#it fundamentally changed me as a person

[darkacademiaarchivist]

aksjgjajfjfjskaka radio silence is just.... The best book ever.... I love it so much aaaaa

#i am a little insane about this book okay #it fundamentally changed me as a person #its the reason i'm this big into podcasts now #aaaa #radio silence #osemanverse #frances janvier #aled last #my post #books #bookblr

[capseycartwright]

i’m right where you left me (thinking about how they shot eddie in front of buck and literally sprayed buck with his best friends blood and then had him desperately try and save his best friends life and how in that moment buck probably thought he had lost eddie and how in that moment when he thought he was dying eddie must have been glad at least that the last thing he ever saw was buck)

#in which i ramble #I’ll never move on from 4x14 is the thing #it fundamentally changed me as a person

[neonsbian]

i wanna rewatch bad buddy

#yes i watched it all on sunday yes i wanna watch it again #im holding myself back bc theres a lot of other dramas i wanna watch #but im still hung up on them sorry #it fundamentally changed me as a person #vinnie talks

[phantom-does-a-thing]

Maybe if you sat down and read the little prince it would fix you

#this book makes me so insane #it fundamentally changed me as a person #I cannot count the amount of times I’ve read it #I’m painting smth based on it for class #rambling #phever dreams with phantom

[meteortrails]

law and luffy are so fun bc the fundamental basis of their relationship is that they were both there for each other in one of their most isolated, life changing moments of grief, and they’re the only reason the other survived it. they may not necessarily know all that much about each other, but they do know parts of each other that not even the closest members of their crew (their family) know now. like obviously by the end of dressrosa law sees and understands the reason luffy’s crew follows him, but I think a less obvious truth is that when law saves him luffy sees and understands the reason law’s crew follows him. I just think about luffy’s instinctive faith and trust in law on punk hazard; he looks at law and understands that as much as he pretends not to be law is fundamentally the person who saved him before he is anything else. and I think they both kinda struggle to categorize the specific and unique way in which they are important to each other (although admittedly luffy stops caring to much much sooner LOL), bc it IS different than their relationships with their crew or their family. not necessarily any more or less meaningful, just different. and idk i guess i just think it’s all very sweet, in the end, that they managed to find each other like this.

#the parallels between how law befriended shachi+penguin and how he befriended luffy haunt me a little. you have one(1) trick gayboy #but they’re both there for these moments of apotheosis that nobody else gets to see and it’s. I wonder sometimes how their crews see it. #your captain disappears and returns fundamentally changed and the only person who saw it was this random dude? just some fucking guy. #idek. their entire dynamic just makes me feel so out of my mind. relationships built on an understanding of grief go CRAZY #trafalgar law #monkey d. luffy #one piece #op meta #lawlu

[edmndodiaz]

9-1-1 | 6.13 MIXED FEELINGS AIRED APRIL 10TH, 2023

#911 abc #911edit #buddie #buddieedit #eddie diaz #eddiediazedit #evan buckley #evanbuckleyedit #mine.gif #i never felt so physically sick watching a tv show #this episode fundamentally changed me as a person btw

[houseswife]

wilson saying “I need to do this. for you.” is fucking insane actually. in the same episode where house is deciding whether or not he should commit suicide as a result of wilson’s dying. They are each other’s lines between life and death. humans have a biological instinct to preserve their survival at all costs; house has an addiction that governs his life. but they were willing to forgo all of it for one another, because they couldn’t fathom it being any other way. IM SICK

#I know it’s fictional but there is nothing more meaningful and real than the desire to be loved by someone else more than anything #and it’s killing me #I was out by lac leman one day when I was seven when my mom told me that swans fly as high as possible #and fall to their deaths when their partner dies #and whether or not that’s true. it fundamentally changed my view of love tbh #my grandmother survived breast cancer for 10 years as well as covid #but died ONE DAY after losing the person she cared about most in this world #love transcends nature #and this show is a beautiful example of that #house md #greg house #gregory house #hatecrimes md #hilson #james wilson #house/wilson

[ohwhatagloomyshow]

I know & remember very little about RTD as a person but I do remember he left DW to care for his dying partner and that his partner has since died. And the way that this is so evident in his approach to 14 and 15, it’s phenomenal.

2005 Davies was interested in high drama, big stakes, the roughest heartbreak that could exist. And now he’s lived it, and it feels like his approach to the show has shifted as he has shifted!

14 getting to rest, Wilf alive off-screen, Donna’s memories returned - 15 leaving his trauma and his heartbreak and his pain with 14 in order to begin again fresh and new and ALIVE…it is all so meaningful to me!!!

#doctor who #15th doctor #I’m just THINKING about how the meaning of death and grief and mourning is LOVE #and once you really learn that deep in your bones you are a fundamentally changed person #and while I personally wanted 14 to be fully gone & fully regenerate #(I thought we were gonna see a shot of him like properly healing and then fade away in regeneration light) #the idea of him having a happy ending…. #just this once rose everyone lives! #it is so precious and tender to me #spoilers #doctor who spoilers

[betryl]

Everyone remembers where they were when reading 'the snow in the mountains was melting and Bunny had been dead for several weeks before we came to understand the gravity of our situation' for the first time.

#the secret history #tsh #henry winter #bunny corcoran #camilla macaulay #francis abernathy #charles macaulay #richard papen #that whole prologue really fundamentally changed me as a person #richard had no right hitting us with that on the FIRST line #nothing will ever compare

[bird-wells214]

the boy and the heron has really hit a lot of people in a lot of different, beautiful ways

and as a creative i feel seen, too

it's "your escapism will not work forever, regardless whether you're watcher or creator, learn to live with the grief or drown instead"

but it's also "to create is to acknowledge the pain of existence, and how you embrace it depends on you"

i feel as if we're seeing the discussion of personal anguish embedded in creation from both the creator's perspective as well as the audience's

#this movie fundamentally changed me as a person #i'm getting emotional about it now and it's been a few hours help me #the boy and the heron

[wigglesdtuff]

i am incapable of being normal about them

#one piece #nico robin #brook #soul king brook #hanahone #brook x robin #listen i'm a frobin gal for sure but like people are overlooking the potential of these two #wano changed me fundamentally as a person #wtt sketches

[thronealigned]

no it's fine this mind flayer is totally my friend and 100% honest with me all the time it's ok it likes me everything's so normal

#bg3 spoilers #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 #i love how raphael directly calls you out on this. 'if id have known you were so gullible i wouldve tricked you into selling your soul for #a bowl of beans when we first met' #and then just keeps insulting you more if you keep insisting emp's really your ally #oc: impulse #sure this'll go in their tag #everything about impulse's Thing with the emperor is so funny to me. and then deeply fucked up if you think about it long enough. and then #really funny again if you think about it even longer #one day i'll do their 2.0 playthrough so i can fully form all my thoughts. and get better screenshots and the ceremorphosis ending #i mean there's nothing stopping me from loading an impulse 1.0 save and going ceremorphosis from there but idk it'd feel wrong #impulse has more tadpoles in their brain than synapses by act 3 and it does really fundamentally change them as a person #tfw your chaotic neutral act-first-ask-questions-never no-impulse-control 17 CHA bestie becomes one of the most detached calculating people #you've ever met. all their old casual wit and humor is still there but they think before they speak now and that really shouldnt feel as #sinister as it does. they have this look in their eye and it feels like they view everyone around them as lesser beings #not because they view other people as subhuman or worse than they are but because they view themself as something *more* #if they have any raw unfiltered emotion left you haven't seen it in weeks. there's one person(?) who gets Unrestrained Feelings privileges #and it's the fucking illithid that lives in their mind and not any of their actual non-monster normal-ish-person friends. that human #connection is fading so fast now. when did they change so much? it happened so slowly in the moment but suddenly now they seem like they #were never the person you became friends with at all #and like impulse is a pretty selfish person from the start but they *did* genuinely like and care about the rest of the party. they were #friends. and by the end of act 3 that friendship should be the deepest and most meaningful it's ever been. but. it just isn't. #so on and so forth etc etc like that. All That Bullshit makes their relationship with lae'zel so interesting (and upsetting) too #they encourage her to side against vlaakith and then they never even try to free orpheus for her and her people's sake. they never even #think about it. they never consider it as an option. they just don't care. and then they EAT HIS BRAIN. #very possibly RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER. #and she's just left adrift. a rebel with no rebellion to lead and very little hope #i'm unwell. #ok i'm done this is a silly meme post. but god i have so many thoughts i have barely been keeping contained

[crescentfool]

super excited for the p3 remake, can’t wait to re-experience minato’s journey in HD! 💙

#persona 3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #lizzy does art #STILL GOT THIS GOD IT FEELS LIKE. FOREVER SINCE IVE LAST DRAWN MINATO. #p3 remake announcement literally revitalizing every last braincell in my system to draw persona 3 again #i love u minato thank you for fundamentally changing me as a person im so glad that you exist and that i met you!!! #i have soo many p3 ideas i havent gotten to yet because i havent worked up the courage to do them bc they're 'too hard' #hoping to change that!! i still love this game very much and i miss drawing for it tbh... minato is big comfort to me #literally just drew these on impulse felt so nice drawing minato again um. anyways! i hope you all have a very good day!!

[shivroy]

the mortal wounding of the princess of scots, god be with ye

artist's statement: siobhan roy, in antiquated but historically-indistinct and provocative dress, is shown being fatally impaled through the skull by her whimsical, treacherous steed and beast of burden, tom wambsgans. her attire, as with her relationship, is both affixed in and apart from time: it alludes to an era which it does not belong to. tom and shiv are a contemporary couple, but figuratively engage in an antiquated, eternal dynamic wherein the male asserts dominance over the female through violence, delivered in the show in the form of betrayal. however, references to active movement in the falling of dripping blood indicate to the viewer the dynamism of this relationship, which could seemingly change in the following moment, were time allowed to resume. the absurd and comical image of tom as a unicorn, with equine lashes and sparkling eyes, is contrasted with the brutality of his actions against shiv, making evident the fact that he is not to be underestimated. the disarming sexual innuendo - the act of penetration, as tom "fucks" shiv, and the froth pouring from his mouth, an allusion to tom swallowing his own ejaculate at his bachelor party and an additional symbol of both his rabid defiance and affection for himself and his own ambitions - adds to the potent discomfort of the moment. tom's ears are flattened back in aggression and shiv bleeds profusely, yet both wear serene smiles, not allowing the other to win in spite of the pain of being respectively owned by his wife and murdered by her husband. tom, despite it all, looks to shiv, his master whom he has defied, and shiv looks outwards, forcing herself into a position of unwavering invulnerability in the face of her ending. "god be with ye" is a helpless prayer for the doomed spouses, and a parting message: "god be with ye" is shortened in modern english to "goodbye". goodbye soon, shiv and tom, i will always love you. ❤️

#SUCCESSION SUNDAY IS FUCKING HERE ARE WE SEATED. #ANYWAYS. MY FREAKSHOW MASTERWORK IS DONE #thank you guys for being so kind about this piece through all the wips ive share #*shared #and all the encouragement you have given me #i love you all so much you are extraordinarily kind and bring me so much joy #yeah maybe succession DID fundamentally change me as a person. #and im so happy it did #art #oil paint #oil painting #painting #portrait #fanart #succession #succession fanart #succession season 4 #succession s4 #succession sunday #blood #blood warning #blood tw #injury tw #injury #ask to tag #death #shiv roy #siobhan roy #tom wambsgans #tomshiv

[phantom-of-the-keurig]

Been a Star Wars fan since I was but a wee sperm swimmin about my Father’s loins and I’m just now learning that it’s called the 212th Attack Battalion because 212 Jedi went to Geonosis to rescue Kenobi (and Skywalker + Padme) which kicked off the war

#I need a moment #this has fundamentally changed me as a person #obi wan kenobi #212th battalion #clone wars #attack of the clones #212th attack battalion

[meracydia-miqo]

“Enjoying yourself, for a change?” - Erenville

#I have not animated anything in years and I don’t even know what possessed me to do this but #it exists #dawntrail - open sky fundamentally changed me as a person #q’lhani #my art #ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #miqo’te #animation #dawntrail #ffxiv art #ffxiv wol