#god i feel. so crazy

[grocerystorelist]

literally just a complete slut

#am i talking about me or him? you’ll never know #lower back like ok i’ll just die??? #god i feel. so crazy #matty healy

[cthulhum]

does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship

#supernatural #dean winchester #spn #destiel #castiel #deancas #misha collins #im 20 i have been Experiencing supernatural and johnlock since i was 12 and merthur since wayy before that i have fought Wars #this is crazy #i love u hannibal i love u 911 (if u make eddie gay) #for the love of god by 'mostly headcanoned' i dont mean that it was never intentional #i am aware that they put the subtext in on purpose #they knew what they were doing #but my focus here is on the actor actually saying it because like #if its not mostly headcanoned then y was the entire cast denying it for years AND YEARS #like do yall not remember what jared and jenesn used to say #there have been many many many instances where the cast has made us feel crazy/stupid for saying anything abt destiel #im just saying TO ME its crazy that actors and creators talk so openly about these things now !!! again i was raised on merlin and sherlock #ok also im confused on the queerbaiting part #everyones saying its queer coding and not queer baiting but cant they be true at the same time ? #im not being dumb on purpose i swear im just confused #like yes dean is very much bi coded and their relationship is queer coded but if the creators deny everything #and we only get a last minute confession after 11 years #that doesnt count as queer baiting ? #someone smart explain this to me 🙏

[petricorah]

scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #sokka #sokka fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #atla #atla fanart #avatar the last airbender #zukka fic rec #myart #yall. yall. dani. this FIC #first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec #it is SO GOOD #your prose? amazing #your insights on grief? life changing #THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust #'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis' #ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT #i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were #the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so #cute with their relationship?!!?! #'oh so you think i'm beautiful too' #GOD #i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy #also #'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone' #fuck. had me crying AGAIN #seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer #the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece

[ruporas]

kiss the pain away

#vashwood #trigun #trigun stampe #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #ep 10 was crazy bc vashwood was literally the plot goodbye #i like how the most intimate moment between these two was in the goddamn sewers #i feel like that alone symbolizes so much in their relationship. im half joking BUT ITS JUST LIKE #the SPONTANEITY the PRIVACY they get in such an open Space while being literally chased / hunted after.... #and vash is out here showing his scars.............. and ill always lose my mind that they gave this spotlight to wolfwood instead of #meryl and milly like in the previous versions. i dont know how else to read this other than that wolfwood is the romantic interest of stamp #it makes sense even aside from this scene. u know. wolfwood was technically the damsel in distress in ep 5-6 and vash saved/helped him. #and who stayed in the bedroom with vash................. #who rushed to his side when he got shot...... with that worried ass expression.... #i dont have anything smart to say at all im just gushing over vashwood thru stampede bc its just so blatant. and its great that its blatant #bc it was blatant in trimax too. like so blatant. the romance was written in every chapter they showed up together #god #ive never witnessed a pairing more canon without being spoken as such its soooooo much theyre so much #ruporas art

[starryarts]

made a cover for my soriku playlist

#soriku #sora #kh sora #riku #kh riku #kingdom hearts #kh #dream drop distance #ddd #kh ddd #my art tag #artists on tumblr #illustration #it is a spotify playlist sowwy 💔 #good god . ive been whacked by the kh stick for the better part of 2 yrs now. i needed to express it Artistcally #tgey mean.... So Much to Me #i listened to so close from the enchanted soundtrack for. the Entire time i drew this i hope it shows #isnt it crazy that the ddd ver of dearly beloved has a waltz part. insane actually #anyway i think the playlist is ok. was going for a dream like feel . ironically enough #this soriku shit serious good god . okie bye byeee ✌🏻

[skellagirl]

Gordon/Barney/Alyx is really really funny to me conceptually bc it's like, two hot geniuses in their 20s who look at the 40-something smartass who hangs around and go 'yeah that guy. we both want him carnally'

#and they're SO right #half life #half life 2 #gordon freeman #alyx vance #barney calhoun #freemance #valhoun #freehounce #idk what the hell their poly ship name is sorry lol #(me. posting about a ship with an age gap on the 'can't be normal about age gap ships' website: #SURE HOPE THERE ISN'T ANY AGE GAP DISCOURSE IN HERE) #this was the first time I've drawn any of these characters in LITERAL YEARS and. wow........ #feels so crazy that this was the fandom that got me to join tumblr in the first place (in 2011!!!!) and I used to draw them ALL THE TIME #interests change I guess #but I think I'll always come back to hl and portal occasionally. they're too much a part of my dna at this point LOL #my art #description in alt text #oh my god I just went back through my half life tag and the last time I drew these three was when I drew that freehounce meme LMAOOO #how serendipitious

[queefy-5-layer-burrito]

Ascended Astarion and Vampire!Tav chilling:

#I feel like I’m taking crazy pills because I swear to god I reblogged the original picture and said that I was going to draw it #like the whole time I was drawing it I was picturing what I would say when I re-reblogged it #but it’s not on my blog or in my drafts or likes! wtf! #so if you posted the original image and mentioned astarionxtav tell me! #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 memes #ascended astarion #blorbo posting #my artwork #astarion x tav #astarion art #my art #bg3 art #astarion brainrot #bg3 fanart #batstarion

[kyoshi-lesbians]

[ID: A series of GIFs showing the parallels between Azula introducing herself to King Keui in Kyoshi Warrior disguise and Ozai asking Fire Lord Azulon to make him the crown prince over Iroh. The last GIF shows Azula and Zuko peeking through curtains watching Ozai speak to Azulon.]

“I am your humble servant, here to serve you and our nation. Use me.” // "We are the Earth King's humble servants."

#i learned how to make gifs for this. that's how crazy it made me #the line is all azula BECAUSE it's all ozai #ozai's scene with azulon is a performance for ozai (one that is explicitly called out as such by azulon) #but for azula. a child. watching it from the shadows. well. #ozai killed azulon for his selfish ambitions & azula kills people for ozai #she's aware that ozai had no real loyalty to azulon - that ozai is performing - but rationalizes it as ozai being most worthy of the throne #rather than unquestioning loyalty to the father/nation itself being detrimental to the world at large & herself personally #.... #I've been feeling so ill about azula lately. god. #azula #ozai #r.post

[sm-baby]

Im carzy im crazy its been too long since Ive drawing showtime im on my hands and knees im craving dear god Im eating crumbs, WHERE IS IT, WHERE ARE MY BABIES IM DRAWING THEM I WILL DRAW THEM IN DRAWING—

#IM NOT NORMAL IM SO NOT NORMAL IM YEARNING DEAR GOD MY EMOTIONS MY FEELINGS IM G #I GOING TO MAKE THEM KISS AND KISS AND KISS AND KISS AND HUG AND CUDDLE AND MWAH MWAH WAHHSHWJD OMFG IM CRAZY #pomni x caine #Caine x pomni #cainexpomni #pomnixcaine #showtime #the amazing digital circus

[sunnibits]

#yes I’m still feeling fucking ill over this and I think I’m going to feel ill about it for the rest of time #I’m fucking screaming and going crazy you don’t understand how much this line means to #me rn i think I literally want it tattooed on my body #I feel so fucking sick and insane #my chest is fucking aching but in a ‘full of so much love’ way #god god god god god god god god god. god!!!!! #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands

[xoalsox]

taemin doing jonghyun's adlib in sherlock (originally in clue)

#oh he is amazinggggg god this is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO crazy i cant stop replaying it #honestly have no words i just feel so many different emotions seeing them perform this version #there are so many comparisons to previous shinee world concerts like with the outfits and everything but omg there was one w this clip #right next to the video of jonghyun doing this high note in sw4....i felt goosebumps im telling u!!!!!!!! #anyway. my shinee 5 right by my side...i love u forever im tearing up as we speak #taemin #shinee #btw to whoever is reading this. please go listen to CLUE by korean contemporary band shinee....it is life changing im telling u

[birdricks]

the really interesting thing about mortys fear of relying on rick is that it really does go both ways. like as much as hes afraid of needing rick... rick needs him just as much, if not more. and i think this ties into mortys fear of having to be responsible for ricks sadness.

there are SO many times where morty threatens to leave rick... just as rick constantly reminds morty that he can be replaced.

the difference is that morty COULD leave rick behind if he really wanted to. and he could probably be okay without him. but hell always come back to rick... because thats how hes meant to be. a mortys defining trait is how he will always put rick and his emotions first.

we can see this in evil morty and how he was able to escape the cycle simply by no longer caring about ricks feelings. what makes him different isnt being evil... its simply no longer prioritising the feelings of rick over his own.

like how many times do we see morty choosing to stay with rick despite everything rick puts him through? and i think this is partly where his forgiveness comes from. of course he does truly love rick and that plays into it, but hes also terrified of what might happen without him there to fall back on.

any time rick feels he might lose morty he spirals and lashes out in some weird manipulative way to keep morty reliant on him (which is ironically the very thing morty fears most).

and whenever he DOES lose morty for any amount of time he turns into a complete wreck. probably part of the fear of his own reliance on rick comes from knowing its largely manufactured by rick and not fully his own choice.

even WITH morty there to support him rick is incredibly prone to suicidal ideation and self destructive tendencies. its not hard to work out what would happen if morty was no longer around to cater to his emotions.

so he stays. of course its awful for him. but he does it. hes willing to sacrifice himself and his own emotions to save rick over and over again. because he knows what will happen if he doesnt.

#rick and morty #rnm spoilers #I HOPE TO GOD THIS MAKES SENSE. i had to rewrite it like 3 times #i feel like this kinda loses the point halfway thru but oouuguughhh. being responisble for ricks sadness. its all so paifnully real #hopefully the screenshots make sense too LOLLL #i have soooooo many thouhts abt this ep. i just wanted to get this thing out specifically #its hard to organise my thoughts properlyyyy like this but its hit me like crazy

[apathetic-microwave]

Geto did not consent to the penis he thought it was going to be a nice heart

#i love them #GOD #THEY MAKE ME GO CRAZY #I FEEL SO INTENSELY ABOUT THEM #IM CRAZY IM FERAL #PUTTING THEM IN MY MOYTH AND SHAKING THEM BACK AND FORTH #my art #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jujutsu gojo #gojo satoru #geto x gojo #jjk geto #geto suguru #jjk satosugu #satosugu #satoru x suguru

[skitskatdacat63]

sobbing at how happy they all look

#THEYRE DRENCHING THEIR BOY HEHEHE #but god the way fernando is looking at him is just......insane #i am going to sob i am going to lose it #i love that ive kinda down two preliminary passes on 2011. one with sebson goggles on and then one w vettonso goggles #its just a lot of fun and i feel so crazy about them #fernando and jenson's smiles are going to brainrot me for a while i think #maybe ill post the pics from this specifically bcs theyre just as cute #as c said: this is the ideal wec team tbh(mark can be tp skljldks) #not pictured: when jense comes over and starts pouring it on seb ITS SO CYUTEEEEE #anyways yeah 2011 derangement so its a very typical day on the blog of catie skitskatdacat63 #fernando alonso #sebastian vettel #jenson button #sebson #buttonso #vettonso #f1 #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #2011 indian gp

[peachfruitcake]

not really here anymore

#twf #the walten files #the walten files fanart #twf fanart #susan woodings #twf susan #the walten files susan #twf4 #the walten files 4 #god #u have no clue how crazy that episode made me feel and how much it made all that Wait worth it. it was everything I’ve been killing to see #art #digital art #procreate #fanart #doodle #i wanna draw more 4 fanart but DRAINED BURNT OUT IM SICK AND BUSY UUUEJEJEGJJJHHHH I HATE DRAWBACKS SCREW EVERYTHING #also moving soon just don’t know what day cuz my dads friend needs to sort a bunch of stuff out #Also omg tysm for the 23 saves on my Susan playlist this is my dream as a Susan fan I feel so great I’m also super happy that many thought #of me when watching twf 4 #yipeee

[acearchivist359]

so ….. a magnus institute statement … read by the voice of the archivist … unprompted … without sam doing anything ……….

i’m feeling very normal on this fine thursday

#i’m going crazy #i’ve not even finished the episode yet i feel nuts #i’ve gotta say i love that we’re getting a classic statement #like having all the other formats is so so cool #but the fact that we’re getting a statement ….. #god this show #the magnus protocol spoilers #the magnus protocol #tmagp spoilers #tmagp #tmagp 9