him, but that is less afraid of taking risks and ready to work for their relationship

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sunboki · 2 years

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WIPING OFF SKZ’S KISSES

including; bangchan, han jisung, seo changbin, lee felix, hwang hyunjin, lee minho, kim seungmin, yang jeongin

genre; fluff:)

BANGCHAN had you cuddled in his lap, typing away on the keyboard and carefully testing out rhythms with an effortlessly attractive focused expression. however it seemed he took hint of your watchful eyes, filled with adoration as you spent the extra seconds soaking in this type of chan. “was i zoning out?” he voiced, brows knitting worriedly as he hugged you closer—placing a feather-light kiss on your cheek. at this moment the mischievous opportunity overtook you, wiping off the peck he landed. chan almost immediately placed another, than another until your face was absolutely bombarded with his kisses. “now you’ll have to scrub your face if you want to rub them off, don’t resist my love~” he sang, chin resting atop your head; carrying a pouty expression. “don’t be upset channie, i was joking..” you giggled, turning around to cup his falsetto sad face. surprisingly, he gave each of your cheeks a last kiss. “for good luck.” — “c’mon..chan..”

HAN throws a fit when you use the back of your hand to brush off his kiss to your lips. “heyyyyyy, don’t do that… do you not want my kisses?” he slurs, making it hard not to laugh. if anything, quokka looked betrayed. his chubby cheeks puff out defiantly, crossing his arms taut to his chest while he deeply sighed—silence overtaking the room. “does my breath smell?” han randomly proposed, unable to contain his bubbling chuckle. “was it my lunch? AH. i need to go brush my teeth.” he rose up, beginning to hurriedly walk to the bathroom. you grasped his shirt in a quick manner. “i’m joking i’m joking, it was all a prank.” you eased, han releasing a breathless whine before collapsing on top of you. “jisungie.. get off..” you struggled, squirming beneath his in-denial frame. “that’s so mean y/nnie.. you’re paying for dinner.” he huffed. “okay fine dinner’s on me.” the struggle continued, han finally getting off. “don’t do that, let me love you.” he whispered softly, big brown eyes carrying so much emotion. “i promise baby.” you hugged him, smiling to yourself at just how precious he was. the nickname you used making his face ache red. “never can get used to that.” this time you both laughed.

CHANGBIN would huff, eyeing your fingers reaching to brush off his affection. you were halfway through the newest godzilla movie ( that changbin had thoughtfully asked to watch ), and as boredom set in, you took it upon yourself to pester the man of principles. his disregarded kisses happened a few more times before he grabbed your wrists, using his strength to push you back on the couch till he was hovering over you. “you’re ruining the movie for me, now hold still while i finish what was started.” nonetheless, he kept his promise, littering every inch of skin he could find in his kisses. yet no matter how hot the muscular man looked above you in that moment, he was still your dwaekki and you couldn’t take a single thing he did seriously for a set amount of time. so now you were literally cracking up as he kissed your neck, the man smiling against your skin. “ticklish much?” he mused. “please! oh my god i’m gonna pee my pants.” you chest shook, changbin relieving his efforts. “ruining the mood.” he playfully grinned, turning off the tv—hovering over you once again. “but didn’t you want to watch the-“let’s focus on not killing the mood, what do you say?” wow. hot.

FELIX gasped dramatically, eyes narrowing to gaze at you in dismay. “do you not love me anymore?” his face crinkled as he fake cried on your shoulder, quietly interlocking his fingers with yours. meanwhile, the silence that followed resulted in a stubborn felix to take the reins. his breath ghosted your neck as he landed a soft kiss, yet he didn’t separate. instead, suppressing his deep burst of laughter. “if i don’t let go, can you wipe it off?” he smiled cheekily, the movement tickling your skin. “ah! i can’t do it anymore you’re freaking me out.” you shivered, rolling your eyes at the satisfied bbokari lifting his brows. the smell of burning overtaking the situation. he shot you from his position. “the brownies! they’re gonna burnnn.” he sang with a panicked lilt, placing the nearly burnt batch on the counter. taking a testing bite, his eyes narrowed. “try one.” he handed you a brownie, carefully watching your expression. “they don’t taste burnt, pretty yummy if you ask me.” you licked your lips, felix leaning forwards to thumb a stray crumb from your face. “messy eater.” he taunted, resting his chin atop his hand. “be quiet.” your reaction stirring a soft giggle.

HYUNJIN, as usual, was working on a choreo. after a bit of time he took a break, sweat dappling his forehead as you handed him a water bottle to cool off. his small kiss of thanks was a response, to which you wiped it off easily—finding the opportunity to pull a little stunt. “huh?” he blinked up at you, lips still attached to the water bottle’s edge. “what was that for?” he gave you a no-nonsense look, genuinely confused as to why you wouldn’t accept his peck. “what?” you tilted your head innocently, acting as if nothing had happened. “you wiped off. my kiss.” he pouted, rising up to squish both of your cheeks in his hand, squinting accusingly. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.” you shrugged, his downright confused face almost making your facade crack. you could see the gears turning in his mind. he shook his head fervently, returned to practicing and a few minutes later sat on the floor. “jinnie?” you asked, quirking your brow at his behavior. “i lost motivation. my love has been rejected.” he dramatically sighed, now fully laying on his back. “now who ever said that?” you hunkered down to straddle him, leaning down to land a deep kiss. “woah woah woah woahhh..” he gaped, his brown eyes blown with amazement. “it was a prank jinnie.” — “then i’ll need repayment to get back my motivation.”

MINHO kissed back. he enjoyed being the one to receive rather than give, just to see how needy you’d become if you hadn’t been given attention in a bit. leaving the scenario as the perfect time to tease( a key lee know habit ). so if anything he’d be the one to wipe off your kisses. but today was your day for revenge, after all this pain and suffering due to minho’s cruel way of getting what he wanted, you were taking control. “min… can i get a kiss?” he glanced up from his phone to where you were typing on your desk. “now you’re asking, well how could i say no?“ maneuvering his head to softly kiss your lips, eyeing you as you used the back of your hand to discard his kiss. fueling a realization that it had never been this hard to maintain composure until this moment. “what is this?” he used his foot to swivel the chair back to where he sat on a spare stool. “acting like a brat? is this your way of getting back at me?” his stunning eyes read you like a book. every time. “i had an itch.” your excuse proving more pitiful than you’d anticipated in your head. “on your lips, then please, let me help you.” bewildered, you shrunk against the chair with a squeak—minho advancing into you at an alarming pace. pulling away with heavy breath. “not fair.” you huffed, minho looked too pleased with himself.

SEUNGMIN was far too innocent for this trend, his kind gestures and ever patient sincerity left no room for mean pranks. but nonetheless, the chance to test it lay bare and it looked pretty tempting. of course, you knew you’d fold unbelievably quick since seungmin was too adorable to resist. he’d just taken you on a date, and your last stopped was now checked off the list. the stop in question being an old family-run restaurant you both frequently visited in your early dating years. it held a special place on your heart. with full stomachs and dazed smiles, puppym’s kiss to your forehead reminded you of the horrible prank. it was even painful to reach up and wipe it off, and even more so painful to watch his reaction alter. he almost looked worried. “was there something on my lips?” he touched his bottom lip, you immediately folded—hand holding onto his wrist. being too guilty to confess, you leaned upon a harmless white lie. “i think it was some kimchi.” you sheepishly smiled, earning a wholesome beam from the literal puppy. guilt. it hit hard.

JEONGIN being similar to seungmin seemed too much of a sweetheart to pull into this situation, but you really wanted to see what he’d do next. so, you waited as he planted a kiss to your nose—sharing this tender moment whilst watching a newly released series on the couch to occupy empty time. however he wasn’t even effected. in fact, he helped you wipe your nose off. “the popcorn i made was pretty buttery, be sure to get it all off so you don’t get oils on your skin.” you couldn’t even respond, there was no room to respond. “i wouldn’t want my popcorn to ruin your face.” his eyes crinkled happily, holding your face in his hands. giving up, you melted into this act of sentiment. yes. how could you even think of doing this to your cupcake jeongin? wrapping your arms around his neck, you pulled him into a hug. “im such a bad person innie, im sorryyy~” you mumbled into his shirt, the boy unable to make out what you’d said. “what was that y/nie?” thank god he didn’t look further n to the topic. “nothing baby, this episodes really good by the way.” you nonchalantly chomped a piece of his popcorn. buttery indeed.

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hopehjort · 1 year

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Why (Inattentive) ADHD folks are so sensitive to rejection.

I want to talk about this. It’s been in my mind a lot lately. In October I got my inattentive ADHD diagnosis at the age of 29 (I turn 30 in just 20 days).

Inattentive ADHD is what used to be call ADD in the past. The reason it’s not anymore is because we still have that Hyperactivity. It’s still there. It’s in our head, our mind, our racing thoughts going 100 miles an hour. The daydreaming, the excited rambling, the zoning out and completely ignoring everything around you for a solid 2-5 minutes before realising you’re driving on the highway(before you ask YES. This has happened to me on several occasions - no I have miraculously not been in any accidents.)

It’s an internal hyperactivity.

Anyway - all my life I’ve been struggling with a lot of emotional turmoil and if there’s one thing I know I’m afraid of. Something that can and has absolutely done in the past – break me – it’s rejection.

Social rejection, relationship rejection, romantic rejection, job rejection. We’ve all been there. It’s part of life. And every time someone express fear of said rejection. The response is almost always the same.

- What’s the worst that can happen?

- It’s not the end of the world.

- A no won’t kill you.

All true by the way yes. In the overview of the world, yes. Certainly things I’ve said myself. Things I’m still working on accepting.

Everybody has an emotional volume switch on the inside. Something you can turn up and down depending on your feelings.

ADHD folks often usually have a different kind of switch. We have off and on. 0% and 100%. Now There is a way to practice feeling the different percentages inbetween but it can be hard. Also remember everybody is different and I am primarily speaking from personal experience and talking with others who has felt similar.

What does 0 vs 100% mean you ask?

Well it means either you can or you can’t. If I get the job I applied for that’s 100% - I CAN do what I want to work as.

If I happen to not get the job I applied for? That 0%. That’s me being told that I’m not good enough. And the more rejections I get the more I’m told how much I truly must suck at this type of job I really want.

The more rejections given the bigger, the louder, the more INTENSE this 0% becomes.

No. It’s not the end of the world. It won’t kill me. But it hurts so bad it feels like it does.

“Stop getting upset. It’s just a lost toy, it’s just one job, It’s just one guy/girl/any, It’s just xyz, it’s not that bad.”

No. It’s not JUST xyz. Yes it IS that bad because it FEELS that bad. Because it feels intense. We can’t just linger somewhere in between. Even though we want to.

Just… be aware. Understand that we try but it’s not that easy. Things hits us harder because if we don’t feel at 0% we feel it at 100%.

And no one wants to feel at 0%.

#ADHD #Inattentive ADHD #RSD #Text #personal

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makshu · 1 year

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Ok so this is going to be another analyze about Osomatsu (because yes and because I have it in mind and I need to write it down before I forget)

I'll talk about Osomatsu's relationship with crying and sad moments in general, long post after cut

(Oh and- at some point I got lost so none of this probably makes sense- read at your own risk)

I think by this point everyone knows that Osomatsu is a somewhat a complicated person- and if you can please try to remember a time when you saw him crying... hard right? I know-

Off the top of my head I remember three times he cried (maybe I'll remember more later), two of those times were with a comedy proposal so they won't count here, and the last one was a time when he was really sad (was panicked better saying-)

So I have a vision of Osomatsu that I'd like to share (even though I'm not sure if it's 100% right) ok so- He never cries, it's hard to find a moment where he cries for whatever reason, and like- not like Jyushi, Jyushimatsu also has few crying moments, but that's because he is almost never shown being sad, but when these sad moments occur he allow himself to be sad and cry, and I know that there are people who are simply less cry than others and I strongly believe that Osomatsu and Jyushimatsu are two of those cases, but still, they remain human and still cry, but Osomatsu seems to refuse to do that sometimes-

I'll take as an example a situation where he appeared (or in this case really) to be sad which is ep 24 S1. We know that whole situation shook Oso, and as a gift they didn't show his face almost once, he has his back turned the whole time making it difficult to see his full face, only from the nose down was visible and since eyes are a very expressive part of our body we ended up missing a lot of his real emotions, but I'm sure he didn't cried there (he doesn't cry normally, in front of others so it's a complete no for him) but what about when he was off screen? I'm sure he shed a few tears at those times, or worse- had a panic attack (as he's shown himself to be prone to having them), the point is- he looks like he doesn't want to cry, he seems to have a little trouble expressing that kind of emotion and crying must be something he represses.

Osomatsu is the type of person who will laugh at a bad situation and make fun of his problems, but deep down he is agonizing over them. He doesn't want to cry. But why? Perhaps to be an example of a strong older brother? Or because it doesn't suit his character? Oso has already shown that he has problems with his identity, and if he tries so hard to remain in the comfort zone and with the personality he always had, crying is not something that suits the little troublemaker, the older brother, the leader. Not being ok is a horrible situation for him, he doesn't want to feel bad and doesn't know how to react to this type of situation, so he just "stops working" and stands there with its blank face, he won't cry even if sometimes he wants to.

Crying is good and it's a way to let out everything you've been holding back, and Osomatsu has been holding back a lot over these three seasons (+ the movie), after he had a panic attack at the beginning of S3 I think it's an indication that something is not right (I assume crying in a panic attack is normal, so yeah-) I don't think there's a confirmed reason why this happened to him but we can speculate on some things (which I won't do in this post), but anyway he needs help ASAP

I think that's it. I missed this post several times so it sucked to write it all down and at some point (at the beginning) I got lost so if you got something wow congrats (seriously- congrats because even I didn't get it) if anyone wants to add feel free to reblog this thing

#it took me an hour to write this shit #I once had things in place #but I completely lost myself-#Someone just please pay Osomatsu therapy to solve this fucker's problem #also- I should be drawing an art trade instead of writing this #so byee #osomatsu san #ososan #osomatsu #osomatsu analyze #character analyze

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kobiiioo · 4 months

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complicated.

brief summary and context for the hanpunk animatic i posted:

tbh,

the whole lyrics of the song pretty much explains how lihan feels towards hobie like there’s not much to really talk about ig ?? but actually ☝️🤓 if yall want a better description of the situation,

the whole scene takes place in HQ (wasn’t it obvious) and it’s one of lihan’s routine to sit at a random table with her morning coffee and just watch other spider people passing by, spending her afternoon in peace.

after a while being part of the SS, she starts to get along better with other people, meaning getting along with him.

she’s conscious of how she behaves around him and how she feels towards him. she’s not so obvious with it since she’s an expert at hiding her emotions and she’s definitely not the type to tell ANYBODY that she has a crush on someone in general (nor does she know how to express herself)

bUT she guessed that he probably already caught her many times being all flustered, clumsy and annoyed by his teasing and that he pretends to be clueless about it (which is true) since she’s just really silly and sometimes gets nervous around him AUAUAU ☹️

anw she then spots him being surrounded by people, seeing how everyone looks at him with sparks in their eyes, their gaze filled with admiration and intimidation.

and in that moment, she starts to feel a strange feeling she’s felt once before. she hates it because she exactly knows why others looks at him that way.

i mentionned on my previous post that lihan has always been envious of her brother.

that’s how she feels towards hobie too.

he’s just so cool, so confident, charismatic, clever and especially honest. he’s everything that she could never be. and this reminds her so much of her brother but it’s srsly not new since she kinda saw it coming.

she also realizes how often she zones out when watching him and forgets the fact that she’s literally staring unbothered like-👁️👁️ and hobie sometimes would catch her and just stare back at her as well so they’re just staring at each other like 👁️👁️ and then she snaps out of it before turning away all flustered LMFAO idiots 😔

anw this is not what i wanted to talk about but basically while she’s zoning out, she gets reminded of one specific event (will talk about this on another post as well) that made her realize that she totally had the wrong image of him, only seeing him as annoying and as a silly guy. and it’s this part where she’s staring up at him as he’s facing his back and then looking back at her.

the fact that she’s down and staring up at him is also a way of showing that he seems to be untouchable and unattainable to her, someone she can never truly hold in her embrace, someone she can only look at from afar and appreciate their beauty, someone she can never call “mine”.

this emphasizes with the only part where there are no blue shade (it’s kind of like a flashback) where they’re just smiling at each other and their hands are almost about to touch but as you can see, only lihan’s hand moves but not hobie’s.

yall know what that means ?

yeah.

it’s one sided. it’s not reciprocal.

but who knows what he feels towards her ? right ? as she’s walking away, hobie reaches his hand out to stop her, to hold back and maybe catch something that’s more important than he thought, slipping out of his hand.

but did he ended up catching it ?

nope.

and yes,

that’s exactly why their relationship is a unrequited love (i have a very serious problem with this trope)

and thus she knows. she knew from the beginning as soon as she sensed that she started feeling something stronger towards him.

she sensed the tension between them and that whatever they had and whatever it was, it could never happen.

she didn’t even had expectations in the first place. she never even imagined she’d fall for someone like him. and even though it’s hard for her to even believe this truth,

she loves him.

so dearly and wholeheartedly.

and she doesn’t want to love him just for the hope to become something more than what they are. she’s satisfied with what she has and she’s simply grateful to have him around.

she doesn’t want to complain because whenever she did, she always lost something. (suhhan *COUGHS*)

even though it does make her sad that they’ll probably not (unless 👀) be more, what truly agonizes her the most is that until the end, she’ll never have the guts to reach her hand out to hold his.

(ps: she’s such an idiot i hate her ugh she makes me so freaking sickkk AAAA💔 this is so stupid she is me i am her we are the same person ahagshhs 😁)

#kobiverse #lihanlore #hanpunk #oc x canon #spidersona #spiderverse oc #oc

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stinkyme · 1 year

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Hello! This is another Yokomizo fic requested/suggested by my lovely Sei!! :) <33 @sei-minjuhan

I really hope you like it and enjoy it!! :) <3

CW/TW: NSFW, fem!reader, established relationship, stressed writer for a reader, oral!fem receiving, using spit as additional lube, sort of slow/romantic type of sex in the start, cockwarming in a sense, reader expressing emotions, later on reader being filthy a bit, teasing, overstimulation, creampie

PS. I suck at writing emotions like this, so go easy on me🧎🏻‍♀️ I think this whole fic sucks but here we are I guess and I apologize in advance

I also apologize for any mistakes in advance! :)

Use your words || Yokomizo Seishi x Reader

Yokomizo and you were dating for some time now and you would usually spend your days writing together, talking, drinking tea, cuddling and overall just bonding more and more each day. However, Yokomizo noticed you were stressed more than usual, especially when it comes to your writing. You would rip pages and throw them away in frustration, zone out easily but still move your pen between your fingers in annoyance, take deep sighs and seem to be completely out of it. He always paid attention to you but he always kept to himself in order to not annoy you further. That was until today. He decided to talk to you and get to the bottom of the issue. You were sitting in front of him, deep in thoughts meanwhile paper full of crossings and little drawings laid in front of you. You were biting your lip and moved your pen between your fingers as you tried to think of something.

"What seems to bother you?" Yokomizo asked softly, practically waking you up from your deep thoughts. You gave him slightly confused look, like you were sleeping this whole time, unaware of your body language.

"Hm? Nothing really." you sighed out as you dropped your hands on the table, moving your gaze towards the paper.

"That certainly doesn't seem like nothing. You can talk to me Y/N, you know?" he continued in soft voice as his eyes followed your tense body and its movement. You kept staring at one spot, trying to let words leave your throat, but it was too hard. That's exactly why you were annoyed - words, emotions and expressing deeper feelings always got uncomfortably stuck in your throat. You just gave Yokomizo an insecure look and parted your lips but nothing came out. He was always so patient with you and in this very moment his gaze was reassuring and soft.

"I...just...I guess I have hard time." you somehow choked out. Yokomizo chuckled softly, he wasn't mocking you but rather find it sweet how hard you tried.

"Hard time? With what my love?" he asked as soft smile appeared on his face. He knew but he wanted to hear you say it.

"I guess...ugh." you scoffed out.

"I think it's just really hard to write my emotions down and make them sound convincing or real." you somehow said and gave Yokomizo a look that seemed insecure and hopeless.

"Mm...it is hard to write down emotions. Especially deep ones. You always feel like something is missing or you have hard time even placing it on the paper to begin with?" he asked as his hand rested under his jaw.

"Second one." you said swiftly.

"I see. Well if you try and force it out it definitely won't work. Forcing emotions only works in certain cases and genres so you need a different approach. Writing anything while irritated or stressed will most likely end up being something you dislike." he crossed his arms as he made a point. You thought about what he said and softly nodded.

"Different approach you say? What kind of different approach?" you asked him genuinely.

"Well, that's on you to find out. You need to think about that and decide on your own eventually. However, I do have an idea for the time being." he slowly got up and stretched out his hand. You took it and he walked you to the bedroom and closed the door behind you. You were looking at him confused, but your mind started to catch on what he was doing. He slowly pulled you in closer by your hand, his other hand meeting your waist and he leaned in to kiss you. You closed your eyes returning the kiss and deepening it further, making it more passionate. He slowly turned you around, placing you on the bed, not breaking the kiss as his soft, wet tongue picked up the pace of yours. Your hands quickly started taking his clothes off and his top dropped on the floor as he started taking his pants off. You pulled out from a kiss to take off your own clothes and Yokomizo helped you. Two of you were only in your underwear and Yokomizo pushed you further on the bed, laying on top of you. He gently moved his hand under your back to undo your bra and slowly took it off pulling it down over your arms. He dropped it next to you and leaned in, one his hands cupping your cheek, meanwhile the other one was giving him stability and he pulled you in another deep, sensible kiss. Your arms wrapped around him and you could feel excitement burst like little fireworks inside you. He slowly moved his lips away from yours, moving down on your neck. He gently moved your head to the side to expose your neck and left quick, soft kisses tracing his way down to your collarbone. He gently traced his way down to your nipple with his tongue. You quivered at wet sensation and he swiftly started sucking on it. Your hands tangled in his hair as soft whimper left your lips. He slowly left your nipple alone as he moved to the other one giving it the same treatment. Your grip on his hair tightened as he sucked and twirled his tongue around. He pulled away, leaving gentle kiss behind and slowly moved down your tummy, covering it in soft bites and kisses, making you tremble. His lips kept moving down as his hands traced outline of your waist and hips, his fingers finally reaching edges of your panties. He slowly pulled them down, leaving kisses all over your lower tummy and you slowly moved your legs up so he could take them off. He dropped them on the floor behind, his face quickly meeting your exposed pussy. His arms and hands wrapped around your thighs, gently pulling you closer as his wet tongue quickly found your clit. Your head hit the matress as you felt his tongue slowly started moving on your clit. He was moving it up and down in slow pace as he was exploring you and you whimpered lowly as his tongue picked up circular pace, moving quicker but soft. Your hands tangled in his hair as you arched your back at sensation. He kept moving his tongue as your hips followed to meet his pace, letting out few breathy moans. He moved down, his tongue now teasing and coating your entrance with his warm saliva and he gently pushed his tongue in for a quick second, tasting your leaking juices, which made you arch your back once again. His lips curled into a small smile.

"Was this your plan to stop me from thinking and talking?" you asked through a little laugh, looking down on his face.

"Quite the opposite darling." he said in soft, deep voice, almost like a whisper and moved himself up, his face inches away from yours and slowly leaned in and parted your lips with his, kissing you passionately making you taste yourself as well. He gently moved away and he could see confusion on your face due to what he said before. He got up and pulled his boxers down just enough so he can access his hardened cock. He stroked it for a bit, small amount of spit leaving his lips and falling directly on his cock as he kept stroking it to lube it. He positioned himself, his cock lining up with your inner lips as he slowly pushed it in, not taking his eyes off of you. You gasped out, your legs wrapping around his hips as he slowly stretched you out, giving you time to adjust to his lenght. He pushed himself all the way in and stayed like that for a second as he leaned towards you, his elbows on each side of you as his face got close to yours once again. He started moving his hips and thursted in and out of you, slowly. You could feel his breath of his soft whimpers leaving warmth on your face and you wrapped your arms around his neck. He leaned in closer, his lips brushing on the shell of your ear.

"Tell me darling, what do you feel right now?" he whispered and it made you shiver and you could feel heat filling up your stomach due to his question as your pussy tightened around him due to your tense reaction.

"What..do you mean?" you whispered out but you felt like, once again, you were choking your words out.

"Now, in this moment, do you feel relaxed? Tense? You feel tense darling." he kept whispering in your ear and you could feel your tummy being filled with intense shyness as your cheeks felt like they were burning. Yokomizo kept his slow pace of thursts as his lips moved down to your neck, leaving gentle and wet kisses behind.

"I..guess that feeling tense would be it." you choked out, feeling like your throat was getting dry. You gulped gently, but unusual intensity of his questions made you insecure in this very moment.

"I see." he whispered, moving away his lips away for a split second and swiftly placing them back on your neck.

"Take your time. What else do you feel?" he whispered once again, his lips moving to the other side of your neck, plastering sweet, soft kisses there as well. His thursts were still slow, you could feel him inside you completely, every curve, every vein - everything. Your heart was beating fast and you could sense heat move up to your chest.

"I...feel, um.., shy." you somehow whispered out.

"Good job princess, tell me, what else?" he said and left one small, feather like lick on your neck and moved up to kiss your jaw, from your chin down to your ear. His thurst were even slower, more teasing.

"I..feel..frustrated." you said with slight more confidence, it didn't feel as vulnerable.

"Mhm, because of me?" Yokomizo asked in breathy voice as he moved to the other side of your face, giving rest of your jaw same, sweet treatment of gentle kisses.

"No Yoko, never because of you. I am just mad I can't..write things..the way I want to." you said in slightly louder voice as your head got filled with thoughts of previous annoyance due to stuckness you felt.

"I understand darling, however tell me. What do you feel about me?" he slowly moved his kisses down to your neck, then lower to your collarbone. His thursts were still slow paced.

"About you?" your heartbeat quickened as you got nervous. He knew what you feel about him, didn't he?

"You know...that." you said shyly and his lips curled into a smile as chuckle left his throat, leaving warm air on your chest.

"I don't darling. How am I supposed to know if you don't tell me?" he looked up and you could see his smirk was weirdly challenging, weirdly teasing. It made you feel like a knot formed inside your chest as you tried to vocalize something...anything. His thurst almost stopped completely at this point, which made you slightly frustrated on top of everything. You were currently at his mercy in all spheres active in this exact moment. Your wet, needy, teased cunt as well as your emotional state. You gave him slightly frustrated look.

"I may not tell you, but I show you, don't I?" you looked up at him, your gaze firm which made him chuckle once again.

"Of course you do, but you know darling..we writers understand words the best, don't we?" he said teasingly as he moved his head down to kiss skin between your breasts. Heat of shyness you felt just second ago started feeling like it grew into a wildly burning fire.

"Fine. I love you." you said as you tried to be confident, shyness washing over you once again. You felt like your body had some weird loop inside - heat, fire, water, heat, fire, water, heat, fire...

"And? We spent enough time together, there must be more than that. Use your words darling." he whispered his sentence into your burning skin as he moved his hips, thursting inside you and keeping up a bit faster pace this time. Everything felt too much in this moment, your chest felt like they want to explode from things you want to say, your throat soaked the heat from your chest making it dry and awfully unable to put to proper use as you felt naked, exposed, challenged emotionally as well as being actually naked and exposed under him. His pace was faster than the last time, not fast enough to make you unable to think, but fast enough to press your sensitive spot repeatedly making you whimper out as your thoughts become messier to work with.

"I..I feel intimate with you, but not only in usual sense..I feel like I can be myself..like-" you cut yourself off just thinking of the next thing you wanted to say that made your voice give up once again. You looked at Yokomizo, your eyes were filled with insecurity and he slowed down his thursts a bit.

"Like? Remember darling, there is no right or wrong way to express yourself, that is with me, at least." he lowered his face and left a gentle kiss on your collarbone behind.

That was exactly it.

"That is the point. I feel like you understand me even when I don't say something, like..our souls are tied or rather melted in together and we just fully feel each other, with no need to speak." you said more confidently this time, you felt like some weight was lifted off of your chest, so you kept going, needy for that type of emotional release right now.

"I feel like my soul was made for yours and vice versa, I feel it anytime we hold hands, it feels like familiarity and belonging. That's how I feel." you said more comfortable now as Yokomizo's thursts almost completely stopped, he looked at you in awe, his eyes had a spark you didn't ever see before. It felt encouraging, warm to see him like that.

"With you everything makes sense, even this. If someone else asked me to do this, I would probably run away by now." you laughed, feeling even more comfortable. You slowly brought your hand under his as your fingers tangled with his.

"See? Just like that. Do you feel it too?" you said in gentle voice as Yokomizo's gaze focused on your tangled hands as he chuckled, some sort of comfort and relief appearing on his face. Your lips curled into a smirk as you lowered your and his hand down your pussy.

"You see, I also feel like your hands could be at a better use somewhere else, does that count as expressing myself?" you asked him in a soft voice, almost like a whisper. Yokomizo smiled at your sudden confidence.

"Anything else you would like to express princess?" he asked as he moved his hips away from your cunt and raised his upper body in order to give his fingers more space to work. His cock was still inside you and he started moving his hips in medium pace as his fingers started making gentle circles on your clit. You whimpered out at sensation.

"No, for now." you whispered out and he smiled as his hips started moving faster, pressuring all your sensitive spots inside. He slowly moved his other hand on your knee, pushing it to the side slighty and spreaded your legs more. His fingers stopped their movement as he readjusted his hand, four of his fingers on your lower tummy, pressing it in order to feel himself inside you as his thumb moved on your clit, stimulating it in medium paced circles as his thursts became deeper and faster. He started thursting inside you vigorously as his thumb kept same pace on your clit, rest of his hand pressing your lower tummy with more pressure making you whimper and whine out unceasingly. You felt heat build up inside you and you grabbed the sheets as his pace didn't change at all, just bringing you closer to your orgasm with his thursts, you could feel his cock twitch inside your wet walls as you tightened around him. You were getting closer and one of your legs almost instictively wrapped around his hips as a sign for him to keep going. Room was filled with sounds of his thurts, his sharp whimpers as well as your low moans.

"I love feeling myself inside you." Yokomizo said in quick breath as his hand pressured your tummy and he could feel his cock move and twitch inside you. More pressure made you feel him even more inside you and sharp moan left your lips, his thumb still circling on your clit as he kept thursting inside you in relentless pace, you could feel orgasm build inside you.

"Just..don't stop." you said through breathy, shakey whimpers. Yokomizo's lips curled into a grin as he kept his pace, his cock still twitching inside you. With few more seconds you could feel your orgasm slowly bursting inside you, making you whimper out as your back arched and your hands gripped the sheets. It was intense and once it reached its peak that made you cover your mouth quickly to muffle your whine, it slowly started melting away. Yokomizo slowed down his pace, letting you get off of your high. Your orgasm completely melted away as you felt lightheaded and weak in your legs. Yokomizo slowly pulled out, leaving your drooling pussy empty and leaned down to give your wasted face a gentle kiss.

"I want again." you said as your breathing calmed down. You weren't sure what got into you to be bold with your words, but there's no going back now.

"Again? What exactly princess?" Yokomizo said gently as he placed soft kiss on your cheek.

"Don't play dumb." you said in slightly shy voice as your high completely went away and your thoughts got more clear. Yokomizo smiled in a weirdly devilish manner.

"I told you Y/N, I can't know if you don't tell me. Use your words my love." he whispered into your skin as he placed one more kiss. You slowly moved your head up, your lips brushing over Yokomizo's ear. It was the only way for you not to look at his face and therefore maybe get more confidence.

"I want you to stop talking and put your mouth to a better use. Is this..expressive..enough?" you slowly whispered in his ear as you accented the word. Yokomizo just smiled at your boldness even though he knew your heart was beating insanely fast in your chest.

"More than enough princess." he whispered back and slowly moved down, his head once again being between your legs as his fingers quickly found their way to your entrance, gently collecting the juices that were leaking. Your head hit the matress as he slowly moved his fingers up to your clit, making small circles. You quivered, still sensitive from your previous orgasm. He made lazy circles and moved his fingers down between your inner lips and slowly pushing two of them inside which made you feel bitter sweet mix of pain and pleasure as he curled them, pressing your sensitive and overstimulated g-spot and started moving them in medium pace, making the sensation more intense which made little tears form in the edges of your eyes. You covered your mouth, muffling the whimpers that kept escaping from your throat. Yokomizo kept his pace and slowly brought his lips near your clit, blowing a little bit of hot air as he left a kitten lick on it which made you arch your back. He placed his lips over your clit and started gently sucking on it. You kept whimpering in your hand as tears that formed before started to roll down your cheeks. Yokomizo stopped sucking and placed his tongue over your swollen, needy clit and started stimulating it making slow circles, his tongue wet and warm. He started moving his fingers in slightly more stimulating place, ceasingly pressing your sensitive spot as his tongue kept same pace. Whimpers turned into muffled whines as he kept going, tears still forming and rolling down your face. You started moving your hips to follow his movement, chasing your release. It felt so good, perfect mixture of pleasure and slight pain and you were in a huge need to orgasm soon. Your legs were shaking, already weak from previous time as you held your breath trying to keep your moans to minimum but it was no use. Yokomizo started pressuring your sensitive spot inside even more as his pace fastened and his tongue followed, making you go over the edge. You felt like he was everywhere at the same time as your skin started burning. You could feel your orgasm approaching and you whimpered out loudly as your hands moved down in his hair pulling him in. Yokomizo whimpered in your pussy which sent vibrations and more stimulation in your body and you felt sweet approach of release inside you. You kept moving your hips to match his movement and you could feel your lower tummy filling up with overwhelming sense of release. You kept whimpering out through your orgasm, your hips completely losing stable movement as you were slowly getting off of your high. Tears melted down on flushed skin of your cheeks and you finally felt your orgasm slowly calming down and your hands let go of Yokomizo's hair and your legs completely losing all the strenght. Yokomizo pulled his fingers out and slowly moved his head away. He moved his upper body and slowly moved his hips and hard, leaking cock near your pussy, gently teasing your inner lips that had cum leaking down. You calmed down your breathing and you felt sleepy and lightheaded, your body completely relaxing from weakness.

"Can you handle a bit more angel?" Yokomizo looked at you with needy eyes as he stroked his cock that was teasing your entrance. You nodded weakly and he slowly pushed his cock inside your overstimulated pussy and you quivered, letting out a small moan. He whined out at the wet, tight, warm sensation. He leaned towards you and gently parted your lips with his as his tongue met yours, two of you kissing passionately as he slowly thursted in and out of you. You whimpered in his mouth and you could feel his cock twitch inside you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in a deeper kiss as your legs weakly wrapped around his hips. He kept his pace slow and softly whined in your mouth as he felt you pulsating around him. You pulled away from the kiss, moving your lips down to his neck, sucking on it gently which made him moan in your ear as his cock twitched inside you. You left gentle kisses behind the little mark you made and his thurts fastened up which made you moan as he chased his own release. He gently moved your head with his hand, making you face him as he started kissing you once again. You kept whimpering in his mouth as he kept letting out breathy moans in yours, his thursts faster and faster as his cock kept twitching. You tightened around his cock which pushed him over the edge as he let out sharp whine, his warm cum filling you up inside. He kept whimpering through his release, slowing down his thurst as you let out sharp moan, your arms slowly moving down his neck and falling down as he slowly pulled out, trying to not make too much mess. He placed a gentle kiss on your forehead and slowly moved to lay down next to you, calming down from his orgasm.

"Feeling more inspired now?" he asked in a gentle tone.

"Tired. Bath." you said quickly which made him chuckle. He brought his fingers and gently brushed your cheek.

"It's a deal princess. We can focus on writing later." he said in a soft voice and moved his face near yours, placing a gentle kiss on your lips. You cupped his cheeck and smiled.

"Thank you, my love." you looked into his eyes, truly grateful for him and he gently took your hand that was cupping his cheek and placed gentle kiss.

"Anytime princess, trust me." he gave you a teasing smirk and you laughed as you understood what he meant.

"Can we go to the bath now? It might give me even more inspiration." you smiled softly at him earning a smile back and two of you spent rest of the day relaxing, enjoying each other's company and talking about new ideas.

The End :) <3

I hope you liked and enjoyed this, I am really sorry if it's not the best but yeah

Thank you my lovely Sei for suggesting and talking to me about your ideas! :)

Thank you everyone for all support showed me! It's deeply appreciated and kissing everyone on the forehead hehe <3

#yokomizo smut #yokomizo x yn #yokomizo x reader #yokomizo bsd smut #bsd yokomizo #yokomizo x reader smut

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cheemerthelizard · 1 year

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after watching half of MP100 season 1 in about two (2) days, I think I can definitively say that Mob is definitely autistic-coded, and that his psychic powers are an allegory for romanticized mental illnesses/disorders.

Mob being autistic coded is pretty obvious to anyone who knows the littlest bit about autism. I'm sure if I watched it in 4th grade, I would say that Mob kind of reminded me of some of my autistic friends, and maybe even a little bit about myself (I would probably also say that watching it in 4th grade would've scarred me for life, but that's not the point). His inability to "get a clue", his uptight keeping with the rules, his utmost trust in whatever anyone says, and many other traits are very reminiscent of traits found in autistic people.

Of course, Mob's personality isn't the main spotlight I wanted to shine on this post, but rather his psychic powers. Now, I personally think that his powers were specifically designed to be an allegory for autistic people who mask certain traits of theirs, but seeing as there are a lot of connections I could make with my undesirable ADHD traits, I believe these powers could be an allegory with just about any romanticized mental illness or disorder.

You may have noticed that I opted to exclude Mob's difficulty to express his emotions in my paragraph listing his autistic traits. Well, this is because that specific trait is linked to him repressing his emotions so that his powers don't leak out and potentially cause harm. Now, in the case of autism, this could be a metaphor for any number of autistic tendencies (stimming, infodumping, etc.) but it could easily serve as a metaphor for tendencies in other disabilities and illnesses, such as the inability to control one's voice with ADHD. They're traits that others consider weird and annoying, which sometimes makes it hard to make friends.

Of course, there's also the "percent till Mob explodes", which can so easily be a metaphor for meltdowns. Now, I'm not sure if it's from the autism or from some unknown mental illness of mine, but I personally tend to bottle things up until they burst, going into a fit of despair and self loathing, accompanied by loud crying that embarrasses me to no end. However, I don't think those are the type of meltdowns that the show meant to portray. I think it was specifically going for the meltdowns that autistic people feel when they reach a level of overstimulation that pushes them past what they can handle.

And, of course, there's a reason I said Mob's psychic powers were an allegory for romanticized mental illnesses. That's because of the usage of psychic powers in the first place. Everyone wants psychic powers. I mean, imagine all of the things we could accomplish if we could use telekinesis or see ghosts! This same mentality is used to tell people of any neurodivergency that they should stop taking their "cool superpowers" for granted. People with ADHD can get into the zone when they really like something and get so much done (and absolutely zero done on things they don't like)! People with OCD can always live in a clean space (and compulsively pick/scratch at their skin, leaving permanent scars)! People with autism can see the world in a different way than everyone else (and can become ostracized from that world because they see it differently)! These things are similar to what Mob has to deal with regarding psychic powers.

tldr yeah Mob is the autistic icon the anime community needs. him and jotaro are besties and hang out together not talking the entire time

#oops didn't mean to write an entire fucking essay on MP100 and its autistic allegories at twelve in the morning #it's the autism or adhd probably lmao #Mob Psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama

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lavenoon · 1 year

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Hi! ✨ GIVE YOURSELF ANOTHER COMPLI- No I'm kidding XD (But you deserve it, so know your writing is wonderful and remember to remind yourself of it now and again yeah?~)

But I come here with an actual question about AU that I thought because of the latest chapter haha! What would you say are the insecurities and other stuff that Robin would share with Sun and Moon vs what they share with Eclipse? Like what type would they rather have Eclipse listen to that they wouldn't feel that good expressing to the boys and vice versa?

(Rest assured I reread comments religiously I do remind myself through those! It's like body positivity vs body neutrality to me maybe? Hard to really look at it as more than just my way to have fun, yknow?)

I think it's less of a clear cut "this they only discuss with Sun/Moon, and this only with Eclipse" - as always, I make it complicated!

It depends a good bunch on what kind of reaction Y/N would want - like with the example from Fragile!

Y/N's fear: Sun and Moon leaving them, for whatever reason, and being alone again. Which is to say the fear of being rejected and ending up isolated.

Sun/Moon's reaction: We would never, we would move heaven and earth to stay with you, nothing will ever make us leave you, we love you!

Eclipse's reaction: Dude, yeah, I get that. It sucks. Every day there's that nagging feeling that today could be it, everything just catching up to you, and then you already know what it's like to not be alone and it just sucks even worse now that you know the alternative

Y/N needs reassurance often enough, to hear that yes, the boys want to stay with them, and will interfere even when circumstances try to separate them.

But sometimes.. Sometimes the reassurance doesn't help. Sometimes hearing "we would never!" just makes you feel worse, because now you feel silly for being scared, when anxiety isn't rational! That's when they need someone who understands, who has those fears, too, and who can tell them "you're not alone in this, and it sucks that you feel like this"

(on a similar note, Eclipse starts sending blueprints and gadgets to Y/N, because he wants them safe, too, but also because apparently being too blasé about injuries runs in the family, and he knows that Sun and Moon don't take the risk seriously enough sometimes. He knows Y/N wants them safe though, too, so he knows if he sends them the stuff, Y/N will make sure that Sun/Moon leave the house only appropriately decked out in security gadgets)

Reassurances about their job Y/N mainly seeks with Sun/ Moon, since they see them in action, and can make accurate judgements about what supervisors might think and how they did on a certain mission.

But if it's just to talk smack about fellow agents that just don't get how to have fun? (Because Sun and Moon pretend they're serious, despite their gimmicks) Someone made a stupid comment that says nothing about their actual talent and expertise? Then they go to Eclipse, because he makes it just so much funnier and shares some stories of his own (which is good for him, too, and reassures him that being eccentric is not just a him thing. Y/N plays up Sun and Moon's little theatrics, too, just for him)

Even between Sun and Moon there's differences - Sun is a lot more action oriented, and will gladly help propose contingency plans and solutions. Moon is a lot more laid-back, and an avid defender of "sleep on it" and ready to hold them for more emotional support.

Not to say that the boys only have those tactics - they adapt, of course. Some problems can't be advised away, or slept away. They just fumble a lot more out of their comfort zone, but they do try!

I feel like I left your og ask behind a long time ago oops

The thing is, it's very hard to say specifically what other anxieties Y/N might share with whom - because their reactions are always different, and there's many anxieties to have, with different needs regarding the reassurance and validation. Without a direct example it would become much too broad, and my brain won't actually let me think about more that I could break up like the one above. But! If you have any specific thoughts you're of course welcome to ask about those specifically, I'm just really bad at thinking about stuff without prompting fghdjs

#answer let luce #chaotikanvas #accidentally undercover #things also change of course depending on how close they are #by the time they get to know eclipse theyre ofc v v close to the sun/moon already #so in the beginning it's a little weird with eclipse #because they heard a bunch about them #and he heard about them #but technically they dont *know* each other yet!#once they get past that weird stage “i heard more about you from sun/moon rather than yourself” they get along like a house on fire #realizing they share many fears is actually one of those bonding moments #smth that shows them “oh you're not just family by proxy we actually get along and relate to each other on a personal level too”#theyre family! they ARE and they fill different emotional needs for each other #and i love them

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Hello~ I saw that your requests were open and you’re accepting matchups as well? If it’s alright with you, I’d like a romantic matchup with someone from Genshin Impact please~ preferably a male.

I’m 22 and I use she/her pronouns. I’m around 155 cm with long, dark hair and I’m near-sighted so I wear rounded-spectacles. I like to present myself as someone polite and welcoming, so I often wear clothes with pastel or warm colours, and they often have a flowy look to them.

If enneagram types help, then I’m a 9w1. I’m not sure about my Myers-Briggs type since it keeps changing;; But it’s either INFP, INFJ or ISFP. I’d describe myself as someone shy and reserved. I dislike being the centre of attention and I have troubles speaking to strangers, even online, but I still try my best to anyway. You’ll just need to be patient with me;-;. I’m also quite optimistic and I always assume that the people I meet are good. I know when to have my suspicions, but I tend to give them second chances first before having my final opinions on them. I like to think I’m a funny person too, and I’m easily humoured, so stupid jokes that aren’t even funny can make me chuckle. My jokes tend to just be witty remarks that can sometimes be dark but harmless. This means I’m usually in a good mood, and it’s rare for me to get mad. It’s exhausting and pointless to me, so I would just be sad instead. Speaking of being sad, I think it’s easy for people to know when I’m upset; I get quiet and moody. I am quite emotional, which is something I don’t like about myself. I know it’s fine to feel upset, but it’s hard for me to think properly whenever I’m riled up, so I prefer to be given some space before I talk to anybody. Another negative trait of mine is that I’m somewhat of a people-pleaser. I like to go along with whatever other people want and I tend to put their needs before mine. This doesn’t really mentally drain me or anything, but people have expressed their concerns over this habit of mine. I guess it does leave me prone to being taken advantage of, and that could get me killed someday lol. Oh, and I have very low self-esteem<3 I’m not sure where it stemmed from, maybe due to lack of validation but I don’t have memories of people invalidating my interests either. This has prevented me from indulging in a lot of things I’m interested in, and potentially opening myself up to a lot of fun things in life. I honestly feel like a child who needs to constantly be reassured, but going out of my comfort zone is scary, okay?;-;

Alright, onto hobbies- I like to draw or play video games during my leisure time, but I won’t mind somebody with little or no knowledge about my interest. I’m open to ramble about the fandoms I’m in (if they don’t mind) and I’d be more than happy to learn about their interests too. If I really have nothing better to do, daydreaming and fantasising on writing a book one day are a few other hobbies of mine lol. A few examples of video games I play are Genshin Impact (omg what a surprise), BanG! Dream, Tears of Themis and Roblox. Hmm, some other general things, I like are cats, tea, animated movies/series, cool weather, sweets, cute little trinkets and EDM.

Some traits I’d like in a partner are definitely patience and attentiveness. Due to my low self-esteem, I can get pretty insecure sometimes and I start to second guess if my friends like me or not. It’s not like I think like this all the time, but whenever I do, I hope my partner would be patient when dealing with this habit of mine. I want to be with somebody who’ll make me feel safe and secure, someone who I can be vulnerable with without fearing any sort of judgement, so open mindedness is very important as well. I think it’s important to mention that I have no experience in dating whatsoever, so uh, I’m a little shy around intimacy ;-; but I’d definitely like to hug and hold hands and kiss someday!! (I’d faint if they take this opportunity to tease me too///) As for date ideas, taking a walk around town is enough for me to have fun, what’s important is the quality time that we spend together. For deal breakers… people who are short-tempered I suppose, and those who can’t deal with their stress in a mature way. I get kinda scared around people like that…

Anddd I think that’s all? Hopefully I didn’t forget anything, and please tell me if I did;; Anyway, please take your time with this silly little matchup and have a great day!

I apologize for the delay! Your genshin match is....Lyney!

I did hesitate with Itto and even considered kazuha a little but in the end the winner is Lyney.

Lyney is a patient but fun lover. He'll always be here to comfort you and make you feel at ease, even if it's with little shows. The reason why he is patient is that he knows your worth and just wants to help you shine. He also has his secrets and probably squeletons in his closet that's why he likes that you trust him and is understanding with him.

He loves your jokes! Even when they tend to be a little dark he'll just lift up your mood with one of his own later. Lyney is always here to give you a push and encouraged you to engage in hobbies you would've never considered before. He doesn't see your constant need for reassurance as something negative and makes it his mission to build up your confidence because he knows your potential.

Lyney likes playing video games with you. He doesn't have a lot of time but always joins you when he can. He encourages you to draw and gifts you nice material that he finds. Despite his busy schedule, he always makes time for you two to have a date together, precisely a movie date. If you let him he'd take you outside to discover all the fun you can have in fontaine at night!

Lyney love language is affection, words and sometimes gift giving. He always brings you sweets or trinkets that he'd think you'd like. But most of the time he can be seen glued to you. He likes holding your hand and definitely cuddles you at home (his siblings tease him). Every day his goal is to make you feel loved so that one day you can see yourself through his eyes. This is why he compliments you a lot.

I hope you enjoy!

#matchups #match ups #genshin impact

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