#it kinda feels like poetry

[sadmages]

Durge thoughts

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #gale dekarios #bg3 tav #bg3 durge #my art #ROGIER MY BELOVED BTW #gale talking about the weave for 30 minutes straight. rogier: i want you so bad. please #anyway the way gale creates magic from the weave with his hands with his voice it's music it's poetry to rogier #who feels like he only destroys (which is also why he is trying so hard to be a good bard but his lyrics fall kinda flat <3) #i think im gonna multiclass him into a wizard in a couple levels. for the role play. for the teaching of it all #rogier-posting

[rocksalt-and-pie]

shout-out to the makers of NBC Hannibal for (clearly) reading all four books about Hannibal Lecter by Thomas Harris and going "hmm. actually we will make the gayest possible version of this" going on to COMPLETELY disregard the other main character and (canon) ?love interest? of the series and never even MENTION Clarice Starling. Like it's so funny to me that she never even appears on the show when book!Will Graham literally fucks off after The Red Dragon and wants nothing to do with any of this anymore and book!Hannibal is obsessed with Clarice in the same way that tv!Hannibal is obsessed with tv!Will. like they really took a whole book franchise, picked out the cherries, and made it their own personal little gay AU. that's so refreshing and should be a leading example in television adaptations. in this essay i will

#hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham #Clarice Starling #thomas harris #nbc hannibal #mp #i actually like clarice as a character though #but i do think that the red dragon is the best book of the series and they get worse and worse #also they have nothing to do with the show when it comes to aesthetics #they're literally just action filled crime thrillers. they feel very to the point‚ very technical and practical and sober #whereas the show is literally just art and poetry and emotions and meaning and simply beautiful #i also love that the show treats its female characters so much better than the books #the books feel very masculine which is just due to the time of publishing i guess #i feel like a lot of books written and published by men in the 80s/90s have this very brutalist straight forward no emotions style #but yeah. the people who made the show really went all out with it and i love how their interpretation is kinda just high scale fanfiction #like i respect that so much and also: goals

[path0logical-people-pleaser]

i was playing guitar today (im not very good but i try) (god knows i try)

and i got to thinking (i feel a lot) (how most things start and end)

about how things that can get carved into your soul (you) (it starts and ends with you darling)

the chords press indents like canyons onto my still-too-young fingertips (i was so young) (some may say it's naivety) (i'd tell them to go to hell)

and spike up my arm to my heart and my soul; electric (electric soul) (i've always liked that phrase) (i think i heard it in a lana song and it's been in my mind ever since)

the music feels like freedom (i've never been musical, always rubbish at remembering notes) (this feels different though) (better)

i smash the guitar into a wall. (good things never did last long when i was around) (i figured i should just pull the trigger myself) (it's better than being shot in the stomach) (please don't shoot me in the stomach) (i might die again)

#poetry #i feel like feeding you guys since a bunch of you asked to be tagged #i kinda tried playing around with making a cohesive story poem thing that can be read with both brackets and open lines #just brackets #or just open lines #and still make sense

[crazy-fangirl2524]

Andrew X Neil: understanding and trust, cigarettes, fast and expensive cars, midnights and long drives and lazy mornings, cats, lingering stares, tousled hair, soft touches, neck kisses, keys, intertwined fingers, sharing blankets, feeling like coming home after a long day

Kevin X Andrew: desperation and determination, long and comfortable silences, harsh words, tentative touches, driving each other mad, varsity jackets, longing, push and pull and giving in, biting kisses, linked pinkies, fierce hugs, a silver lining in the dark

Neil X Kevin: obsession and devotion, bantering, pushing each other to do their best, ferocious grins, bruises, running, lazy cuddles, clasped hands, falling asleep on each other shoulders, familiar kisses, knowing that someone will always be there for you no matter what

#idk just suddenly feel like sprouting poetry about aftg again as usual #Ngl idk why I struggled with Neil and Kevin the most it’s kinda funny #the way most of it is interchangeable but like yk whatever it’s the vibes #the day I stop posting about aftg is the day I die #if only they pay rent I’d be a trillionaire #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #aftg series #aftg fandom #andrew minyard #aftg incorrect quotes #neil josten #andrew joseph minyard #Kevin day #kandreil #kandrew #kevneil #aftg andreil #andreil #andrew x neil #neil x andrew #aftg shitpost #aftg trilogy #aftg kevin #aftg andrew #aftg neil #aftg headcanon #aftg reread

[san-wren]

i've heard lots of times that omniscient reader's viewpoint is a love letter to the reader. it's a message that repeats unrelentingly that you (the reader) are loved. it tricks you into loving yourself. and that's absolutely beautiful, it is!

however, as strange as it is, i think i'm on the other side, i have a different perspective. rather than the message being for me, i see its message and stand by the novel and echo its words out to you too. you are worthy and valuable. we will not forget your story. until you believe it yourself, in yourself, we will cry and cry again: you are loved, and you are not alone.

my experience with the novel is a little different. i find that i'm collecting words not for myself, but for the people around me. i offer them like shiny trinkets. i hope you accept them. i chose them for you because this novel chose you.

#note: im on only like ch 440 #so ive yet to see how the rest of the story progresses #but i also dont rly filter spoilers #so i see a lot of analyses/responses to the novel as a whole #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #reddish wren.txt #trying a kinda poetry type writing #lowkey wanted to see if other readers feel this way too

[castielafflicted]

happy destiel day. be fucking sad.

image text under the cut

Despair.

The ground is cold. I'm breathing, and the ground is cold. You're gone I'm breathing, and the ground is cold. You love me. I'm breathing and the ground is cold.

I love you. I love you, but I'm breathing without you. You left me. I love you, but I'm breathing without you. I hope it's over. I love you, but I'm breathing without you.

My first breath of air without you is like knives. My heart feels shredded from the cut of your words. I could sit here forever on this basement floor alone. I'm breathing. I love you. The ground is cold.

Your words were everything I didn't want to hear. I need your love like I need my own free will. My soul itself feels gone into the nothing with you. I'm breathing. I love you. The ground is cold.

You can't see my tears now that you're gone. There is nothing I won't do to get you back here. Come back, you can have everything of me. I'm breathing. I love you. The ground is cold

#zeph poetry #destiel #spn #nov 5th #spn poetry #it feels kinda shaky near the end but also i wrote this in like 10 minutes and im eepy #also hello everyone this is my first destiel day. i started this brainrot in late april.

[foryouwereinmysong]

For as long as the trees throw down blossoms and leaves I know there will be a parade of unpainted dreams

The years have passed so quickly One thing I've understood I am only learning To tell the trees from wood

#low quality mclennon photos #high quality mclennon poetry #had these saved for forever bc I love them #I feel like I've been very inactive on here I'm sorry #too much going on right now and kinda tired #john lennon #paul mccartney #the beatles #mclennon #john and paul #the lovers that never were #I know (I know)

[gaytedlasso]

I’m turning 26 dudes.

I will officially be the same age Dean was in season one, a fact that I’m being very normal about. It coincided with a follower milestone as well so the stars are aligning, telling me that it’s time to celebrate being an active Destiel blog.

So let’s fucking party! This may be a celebration, but the guests of honor are angst, horror, and nsfw. Once again not learning my lesson and challenging you to do your worst. Go nuts, show nuts.

Since this is a short event I would prefer to keep it just Dean and Cas, either together or separately 💚

To join the party, tag your works #elliots26dude or @ me

Jan 13: holy - horny - hands - highway - Lord Huron

Jan 14: horror - hurt - hickeys - home - Hozier

My birthday is on January 13th!

You can mix and match prompts from either day!

Any late arrivals are welcome as well

Lawboy notes:

- I know I mentioned angst, but due to personal circumstances I do not want anything that focuses on the subject of unresolved grief. ie: widower arc is fine because we know Cas returns. 15x18 confession scene is fine. And finale fix-it’s are fine as long as it includes or alludes to Cas returning. This mostly pertains to fics.

- no memory loss. no heaven endgame

- any prompt can be used for nsfw work, but must be tagged properly or have community labels if needed

- minors may participate, but cannot submit nsfw creations

Feel free to send me an ask or dm with any questions!

#no reason for the h prompts it just kinda happened #another all spn character event will be coming soon btw #another reason I wanted to keep this just destiel #elliots26dude #spneventsdirectory #creator celebration #el.pdf #sketch.art #few of my favorite things for reference: #celestial horror. blasphemy. religious imagery. bible verses used for destiel. #a/b/o. yes you heard me #young dean. artist dean. dean pov poetry. #angel cas. fallen cas. powerful cas/godstiel/leviathan cas. #i have like. very few reservations so seriously go nuts. but feel free to ask if you're not sure

[oatbugs]

oh my god u rly are everyone you've ever loved !! for better or worse !! a part of you becomes them!

#i had a moment of lucidity idk im in this café the person i went on a few dates w is coming to see me i said come study w me #and they said okay immediately even though im a town over and i dont like them i really dont feel even a little attracted to them that way #but i did let them bite my neck a week ago and it still hurts i let them hold my hand i just #i never start anything #i let them kiss me. why do i do that? i dont feel anything towards them #and i told them ill probably never sleep with them and i thought thats enough but it really isnt is it #they write poetry about people they meet even once #theyre coming a whole town over to study w me but its not a date i feel nothing towards them romantically and i dont want to lose them as #a friend. this was her line of thinking wasnt it? i would take the train and meet her near her place in ldn and wed study together and #shed let me hold her and she would never initiate much and we were just studying together and it wasnt a date #like . fuck. i dont want to do what she djd to me to another person ever #their shared location map went offline at london bridge like ok theyre in the underground they are fr coming a whole town over #its a short distance but the point is i think i should have taken what my friend said more seriously . she told me i was kinda leading #them on bc what i thought to be just meetups dates might entail more for them #anyway im gonna be clear w them this time maybe #....IT JUST NEVER COMES UP IS THE THING #do i have to clarify even if it never comes up #i do in fact hear myself #ok #the parallels r lining up #aaa

[gunpowder-tim]

names, reflection, and the moon;

(.)(.)(.)(.)(.)

#rai.txt #look i feel like this is kinda stupid #and idk if i managed to lay out all the text in the way i wanted to #but #yeah #poetry #i guess #this ended up being more abt gpt than i meant for it to but. thats just fuckin life i guess

[questioningpunctuation]

there was a post.., about blackout poetry but with penis and boobs randomly inserted into the text and i made this image but lost the original post i was going to attach it to and now i feel stupid but take this anyways

#I CAN'T FIND THE ORIGINAL FUCKING POST #IM SO MAD I FEEL LIKE AN IDIOT #I LOST ITT AAUGH #mcr #danger days #ddttlotfk #blackout poetry #kinda not really #stupid post i know #i should kill myself im embarrassing myself on tumblr dot com #riddler rambles

[eff-plays]

So now that I've figured out why Hira might go for Astarion ... I am now struggling to figure out why Astarion would go for them in the long run. Like, because he's barely his own person at this point, what are his preferences? Ya know? Beyond how they treat him, beyond the obvious, what about them is it that he likes? Ya know? "You were kind and patient and trusted me" is all well and good but that's still 1) related to him and 2) doesn't quite tap into the sense that he also wants them for himself for other reasons aside from wanting more of what they're doing for him. Ya know? Ya fucking know?

#bg3 #worsties to lovers #this isn't me complaining btw this is just my process #but it is kinda difficult in this case ngl #cuz the poor guy hasn't figured himself out yet #i headcanon him as like ... demi or graysexual so he wouldn't be immediately attracted to them #which he basically confirms in game that he's not so #but basically i can't just say that he thinks they look hot and diesel even though they absolutely do #i do have some ideas mind you #the fact that they're a bard and clearly in love with music and poetry and the arts #like in a genuine way #i think he finds that attractive cuz he envies it on some level #to love a part of the shitty world he lives in and thus make it slightly less shitty in the process #i think he also likes that they can make him feel things without like ... touching him or really doing anything *for* him specifically #like by just performing something with their whole heart they are able to evoke emotion #and it's not pretentious or forced like the poetry his victims would read at him #in my head i think their first genuine kiss is right after hira reads him one of their fave poems and it makes astarion feel so weird #that his only response is 'hmm. i should kiss them on the mouth i think' #and it absolutely obliterates the nice platonic vibe and hira leaves and astairon can't figure out why tf he just did that for #god they're so cringefail

[bigbrotherlouis]

- grief hues - -

a little visual reflection over the past three months. i moved to new york city, and wanted to explore the tension that comes with going to a place everyone expects you to be excited about while the grief of leaving is still very heavy. all pictures by me.

(april 2024)

#personal issues #photography #art #visual poetry #kinda? #sorry if you saw this on insta or twitter #i have updated tumblr on my life for over a dozen years #and i'm not going to stop now #mine mine all mine #sometimes i need to create to understand my emotions #or to process them #something about creating a mirror and then holding it up #idk #new york city #sorry i keep adding tags like they're commentary but i keep thinking of things #like in the scheme of things and all the death destruction sadness in the world #moving is Not the worst grief that i can experience #it's not even the worst that i have experienced! #but i am feeling it and so therefore it needs to be acknowledged and processed #<3

[storybookprincess]

Do you have any poetry that you would recommend to someone in their early 20s who is trying desperately to cope?😅

OH DO I EVER!!!!!!

first, two poems by anne boyer:

big “feeling like a total fuckup in your early 20s” energy

but also!!!!

LOOK AT THE SKILL AND SPIRIT WITH WHICH I RISE FROM THAT WHICH RESEMBLES THE GRAVE BUT ISNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

also:

because it IS a serious thing just to be alive on this fresh morning in the broken world!!!!!

i promise you will feel this way some day much sooner than you think:

it’s gonna be okay. gabrielle calvocoressi makes a more compelling argument for this than i ever could:

hang tough, my friend 💖💖💖 the best is always yet to come

#poetry rec corner #asked and answered #Anonymous #kinda feel like this reads like a buzzfeed listicle but pls forgive me for that #it was made on a 15 min break during a 9 hour shift lol

[insanityinabigcloaktrynaacthuman]

oh how i yearn to make

i crave to do

my hands are made to create

a drawing, a sculpture, a glove, a meal, an indent in a tree trunk, a hole in the dirt, a flower crown hung on a branch,

everything

i want to make everything

and i do make everything, i have made everything

i am made of everything to do everything

i just want to make a mark

it's a creator's urge to do

that's why i am here

i made and will make

eternally

#had to write down really like ANYTHING #to try and translate my feeling of *needing* to create #DO NOT tag as religious #hope other artists of all mediums can relate lolz #spilled thoughts #shitty poetry #poems on tumblr #i guess its kinda more written in prose tho #but whatevs #art #artists on tumblr #its 4am #btw

[alcorian]

people have near-death just-misses all the time.

and people die, also. all the time.

and that settles in you like a stone.

they live in me, the ones who didnt make it.

#alv posts #im sorry im talking about someone i lost contact with as i got older #i know there are plentyl of people whove lost those currently close to them #its just. even though i hadnt talked to him in YEARS #i dont know #after the initial shock wore off #hes gone. he didnt make it and that sits with me #forever #quietly #like a stone in my chest #and i doubt that stone will ever move #grief #death tw #death cw #poetry #? kinda... #feelings