#i’m going to be okay

[fattributes]

Hey lovelies, I’m going to be taking a break from making polls and posting for a while. I have been really uncomfortable with how people have been talking to me on my posts, and I’ve been struggling through several awful real-life events, so it just makes me feel worse. Today, I moved into the room I’ll be renting, and it’s been just me and my cats. I’ve spent the last two months working 70-hour weeks, and I'm so, so tired. I'll be back when things are a little easier, promise.

#text #I’m going to be okay #thank you to everyone that’s been sending me nice asks

[thelyd]

I made the first step. I called a counseling office in my area. I don’t have an appointment yet but they’re going to call me back by the end of the week.

I’m scared, but I’m going to be okay.

#ugh #advice #the big sad #counseling #therapy #I’m going to be okay #hope #hopecore

[selcouthbuzz]

it gets easier

you have to do it every day

that’s the hard part

but it gets easier

#spilled poetry #vent blog #bojack horseman #no contact #poetry #spirituality #vent post #YOU get better #keep going #id rather miss you quietly than be loudly miserable #breakup #spilled thoughts #voidcore #heartbreak #i’m going to be okay #you’re going to be okay

[reaperseal-archive]

laying in bed thinking about how i dipped on my parents and started couch surfing at 16 and wondering how nobody murdered me

#i’ve been thru so much and changed so much…. #when i really think about it i am so so strong and proud of myself #i’m going to be okay #txt

[extemporaneousrabbithole]

i have so many ideas for things i want to accomplish and concepts i think will work to aid me in doing these things. i’ll be so confident and ready and then suddenly one thing in my brain will trip me up and now i’m having an existential crisis and wondering why and how i’m still alive. humaning is weird.

#mental illness #bipolar diaries #life is hard #i really am trying #my wife is probably annoyed with me #i’m definitely not crying #my wife is honestly super sweet #i miss being a child #young adulting is hard #young husband #black tumblr #still standing #rabbit hole #i have to do better #humaning should be a word #i’m going to keep making tags #i’m so exhausted #i have to work tomorrow #i’m going to be okay

[justastrugglinghotchocolate]

I wanted to give a heads up to everyone, specifically those a part of the collaboration comic and the readers of my fic; I am going to be taking a break from my blog for a while. These last few months have been extremely fun, but also extremely taxing on me from a mix of things here and irl. The lack of boundaries I established for myself here has led to a worsened mental state and, since my irl things can’t be avoided, I think the healthiest thing I can do is take mental health break for as long as I need. When I return, it will be with the completed comic and chapter.

I thank all of you for your support thus far and I apologize for how long they’ve all taken.

Thank you to my mutuals for all the fun these last few months. Thanks for interacting with the silly little fics and artworks and comics I make. New or old, you’ve all made me genuinely happy.

I’ll see you when I see you. Thank you for reading.

#this is all lighthearted btw #I’m going to be okay #but i’d feel worse if i dipped without explanation #I hope you’ll like the finished products when they do come out #Hopefully you’ll all still be somewhat invested 😂 if not that’s cool. Thank you for participating anyways :)

[mytearsarethestars5]

I started taking myself on dates - and they weren’t grand gestures, I didn’t spend thousands of dollars, or visit new places with crystal ceilings and golden floors. I went to the places I’d always begged to go to with someone whom I wanted to be closer with, only to be faced with rejection time and time again. I sat alone with myself and asked the hardest questions to answer, like why I continue to chase after those who consistently prove they won’t show up for me. Why I allow myself to be treated as an asteroid when I make the very people who brush me off the center of my ever-expanding universe. Why I put so much stock into their character and place so much hope on their shoulders, when they’ve consistently shown my feelings are nothing but a burden to them and their desires. I realized that I wasn’t loving myself by loving them, no matter how much I wanted to. I realized I’d been cutting myself into bite-sized pieces, only to reassure myself and them that I wasn’t bleeding onto the floor as the blood gushed from my wounds. I nearly destroyed myself and all I wanted to be, trying to be someone else for those who never even tried to meet me halfway. I changed so much, while not changing at all. I waited so long, for others, and for my true self. I wanted to be saved, yet the person who answered my prayers ended up being none other than myself. I spoke my new normal into existence, I worked my new normal into existence, and I sacrificed for my new normal to come into existence. I am not, nor will I ever be perfect… but I am worthy - and I’m glad it only took me almost 6 years to learn that, instead of 10 or 20 💛 may the future I forge forward in be just as merciful as it is kind 💕✨

#creative writing #learning to accept myself #learning to love myself #learning to let go #i want to be seen #i want to change #i’m proud of myself #i’m going to be okay #I’m going to be happy #I’m finding myself #finding myself #loving myself #learning to be kinder to myself #i take myself on dates

[cunnidingus]

i am so full of love and i wish i had somewhere to put it.

but i’m proud of myself regardless for turning this into love instead of pain and anger.

i love myself more now that i’m learning myself better. i care for me. i deserve happiness.

i’m going to get it.

#i’m going to be okay #im going to thrive #i am going to love and be loved #i am doing better for myself and i don’t need people who make me feel bad about myself

[aesthetic-uni]

It’s that time of the year again

#uni talks about the universe #ides of march #julius caesar #is this anything #I’m too lazy to make anything else so #have at the #this man has been dead for 2068 slutty slutty years and we are STILL tormenting him #anyway happy holidays to those who celebrate it #more like resting in pieces haha #okay I’ll go now

[utterlybrainwrecked]

my sanity vs the three suicidal characters in kinlist :3 /lh

(in this case kins are just characters i relate to)

#I’m going to be okay #kepdoesthings!! #aceofinsanity

[grapefruitspit]

sleeping with the windows open tonight. i’ve met three neighbours today who all welcomed me warmly i’m so warm and sad at the same time- how to stay here?

#going to brush my teeth and go to bed #i’m going to be okay #papote

[et-in-arkadia]

aziraphale and crowley try to perform the tiniest most unobservable fraction of a miracle together and they end up producing a massive burst of power so astonishing in scope that it sets off alarm bells in heaven where it can be seen as an enormous purple beam and radiates with a force twenty-five times the energy needed to raise someone from the dead. we’re told only an archangel could perform an act of such earth-shaking consequence which again is the result of them trying to exert their abilities in the subtlest way possible so can you imagine what they’re going to be like in bed? talk about the second coming. in this essay i will

#okay sorry!!! #i’m going to sleep now i promise #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #25 lazari #y’all

[thecovenhouseco]

I deserve a happy and healthy relationship. I deserve to be loved and celebrated.

#self affirmation #it will be okay #it will be alright #it will be fine #I’m going to be okay #self luv #self learning #self healing #self improvement #everything is fine #positive mental attitude

[keferon]

His lab partner is so damn small ahahjxjgkgkg

#transformers #maccadam #simpatico #perceptor #brainstorm #tfa #transformers animated #tfa perceptor #tfa brainstorm #i #ahahaha #I’m high on sugar #art go brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #percy shrunk #my friend looked at him and said he should be smaller #so #lmao #it’s okay #tfa deceptions is canonically absolute units

[cinnarollslut]

I’ll hold myself together through this life

And when I cross into death I’ll embrace it

I’m learning to create my own love and light

And I won’t- can’t let anyone take it

#I’m going to be okay

[bulldog-butch]

i’m gonna say something controversial yet brave: sexuality labels are a convenient tool we use to define something that is undefinable

#you literally cannot change my mind #if you accept that sexuality is about something other than genitals than you also have to accept that there are going to be millions #of definitions for the same labels #and that’s okay #who you are attracted to cannot possibly ever be described with one word #put weirdo little brains and desires are too complex for that #*our #anyway #i’m right #bork bork!