#it's been nearly a month

[willows-woes]

well. ha. it was really stupid, wasn't it.

i must've been being a little overdramatic.

it was never that serious.

...

.. i had intent to kill myself that day. i am still in denial about it.

and i guess you could say i tried. i put knives to my wrist and pushed down because i couldn't see a way out of this.

i.. attempted suicide?

is that what it is?

it can't be. no. attempts are serious. mine wasn't.

but there was suicidal intention. i wanted to be dead more than i wanted anything.

i remember. i didn't tell anyone because they were worried enough about me self-harming and starving myself. they didn't need suicide attempts added to the mix. i thought telling them would scare them. i thought "they don't need to know. these scars will be gone by next week anyways. because i failed. pathetically."

#tw suicidality #still failing to process #it's been nearly a month #and i don't want to remember #but the memory keeps coming back to me #sometimes i tell myself that it never happened. i made it up. just so i can pretend for a while. #every time i remember it's like. this sadness. a horrified feeling. this emptiness. i feel ashamed of my failure. #personal

[sentienttoast]

Grief is so shit

#tw grief #it's been nearly a month #why can I still not comprehend it

[lostlovepunk]

how to not go see ur family

#having a lot if anxiety over seeing them rn #it's been nearly a month #spike spoke

[memorycare]

half a year of unrelenting genocide in Gaza, please don’t stop caring. they are so tired, they cannot be the only ones participating in their own liberation. we have to keep caring

#the genocide has been happening for nearly a century but it has been six months since October and the deliberate collapse of Gaza's #infrastructure at the hands of isr@el #♥︎

[thebearfx]

this man really had the audacity of saying that he reminds me of reynolds and i've been gagged ever since

#what possesed him #i hate him but i cant stop thinking about it #and when i asked him what did he mean by that he said it was nothing??? #it's been nearly a month

[sentientsky]

...comedy. right, okay, so we're just saying things now??

#like obviously it's very funny and i love the silly bits #but good god i have been losing it for nearly five months straight. curled up in a ball crying clawing at the curtains etc. etc. #maybe im just confined to a very angsty section of the fandom? but when i think 'good omens' i don't think 'oh a comedy' ajdkjasljf #good omens #shitpost #good omens 2 #crowley #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #aziracrow #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable wives #good omens season 2 #gomens #anthony j crowley #aziraphale x crowley #crowley x aziraphale #good omens shitpost

[eona-art]

that episode was enough to bring me out of a 5 month hiatus 

#marichat #miraculous ladybug #chat noir #Marinette Dupain-Cheng #my laptop has been fucked up for nearly 6 months #but after that episode i just coundt handle it i HAD to do somethin

[leon-jpg]

Leon S Kennedy in Resident Evil 4 Remake (2023)

#i'm sure this scene has been giffed to death already. but i made these for a friend to suffer through recieving so here they are anyway :) #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #resident evil #resident evil 4 #gamingedit #residenteviledit #gamingnetwork #dailygaming #source is in well. the source #every gameplay drop makes me more excited. leon saying ''hi there!'' to a monstrous mutated dog.... yeah.... #soph.stuff #loen #re:4 #re #only just realised after nearly a month that i misspelled my own tag system..... #leon

[teethhoneey]

Part two of creature au! :DD

part 1/?

#ml creature au #miraculous fandom #miraculous fanart #miraculous ladybug #lukadrientte #lukadrienette #lukadrinette #miraculous luka #ml #mlb #marinette dupain cheng #adrien #adrien agreste #luka couffaine #I HAD TO GIVE HIM CAT EARS #sorry if this is more boring then the last one </3 #it is 3am and i wanna finish this because its been sitting on my laptop for nearly a month #i plan to draw long adrien and luka soon #in like 3 weeks after comms and in between school anf work <.3

[fairweathermyth]

POLITE SOCIETY dir. Nida Manzoor, 2023

#filmedit #movieedit #moviegifs #polite society #polite society 2023 #nida manzoor #2020s #made by carolyn #this has been in my drafts for MONTHS and i always meant to make it better #but now i'm just hitting that post button because i'm tired of it taking up space in my drafts #BUT GUESS WHAT #it's been there so long that it still has the old post editer and i miss it so much! #so easily switching around gif order i nearly forgot what that was like

[asktheremnantsaskblog]

The Reveal

How can something so small hurt so much after all you've been through?

@dxrksong @connectionterminated13 @rainbowthewolf13

(Merry Christmas :3)

#Mike afton #michael afton #william afton #fnaf #afton family #ask the remnants #fnaf ask blog #story #story tag #ask #ask blog #fnaf comic #atr #I'll be honest the timing on this was completely unintentional but damn #i guess this is my Christmas present for y'all now #hhhhh might take a break after this and focus on the poll #Ive been posting nearly every day for two months #Fnaf really got me brainrotting #happy holidays yall

[butterfilledpockets]

maybe…

expect something in a lil bit :)

#I finsihed these pages WAY faster than I thought I would #<- has been nearly a month since update #rottmnt #tmnt au #bad end ninja turtles #b.e.n.t #future Leo

[the-meme-monarch]

good morning. i cannot stress enough how fucking grating this has become

#words from the monarch #i literally cannot make myself any clearer. no. i said no. i have said no every single fucking time theyve contacted me. #why wont they leave me alone. why cant i block them by their ip and be Done with this already #its been like. nearly three whole entire months at this point

[itskaitsart]

please,, they’ve rotted my brain

#my need for soft icemav was immense but i cba to finish it so #have it like this #maybe i’ll clean it up eventually #they’re so in love i can’t #top gun #tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #icemav #been nearly four months since i first watched and i haven’t stopped thinking about them

[koszmarnybudyn]

Little (mostly) Cecil doodle page, cause brain images are wierd.

#wtnv cecil #wtnv fanart #wtnv #wtnv carlos #carlos the scientist #cecil palmer #honestly might go back and color this #also good news im nearly caught up which is kinda terrefing cause ive only been listening for a month? idk #cacil never looks old enough when i draw him i feel like #i also kinda wanna stray from the most common fandom interpretation (which i still dont think im the best at) #carlos is somehow much easier to draw since my brain picture of him is clearer #also i realized when i picture charakters they mostly have black hair which might just be because of how i see images in there #brains are wierd tho so who knows #i also need to get wierder with those outfits honestly

[gaeilgelupin]

found in the marauders’ 7th year scrapbook

(wherein james clearly enjoyed the fire whiskey a bit too much to warrant him having a sharpie and a Polaroid camera lying around ;))

#oopsies new year was nearly 4 months ago🤪 #hp fanart #harry potter #remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #wolfstar fanart #marauders fanart #marauders era #KISSES #SO MANY KISSES #KISSESSSSSSSSSSSS #KISS KISS #NEW YEAR KISS #ALL THE LOVE #ALL THE KISSES #MWAH #I think James might have been upset that he couldn’t kiss lily #he was compensating #for his lack of kisses #KISSESS