#i cant draw kids for the life of me

[ribbittrobbit]

these kids are incredibly stressed out

#needed to update my bad kids drawing bec seeing it + the numerous breakups made me sad #so core bad kids only for now #please note very specific sneaker and height headcanons #kristen should be more buff but girly's got a lot going on she for sure isn't at her peak #the bad kids #fantasy high junior year #dimension 20 #d20 fantasy high #fig faeth #gorgug thistlespring #riz gukgak #adaine abernant #kristen applebees #fabian seacaster #fabian is the only one with weapons bec he is incredibly extra #fhjy #dropout #fantasy high #d20 fanart #i need to work on more comics but rn i cant write bec real life projects are killing me #but character art is so fun and i needed to experience joy so i gave myself an afternoon to finish this and now i gotta stop #character art #ribbittrobbit

[yaolmao]

simp

#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life #this changes everything #I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle?? #I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on #anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing #I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat #ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing #like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems #I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk #chuuya nakahara #dazai Osamu #bsd #bungou stray dogs #skk #soukoku #myart #I’m gonna post and pass out now

[blackkatdraws2]

There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]

#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but #i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead #because i just think they're so neat and cool okay #listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs #because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested #but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings #i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that #in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh #i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding) #but also #i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube #its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all #maybe an animation reel will do for now? #i hope so :( #because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU #and honestly i dont regret it #i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black) #but yeah! #apart from this little video #you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be #and why theyre there #actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc. #but i got lazy HAHA #tsp blank scripts au #tsp au #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp

[anonymouscheeses]

Fascinated x normal

"Do you need to throw up?"

"Nnnnyoe"

Random jmpscare doodle dump. Barely even doodles but like here ya go anyway 🥰

#CHARLIE. except myvart is inconsistent each image. #KIDDDING KIDDING. IM NOT THAT BAD. I WAS JST EXPERIMENTING WITH THEIR FEATURES LMAO 😭 #i love charlie. i lover her so much. did you know i love charlie. oh i love charlie. did i tell you how much i love charlie. i love charlie #hazbin hotel charlie #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel vaggie #charlie morningstar #chaggie #rainbowmoth #varlie #vaggie x charlie #charlie x vaggie #erm. been a while since i last drew their actual designs instead of redesigns or au ones 😔 #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #digital art #i love giving tails to characters that dont have one. it judt tickles the beian in a dunny way #blitzo jumpscare 😭😭 #hazbin charlie #hazbin hotel chaggie #hazbin vaggie #charlies ears are goat ears and Vaggie is just. ears. i cant for the life of me draw charcyers wibtout ears it just lokks so goofy 😭 #hazbin hotel vagatha #vaggie #lucifer morningstar #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin lucifer #suggestive

[chiquilines]

I really wish i gave a shit about anyone other than them, but i dont

#my absolute beloveds #can't believe there was a time in my life i didnt draw them #been living in my head rent free for years now #i cant lie guys i rly couldnt be fucked with the colouring on this one #anyways have this my starving bretheren i must leave #i have a tutoring sesh tomorrow #in which i am the tutor🤠 #pray for me guys idk how to teach #i do love the polarity of my two sides #one one hand enough of a stem kid to warrant a tutoring gig #on the other hand #lesbian appreciation art blog #the duality of man #togachako #toga x uraraka #ochako uraraka #toga himiko #mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #wlw #chiquilines draws

[oohbuggypie]

I HAVE SOMETHING SAD TO SAY ! today marks the day that #dewdlebug goes on break !!! i think this is a little predictable HELP i was drawing nearly like every day for a while, but this pen has been feelin funky in my hand .... like nothing is coming out right noooo ! so im gonna go ahead and say that im gonna step back from art for however long i need 🩷 ill mainly post text and possibly snippets of writing , so stay tuned for that !! thank u 4 ur understanding 🩷,,,,, buuuut

in honor of this break, i think it's important i show some art that never made it out of the notebook !

1. Disco Kid practice doodle that i didn't like cuz of the eyes (added too much pink tinge , made it look odd + they just dont look right imo)

2. silly quick BullDonSoda(???) doodle cuz of that one post i made :3 generally not a fan of it idk but i do think it's cute ! also srry for the crazy lighting omg

3. redraw of a screencap of Sandy < 3 frame credit 2 @.wierdlesbian !!

4. Don faces from memory / figuring out his prominent features hehee he's so cutesie UGH

i think that's about ittttt 🩷 srry abt the break guys , id love to return as quick as possible because i have SO many ideas and things i genuinely wanna do, i think that the overload of inspiration might actually b the thing that's hurting my ability to make art i enjoy HELP .. it's okay though this isn't goodbye, just a necessary break 🩷 i absolutely despise the idea of creating art that i simply feel no love for, so im hopeful that this is what will help ease that feeling ✝️ love yall mwuahh

#punch out!! wii #punch out wii #punch out #soda popinski #bald bull #disco kid #don flamenco #mr. sandman #mr sandman #dewdlebug #phewph this is so hard to say guys !! i absolute adore making art and i wanna do it even now but just TEW MUCH UPSTAIRS !! too much to do !! #i wanna pick it back up as soon as possible i rlly do but i just cant put art with no love or life behind it in2 the world .. no fun in that #i love my lil PO!! community so much thank u all so much 4 always giving me love and support for my silly drawings #in the meantimeee ... GO SCROLL THE DEWDLEBUG TAG and marvel at all the stupid little doodles of Punch Out!! Wii boxers accumulated there 🩷

[mispelled]

It's her birthday too !!

#janey belovedddddd #she's so underrated fr fr #mispelled draws #digital art #fanart #homestuck #misp draws #jane crocker #jane homestuck #homestuck fanart #413 #happy 413 #homestuck 413 #digital doodle #another example of how i cant even leave a sinple doodle without giving it fancy lighting 😔 #just kidding im living my best life out here #me and color theory are holding hands and skipping around

[batshikns]

i just realized- 6 more months exactly until my birthday- that's... depressing- 😓

#tw: vent(ish?) in the tags #i still feel a year younger #i feel like i didnt do anything this year..- #😵‍💫 #idk i need to find smt to feel good about and i feel so close to it... #i feel so close... #but it's just not in reach and idk what to do abt it #the things who make me who i am haven't changed for the past year #im still the kid who likes drawing bsd and music #the kid who everyone knows but doesn't have that many close friends #😮‍💨 #mid-life crisis as a teen 🙌 #dying in my twenties 🙌🙌 #(/half joking) #i just wanna hug #but i dont really know how to ask for one #(pretty sure my mom would wonder what's wrong and my brother would look at me weird) #ik i should probably just start making healthy life choices but i cant be bothered #just three more months of school... #then a month off... #then half a month later im back in school to start it all over again... #i just wanna go Home #batrambles #batdiary #sorry this is so long and so weird(if you even made it this far)-

[hecksupremechips]

It’s so funny cuz before people started jumping on the 2020 atla bandwagon like not a single soul was out here thinking of zuko x sokka it was always that zutara shit and then all of a sudden people liked the gay ass zuko shit and me, who never considered this romance ever, was just like. Yeah okay cool :)

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zukka #i never liked zutara even as a kid it was too straight for me #like im that guy who thinks aang and katara are JUST PERFECT AS THEY ARE #i did ship toph and sokka a lot though #i still think thats a good ship but well uhm #im a suki stan and a zuko stan #but my verdict on zukka is that its pretty cool #most definitely not at all the intention of the show but when you see it its like hell yeah! #zuko SHOULD have a goofy boyfriend who makes funny plans and draws rainbows #and rewatching the show with this in mind zukos arc ends up accidentally looking like a coming out arc akdjsks #like that whole episode where he goes on a date with that earth kingdom girl hes like I CANT KISS YOU #and just the whole thing where he repressed his true self and was constantly acting different to appease his father #like ‘you have to act more straight for your father to love you again’ #when he does choose his father he spends every minute miserable cuz of who he left behind and how much he hates himself #then he lives his funny gay life and is happy yay!!! #i will not participate in a ‘is zuko gay or bi’ debate because the answer is simply both

[ilonacho]

it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom #2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places #and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again #like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up #not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day! #i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation? #like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary #like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??) #but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks #and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it? #i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep #before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything #and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’ #but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend #i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it #but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this #i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man #ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything #i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for #not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for #and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween #i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art #+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here) #it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this

[lineoay]

im oddly proud of this

#legomonkiekid #I cant draw guitars for the life of me #qi xiaotian #lmk mk #lmk fanart #monkie kid #lego monkie kid #band au #we dont talk about the hands #hes so silly

[lightfulonion]

hii @pierogish-side!!! thank you for tagging me!! <3

Last song: This could be us by Rae Sremmurd

Favorite color: mmm really feeling brown rn

Currently watching: OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH WOOHOO!! its so fun (everyone is going through it)

Last movie: The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar dir. Wes Anderson

Currently reading: im currently studying for uni so im stuck at Good Omens by Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett and The Course of Love by Alain de Botton :(

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet forever and always

Relationship status: uhhh im dying and rebirthing from my ashes 👍

Current obsession: .....kiribaku..... im back at it again OTZ

Last things I googled: wes anderson (so i could find out what the above movie was called lmao), werewolf (singular), boku no hero academia wiki episodes (this is a call for help)

Currently working on: im in my last year of uni (lmao pierogish... 😭) and i need to finish it so im studying really hard!!! (and trying to not give up) but itll probably be a while until i get my degree. also i bought an old polaroid from a thrift shop and im thinking of making it work

tagging: @skijjiki, @livingonyoghurtandspite,@peachybeesplease, @horson, @mars-matrix

#guys im gonna go back to my bnha era..... this was almost 5 or 6 (??) years ago and i was so happy but like......... #its been so long......... #i miss kiribaku so much and i hadnt had the mood for bnha since season 3 aired #i know whats going on in the manga (bc im noisy) and my interest is piqued and i probably will start reading the manga from the beginning #(im not kidding when i say this is a call for help) #if uni wasnt killing me softly (without a song or anything nice) and life was a little less uh 'much' i would have been reading so much #fanfic and (hopefully) drawing ;-; #i miss drawing #cant wait to reread chonideno's krbk fanfics!! they sure wont break my heart in tiny little pieces!! again!! (big faves please give them #a read if you want) #also i accidentaly (fate?) saw what 'mouthful' means in the 'you said a mouthful' sense and it has a positive meaning #specifically it means 'you are right' #'tasteful' has also positive meaning and 'touchful' doesnt exist (yet?) so thats how far ive come to my research #also completely irrelevant with anything ive said before but please if you can check out duolingo's insta profile and tell #me im not hallucinating #specifically the last and third to last posts. its one photo and one video #does it look like im stalling from my studies? (please say no) #get tagged #onion talks #i hope this whole thing didnt brought you a headache like it did to me...... theres a mismatch of so many different things......... #if you made it this far im gonna share with you one of my favorite songs im listening rn: brutus (Instrumental) by the buttress

[risingsunresistance]

MUSE HYSTERIA DEMO AND NO ONE TOLD ME???????????????????????????????????????????

#I WILL NEVER BE FREE FROM THAT SMPE CLIP IT WILL CONTINUE TO HAUNT ME #im gonna personally dm phil one day and ask if he has it saved/recorded anywhere i cant stand it #every time i hear hysteria i just hear wilbur's tts........ god i need to hear it again PLEASE I NEED IT BACK ;-; #anyways oh my god oh my god THIS IS SO GOOD???????????? i like some of the instruments better than the original actually. Sorry <3 #chat #unrelated i've been drawing for like an hour now. and yes it does involve techno #but i cannot for the life of me show you this is gonna stay on priv forever and ever #goat's favorite hobby is taking two things and mashing them together #i wouldve been a hit with the deviantart kids if i didnt have extremely monitored internet as a kid </3

[mrburnsnuclearpussy]

#all you have to create is something about skinny white men in love and everyone will care about you and them #anything else is just nothing to you ppl lol #what’s the point of trying to be an artist I swear I just wanna give up coz I can’t create enough finished art in general #WHY CANT I DRAW LIKE I DID WHEN I WAS A KID. it felt so easy and now I’m scared to do it for no reason ugh!! #i wish I was interested in the same things as everyone else coz at least then the quality wouldn’t matter and people would care anyway #sorry I know this comes across as really childish and mean and yeh it is I’m just venting #coz sometimes I look at certain popular profiles and stuff and it makes me ache coz I’ll never be a part of the big club where you can feel #love and I’ll never be able to coz I’m just a robot thing with no humanity!!! #even the LITERAL ROBOT is still reduced in the fandom to being shipped like just fuck off all of you #one of my bigger recent passion Roberts is a story and even when I have some motivation and energy I just remember that literally not a sing #single person on earth has any reason to care about it and why should they! so I just feel like crawling into a hole and sulking like a piss #pissbaby which is what I’m doing lol #just because it’s not about young skinny men and the ‘purity/beauty/divinity/superiority of romantic love </3’ and #and YUMMY SQUISHY ORGANIC RED PASSIONATE things because illl never be a part of all of that anyway #I’m not amazing I don’t have the inherent drama and meaningfulness of romantic love in me as a potential so I’m basically nothing #my life means nothing because i can’t feel the one thing that matters #-(one thing that matters according to the world and like all communities and societies and any place to feel like you’re a part of somethin #) #and if your broken (empty of romantic love) like me you’re told to go play by yourself in the corner and not complain that #everyone else gets to be in the group #‘just do your own thing it doesn’t matter what society thinks’ is well meaning and <3 but for me I just hear ‘don’t be a part of us’ #what if I want to be a part of something? what if I want society to know and understand me?

[ouchhq]

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#i just need to vent for a second i dont really want to bother anyone to talk about this so yea here i am #i have been so depressed for weeks. so depressed. more than i have been wanting to admit to myself #i cant stop crying #i am such a failure at life… i am not a good enough artist or a good enough person for what that matters #i really feel like no one cares about me or about being around me #i have been losing will to even draw because i feel like i am not even that good at that… i know being good isnt the point but still #i feel so bad…. i am literally 24 and i look at how my life is and im like ..? how #and i remember how i used to picture my life at this point when i was little.. i literally thought id have kids by now like ??? i thought #id be starting a family and id be working and starting to put money away or whatever #and id be full of people who love me around.. #but im here laying in bed crying because its just another day of not being able to get out of bed of 9 years of clinical depression #i thought i was doing better since i started art school.. but here i am #barely ate at lunch and still feeling like i might throw up #started thinking again about sh and s*****e after a really long time. kinda heartbreaking when i realized it #i cant focus on anything and i cant work on anything.. all i want to do is sleep #oh well

[fagoutboy]

i think i need to make peace with the fact i am not a creative person

#i feel like every creative endeavor i try to take on just fails miserably every time #im deeply unsatisfied with my art; its very static and im not good at multiple things and can only draw the same shit over and over #my writing has been shit lately too not to mention i have zero writing ideas anyway #had the most embarrassing audition of my life tonight trying out for a show with my drag club and failed it horribly (for the 3rd time) #im so fucking bad at performance im too stiff and jagged and im not funny i cant make jokes to save my life i have no stage presence #like i think i just am not destined to do anything in the arts. which is jarring as someone who kind of barely had a rep for being #'artsy' as a kid (but not even. bc other kids were better than me and had more well-liked art and so on so forth) #im just gonna kill myself idk. #txt