#i dont know this game but i might check it out later!

[fictionkin-hell]

☆Pathologic Moodboard for Anon!☆

No themes, but I included the bachelor for them.

#i dont know this game but i might check it out later! #mod 🔪 #fictionkin #kin blog #kin request #kin moodboard #moodboard #pathologic #daniil dankovsky #pathologic kin #daniil dankovsky kin #tw horror #tw plague doctor #tw church #? #tw hands

[olderthannetfic]

I went scrolling through anti ao3 tags and blogs because I was bored and not doing the shit I need to do and you know for a group of people who every year twice a year throw such hissy fits you’d think they’d at least have a point, but all their arguments make no sense(except their one main one that they almost never use?--why??) Like ok, there is one argument for why people shouldn’t give money to ao3, and that is the argument that ao3 is bad website because it has bad policies and refuses to moderate. I disagree, but ultimately if someone thinks that ao3 should update the TOS and moderate what fan fiction they allow, it makes sense that that person would be against the site making money because… well they are against the sites founding principles, I’m not shocked they don’t want it to succeed.

But the rest of the arguments!? Man they make no sense at all

“They are scamming you there is no way they need that much money”, ”its immoral to give money to ao3 because they already have so much!”, “Even if ao3 was perfect, its ridicuslous to give 100K to a fan fiction site!” — like… maybe I’m the asshole here, but ao3 made about 250,000 this spring, so they make about 500,000 a year… that’s just not that much money! That could what, pay for 10-30 employees at best! And that’s not counting the actual cost of all the shit they currently spend their money on! I get that ao3 is run by unpaid volunteers so antis think that 500K is a lot, but that’s not true! That’s not a lot of money at all! It might be a lot of money for an individual but for a company that’s practically pennies. Wikipedia, which granted is a lot bigger than ao3, with 57,218,269 pages to ao3s 6 million works, makes 155 million to ao3 500,000. According to antis ao3 has over a million in reserve and well according to wikipedia they have net assets of US$240 million. One is clearly more than the other!

I saw someone say that servers should be 1K, which is so stupid and out of touch with eveything I almost died laughing. I had a project using firebase this semester, I created 2 projects within firebase one for my school project and one to dick around and figure out. I accidentally set my test database to a “pay as you go” version instead of a free version. And almost had to pay a thousand dollars for the month! I wasn’t even using that database it was just sitting there but I check my google billing to make sure I wasn’t paying anything and it turns out I was! 150 dollars actually so that sucks! (My fault though)

Also also I keep seeing that its ridiculous and evil to pay the much for a site that “doesn’t improve” but the “doesn’t improve” is referring to A) no changes in TOS, which I don’t want to happen any way so good. B) the fact that it’s still in beta, which I don’t give a fuck about and I don’t understand why I should care. I think antis are dont like that the layout hasn’t changed but I don’t want to the layout to change. Also things come out of beta because they are a commercial product to be sold(this is very simplified), which is why some things come out of beta to waaaay to early and are glitchy as all hell! Ao3 isn’t being sold to me its slowly being built and archiving things that would probably be lost, and it will probably technically be in beta forever, but it doesn't effect me and I don't care. Would it be better if it came out of beta only to continously updated like a lot other shit does. I don't really play video games but I know ppl that do so I know at least once a game came out that didn't really work and people needed to later update shit for it to function and I'd argue thats worse than a functional website just being in beta forever. C) The claim that it hasn’t changed at all, which is just not true! They added the exclude section and eventually added the blocking shit. The blocking took too long to come out, so I guess in this sea of dumb criticism theres at least 1 piece of critism that makes sense. And finally again I don’t want it to change! Every other week we are all bitching that Tumblr or YouTube or Instagram or any other app are needlessly changing the layout or adding shit we don’t want in order to keep up with latest trends, make it more marketable or try and attracted new users. Ao3 is great because its never going to change. Ao3 and Craigslist will always kinda look like ass and I’m ok with that. If it aint broke ¯_(ツ)_/¯

I could keep going but there is no point. I just think they are all so stupid.

--

The thing about beta is the funniest because AO3, like oldschool shit from the 90s, has actual criteria for coming out of beta.

It's not "we've been going for 10 years" or "we want to sell the product": it's "we've checked off all the things on this checklist".

And they still haven't done them all, so it's still in beta.

[the-s1lly-corner]

Hey so if you can could you by chance do tadc x very clumsy reader who whenever something happens they try to save themself by flirting (but it's like very bad)? I'm picturing a scenario where the reader is trying to walk on like a tightrope and falls landing face first in front of their s/o looks up and just says "I must be an angel because I just fell for you". Thank you in advance if you do take this request, and have an amazing day/night!

TADC cast x clumsy but flirty!reader !

my dear sillies youre going to have to come up with the flirts/pickup lines on your own because admin has zero rizz soooooo TToTT i didnt make meringue cookies today, so sad... but i think i might make them tomorrow! im a little torn on flavors, though... i got vanilla, almond, peppermint, strawberry, orange, and raspberry extract... i think i might do plain vanilla, though! shrugs

CAINE:

honestly i think he might just forget that you completely embarrassed yourself and return the same energy by flirting back with you know? but thats just caine being caine, probably picks you up via literally grabbing you by the back of your shirt and dragging you back to your feet. i think if you guys are close, be it dating or just friends, he might tease you about the line... its going to be a while before you hear the end of it... does make sure youre not hurt, though.. cant have an unhappy circus member under his watch

POMNI:

out of confusion gives a sheepish and awkward "thaaaaaaanks..." before realizing that you just fell from the top of the tent and splatted onto the ground. sure youre going to be fine, given that this is in the digital world. but pomnis shock fades and is replaced by worry and concern as she runs over to make sure youre alright... actually i dont even think she would register that you flirted with her, much less that you did it to play off your shame... at least not until later, probably hours after the event as she replays the moment in her head before going to bed... honestly the line was probably so bad it made her inwardly cringe, just a tiny bit

RAGATHA:

tries not to be phased by the line but honestly i can see ragatha being into cheesy and cliche shitty pickup lines, but after a moments pause shes fretting over you and trying to peel you off of the circus floor... lightly scolds you for even attempting something so dangerous. i mean sure, you wont die since this is the digital world and you wont have any long lasting damage and unlike pomni, ragatha is very aware and very used to this fact. but theres still that instinct, you know? probably gets onto you for trying to play it off, i mean youre in pain and your first instinct is to come onto her? probably tries to deter you from doing things that can get you hurt in the future....

JAX:

probably retaliates with a.... whats the opposite of a flrty pick up line? like he deflects it and crushes it in a teasing way... regardless of if he knows youre doing it to save your pride. no one flusters this man, no-sir-ee-bob! similar to caine hes not going to let you hear the end of it, but he also brings up the incident of you being clumsy to further push the point... a little bit of a dick about it but he thinks its funny, probably also laughs just a little. i mean he said he likes seeing funny things happening to people, and as long as no one is actually being REALLY hurt/permanently hurt/dying then everything is free game in his eyes

KINGER:

so you know how in pomnis part, she doesnt even register that youre trying to playfully flirt with her but she realizes it hours later? honestly i dont think kinger would recognize that it was a pickup line, ever. hes way too busy panicking and freaking out and trying to pull you up off of the ground. probably gently shaking and rocking you about as hes checking your body over for any injuries, forgetting that you cant really get those in the digital world in the heat of his panic... seriously, one of these days youre going to give this poor man a heart attack, please take it easy for his sake....

ZOOBLE:

rolls their eyes and scoffs, before grabbing your arm and pulling you up. theyre open about saying that your pick up lines are dumb and cheesy, but they dont exactly make fun of you for using them to protect your pride. do they think its pathetic? only a little bit, just own up to the shame man, thats what they think you should do... but its your choice... no they just think the lines themselves are... euuguhgh... you know? honestly if they knew any better lines theyd probably offer to teach you some, but alas, they dont. they dont really strike me as the type to be a flirty person... probably gives you /that/ look when you so much as imply youre going to do something that has a high change of ending in disaster

GANGLE:

not phased by the pickup line, shes just standing there in shock. you know how gangle looked when zooble got disassembled in the pilot? she looks at you with a similar look, if not the exact same one. if her comedy mask if broken, perhaps she even lets out a short and soft whine in place of crying... if she doesnt burst out into panic tears, at least. makes no comment about your flirting for the most part, but i think she would meekly try to push you away from doing anything dangerous... ponders

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #caine x reader #pomni x reader #ragatha x reader #jax x reader #kinger x reader #zooble x reader #gangle x reader

[kleftiko]

Could I request Takao x reader who ends up in the hospital and while the team is visiting reader's hospital room, reader zones out staring at Takao and when reader notices him smiling at them starting at him, the heart monitor starts going wild and Takao gets really smiley

❦ CONCUSSION

cw: none, this is fluff

hi darling, i noticed you requested this twice. i’ve been pretty busy lately so it took a while, but dont worry i get to all requests eventually :)

when you entered university, you decided to broaden your horizons and try new things. manager for the basketball team seemed like a good opportunity; the guys were sweet and just had a lot of fun playing the game, the only downside being the fact that there were constantly things flying around the gym and you don’t have eyes at the back of your head. so when a ball hit you square in the temple, the only thing you could do was fall flat on the floor, neck getting whiplash and ricocheting against the hardwood.

you woke up in the hospital. harsh lights that made your head pound and that god awful heart monitor beeping.

it felt better to keep your eyes closed, but the gaggle of teammates around you let you know you weren’t alone.

“how you feeling?”

“not too hot, captain.” you replied.

“doctor says you might have a concussion, they’ll be here in a minute to check.” he told you.

you just groaned.

you had to open your eyes for the exam, but your vision was blurry.

you weren’t listening too well to the doctor, but you noticed your captain sitting intently so you thought it’d be fine if he could just give you the rundown later. the only thing you could focus on the was the throbbing in your head and trying to stabilize your vision. when it finally calmed down your sight cleared up to see takao. you must’ve been absently staring at him cause he was already watching you with a small smile. in the background you heard the beeping pick up slightly.

you awkwardly gave him a smile back and he sent you a wink.

the monitor went crazy, matching the pounding beat of your heart. your eyes only stayed on takao as his grin widened, but you saw the rest of the team and doctor freaking out.

you were never gonna live this down

bonus:

“so…” takao came up from behind you, cheshire grin on his face. “do i make your heart skip a beat?”

“do you want a matching concussion?”

#knb fanfic #knb headcanons #knb scenarios #knb fluff #knb x reader #knb x you #knb x y/n #kuroko no basuke x reader #kuroko no basket imagines #kuroko no basket x reader #takao x reader #knb takao

[viperpaws]

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[schizopositivity]

what to expect when being admitted to a psych ward (this is from my own personal experiences of being admitted to a mixed involuntary/voluntary facility and a valuntary facility, both for adults, both holding people of all genders):

•when being admitted they are going to ask you a lot of personal questions (mental health history, drug use, triggers, etc), sadly you will have to get used to talking to strangers during your stay

• when they tell you the name of the facility try to remember it, you might be asked where you are later to check your awareness

•they will take your picture for the records

•they will confiscate your phone (this is to ensure that you cant take pictures of other patients)

•they will confiscate all other belongings you have on you and keep them until you are discharged

•they will confiscate your clothes and shoes and have you change into scrubs and the famous grippy socks

•you might be strip searched to ensure you arent hiding anything and to take note of any distingushing birthmarks, scars, tattoos, etc (in my experience this was done by someone who alligned with my sex assigned at birth)

• you will probably have a physical medical exam or just talk to a dr about you medical history and what accomidations or meds you may need during your stay, you may be subjected to blood and/or urine tests

•the doors will be locked and you wont be able to walk out anytime (even in voluntary you have to go through the discharge process before leaving)

•if you use nicotine, depending on the place they will either provide you with nicotine patches/gum or allow you to have cigarette smoke breaks (you have to provide your own cigarettes or have visotors bring them to you and they dont allow vapes because they cant monitor what is in them)

•obviously no recreational drugs or alcohol is allowed

•the place itself will feel bland and clinical (think hospital but devoid of anything you could hurt yourself with)

•you will probably have your vitals checked everyday like compression arm cuff, heartbeat finger monitor and temperature taken

•you might have to wear a face mask at all times in the facility

•if you have a wristband from a hospital you can ask staff to cut it off for you

•you may or may not be roomed with other people (i was roomed with a female since i am afab nonbinary, idk how they room binary trans people)

•the bathrooms will either have a curtain or a door you cant lock (this is for your safety)

•depending on the place and your risk, you will be monitered by staff (in the mixed facility they had to physically see me every 15 minutes, just come into the room and check off a clipboard)

•there will be a front desk that is staffed at all times, feel free to approach and ask for things, ask questions or even ask if they want to play board games with you

•there will be a schedule for meal times and activities, it will be the same every day

•the food will be cafeteria food, think hospital or school cafeteria or possibly worse, they will already be aware of any medical dietary needs of yours but from what ive witnessed they do not do the same for religous or personal dietary needs (like a friend i made in the ward asked if the food was hallal, the staff didnt know but encouraged her to eat it anyway) they will also let you opt out of the prepared meal for something like a sandwich or snacks

•they will also have snack times in addision to the meals, but if at any point you are hungry, ask staff and you might get an extra snack or sandwich

•there might be coffee, it will probably be decaf, and the hours they serve it might be limited

•there might be patients who scream, cry, swear or have psychotic breaks

•there might be patients who are detoxing that might gag, puke or cough repeatedly

•there might be patients with visible self harm/suicide attempt wounds or scars

•there might be patients who are violent and/or sex offenders (the staff should keep you safe, but a patient hurting you is a possibility)

•if you have an outburst or hurt yourself or others, you might be physically handled by staff, given sedatives agaisnt your will, placed in solitary confinement or all three (this should only be done when nessasary to keep you or others safe, if the staff do this without reason or otherwise abuse you, you should report it to police when you have the chance)

•if you cry you will probably be left alone, staff might ask if you want to talk to them

•there will be cameras inside the facility but not in bathrooms, and depending on the place not in bedrooms either (this is for safety, so in the event of abuse there will be proof, i witnessed a patient to patient assault in the ward and the police used the footage to convict the perpatrator)

•there will be landline phones you can use, there may be limited phone hours, and they may limit your time on the phone, the phones are placed by the front desk so staff will be able to listen in on your conversations, they will let you write down phone numbers while you still have your phone during intake so that you can have the numbers later when making phonecalls (in my experience the time limit depends on the staff thats around so some will let you talk as long as you like)

•the phones you use will not allow you to call 911, if you are having a medical emergency you should inform the staff if possible (they will treat you or take you to a hospital if nessasary), if you need to report a crime you should ask the staff to call the police or otherwise file the police report after discharge

•there will be communial TVs with limited hours, you will need to ask the staff to operate the remote (one ward only had cable and the other one only had DVDs and us patients took turns choosing the movie)

•there will be daily group therapy, depending on the place it could be manditory (in the voluntary ward i asked why i hadnt seen any group therapy like the schedule said, and they said no one was asking to go, so i asked and i was the only person in the group therapy lol)

•they might have activities like yoga, art therapy, craft time, music time or other things (if you see it in the schedule you can ask them to tell you when its happening)

•there might be outside time in a fenced off area or there might be no outside time at all (this is for safety)

•the windows might be frosted, tinted or have a dotted film over them (this is for privacy)

•there will probably be activities that you can always access like coloring pages with crayons and/or colored pencils, puzzles, board games and paperback books

•you will get your clothes you came in back probably the next day, they might wash it

•visitors can bring you clothes but it has to have no strings (like drawstrings or shoelaces) no metal bits, and no graphic or offensive prints on clothes

•jewlery is not allowed unless its a piercing

•visitors can bring you books as long as its paperback, and journals as long as it doesnt have a metal spine, and other safe activities like paint by sticker books

•visitors cant bring blankets or towells, that will be provided by the facility

•anything visitors bring has to be checked by staff before they can give it to you

•you might not be able to recieve calls unless the person has an access code that they will provide for you, so you have to call first

•there can be meetings with visitors, it could be limited to certain days of the week or certain hours, your visitors may be subjected to a search, and your visiting time might be monitored by staff

•you will be given your psych meds as normally perscribed, they may have you open your mouth and lift your tounge after you take them to show that you actually swallowed them, you might be able to meet with a perscriber to get a med change

•you will probably have short daily private appointments with a counselor, this wont be as in depth as therapy but rather a way to check your progress, it could even just be like "on a scale form 1-10 how depressed are you?"

•you can still have any phone/telehealth appointments you already had planned, just inform staff and you might be put in a private room with a computer

•ask staff for things! like deoderant, toothbrush, toothpaste, blank paper, to print out an image of something that can cheer you up, honestly anything just ask

•ask staff if you want to shave, clip your nails, or apply makeup, you will probably have to do it in front of staff at the front desk

•for showers ask staff for towells, shampoo, conditioner and maybe body wash (the shower usually has a soap despensor in it) the shampoo and stuff will come in little cups, also if you can, ask for extra towells to place on the floor for when you get out

•your shower time might be limited, the shower probably wont get very hot (to avoid people burning themselves) and it will probably be a timed button that sprays water for 30 seconds at a time so youll have to keep pressing it to shower long enough

•the bed will probably not be very comfy, like thin foam matresses and scratchy sheets

•you can ask the staff for over-the-counter meds like ibuprofen, laxatives, sleeping pills, etc

•the days will feel long, try to keep yourself occupied with activities and phonecalls

•i encourage you to talk to the other patients! you can connect and relate to people in simular situations, older mentally ill people with experience, and just to make friends while youre there (ive even witnessed two men agree to have a romantic relationship only during their time in the ward, they called eachother "hospital boyfriends")

•i encourage you to journal about your experience and feelings while youre there

•how long youll be there really depends on your situation, although both times ive gone they said the usual stay was one week or less and thats how long i stayed both times

•they may require you to do certain things before you are allowed to discharge like get a med change, improve your mood, set up appointments with drs or counselors in the future, get stabalized on meds or show recovery in other ways

•even if you are voluntary, you will need to go through the discharge process before leaving like signing paperwork, collecting your belongings, setting up a ride to leave, and confirming that you have somewhere to go (ive witnessed staff hire taxis, and help people apply and get into shelters)

i dont say all this to scare you or keep you from volunteering yourself into a psych ward, just to warn you about things so that you dont have to be shocked by a totally new environment all at once like i was

everyones experience in psych wards is different, every place is different, i didnt cover psych wards for people under age 18, or gendered wards, or addiction recovery wards or otherwise specialized wards because i have no experience there

but despite the bad parts, my time in psych wards has seriously helped me, it kept me safe from myself when nothing else could, literally saving my life twice, it gave me very important med changes, and it gave me experience with other mentally ill people, like the older woman who told me "as mentally ill people we cant always trust our insticts" and other advice that has helped me

it may feel bleak, it may make you feel trapped, you may feel like you dont belong there, but the bottom line is this is place meant to help you, even if just in the most basic form of keeping you safe, housed, fed and properly medicated

and remember youre still a human, you still have rights, if anything unjust happens to you there you have every right to report it to the police

#psych ward #psychiatric hospital #asylum #insane asylum #ik those are outdated terms im just tagging so people can find this #mental illness #nd #mental health awareness #mental health #mental health advice #tw psych ward #tw hospital #long post

[beabeemu]

Just Us

Sakusa kiyoomi X reader

MASTER LIST

MSBY! Player sakusa. CEO reader, RICH reader, Timeskip! sakusa. Warnings: Cursing, hints of jealousy. FLUFF. Sakusa being a cutie patootie

It's been over 2months since you two got engaged, and to say that it was hard to plan a whole wedding by yourself was an understatement. But not wanting to disappoint him, you didn’t complain, despite being busier then ever, you knew not to make him worry during their game, especially when he was in the middle of this year’s season. 

It seems as though your laundry list of things you needed to do never ended, and it was harder when everyone just HAD to have allergies to certain foods/j 

So having to come up with a menu that applies to everyone was hard. Plus the flowers, the seating, the venue, and 99+ more were tiring you so much that you found yourself getting buried in paperwork at your office, managing your own company wasn’t that easy either. 

But alas, your angel of an assistant was there to suffer with you, having to contact a million numbers just for some specific thing is hard to keep track of. 

Despite your life– as of– now being a living hell, at least you get an hour of happiness every day. It was when you and kiyoomi would call each other. There wasn’t a specific time  for your calls since your timelines were different, and  with him going from one country to another because of his competitions, he would often call and see you in various situations, doing work, feeding your guys cat, eating dinner (and he would buy his own so that you can eat together<3) or organizing you a hell of a wedding :) 

“Are you busy? I can call later if you want” 

“No, no, it's fine I needed to talk to you anyway” 

It was nighttime now, and you were in your home office, looking at the ginormous list of names that were *luckily* invited 

“Since when did know this many people? This list just keeps on going” 

“I dont know, ask my mom, she’s probably responsible for it” 

“Well, her son who she never expected to get married IS getting married so…” 

“Oh yeah?” he said teasingly 

I laughed at his reaction, I continued checking the list, my phone was on a stand in front of me, and he was in his bed laying down, it was probably late in his timeline cus it seemed that he was the only one awake. 

Then just like every night before I go to bed, I replay everything that happened when he proposed.

—------

It was 1 week before he went off to a different country, his games had already started and now that they’d won, they’re gonna advance to the next round in a different country. 

And THIS was the last thing I expected 

He was down on one knee, holding a velvet box with a beautiful diamond ring. 

“YES” 

I said, he quickly slipped the ring on my finger and immediately hugged me, my feet living the ground. 

His logical explanation on why he proposed NOW was:

“Because I want that, when I get back we would just get married and then we’ll be off to our honeymoon with no distractions” 

Which was a pretty thought-out plan, to be honest. 

—--

which leads us back to now. 

"What else is on your list?" 

"Well, starting from 1, I need to figure out the menu, I don't know whether to have a buffet or just make it all the same" 

"How about the buffet, so that they'll have options" 

"Yeah but there's the allergy thing we need to consider" 

"How about we have the people ask the waiters what's included in the food so that they'll just avoid the ones they can't eat" 

"I guess" 

"Or how about we just avoid them altogether? Let's just use ingredients that they can have and find alternatives for the ones that they can't have" 

"Yeah, I guess that could work, but I'm worried about the chef though… I might give them a hard time" 

"Babe, that's their job, whether they like it or not, they still need to consider other people's needs and conditions, have you already hired a chef?" 

"No not yet but Emma (her assistant)did send me a list of 5-star chef's all over the world, she organized them from the ones who offered their service and those who were available, she even added their prices, most of them are private chefs for celebrities. "

"Good. Send me the list and I'll take care of it. And do you have a list of food that some of the guests can't have?"

"Yesh it's right here- wait, did you say that you'll handle it?" 

"Yeah, I have a weekend off here so don't worry about it"

"But what about your training? It's fine I can handle this, It's my day off tomorrow so I'll probably finish it by then-"

"No, that's final. I know you're tired and you can't always be just thinking about me, you should take care of yourself too. I don't want you to get sick, you don't want me to fly back to Japan would you?" 

"It wouldn't be so bad…" I whispered, silently hoping that he'll hear it

"But not for the right reasons" he glared at me, he's not dropping this is he?

"Fine I'll send you the 2 lists later" 

"Good" I guess he was satisfied. But hey, at least I've got two things off my plate 

"Also send me the kinds of food that you want to include, ok?" 

"OK, I'll send you them now" 

I took a picture of everything and forwarded it to him 

"Wow, this is a big list of names" 

"Yeah, she wanted it to be full of information about them as much as possible, she even added some reviews of past works" 

"And are you sure that they are ALL available? "

"Yeah, Emma confirmed with them all last week, and she has them on standby now"

He just hummed and then yawned. I took that as a sign to end the call

"Hey, let's continue talking tomorrow, you look tired, I don't want my soon-to-be-husband sick." 

"Well we'll be sick together"

I laughed and we said our goodbyes 

—-

Today was the day, I was finally gonna buy my wedding dress, and kiyoomi was gonna come home in one week, which means our wedding is near, we set our wedding 2 weeks after kiyoomi's arrival in japan, which was more than enough time for kiyoomi to finish everything that he needed to do for the wedding. 

I was most excited about kiyoomi coming home. 

My mom, my sister, kiyoomi’s mom, and Emma were with me to buy a wedding dress. 

Kiyoomi had insisted on me using his card, – black card–  and after a few minor arguments, I caved in. Plus who was I to deny him? Right? 

Maybe I can get him to use my card for his suit, I'll mention that to him later hehe

I had asked omi if he had any specific style that he wanted or at least liked me in, but he just told me that I can buy whatever I want… which wasn't that helpful tbh 

"Now come on dear, what kind of dress do you want?" My mom asked her eyes wandering off as we walked into a room that had a sea of white dresses. 

I've never really put much thought into this… I always just put that thought aside thinking that I'll just buy something that I like, but I didn't know that there was THIS much to choose from, we're gonna be here for a while….

—--

"FINALLY" I half screamed in the dressing room as I looked at the dress that I was fitting, it was more than perfect. Not too big, just the right size. 

( I can't describe clothes that well… you can imagine any dress you want) 

But not only does it look pretty, but its price is also pretty too, with a lot of zeros too. Hehehdhehehdhe

—-----

Today was the day, my omi was coming home today, and my excitement was on the same level as a child. 

I Drove to the airport, and I was now waiting at the front of the arrivals lane. 

The wedding was still not finished, I still had a cake tasting I needed to attend. Maybe omi and I can do that together <3 

he should be out of there by now…

I checked my phone in case he messaged me something. Nothing.

Then I saw a few more people walk through and every person that walked past that lane made me anxious, just imagining it, seeing his handsome face walking towards me, after 2 months, he was finally here. He won't be an ocean away, he’ll only be a moment away. (comment if you get the reference heh heh) 

As more people passed, I was starting to wonder how many people were fitted in that plane….

Then I finally saw some familiar faces. 

“Y/N!” I saw a familiar orange-headed midget. I waved at him as he ran towards me, soon followed by bokuto, who followed Hinata’s screaming, who was soon followed by atsumu. They all ran toward me, which made me wonder where was their other teammate. 

As they ran towards me all at once, I had trouble seeing the person I came for. When they neared, I finally saw him, the love of my life. 

With a woman in his arms. 

I went silent, I’m not the kind of person who was to get jealous easily. But seeing HER hugging MY MAN before ME????????!?!??!!?!??! 

Ohh, oHH she must have a death wish, My excitement getting drained out of me I focused on the ones who chose to come to ME FIRST rather than some fan, and don’t even tell me shit like “It might be a relative” NO, I KNOW ALL HIS RELATIVES AND SHE IS NOT ONE OF THEM. 

PLUS SHE WAS AMERICAN. 

“HEY! HEY!HEY, Here’s the bride-to-be, HERE is a gift, it’s from France” Bokuto said as he handed me an expensive-looking bag, I took it from him and hugged him, He hugged me back. A little bit too tight. But so fucking what. 

“You didn’t have to you know”

“Yeah, yeah just take it” atsumu and Hinata then shoved a paper bag similar to bokuto’s. I just shrugged and it seemed that they wouldn’t leave me alone if I don’t accept.

“Long time no see Y/N” I heard a voice say in front of me, I looked up and was faced with a familiar face, more precisely a former shiratorizawa player. 

“Wakatoshi…Hi, I’m glad that you accepted my invitation” 

“Yeah, didn’t have a reason not to so…”  

“Your presence is appreciated” I smiled at him, and he nodded and then said his goodbyes. I watched him walk away, just like that day…( If you haven't already noticed, Ushijima is your ex)

I was lost in thought that I didn’t notice my fiance walk towards me until I felt him reach for my hand. I snapped out of it as he pulled me close to him. 

“Hi, love…” I heard the others bid their goodbyes, now it was just the two of us. 

Everything seemed to disappear, my jealousy earlier? Gone. The slight trance I was in after seeing wakatoshi? Gone, the myriad of people walking around us, gone. It was just the two of us, and that was something that I could get used to. 

I wrapped my arms around him, something that I’d missed doing. 

—--

“Are you nervous?” she handed me my bouquet. It was here, the day that Ive been planning for ws finally here, it was only mere minutes away. And kiyyomi was acros the room waiting for me, as he had always been. 

“Ready?” I nodded, then they opened the double doors revealing the beautifully decorated church, flowers covered the ceiling, and hundreds of pairs of eyes were on me, but mine were only on one. 

He smiled, something that doesn’t happen often but was always rewarding when it did. That’s why he only let’s me see it. 

As I reached him, with my father and mother on both my sides, my father handed me too him. He pulled me close,his lips met my temple, he held my hand, not wanting to let go. 

We did the ceremony, we said our vows, and it was finally here. 

“You may kiss the bride” 

He pulled me in and cheers roared behind us, but everything seemed mute, there was no one else in that church, just us. 

And from then on, it would always and forever be, Just US. 

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#sakusa kiyoomi x reader #sakusa kiyoomi x you #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu x reader #haikyu headcanons #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu!! #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x y/n #ushijima wakatoshi #atsumu miya #haikyuu bokuto

[rand0mfangurlstuff]

I'll Look After You Part 2 - Bucky x Y/N

First part here: https://www.tumblr.com/rand0mfangurlstuff/745510955233034240/ill-look-after-you-bucky-x-yn?source=share

Y/N woke up that morning with a terrible creak in her neck. She was in a awkward and uncomfortable possition. When she first woke up she thought she was in her own bed, but this hard uncomfotrable sufrace was not her bed. She slowly opened her eyes; before she could fully take in her surroundings she heard a familiar deep voice 'Morning Sleeping Beauty' she shot up like she had just been electrocuted. John 'Bucky' Egan looked at her with a smirk that she was certain made many a poor woman weak in the knees. She did her best to compose herself, act like she intended to fall asleep next to him. 'Morning, How'd you sleep?' she asked. 'Like a baby in his mothers arms.' He smiled that devilish smile again. 'I'm glad. A bit more rest and you should be in the air in no time.' His expression changed. It was softer now. 'Thank you, for staying with me.' She smiled, she could see he meant it. But she had to try her best and be professional. 'Don't mention it. Just doing my job.' It was then he switched back. It was like he was too different people. There was John; kind, honest, almost shy. Then there was Bucky; all cocky bravado and over-confident. He smirked, 'You sleep next to all your patients?' 'I'll do whatever I need to to make sure my patients get the best care.' She decided the best thing to do was to act natural and unfased. He was clearly goading her, she could see it in his eyes. She needed to reistablish the Nurse/Patient dynamic once again to regain control of the situation. She proceeded to check his vitals while asking him basic medical questions. The more she talked, the less he could.

'How's the pain?' She asked while checking his pulse. 'Fine. I'm totally fine.' 'Oh really? That's good. I'll let the doctor know. He'll examine you and if he sees you're fit for duty you'll be out of here by lunch time.' She knew he was not fit for duty. She just wanted to get him to stop this bravado act. Made everything a lot simpler. 'Sit up for me.' He tried, and tried even harder not to seem in pain, but as soon as Bucky tried to sit up straight in the bed, he winced in pain and fell back against the pillows. 'I uh, I guess I'm still a bit sore.' 'Major it's best if you be honest with us about your condition it's the only way we can make sure you are healing properly.' 'Yes Nurse.' There was a sudden tension in the air. She could feel that he wasnt pleased. Wither it be because he had to stay in the infirmary, or because she wasnt playing his game with him, she wasnt sure. 'I should go freshen up before rounds. If you need anything just ring the bell, one of the other nurses will help you.' He smiled, he looked a little hurt by her leaving, but he quickly turned on the 'Bucky' charm to hide it. 'I'll see you later Nurse Y/N, Will there be another sleepover? Dont forget your pajamas this time!' He said with a wink. She ignored him, walking away to get something to eat.

Bucky was confused. Last night she had been so kind to him. More than kind, she showed him more care than he had recieved in a long time. But this morning, it was like a different person. She was so stern with him, cold even. He couldnt understand what on earth he had done to make her change? Was she really only helping him last night because it was her job? Sure that was obviously part of it, but it felt like more to him. Was she ashamed that she let herself be in a vulnerable position with him? He would never hurt her. His teasing earlier was just that, teasing. Maybe even a little bit of flirting. Was that the problem? Was she taken? Had some lucky bastard already claimed her as his? There were no rings on her finger, but she still might belong to someone. Bucky sat contemplating, wondering what he would have to do to see her smile as she did lastnight.

The evening came again and she found herself back in the infirmary to relieve the day nurse, Barbara. Barbara was a nice woman, a little older, warm and friendly to the other staff but known to be very strict to the patients. Timing was everything to Barbara. When it was time to eat, she made those patients eat. When it was time to do physical exercise, those men better get out of bed faster than if the Nazi's were shooting at them. Y/N came to the nurses station as Barbara was finishing paperwork. 'They've all had their evening meals and I did their vitals half hour ago. One soldier in particular was very dissapointed to see me at his bedside and not you.' 'Why? Who?' 'Major Egan. He kept asking were you on shift today and when you would be back. Something to tell me?' Y/N blushed, wishing Major Egan and his blue eyes would leave the infirmary already. 'I don't know why he'd care if I was working or not.' She lied. 'I'd say it would have something to do with your little sleepover last night.' 'He told you?!' Forget the infirmary, he was going to the morgue. 'No he didnt, one of the other patients did. Saw you fast asleep on his way to the bathroom.' 'Oh, well he was having trouble sleeping so -' 'They all have trouble sleeping. Their soldiers in a war.' Y/N felt like she was being scolded. 'I'm sorry I just-' 'No need to be sorry, just be careful. I hear he has a reputation.' With that Barbara put on her coat and left for the evening.

She was here. He heard her sweet voice pass by his cubicle. He was suddenly angry at that other nurse for closing the curtain around his bed, preventing him from seeing her. He knew she would be coming to see him eventually, but waiting for that moment was almost more excruciating than his ribs. He felt his eyes tire, but he fought hard to stay awake. Firsty, because of those horrible nightmares, secondly, because he had to see her again. Had to make sure she knew he wasnt just some cocky pilot. Show her the nice Bucky.

It was 1am. As much as she didnt want to, she had to go check on Major Egan. She got to his cubicle and gently pulled back the curtain, expecting him to be asleep by now. But there he was, wide awake. His tired eyes seemed to gain a bit of extra sparkle when he saw her. 'Good Evening Nurse Y/N' she smiled. 'Major Egan you -' 'Bucky' he interrupted her. Confused she said, 'What Major?' 'I told you last night to call me Bucky, remember? You said it was cool.' That made her giggle involuntarily 'I did say that, didn't I? Must have been sleep deprived.' He dramaticly laid a hand over his chest 'Oh wow, that hurt worse than the ribs.' She came closer to him, to take his vitals. It was difficult though when his blue eyes were staring at her like she was a fresh bunch of daisys.

'Everything looks good, you need anything? Any pain meds?' she said with a gentle smile as she released his wrist from her grasp. 'I'm fine Nurse Y/N, thank you.' She turned to leave, and Bucky almost begged her not to. As she walked away from his cubicle she said 'Get some sleep Bucky, it's good for you.' 'Will do Nurse Y/N' just as she was outside his cubicle, she turned on her heel and said 'It's just Y/N. If you're just Bucky, I'm just Y/N.' He smiled, a smile that he felt all through him, 'Okay then. Goodnight Y/N.' 'Goodnight Bucky.'

He tried to sleep, and actually did for a while. He was lost in dreams of Jay Gatsby and Daisy, then dreams of her. Her smiling face. Then his dreams turned sour. Suddenly Y/N was no longer smiling at him. Instead she was crying while being dragged away by Nazis. Planes crashed around him. There were flames everywhere. He could feel the heat on his skin, he was burning. He was dying. 'Bucky! Bucky its okay! Shh.. you're safe.' He woke as he did the night before. Her arms around him, her wispering in his ear. He was covered in sweat and his heart felt like it was going to explode. She started to rub the hair and the nape of his neck, all the while still talking to him in that sweet, caring voice. 'You're okay Bucky. You're in the infirmary. Nobody's going to hurt you.' He managed to calm his breathing enought to let out a quiet 'I'm sorry.' She unwrapped herself from him, sitting on the edge of his bed. 'Don't be sorry. It's a nightmare, you cant help it.' Bucky scoffed 'I'm like a damn kid again. Pathetic.' She grabbed his hand. 'I dont see a kid, and I definitely dont see someone I would call 'pathetic'. You've been through a terrible ordeal, you risk your life on a daily basis. It's normal for what you've been through to affect you. I see a brave soldier, fighting for his country. There is nothing pathetic about that.' She looked to the nightstand to the book she had been reading him, 'The Great Gatsby'. A good book by all accounts, but Bucky had read it so many times now he was getting tired of it. He would however listen to the story a thousand times if she was the one reading it to him. Without a word, she picked up the book to the page on which she had bent the corner. Bucky protested 'You don't have to...' 'I need to know how it ends!' She said with a smile. She began to read again, her soft melodic voice like angles calling him to heaven.

#masters of the air #callum turner #john bucky egan #mota #john egan #masters of the air fanfiction #john egan fanfiction #john egan x reader #john bucky egan x reader

[leo-gold-hotchner]

Silent type

It’s been too long!

Aaron Hotchner X G.N. Reader

You were with your friends. The friendship formed strangely, as you didn’t know Derek until Pen introduced him to you. Since then, the three of you have sometimes shared drinks. Besides, Derek often hit the gym and helped you with training when he had time. Your phone vibrated slightly as you sat at a small round table in a pub with your friends. 

You took out your phone and checked it was from your boyfriend. Aaron wasn’t really happy when you told him one of the friends you were meeting was a guy. He didn’t say much, but you could practically imagine a scowl on his face.

“Someone important?” Derek asked with a knowing grin.

You nodded with a smile. “Boyfriend.”

“Ohhhh,” Pen squealed. “You finally found someone to date!”

“Shut it,” you laughed with your best friend. 

“You can ask him to join us,” Derek suggested as he sipped his beer.

“Unlike you two, his a silent type. He doesn’t talk much.” You shrugged as you read Aaron’s text. “That’s a bit problematic,” you muttered.

It was a short text, as usual. ‘See you after?’ You pondered if you could see Aaron after the friends’ night.

“What is it?” Pen asked giddily. “We’ll help you if you’ve got a problem!”

“It’s no big deal,” you glanced at the blank text box you popped up on the screen. “He’s way too silent. He doesn’t talk. I want him to talk to me, you know. I want him to tell me about his problems and how he thinks. I think he thinks saying those stuff to me would burden me. I want him to rely on me sometimes.”

“Is he like that even on the phone?” Derek asked as he supported his chin.

You gave your phone to your friends without a word.

Y: ‘M busy on Sat night’

Y: ‘So can’t see you :(‘

A: ‘Why?’

Y: ‘Gonna see my friends’

Y: ‘U can join if u could?’

A: ‘Sorry, busy.’

A: ‘Male friends?’

Y: ‘Lol’

Y: ‘Jelly?’

Y: ‘Two friends, one of them is male’

Y: ‘Dont worry’

A: ‘Have fun.’

“He replied to you in less than a minute,” Pen said. “He can’t do that if he doesn’t love you!” She defended your boyfriend heatedly.

“You reckon?” You frowned, and you watched Derek drag the texts all the way down.

“Tell him you can see him after this. It’s not like we gonna bound you to us all night.” Then Derek smirked. “You know, your boyfriend’s name is Aaron, and his texts are way too familiar.”

“Hmm?” 

“Nah, there are so many Aarons out there, and some of them will be silent types as yours and ours.” He waved his hand as if it was nothing.

“Anyway, I can just see he loves you!” Pen grabbed your hands with hers. “You will have to talk to him about being silent, but other than that, he’s ur,” Pen looked at Derek to help find the right word.

“Attracted? Infatuated?” Derek suggested.

“Either’s fine, I guess,” the woman laughed. “Anyway, it’s game over when he asked to see you tonight. Tell him you’re on the way! You must catch this guy!”

“Wait, are you sending me away?”

“As your friend, I must encourage you to see your boyfriend. You can introduce him to us later.”

As you exited the pub -although the two friends pushed your back to get out, you texted Aaron that you were on your way to see him. He told you to go home, and he’d be at your place. So when you arrived at your home, Aaron was standing in front of the door, his hands buried into the coat pockets.

“How long have you been standing here?” You asked worriedly as you saw his ears were bright red from the winter air.

“I just arrived before you did,” he replied as he shrugged. “Did I cut your night short?”

You tilted your head and looked into his eyes. “But you don’t regret that, do you?”

“No,” Aaron answered with a small smile. “I finished my report quickly to see you.”

You turned your back on Aaron so he wouldn’t see your embarrassment and unlocked the door. Aaron followed you naturally and took off his frozen coat. 

“You’re usually so silent, and that frustrates me sometimes,” you said bluntly as you turned on the water boiler. You thought Aaron might frown at you, but his face was expressionless, and he just silently listened to you. “But at the same time, you’re so blunt, which makes me feel happy to know how you feel.”

“Am I?” Aaron raised an eyebrow.

“Yes!” 

“About being silent, I’ll do my best to talk more and make you happy.” His eyes were so soft.

You opened and shut your mouth, not knowing what to say. “You just made me feel like I’m the villain here.”

“Then you’re a villain I love the most,” Aaron smiled gently at you.

“You really have a way with words, aren’t you,” you once again hid your face from him to hide the heat on your face.

Aaron gently grabbed your hand. “Promise me one thing.”

“As long as it’s within my ability.”

“You’re way too smart, aren’t you,” Aaron smiled as he brushed his lips on the back of your neck. “Don’t hold back. You also have to tell me how you feel.”

You squeezed his hand. “I promise.” 

#aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner x reader #criminal minds fanfic #Criminal Minds #derek morgan #Penelope Garcia #Agent Hotchner #gender neutral reader

[amaryllisblackthorn]

spoilers for professor layton and the last specter

one day i'll finally write that ~analysis about how layton treats children esp in pl4 and esp in comparison to emmy that's been in my head for literal y e a r s at this point

i'm going to actually leave some of my scattered thoughts abt it here finally. note that this is all based on the US localization.

for lack of better words, layton treats children with respect and seriously. like of course he's mindful that they're children but he takes what they say and feel with seriousness. vs emmy who's often patronizing, demeaning, or impatient (for lack of better words).

this is prob most apparent with Luke in pl4, though not limited to him.

when first told about the door puzzle, emmy goes 'aw thats so cute let's do it'. like indulging a little kid. which luke is, but i digress. EDIT: briefly checked out the jpn text in the scene and it doesn't seem like Emmy calls it cute, and her tone isn't doing it either. seems like she's just like, 'Professor, let's do it!' which is interestinf

there's a point where Luke is freaking out about the specter and the power it has and how it's corrupted his father. emmy's like 'you cant seriously believe theres actually a specter!' but Layton says to Luke 'I believe the specter has the power you say it has'. Layton doesnt believe there's an actual monster re: the specter, but he believes there is something re: the specter, and that's the important thing. and Layton furthermore immediately goes on to say he's noticed something's up with Clark, himself. Layton is listening to Luke and taking his feelings and fears seriously and is validating him -- and this is so incredibly significant bc of Luke's whole feeling like he's unable to trust anyone during the game which is incredibly related to this but a bit separate so im trying not to digress. THE POINT. is. the difference between Layton and Emmy in this regard.

i dont remember if it's the same part -- i think it might be later but maybe not -- i think it's when Luke reveals how he can tell where the specter will appear next? -- but basically Emmy's kind of upset for lack of a better word that Luke had been withholding that info and is like 'are you hiding anything else, like what the specter has for breakfast?!' or something iirc. luke mind of apologetically defends himself with 'i didnt know if i could trust you' and Layton is totally understanding

EDIT: (i removed an example bc upon further reflection it wasnt necessarily relevant. i might readd it later)

then there's the part with Jakes' son near the end iirc

also the small part nearer the beginning iirc when Luke goes chasing after the cat and Emmy&Layton are chasing after him and Emmy complains to the professor 'he's acting like a child!' and layton's like 'heh well he is a child c; '

there's also how Layton treats/interacts with the Ravens

also when first meeting Luke and Luke's opening up slightly but then Clark comes in and starts scolding him which has Luke withdraw/angry/turn away and Layton's like, "Clark, please"

there's also the cutscene when they first see the specter, where before it appears. Layton asks Luke, 'well, luke, what do you think? do you see anything?', he says no nothing, and Emmy's like 'I still have a hard time believing this. it sounds like a scary bedtime story. is this even possible?'. Layton says, 'Well, we'll soon find out.' and then Emmy goes on to say 'and a poor boy who predicts where the giant specter will appear' and Luke's unhappy about her comment

ALSO when Layton tries to go after the Specter that scene and Luke grabs onto him and tells him not to go, Layton takes the time to talk to him. same for when Luke's freaking out when the police took Arianna away. Layton puts a hand on his shoulder, gets to his level, and talks to him seriously.

this isn't bashing on Emmy btw I actually enjoy this as part of her character and it makes sense to me the difference between her and Layton in this regard. im also not saying that shes like always like this with kids either. or that it's even kid specific. I genuinely think it's neat. I also think it's a super neat part of Layton's character.

also ive really got to either play through pl4 again myself or watch a playthrough to record all the specific instances again.

also Layton taking Luke's feelings and fears seriously and Luke coming to trust Layton at this time of his life means the world to me

#Professor Layton #Last Specter #the last specter #Spectre's Call #professor layton and the last specter #Ab Analyzes #pl4 #Luke Triton #emmy altava #;ive tagges spectre's call even tho it's based on the last specter (us) #;either the same stuff is applicable or it isnt bc if diff scripts and #;if so feel free to talk about it bc i find it interesting

[munsonology]

can we get smut with gamer!eddie like just alil baby blurb if u dont mind ;)

Ok so I played some RE4 for inspo teehee!

I’m playing on assisted mode because I’m a wimp and the ganados we’re kicking my ass 😭 I couldn’t get out of the village. I have the og version on switch and I made it to the church with Ashley (no assist) before I stopped playing so I *personally* think they made this harder than the original

So like what if gamer!eddie is playing RE4, and you can’t help but stare at the way his fingers move on the controller. His thumb and index fingers pushing those buttons for Leon’s gun. You squeeze your thighs for some relief, wishing those fingers were pushing the button between your legs

Eddie sees you tense, pausing the game. “You wanna play baby?”

You nod silently and move to sit next to him on the couch. He shakes his head and pats his lap. You climb into his lap happily. He shows you the controls.

“I’m not inept eddie. I do have a switch you know,” you tell him.

“I know you do, but this isn’t animal crossing baby.”

“We’ll I have you for encouragement don’t I?” You lean back to kiss his cheek.

You unpause the game and get right in the action. Leon is surrounded by ganados in the village. “Shoot the legs, then a headshot,” Eddie instructs.

You do as told, but there’s so many of them. “Christ! How long do I have to evade them for?”

“You’re just running around baby, you haven’t actually killed anyone in a bit,” he teases.

“Ok, I’m over it, I’ll just go back to Tom Nook.”

“You need to relax. You can’t aim when you’re tense.”

Eddie’s hand creep up your thighs. You feel his nails scrap over the fabric of your leggings. His hands inch inside the waistband of your leggings, then your panties.

“Eddie—”

He kisses your neck. “Shhh…just relax. Let daddy take care of you. Focus on your aim.”

You go back to the game, picking up ammo and herbs dropped from the ganados you already took care of.

Eddie’s fingers push inside you, his thumb circling your clit. He easily finds your gspot. Your stomach caves in from the sudden burst of pleasure. His other hand spreading you open further, digging into the crease of your pussy how you like.

You try to ignore the sensation of your arosual spreading across your cunt, trickling down to your ass.

Eddie’s hand that isn’t 3 fingers deep in you finds it’s way to your lips. “Open,” he commands.

You open your lips and suck on the offering. The taste of your pussy delicious to your soul.

His hand trails down toward your shirt. He bundles it up to your neck, pulling the cup of your bra down. He leans over and takes a nipple into his mouth. His teeth gently nibbling on your hard pebble. “Eddie!” You squeal. The controller, long forgotten now, falls to the floor.

You squirm in his lap, struggling to get away from the pleasure but Eddie’s hold around your waist keeps you in place. You grip his wrist as you feel the tell tale sign of your orgasm.

“Fuck, oh my god! Ed!”

“Who’s cunt is this?” He growls.

“Yours! Yours daddy! Fuck! It’s all yours!”

“You gonna let me fuck you later? Tongue your little ass before I fuck it?”

“Yes daddy!”

Eddie’s fingers skillfully play your gspot and your clit better than he plays his guitar. Your thighs clench as you cum, squirting all over his hand in your leggings. The liquid forming a damp spot on your crotch and Eddie’s lap.

“That’s it baby, let it all out.” He laughs, nipping your ear.

He massages your mound and clit with his palm after you’ve calmed down.

Eddie opens the waistband of your now soaked leggings, “is that what you wanted?” He asks your pussy. He inhales your scent.

“You’re such a perv,” you elbow him.

“You’re the biggest perv I know!” He fires back. “Oh look at that. You let Leon die. Again.”

“Well you better hurry up and finish the chapter or else your own personal Ada might now let you fuck her later,” you say getting off his lap.

“…I think the plaga might be in my dick baby, can you come and check?”

#eddie munson/reader #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson fem!reader #eddie munson smut #munsonology’s eddieverse #sav’s mailroom #sav’s anons #gamer!eddie #munsonology’s gamer!eddie

[wilder-depths]

L could never win on his own

recently rewatched death note with the roommates cuz one of them hadn't seen it before and ended up in a bit of a debate over the second half of the show. (spoilers ahead)

essentially the sides boiled down to the fact that after a rewatch i really appreciate the second half of death note (even tho its rushed and got some holes) bc i don't think L could have beat Light. and this isnt out of hatred for L. i LOVE L. to an insane degree. my roommate did not agree with this idea of L not being able to win tho.

basically the way i see it is there's a couple things against L winning:

hes too close to the case and the criminal, to the point where he considers the perpetrator a friend

he doesnt have all the cards in hand to solve the case

Light holds all the power. all of it.

for point one you gotta understand that i believe L is a bit more emotional than Near ends up being (a different convo is the split of L's personality between Mello and Near). he's so unused to having someone next to him or on the same level that he's a bit emotionally affected (as much as he might tell himself he's not) by potentially accusing someone who is his friend. he actually says this in the show: "that is, it would be a problem if you WERE Kira, because i feel you're the first friend ive ever had". he also explicitly states that the case not going his way makes him depressed and sort of ruins his ability to do things. there are limits to how logical L is. Near ends up being able to cut himself off from emotion a bit more because he's grown up with Mello and had to compensate for Mello's extreme emotional outbursts, imo. that's strike one against L being able to effectively solve this case.

point 2: L doesnt have all the cards and he knows it. he's not playing with a full deck, whereas Light has pretty much all the cards and all the information since he's both an investigator AND the villain. this is an interesting callback to one of the first meetings of Light and L where L gives Light 3 photographs and asks him to interpret them (then later revealing there were actually 4 photographs and Light should have known). idk if this counts as irony or just dramatic irony and foreshadowing but its definitely interesting.

this lack of cards leads to L having to take risks during the investigation that are life-and-death for him, whereas for Kira, most of the risks he takes can be solved by killing someone if it goes wrong, or manipulating a shinigami into doing something for him.

point 3: because L doesnt have all the cards, and Light has all the power, he stands no chance. Light can control people in death, he's also a master manipulator who has wrapped around his finger: 1) all his classmates and community, 2) his family, specifically his father, 3) the entire task force, 4) an entire news station and a good portion of the internet, 5) a literal GOD OF DEATH. TWO OF THEM. (Rem moreso than Ryuk but Ryuk is still manipulated a few times via apples and the promise of seeing more human action). 6) the Japanese police, 7) the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, 8) the second Kira/Misa, 9) another unhinged Kira in Mikami, 10) a news anchor/woman who loves him? and later 11) basically all of Japan/the world. he can afford to take risks as his power grows. (this power and cockiness is eventually his downfall but he's held in check by the mental chess game with L.)

with all of this, L didnt stand a chance. but a lot of it was because of his unique situation and proximity to Light. Near and Mello, on the other hand, had outside distance from the case. they were wild cards that eventually ended up causing Light to break (partially because he saw too much of L in them).

so L could never win on his own. but it still took two geniuses to match his power, which i think is a testament to how cool L is as a character.

i dont think this is enough to convince my roommate but i figured i'd write it down anyway and yall can judge me

#death note #ryuk #rem deathnote #anime #light death note #l death note #light vs l #character analysis #l is the best

[therealprismcat]

Top 5 rpgmaker games, Go!

(can be as mainstream or obscure as you like)

OOH I LOVE RPGMAKER GAMES!! I’m gonna make a whole ranking for these :3

(Honourable mention to paper lily rn, because I already know it’s not made with rpgmaker even if u weren’t referring to the specific engines used, but yeah!! I love paper lily!!!!)

5. It’s not me it’s my basement

It’s a short rpgmaker game about a kid who has a monster in their basement!!

4. Aconite

I had to go searching for it because I hadn’t played it in around a year and forgot what it was called- but it’s about a kid who tries to befriend his entire class and later his school, but it gets complicated. When I played it, it only had one day to play. There might be more to it, but it still says beta so likely not

3. Flesh, blood and concrete

It’s a game where you explore a creepy abandoned apartment. I wasn’t really expecting much when I played it, but it’s really interesting and I love the lore!! It’s also pretty short, and easy to play.

2. Pocket mirror

A game where you play as a girl who doesn’t remember anything, not even her own name. This one’s a lot longer, I don’t remember how long it took me to finish it though. There’s also a remake for it and a prequel (which I don’t know if it’s out yet?) But I’ve played neither. The remake is probably a lot less buggy, but the classic one is free.

1. Dead plate

MY CURRENT HYPERFIXAITON IM LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS GAME. my friends have unwillingly been subjected to it. It’s a tycoon themed horror game where you play as a waiter trying to earn enough money at a fancy bistro in order to win his ex girlfriend back!! If you’ve seen any of the fan content for this game you’d think it was a BL. ITS NOT. DONT TRUST THE FANDOM.

anyway yeah!! These r just my favs, check them out if you want!!

[dballzposting]

What if you were Trunks and you were like 17 and you were staying up too late to do your homework and you're at a kitchen table because if you go to your room you're afraid that you'll just start playing video games again & Yamucha is visiting right now and hes staying in a guest bedroom somewhere & you dont really care & last time he spent a few days here you caught him in the morning (11 am) once standing around in his underwear going through the cupboards like "You guys got any cornflakes?" & then when he found the cornflakes he had sat down and ate three bowls in a row & so to not be impolite you had sat down too and let him tell you stories & the spoon just looked so tiny in his giant hairy man hands & he was defintiely bigger than your dad though not as muscular & it just sort of felt like he was towering over the bowl though by temperament he is a swell guy & afterwards you had looked at your own hands and wondered if they'll ever get that big and masculine and hairy. And you're prepared for this to happen again but since youre staying up late you'll probably sleep late so maybe you'll avoid him in the morning.

And it's pretty late and you're mother is off to bed soon but she sits with you for a moment to make sure that you're doing homework and then sighs and mutters "I guess this'll be a late night for Vegeta." Becasue it was common for Vegeta to disappear for odd hours without telling anyone where he was going. And to your mother who cant sense ki, he could be a planet away, even if hes just in a far room of capsule corp.

And it really is common for Vegeta to go somewhere random and stare at the ocean or whagever, but it was also common for him to just be offscreen but Around, so to help your mother out, you take a jab at sensing his ki. And this time, he really is just in the building.

"You might see him yet tonight," you say. "He's just in the next wing over."

Your mother takes start, and she asks, "what, dont tell me hes socializing with Yamucha."

You check again, and oh yeah, that must be the guest bedroom where Yamucha is staying, and yep, they're both over there.

"Oh," you say, realizing how odd that is. "I'm surprised myself."

"Well this I have to see."

Your mother leaves and you return to your homework, disinterested and unbothered.

A while later, you think you hear someone yelling, but it's too far away for you to be sure.

A bit after that, rapid footsteps approach, and you turn to see none other than Yamucha speeding past the doorway. Then he stops and backtracks and reappears and waves at you.

"Hey buddy!" He says, and hes shirtless, and is wearing yellow pants, and his hair is tied back messily, and he looks very much like hes been slapped the shit out of, and he is carrying the top half of his yellow suit in one elbow, and his traveling briefcase in the other hand. "Nice seeing you today, but I gotta jet. Stay in school! And, maybe try to put a good word in for me with your mom. You know, stress that I've been a good friend for years, and that I really am sorry, and maybe dont tell her where I am if she tries to hunt me down? Okay, bye!" and then hes gone.

You go to bed that night like normal, and the next day your father is absent from the breakfast table, and you ask your mother why that is, and she says that she sent him to eat alone outside, and you ask her what he did, and she says "Why dont YOU ask HIM what he DID," which usually means that Bulma and Vegeta have differing opinions on what "he did," and she thinks that his version is stupid.

To spare yourself the long ire-filled rant that your mother's answer would be, you go outside and ask your father what he did.

"I had gay sex with Yamucha," he says.

#dballz posting #YamgetaYaoi

[bridgyrose]

Neo keeps stealing Cinder's favourite snacks from their fridge,as a revenge,Cinder puts hair dye in her shampoo(a color she dislikes)

(Enjoy. I might have taken a few ideas from @tempusumbra with her Neo and the ever after stuff. Mostly like keeping the fangs after the curious cat was done with her.)

Neo frowned as she looked at her reflection in the mirror, slowly running a hand through her hair as it shimmered blue and purple, trying to find any strands of pink or brown left. She paused as she caught the sight of one of her fangs, taking a step back as the reflection of the Curious Cat stared back at her for a moment. Her body shimmered on reflex as she used her semblance, relaxing when she saw the familiar pink and brown she normally had. Her heart raced as she took a breath and walked out of the bathroom to make some tea to try to relax, her encounter in the Ever After still on her mind.

“How was your shower, Neo?” Cinder asked. 

Neo paused in her step and frowned as she noticed Cinder was looking her over, looking for something. Of course the dyed hair was her idea, probably from noticing that she removed anything that reminded her of those particular colors from the apartment. She let her frown turn into a smile as she shrugged and continued to dig through the fridge for a pudding cup before making her tea. It didnt take long for her to feel the cold metal of Cinder’s prosthetic fingers around her wrist as she glared at her. 

“Will you quit taking my snacks?” Cinder paused, then sighed. “Please?” 

Neo slowly let go of the pudding cup and looked at Cinder, nodding as she realized why her hair was purple now. She slowly started to sign. “Your name isnt on them. That’s what we agreed on, right? No name is fair game?” 

“Because my name doesnt fit on them.” Cinder pulled out a pudding cup and flipped it over, the letter “C” crudely written on the bottom. “So I marked them to know they’re mine. Quit eating them now.”

“On the bottom?!” Neo signed angrily. “On the bottom of the cup?!” 

“...its not the best spot, but I didnt want to write over the picture on the lid and you know I’m still getting used to writing with my prosthetic, so the side isnt easy. Look, I’ll find a better way, just promise you’ll check for my name or initials, please?” 

Neo nodded and sighed, signing a single word. “*Fine.*” 

“Thank you. Oh, and dont use your shampoo. I swapped it out for hair dye, but I’ll get that replaced for you.” 

Neo watched Cinder walk off, not noticing her semblance dropping and her purple hair showing once more. She slowly looked through the fridge again, double checking where Cinder wrote her initials on everything, making a mental note to put all of Cinder’s snacks together. She pulled out an unmarked pastry and started to get some water to boil for her tea. She’d talk to Cinder about why she didnt like that shade of purple eventually, but for now, she was content with using her pink dye later to fix her hair. At least until she was ready to let her know what really happened to her in the Ever After.

#rwby #cinder fall #neopolitan #neopolitian (rwby) #drabbles #angsty drabbles #ptsd #this was fun to write