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eamour · 2 months

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multiple manifestations.

"but ella, what if i have several manifestations i want to manifest? what if i want X, Y and X all at the same time? is it possible to manifest it all…?" yes, it is. it is entirely possible.

creation in detail.

if you took a look at all the things around you, all the things which are close to you right now or within eyesight, do you recall imagining all of these things? as in, do you remember imagining each one of these manifestations individually? thinking of them to their very detail? i don’t think so.

everything is created.

all of these things surrounding you are a creation of you. everything is a manifestation, regardless of conscious or subconscious origin. everything was once imagined, once thought of, once contemplated. so, why would you think that you are asking for too much? why would your mind not be able to deal with or handle your desires? it’s impossible for you to burden, confuse or irritate your imagination.

it exists already.

speaking of manifestation and desires, to desire something means that you can conceptualise it. you can think if it, therefore you can imagine it. to think means to imagine. and you think aka imagine all the time! additionally, since any desire represents a possible state you can shift to, it does also represent a possible reality — one, out of infinite realities. and as you know: creation is finished. it’s done. it exists already.

infinite realities exist.

because it exists already, because creation is finished, that means that there are INFINITE realities of yours. in some of them, you don’t have any of your desires. in others, you have one desire or a couple. and in another reality or other realities, you have ALL the things you wish to have or be. there is a reality that represents your goal. this is where you want to shift to. that reality reflects the state that you want to occupy!

all things are possible.

the law doesn’t care if you desire to have one thing, two things, five things or a hundred things. since you can imagine anything you'd like, since all realities exist, you can also manifest anything you'd like. there are no rules on what you can manifest, how long it'll take and how much you can have or be. it is up for you to decide. and in imagination, all things are possible.

and most importantly, manifesting several desires doesn't need to equal a lot of effort. you don't need to "work" hard in order to manifest. imagining should never require too much!

with love, ella.

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hellspawnmotel · 2 years

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“caroline, please kill me” by coma cinema

#i hope this is readable lol #deltarune #susie #noelle holiday #suselle #art tag #man i had a whole thing to type up here and now i forget most of it. ummm #basically ive been thinkin about suselle with the new info we got from the sweepstakes #specifically from noelle's perspective. because up until chapter 2 she wants susie but she doesnt KNOW susie #its an extremely shallow crush which is normal for teenagers but what makes it interesting to me is #how noelle sort of seems more attracted to the danger susie poses than susie herself #and she doesnt really make an attempt to get to know susie personally until ch 2? iirc?#and before that almost seems to hope that susie will treat her as badly as she treats kris #and you could argue whether its bc of noelle's psychological problems or if its just. yknow. a fantasy #either way my point is shes not really thinking about susies feelings. shes not trying to reform the bully or something #so consider this little lyric comic as taking place in noelle's fantasies pre-ch1 #BUT #all that said it doesnt mean noelle isnt open to getting to know susie. obviously #when she sees an opportunity noelle does reach out and not in a way where shes trying to provoke susie to hurt or threaten her #she gives susie a gift and invites her to study together. not to mention the whole ferris wheel thing #i actually think noelle didnt even consider that as an option until susie and kris became friends #and even after chapter 2 noelle doesnt really know susie all that well. and to her susie still exists mostly in the realm of fantasy #but its a start. and they have so much more room to grow and understand each other better #plus susie clearly already cares a lot about noelle #moral of the story is suselle is more compelling than just 'shy girl plus mean girl'#and i like it #good night

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transmascissues · 7 months

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i’m going to be starting a job soon where it looks like almost all of my coworkers/bosses are going to be cis women and i am…terrified. especially since this is the job i’m going to have to get time off from for top surgery.

if there’s one thing i’ve learned over the almost ten years of my transition, it’s that a situation where i’m the only guy there is one where my gender is guaranteed to not be respected. it really feels like far too many cis women realize they’re alone with a trans man and just see it as an opportunity to act out some sort of power fantasy where they get to stick it to the big bad evil men by taking out their anger on the first man they see without the power to fight back. that or they decide you’re “just one of the girls” and will not hear otherwise, but honestly, given where i’m at in my physical transition, i have a feeling the former is more likely.

there was a time when i felt safer around cis women than around cis men, but now it’s just a different kind of threat.

#a lot of them are also. let’s say a very specific kind of cis woman #because of who this kind of job attracts #as a trans man but also as a disabled and mentally ill person…im not optimistic about how it’s gonna go #i was already deadnamed and misgendered throughout the physical for the job bc their system has no way to handle preferred names or anything #so uh. not looking too great right off the bat and im sure that’s just the beginning #it’s not a job im super jazzed about in general bc it’s in a setting that i have Lots Of Problems With and never wanted to work in #but a bitch needs money so. gotta suck it up and deal with a few months of transphobia ableism and general cognitive dissonance #i love capitalism! it’s so fun and cool and quirky! (said with the most lifeless voice you’ve ever heard)#transandrophobia #transandromisia #transmisandry #virilmisia #virilphobia #anti transmasculinity #transmascphobia #trans men #transmascs

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bidokja · 11 months

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I was joking a while back that the actor they have playing KDJ for the orv movie was too handsome for him and a friend who's read orv was like "KDJ is actually secretly attractive!!" And I just felt my soul leave my body right then

SIGHS...

Okay. Buckle in. I'm gonna finally actually address and explain and theorize about this whole...thing.

I'm not gonna cite any exact chapters cause it's like 11:30 and I've got an 8 hour drive in the morning but I'll at least make an approximate reference to where certain things are mentioned. Also, this post is just my personal interpretation for a good bit of it, but it's an interpretation I feel very solid about, so do with that what you will. Moving on to the meat of things:

There is one (1) instance in the web novel that I know of which describes specific features of Kim Dokja (especially ones other people notice). This takes place when members of KimCom are trying to make Kim Dokja presentable to give his speech at the Industrial Complex (after it's been plopped down on Earth). This is when they start really paying attention and focusing on Kim Dokja's appearance since they're putting makeup on him; I still don't think they can interpret his whole face, but they can accurately pick out and retain more features than usual. If I remember correctly they reference him having long eyelashes, smooth skin, and soft hair. These features can be viewed as (stereotypically) attractive.

Certain parts of the fandom have taken this scene and run with it at a very surface level, without realizing (or without acknowledging at the very least) that this scene is not about how Kim Dokja looks. This is, in part, due to not realizing or acknowledging why Kim Dokja's face is "censored" in the first place, and what that censoring actually means. I think it's also possible that some people are assuming the censorship works like a physical phenomena rather than an altered perception.

I'll address that last point first. The censorship of Kim Dokja's features is not something as simple as a physical phenomena. It's not a bar or scribble or mosaic over his face. If that were true it'd be very obvious to anyone looking at him that his face is hidden. But his face is not hidden to people. They can look at him and see a face. If they concentrate on his eyes, they can see where he's looking. They know when he's frowning or grinning. They see a face loud and clear. But what face are they seeing? Because it's not really his, whatever they're seeing.

No one quite agrees on what he really looks like. And if they try and think about what he looks like, they can't recall. Or if they do, it's vague, or different each time. We notice these little details throughout the series. Basically, Kim Dokja's face is cognitively obscured. Something - likely the Fourth Wall, though I can't recall if this is ever stated outright - is interfering with everyone's ability to perceive him properly. This culminated in him feeling off to others; and since they don't even realize this is happening, they surmise that he is "ugly."

Moving on to the other point about what the censorship means: To be blunt, the censorship of his face is an allegory for his disconnect from the "story" (aka: real life, and the real people at his side). The lifting - however slight - of this censorship represents him becoming more and more a part of the "story" (aka: less disconnected from the life he is living and the people at his side). The censorship's existence and lifting can represent other things - like dissociation or depersonalization or, if you want to get really meta, the fact that he is all of our faces at once - but that's how I'd sum up the main premise of it. (The Fourth Wall is a larger part of the dissociation allegory, but that's for another post).

So you see, them noticing his individual features isn't about the features. It's not about the features! It doesn't matter at all which features got listed. Because they could describe any features whatsoever and it would not change the entire point of the scene. Because the point isn't what he looks like. The point is that they can truly and clearly see these features. For the first time. They are seeing parts of him for the first time. Re-read that sentence multiple times, literally and metaphorically. What does it mean to see someone as they are?

This is an extremely significant turning point dressed up as a dress-up scene.

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P.S. / Additionally, I'm of the opinion that Kim Dokja is not handsome, and he is not ugly. He is not pretty, and he is not ghastly. Not attractive, nor unattractive. Kim Dokja isn't any of these things. More importantly, Kim Dokja can't be any of these things. The entire point of Kim Dokja is that you cannot pick him out of a crowd; he is the crowd. He's a reader. He's the reader. Why does he need to be handsome? Why must he be pretty? Why is him being attractive necessary or relevant? He doesn't, he doesn't, it's not. He is someone deeply deeply loved and irreplaceable to those around him, and someone who cannot even begin to recognize or accept that unless it's through a love letter masquerading as a story he can read. He is the crowd, a reader, the reader. He's you, he's me. He's every single one of us.

#orv #orv analysis #orv meta #orv spoilers #mine #ask #there's also the meta that he is described with these (stereotypically) pretty features as they are about to try and 'sell' him to a crowd #which feels to me like a very pointed way to convey how 'beauty' is commodified. how audiences like 'attractive' characters more #note: made some edits to add in a couple of sentences my brain forgot in the moment so make sure u reblogged those if u do #tag edits for further commentary that isnt strictly relevant to the point i was making:#do i think that this face censorship was executed as well as it could have been? nah.#not that it was like. done Badly. it's followed through to a certain point. its established enough for me to make this post at least.#but i do think it is the one thing in the web novel that SS didn't capitalize on.#like. they still stuck the landing but it was not as picture perfect of an execution as the rest of the metaphorical stuff in orv #also. this (not the face censorship specifically but the 'hes just some guy' point of it all) is one of the big reasons i think that-#-visual adaptions of orv can never quite work. they can do the best that they can with that medium but a lot of nuance is lost-#-simply by virtue of it being a visual medium #i personally think the only way a visual medium could work would be one where they commit to the power move of not showing kdj's face #(until a certain point (of view) that is)#his face is always facing away or out of frame or hidden by someone or something else in the way #commit to the fucking allegory or simply perish

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bonefall · 6 months

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jayfeather and moleflight toxic yaoi…

Oh wow there's not even anything in the Molejay tag. Is this pair so rare it's not been done yet?

Jayfeather and Moleflight, toxic yaoi, "I named myself after the time I trounced your angelic ass" and "I've personally assigned my entire afterlife to trying to prevent you from causing chaos." They want to kiss each other sooo bad it makes them look stupid. The rituals, they are so intricate.

#Molejay #Better bones au #I'm actually not much of a Jayfeather shipper normally #I know a lot of people who really like exploring all of his potential romances but I'm only into Jaypoppy #And this specific version of Molejay #Jay and Kestrel I adore as like... ''Jay has changed my life and given me the power to question authority''#Jay and Briar I just love as besties #I actually *hate* him and Half as a ship it's legitimately one of my NOTPs #Jay just sits with me as the sort of guy who doesn't feel romantic attraction very often and it ranks low on his list of priorities #He's too busy being a menace #Babe wake up new sexuality on the aroace spectrum just dropped. Hes Irritatoromantic #He only feels attraction based on how annoying it would be to fall in love with the person lmaooo #QPR? No. He is in a CPR. Cahoots Platonic Relationship.#Funny that the only two Jay ships that do anything for me are for two cats who would have died in the same epidemic #Bone babble

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focsle · 11 months

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Do I still have to see people blanket defining bisexuality in a reductive and incorrect way in 2023? Do I?

#saw a post sometime back that was just…Incorrect #and was like ‘bisexuality is attraction to multiple genders but not all genders’#and saw a bunch of people in the notes being like ‘I didn’t know that!’ guys….#THAT’S NOT IT…that’s true for some people but don’t use that as a general definition cos it’s Wrong #anyway i identify as bi rather than pan because while I’m attracted to all genders #it’s not REGARDLESS of gender it’s BECAUSE of gender #and how my attraction manifests for men vs women vs nonbinary people etc etc etc is different for each #it doesn’t Disqualify the attraction it’s instead a specific Component of the attraction.#which is why pansexual personally doesn’t feel accurate to my identity #ANYWAY. HAPPY PRIDE LOL BYE

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wutheringmights · 7 days

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also i really shouldn't have written stp because now i have a million ideas for spirit's adventures in new hyrule that I will never have time to actually write :((

#i freely admit that the whole 'spirit met jean at work' thing was an on the fly idea i didn't put much thought into #and then when i was writing stp i impulsively added that bit about jean and linebeck being family friends and you know what? that changes #things. like jean and spirit totally had to have known each other really well before they dated #and that thought has led me down a rabbit hole of thinking about who spirit dated before jean. and i know spirit was a serial dater before #jean (and would try to change his personality to make his partner like him more) but now i have a specific idea about Spirit's horrible #situationship before jean that is making me crazy (hint: spirit pulled a warriors and found someone who reminded him of warriors in the #worst way possible)#and i knew before stp that jean was a very calm person if only to highlight how over it he had to be to dump spirit after 6 months of his #bullshit BUT now that jean feels like a real character i kinda understand how much spirit would have been attracted to jean's stability #and how jean is this caring family guy and how much spirit would both want that stability for himself while feeling so insecure about #not needing to fight jean all the time or not needing to change himself to be someone jean liked that he would pick fights because #spirit is self destructive like hell and if his life and happiness is going to be destroyed no matter what he might as well do it himself #like god. goddamn.#you know the way everyone was obsessed about ickywars after i first brought it up? that's about i feel about jean and spirit #and i'm the only one who cares :)#me rambling #lu ctb

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urproblematicfav-arsonk · 1 month

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Once again, I am back on my bullshit.

Welcome to my "Angel is asexual because Michael Kovach is ace and also i say so" and "Val is actually aromantic but just thinks his inability to feel love is cuz he's a psycho and not that he just has a queer identity" corner. There's no one else here but me

#and the vees are t4t4t #is this anything #al: *monologs about how being ace in the 30s was very difficult and gave him a lot of long lasting trauma*#al: the point being that im not attracted to people but i can under very specific circumstances be attracted to aesthetics(usually blood)#angel: well yea thats just how that works ur not abnormal #al: what #angel: no one actually wants to do it with a specific person lol thats why u do scenes and have toys and all that extra stuff #al: angel no #alastor and all his many wives is very important to me #thats the dream all men have right?? a bunch of girls surrounding u??? and he likes them so he must 'want' to 'keep' them #yes charlie is one of his girlfriends #val's type is fridget and generally disinterest in him #val thinks all social interacts are games that he has to win #which is why he has vox and angie #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel valentino #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel angel dust #radiodust #valastor #alastor x valentino #asexual #queer #memes #my memes #proship

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dreamerrenchanted · 17 days

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explaining my "god" theory 🪼⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

godliness is a divine and powerful energy within everyone that connects us to a higher state of being. it is the essence of our existence and the driving force behind our thoughts, feelings, and actions. having a connection with our godliness means that we connect with the infinite power and abundance of the universe.

it is THAT connection that allows us to tap into our own divinity and live a life of infinite possibilities. everyone, including you, has a unique capacity to become one with the divine, to embody god, and to experience true freedom.

BUT, THEN HOW? .ೃ࿔*:･

at the end of the day, YOU are god, YOU truly experience reality and you are the one at the end of the day that gets to control your reality.

you are the one who's in control of your destiny. you're the one who determines how you react to situations, who and what you give your attention to, and how you choose to experience life. you are the one who gets to decide what to focus on, what you want to bring into your life, and how you want to live.

if you truly believe that, then you understand the power and the responsibility that comes with it. because the world doesn't revolve around anyone else than you.

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tsams-confessions · 1 month

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im not hiding myself, I send an ask a long time ago saying how, as someone who liked to ship, I was doing my best to keep Moon as Ace representation as best as I could (Im demi- who loves silly lovers) I speak to some Ace artist and they had guide me, I been follwing a nice blog too! that often responds to my ask, but I leave this ask now to say.. what Im doing wrong? I keep reading these ask saying "how aphobic people are when removing the sex repulsed out of NewMoon!" when.. all I do is going by how he is acting in canon and what he said- the "I dont swin any way" was to a literal monster showing his ass.. but but , im not here to get yelled at. im here to know, to ask those anons who say me and others artist are being aphobic, to please guide me, what Im doing wrong? maybe is my like to proyect into characters I like? is it because I view im as Ace-Sex favorable? is it because I just like him to be with Solar? I ask those who leave those type of ask, to please tell me, and by extent. others that will read, what is it aphobic to view NewMoon as another "type" (hope is ok to say it like that) if Ace, please because I care to know..

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#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams #tsams confession #< block this if you dont want to see these #mod 1blood #im trusting people to be nice about this #i cant personally comment because i havent seen your work but #in my experience a lot of artists/writers forget the ace and/or aro part of the character's identity when making them sex/romance favorable #i dont think this is intentional and again i have no basis on your work in specific #but i would stop and think in depth about how his ace identity affects his relationship with sex #you say he's favorable! what drives him to it? enjoying the feeling? high libido in general? maybe he just finds it entertaining?#because him being ace *will* affect the motivation to do it. it doesnt necessarily mean it'll make him want it less/not at all #but id definitely put some thought into *why* he wants to. since from my understanding attraction is most often what makes allos want it #<- take that last bit with a grain of salt. im ace so thats mostly and educated guess on why allos do it #if anyone wants to add on feel free. if this is worded badly its because its late as fuck as of queuing lmao

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eamour · 1 month

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everything is self.

self must be expressed, meaning, everything around you is only an expression, an embodiment of who you are within. but what if i told you it’s not the desire alone that we want to have?

manifesting the version of self.

when we desire something, when we have a desire, we are never aiming for the desire itself. we are aiming for the version of ourselves who HAS or IS what we desire. for example, it’s never "i want to have a partner!", it’s "i want to be the version of myself who has a partner!".

it's always all about self.

i didn’t understand this in the beginning. for instance, to me "i have a perfect boyfriend" and "my boyfriend is perfect" seemed like the exact same statement. however, they're not. did i want to have a boyfriend? yes, i did. but what i didn’t expect is that i would have to CHANGE from within in order to be in a relationship. my boyfriend (hypothetically speaking) wouldn’t only be MY boyfriend, i would also be HIS girlfriend. naturally, manifesting a boyfriend would mean for me to become the version of myself who is in a relationship with someone. so, i'm not manifesting him (the desire) alone, i'm actually manifesting MYSELF to be with him (a certain version of myself).

shifting versions of self.

thus, manifesting, actually (!), isn’t about you getting thing A or thing B. it’s you BECOMING the version of self who has thing A or B. manifestation is all about shifting your state, shifting your feeling, shifting your reality. and a shift of reality can only occur if there is a shift in SELF. you won’t change once you go from not having thing A to having it, you have to change mentally BEFORE you can even have thing A (physically).

aim for self, not desire.

this brings me back to the same piece of advice as usually: dismiss the 3D. disregard it. don’t care about circumstances and what it may show you. we can’t change the state that’s already being expressed on the outside. and your goal isn’t getting something in the physical world. we know that you want the feeling of it. you want to experience the feeling of the wish fulfilled. and newsflash, you can fulfill yourself WITHOUT needing the physical world to conform to your desires! change happens within and so does manifestation.

"it's never about getting what you desire, it's always about becoming the one who already has it."

so, what do you do? you embody the version of yourself who has your desire. start viewing yourself with your desires. connect yourSELF with whatever you desire to either be or have.

with love, ella.

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thelostgirl21 · 5 months

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Ever since realising that Joey referring to Jaskier as sapiosexually connecting with Radovid was likely 100% intentional, I've literally been losing my shit over the potential implications...

Like... new headcanon!

What if Jaskier has always approached the act of having sex with someone else as a form of performance art, driven by his desire to please his "audience", and making other people passionately respond to what he's doing for them?

Like... what if what normally sexually interests him isn't so much inspired by the other person, but more by the general idea of being wanted, needed, and the anticipation of the positive feedback he might get from sexually interacting with them.

He readily experiences primary aesthetic attraction towards other people, finds them interesting, becomes curious about them, and feels instantly affectionate towards them; but he's not sexually aroused by / attracted to them, per say.

He really wants to make them feel good, and bask in that sense of intimacy, togetherness and praises he receives from being sexually involved with them (yeah, because he's that good at figuring out what pleases them, and offering it to them).

And somehow, audience response/participation tends to really inform how good or "smooth" he is when it comes to his ability to seduce someone, and convince them to become sexually intimate with him in the first place?

For example...

So... what if Jaskier is a bard and an artist through and through? Not just on stage, but in the sheets as well?

Turning sex into poetry and something very deliberate, where it's all about a sense of artistic expression, and a pure melody of various physical sensations and emotions!

Sexually? Jaskier is an artist, a creative, a free thinker... All is fair!

But it's not something that he usually feels any urge or need to engage in based on the way someone else inspires him any sudden desire to have sex with them specifically.

He loves his sexual partners, he's intrigued by them, he wants to connect with them - even if that connection lasts but a night - and sex allows him to do that.

But maybe he has no idea that sex might be experienced differently by others.

Maybe he just thinks they're like really really REALLY expressive and appreciative of the sex itself, or something, whenever he notices how hungrily some of them appear to throw themselves at him, or at each other.

Also, I've somehow always found it a bit weird how Jaskier seems to fully remain clear minded during Yennefer's magical orgy.

Yennefer comments on how Geralt seems to be immune to her spell, as if it's some kind of big deal!

But then, there's Jaskier...

He just waves at them as if he's totally unaffected by everyone else fucking each other around him, and being surrounded by a bunch of naked bodies having sex...

And/or looks like he's not quite comfortable with the way someone's hand is moving closer to his crotch at some point...

Grant it, he's slowly being suffocated to death by a Djinn's magic, and likely has other priorities than sex in mind!

But that's just the thing...

Isn't Yennefer's spell supposed to override people's ability to think rationally or fully understand what's happening? Everyone snaps out of it looking confused, and poor Jaskier just basically passes out, but he's never once looked like he stopped looking at what was happening around him from an outsider's P.O.V.

Whenever the camera cuts to him, he seems to be sharing the same reality as Geralt and Yennefer, not the kind of sexual haze everyone else appears to be happily trapped in.

Would being affected by the Djinn just make him immune to the whole "sex weed magic thingy" as well?

Or would the usual lack of primary sexual attraction towards other people make it a bit harder for Yennefer's spell to take a hold on him?

(Another headcanon theory I came up with - should Jaskier be revealed as being the direct descendant of Fjall and the Lark - would be that, perhaps, the small touch of magic in his blood would be enough to make him more resistant to certain types of spell... On top of being able to eat whatever he comes across without freaking poisoning himself, I swear!)

But yeah, let's just imagine, for a moment, that sapiosexual Jaskier would have no clue (or very little clue) of what it actually feels like to specifically be sexually attracted to someone (rather than the sex itself, and all it may represent to him) in a way where you are viscerally craving that sexual contact with that specific someone, and you feel like you might go crazy if they don't finally have sex with you.

Then, along comes Radovid, that he develops a sapioromantic and sapiosexual attraction for...

And, for a while, Jaskier thinks he's just losing his freaking mind, because there are moments where Radovid is just there, simply being all sensitive and insightful while discussing dwarven politics with Yarpen, for example...

... and poor Jaskier's never been so sexually aroused in his life!!!

But Radovid is not even technically doing anything that's supposed to be "sexually charged"!

He's fully clothed, being all smart and sensitive, talking about a topic of interest to him while having lunch by the side of the road...

...and Jaskier is just there, casually eating next to him while listening to him talk with their friends.

It's 100% casual and totally trivial, day to day stuff... No plan for Jaskier to try and seduce him and have sex there!

So, how come does he suddenly feel the urge to pounce on him and beg Radovid to just take him right here and there, in front of all their friends at camp, and it's taking all the self-control he can humanly muster not to act upon that impulse?!

Instead, Jaskier stands up, awkwardly excuses himself, and decides the best way to manage the situation is to go take a random dip fully clothed in the nearest river.

"Why?", they ask. Because he was getting hot, that's why!

And no, he couldn't just remove his clothes instead! He liked them really baggy an concealing that day, thank you very much!

As a matter of fact, he might decide to just start wearing his shirt over his pants from now on, because he's starting a new fashion trend! No other reason!

Oh...

Oh, no...

NO.

Don't you dare look at me all concerned while trying to read into my behavior, you stupid prince... Wait. Is that a smirk?

You're smirking aren't you?

How do you look like you've figured it out, when I've no fucking clue what's even going on with me?!

Great! And now the river's cool water is not even working anymore!

That's it! I'm never walking out of here again, and I hope you know it's all your fault!

No. No, don't take off your shirt and get into the water with me, that's not...

Oh? Oh! Everyone else is going and leaving us alone? Okay, nevermind! Fuck! Why's it so hard to walk while standing waist deep in water? Surely there must be a way to get to you faster...

And I'm just imagining poor Jaskier trying to ask Yennefer if Radovid might be some kind of sorcerer with latent magical abilities or something... Because, whenever he's around, there are moments where he randomly feels this overwhelming urge to make love to him, even if the context is not appropriate for delivering a sexual performance of any kind!

Like yes, it has happened to him before to have "the muses" whisper in his ear that sex with a certain someone might be good, and he's typically very open to sudden bursts of inspiration and unplanned sexual improvisation!

But that's not the same thing!

It only happens specifically with Radovid - especially when he's saying or doing something really witty, sensitive or insightful - and it's like his whole body suddenly catches fire, gets all tense and trembling with need; and being touched by him and having sex with him feels like finally being able to breathe after someone's forcefully been holding your head under water for a while...

Radovid must be bewitching him, somehow, for sure!

And Yenn is like "You know that what you've just been describing is simply what regular sexual desire feels like for most people, right?"

And Jaskier's just going:

#Jaskier #Radovid #Radskier #Sapiosexual #Sapioromantic #Sapiosexual Jaskier puts so many things into perspective and opens the door to so many new and juicy heacanons!#How the fuck did I miss this?!#Yeah for the record I still think I'm a complete demisexual idiot!#Fuck am I an idiot...#That's likely also sapiosexual so the fact that I genuinely thought Jaskier couldn't be sapiosexual is even more bewildering to me!#I guess I'm still mostly hesitating on calling myself sapiosexual because I'm not entirely sure if the way I'm exclusively attracted toward #geeks is based on how I perceive and respond to the way their intellect works...#Or to other factors like a combination of personality traits often displayed by geeks for example...#But yeah getting specifically “turned on” by your partner in the most awkward of times (ex: boyfriend is animatedly explaining to someone #how the lithium batter on their phone works while being so creatively imaginative and passionate about it) is a highly relatable experience #I've just gotten used to it...#and can manage it without going to jump into rivers now...#Jaskier will be fine! He'll get the hang of it!#My Stuff #My Posts #My Thoughts

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littlebirdy0301 · 8 months

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WHY have I begun to be attracted to people A DECADE TOO OLD FOR ME

#this hyper specific version of Brennan has maybe started a pattern of attraction for me & honestly How Dare He /lh #is this too weirdly specific & personal to put in the d20 tags? Who’s to say. fuck it. live laugh love #dimension 20 #dungeons and drag queens #d20 dadq #brennan lee mulligan

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martyrbat · 4 months

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its so weird how if you call fatness hot people jump on here to remind you hotness is subjective and body neutrality and that no one has to be attractive to exist. like!! im fat and disabled, i know that! body neutrality is great and all but i find fatness hot! why are you some of you guys so weird about the idea of someone finding fatness hot or that a fat person thinks that theyre hot that you have to put disclaimers on my own post about it when you dont do it about any other body type??

#anons off cause i got a 3 paragraph message i didn't even fully read because it said that one post would be great but im #fetishizing people and how im playing into beauty culture by saying 'you already have a summer body you're already hot'#like do you not see the constant ads for lose weight or get fit to be hot? the fact that it was specifically posted after Christmas #and was talking about the holidays where you're around people who say they need to lose weight to be attractive usually?#no fucking shit body neutrality is important but why do you struggle with the idea of a fat person feeling attractive or being called hot??#ransom note

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chiltonetc · 1 year

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how has no one made a gifset compilation of each doctor flying the tardis? like a comparison?? please god if it exists, give me it! if you create it i will give you my whole heart

#doctor who #tardis #the doctor #10th Doctor #11th Doctor #12th doctor #9th doctor #gif request #peter capaldi #matt smith #david tennant #christopher eccleston #bbc #ive been looking for this for hours #theyre all so different and it shows so much of their personalities #and i just LOVE how 12 specifically flies it #he's so calm and confident and casual its so attractive to me

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manifestationjourney444 · 1 year

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Sp Affirmations

my sp is so healthily obsessed with me

sp and i are in a loving and healthy relationship

sp thinks about me constantly

sp talks to me consistently

sp always brings me flowers

sp loves being in a relationship with me

sp wants to be with me

sp wants me so bad

sp is always texting me

sp is always calling me

sp is always showering me with affection

i am the love of sp’s life

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