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burnin-hot · 1 year
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Man, you people are really liking thay Stridercest post, huh.
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pjoxreader · 10 months
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Can i request hcs with jason,leo, and percy (separately) where they get into the fight and the reader has a panic attack/gets really scared? Ik its kinda specific sorry
They Get In A Fight And Reader Has A Panic Attack
((I unfortunately got hit with the insomnia truck and did an all nighter , So I tried to piece together what little energy I had to get this together! I hope you still like it! 🥲))
TW: Panic Attack, Hyperventilation
Jason Grace
-He was stressed, trying to keep things running in both camps and get the altars set up for all minor gods in both camps wasn’t easy. -”Hey Jason could you-” before you could even finish getting the words out Jason snaps. “Can’t you ask someone else for once!” he yells in frustration but seeing you take a step back in surprise with a look of fear across your face makes him regret every word.
-He felt the guilt hit him like a ton of bricks. ((hehehe)) “Look I’m sorry I…” Before he could finish you start to hyperventilate dropping to the ground. Jason ran to your side in a second.
-”I’m not mad, I’m not. I promise, I’m sorry just… Follow my breathing, ok?” He says gently and takes some deep breaths, helping guide you out of the panic attack. “In… And out…” he says with each breath to make sure you were following along.
-He holds you the entire time gently rubbing your back until you calm down, but the guilt of causing you a panic attack would never leave him…
Leo Valdez
-Leo was a busy man, between his own projects, working on the argo ll, and being the counselor of the Hephaestus cabin he was always busy and always stressed.
-He had been interrupted three times already while he was trying to work on his own personal project, trying to take a break and focus on making something for himself for once. He was just about to start when the door opens *again*...
-”What!?” he snaps in frustration going wide eyed in surprise when he hears a shatter. He could feel his heart sink a bit as you looked at him with worry trying to pick up the shards of a broken plate. “I… I’m sorry.. I… I just wanted to bring you some food…” You choke out, voice quivering slightly.
-Leo quickly goes over, taking your hand to stop you from grabbing the shard. “Careful, don’t touch the shards.” he says anxiously before he lets out a quiet sigh as he felt the guilt eating away at him already. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to scare you.” his voice was just above a whisper as he could feel your hands were shaking. 
-You just hug him tightly, not being able to get any words out as he hugs you tightly in return. He rubs gentle soothing circles onto your back to try and help calm you but he felt his own lip quiver slightly as the guilt was still creeping inside of his mind even after apologizing. 
Percy Jackson
-Percy was trying to get some time alone in his cabin to calm down and take a breather. He was summoned for **ANOTHER** quest. He was getting sick and tired of quests and fighting some monster who had beef with the gods.
-A knock on the door snaps him from his attempt to calm down, making him grind his teeth in frustration. If Lester was standing outside his door again he was going to kill him himself. He storms over and slams open the door. Fully expecting some god here to make his life harder.
-To his surprise there you were jumping in shock since he had slammed the door open. The two of you stare at each other and Percy could see just how tense and nervous you were. He tries to speak but no words come out so you speak up first.
-”I… I just wanted… To check on you.” you admit softly with a sheepish laugh that turns into a little gasp as you start to hyperventilate. You had unfortunate memories with slamming doors so they often caused a panic attack.
-Panic hits Percy too as he quickly leads you inside, sitting you down on the bed. “I… I didn’t mean too… I thought you might be…” he takes a shaky breath and holds you close knowing there was nothing he could really say to excuse his actions right now.
-”I’m sorry.” he admits genuinely. He holds you close trying to help soothe you, resting his head over yours to help ensure you knew he was right there with you.
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taeraeszn · 10 months
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hii! how r u :) i hope your requests are open and if they are could you maybe do something about zb1 realizing they missed a date with their partner and try to make it up to them?? its fine if you cant!
when zb1 misses a date with their partner
hey luv! thank you for requesting! just to let you guys know, my schedule is much more busier these days so i will be releasing out request slowly <3
anywho, i'm kinda excited to be doing the opposite of my last post?? obv it's not good that they stood their partner up but how the turn tables
also some of these probably don't even count but i thought some of the scenarios were so cute - sorry!!
warnings: mentions of food but i don't think there is any more?? (ik i say this ALL the time but i really try to avoid any touchy subjects/topics). but pls lmk if there are any!!
kim jiwoong
you were at the place you always met up with jiwoong, a simple park nestled in the heart of your city
jiwoong told you that he would be there in around 30 minutes but that thirty minutes turned up to be almost two hours of you waiting there
you were a bit hurt by your boyfriend's actions and decided to head home as it was reaching the two hour mark
the park was incredibly silent too, it seemed that you were the only person there
but just as you turned to begin walking home, a loud shout of your name came from behind you
"(NAME)!" you heard jiwoong call, he was running with a cap on as well as a black mask, clearly to hide his identity
"jiwoong??" your brows furrowed. when he finally came towards you, he was out of breath
"i-i'm so sorry! i was suddenly called in for practice and i couldn't just leave-"
you immediately shut him up with a hug, he was puzzled but softened into your embrace
"it's ok jiwoong. i understand that practice can hold you up. just please message me beforehand."
he was so thankful that you were understanding and held your hand
"thank you love. now what do you want to do?"
"i just want to relax with you, at home."
"okay then, lead the way my love."
rest of the members are under the cut!
zhang hao
zhang hao didn't technically miss your date, he actually showed up
but he did end up missing it because he ran into an old friend halfway through. the friend was clearly not happy to see you two with your hands interlinked together and decided to make up an excuse that they had no ride home as it was raining
zhang hao being the kind soul that he is didn't hesitate to step up and help, he told you he would be back in a few minutes
well that few minutes didn't happen as you had sat there in silence following his leave that was for nearly any hour. it was very awkward to say the least with everyone sending remorseful looks towards you
you sighed and got up to leave, you know that his friend did that purely to separate you two which pissed you off even more
as you were at the bus stop, you saw zhang hao's figure running towards you
"wait! baobei!" he shouted. you were still bothered by what happened but still gave your boyfriend a smile when he returned
"what are you doing here?" he asked, you gave him a slight smile, "i'm heading home."
"but my car is there." you sighed
"hao, i understand that you wanted to take them home but why did it take so long? i was sitting there by myself for an hour."
he noticed your disappointment and rubbed your shoulder, "i'm sorry. they just began talking with to catch up and i got ahead of time. please forgive me love. i promise i will make it up to you."
you put up your pinky finger to him, "promise?" he connected his pinky with yours, "promise." his warm smile reassured you
he then gently tugged your arm, "c'mon, let's go to my car. it's much better than the bus."
"let's go!" you held his hand and began walking to the parking lot
sung hanbin
for your 6 year anniversary, you two had planned a romantic date together. you were so happy to be with hanbin as he always made you feel special
but your excitement slowly faded away as hanbin had no sign of showing up, causing you sit there alone for nearly an hour
you had called and texted him but to no avail. at this point you were worried. maybe it was traffic? well yeah this was downtown so there must've been...or maybe something abruptly came up?
just then in the midst of your thoughts, there came hanbin an hour later with roses and something else small in his other hand
"happy anniversary love." he handed you the flowers and sat down with you. everyone in the restaurant was giving you smiles and happy looks to hanbin's appearance
"where have you been?" he smirked, "i've been planning something. actually, i've been planning it since we met that faithful day in class."
he got up from his seat and opened the small box that was in his hand to reveal a shiny ring, you gasped and then realized what he was doing
hanbin then got on one knee, causing everyone in the restaurant to share the same surprised expression
"(name), i love you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you, till death do us apart. you are my entire world and i can't imagine spending my future life without you as my partner. will you marry me?"
you were already tearing up and quickly nodded, "yes, yes, yes! a billion times yes! i will marry you hanbin!"
he then got up to spin you in his arms as everyone in the room clapped and congratulated you, hanbin slyly slid the ring down your finger as it shined
"it fit's perfectly." he sighed in relief, "oh thank god, i was worried it wouldn't because i didn't know your ring size."
you embraced him again, "thank you hanbin for choosing me."
"you know i'll always choose you love."
(this actually made me emo hELP ok moving on)
seok matthew
funny enough, matthew wasn't even supposed to miss your date, you two had it all planned out with what time you would go as well as getting your tickets early
but he got sick and had let you know beforehand, but you were incredibly sad as you were going to watch the movie that you both wanted to see together alone
though matthew told you to enjoy it, you couldn't help but feel a teensy bit guilty as matthew was telling you how much he wanted to see the movie
you wished he could've been beside you holding your hand or resting his head on your shoulder, also vice versa
you could barely focus on the film itself as you worried for your boyfriend's health
the credits finally rolled and you immediately made your way to matthew's place
as you opened the door, you heard the sounds of coughing and sneezing coming from his room. you rushed to his cabinet to get some medicine and walked into his room
"matt!" you said, he seemed relieved seeing you but you noticed how he was curled up into his blanket and the tissue box placed on his side table
"(name)! how was the movie?" you pulled him into a hug, not caring if you would get sick, "i missed you. it didn't feel the same without you."
he grinned, "so does that means i have an effect on you?"
you playfully rolled your eyes and you sat next to matthew in the cozy blanket, "yeah, yeah. a huge effect."
"but you didn't answer my question." he said, you shrugged, "it was good but i spaced out for most of the film. i just needed you with me."
he put your head gently on his shoulder, rubbing it. "you have me now for as long as you want."
kim taerae
(taerae is a businessman in this scenario)
you and taerae had been planning a romantic date night ever since he got the promotion at the company he was working for
it was a huge deal and you wanted to congratulate him in some way and give him something to relax with
but this promotion also meant that taerae would get more work that made him stay overtime at the building
you were worried that he would have to stay late on your date night, but taerae continuously reassured you that everything would work out fine
but of course the world isn't that perfect. your worries became reality as you were left alone at the chosen restaurant
you already knew something like this would occur and weren't even shocked when it happened
and then you got the text with taerae apologizing and stating that he would be coming home late. without thinking twice, you left the restaurant without ordering anything
you were up that night watching a tv show in your pj's when the door opened to your shared place, there you saw taerae in his suit. "your still up?" you hummed in response
he then came towards you and suddenly wrapped his arms around you, "i'm sorry. i know how much you wanted to go on that date."
you sighed, "this isn't about me taerae. i wanted you to have a night to relax so you could treat yourself. i'm happy you got your promotion but i wish you could have more time for yourself."
he pressed his lips on your forehead, "i know and i'll try my best to get my work done quicker so i don't worry you. i just want us to have a good life together. i'll do better."
you nuzzled your face in his chest as you hugged him, "thank you taerae. i know how hard you work."
shen ricky
you were waiting for ricky at the downtown aquarium that was well known in your city. you didn't realize how much you were checking the time on your phone waiting for him
"where is he?" you mumbled to yourself. standing by the door made it even more awkward as everyone was staring at you while walking into the front doors
you sighed as it was approaching the one hour mark and there was no sign of ricky arriving. did you do something? what would cause him to not come when he always came to your dates?
you decided to give up on waiting for him and took the train home in disappointment. not even a call or message, nothing, you were bitter to how your night went and just curled up in bed
a few minutes later, you heard frantic knocking at your door. it didn't take a genius to know who it was. when you opened it, you saw ricky holding a bouquet of roses as he handed it to you
"(name), i'm so sorry. it's a long story but i can explain."
you sighed, not knowing how to react to the situation you were faced with, "i don't know ricky. i just feel really let down."
"please, just let me in and we can talk. trust me, i would never leave you hanging on purpose."
you had no choice but to let him in, as you two were sitting on your couch, he handed you the bouquet
"i can assure you that i purposely didn't miss the date. the road i was usually go on got closed and i had to go the other route which took me longer than the regular route i take. by the time i got there, you were already gone."
everything finally made sense and now you felt kinda bad for feeling bitter before
"trust me (name). i love you so much. i'll do anything to make it up-" you quickly shut him up with a kiss on the lips. ricky paused for a second before naturally resting his hand on your side as he returned the favour
"it's okay ricky. just call me next time this happens so i'm not worried."
"next time, i promise i will."
kim gyuvin
"gyuvin where are you??" you asked, looking around the mall for any sight of him
"uh...it's a... long story." he said, pausing in between his words. you were confused to say the least as gyuvin promised to meet up with you at the nearby mall to grab some food and go shopping
"i have lots of time." you replied, just then you heard some people shouting in the background of his call
"gyu, who is that?" you asked, you waited for him to compose an answer as the call went silent for a while
"i'll call you back! i'm sorry something came up! i love you!"
the call then ended, causing you to be left with mixed feelings, what was even going on in that call? it was so random and unlike how gyuvin usually acts
a few hours passed and you were sitting at your dining table at home, devouring on some pasta you had just finished making when you got a facetime call from non other than kim gyuvin himself
you were reluctant to answer but did nonetheless. the first thing you saw was gyuvin running outside, seemingly out of breath. "gyuvin? what are you doing?"
he gave you a slight smile, "i want to talk to so i'm running to your house right now. i'm pretty sure i could win a marathon right now."
you faintly chuckled, "okay...but why?"
just then it cut and a few minutes later you were met with him at your door
"care to explain to me why i was left at the mall alone?" you questioned, he plopped down on your bed, making himself at home
"blame hanbin hyung, not me!" he put his hands up, "i had to stay at practice since i wasn't able to master the dance! i tried to run away but hanbin forced me to stay!"
it finally made sense, "oh...well i guess that explains it."
"yeah so stop being mad at me!" he exclaimed, "i won't! also you should be at the dorms right now."
he seemed unaffected and shrugged, "they can try and catch me but i just want to be with your right now."
park gunwook
there was a small place to grab food near where you and gunwook both lived and he kept begging you to go with him one day
you agreed and though you came at the right time, gunwook had seemed the forget about the date, leaving you by yourself
the owner of the shop, an older woman, noticed you and frowned, "what are you doing here alone?"
"oh well, i was supposed to meet with someone but they haven't showed up."
the owner was kind enough to offer you some free food due to your situation but it didn't get rid of the feeling you had inside of you
gunwook was someone who'd always remember important events or days so this caught you off guard
you ended your visit earlier than expected and began walking home when you felt someone grab your wrist
it was park gunwook, he had a guilty expression on his face, clearly feeling bad for what happened
"i know there's no excuses for missing our date but i promise you it wasn't intentional." he began, "i'm really sorry and if you want we can still go somewhere else to make up for it."
you were still wondering what had caused him to not show up in the first place
so you asked, "gunwook i know you have never missed our dates, what happened today?"
he sighed, "we set the fire alarm off in our dorm while cooking, i should've informed you beforehand."
your eyes widened, "WHAT? is everyone okay?!" he nodded, "yeah but it was mainly my fault."
you hit his chest, "you cooked didn't you?"
he shyly looked down, "i wanted to impress the members but i guess that didn't work out."
you poked his cheek, "you always impress me gunwook. you don't need to prove anything."
he grabbed your hand and began taking you somewhere, "let's go, i have to make up for what i did."
han yujin
well technically an indoor date, yujin had promised you that he'd come over to your house since you were home alone and wanted to watch the drama that you were both binge watching on your projector
so as you prepped the food and drinks, the minutes passed by and yujin hadn't shown up
this was concerning but your brushed it off as something came up. but then another hour passed and he still wasn't here
now it was becoming worrying and you called yujin, only for it to go to voicemail right away
deep down you felt upset that you prepared all of this only for your boyfriend to never show up, and as the night got darker, you began putting the food away and wrapping up for bedtime
your parents had also returned home from their day out so you weren't even home alone anymore
you didn't get an answer to any of this until yujin called you himself
"(name), please don't be mad. i really couldn't leave."
"what do you mean yujin? i prepared everything for us and yet you didn't show up." your tone was obviously very unpleased
"i know, and i'm sorry. i ended up running into a friend while heading to your house and we hung out, i didn't realize how quickly time went by and completely forgot about our date."
though his explanation did tell you why he didn't show up, you were still conflicted with if you should forgive him or not
"then...it's okay. if you want to hang out with your other friends too then that's fine with me."
"no, i want to be with you more than anyone. let's hang out tomorrow, my place. we can watch our drama together then to make up for today." he seemed very firm on wanting to be with you which caused you to grin
"okay, i'll see you tomorrow then. you better show up!" you exclaimed. he chuckled on the other end
"if i don't then you won't ever have to see me again." he joked, reminding you of how much he loved you
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hearts4juzi · 5 months
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I honestly hate how the fandom treats Michael as a hero and I'm seeing posts about it so I feel a liiiittle better talkign about it
my moots are holding back, i can tell. but hes my favorite so im not. and im a little pissed writing this bc. bc i relate to cc a lot. and seeing ppl mischaracterize not only my favorite character but also someone who reminds me of people who fucking suck drives me INSANE.
so psa, im pissed as fuck and i love michael afton.
First off, he killed Evan. That's obvious. Not only was that literall 100% his fault (NOT WILLIAMS IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN PPL MAKE THAT ALL ABOUT WILLIAM SHUT THE FUVCK UP
he was a bully. yeah he was a kid. yeah he was messing with him. Have you considered he was literally. abusive to his brother. i know the fnaf fandom is scared of using that word to describe him but its fucking true. he was abusive. as fuck. that was awful what he did he wasnt just a bully he harassed him and literally locked him in his room. he was fucking horrible.
and yeah, he didnt mean for that to happen, but not only was that stupid as fuck, i hate any interpritation of "he wanted to be like his dad" "his friends coerced him" PLAY FNAF 4. PLAY FNAF 4. FUCKING PLAY FNAF 4 LOOK AT HIS DIALOGUE AND WHAT HE DOES
HE LITERALLY. EGGED IT ON. IT WAS HIS FUCKING IDEA. WHAT PART OF THAT GAVE "he was coerced" THUSHFUDFUDSIOFDUSOFDSIOS
im trying to be normal
Yeah he probably felt like shit after. yeah it probably was some sort of motivator behind his actions. but lets think. lets think.
fnaf 1 and 2 take place before SL, no? So. if thats true. why didnt he burn those down? to "free the souls?" because it was never about the children.
he burned down the fnaf 3 location to get rid of william. it was ALWAYS abotu william. sure he set the kids free but i reeeeaaallyy dont think that was his intention. it was always about william.
in sister location, did he go there out of the kindness of his heart? no he went there because william asked him too. it was ALWAYS about william. and yeah he probably wanted to help liz, he probably really wanted to help her, but based on his actions, was this really for her? or was it for closure
thats something about michael that i put in shitty brother. closure. he didnt actually want to reconcile with his family, he wanted closure on the guilt he felt. is that 100% wrong? no. its normal to want closure, especially after something like that. but also that should not be his goal
did he apologize? yes. he said sorry. he felt bad, sure. but when you kill someone tehy dont come back. evan deserves to never forgive him ever because that was dumb as fuck and HORRIBLE. IT WAS HORRIBLE. ABUSIVE. ILL SAY IT AGAIN
MICHAEL AFTON ABUSED HIS LITTLE BROTHER FOR NO FUCKING REASON.
yeah. abused. say it with me. A-B-U-S-E-D
not just bullied, not just harassed, ABUSED.
ik we're all scared to say it here but its fucking true. say it with ur chest.
this always came back to william. do i thinkk michael is unfeeling and doesnt care about his siblings at all? NO! I think his siblings drove a lot of his actions. but in the end i dont think he always acted with their best interest at heart. or the mci kids'
and the whole "he wanted to be like his dad" i dont fucking care actually. no seriously sit down beside me and tell me that wanting to be like his dad is an excuse for abusing his brother. seriously come closer i wont bite.
tell me how you think that AS A TEENAGER, 100% AWARE OF HIS ACTIONS, that wanting to be like his dad justifies abusing his little brother. his little brother. who as far as we know, never lashed out, never fought back, never did anything to him. tell me how he fucking deserved that
"Michael was just a kid!" so was Evan. So was Elizabeth. So was Cassidy and Charlie and all the kids who died.
tell me how much michael did that didnt revolve around closure and his father. like i get it, he had priorities, but can we please stop acting like he's some angel working for the greater good of everyone.
it feelslike how ppl treat fucking henry. NO HES NOT A GOOD PERSON PLEASE
MICHAEL IS SELFISH HE'S MESSY HE'S STUPID. HE MAKES BAD CHOICES IN FAVOR OF HIMSELF HE PRIORITIZES REVENGE OVER THE GREATER GOOD HE HURTS PEOPLE AND IT MAKES HIM SO MUHC MORE INTERESTING
oh and also in case anybody wants to pull dittophobia out and tell me how mike went thru that trauma
so did evan. and instead of bonding over that trauma, michael harassed him. ABUSED HIM. wording is important. im sorry for repeating myself so much, but nobody ever tells it how it is. it was abuse.
edit: People seem upset by my wording and honestly? fair. i couldve worded this a lot better but i was tired and irritated and one thing i will clarify
i dont care if u dont see adult michael the way i do. i see him as a selfish obsessive guy whos intent is to fix his family, but plenty of people see it differently and thats okay! /gen
but im not taking back anythign i said about teen michael. because i think to do that is unfair to his character and frankly bullshit. i think its bullshit. and i dont care if you disagree. he was a terrible brother and thats that
but adult mike is free real estate idk idrc abt him as much as teen mike.
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jonillaa · 9 months
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I found you from another blog and omg I'm so happy we're getting more lune writers 🥹
If you don't mind, can you write something for nicho or ej with lots of cuddling and neck kisses? <3
LOVE LANGUAGE ┊ byun euijoo
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PAIRING ┊ ej x f!reader
GENRE ┊ fluff
WC ┊ 505
WARNINGS ┊ nicho kinda disturbs them , like 1 neck kiss , pet name (pretty) , not proof-read , lowercase intended
SYNOPSIS ┊ euijoo finally invites you over to the dorm, and he can't seem to stop clinging onto you. ft nicho teasing him
A/N ┊ my first ej drabble ^_^ i hope you enjoy this!! this actually took me so long to write so im so sorry if it seems rushed or bad jskfneksjdk😭 alsooo ik you said neck kisses and i only added one neck kiss but i didn’t want this to be too long IM SO SORRY 💔💔
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as the sun began to set, you found yourself standing nervously in front of &team’s dorm. after months of getting to know each other, euijoo had finally worked up the courage to ask you to visit him at the dorm. as you approached the door, your heart began to race.
"hi there, pretty," euijoo greeted you with a shy smile as he opened the door.
"aww, pretty? you’re so romantic.” you raised an eyebrow, crossing your arms playfully.
"yeah yeah, whatever, the prettiest out there." he replied, fidgeting with his sweater sleeve.
you couldn't help but chuckle at his shyness. it was one of the many things that drew you to him. as you stepped inside, euijoo immediately wrapped his arms around your waist, refusing to let go.
"are you trying to suffocate me with cuddles?" you teased, a hint of playfulness in your voice.
"no, i just missed you," he mumbled, his voice slightly muffled against your shoulder.
you melted at his sweet gesture, realizing how comfortable you felt in his embrace. the two of you wandered into the living room, still entangled in each other's arms.
"have you always been this clingy?" you teased, gently poking his side.
"I can't help it! you're like a warm, fluffy blanket," he replied, blushing.
just as the two of you were engrossed in your playful banter, the door swung open to reveal nicholas.
"oh? what do we have here?" nicholas smirked mischievously, his eyes dancing with amusement.
You blushed and tried to extricate yourself from euijoo’s embrace. euijoo, on the other hand, pulled you closer, refusing to let go.
"two lovebirds in action? get a room." nicholas playfully teased.
euijoo buried his face in your hair, his cheeks tinted pink. "nicholas, please don't make this more embarrassing than it already is."
ignoring euijoo’s plea, nicholas continued, "right, young love! what an adorable sight, isn't it? but, you do know we have a couch, right? you don’t have to cling onto y/n the whole time, just saying."
you and euijoo exchanged sheepish glances before finally detangling yourselves. as you settled on the couch, euijoo leaned in and placed a soft, gentle kiss on your neck.
"is this your way of distracting me from nicholas' teasing?" you asked, a playful smirk on your lips.
"maybe," euijoo replied, a mischievous twinkle in his eyes. "or maybe it's just because i really like you."
your heart fluttered at his heartfelt words. with a smile, you pulled him in for a warm embrace, enjoying the feeling of his arms around you.
"so what's your excuse for that neck kiss?" you jested, a hint of teasing lacing your words.
euijoo chuckled softly. "i just like you so much y/n. how could i not?"
you laughed, feeling comfortable and secure in his arms and ignoring the red tint slowly appearing on your cheeks. as the evening progressed, the room was filled with laughter and joy. with euijoo by your side, your shyness started to melt away, leaving only warm and heartfelt moments.
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breestanaccount · 10 months
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So i watched the new spiderman movie (like a week ago lolll) and i am finally over it enough to share my toughts so BUCKLE INNN
first of: my baby boy MILES MORALES WHOOP WHOOP
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Look at him and tell me he isn't the best. You cant. Ik you cant bc Miles is the best and he needs a damn break man. He is just a kid, like?? He's literally my age (15, i think) and he hit SO close to home in EVERYTHING for me. His jokes, his relationship with his parents, his feelings EVERYTHING. I am very passionate about him. And like, i get it that he shouldn't stop canon events but thats his father that we're talking about. And you can see that miles adores his parents. And given his personality he obviously can't stand back. And miguel had no business saying all that (i'll have more to say about that so bare with me please🙏)
In conclusion: if you don't like miles i do not trust you
NEXT: my girl (who y'all hate 2 much on) GWEN STACYY
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She beautiful😻😻.
ANYWAY
the hate she gets is ATROCIOUS. I understand the whole "she betrayed miles" but did she not get a whole group of spider ppl to HELP miles?? Or did y'all skip over that part? What's crazy is the fact y'all hate on gwen and i haven't heard a word abt peter or miguel? Y'all biased as hell!!! She's just 16 and she went through a lot too. And she obviously cares for Miles. All thr hate she's getting is concerning and i will defend her w my life. Miles has all the right to feel betrayed though, I won't argue against that cuz i can't. Ofc, everyone has different opinions, but I feel like she wouldn't get half the hate if she were a man (which is that case with miguel, but i'll get to that, pls don't kill me cuz ik a lot of y'all love him)
CONCLUSION: we love gwen here.
NOWWW ALL YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FORRR (bc ik some of y'all wanna end me rn #iattackedurfave): MIGUEL O'HARA BABYYYYY
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He's handsome i won't lie to you, but not rlly my type now let's get into it.
I don't think what he did is right. The way he handled that situation is just wrong, in my opinion. And so many ppl excuse that bc he's 1) hot (which is the case in so many other fandoms, with ppl bashing female characters while uplifting male characters for th same actions) and 2) bc of his trauma. But, heads up, trauma is and never will be an excuse. Trauma is an EXPLANATION. There is a very big difference. He went through something traumatizing and that is awful, but he didn't try to understand miles. Like i said, miles is 15. And i get that miguel was just trying to protect the universes, I understand that. But when he was calling Miles a mistake, that he never should have been bitten by that spider, acting as if it was MILES'S fault?? Not the best way to handle that, which, again, trauma. Not an excuse, but an explenation for his actions. I can't find myself to rlly like him just now. Maybe in the next movie. I can't just like a character bc they r hot. And I know this will make some ppl mad, but AT LEAST try to look at this from my point of view, and at least try to understand why i don't like Miguel. If y'all like him, that's fine. But my boy miles deserved better.
Still, I think Miguel is an intresting character with so much room to grow and I really hope to see that.
CONCLUSION: idk. Maybe you noticed i am mixed abt him
NEXT. HOBIE MF BROWNNNNNN
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Here's a pic😻🙏
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Here's another pic and let's get into ITT
Hobie might be the coolest, and kindest and best character. I don't think he has done a bad thing in that whole movie. He helped miles, he helped gwen and by helping gwen he helped miles AGAIN. I love his vibe, too. His relationship with miles is perfect, like brothers. And his friendship with gwen is adorable, they r similar with similar intrests if you think abt it and i do hope we get to see him again in the next movie, maybe get a little more on him and his backstory, maybe his canon event(?). He's a beauty, what can i say💕💕
CONCLUSIONN: i love him ur honor
NEXT: PAVITR PRABHAKAR
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Look at this cutie. Tell me he isn't a lil pookie cutie and that he wouldn't give the best hugs.
Given his personality, it makes sense that he's 13-14 but damn given his looks i would think he's 16 (which means he gets the prize for not looking your age since he had half the fandom fooled).
The edits i've seen of him r the best and the "Chai tea scene" was so funny, btw.
CONCLUSION: he's 10/10 if you don't like him or think he's "annoying" i don't trust you.
HONORARY MENTIONS: JESS😜😜😻😻😍😍
she did all that pregnant u got to give it to her that she's good as hell. In my opinion she might be the strongest. Love my girl🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️
And that's abt all. Ik there r so many different characters i can talk about but those r the ones that stood up to me the most. Pls don't kill me abt my opinion on Miguel, but different ppl have different opinions, y'know? I don't like characters just cuz they fine, thats just a bonus☝️ hope y'all liked this shit of me goofing along, and if anyone wishes to share their thoughts they r most welcome to!
I am kinda nervous to post this since i hate arguing with ppl on my opinions, but at the same time i am very stubborn and i am very passionate abt my opinions so these two but heads a LOT. But i will be getting over my fear with this and i did come to the conclusion that y'all won't eat me alive so yeah
Bye lovies💕
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starry-hughes · 1 year
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kinda want something angsty with jack?? ik you did that angsty luke one a little bit ago and then the quinn one in the daisy au, but i haven’t seen as many with jack! maybe i’m missing the posts if you have them but i kinda just want you to rip my heart out and make it all sad.
i’m using this prompt for this blurb: “When did you stop loving me?”
hope i break some hearts with this one
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it was small things you noticed. the lingering scent of perfume on his clothes as you threw them into the washer. the late nights when he would return to the apartment at 2am saying that he got caught up playing video games with nico. the way his teammates always looked like they wanted to tell you something.
jack knew he was in the wrong. it was slowly beginning to eat him up and he was being less and less careless with his actions. his teammates didn’t have confirmation that he was cheating but they were sure of it, they just didn’t know how to break it to you.
you noticed the receipt for a bouquet of flowers on the floor of your shared bedroom. you pondered who jack was buying flowers for. he never bought you flowers. then you found the box of condoms in his nightstand drawer when you were putting his watch into his drawer. it was almost empty but you swore that you and him hadn’t slept together in a month and the box was full the last time you saw it.
jack no longer held you at night. he no longer kissed you when he returned home from practice or games. he no longer said “i love you”.
it was miles that got confirmation jack was cheating. miles had caught jack kissing her in the bathroom of the bar. jack had continued the excuse that you didn’t want to come out tonight, that’s why you were absent. but miles was catching them making out and he assumed that you didn’t even know the team was out at the bar for the night.
jack’s teammates loved you. which is why it wasn’t surprising when miles and nico appeared at your doorstep. “i thought jack would be with the two of you,” you said as you let them into the apartment. it had been two days since miles caught jack cheating.
“(y/n) we have to tell you something,” nico said softly, having you sit on the couch with the two of them. “i caught jack cheating on you,” miles swallowed. it was the confirmation that broke you. you tried to keep it together, trying to convince yourself that miles and nico were lying.
but deep down you knew they were telling the truth. you just couldn’t accept it. your lip wobbling as you shook your head in disbelief until a sob finally broke through. nico and miles apologized for jack’s behavior, hugging you.
hours later, it was eerily quiet when jack got home. he quickly hid the used makeup wipes in the kitchen trashcan, he had to get the lipstick off his neck while in the car before coming up to you. jack was surprised to see you awake in the bedroom. it was late. he quickly noticed the duffle bag sitting at your feet.
“how long?” you whispered. “what do you mean?” jack felt sick. “how long? when did you stop loving me?” you asked, finally looking up to meet his eyes. “i-i didn’t mean it. she’s nothing to me,” jack stuttered. tears pooled in his eyes from shame.
you simple nodded, sniffling before standing and grabbing your bag from the floor. “hope it was worth it jack.”
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dear-wormwoods · 1 year
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Okay, I have 2 questions for you: 1) What do you think about people who say that if Cartman became abusive with Heidi it was Kyle just because he openly suggests that he would use Troll Trace to reveal Cartman's bigoted past and send the information to Heidi and because he only helped Heidi because he was in love ( honestly it's just make my blood boil) and 2) What do you think about Kitty Monk's video " Are Cartman and Kyle the same person? "
Ps. I'm happy that I'm not the only one who adore Kyle and thinks Rabbi Cartman was and awful person.
I’ll be honest anon, I kept putting off answering this because I wanted to actually watch the video you mentioned so I could properly give you thoughts on it but I truly do not have the time or energy to watch it. I’m assuming the whole video is about making Kyle’s actions out to be more terrible while downplaying Cartman’s so as to put them on ‘even ground’ and I’m simply not here for that kind of content. If I’m wrong, please let me know!
To answer the question the title poses: no, they are not the same person. At all.
Kyle has a conscience, which sets him apart from Cartman for obvious reasons. He feels bad when he does something wrong. He worries about how his actions affect other people. He even worries about and feels bad for Cartman, despite being the one person who really should get a free pass to not give a shit about him. He’s a dick in the same way a lot of kids are dicks, and that really isn’t comparable to Cartman’s behavior and total lack of remorse.
I imagine people who follow the ‘same person’ line of thinking would say things like “well Kyle laughed at Cartman getting HIV so Cartman was just teaching him a lesson, just like how Kyle tried teaching Cartman a lesson by making him ginger” or “Kyle blew up Toronto so he’s probably killed more people than Cartman ever did with Cthulhu.”
To those points I would say - Cartman’s reaction to Kyle laughing was disproportionate and to suggest otherwise or downplay the seriousness of intentionally giving someone HIV as ‘payback’ is ridiculous. Kyle was laughing at the irony of the person who constantly jokes about him getting AIDS being the one to end up getting it, and he clearly knew he was wrong to laugh about it which was why he excused himself so he wouldn’t do it in front of Cartman. It was a gut reaction that he knew was socially unacceptable. Cartman was completely out of line in his response by doing something which, as far as he knew at the time, would cause permanent damage to Kyle. The difference between that and the ginger thing is twofold: Kyle wasn’t really reacting to Cartman’s bigotry on behalf of himself, he was trying to come to the defense of actual Ginger kids who were now being bullied by other kids because of what Cartman was saying. He wanted to show Cartman what it was like to be on the other side of things for once. Kyle wasn’t motivated by selfishness or revenge. The other difference is that dying Cartman’s hair etc wasn’t permanent. He did not forever alter Cartman’s body or intentionally make him sick, he and the other kids made surface level, temporary changes. This is not equivalent to giving someone HIV - obviously.
The other thing… well, I’ll preface this by saying I don’t think that the Canada thing was handled well by the show. It did not really deal with the aftermath and how it weighed on Kyle’s conscience other than the two second scene where Ike tells him to stop being a victim. But I also understand that it’s difficult to like, reconcile that kind of devastation for a character who is so overcome by guilt that he wants to die over toilet papering someone’s house. Here’s the thing though, Kyle isn’t directly responsible for what happened. He feels responsible and it makes sense why he does, because it was his own emotional outburst that ultimately ‘swayed’ Garrison, but I truly don’t think he meant for that to happen. He was speaking from a place of hurt and trauma, after not feeling heard by his friends and supposedly safe adults, and finally, the wrong person listened to him. Garrison already had a vendetta against Canadians - he was itching to do something drastic. Ultimately it’s HIS fault. Compare this to Cartman using Cthulhu to knowingly and intentionally destroy San Francisco, who knows how many synagogues, etc… it’s not the same. Cartman knows what he’s doing, and he doesn’t care about how it impacts others. Kyle cares about the natural consequences of his actions, even the indirect ones.
I’m not sure if those points were even in the video but those are what came to my head. Ultimately, Kyle’s conscience will never allow him to be ‘the same person’ as Cartman. Suggesting that they’re on the same level is, I think, fundamentally misunderstanding both the characters and their relationship with each other.
As for Heidi, I’ve never heard anyone say it’s Kyle’s fault Cartman became abusive, but I’m not surprised it’s been said. Some people will just say anything to villainize Kyle and make Cartman more sympathetic. It sounds like something Cartman himself would say, or any other abuser - “oh, I only hurt you because of x y and z”. It’s removing accountability from Cartman, which is… insane to me. Maybe Kyle’s threat put pressure on Cartman, but it didn’t CAUSE him to become abusive. He was always going to become abusive. It’s just who he is. That’s like saying Butters caused Cartman to become abusive by laughing at Heidi’s jokes. Or saying it’s Heidi’s fault for expecting Cartman to put effort into their relationship and talk to her more. It’s gross. Cartman is responsible for his OWN jealousy and paranoia and whatever else contributed to the way his relationship with Heidi played out. Saying otherwise goes against one of the messages of the whole season - Cartman deflecting and placing blame on everyone else and victimizing himself was an abuse tactic in itself. Heidi saw herself going down that same road and chose to break the cycle and take responsibility for herself. People need to hold Cartman responsible for his own decisions, words, and actions.
When it comes to Kyle’s relationship to Heidi, I don’t even think he liked her let alone loved her. I think he helped her because he felt bad for her, could see that Cartman was abusing her, and knew how it felt to be on the receiving end of Cartman’s abuse. He didn’t even think he liked her at all until the girls told him he did, and it was easier for him to go along with that than to grapple with the complicated dynamic he has with Cartman. I do not think Kyle’s intention to help Heidi was selfish at all. It wasn’t about taking away Cartman’s girlfriend and making her like him instead. It was about helping someone he could tell was suffering.
Sorry this took so long to respond to! I’d be interested to know what points that video made but I’ll probably never watch it.
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llycaons · 6 months
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ep49 (3/3): lwj dismembering a man and looking so so cool diverts attention away from the true man of the hour (👀👀👀)
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and he's also calling out in concern for wwx now, not just jl! man, this is great. a lot of postres meta relies on them having this horrible twisted relationship after the temple, and they ABSOLUTELY need to work on shit, but jc trusting wwx and being openly concerned for him is huge compared to their previous dynamic
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they love him!!!! his uncles!!! give him open affection and physical comfort!!!
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this panning up was done SO well god he is so fucking cool 😍
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ik wen ning isn't in control of his body but there's something a bit delicious about him stepping on the arm of the man who helped murder his entire family
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ohhh another juicy scene! jc trying to protect jl from wn, and in front of both their eyes they see 1. wwx try to stop him and 2. wn grsab a blade with his bare hands to try to stop himself. he wants so much not to hurt this boy after killing his father 🥺 I'm sure he remembered jyl giving him soup too. I'm sure he did
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lwj's eyes are so pretty...dark brown forever
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and here! lxc warns wwx off about using the STA, but lwj intervenes. convinces him to step back, then gives the green light to wwx. lwj trusts him, and supports him, and will back him up 🥺
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and here!!! jc returning chenqing! wwx's old friend and strongest weapon. it's about trust!! wwx can do what he needs to do and his closest friends and family won't turn on him for it
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pied pipering this sword over here
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uh oh. get some cleansing on ya bud
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it's so funny that ss accuses nhs of doing this to himself because he's literally right, but he looks like a maniac for it
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this is so dramatic and romantic...WAIT THIS IS HOW THE JIANG PARENTS DIED WTF!!!!!
these scene always reminded me (tonally) of the one in iasip where liam was about to fall off the roof and ryan grabbed his wrist like "i've got you, brother" and then frank comes behind him and goes 'no you don't!' and pushes him off the roof with a piece of plywood and ryan screams 'NOOOOOO', obviously it mirrors the cluff scene very closely but the absurd tone is so different I never associated them. this though. this is a kind of pathetic guy dying and his employer using his courtesy name for the first time in like. 30 episodes. a bit silly
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ooof. ough. wwx rubbing his thumb slowly over this powerful tool that saved him and cost him so much. another goodbye, to another part of his former life
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I love you sooo much nhs ♥♥♥♥♥♥
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NHS HORSE MOMENTS god I love saying that. what a great shot
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aww jc patting jl's neck
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nhs tearfully: I'm just a little guy I can't fight I'm just a little birthday boy GOD he's such a good character I love him he's so funny
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oh right significant Look At wwx time
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aw man this fucks
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THE HALF FACE SHOTS!!!!! I go crazy every time I love then so much. they've never been used wrong in this show
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oh god help that is so fucking funny. why was jgy behind them and not tied up at all anyway. also lxc immediately turning and stabbing without realizing jgy was completely motionless and no threat??? a high-level cultivator like lxc didn't even register he had no sword to parry? and why was he working with his back to jgy anyway!!! I mean ik it's all for plot and that's fine but stil. lmao
personal highlights:
all of jgy's excuses are so insane and absurd and infuriating but they contrast wwx's actions and behavior SO nicely. if there was a way to prove wwx is The Good Guy to the gathered sect leaders, this is it. not that he has many people to convince who are here
various asides about lxc's relationship with jgy
"I don't deny it'/"You can't deny it!'
the creepy wedding scene was really well done
jgy making a fake tell for jzx to pick up on is truly a masterstroke
yayyy physical affection and comfort for jl from wwx (and jc)
jgy mockingly bowing after being kicked down the steps really did fuck severely
"I've done so many bad things, yet I still hope for pity' *half face shot 'PSYCH!" *takes jin ling hostage by ripping a string out of his body* what a scene
jc calling on wwx for guidance, trusting him, seeing him protect jl, returning him chenqing. nature is healing. they'll never be exactly what they were before, but that's okay. it's a start
'clan leader, abandon me' 'sure thing lmao'
slow shot panning up from jgy's severed arm to lwj standing tall with bichen fucked SO hard god lwj looks so good esp postres they nailed him
wn stepping on jgy's arm
lwj beautiful dark brown eyes <3
jgy and su she's absurdly dramatic reaching-to-each-other deaths. yes kind of jiang parents of them
wwx bidding farewell to the STA. I love closure and acceptance
all of nhs's shenanigans including eating like a horse from lxc's hand and then the half-face shots
everyone turning around like that meme of the girls at the party but it's because lxc just STABBED jgy
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its-tortle · 1 year
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From what I've seen apparently matty did the nazi salute once, and made racist and islamophobic comments, like ik it's none of our business who taylor dates but even so I feel like taylor should be a bit more aware of the company she keeps
hi! no i totally get what you mean! it's good to hold people accountable for their actions and i understand that taylor's association with him is stirring things up for people, especially cause her image is so comparatively clean and tame. matty has definitely done some questionable if not outright fucked up things and i'm not saying he hasn't. and i don't want to defend him and say he's an angel and uwu baby girl because he's not, but let me try and explain my insight as best i can.
i've been a fan of the 1975 for six or seven years now, and their image is not about being clean. i remember being 15 and listening to their songs about drugs and sex and suicide and going oop this is a bit problematic. but their image is also not mindless -- especially in recent years (most explicitly in their last three albums) the 1975 has been about social commentary. sometimes this is sad "I'm sorry if you're living and you're 17" and sometimes it's a more goofy-toned "QAnon created a legitimate scene but it was just some bloke in the Philippines" (both from the 1975 (2022)). in either case, their lyrics are full of irony and provocative lines for the sake of commentary. love it if we made it starts as follows:
Fucking in a car Shooting heroin Saying controversial things Just for the hell of it Selling melanin and then Suffocate the black man Start with misdemeanours And we'll make a business out of them
and it's not a song in favor of any of that. instead, it's pointing out the weird polarized state of things and knowing that that first line will get you to listen. that's what it's all about i think, a plea for attention. matty keeps opening his mouth on stage and going "not to be racist but-" *band starts playing* because he's doing some fucked up ironic bit and he knows that a video of that will go viral. it's promo yes, but it's also the continued curation of this ironic polarized image. his songwriting reveals that he doesn't mean any of that, he's just doing a shoddy job of making that clear to people who aren't in on the 1975 cult.
matty is all about saying controversial things just for the hell of it, but i don't think he means most of what he says -- of course this doesn't mean it's okay to say things if it hurts people. i just think he's very self-aware. matty knows he's a mess. he's a recovering drug addict who has been writing songs with his mates since he was 14 years old and isn't cut out for being famous in an age of cancel culture.
I'm sorry about my 20's I was learning the ropes I had a tendency of thinking about it after I spoke "We're experiencing life through the postmodern lens" Oh call it like it is!
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And I took shit for being quiet during the election Maybe that's fair, but I'm a busy guy I get stoned nowhere and get paid there It's not really how babies get made So, I take a minute when I think I won't die from stopping Oh, I'm just a busy guy
i don't know, i don't really want to keep just throwing lyrics at you. i just think that his songwriting is so self-referential and reveals so much about his image and relationship to fame.
he's not good at sincerity and he's certainly not sweet. his bits aren't funny to everyone. he keeps hurting people with his careless use of words, especially on stage. if i wasn't a fan of his band and knew all of their music by heart, i wouldn't be happy to see him with taylor either. so, i get it.
he did recently acknowledge the controversy at one of his shows and sort of apologized in a very matty way. it made me happy to see, but again, i get if it's not enough for those that have been targeted by his bits. i'm a white woman, and i can not accept his apology for anyone else.
i'm not trying to make excuses for him or tell anyone else how to feel about him or his connection to taylor. this is just my take on it, and if it makes you uncomfortable, please feel free to block me !!
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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I think I sent an ask to u before and I rather u read this one more over than the other cause I didn’t explain myself better so I just wanted to say not to take it in the wrong way it’s not meant to be hate or anything it’s just frustrating to continue to see more hate for the show when me and many others just want to talk about the episodes also with the whole Kinn thing ik all of us see him in different light like u and your followers y’all prefer Vegas over him which for me I don’t agree ik Kinn isn’t perfect and he has messed up multiple times over and over again but he admitted to his mistakes and for me I liked that he did especially to Porsche and that they were able to try and move on I like their growth and yes there’s a lot he can work on but I don’t see him in the way everyone does it’s confusing for me to see how every episode people hate him more and more and I don’t get it because to me he’s trying yeah he’s still stupid but he’s not as horrible as everyone makes him, I also don’t like how everyone try’s to make Vegas seem like some saint when he’s far from it and I don’t like how everyone ignores half the crap he has done but give crap to Kinn (which is understandable but again he has admitted his wrong and we can’t lie and say he didn’t) while Vegas hasnt yes vegas has a horrible father but that doesn’t excuse his actions like everyone does if everyone who hates Kinn for their reasons then have Vegas on that same level because if Kinn is bad then so is Vegas. But also I will just like for those who hate the show to just stop watching it it was for u and that’s simply okay but it’s just annoying to continue to see the same thing over and over again in the tag on every platform it’s okay if u hate the show
I never tag any of my negative posts with the show specifically so no one has to see them.
I am very clear that Vegas is not just fucked but deeply fucked up.
And the only thing I say about Kinn is that the shows narrative paints him as perfect. I don't talk about him now basically at all, he's never wrong in the show. So you're totally right about that.
Like, I'm sorry that these things bother you but I very specifically do not tag my negative posts with the fandom to avoid this, in fact I tag them with negative, criticism and no tags here to make them easy to avoid.
I do not think Vegas has any excuse only an explanation and a lot of mistakes.
I don't hate the show. I don't like the main pairing because they've become too perfect and fluffy for my taste without feeling earned but like... I also avoid tagging them and even make entire posts without using their names to try to avoid the algorithm.
But also... this is just how fandom goes. People enjoy things differently. There's a reason I stick to my corner and don't comment on things other people post.
I'm not going to stop watching the show because I dislike the main couple. I'm not going to do watching a show because I have criticism of the show.
I am going to type this reply in my phone, though, so apologies for typos.
Not sure this is the response you wanted but this is all I've got.
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shyampyari · 2 years
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hi so um im just gonna say this
people started a skull emoji thing where they would go i don't like t user so and so
you didn't do it so sorry but i want to say this
i don't like vee, tee, alima, kansha/cunsha whichever it is, jugn00's new blog who something
now people are saying that my reason (they don't answer asks same as anon sent to ravememcoi [not exact url]) isn't valid cause they don't owe me anything and they don't have to reply to asks
but 1. its annoying to send people asks and not have them answered when you know they are receiving them and it's just compliments and also 2. they go around writing all this love poetry and aren't willing to drop a topic that came up ages ago (can't remember url but vee something url started this again for no reason)
now you'll say BUT THEY DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING TO PLEASE YOU WHY DON'T YOU GET IT
but understand that i am not obligated to like or not dislike them either and since you didn't mention it i am not obliged to you to not mention that i dislike your mutuals
also people are saying you need to deactivate your acct cause your personality is bad and just 1. she doesn't need to do anything to please you same as vee, tee, mirrorvid etc 2. press block and stfu
also i don't care much for the people that started this again
they started it knowing that this would happen and if they had just chosen to not answer the anons starting this again it wouldn't have happened and again, their chioce to post abt whatever they want but my choice to not love you
i remember trying to send one of them anons for a while because i wanted to be friends and when she finally replied to my ask she just basically insulted me and started correcting my grammar
it was not a mean or hate anon these people just want excuses to prove they are better than everyone else and if someone get's their hands on this they will for sure start correcting this ask like an english answer script
i am actually glad they started their mutuals only blogs
at least the rest of the world now knows that they shouldn't interact with them or they will be treated badly
DAMN ANON PREACH.
But I actually have more to say lmao fjfnnxn
This has to be the shittiest ask game that has happened in a while and tbh i didn't want to interact with this game for the same reason.
I wouldn't want to post about blogs that i have never interacted with because idk what they are really like to hate on them and if my moots were being attacked, id take that very personally. Because I wouldn't disregard an anon with a valid point even if its against my own moot. There are people we dislike and people we can't stand and what should we do? Walk awayeyaeya and avoid drama instead of causing it :/
im literally just trying to vibe here 🧍🏻‍♀️
people need to stop being obsessed with me fr fr
Yk whats the worst part about these asks tho? This was a chance to actually consider your own mutuals and their internet and social presence and validate or question their actions. But what happened? 'Not my mutuals 😭😭😭😭' ig it's time you consider your mutuals are toxic sis
Ik some mutuals (mine) that have been around interacting with posts and blogs that are very vocal about hating and getting me off the internet lmao but here's my take from this: this is a social platform and what I do with it is my fucking business. It was, at a point, ok for people to make hate comments about someone because they thought only their circle of clowns was seeing it so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
nonynom beloved would you believe me if i said ive been there? I actually wanted to be moots with someone and we followed each other a day before the discourse happened and BOOM no words exchanged they blocked me and then a mutual of mine sent me an ss of something they said about me, so bestie just consider it a bullet dodged, at least now you know you don't want to interact with someone.
Bro if they really did that, thats pretty sticky smh 2/10 would not recommend such an interaction
again, im not a part of this 'skull anon' bs, im answering this ask as an ask because id respect anyone that would take out time to talk to me tbh
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mwahkazu · 1 month
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random hcs of kazuha and the other people in the gang:
scara/kuni likes playing rhythm games like colorful stage: Hatsune miku or whatever it's called but refuses to admit it. so whenever he does the poll of "what should i play" his comments are flooded with either "PLAY ANIMAL CROSSING" or "PLAY ---- rhythm game" or bonus" "PLAY STARDEW VALLEY :D"
idk why but kazuha is one of those "don't talk to me before i drink my coffee/tea". if you talk to him after he wakes up, he's probably going to insult and shake your perception of reality and then smile after drinking and say some shit like "good morning. weather's good toady" as if he didn't just cause you to rethink life
heizou likes black tea. kuni and kazuha are green tea people. xiao likes to drink coffee. ayato likes boba. i like drinking water.
tysm for reading my random brainrot!!!
-rin
RIN I LOVE THESE HCS SO MUCH !! omg idk if you or anyone here has watched the anime fruits basket but there’s this one scene with the character yuki (who’s seen as like the prince of the school and reminds me of kazuha☺️totally not because they share the same jp va COUGH)
but there’s this one episode where he’s extremely clumsy and just so out of character as he’s waking up and i just see kazuha acting the same way along with his cold-ish attitude😭really whichever attitude you get definitely depends on how much sleep he got the previous night LMAO
ahem..now allow me to feed into my scara/kuni video game brain rots because i saw the words stardew valley and something in me awoke
video games with scara/kuni:
admittedly it’s a bit of a challenge to try and get him to play some relaxing/cozy games with you
i kinda feel he’s more the type to play mmos or fps games as they’re more fast paced and actually require more action from him
also ik some people might say he’s the type to be a “rage gamer” and be aggressive which i can see happening if he’s super into the game he’s currently playing
but normally he’s just the blunt player who calls you out on your bs LMAO
“how tf did you manage to shoot everything but the player?” “can you not read?” “ykw just follow my lead. explaining this to you is pointless.”
this kind of behavior tho is more so towards his close friends
w/ you it’s a somewhat of a different picture
idk if anyone knows that one meme where it goes: “YOUR AIM IS ASS! let me chill out—your aim is…not good, okay? let me be nice.” LMAO I FEEL LIKE THAT'S HOW IT WOULD GO WITH HIM😭
but ofc aside from that he’s patient with you and willing to even teach you special tricks and techniques that he uses in the game
whenever you manage to successfully do one of the things he taught you when you’re playing together, you’ll get all happy and giddy while he’s just be softly smiling at you, secretly finding your childlike excitement adorable
gives you a head pat or ruffles your hair while saying he’s proud or “see, i knew you could it”🥺
BUT ANYWAYS BACK TO COZY GAMES
there was one instance in which scara was playing at his desk one night, as usual
just a casual gaming session with his friends
you were off to the side watching him play and do his thing but being a little bit bored out of your mind
you always did this thing where if you were wanting his attention or were bored you’d sigh and wander aimlessly around the room
which is exactly what you were doing rn and ofc he noticed
he’d excuse himself from his friends for a second, muting his mic before turning to look at you, “you know doll, instead of sighing and pouting around like that you can just tell me you need something.”
“but…you’re playing with your friends aren’t you?” he’ll roll his eyes, “i can always play with them another day. it’s not the end of the world if you want me to stop and spend some time with you.”
so once he says bye to his friends that is when you introduce him to the wonderful world of cozy video games~
“hell no.” “WHAT ;-;”
it takes you a solid 10 minutes to finally get him to try stardew valley w/ you
and for once you finally get to be the one to explain how the mechanics and such work!
“and then…oh! there’s different crops for every season so we have to make sure we plant the right ones and- kuni? are you even listening—?”
bro is already in the mines fighting mobs and getting ore😭
self indulgent hc here:
you’ll tell him about the romance aspect of the game, how you can date other npcs and such
and you’ll explain how your favorite villager npc to romance is sebastian (or any other npc) gushing about cute he (she) is and just fawning over this pixelated character
he doesn't like this. at all. but won’t admit to his jealousy. there would be signs tho…
“where are you going with that quartz?” “i’m gifting it to sebastian so i can get more hearts for him…” “no give it to me we need more refined quartz”
“ooo should i ask sebastian to be my partner for the flower dance?” “no. you’re going to be my dance partner.”
yea don’t even think about trying to marry anyone else but him in the game
without even realizing it, you both will go hours playing this quaint little farming sim game together and by the time your eyes grow tired of staring at a screen for so long, suggesting you both get some sleep for the night he’ll frown
“but we’re almost done with year one..let’s just finish it and then go to sleep.”
he ended up staying up that night to finish while you went soundly to sleep
in the morning you’d wake up to find him cuddling you in bed, arms wrapped around and just pure soft mornings
you’d try to get out of bed to get breakfast started but he’d immediately pull you closer and tighten his hold on you
nuzzling his head into your necking and mumbling for you to stay in bed with him
which you do because how can you say no him <3
i could go on and on about this but i’ll stop myself here for now! humbly brought to you by rin and yuomi’s not so daily dose of brain rotting hcs together :D
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traxxmatic · 2 years
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make them feel better
bf!beomgyu x female reader
suggestive / smut | warnings: groping, nipple play (fem receiving) | word count: 0.4k
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you groan in pain. your period starts in a few days, meaning you’re starting to get symptoms like acne, cravings, and worst of all, boob pain. these poor, flat things felt as if they were about to fall off.
“what are you groaning about?” you hear the familiar voice. you look over to see your boyfriend, beomgyu, enter your shared bedroom.
“my boobs hurt,” you say in a whiny tone, getting up to greet him. you intertwine his fingers in yours and move your face to place a soft kiss on his lips. when you pull away, you both smile, at least until beomgyu ruined the moment.
“please. what boobs,” he asks with a cheeky grin on his face.
you scoff sarcastically. “well excuse you. i did not ask to be attacked like that,” you say, dramatically putting your hands against your chest. he wraps his arms around you, placing his head on top of yours, as if it was a way of apologizing. at least, that’s what you thought.
“seriously, what boobs,” he edges you on.
this boy. you push his body off of yours. you weren’t sure where you found the confidence to do this, but you lift your shirt up to reveal your bare chest. you were at home, why wear a bra anyways?
“these boobs,” you say in a daring way, staring at his face with a grin. he couldn’t see you staring, though, because his eyes were glued to your chest. you could tell he was also shocked by your bold action.
a smirk crept onto his face. “you said they hurt? do you want me to make them feel better?” he looked up from your chest to look into your eyes.
you could tell where this was going. “i don’t know… i guess if you say ‘what boobs,’ they must not exist,” you say putting your shirt down and turning around to walk back to bed. suddenly, you feel beomgyu’s hands wrap around your waist, stopping you in your tracks. he presses his chest against your back as he slowly moves his hands farther up your body. your breath hitches when you suddenly feel beomgyu grope your boobs.
you feel his head move down to rest beside yours. “let me massage them for you,” he whispers into your ear. he didn’t wait for a response, because he was already doing so; rubbing his fingers in circles around each breast. it felt really nice. you close your eyes and tilt your head back to rest your head on beomgyu’s shoulder, enjoying the relief of pain. suddenly, you felt a pinch to your left nipple, causing you to gasp at the new form of pain.
“does this make you feel better princess,” he whispers again. you let out a shaky breath as he pinches the other nipple, twisting it softly between his fingers.
you hear him chuckle. “i’ll take that as a yes.”
authors note: sorry to cut it short. ik y’all wanted it to continue 😏. im realizing i suck at giving details💀 i’ll try harder in the future!
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chaemoa · 2 years
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yeonjun back hugging you and slowly gets his hand in your underwear, fingering you as he marks your neck. you wanted to moan but he places his free hand over your mouth, keeping you quiet so that his parents don’t hear you guys…
- @loser-loverhours
yeessthe two of you would be sitiing on the bed but hes sitting behind you and you both are watching tv, it starts out all innocent with no sexual intentions just the two of you wanting to be together enjoying each others company🥺
but he starts kissing by kissing your cheek then moving down to your neck then stopping turning his attention back to the tv all while youre looking at him with doe eyes but he has a sly grin on his face. so eventually you turn your attention back to the tv and he starts to redo it all over again this time placing open mouthed kisses on your neck sucking on the sensitive skin eventually leaving marks and then sliding his hands into your pants rubbing your cl*t in small circles causing you to whimper eventually speeding his hand up which makes you let a moan that was a little to loud so he throws his other hand over your mouth to keep you quiet.
“sshhh you dont want my parents to here you do you.. my mom is really fond of you how do you think she’d feel knowing her sweet healing junnie is up here causing you to make such noises🥺🥺.. then again idc since she’ll find a way to blame you🥱🥱🥱.. i can never do no wrong in her eyes🥺🥺.. yeah mommy she told me to do i🥺🥺”.
he then slid his fingers down into you and start pumping them in and out slowly but its a little to slow for your liking so you try to move to signal to yeonjun to pick up the pace but yeonjun has other plans. he takes his hand off of your mouth and starts to pump his fingers faster forcing you to hold back your moans and whimpers yourself. you were doing fine until he started to use his free hand to draw cirlces around your cl*t and you continue to try and attempt to hold your moans and whimpers jn with a few of them almost escaping out.
but then he stops. “ nnnooooo baby whyd you stop i was so close😖”. “yeah ik but i want to get in on this action too🤤🤤” so he’ll lay you down on your back quickly taking off his sweatpants as you also take your bottoms off before he slides himself in you(with condom ofc) quickly finding his groove. still on edge from earlier you try to fight back your moans and whimpers but yeonjun started hitting your spot and you accidentally letted out a plethora of moans causing him to slow down and eventually stopping “😑STFU” he would whisper yell.
upon hearing the moaning his mom would come and knock on the door mistakingly taking the moans as cries of pain she would ask if you were alright. thats when he would he start looking like this😈 and restart his movements but he’ll be moving very very slow. “arnt you going to answer baby.. you wouldnt want her to open the door thinking you get hurt would you🥺🥺😈”
im sorry i got carried away i didnt mean for it to be this long😭😭.. the ideas started flowing and wouldnt stop…. (can yall also tell i forget to take the readers pants off so i just added an excuse to take the pants off🥲😭😭)
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softxsuki · 2 years
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TW // mentions of suicide attempt
hi, hope your having a good day. im not sure if you write/accept requests that relate to topics of suicide so please tell me if you dont.
days have been getting rly difficult lately, ive been really tired all the time but at night i stay awake, not being able to battle the voices in my head. ive been experiencing this ever since i was a child but my symptoms have always been ignored.
i had attempted with pills. but i woke up the next day, and just continued on with my life without anyone ever noticing.
ik this is gonna sound stupid but kuroo, is my comfort character. i read comfort fics of him instead of actually opening up to someone because when i do i dont need to fear being neglected or juged and etc.
may i please request something where kuroo finds reader’s empty pill bottle and he confronts reader about his suspicion of it. and it leads to reader opening up abt their attenpt, ends with comfort.
so so sorry i have to bother you with this kinda thing, ofcourse if you dont take these kinda requests i will understand completely.
Kuroo Confronts Reader After Their TW//Suicide Attempt
Pairing: Kuroo x Gn!Reader
Warnings: TW//Mentions of suicide attempt, specifically drinking loads of pills (pls do not read if this will harm you more than help you), crying, depressing conversations
Genre: Angst-ish, Comfort
Post-Type: Oneshot
Word Count: 1k
Summary: In which Kuroo finds your empty bottle of pills that you had taken the previous night in hopes that it would end your life, and confronts you about it. You open up to him about your attempt and he comforts you.
[A/N: Hello anon <3. Thank you for bringing this request to me. Though it isn't labeled as urgent, I marked it as urgent myself so I could get this to you asap. I don't think it's stupid that Kuroo is your comfort character. I know it can be hard to take your problems to people, so I'm glad you found an outlet that allows you to feel some form of comfort, even if it is reading fanfic like this with Kuroo. I have my own comfort characters that I like to read about <3 Ik it helps a lot when you have no other place to go for comfort. You definitely aren't bothering me with this type of request, I was more than happy to be able to write it for you. It can be read as either platonic or romantic since I wasn't sure which you preferred :). I hope this is able to bring you at least a little comfort and I'm glad you're still here <3 ily]
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“What’s this?” you hear Kuroo ask from across your room as you sit on your bed, reading something on your phone mindlessly.
Kuroo had stopped by to spend some time with you for a few hours and was snooping around your room, unable to just sit still and read with you.
“What’s what?” you ask, directing your eyes to him to see him holding a bottle of pills.
Your empty bottle of pills.
Scenes of the previous night played through your head like a movie; the tears, the aggravation of not knowing what to do with your emotions, drinking all those pills, trying to take your own life. You scramble to your feet, your phone now abandoned on your bed and you snatch the bottle from his hands, throwing it back in the trash where it should have been.
He arches his brow in question, suspicious of your sudden actions.
“Nothing, just some pills that I ran out of,” you stumble over your words, feeling your palms begin to sweat from nerves.
What if he finds out?
Your thoughts were racing with “what if’s” and a multitude of excuses you could possibly use to get you out of this unthinkably awkward situation.
“I didn’t know you took pills. Why are you so nervous?”
“Well, I do. And I’m not,” you lie, wanting to slap yourself in the face for not being able to lie properly.
“Y/N…” he starts but you stop him before he can say anything more.
“Please Kuroo, just drop it,” your voice wavers as you try to hold your tears back, not wanting to look even weaker in front of him.
He looks from you to the garbage where the empty bottle of pills now laid, seeming to have put the pieces together himself.
“Why?” is all he asks, his own voice wavering slightly, crushing your heart.
He knows. He knows what you did.
You choke a sob down as you look up into his own watery eyes. The last thing you wanted to do was ever hurt him, and that’s exactly what you just did.
“I’m sorry,” you choke out, the tears beginning to fall on their own despite your attempts at holding them back, “I just- I didn’t know what else to do. I couldn’t stop the negative thoughts from leaving my head. I thought it was the only way to finally feel at peace with myself–to silence all the noise in my head…”
“No no,” he rushes to your side, seeing your tears falling down your face, “You don’t need to feel guilty or sorry for my sake Y/N. Really. I’m just glad you’re here in front of me now, alive and breathing.”
He finally brings you into his embrace, hiding his face in the crook of your neck as you feel drops of water drip onto your skin. He was crying, but didn’t want you to see him.
“You drank however many pills were in that bottle and you’re still here. I don’t know who was out there looking out for you, but I can’t thank them enough for not taking you away. I don’t know what I’d do if I wasn’t able to see you today, or ever again Y/N.”
He squeezes you tighter in his arms, almost afraid that if he let you go, you’d disappear from his life forever. You squeeze him tightly as well, relieved that he wasn’t disgusted by your actions and was still around, showing you how much he cared for you; how much he cherished the role you played in his life. For the first time since attempting to take your life, you felt relieved that it didn't work out the way you had planned; you were relieved that you in fact did wake up that morning so you could see Kuroo again. Grateful that you could have a second chance at life.
“I’m sorry,” you say again.
It’s all you could say at the moment, still clinging onto him as he also refused to let you go.
“I said you don’t need to apologize Y/N. I can’t even begin to imagine what must have been going through your mind that night that you felt like you had no other choice but to take your own life. I’m sorry I wasn’t there with you when you needed someone the most.”
“It’s not your fault, Kuroo. It was my own problem that I unfortunately didn’t know how to deal with on my own.”
“Well, it’s our problem now,” he reassures you, finally stepping back and grabbing your hands in his own, “I promise I’ll help you through whatever complicated, overwhelming feelings you’re going through. I’ll do anything to ensure I get to see you everyday.”
“Thank you.”
And you really were thankful. Standing in your room, Kuroo held your hands in front of him, almost needing to touch you as reassurance that you were in fact actually there with him.
“Thank you,” you say again, overwhelmed that he was willing to help you through the feelings that you had been going through for so long, unwilling to share with anyone else, “For sticking with me even after hearing what I did. Thank you for not leaving me and judging me.”
“Of course. I’d never judge you or leave you, Y/N. Next time you feel like that, I don't care what time of the day it is, call me and I’ll come right over. You don’t have to deal with this on your own anymore. We will find a solution so that one day you don’t have to feel this way anymore.”
He pats your head and gives you a soft smile, “You’re gonna be okay.”
“Mmm, I hope so,” you give him your best smile in return, feeling a little lighter now that he knew what had gone down a few nights ago.
You knew one day in the future, you’d be able to go through a whole day feeling good instead of fighting through difficulties every waking moment of your life. So long a Kuroo was by your side helping you, you knew you would be okay.
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Posted: 12/21/2021
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