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m88n · 2 years

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[11.42 pm]

“I’m just a really guarded person.” Jaehyun mutters under his breath.

“...I mean, me too.” You respond.

“..Then you get it, don’t you?”

“...I do... But,” You start. “..But then it means that.. Nothing’s going to get.. Adequately exchanged between us.”

“...I mean.... I like silence.”

“....I do, too.”

“..So what’s the problem then?”

“...”

You choose to look at his eyes intently, only to see your own being reflected right back at you. The same pair of eyes that seem to hold the entire universe in them with abandon—as if to desperately conceal the sheer weight of the void endlessly stretching in between the carefully crafted planets and stars haphazardly strewn across the surface, falling flat against the greater dimension of the emptiness held deeper within.

...The kind of pattern you find yourself to be overly familiar with.

“I just... Don’t want us to have the problem of being detached.... from ourselves, and each other.” You say while looking down, in a quieter voice, not even entirely convinced by the words escaping your mouth.

You do admit that you’d want to establish a connection with him.

....Some kind of connection.

..But is that really what you want from him?

More importantly,

...Is he really what you want?

He stays quiet, looking at you in a blank stare, before capturing your lips in his, once again in the countless times that you have tonight.

“—Wait—Jaehyun,” You stop him, a little too softly, your palms gently resting against his chest.

He moves away to take a good look at you, waiting for you to continue.

You look back at him... Waiting for yourself to continue.

You try to look for something within his eyes—anything. You were hoping that he’d hold the answers to the all-encompassing void you possess within your own depths, only for him to mirror with the same. The lack of substance you feel falls a little too comfortably upon your bones—it almost outright scares you.

Sensing your hesitation, he opens his mouth, only for nothing to come out for a brief second.

“..I... People just say that I’m an enigma,” He finally manages to say.

You scoff at him—both at the utter ridiculousness and, surprisingly, striking accuracy in the choice of word.

“.....I’m the exact same.”

“....Then, you get it, don’t you?” He responds, almost in disbelief.

“Yeah, yeah I do. I empathize.”

....You simply say, but it does nothing to your exchange but further imbue it with an off-putting undertone that’s permeated throughout the time you’ve spent in his presence.

Perhaps it’s at this very moment that you’ve finally realized—that you were looking for someone to bring some sort of comprehension—to put a name; any kind of label—onto the essence of your being, because you yourself have always had the difficulty, or perhaps, great reluctance, of doing exactly that. And looking outwards for some semblance of an answer has always been less frightening than facing whatever it is that’s always laid inside of you, a realm far too precious and untouched. Both you and Jaehyun are too accustomed to the desire of maintaining the greed for the void you so ironically desperately wish to leave behind and fill with something else—leaving nothing for each other behind in a complete stalemate of a conundrum. But you suppose sometimes such conundrums leave you with the very answer you sought out for in a crooked, roundabout way—as in one way or another that’s how one learns what’s truly needed in the grand scope of relationships.

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hwaflms · 10 days

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𐙚˙⋆.˚ nct 127 as 1d songs!

‧₊˚ 💭 ✩彡 , , 0.69k, fluff + slight suggestive + slight angst, just lil snippets of you and 127 with one direction songs, not my usual writing style, TELL ME UR FAV 1D TRACKS

♡ taeil . . . last first kiss

rainy days, soft smiles and soft kisses, nicknames, casual dates, putting away groceries, taking photos of things to show each other later, promises, painting dates, secret handshakes, prolonged stares, drawing each other, approving photos to post, kisses on the top of your head, karaoke nights, trying street food together, song recommendations, deep questions, laughing over some soju, denial and hesitation, splashing each other with wet hands

♡ taeyong . . . little things

LONG showers, buying clothes for you, matching jewellery, folders in your galleries for each other, perfume, long talks over tea, words of affirmation, flowers, crying in front of each other, wine nights, slow dancing, sending you reminders to eat, falling asleep over call, learning ukulele together, staying-in days, holding hands 99.99999% of the time, corny jokes, bike rides, playing video games, cutting fruit for each other, naps while it's raining outside

♡ johnny . . . she's not afraid

secret movie dates, drive-thru mcdonald’s, tight dresses, tousled hair, long video calls, subtle lock screens, orange-scented soap, sneaking out at night, drunken confessions, the two of you together in the background of every photo, watching scary shows, kissing in the dark, running, texting while in the same room, lying in his arms, windy nights, knowing each others favourite songs, screenshots, hushed whispers, road trips, dancing in the kitchen

♡ yuta . . . perfect

parties at 1 am, hailing taxis, long sloppy kisses, tucking hair behind each others ears, red bull cans, blasting music in the car, ice cream runs, eye contact, skinny dipping, cheap hotels, playing pool, texting late at night, beach walks, wind blowing in your face, meeting in secret, italian restaurants, thin cigarettes, messy sheets and hair, windows all the way down, knowing smiles, wearing his shirt at home, soft gasps, motel pools, cherry lip balm, getting tattoos together, getting kicked out of parties

♡ doyoung . . . half a heart

soft sweaters, missed calls, buying his detergent, matching rings, soft wispy clouds, two different kinds of juices in your fridge, puddles, picnic dates, mixed up socks, never deleting photos, the first text after an argument, books with notes in them, walks by the river, watching a show together, conversations in the dark, spontaneous coffee meet-ups, naming plants, museum visits, drives in the rain, saving memes about each other, empty lockets

♡ jaehyun . . . no control

stargazing, drinking on rooftops, meeting at parties, red cups, pool nights, lipstick stains, the smell of his perfume, oversized clothing, driving fast when the roads are empty, voice messages, morning kisses, private playlists, tinted taxis, looking for each other in a room, holding your hair back, strong coffee, silk pillowcases, clothes on the floor, selfies on each others phones, muffled moans, drunk tattoos, pinching his cheeks

♡ jungwoo . . . 18

amusement park dates, walks at night, letters on beige paper, photo booth pictures, ugly keychains, playing on the seesaw when the playgrounds empty, passing notes, keeping said notes, bracelets, having each other as your lock screen, messy beds, lists of baby names, knowing each other's favourite songs, extra toothbrushes, shampoo bottles, yearbook cutouts, shoebox filled with letters and trinkets, holding pinkies, random texts throughout the day, talking to his mom on the phone, long calls

♡ mark . . . i want to write you a song

pure innocent love, cafe dates, warm hugs, board games and hot chocolate, writing songs for you, sharing clothes, pecks while smiling, cookie recipes, said cookies ending up burnt, karaoke nights, acoustic guitars, writing desks, cheek kisses, grocery shopping, badly taken polaroids, long walks, late night conversations, photo albums, beanies when it's cold, holding hands under the table, wearing his glasses, breakfast in bed, bouquets, scarfs, walks along the sand

♡ haechan . . . temporary fix

stolen glances, smokey rooms, making out in the back of a taxi, moonlight, hair flying in the wind, playing footsie under the table, jealousy, talking on the phone late at night, eyes meeting across the room, drunken kisses, sitting on his lap, lots of 'are you awake?' texts, vodka sours, mirrored lense sunglasses, dyeing each other's hair, locking doors, lips on your neck, avoiding questions, stupid contact names, waking up in his clothes, empty wine bottles, bright sunsets, 10+ tiktoks and memes every morning, voice notes of him singing

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byeuijoo · 3 months

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argument 𐀔 boynextdoor

genre : angst ⋆ warnings : angst, crying in jaehyun's, yelling ⋆ word count : 1,1k

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⭒ park sungho

during : when he argues with you, sungho often acts surprised and indignant at your words. why are you blaming him for things when he's always trying to do the best for both of you? he hates to hear you raise your voice, so he tries to play dumb thinking you'll get rid of some of your anger, in vain. then he ends up getting angry too, saying that you're talking nonsense and that he doesn't agree with you at all, so he ends up going out for a breath of fresh air because he doesn't want to get too carried away and risk saying things he might regret.

after : when he gets home, it's already pitch dark outside and bedtime is just around the corner. but sungho flatly refuses to go to bed with you pissed off, so he often comes and snuggles up to you on the sofa, while you watch tv to keep your mind occupied. and like two responsible adults, you calmly explain and apologize for each other's behavior. you for getting angry over almost nothing and raising your voice, and him for going out for a long time worrying you, and for not taking you seriously at first. in the end, falling asleep in front of the tv, snuggled up together.

⭒ lee riwoo

during : baby doesn't know how to react, what to say or what to do. so he often looks at you trying to understand the situation, and the fact that he acts as if he doesn't understand anything makes you even angrier. so he ends up hearing your words and defending himself by trying to combat your arguments with his own, except that he raises his voice, which makes you raise your voice too. all this often ends up with you in one corner of the sofa, and him in the other, turning his back on you without anyone saying another word until the night.

after : unlike sungho, when it's time to go to sleep but the problems still haven't been solved, you often go to bed angry at each other. in reality you're no longer angry, just sad, but your pride is preventing you both from taking the first step towards each other. so you go to bed first, followed by riwoo, who falls asleep away from you instead of clinging to your waist as usual. and when the morning comes, the argument seems to be over and you don't plan to talk about it again later. life returns to normal.

⭒ myung jaehyun

during : the arguments between you and jaehyun are often the same — either out of jealousy or because you miss each other. and the problem is that you don't know how to do it without shouting at each other, because you're both tired. so when you look into each other's eyes, ready to cry like children, all you do is scream and blame each other, arguing which of the two is more at fault. you often end up going your separate ways, you locking yourself in the bathroom, and he slamming the bedroom door, both crying silently.

after : after a very long time recovering from your emotions, neither of you dare approach the other. nonetheless, you're often the first to come out of hiding, busying yourself here and there doing the housework or cooking the meal. then, jaehyun finally comes out and silently starts helping you with the chores to apologize without using words. and you can't resist the warmth of his arms and his eyes sparkling with remorse. “i'm sorry..” he says to you in a small voice, almost too fragile to be used, and you give in because you don't want to stay angry with him for too long.

⭒ han taesan

during : he often spends most of his time listening to you get upset without saying anything, because he already starts to overthink the first second of your argument. he can be stressed over little things and easily feel guilty, especially when reproaches come from someone he hold in high esteem. so he listens to you, shakes his head and goes off to the bedroom to think about everything you've told him. he needs time alone to reflect and understand what he's done wrong, and what he can do to make up for it. but he won't get mad at you.

after : after a long hour of reflection, when you see that he doesn't come out of his room, you often end up going to see him to apologize. deep down you know that getting upset is pointless, and that's why you feel guilty. and barely a second after the door opens, taesan has already pulled you into his arms, apologizing and telling you he's going to try harder to be a better boyfriend. and you assure him that you won't get mad at him again just because you've had a bad day.

⭒ kim leehan

during : he often remains silent and only speaks up when he feels it's necessary, but won't hesitate to go against what you say if it's not true. he can hear all the reproaches you want to make, as long as they're justified and you don't exceed a certain limit. but he doesn't like conflict, so he'll do anything to avoid it, even if it means not talking to you for a while.

after : after you've isolated yourself for a while and he senses that your anger has subsided, he thinks he can finally explain things calmly to you. so he approaches the bedroom, knocks a few times on the door before entering and approaching you. most of the time, he waits for you to speak, but sometimes he starts to speak first, pointing out things he doesn't think are right, and explains his point of view, and you discuss it calmly together, finding solutions to problems together.

⭒ kim woonhak

during : arguments with woonhak are often explosive because you're both pretty loud. woonhak has trouble managing his emotions and tends to lose his temper quickly. so when you start arguing, he's often the first to raise his voice — and usually his words go beyond his thoughts, but he realizes it too late. he wants to be right at all costs, so he pushes you to the limit so that you give up.

after : after you've both calmed down, he's usually the first to apologize. mostly because he was the first to yell, and because he said hurtful things he should never have let slip out of his mouth. so he approaches you, wrapping his arms around your waist and hiding his head against your back because he's too ashamed to look at you, then he murmurs countless excuses until you break down and take him in your arms.

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gyeomsweetgyeom · 4 months

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[9:12 am]

(cw: f!reader, Jaehyun is an asshole, angst with happy ending)

Yesterday had been a bad day. Scratch that- the last 14 hours had been bad. You had gotten home, tired from your day out with friends to find Jaehyun getting ready to leave.

“Oh, sorry I forgot to mention I had plans tonight. I’ll be back later, ok?” He had said casually, kissing your cheek before heading out the door for the night.

That had been right around seven. Then 11 o’clock rolled around and your texts went unanswered. 3 o’clock and your calls were being ignored. It had caused a huge anxious ball of nerves to form in the pit of your stomach which kept you up until now. Every time somebody in the hall would come home, you’d think it was Jaehyun. Someone in one of the other apartments would make a quiet noise and your head would snap toward the door. The caffeine from all the coffee you were drinking was giving you as much anxiety as it was energy. All your texts to mutual friends sent through the night had only been answered a few minutes ago stating they hadn’t been with Jaehyun all night. If he wasn’t with them then who was he with?

You started another pot of coffee when finally the front door opened. A haggard looking Jaehyun dragged his feet to the living room and threw himself onto the couch. “Oh my god! Jaehyun, are you alright?” You asked, rushing over to his side to not-so-subtly look for wounds.

“I’m fine,” came his voice, muffled by one of the throw pillows.

“Where were you? I called and texted you a dozen times. I was so worried.”

“I told you I had plans,” he sighed.

“Having plans now means you can stay out all night without letting your girlfriend know?” You asked while your annoyance for his nonchalance grew and grew.

“I had too much to drink and I had to stay at my friend’s house, ok?” He replied, standing from the couch to head to the bedroom.

“Why are you being so evasive? I texted all your friends and nobody was with you!”

He threw his hands up, turning to face you, “I hung out with a friend from elementary school, I went to her place, we had a few drinks, my phone died, and now I’m here. I’m at home. I’m hungover and I’m tired is that it?”

“But I talked to your friends from elementary school and they said they hadn’t seen you,” you reply quietly.

He groaned loudly, tilting his head back, “I hadn’t talked to her in a while. She sent me a DM and we started catching up and then she invited me to hang out.”

“So you hung out with a girl who you haven’t seen in years after she randomly messaged you?”

“That’s what I said, yeah,” he nodded.

“And you didn’t tell me where you were going, who you were with, and stayed out all night. How do I even know you’re telling me the truth right now?” You ask incredulously.

His eyes widened in surprise, “What are you trying to suggest right now?”

“I’m not suggesting anything Jaehyun. If your series of events sound fishy, then maybe it’s because they are.”

“I didn’t cheat on you,” he states shakily.

You shrug your shoulders nonchalantly, brushing past him to walk to the bedroom. You begin changing out of your pajamas and into an outfit to leave the house, wile he nervously gnaws on his lips. You stay silent and blank faced while you move around the room to get ready.

He finally speaks up while you grab your purse, “Where are you going?”

“Oh, did I forget to mention I had plans? I’ll be back later, ok?” You parrot his words back with a condescendingly sweet smile. His mouth opens but no sound comes out as you walk out the door.

You don’t return until early evening. You feel refreshed and relaxed, a weight off your shoulders, until “I’ve been calling you all day! Why didn’t you answer me?”

“I got busy. Decided I should hang out with one of my elementary friends who keeps swiping up on my stories and just see how he was doing,” you lie, moving to the couch.

“Ha ha, very funny,” Jaehyun deadpans, “You didn’t actually do that did you?”

“Who knows? But whether or not I did, why is it ok for you to act that way but not for me?” You ask, crossing your arms across your chest.

He pinches the bridge of his nose in frustration, you can see the tips of his ears turning red, and some small, tiny, part of you is beginning to feel a little guilty about your actions. He sighs out deeply, “I’m sorry. I mean that. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that and I promise you nothing happened. Even if you didn’t think anything did, I want to reassure you that nothing happened with her.”

“Thank you,” you nod curtly in response, “I spent the whole day shopping by the way.”

“I promise I won’t ever do anything like that again either. Not just because it was totally out of line, but also because I remembered why I stopped talking to her. She was kind of a bully all those years ago and nothing has changed. She wanted to talk about all the drama and problems she had with people when we were 7- it’s been like 20 years!”

You laugh quietly, “why didn’t you answer my calls?”

“That’s the worst part! She had my phone in phone jail because I started texting you back while she started a movie. That’s why I started drinking so much, and she made me sleep on her floor because her couch was quoted not a resting couch. And! She told me she was gonna have a whole reunion party and I was the only idiot that forgot how rude she was as a kid and didn’t block her. So again, I’m sorry and I promise it will never- ever happen again. I will let you chip me like a dog and put me on a lea-”

You held up a hand, “Jaehyun stop talking please, I already got the full story and I’m not doing that. Let’s move on ok?”

He sighed happily, “I’m blocking her too. Her instagram, her number, her facebook, her MySpace, her twitter, her X, her profile on LinkdIn, her threads, her Pinterest-”

You laughed loudly, covering his mouth with your hand, “Stop! I get it!”

“And I’m telling everyone she’s still awful.”

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wontune · 4 months

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☆ Jaehyun ( nct 127 ) lockscreens !

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rainverry · 1 year

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warning/s: profanity, consumption of alcohol, tiny bit of angst @nct-writers

[12:29 AM]

jaehyun is drunk – you can tell by the redness of his ears and the way he slurs his words. his stubbornness is also clearly amplified when he’d arrived on your doorstep moments earlier and refused to come in. instead, he chooses to stand on the sidewalk, staring into the dark and empty street with you.

“i love you so much, baby,” he whispers, reaching out to touch your face. your body warms at his words, but you’re taken aback when he pulls away and suddenly shouts into the dead of the night, “i fucking love you!”

“jaehyun, shh!” you reprimand, grabbing his hands that he had dramatically thrown into the air to emphasise his declaration. “you’ll wake the neighbours up.”

jaehyun looks down at his hands clasped in yours and smiles sorrowfully. “i don’t care,” he mumbles. “you don’t love me anymore.”

with that, his eyes turn glossy with tears and your heart breaks at the sight.

“hey, what are you talking about?” you ask softly, caressing his cheek which pains you even further when you realise he’s started crying. jaehyun leans into your touch, closing his eyes and savouring the comfort that he may never get to feel again. when he doesn’t answer, you take his hands into yours. “jaehyun, what’s wrong?”

his mournful smile is back again. “taeyong said you’re leaving me. i’m sorry if i did anything wrong, i love y–”

the sound of your ringtone slices through the night and you rush to answer the call and put it on speaker.

“hello?”

taeyong’s frantic voice cracks through the phone. “is jaehyun with you?”

“no, i’m not,” jaehyun replies foolishly before you could speak.

“oh thank god,” taeyong’s relief is clear as he rambles on, “listen, y/n, jaehyun’s been drinking and–and johnny gave me this stupid dare to tell him that you were going to break up with him, so i did it and i left him for a split second and he was already gone, i’m–”

“taeyong, you idiot,” you snarl, “i’ll deal with you tomorrow.”

when you kill the call, you look up to see a glimmer of hope that flits across jaehyun’s expression.

“so you don’t want to break up with me?” he asks meekly.

“of course not, babe, i love you too much!” you wrap your arms around jaehyun in a hug, and you immediately feel him melt into your embrace as all of his worries fade away. “come on, let’s get you sobered up and into bed.”

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ohmytyong · 1 year

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i was just thinking about boyfriend!jaehyun and how he would spend quality time with you. he would take you out on dinner dates and then he would take you back to his apartment to pour you a glass of red wine while the two of you swayed lightly in the living room listening to some cigarettes after sex songs playing on his vinyl.

you would go on museum dates, art galleries, concerts and he would take pictures of you with his camera to capture each moment, while complimenting you with each pose you stroke.

you would do movie night marathons together, you would spend hours in the kitchen trying to make crêpes following a recipe you found online, even if your attempts failed.

you would sing duets together, jaehyun would strum random chords on his guitar while you hummed random soft melodies on top of the sound.

jaehyun would help you remove your makeup after a long, tiring day and he would let you fall asleep on his chest while he would plant soft kisses on your forehead.

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doiefy · 2 months

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mad city // nct series

GENRE: sci fi, biopunk, dystopian, thriller PAIRINGS: features both x reader and mxm fics MEMBERS: johnny, doyoung, jaehyung, jungwoo, mark, possibly more to come!

note: if this series looks somewhat familiar, it's because it is! this is a massive rework of my old 'fight or flight' fic for doyoung, which I posted almost two years ago (pls don't read it, like 69% of it isn't canon anymore and I kinda hate it anyways). it's been a real struggle turning it into something I actually want to write for again (which involved changing the original plotline from x reader to dojae, for which I am VERY unapologetic, don't fucking touch me), but after a year or so of on-and-off planning, here it is. I can't guarantee that I’ll get these fics out super speedily, as I also want them to be very visual and will be spending a shit ton of time on graphics; but if you're interested in a tag list for any of these fics, let me know!

WHAT PEOPLE HAVE REFERRED TO AS THE SPLIT: the fracturing of life as it once was, the steady decline of the natural world, all perpetuating political tensions and rampant crime in two rival cities.

To the north lies Iameh, an urban paradise of impressive art and culture, resulting from centuries of mining and exploitation—a pristine exterior built upon the hardship of their southern neighbours. In one of their forgotten limestone quarries lies Siacia: Iameh’s shadow, their forsaken history, but a thriving metropolis nonetheless.

Siacia is all the blinding colours and deafening sound that Iameh is not, boasting citizens with supernatural powers and the most sinister advancements in biotech. From their empty mineshafts and grotesque lifeforms in the quarry lake arises Burner: the Siacians’ fuel, their weaponry, and their only chance against the genetic mutations that plagued them for generations.

But like all things that come out of the ground, Burner is exploited. It is quickly monopolized, used as a drug, turned into a bargaining chip by the Assembly, a loose organization of businessmen and mutants claiming to be Siacia’s ruling government. Those on the streets of the Quarry and its four cardinal faces know very well: what the Assembly demands from them must be given, lest they face their wrath.

So the fissure spreads and opens wider between the two cities, between all people—only a matter of time before one finds themselves dangling off the edge.

VOLUME 1: FIGHT OR FLIGHT

pairing: doyoung x jaehyun dark comedy with a side of angst, gay shenanigans and way too many dirty jokes.

KIM DOYOUNG HAS SPENT THE LAST THREE YEARS surviving the Quarry streets alone: hunting bounties for the Coffee Cow (a ruthless contract killing agency despite their name), making poor decisions at drinking establishments, and searching for his missing brother.

It’s on one trip to the bar that he runs into Jay: a charming, well-mannered businessman from the East Lanes, with a dimpled smile and particular taste for aged whiskey. One occasion turns into two into multiple—the two seeing each other more frequently with slowly-changing intentions, until the truth comes out. Jay, Jung Jaehyun to his close colleagues, is one of the Assembly’s founding members. Which, unfortunately, means he might have something to do with Doyoung’s missing brother, and makes him one hell of an enticing target.

The resultant cat-and-mouse chase across the city is as frustrating as it is exhilarating. But in a shocking turn of events, it reveals a destructive force beyond the both of them, one that needs their immediate attention and collaboration—regardless of who they are to each other.

anticipated release: summer/fall 2024

VOLUME 2: VIOLET CRAZY

pairing: kim jungwoo x f!reader, johnny seo x reader angst wrapped in drama, tumultuous relationships, a slow but sure descent into madness.

In the aftermath of Johnny Seo’s return, the city of Siacia is not as it once was. Tensions with Iameh are on a steady incline, Assembly politics remain a treacherous game, all while a new strain of Burner spreads through the streets like wildfire. You and Kim Jungwoo are most apathetic to the recent chaos—the two of you like two sides of the same coin, both endlessly spiteful, now embroiled in a feud of your own. For as long as you could remember, your relationship with Jungwoo was one purely of grudge and petty revenge.

But when Johnny begins his reign of terror, perhaps the two of you are in no position to be idle bystanders. Tragedy strikes Jungwoo’s family, and he has a reluctant change of heart. On the other hand, you remain by Johnny’s side, simply watching his flames burn hotter and rise higher. Merely overnight, your long-standing rivalry with Jungwoo has turned into a struggle for the future of the undercity. The inevitable resurfacing of your past, your forgotten history with Jungwoo, and Johnny’s inexplicable grip on you—it won’t be long before it all reaches a boiling point in the crucible.

And certainly not long before you’re forced to face the repercussions.

anticipated release: summer 2025

VOLUME 3: RIDE OR DIE

pairing: mark lee x gn!reader from meet-cute to heated romance. ride or die. madly in love to the bittersweet end.

Breakfast tea with magazines and tabloids. Clay-stained aprons and paint-smeared jeans. Afternoon tea with so-and-so, then back to the kiln and canvases. Dinner party with your fellow curators, handling flawless plates and dainty dessert spoons and immaculate champagne glasses—rinse and repeat, again and again, the routine of an Iamehan artist and socialite.

Quickly growing tired of all the glitter and glamour of topside, you take a trip back to your roots: the north faces of Siacia, where you can shed all the silk and cashmere in exchange for the nightlife you grew up with. Dancing wildly to rediscover yourself and inspire your art, that’s when you find your muse: Mark Lee, a VIP at the Obelisk Nightclub, blue-haired and bright-eyed, immersed in the stories you tell him.

You could stay with him forever, seeking thrills and adventure until you reach the ends of the earth. And yet, there is still much more awaiting: the unpleasant and the unideal, and the thwarting of your course by the stars above.

anticipated release: TBD

VOLUME 4: WHEN THE SUN SETS

pairing: johnny seo x gn!reader psychological horror turned body horror. toxic romance and a tragic end. (!!) mature content, including manipulative, toxic relationships and darker themes some readers may find disturbing.

Johnny Seo is a reasonable man. A patient man, certainly, never reckless, never cruel. Johnny is loving, the perfect lover. Devoted, and devoted wholeheartedly to you.

In the days and months after the Assembly’s establishment, he keeps you with him at every turn of the road: arm around your waist, head in the crook of your neck, always whispering and promising you better days. A sovereign Siacia is coming, he says. She will be free from the clutches of your northern neighbours, free to do as she pleases. You believe him—until one night, when he comes home bloody and beat-up, furious and unrecognizable.

Johnny Seo is a meticulous man. A calculated mastermind, certainly, never reckless until he’s perfectly sure, never cruel unless he has to be. Johnny is cunning, the perfect trickster. Obsessive, and obsessed with keeping your memory alive. Obsessed with keeping you with him, an eternal part of him.

anticipated release: TBD

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3raaaachachacha · 2 years

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Jung Jaehyun x female reader / 548 words / fluff / smut

Warnings: consensual recording, fingering, unprotected sex, cursing

Disclaimer: contains 18+ content; minors do not interact

Day eleven of kinktober - jung jaehyun x mirror sex

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"Wow," You chuckled, "A full length mirror on the ceiling, and right above the bed, at that. What were they thinking when they built this place?"

"I think I know exactly what they were thinking," Jaehyun smirked, hands placed firmly onto your waist, sliding down to grip your ass to pull you into his lap as he sat on the bed, "And why don't we document this? I think that's what they wanted. Plus we can have something of each other when we're away from one another."

With a shy nod and smile, He pulled his phone out and placed it on the bedside table as he was recording up into the mirror and before you knew it, his lips were on yours. Stray kisses and touches between the two of you led to discarding of each other's clothes, leaving Jaehyun in his boxers and you in your panties and bra.

"Fuck, you're so stunning," He mumbled through kisses against your neck, "How did I get so lucky?”

You responded with a whine once Jaehyun's fingers pushed your panties to the side to toy with your clit, "You're soaked, baby, I've barely even touched you," Jaehyun teased as he thrusted his middle finger into your pulsing core.

"Feels good, doesn’t it? You're so tight that I have to stretch you out before I can give you my cock," Jaehyun groaned with a confident chuckle.

"I can take it now, please, give it to me," You mumbled into his chest.

Jaehyun snickered, pulling your face away to look at you, "You're squeezing around one of my fingers baby," He said, moving his free hand to touch his bulge, "You know better princess, need more prep for your little cunt."

HIs words were only encouragement, once he added a second finger, his thumb toying with your clit, you were close to your high, but that was soon gone once he abruptly stopped with a frown.

"Need you coming on my cock first, sweetheart," Jaehyun mumbled, lifting your hips to line you up with his cock before sinking you down, "Fuck! You're so fucking tight, god. Move your hips for me. Yeah, nice and easy."

"I’m not gonna last long, Jae," You whined loudly, tears already forming in your eyes, his thrusts going so deep and the new pressure of his hand on your throat had you seeing stars, "You're so fucking big. Fuck, I'm so close."

His thrusts increased and the sound of your skin slapping against one another had you both moaning profanities, "Be a good girl and cum, cum all over my cock. Come on baby."

With his words, they were enough to push you over the edge, your body shaking pathetically as you weakly held on to him. He had control of your hips, thrusting into them a little longer before he was painting your walls with his load. The two of you held onto each other for a few minutes before he laid back onto the bed, pulling you with him.

"I love you," You whispered into his ear, "It’s hard to even explain how much.”

Jaehyun smiled at you lovingly, stretching his arm out to stop the recording and hold you close, "We'll watch that later but for now, We gotta go for round two and then shower."

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chocojae · 1 year

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pairing ▸ boyfriend! jaehyun x gender neutral reader genre ▸ fluff | crack word count ▸ 788. warnings ▸ profanity

YOU ROLLED TO THE OTHER SIDE OF BED, EYES WIDE OPEN AND HEART BEATING ALOUD.

The constant rustling of the bushes seemed to echo in the tense room, and it only made you jump out of fear.

It would be an utter lie to say you are not scared to the bones. Because you are.

Funny how your stupid ass is admitting it now because just three hours ago you remembered fishing out your laptop from the bag and courageously watching a horror film to shoo your boredom away.

A loud thud against the wall made you flinch, and the sound of muffled footsteps following soon after only made you shoot open your eyes. Hey, wait! Did someone just stack up the ladder against your dorm’s wall and was climbing up?

Several scenarios ran through your head. Could it be a killer who’s going to murder you because killing was his hobby? Or could it be a haunted doll who has a butcher’s knife in her left hand and a creepy smile — whatever be it, it was clear you were in danger.

So, with every little ounce of courage left in your body, you pushed the blanket off yourself and took the heavy ass book from your side table, approaching the window carefully and angling the book to smack the stranger.

Soon your eyes caught a well built figure releasing a sigh. You couldn’t make out who it was due to how dark it was — and because of your tinted window, of course. But the second the window slid open, you hit the stranger with all your might.

“Oh shit—”

As you were about to close the window and lock it, the stranger’s voice caught your attention. Holy shit, it was your boyfriend. Your eyes widened and you abandoned the book in your hand to help your boyfriend crawl in.

He was groaning and hissing in pain. All of a sudden guilt rushed through you. Though you were trying to protect yourself (and ignoring the fact that a book isn’t even close to being suitable for self defense) you accidentally hit your boyfriend, your freaking boyfriend.

“Hey, are you okay?”

Jaehyun didn’t reply, looking at you with his squinted eyes. Maybe he was judging you? Maybe he was thinking of beating the shit out of you? You didn’t know. “I know that,” He pauses, gulping. “I ate your pizza without your permission but hey that’s mean.”

“I am serious.” You gently shove his hand off his face. “Did it hurt?”

“Not really, but yes—“

“Oh my god! I am so sorry. I thought you were someone who came to kill me so I smacked you—“

“You didn’t even let me finish, babe.” He chuckles and runs a hand through his hair. “No, it didn’t hurt when you smacked me with a book but yes,” He passes you a silly grin. “It did hurt when I fell from heaven.” You couldn’t help but let out a small giggle at his dorkiness.

“But, things aside— why in the world are you here literally at 3 in the morning?” Jaehyun doesn’t say anything, opting to flop on your bed instead. You follow him soon after, facing him as he stared at you intimately.

“I missed you.” He finally says, dimples flashing. A comfortable silence takes over the room as you stare into his beautiful orbs. It almost turned into a staring contest before he once again spoke.

“I still don’t get it though, why are you awake when you are usually sleeping at this hour? Also, pretty disappointed you didn’t lock your window.” You fake a cough, cheeks turning pink from embarrassment.

“I— um, was watching a movie since I couldn’t sleep. I genuinely thought I would be worn out after watching the movie and will fall asleep but oh, well.” You sigh, earning a deep chuckle from the man beside you.

“I bet it was a thriller movie, right?”

“More like a horror.” Jaehyun nods at your answer. “Finally understood why you threw that book of yours in my handsome face.” You mumbled a quiet sorry before laughing along with him.

“Since both of us can’t sleep, how about we snuggle up?” You suggest, watching his eyes twinkle up in amusement as you embrace his torso, leaning in close enough to get stiff of his cologne. It didn’t take him long to hug you back.

“Goodnight. Hope you dream of me.” Though you couldn’t see him, you were sure a stupid grin would be adoring his face.

“Lord, I hate you.” You whispered sweetly, leaning in to press a kiss on his jaw.

“Love you too.”

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𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘴, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘔𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘮 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭. 𝘈𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦. 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

ⁱⁱ. ʰᵘᵃⁿᵍ ʳ��ⁿʲᵘⁿ

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘱 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘭𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮, 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘐 𝘦𝘯𝘷𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

ⁱⁱⁱ. ⁿᵃ ʲᵃᵉᵐⁱⁿ

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴, 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱, 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦. 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺.

ⁱᵛ. ᵖᵃʳᵏ ʲⁱˢᵘⁿᵍ

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘸𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘸 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬, 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵, 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘰𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦, 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘐 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶.

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seongyeonsart · 2 years

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| 13:53 | — hyunjae x f!reader ೫ fluff

➵ wc : 0.4k

you and hyunjae walked out of the arts building laughing at his awful dad jokes while holding hands only to be met with the heavy rain and dark sky. “shit.. I didn’t bring any umbrellas with me.” you pouted, looking at your boyfriend. “me too. we can just wait inside before the rain stops. if you want we can go to the studio where kevin and jacob are since they’re working on a project together.”

“no no, it’s fine. I don’t want to bother them. besides, our dorm isn’t dar away from here.” you grinned at him, “wanna run through the rain with me?” hyunjae just raised an eyebrow at you. “do you plan to catch a cold or something?” you rolled your eyes at him, “oh, come on! we can just shower right when we get home.”

you pulled him with you, stepping out from the shade you guys were in earlier. you squealed when you immediately felt the cold droplets of water on you, slowly getting the both of you soaked from head to toe. hyunjae just held your hand, running with you and watching as you laguhed and enjoyed the rain. it was the perfect rainy day without any thunder or lightning seen or heard in the sky.

hyunjae would definitely not go in the rain if there’s even a bit of thunder and lighting, especially you— you’re a scaredy cat when it comes to thunders which is understandable because who wouldn’t be?

“slow down, y/n. we might trip!” hyunjae warned, still admiring the look on your face and how you’re giggling. both of you stopped at the park just in front of your dorm. you had a big smile on , your face as you faced hyunjae. “wasn’t it fun?” you asked, looking up at the sky and closing your eyes. he nodded, eventhough you couldn’t see.

he walked closer to you before grabbing you by the waist, spinning you around. you squealed at the sudden action, “oh my god, hyunjae!” you held on to his shoulders, laughing. he stopped, holding you by the thighs as you wrapped them around his waist. you cupped his cheeks, giving him a soft kiss under the rain as if you were in a movie.

“we probably should head inside now, unless we want to get sick.”

you chuckled at his words, “maybe that’s better. that means I could just cuddle with you all day.”

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dawn-in-neocity · 2 years

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[2:37am]

by the time the song ends, the sweater you’ve been clutching is soaked with tears. however, you still can’t help but press replay on forever only. you only cry harder the second time around as the memories with ex!jaehyun grow more vivid.

#jaehyun imagines #jaehyun scenarios #jung jaehyun #jaehyun #nct jaehyun #jaehyun angst #nct 127 #nct imagines #nct #jaehyun fluff #nct 127 jaehyun #jaehyun timestamps #nct timestamps #forever only

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gimmehyuck · 2 years

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[7:31am]

genre. this starts as fluff but no, yeah… it’s surprise angst starring jaehyun ft. gn!reader

words. 446

warnings. what happens to reader is your decision, i left it vague. depends on how sad you want it ig

jaehyun basked in the sunlight, summer air warming his face and your fingers played in his hair absentmindedly with the other hand holding a small book that you were reading. he opened his eyes to look at you, and he internally sighed at the sight of how beautiful you were. the sun hitting your eyes in a way that made them shine, and the summer breeze tugged at your hair.

you were unreal.

you felt him staring at you and you cut your eyes over at him, tearing your attention away from the book. you raised a playful eyebrow.

“see something you like?” you joked, your fingers never stopped carding their way through his hair. he reached his hand up to lace his fingers through yours, pulling them away from his hair.

“yeah, you.” you snorted at the line. his dimples appearing with the smile he gave you.

“lucky for you, i’m already yours.” you put your book down and poked his dimple, your face reacting as his did. your smile lighting up your entire face. and something about seeing that caused him pain deep in his chest. you noticed the flicker of discomfort flash across his face, and you tilted your head.

“are you okay, babe?” you asked him, concern wiping the smile from your face in an instant. the pet name caused another stab at his chest.

why was this hurting him so much?

“i’m- i-,” he began but his words cut off. you were fading from his sight. he watched you disappear entirely, head hitting the grass with a dull thud. the summer sun setting quickly into darkness and he sat up when you were no longer there. he heard you calling for him in the distance, but your voice was only getting further and further away as if on the other end of a call with bad service, every other syllable coming through.

“j…hy…n! ae…y…n!” he could hardly hear you now and he spun trying to find you. his heart was hurting and his breathing quickened.

“no, no, no… no!” he finally screamed as he jolted himself awake. he lifted a hand to his chest to calm his rapidly beating heart. it took him a moment to gain his bearings and then he rolled over to his side, remembering why it hurt him so badly to see you in his dream. his hand reaching across the bed to your side, only to find it empty once more. his throat closing up painfully as he held back tears.

you were only there for him in his dreams.

you were no longer there when he was awake.

because now, now you really were… unreal.

#gimmehyuck #jaehyun #jeong yoonoh #jeong jaehyun #jaehyun au #nct #nct 127 #jaehyun x reader #jaehyun timestamp #jaehyun fic #jaehyun fluff #jaehyun angst

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markleesthighs · 2 years

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would you be so willing to write a sequel to 11:51? 🥺 i’m really curious as to what happened after jaehyun found out about y/n confession

-I’d love too, this concept has always been one of my favorites!

Jaehyun didn’t know how to feel, did he make a mistake? Is that why you painted that selfie? Jaehyun felt crushed. He didn’t know whether to chase after you while Rochelle is waiting for him in her car. He kept looking at you running away, and back at Rochelle.

“I’m sorry Rochelle.”

Jaehyun dashed after you, calling out your name, begging you to stop running before you slip and fall. Since it had just rained the rocks and grass were slippery, you didn’t watch where you were going and you tripped on a rock falling down on your knees. You heard Jaehyun screaming your name after seeing you fall.

Jaehyun caught up with you and your eyes had already been filled with tears, hopefully he just thought it was because you fell. Jaehyun suggested you go to the nurse, hoping that they are still here, you were telling him it was fine, but he kept nagging you to go. You agreed and Jaehyun picked you up, carrying you to the nurse’s office.

“You really need to be careful next time sweetie, especially when it just rained outside, the grass gets really muddy and slippery. So just be careful next time ok?” The nurse explained.

The nurse then left you and Jaehyun alone, while she went to go take a call.

“You didn’t need to take me, I could’ve gone by myself.”

“I just wanted to make sure you’re ok, what’s wrong with that?”

“Nothings wrong with that, besides don’t you have to do something with Rochelle later?”

“I don’t know about that, I just want to make sure you’re ok and you get home safe,”

“I don’t understand why you’re being so persistent about it.”

“I just saw someone I care about a lot almost fall face first on the ground.”

“YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME!”

The room fell silent.

“What do you mean? Of course I care about you.”

“You don’t care about me the way I care about you.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You know what, never mind.”

You got up starting to walk out of the nurses office to go home when Jaehyun stopped you by pulling your arm.

“Do you want me to walk you home?”

“No.”

“Do you need someone to walk you home?”

“No.”

“Are you going to walk with someone home?”

“No.”

“Great, then I’ll walk home with you.”

“Wh- oh, you suck.”

Jaehyun laughed as you looked defeated but still mad. You had a cute little pout when you were angry and Jaehyun adored that about you. How your eyebrows would get all furrowed and your ears would turn red, it was the cutest thing to him.

The whole walk back home you gave Jaehyun one word or even no answers when he tried talking to you. All you could think about was Rochelle, and how they’re going to be dating, doing cute couple things you didn’t want to imagine. When he got to your house he was about to speak but you bolted for the door before he blocked you from opening it.

“Wait! Did you really mean what you said in the nurses office?”

“Yeah.”

“What did you mean by saying that I didn’t care about you?”

“I told you Jaehyun it was nothing, I was just frustrated I got hurt now move.”

“I’m not going to move until you tell me the real reason.”

You debated whether I’d be worth it to tell Jaehyun, I mean he already has a Valentine, you should rip off the bandaid to help yourself get over it. You took one big breath and stared into his brown doe eyes,

“I like you Jaehyun, like an I love you type of like.”

Jaehyun smirked, you were puzzled.

“Finally.”

You were beyond confused at this point, what did he mean by finally? Then it connected in your brain,

“You jerk! You knew the whole time?!” You started to hit his shoulders and kick his legs.

“How did you know?”

Jaehyun pulled out the letter you were supposed to give him for Valentine’s day. Your face dropped.

“I thought- I- give it back!”

You started to reach for it but Jaehyun held it above your head and you began jumping and climbing Jaehyun for it.

“I’m sorry you had to read that, just forget it!”

“Forget it? But I haven’t even given my answer yet.”

You froze while holding onto Jaehyun, slowly climbing down and walking to face him.

“So?”

“I like you too, in a I love you type of like, stupid.”

Your eyes widened, you didn’t know what to say.

“But what about Rochelle?”

“When looking back at it Rochelle was kind of like puppy love, I didn’t really know her I just had a crush on her. But after the time I’ve spent with you, I realized that this is the kind of love I want. That a crazy, silly, clumsy, girl that would climb me for a letter is what I really love.”

You were stunned, you didn’t know what to say, so you just hugged Jaehyun, he kissed the top of your head.

“I love you.”

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heartj4yn0 · 2 years

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(00:00am)

PLAY : Ride - HYBS [ spotify // youtube ]

It’s almost midnight. I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be left alone again. It hurts like crazy. Why can’t I just have someone with me whenever nightmares come or whenever I need cuddles? I often question why it was hard for them to stay. Was I not enough? Was I too weird? Was I too clingy? I never seem to find an answer to my questions as they linger around me every single minute of the day. Every time they left, the other side of the bed would always feel cold.

I’ve always imagined the other side would be warm just like sunshines and laundry being hung outside in the sun in the countryside with flowers swaying right and left. They always leave before the morning comes. This is what my life looks like. Everyone leaves, no one ever stays and I’ve learned that it’s the best for my fragile heart. When will I ever stop feeling like this? I just want to be cared for. Why is it that I always have to put in some effort? Why is it that I’m always the one giving? Why am I not receiving anything? At least a little bit of love and care, that’s all I ask for. It’s not much, but it’s so hard.

But he’s different. He didn’t leave. Jaehyun didn’t leave before the sun rose. He stayed with me. I woke up feeling the other side of the bed warm just how I described it. In fact, he had breakfast with me. He had breakfast with me. It took me a while to accept that for once, someone is staying. Someone is staying for me. They made an effort for me. They’re giving me something. I’m receiving something. For once, I’m on the receiving end. I couldn’t help but smile and keep my sobs in.

But it was too soon for me to believe that this would be permanent. What if he’s staying out of habit? What if he’s staying because he felt pity towards me? What if he’s staying because he felt the need to? Not that he wanted to but he felt as if he was forced to? I didn’t want Jaehyun to feel that way. I didn’t want him to feel like he had to stay. He had to stay out of pity. But then again, people said “if he wanted to, he would.” And at that moment, a light bulb appeared. It doesn’t matter if he was ‘forced’ to stay or not, what matters is that he’s still here. With that, I shall make the most out of it.

“Just do it. Go for it.” I said to myself. “Don’t think about what comes after or what came before.” Here goes nothing. I tried opening my mouth, still hesitating to say those words that I long for. Jaehyun noticed how hesitant I was and he knew that I wanted to say something. This is the time, right now, just say it– I kept telling myself. You got this, I whispered to myself like a mantra.

Inhale… exhale… you got this. We both started to talk at the same time that made us burst into a fit of laughter. It looks like a lover’s laugh. Except we weren't lovers. He let me speak my mind first as a gentleman he is and-

“Would you like to have a homemade lunch with me?”, I softly inquired of him while looking down on the palms of my hands. Without a doubt, he immediately chimed a loud yes. Well, scratch that, he said yes, so loud that my home phone rang, signalling the lobby’s call to inform me of my ‘loudness’.

I was glad I went out of my comfort zone. I should speak up whenever something’s bothering me or when I want my opinions to be heard. I told Jaehyun that he didn’t need to help me chop the vegetables, but he insisted so I just let him do whatever he wants. It felt amazing. Being with someone. He’s so sweet for always helping out. It felt so domestic.

As I placed the last dish on the table, he whipped out his phone then took a flat lay of the dishes we created for lunch. My lips curved upon seeing his action. The lunch ended on a good note and we were able to talk about everything. It feels like fate. It feels like destiny.

We never know what will happen in the future but at least we tried our best. Just hope for the best.

love,

heartj4yn0.

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