#i'm terrified lmao

[n0heart]

i'll be traveling by myself for the first time in my life next week (not disclosing where to for safety reasons) and i'm SO FUCKING TERRIFIED my anxiety is kicking in. what if i run out of money oh god. i'll be with friends but still, i feel like i'm going to throw up 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#the fear of something going wrong is HUUGGEEEEE #language wise i'm fine my english is pretty good #but the REST #i'm terrified lmao #random

[nicnsmth1]

omg this is so nerve wrecking LMAO but hiii I've been posting my karma fanfic on quotev (and wattpad under the same name) so yeah-

the story despite being a romance between my oc and karma is also a story about their struggles and their point of view w a few chapters following the main plot of the series and also some of my own :D

I will update it every friday (or thursday) and that's all yayyy

#oc stuff #assassination classroom #ansatsu kyoushitsu #akabane karma #canon x oc #fanfiction #fanfic #quotev #I'm terrified LMAO #I've been having fun fixating on them hihi

[ursulanoodles]

I think I may have more readers than I thought I did and I'm ever so slightly freaked out (in a good way).

#like what #excuse me #i'm terrified lmao #the fact that people read my junk baffles me #i just 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #fanfic #writing

[mischievousdog]

A lynx-coated fox/wolf critter I have dreams of every now and again

#canine #traditional art #artists on tumblr #sketchbook #art #80% of my dreams are very mundane stress dreams (I've forgotten about something important / I'm late for work etc) #it's always a huge joy when my brain decides to throw a fantasy creature in my dreams for a change #this one I always see in a cave that has blood oozing off the walls and he drinks it :-) #IT SOUNDS TERRIFYING LMAO but it's not a nightmare at all it's very cool I swear #it feels like being on a walk and suddenly encountering an uncommon animal IRL #pure excitement and wonder

[a2zillustration]

I carried this thing for MONTHS with the EXPRESS PURPOSE of putting Raphael in it (knowing full well Larian wouldn't let me do that, mechanically) and I had one major miscalculation.

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[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]

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#Ok I'm gonna ramble in the tags about all this get ready: #I KNEW Larian wouldn't let me actually pull this off but I PROMISE you that stupid flask sat in my inventory since the moment I grabbed it #WAITING for when I could write this little bit about putting Raphael in it #I even threw it at him in the fight with a 30% hit chance and it succeeded so I considered that Larian giving me permission to say it workd #But as I was reading up on it again when I was sketching this I saw the bit about native planes and I cried LMAO. But it's dnd- #so I rewrote is as it would've happened in a game. U kno. #Also I have been waiting to use that fox line for SO LONG bc of Croissant's dad being a fox-like fey creature #So much backstory that's slotted in PERFECTLY with the BG3 narrative #Anyway absolutely wild that we managed to take out this ancient powerful devil - and on the first try! #Lae'zel with a potion of speed did WORK. Gale came in clutch with hold monster. Astarion gave Raph stage fright. Croissant made him dance #(I'm pretty sure he just doesn't have a dance animation in ascended form lol) #Hope didn't even need to use divine intervention - this party is terrifying #Croissant hated him but in the end I loved Raphael I see why all you people like him #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #act III spoilers #house of hope #croissant adventures #tav #raphael #lae'zel #iron flask #comics #ALSO shoutouts to you if you both noticed and knew which worthikids animation I borrowed the expression in panel 5 from

[yhstola]

"almost every woman i have ever met has a secret belief that she is just on the edge of madness, that there is some deep, crazy part within her, that she must be on guard constantly against 'losing control' — of her temper, of her appetite, of her sexuality, of her feelings, of her ambition, of her secret fantasies, of her mind." 

notes for a magazine, elana dykewomon (sinister wisdom #36)

#alicent hightower #house of the dragon #hotdedit #houseofthedragonedit #rhaenicent #hotdsource #targaryensource #gameofthronesdaily #userelenagilbert #userbecca #userzoya #*gifs #*mine #i'm actually proud of me for this one! #blending gifs are not so terrifying anymore lmao

[bixels]

I feel like I've seen most of what interests me in FiMFiction for the time being, so I read through some good ol' reliable Stardew Valley fanfics last night, only to realize.

Haley x Female Farmer is basically Rarijack. Rarijack adjacent.

#personal #delete later #not art #unfortunate that i'm really not into the BIG popular ships in stardew #like. i downloaded talkohlooey's character sprites for my sdv because the men just look so much better #with talkohlooey sebastian actually looks like a cute guy i'd wanna date. default seb looks like a very very specific white boy. #like. the mod of an anime community discord server. #he looks like every white anime fan i knew in high school who very intentionally tried to look and dress more asian #so unfortunately i'm not really into any of the male bachelors. They are All White. #I went after Alex at first but he's a white bread jock. #So I'm really not interested in ships with Shane or Elliot or Sebastian which make up 2/3 of the romance fics #I do think Harvey is cute he has a lot of personality and he's a sweetheart #stardew expanded has victor AND olivia which is such a fucking win. Asians fuck yeah #I usually pursue Penny. Fluttershy vibes lmao #hopefully chocolatier has some dateable men who Aren't White. #Really can't recommend Talkohlooey's sprites more. Fantastic art style AND character design direction to boot. They made Emily Not #Terrifying Looking which is incredible. #still wish you could date the milfs though who said that #i said it. i'm fessing up. why did concernedape put all these women in unfulfilling marriages with mediocre/crappy men #what are you getting at.

[smallsimmer]

Smallsimmer Oscar Isaac Download

I think the last time I uploaded a sim was around 2016 actually! Anyways he's just sitting in my sim bin thought maybe someone else could get some use from him. I made him around late 2022, he's definitely not perfect nor am I claiming he is but I think he turned out the best out of all of the celebrity sims I made.

info:

He's very slider heavy, I don't want to break a tou by uploading my sliders but I am going to link to here

Download includes .sim file and custom skin that I made for him.

You can find the hair I used for him here (zac) other than the hair he should be packed in base game clothing!

Skin is probably far from perfect, I made it around 2 years ago for fun and personal use, never planned on sharing it so take that as you will.

Same body from this skin I uploaded here

Didn't include the contacts I used because I use the heterochromia contact thing so they would most likely not work in your game anyway! Any brown contacts would work the same though I would assume.

Images are unedited! What you see is what you get.

Skin is 2k in texture size and for YA males only

For the sims 3!!!

TOU: Also haven't uploaded a sim in awhile so uh I obviously can't stop you from tweaking the hell out of him but I can kindly ask for some credit if you end up using him please and thank you. Same if you use the skin in another skin blend I'd prefer to not have another June skin incident on my hands 😅

Download: Dropbox (alt)

#ts3cc #s3cc #the sims 3 cc #sims 3 cc #im actually terrified of this upload LMAO #I always get scared when I upload things I always think I'm forgetting something

[akiacia]

comprising the range of emotions that week

#akia art #olba #baxter ward #miranda eckert #maggie's cuddly so i get to draw cuddling as a treat #also i think liz would terrify baxter #i've other things to draw and no excuse beyond how much fun i'm having LMAO #but pls don't look too hard at the space filler ribbon

[theeretblr]

Thank you so much for all the support on the lore today!

After almost 2 years of regret and begging for forgiveness, c!eret now believes they have achieved redemption. Tommy, Tubbo, and now finally Wilbur have all accepted Eret's apologies. Even if they may not trust Eret as they did before, c!Eret is now able to move beyond trying to redeem themself for the biggest mistake they ever made.

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Back in reality, this ties off the longest running arc of my character on the Dream SMP (until we open the book at least). The person I was in July 2020 when I first joined is very different from the person I am now. I have evolved a lot as a person along side my character. Back then everything was so overwhelming. Now I feel in control of my own future.

Thank you everyone who enjoyed the lore! Lore terrifies me as even though we have a rough outline of plot points, most of the stuff we say is improvised and I have very little experience with that. Occasionally someone says or does a thing they don't mean to say or do and we just have to roll with it because it's LIVE and tens of thousands of people are watching (I think we had about 60k people watching today total, that's more people than fit in Dodger Stadium in LA!)

I tried my very hardest to deliver a conclusion that would wrap up our characters' discourse in a satisfying way and I think we were able to do just that.

Thank you again for all the support!!! <3

#eret #wilbur #dream smp #dream smp lore #mcyt #my voice got shakey a few times during the stream #some may have thought that it was good acting to drive home emotional points #i was just fkn terrified I'd fuck something up lmao #i'm proud of myself though #very happy with how everything turned out #<3

[natelia-aldelliz]

Cue Gaz and Price's horrified faces, that I sketched but didn't have the energy to actually draw (also, Ghost in the first panel is angry about Gaz calling Soap 'Johnny', how dare he)

Gaz : Oh my god bruv what did you do to your hair?? Ya know some strands are supposed to be the same length, right?

Price : Leave the poor man alone, he's already been ravaged by a vampire *snorts*

Gaz : True, lmao gotta chill there, Soap, but really though, how are ya cutting your hair, with kitchen scissors? Oh my god don't tell me you're using your knife

Ghost :

Gaz : You're using your knife, aren't you

Ghost : I mean, it's very sharp, it's basically a razor

(disclaimer that Gaz's opinions about Soap's hairstyle are not shared by the artist, i actually adore his little mohawk)

#cod mw2 #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #captain john price #ghostsoap #soapghost #i originally intended to colour it but honestly too much work for my little overloaded brain #like i usually write novels in the tags but i don't even have the brain power to think of what to say lmao #anyway thank you for all people liking reblogging or commenting on my drawings i really appreciate it #but i'm terrified to interract with people so i don't say anything but i still really appreciate it #i read everything you have to say about my drawings with a huge smile on my face while happy stimming it genuinely makes my day

[piko-power]

Every time I encounter a ship war with Sonic and Amy or Shadow, etc, I just smile to myself and believed that I'm the only smart shipper in the fandom because Sonic is bisexual and I'm the only person who knows that. 😎

#piko rambles #sonic the hedgehog #amy rose #shadow the hedgehog #sonamy #sonadow #On occasion I remember that Sonic has two hands and my day automatically gets better. #I just had a cringe flashback about witnessing ship wars from like YEARS ago and I'm so glad I'm not like those kids anymore lmao #I remember having a MASSIVE epiphany that Sonic is bi and I ate that headcanon up like ICE CREAM XD #I'm usually a HUGE sonadow fan but Frontiers made me love sonamy again. Not as much as I used to when I was younger but it's still cute #I enjoy both ships. Which is something the fandom is terrified of apparently lol

[thatlittleegyptologist]

crowning achievement this evening is passing out in a pub from sensory overload

'did I upset you by talking about your mum?' no, sorry it was simply Too Loud and Too Hot, with Too Many People and my soul left my body

#dad finally realising I haven't been fucking faking it lmao #sorry man I'm just too autistic for the Noise as much as I want to see the pub landlords off #there's my mother like 'lmfao that's my girl passing out in a pub' #instead I cry in my sleep about my mother's death which is a new and terrifying experience

[beechichi]

Connecting from Rio! ☀

#haikyuu #hq!! #kuroo tetsurou #haikyuu!! #kozume kenma #hq #kuroken #hinata shouyou #fanart #myart #honestly wanted an excuse to play with colors in a weird way #and yes I'm still not over the oneshot #honestly the power hq has over me is both terrifying and pathetic lmao #238art

[thefreakandthehair]

A Steddie fanfiction. Rated E. 84k.

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April 1986

“How’re you feeling, Ed?” Steve asks quietly, preserving the stillness of the night that surrounds them. 

“Think I’m alright, a little tired.” Eddie watches the gentle waves that ripple out from his shins kicking softly in the water. It’s been a long day, even he has to admit that, and he’s feeling… well, that’s the end of the sentence. He’s feeling. 

It’s the first time Eddie’s been around everyone all at once since the Upside Down and the kids, they mean well and he knows that, surrounded him with so much love that it’d become overwhelming. So had sitting upright, walking around, talking. The last hour or so, he’d gone ghost— transparent without actually disappearing— and the others followed his lead. Pretend you’ve vanished hard enough and the people around will you pretend, too. Except for Steve, he discovers.

It’s an odd thing though, preferring to be still, to be quiet, and he hates that the Upside Down has stolen this piece of himself, too. Steve’s assured him that it’s okay, that he’ll be his boisterous, loud, antsy self again when his body’s healed but it’s taking too long for Eddie’s liking. Or comfort. 

“You know it's normal, right? It’s a lot, Ed. You didn’t even have to stay out here the whole time, no one would’ve minded or blamed you.” Steve sits next to him, letting his feet slide in beside Eddie’s. Everyone else is inside— kids, parents, everyone who’s made the Harrington House their base while waiting for the government pay-outs and new homes. It’s late now, but Steve and Eddie take advantage of the silence as they so often do. 

“Yeah, yeah I know. Doesn’t mean I have to like it.” 

Steve nods and lets his pinky touch the edge of Eddie’s, palm down on the cold, wet concrete. 

“You don’t, you’re right. I didn’t either. For what it’s worth though,” Steve takes a breath, thinks about how he wants to word this without making a confession he’s not yet ready for, “I like every version of you.” 

Eddie’s heart pounds in his chest and he watches the ripples from Steve’s legs blend into his. Huh, he thinks, something symbolic there. 

He doesn’t respond, just wraps his pinky around Steve’s. 

Coming soon to ao3: February 1, 6:00PM PST (3:00 PM EST)

Now Posted!

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#steddie #steddie fanfic #steddie fanfiction #steve harrington x eddie munson #eddie munson x steve harrington #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things #stranger things fanfic #stranger things fanfiction #i cannot believe this has a posting date #the art that goes along with it is absolutely STUNNING and i can't wait for you guys to see it!!! #i've been rambling about this to anyone who would listen for months now and i'm just so emotional about it #i quit writing for terrible reasons 7 years ago and now i've written essentially a novel?? #i'm so excited to finally share this and also so so so terrified lmao #(i'd also like to give a little shoutout to dio for talking me out of a spiral like 10 minutes ago about this <333) #myfic #over the hills and far away #if i forgot to tag anyone i'm so sorry

[anastacialyart]

05.01.23 || a mirror of myself, swimming happily in the sea.

#mermay #mermay 2023 #finding out the first prompt was self portrait just after i said i'd make an effort to draw all fat mermaids. aaa #simultaneously wonderful and terrifying bc self portraits are so hard!! #i'd still be fiddling with it tbh but i gave myself a cut-off time and i'm an hour late to it hah. #like wanted to add a fishnet crop top but alas. it's just the shells out for everyone lmao #art #fat art #things i draw #finished piece